BT :: Volume #7

#619: Human nature, beast nature and divinity


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The Bitter Life mountain range, the wind does not blow, the sand is ugly, the myriad things are silent, all living things are silent. 苦生山脉,风不吹,沙不扬,万物寂静,众生沉默。 Only has the redness of vault of heaven, such as the light like the blood, the surges is spreading unceasingly, seems the sky to have the wound, the blood dyes eight sides. 唯有苍穹的赤红,如光如血,在不断地翻腾蔓延,好似天空有伤,血染八方。 On the roof, the sound reverberation of Crown Prince, in the world of this deathly stillness, is saying and God related karma. 屋顶上,世子的声音回荡,在这死寂的世界里,说着与神灵相关的因果 Please. Must ^ should search. Somalian ^: * three / superior 请。必^应搜。索^:*三/优 Small \ said that 小\说, , /' Quick / ~ newly., ~ does not have ,/最`快/更~新。,~无 Ball, window. 弹,窗。 I am not God, within the body do not have Godsource.” “我不是神灵,体内也没有神源。” But I have the authority, is only with God different...... it not the ignition from Godfire, but came from the blessing of Revered Ancient Heavenly Dao.” “但我也有权柄,只是与神灵不一样……它不是来自神火的点燃,而是来自望古天道的祝福。” Therefore, how to control own Godsource, I am unable to help you, I can only give you a direction, that is hungry.” “所以,如何驾驭自身的神源,我无法帮你,我只能给你一个方向,那就是饿。” Crown Prince stares at Xu Qing. 世子凝望许青 Hungry?” “饿?” Xu Qing hesitates, after the moment, looked at Team Leader. 许青沉吟,片刻后看了眼队长 He remembers that in Team Leader sees the God flesh each time, seems an incomparably hungry appearance. 他记忆里队长每次看见神灵血肉,似乎都是一副无比饥饿的样子。 Team Leader blinks, without speech. 队长眨了眨眼,没说话。 Xu Qing looking pensive. 许青若有所思。 Xu Qing, our time are not many,” 许青,我们的时间不多了,” On the roof, the Crown Prince vision receives to look to bright red that the horizon spreads to come, opens the mouth in a soft voice, later one step walks forward. 屋顶上,世子目光收回望向天边蔓延而来的鲜红,轻声开口,随后向前一步走去。 Next flickers, its form disappeared in the world, together vanished also had Xu Qing, two people of departures, Team Leader did not have the accident/surprise, he stretches oneself, opens storage bag, turned to look in inside. 下一瞬,其身影消失在了天地,一同消失的还有许青,二人的离去,队长没有意外,他伸了个懒腰,打开储物袋,在里面翻找了起来。 Partly after making a sound, discovers an iron box. 半响后找出一个铁盒。 Crown Prince was too impatient .... The Team Leader heart whispered, the breaking by biting tongue, spouted a blood, then waved to hold down these blood, placed in the iron box. 世子太心急了….队长心底嘀咕,咬破舌头,喷出一口鲜血,接着挥手将这些鲜血按住,放在了铁盒内。 Without the means that can only use this, but said that the old man predicts with great accuracy, unexpectedly when Sea-Sealing County, gave my thing just before leaving.” “没办法,只能动用这个了,不过说起来老头子这么料事如神吗,居然在封海郡临走的时候,就给了我这玩意。” He said at that time, this is fourth child's anchor .... “他当时说,这是老四的锚….” Only can open by my blood, lets my fourth child loses, delivers to his front.” “只能以我的鲜血打开,让我老四迷失的时候,送到他的面前。” Team Leader looked at the eye bar box, has a mind to open ahead of time, but knows this thing the importance, therefore depresses the curiosity. 队长看了眼铁盒,有心提前开启,但知晓此物的重要,于是压下好奇心。 Meanwhile, in the deep place of clear sand desert, Crown Prince and Xu Qing the form in this endless desert, reveals from Nihility. 与此同时,在清沙大漠的深处,在这无尽的沙漠里世子许青的身影,从虚无里显露出来。 Just arrived, Xu Qing immediately around sensation. 刚一降临,许青就立刻感知四周。 Distant place Shashan is motionless, disappearance of wind, making the desert silent, why the under foot azure sand does not know, exuded the grayish white color. 远处沙山一动不动,风的消失,使得沙漠变得寂静,脚下青色的沙也不知道为何,泛起了灰白之色。 A feeling of death. 给人一种死亡的感觉。 Here Xu Qing had come, knowing is desolated places, from Bitter Life mountain range gap several months distance. 这里许青曾经来过,知晓是一片荒芜之地,距离苦生山脉间隔数月的路程。 Here was good.” The Crown Prince tranquil opens the mouth, is looking at Xu Qing. “就在这里好了。”世子平静开口,望着许青 Finally asked that your, did you determine?” “最后问你一句,你确定?” Xu Qing looks up the redness of horizon, felt in a lower part moving restlessly of strength of purple moon, that is one type as if must be separated from the body, returns to the impulsion of backdrop. 许青抬头望着天边的赤红,感受了一下体内紫月之力的躁动,那是一种仿佛要脱离自己身躯,回归天幕的冲动。 Xu Qing does not want to give up purple moon, therefore he knows that oneself does not need to choose three actually, therefore looks at Crown Prince, nods. 许青不想放弃紫月,所以他知道自己其实不需要去选三,于是看着世子,点了点头。 Good!” “好!” The Crown Prince vision is profound, the right hand lifts toward Xu Qing grasps. 世子目光深邃,右手抬起向着许青一抓。 Under this grasps, does not see any aura the powder, does not see the fluctuation of any cultivation base, does not see the eruption of any imposing manner, but is such simple grasps, the Xu Qing body vibrates loudly. 这一抓之下,不见任何气息的散出,不见任何修为的波动,不见任何气势的爆发,可就是这么简简单单的一抓,许青身体轰然震动。 He obviously feels the fire of oneself life, instantaneous is dim, within the body the strength of vitality seemed had own Conceptual Will, becomes the individual, changed to the mist, along looking at the body surface dispersed the white mist of going out to seep out rapidly unceasingly, from the Xu Qing whole body fine hair, from his seven orifices, from all positions of his body, persistent outside dispersed, directly soars the right hand of Crown Prince. 他明显感受到自己的生命之火,瞬间黯淡下来,体内的生机之力好似具备了自身的意志,成为了个体,化作了雾气,顺看体表飞速散了出去的白色的雾气不断地渗出,从许青全身汗毛,从他七窍,从他身躯的一切位置,持续的外散,直奔世子的右手。 In this process, the body of Xu Qing starts to wither, the intermittent weak feeling appears in his whole body, is getting more and more intense. 在这个过程中,许青的身体开始枯萎,阵阵虚弱感在他全身浮现,越来越强烈。 Until after the moment, a white fog group, gathered in the right hand of Crown Prince. 直至片刻后,一个白色的雾团,汇聚在了世子的右手。 He put the hand. 他将手放了下来。 The Xu Qing body staggers to back up several steps, gasping for breath in gulps, this moment he looks from the semblance, no longer is the 20-year-old appearance, is more like an old man of last years of life. 许青身体踉跄倒退几步,大口大口的喘着气,这一刻的他从外表看去,已经不再是20岁的样子,更像是一个风烛残年的老者。 His hair fell off most probably, the other these also became grayish white, his body skinny like firewood, cultivation base is also frail, even the tooth becomes less crowded. 他的头发脱落了大半,余下的那些也成了灰白,他的身体枯瘦如柴,就连修为也都脆弱起来,甚至牙齿都松动。 His both eyes are very dim, that was the vitality is extracted 90% to cause. 其双目无比黯淡,那是生机被抽出了90%所导致。 A void meaning, appears in the Xu Qing sensation, changed ice-cold, then raised the feeling of hunger. 一股空虚之意,浮现在许青的感知中,化作了冰冷,进而升起了饥饿之感。 But this feeling, Xu Qing finds it also not enough. 可这感觉,许青觉得还不够。 Therefore he is looking at Crown Prince, hoarse opens the mouth. 于是他望着世子,沙哑开口。 Senior, I know you to have my selfishness, understands that you hope the strength of my purple moon can be stronger, I even can guess, this with rescuing your brothers and sisters is related.” “前辈,我知你有自己的私心,也明白你希望我的紫月之力可以更强,我甚至能猜测道,这与解救您的那些兄弟姐妹相关。” Crown Prince hears word has not concealed, spreads the low and deep words. 世子闻言没有隐瞒,传出低沉话语。 Xu Qing, I indeed have the selfishness, I hope that the strength of your purple moon, can grow some, is stronger, was grasped by you truly .... 许青,我的确是有私心,我希望你的紫月之力,可以在成长一些,再壮大一些,被你真正掌握…. That, but also please continue, because I also want to grasp the strength of purple moon, I want to take a look, this world's true appearance.” The Xu Qing sound is weak, opens the mouth with a smile. “那么,还请继续,因为我也想掌握紫月之力,我更想去看看,这个世界真正的模样。”许青声音虚弱,笑着开口。 Crown Prince is silent, partly after making a sound , a left hand formed hand seals finger/refers, a Godhood Nurturing seal, falls on Xu Qing immediately instantaneously. 世子沉默,半响后左手掐诀一指,顿时一股蕴神的封印,瞬间落在许青身上。 Eliminates your vitality, making your life become the cavity. Eliminates your cultivation base, making i spirit power become withered. Eliminates your recovery, keeping you from reversing itself. Finally eliminates your fresh possibility, keeping you from moving, is unable to revolt, can only wait for the arrival of death.” “剥夺你的生机,让你生命成空洞。剥夺你的修为,让i灵力成干枯。剥夺你的恢复,让你无法逆转自身。最后剥夺你的生的可能,让你无法移动,无法反抗,只能等待死亡的到来。” The Xu Qing mind thunders, at this moment a blank, he does not know when could not come to a stop the body, numerous but actually, lay down in the desert. 许青脑海轰鸣,这一刻一片空白,他不知道什么时候站不稳了身体,重重的倒了下来,躺在了沙漠中。 Crown Prince sighed lightly, deeply looked at Xu Qing, turned around to turn toward the sky to walk, step by step, went far away gradually. 世子轻叹,深深地看了眼许青,转身向着天空走去,一步一步,渐渐远去。 Only leaves behind this peaceful desert, where lonely form stays behind lies down. 只留下这片安静的沙漠,留下躺在哪里的孤独身影。 Xu Qing likes peacefully, because helps ponder peacefully, he likes pondering. 许青喜欢安静,因为安静有助于思考,他喜欢思考。 This moment he, in this silent world, ability some that ponders does not have. He felt weak of pinnacle, the finger is unable to go. 只是这一刻的他,在这寂静的天地内,就连思考的能力也都有些不具备了。他感受到了极致的虚弱,手指也无法去动一下。 Please. Must ^ should search. Somalian ^: * three / superior 请。必^应搜。索^:*三/优 Small \ said that 小\说, , /' Quick / ~ newly., ~ does not have ,/最`快/更~新。,~无 Ball, window. 弹,窗。 He was feels to let he most repugnant cold. 他更是感受到了让他最为讨厌的寒冷 For a long time .... For a long time .... Xu Qing heart weak muttering, he very long has not experienced this childhood cold ice. “好久….好久….”许青心底虚弱的喃喃,他已经很久没有体验这种小时候的冷冰了。 cold of body, attacked spirit and soul, from outside ice, lets shivering that his body cannot control but actually. 身体的寒冷,侵袭了灵魂,从内倒外的冰,让他身体控制不住的颤抖。 The consciousness is somewhat fuzzy. 意识有些模糊。 , Xu Qing saw many pictures vaguely probably, in the picture has dirty youth to crawl from the innumerable corpses, vanguard that struggles difficultly, only to go on living. 依稀间,许青好像看见了很多画面,画面里有一个脏兮兮的少年从无数的死尸里爬出,艰难挣扎的前行,只为了活下去。 Actually, such as present such feeling, I... have in the childhood, and more than once.” Xu Qing muttered. “其实,如现在这样的感觉,我在小时候…就已经有了,且不止一次。”许青喃喃。 In innumerable hungry soon death innumerable cold hearts desperate. 无数次饿的即将死亡无数次冷的心中绝望。 He to go on living, before anything had eaten, the bark is very luxurious thing, to the pinnacle, the soil can also appease hunger hungrily. 他为了活下去,以前什么都吃过,树皮已经是很奢侈之物,饿到了极致,泥土也能充饥。 Therefore, Crown Prince actually made a mistake, he should let my some strengths, such can the feeling of deeper level be hungry, Xu Qing reluctant smiling, shivering lifts the arm that oneself wither, diligently places in front of it oneself, places the mouth.” “所以,世子其实错了,他应该让我有一些力气,那样才可以更深层次的感受饿,许青勉强的笑了笑,颤抖的抬起自己枯萎的手臂,努力的将其放在自己面前,放在嘴边。” His in the eye reveals slowly crazily, the eyeball gradual reappearing blood threads, the forehead blue vein blows up, the gathering the complete strength, opens the big mouth now fiercely, with bit full power on own arm. 他的目中慢慢露出疯狂,眼球逐渐的浮现血丝,额头青筋鼓起,汇聚如今全部的力气,猛地张开大口,用全力咬在了自己的手臂上。 The blood overflows following the lip and tooth of Xu Qing, one flows continuously, but has not waited to drop, was inspired a drop not to remain by Xu Qing swallows. 鲜血顺着许青的嘴唇与牙齿溢出,一缕缕流淌,可还没等滴落下来,就被许青吸气间一滴不剩的吞咽下去。 With was swallowed by him, flesh that he on arm bites. 同被他吞下的,还有手臂上的一块他生生咬下的血肉。 Does not need extremely to chew, the Xu Qing throat wriggles, swallowed it ruthlessly. 不需要太过嘴嚼,许青喉咙蠕动,将其狠狠的咽了下去。 As the flesh skids in the throat, fell into the stomach, the infinite extrusion and gastric juice, welcomed the sweet dew like the withered land, closes. 随着血肉在喉管内滑动,落入了胃部,无穷的挤压以及胃液,如同干枯的大地迎来了甘露,一拥而上。 The Xu Qing full mouth blood, feels the creeping motion of stomach, this familiar feeling, making him smile. 许青满口鲜血,感受自己胃部的蠕动,这熟悉的感觉,让他笑了起来。 Then right, wants hungrily, at least also needs some strengths to be good.” This smiles some Horror, but with a smile, the eye of Xu Qing is redder, sense of hunger that as his breathing rapidly strength recovery a point, which ice coldly and brought void, was even more intense. “这才对嘛,想要饿,至少还需要具备一些力气才行。”只是这笑有些恐怖,而笑着笑着,许青的眼睛更为赤红,他的呼吸急促随着力气恢复了一点,哪种冰寒与空虚所带来的饥饿感,也越发强烈起来。 The Xu Qing body trembles, the in the eye blood-color is stronger, he thought that this moment seemed within the body to present an inexhaustible cavity, attracting that among dispersed removed, making his present world present the distortion. 许青身体哆嗦,目中的血色更浓,他觉得这一刻的自己就好似体内出现了一个无穷无尽的空洞,其内散出的吸撤,让他眼前的世界出现了扭曲。 However, regarding this Xu Qing has the rich experience. 不过,对此许青有丰富的经验。 He is looking at the sky, suddenly cursed. 他望着天空,忽然咒骂起来。 Son-of-bitch fragmented face!” “狗娘养的残面!” He is young time, each time hungry to this degree, so will scold at this moment is also this. 他小的时候,每次饿到了这种程度,都会这般去骂此刻也是这样。 Scolded is scolding, the Xu Qing train of thought returned slowly, innermost feelings crazy was also restrained by him finally. 骂着骂着,许青的思绪慢慢回归了一些,内心的疯狂也终于被他克制了一下。 Hunger that this type can restrain, obviously also insufficient. 这种可以克制的饿,显然还不够。 This is the hunger of body, is not the hunger of God Crown Prince said.” But the hungry feeling, I have also had other experiences. “这是身体的饿,不是世子所说的神灵的饿。”而饿的感觉,我还有过其他体会。 Xu Qing thinks initially swallowed the matter of Red Moon temple cultivator, then his heart raised the intense impulsion, as if became addicted general, wanted to swallow, that feeling, he still remembers. 许青想到了当初自己吞噬红月神殿修士之事,当时的他内心升起强烈的冲动,仿佛上瘾一般,想要去吞噬更多,那个感觉,他至今还记得。 That time I, although also restrained, but if continued to swallow, perhaps I can unable to restrain .... “那时的我虽也克制住了,但若是继续吞噬下去,或许我会无法克制….” Hunger of First Brother, hunger of Ancient Spirit Sovereign! Land of Immortal Forbidden Scarlet Mother clone initially the hunger of Zhang Siyun! Their hunger, unlike me same. 还有大师兄的饿,还有古灵皇的饿!还有当初仙禁之地赤母分身张司运的饿!他们的饿,与我一样也不一样。 Xu Qing muttered. 许青喃喃。 If then, don't I restrain? 那么,我如果不去克制呢? Xu Qing is silent, partly after making a sound, he gave up the restraint, lowering the head of instinct, the breathing rapidly, the hungry feeling has pressed the reason, replaced all. 许青沉默,半响后他放弃了克制,本能的低头,呼吸急促,饥饿的感觉压过了理智,取代了一切。 His fiercely opens the mouth, in this bit on the arm, as if that was not his own flesh. 他猛地张口,在此咬在了手臂上,仿佛那不是他自己的血肉。 One after another, makes an effort to tear and bite, disappears sanely slowly, the instinct of life is gradually actuating all these. 一口接着一口,用力撕咬,理智慢慢散失,生命的本能逐渐在驱动这一切。 This moment he, like wild animal. 这一刻的他,如同野兽。 Even the blood filled the air has falls on the sand, Xu Qing met the body of instinct to fall face down, greedy will contaminate the sand of blood also to swallow down. 甚至鲜血弥漫间有一些落在了沙上,许青会本能的身体趴下,贪婪的将沾染了鲜血的沙也吞了下去。 But this, which hungry feeling is unable to reduce even as before slightly. 可就算是这样,哪种饥饿的感觉依旧无法减少丝毫。 Hungry... hungry...” Xu Qing shivers, effort crawls forward, he wants to eat. “饿…饿…”许青颤抖,用力的向前爬去,他想要吃更多。 Around this desolated, ominous beast does not have half, after crawling several feet, Xu Qing lies down there, was swallowed jet black, was submerged crazily. 只是这四周荒芜,凶兽也没有半只,爬了几丈后许青躺在那里,被漆黑吞噬,被疯狂淹没。 Weakly with death, when even more intense spread whole body, the Xu Qing mind had the sobriety of flash. 虚弱与死亡,也越发强烈的蔓延全身之际,许青的脑海有了一瞬间的清醒。 Crown Prince said that at that time human nature and divinity overlaps .... However I now, am beast nature. 世子说,那时人性与神性的重叠….”而我现在,是兽性 Also can sober, explained that this is the blending of humane and beast nature, explained that my method, is incorrect. Then what is the human nature? What is divinity?” Xu Qing weak twittering. “还能清醒,说明这是人性与兽性的交融,也说明我的方法,是不对的。那么什么是人性?什么又是神性?”许青虚弱的呢喃。 The time passes, three days pass by. 时间流逝,三天过去。 When the Xu Qing in Qingsha desert feels this hunger, appears in the horizon because of the Red Moon light, the entire Memorial Moon large domain ethnic group and all living things, fell into desperately. 许青于青沙大漠感受这种饥饿之时,因红月的光在天边出现,整个祭月大域的族群与众生,都陷入了绝望。 But is chaotic, is the desperate partner lifeform. 而混乱,是绝望的伴生物。 Entire Memorial Moon large domain, started the turmoil, becomes the theme crazily. 整个祭月大域,开始了动乱,疯狂成为了主旋律。 Since final Fate, being doomed were the death, that in this life final bald, anything might happen. 既然最终的命运,注定是死亡,那么在这个生命的最后光头,什么事情都有可能发生。 Kills and burns the humiliation, rapes plundering, in this large domain any place, can see. 烧杀凌辱,奸淫掠夺,在这大域的任何地方,都可以看到。 Everywhere. 比比皆是。 Life natural disposition wickedness, at this moment inexhaustible performance, by expression recklessly, by initiative release. 生命本性的恶,在这一刻无穷无尽的上演,被肆意的宣泄,被主动的释放。 All restraints, do not exist, all restraints, become the flying ash. 一切约束,都不存在,所有克制,都成飞灰。 Wails with the pain, changed to the storm, sweeps away all, place visited. 哀嚎与痛苦,化作了风暴,横扫一切,所过之处。 The human nature, is collapsing. 人性,正在坍塌。 The good intentions, are extinguishing gloomily. 善意,正在黯灭。 beast nature, is spreading. 兽性,正在蔓延。 Crazy, is erupting. 疯狂,正在爆发。 Please. Must ^ should search. Somalian ^: * three / superior 请。必^应搜。索^:*三/优 Small \ said that 小\说, , /' Quick / ~ newly., ~ does not have ,/最`快/更~新。,~无 Ball, window. 弹,窗。 cultivator of clear sand desert, is so. 清沙大漠的修士,亦是如此。
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