AF :: Volume #7

#680: Chooses and discards


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Your such silly, is silly, always likes thinking oneself clever, if mother can take care of you well for a lifetime......” “你这么笨笨的,又傻傻的,总是喜欢自作聪明,如果妈妈能照顾你一辈子就好了……” In the past, there are many times, the mothers said like this. 过去,有很多次,母亲都这样说。 But in fact, Maki knows that she wanted saying that was not the final words. 但实际上,真希知道她想要说的,并不是最后的话。 What she wanted to say was......, if you can have the life of normal person to be good. 她想要说的是……如果你能够拥有正常人的生活就好了。 Laughed heartily like the normal person, burst into tears, walks under the blue sky, after the heavy rain, did not need to be afraid the cold, running time did not need to be worried that can throw down. 像正常人那样欢笑,流泪,行走在蓝色的天空下,淋雨之后不用害怕感冒,奔跑的时候不用担心会摔倒。 Is living the life of drifting with the current, studies, works, marries, gives birth, retires like others, retirement, finally peaceful or anxious death above sickbed. 过着随波逐流的生活,像其他所有人那样学习、工作、结婚、生子、退休,养老,最后安宁或者不安的死在病榻之上。 Passed the perfect life. 度过健全的一生。 Only pitifully, such life is doomed to miss with her, from her being born starting from that flash, this world gradually entirely different of changing. 只可惜,这样的人生注定与她无缘,从她出生的那一瞬间开始,这个世界就渐渐的变的截然不同。 When this develops to run in the abundant physical ability from the minor offense will let the skin cracks, she has known, in the future waits for own what fate can be. 当这一份从小过于充沛的体能发展到奔跑会让皮肤崩裂的时候,她已经知道,未来等待自己的会是什么样的命运 She must make the choice. 她必须做出选择。 Makes compared with normal person many choices...... 做出比正常人更多的选择…… Is the embarrassed life, the choice that needs to make are more, is deficient, more is hard to choose-, because that is not so-called two choose one, rather, gives up one in two. 越是窘迫的人生,需要做出的选择就越多,越是贫乏,就越是难以抉择-因为那并不是所谓的二选一,而是,在两个里面放弃一个。 Gives up wanting the expensive/noble 300 curry pork chops, chose cheap black Dong. Gave up damaging the track and field of body, she chose the temporarily stable body condition and life. Gave up unattainable the dream of big city, the choice was a hick. Gave up the happy fantasy, chooses conscientious working and goes to school enrolling in supplementary lessons. 放弃要贵三百块的咖喱猪排,选择了便宜的乌冬。放弃了会损伤身体的田径,她选择了暂时稳定的身体状态和生活。放弃了遥不可及的大城市之梦,选择做一个土包子。放弃了美好的幻想,选择脚踏实地的打工和进学补习。 Finally, gave up the calm life of Inaizumi Township, chose an indistinct ray of hope...... 最后,又放弃了稻泉乡的平静生活,选择了飘渺的一线希望…… Acquired are more, given up are more. 获得的越多,放弃的就越多。 She chooses is living, probably weeds same life that does not have a thing in the world. 她选择一无所有的活着,像是野草一样的生活。 From the heart was actually expecting...... perhaps, some day can seem like Miss Kaishi such, is arrogant and firm, does not need to give up anything again. 却又发自内心的期望着……或许,有一天自己能够像是怀纸小姐那样,孤高又刚强,不必再放弃什么。 When the naive fantasy was torn into shreds, welcomes, is final giving up, final choice. 可当天真的幻想被撕碎时,所迎来的,便是最后的放弃,最后的抉择。 Before the consciousness responded, the body had reacted. 在意识反应过来之前,身体就已经率先做出了反应。 It looks like such that until now everyone said- perhaps, the fools depend on the instinct living? 就像是一直以来大家说的那样-或许,笨蛋都靠本能活着的吧? Before touching off trigger, Maki is maintaining just like the machinery such numb indifference. 在扣动扳机之前,真希一直都保持着宛如机械那样麻木的冷漠。 Because there is an invisible sharp blade to cut the crack. 因为有无形的利刃将自己切裂了。 Half of indifferently and used each to help oneself condition calmly, used the black card and weapon. This is not temporary impulsive and startled loses control, but is the result and possibility that clear realizing each can present, 有一半自己冷漠又镇定的利用了每一个有利于自己的条件,使用了黑卡和武器。这并非是一时的冲动和惊慌中失控,而是清晰的认识到了每一个将会出现的结果与可能, Tranquil seems like presenting mathematics problems. 平静的像是在做一道数学题。 In order to observe the agreement, gave up running away ; In order to protect Miss Kaishi, gave up the present rescue ; In order to save the innocent person, gave up once kindness ; In order to let all these stops...... 为了遵守约定,放弃了逃走;为了保护怀纸小姐,放弃了眼前的救助;为了拯救更多无辜的人,放弃了曾经的恩惠;为了让这一切停下来…… In that instantaneous, she drew final conclusion- must kill Uncle Kakuyama. 在那瞬间,她得出了最后的结论-必须杀死角山叔叔才可以。 Therefore, Maki touches off the trigger. 于是,真希扣动扳机。 Only then less than 1/3 other half, in darkness that in the fierce light is hard to illuminate, silent wept. 只有不足三分之一的另一半自己,在烈光难以照亮的黑暗里,无声啜泣。 Gave up all expectations and fantasies, these happy future and impractical fond dreams. 放弃了所有的奢望和幻想,那些幸福的未来和不切实际的美梦。 This is her last option. 这就是她最后的选择。 When the clear auditory hallucination plays in the ear, then has value 10 million dollars lucky arrival. 当清脆的幻听在耳边奏响,便有价值一千万美金的幸运降临。 The fierce light of trial howls, gushes out. Arrives with the pure destruction together, endures compared with the recoil of tank main artillery level, silent death. 审判的烈光呼啸,喷薄而出。和纯粹的毁灭一同到来的,是堪比坦克主炮级的后坐力,以及,无声的死亡。 Thumb-thick one bunch of rays spanned the short distance, the accurate penetration in the Kakuyama stunned face, tore the spirit, the broken body, bringing evaporation elementium calories to howl to go sufficiently. 拇指粗细的一束光芒跨越了短暂的距离,精准的贯入了角山愕然的面孔之中,撕裂魂灵,破体而出,带着足以蒸发源质热量呼啸而去。 The burning red iron needle put burnt/anxious red a dry path on the oil painting of named world, remote distance persistently unreasonable penetration, will tear him to melt the comfortable fetal membrane, vanished in the field of vision end. 烧红的铁针在名为世界的油画上划出了一道焦红干涸的轨迹,将遥远的距离蛮不讲理的贯穿,撕裂了他化自在的胎膜,消失在视野的尽头。 What arrival is the long deathly stillness. 紧接着,到来的是漫长的死寂。 Maki fierce is panting for breath, grasps the arm of Fly King to shiver slightly, the sleeves have evaporated under wreaking havoc calories. But is inconceivable, the arm and skeleton are perfect. 真希剧烈的喘息着,握着蝇王的手臂微微颤抖,衣袖早已经在肆虐的热量之下蒸发。可不可思议的是,手臂和骨骼却完好无损。 Only then grasps the fingers/tiger mouth of spear/gun to crack a trace in broken bits, that was the muscle tear of out-of-control the skin, brings, an insignificant injury. 只有握枪的虎口崩裂出一道细碎的痕迹,那是失控的肌肉撕裂了皮肤,所带来的,微不足道的一点伤害。 Miracle towering arrival, quiet departure. 奇迹突兀的降临,又悄无声息的离去。 Kakuyama is staring at front young girl startled, probably, had not responded that what happened. Subconscious, goes out forward one step, staggers, again...... 角山愕然的凝视着面前的少女,好像,还没有反应过来发生了什么事情。只是下意识的,向前走出一步,踉跄的,再一步…… Brings on the forehead the giant opening and blood hole. 带着额头上巨大的裂口和血洞。 His lip silent opening and closing, must say anything probably, actually cannot send out sound. 他的嘴唇无声的开阖,像是要说什么,却发不出声音 Diligently stares the big eye, wants to seek for at present the trail of young girl from the rapid dark world. 努力的瞪大眼睛,想要从迅速黑暗的世界里寻找到眼前少女的踪迹。 Arrived finally, the numb body drops down forward, the distressed fumble, touches the shape of cheeks finally, looks like the person who is drown to death to hold straw such, then makes an effort. 到最后,麻木的身体向前倒下,狼狈的摸索,终于触碰到脸颊的形状,就像是溺死的人想要抓住一线稻草那样,那么用力。 Difficult, smile. 艰难的,微笑。 Wanted to say anything...... 想要说什么…… But that flickers, his movement solidified, is soundless. 可那一瞬,他的动作凝固了,再无声息。 Lowering the head of Maki delay, detected that touches the palm on cheeks to fall slowly, brings the trace of blood, that has not had any indignation tranquil face until death. 真希呆滞的低头,察觉到抚摸在脸颊上的手掌缓缓滑落,带着血的痕迹,还有那一张至死都未曾有过任何怨愤的平静面孔。 Then, her body little soft falls to the ground, lost all strengths. 就这样,她的身体一点点的软倒在地,失去了所有的力气。 Cannot feel any mood. 感受不到任何的情绪。 In this short silence, she stares at that pair to lose the empty eye pupil of brilliance for a long time gradually, diligently wants to recognize him finally the words that wanted to speak. 在这短暂的寂静里,她长久的凝视着那一双渐渐失去光彩的空洞眼瞳,努力的想要辨识出他最后想要说的话。 But all have departed with the death together. 但一切都已经随着死亡一同离去。 Traceless. 了无痕迹。 Only the blood goes in little cold. 只有血在一点点的冷去。 This is the result that she chooses, thing that she gives up. 这就是她所选择的结果,她所放弃的东西。 When Maki raised the head again, then saw does not know when stood oneself Miss Kaishi, her grief quiet look. 真希再一次抬头时,便看到了不知何时站到了自己身旁的怀纸小姐,还有她悲悯又沉寂的眼神。 Wish that she tries hard smiles, but actually can only squeeze out an empty expression finally. 她努力的想要笑一下,可是最终却只能挤出一个空洞的表情。 Why will Miss Kaishi...... in the world have so many brutal things? 怀纸小姐……为什么世界上会有这么多残酷的事情呢? Silent, Huai Shi is unable to avoid such lonely look, made replied: Probably, this world is this.” 沉默里,槐诗无法躲避那样孤独的眼神,做出了回答:“大概,这个世界就是这样吧。” This world is never gentle. 这个世界从来不温柔。 The life of person only then one time, may have compared with a life more precious thing, the thing that wants are too many, thing that must give up, too many...... 人的生命只有一次,可比生命更宝贵的东西却还有更多,想要得到的东西太多,必须放弃的东西,也太多…… Always is so, has not changed. 从来都是如此,不曾改变。 „Is Miss Kaishi also this?” Maki trembling sound to ask. 怀纸小姐也是这样么?”真希颤声问。 Yes.” “是啊。” Huai Shi nods, said calmly: Always needs to give up, is always very painful, will feel very sad, does not know how to be actually good.” 槐诗颔首,平静的说:“总需要放弃,总是很痛苦,也会感觉很难过,不知道究竟怎么样才好。” Why that...... why must continue.” “那为什么……为什么还要继续啊。” Maki is sobbing, is unreadable: Why has also wanted such painful life, why must make the choice is not possible!” 真希哽咽着,难以理解:“为什么还要过这么痛苦的生活,为什么就非要做出选择不可啊!” Probably, for a more important thing?” “大概,是为了更重要的东西吧?” The Huai Shi squatting lower part of the body, is staring at her eye, told her seriously: „ Maki, the person is not living for the pain, we to not give up making the choice. 槐诗蹲下身,凝视着她的眼睛,郑重的告诉她:“真希,人不是为了痛苦而活着的,我们也不是为了放弃才做出选择。 Although discards anything is very sad, but if not make anything to choose, the person is unable to grow, will not have in the future. ” 虽然舍弃什么会很难过,但如果不作出什么选择的话,人就无法成长,也不会有未来可言。” Sometimes, you will make the choice. 有的时候,你会做出选择。 Discards something, then obtains anything. Perhaps finally will not have any good result, but does not make the choice the words, anything will not have. 舍弃一些东西,然后再得到什么。或许最终不会有什么好的结果,但不做出选择的话,就什么都不会有了。 Stops will not understand this pitifulness in same place person. 停在原地的人不会理解这种可悲。 He puts out a hand, is hugging front young girl, in a soft voice comfort: „The reason of everyone always has the difference, perhaps you will think that I was only having no immediate concern to oneself speak some boasts, but one day, you will understand, will have own answer.” 他伸手,拥抱着面前的少女,轻声安慰:“每个人的理由都总有不同,或许你会觉得我只是事不关己的说一些大话,但总有一天,你会理解,会有自己的答案。” Miss Kaishi, I...... I...... I am only......” 怀纸小姐,我……我……我只是……” It looks like holds life-saving straw such, she grabs the hand of Huai Shi, shivering. 就像是抓住救命的稻草那样,她抓着槐诗的手,颤抖着。 Some many words wanted to say obviously, but the throat actually choked up. 明明有很多话想要说,可喉咙却哽住了。 Completely, could not speak. 完全,说不出话来。 Only has the tears, class/flow that is unable to restrain. 只有眼泪,无法克制的流下来。 From the beginning wept to turn into the beyond control distress to cry with choking to cough, hoarse shouted unable to understand the words that these surged the pain under iceberg to seem like the tide the same as emerge suddenly, are hard to self-restrain. 从一开始的啜泣变成无法控制的狼狈大哭和呛咳,嘶哑的呼喊着自己都无法理解的话,那些涌动在冰山之下的痛苦像是潮水一样忽然涌现,难以自抑。 The instance that is giving up evading finally, she realized finally huge pain that the unceasing rejection brings. 就在终于放弃逃避的瞬间,她终于体会到不断的舍弃所带来的庞大痛苦。 Comprehension that the pain brings- 还有痛苦所带来的领悟- So-called she. 所谓的她自己。 Had the elementium imaginary light to illuminate the eye pupil of Huai Shi. 源质的幻光照亮了槐诗的眼瞳。 From the Maki body, in formation soul glows the indistinct ray slowly, natural disposition sublimation. 真希的躯壳之中,缓缓成型的灵魂之中焕发出隐约的光芒,本性升华 Huai Shi in same place, unbelievable. 槐诗愣在原地,难以置信。 Unexpectedly is...... sublimation? 竟然是……升华 He has a dream has not thought that oneself this whole life can see that fortunately other person of sublimation scenes- this is when the first wisp of spark was lit, consciousness from Silver Sea unique, casts the spirit the strange scene. 他做梦都没有想过,自己这辈子有幸能够见到其他人升华的场景-这是当第一缕火花被点燃,意识从白银之海中超脱,铸就魂灵的奇异景象。 Instantaneously, that magnificent and lonely ray flashed to pass, completed the transformation, belonged to reserved. 只是瞬间,那辉煌又孤独的光芒一闪而逝,完成了蜕变,归于内敛。 Henceforth, all entirely different then. 从此,一切都便的截然不同。 In the murkiness, the young girl of weeping bitterly heavy goes off finally. 在昏沉之中,痛哭的少女终于沉沉睡去。 Unexpectedly is sublimation? Really is good the beautiful jade, never expected that Satomi Family also has second good endures the ratio to defend the static that boy...... not, should say, this is the change that you bring about is right.” “竟然是升华吗?实在是良才美玉,没想到里见家还有第二个堪比守静那小子的良才……不,应该说,这是你带来的变化才对吧。” In Huai Shi behind, low and deep sound sigh with emotion: Miss Kaishi, you are this Miracle accomplishment.” 槐诗身后,有一个低沉的声音感慨道:“怀纸小姐,你才是这一份奇迹的造就者。” Huai Shi turns around in frightened suddenly, the brow wrinkles. 槐诗在惊悚中猛然转身,眉头皱起。 When does not know, his side presented another form unexpectedly. 不知道什么时候,他身旁竟然出现了另一个身影。 That has not seen middle-aged man, but actually seems to have met before probably, the appearance is outstanding and dignified, both eyes are jet black, no least bit white, brings indescribable evil intent and demented. 那是未曾见过的中年男人,但却好像似曾相识,面目俊逸而威严,双目漆黑,毫无半点白色,带着难以言喻的邪意和癫狂。 Is looked, can feel the strong threat and anxiety. 只是被看着,就能够感受到浓厚的威胁与不安。 But this feeling, made Huai Shi particularly incredible. 但正是这种感觉,才令槐诗分外不可置信。 „Are you...... Guo Shouque?” “你是……郭守缺?” Looked unexpectedly?” “竟然看出来了吗?” The middle-aged man cracks into a smile slightly, meaning that teased as always: Added obsolete must give you pleasantly surprised one...... response real quick.” 中年男人微微咧嘴一笑,戏谑的意味一如既往:“老朽还说要给你一个惊喜的……反应的真快啊。” Huai Shi subconscious according to above Maki Fly King. 槐诗下意识的按在真希身边的蝇王之上。 Don't anxiously beginning.” “别急着动手。” Guo Shouque genial beckoning with the hand, retroceded slightly one step: Relax, although I am a little malicious, but is actually insufficient to indulge with the fists and feet, does not plan to attack you.” 郭守缺和煦的摆手,微微后退了一步:“放心,我虽然有点恶意,但却不至于放纵与拳脚,也不打算袭击你。” Saying, him is mentioning in the hand also to brave the steam the jar, self-satisfied smiles: Just made pot good soup, made up obsolete felt rejuvenated...... was a pity unmanned share, can come?” 说着,他提起了手中还冒着热气的罐子,得意的一笑:“刚刚做了一锅好汤,补的老朽都返老还童了……可惜无人分享,要不要来点?” But smell sharp aroma , the sweet and strongly fragrant fresh and tender aura lingers in the tip of the nose, is away from smells far away, then made the person index finger move greatly. 香气扑鼻而至,清甜又馥郁的鲜嫩气息萦绕在鼻尖,隔着老远嗅到,便令人食指大动。 Without a doubt, that is the rare Kitchen Demon ingredients, rare high-quality goods. 毋庸置疑,那是罕见的厨魔料理,不可多得的精品。 When can repay a middle-aged condition close to 200-year- old monster unexpectedly, perhaps was really the excellent tonic. 竟然能把一个接近200岁的老怪物补回中年时的状态,恐怕是真得绝佳的补药了。 But will this fellow have such good intention? 但这个家伙会有这么好心?
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