„Yoursuchsilly, is silly, alwayslikesthinking oneself clever, if mother cantake care ofyouwellfor a lifetime......”
“你这么笨笨的,又傻傻的,总是喜欢自作聪明,如果妈妈能照顾你一辈子就好了……”In the past, there aremanytimes, the motherssaidlike this.
过去,有很多次,母亲都这样说。Butin fact, Makiknows that shewanted saying that was not the finalwords.
但实际上,真希知道她想要说的,并不是最后的话。Whatshewantedto saywas......, ifyoucanhave the life of normal personto be good.
她想要说的是……如果你能够拥有正常人的生活就好了。Laughed heartilylike the normal person, burst into tears, walksunder the bluesky, after the heavy rain, did not needto be afraid the cold, runningtimedid not needto be worried that canthrow down.
像正常人那样欢笑,流泪,行走在蓝色的天空下,淋雨之后不用害怕感冒,奔跑的时候不用担心会摔倒。Is living the life of drifting with the current, studies, works, marries, gives birth,retireslike others, retirement, finallypeacefuloranxiousdeathabovesickbed.
过着随波逐流的生活,像其他所有人那样学习、工作、结婚、生子、退休,养老,最后安宁或者不安的死在病榻之上。Passed the perfectlife.
度过健全的一生。Onlypitifully, suchlifeis doomedto misswithher, fromherbeing bornstarting from that flash, thisworldgraduallyentirely different of changing.
只可惜,这样的人生注定与她无缘,从她出生的那一瞬间开始,这个世界就渐渐的变的截然不同。Whenthisdevelopsto runin the abundantphysical abilityfrom the minor offensewill let the skincracks, shehas known, in the futurewaits forownwhatfatecanbe.
当这一份从小过于充沛的体能发展到奔跑会让皮肤崩裂的时候,她已经知道,未来等待自己的会是什么样的命运。Shemustmake the choice.
她必须做出选择。Makescompared withnormal personmanychoices......
做出比正常人更多的选择……Is the embarrassedlife, the choice that needsto makeare more, isdeficient, more is hardto choose-, becausethatis notso-calledtwochooseone, rather, gives uponeintwo.
越是窘迫的人生,需要做出的选择就越多,越是贫乏,就越是难以抉择-因为那并不是所谓的二选一,而是,在两个里面放弃一个。Gives upwanting the expensive/noble300currypork chops, chosecheapblackDong. Gave updamaging the track and field of body, shechose the temporarily stablebodycondition and life. Gave upunattainable the dream of bigcity, the choicewas a hick. Gave up the happyfantasy, choosesconscientiousworkingandgoes to schoolenrolling in supplementary lessons.
放弃要贵三百块的咖喱猪排,选择了便宜的乌冬。放弃了会损伤身体的田径,她选择了暂时稳定的身体状态和生活。放弃了遥不可及的大城市之梦,选择做一个土包子。放弃了美好的幻想,选择脚踏实地的打工和进学补习。Finally, gave up the calm life of Inaizumi Township, chose an indistinctray of hope......
最后,又放弃了稻泉乡的平静生活,选择了飘渺的一线希望……Acquiredare more, given upare more.
获得的越多,放弃的就越多。Shechoosesis living, probablyweedssamelife that does not have a thing in the world.
她选择一无所有的活着,像是野草一样的生活。From the heartwas actually expecting...... perhaps, some daycanseem likeMissKaishisuch, is arrogantandfirm, does not needto give upanythingagain.
却又发自内心的期望着……或许,有一天自己能够像是怀纸小姐那样,孤高又刚强,不必再放弃什么。
When the naivefantasywas torn into shreds, welcomes, is finalgiving up, finalchoice.
可当天真的幻想被撕碎时,所迎来的,便是最后的放弃,最后的抉择。Before the consciousnessresponded, the bodyhad reacted.
在意识反应过来之前,身体就已经率先做出了反应。
It looks like such that until noweveryonesaid- perhaps, the foolsdepend on the instinctliving?
就像是一直以来大家说的那样-或许,笨蛋都靠本能活着的吧?Beforetouching offtrigger, Makiis maintainingjust like the machinerysuchnumbindifference.
在扣动扳机之前,真希一直都保持着宛如机械那样麻木的冷漠。Becausethere is an invisiblesharp bladeto cut the crack.
因为有无形的利刃将自己切裂了。Half ofindifferentlyandusedeachto helponeselfconditioncalmly, used the blackcard and weapon. Thisis nottemporaryimpulsiveandstartledloses control, butis the result and possibility that clearrealizingeachcanpresent,
有一半自己冷漠又镇定的利用了每一个有利于自己的条件,使用了黑卡和武器。这并非是一时的冲动和惊慌中失控,而是清晰的认识到了每一个将会出现的结果与可能,Tranquilseems like presentingmathematics problems.
平静的像是在做一道数学题。In order toobserve the agreement, gave uprunning away;In order toprotectMissKaishi, gave up the presentrescue;In order tosave the innocentperson, gave uponcekindness;In order toletall thesestops......
为了遵守约定,放弃了逃走;为了保护怀纸小姐,放弃了眼前的救助;为了拯救更多无辜的人,放弃了曾经的恩惠;为了让这一切停下来……Inthatinstantaneous, shedrewfinalconclusion- mustkillUncleKakuyama.
在那瞬间,她得出了最后的结论-必须杀死角山叔叔才可以。Therefore, Makitouches off the trigger.
于是,真希扣动扳机。Only thenless than1/3other half, indarkness that in the fiercelightis hardto illuminate, silentwept.
只有不足三分之一的另一半自己,在烈光难以照亮的黑暗里,无声啜泣。Gave upallexpectations and fantasies, thesehappyfutureandimpracticalfond dreams.
放弃了所有的奢望和幻想,那些幸福的未来和不切实际的美梦。Thisisherlast option.
这就是她最后的选择。When the clearauditory hallucinationplaysin the ear, thenhasvalue10 milliondollarsluckyarrival.
当清脆的幻听在耳边奏响,便有价值一千万美金的幸运降临。
The fiercelight of trialhowls, gushes out. Arriveswith the puredestructiontogether, endurescompared with the recoil of tankmain artillerylevel, silentdeath.
审判的烈光呼啸,喷薄而出。和纯粹的毁灭一同到来的,是堪比坦克主炮级的后坐力,以及,无声的死亡。Thumb-thickonebunch of raysspanned the shortdistance, the accuratepenetrationin the Kakuyamastunnedface, tore the spirit, the brokenbody, bringingevaporationelementiumcaloriesto howlto gosufficiently.
拇指粗细的一束光芒跨越了短暂的距离,精准的贯入了角山愕然的面孔之中,撕裂魂灵,破体而出,带着足以蒸发源质的热量呼啸而去。
The burning redironneedleputburnt/anxiousred a drypathon the oil painting of namedworld, remotedistancepersistently unreasonablepenetration, will tearhimto melt the comfortablefetal membrane, vanishedin the field of visionend.
烧红的铁针在名为世界的油画上划出了一道焦红干涸的轨迹,将遥远的距离蛮不讲理的贯穿,撕裂了他化自在的胎膜,消失在视野的尽头。Whatarrivalis the longdeathly stillness.
紧接着,到来的是漫长的死寂。Makifierceis panting for breath, grasps the arm of Fly Kingto shiverslightly, the sleeveshave evaporatedunderwreaking havoccalories. Butis inconceivable, the arm and skeletonare perfect.真希剧烈的喘息着,握着蝇王的手臂微微颤抖,衣袖早已经在肆虐的热量之下蒸发。可不可思议的是,手臂和骨骼却完好无损。Only thengrasps the fingers/tiger mouth of spear/gunto crackatracein broken bits, thatwas the muscle tear of out-of-control the skin, brings, an insignificantinjury.
只有握枪的虎口崩裂出一道细碎的痕迹,那是失控的肌肉撕裂了皮肤,所带来的,微不足道的一点伤害。Miracletoweringarrival, quietdeparture.奇迹突兀的降临,又悄无声息的离去。Kakuyamais staring atfrontyoung girlstartled, probably, had not responded that what happened. Subconscious, goes outforwardonestep, staggers, again......角山愕然的凝视着面前的少女,好像,还没有反应过来发生了什么事情。只是下意识的,向前走出一步,踉跄的,再一步……Bringson the forehead the giantopening and bloodhole.
带着额头上巨大的裂口和血洞。Hislipsilentopening and closing, mustsayanythingprobably, actuallycannot send outsound.
他的嘴唇无声的开阖,像是要说什么,却发不出声音。Diligentlystares the bigeye, wantsto seek forat present the trail of young girlfrom the rapiddarkworld.
努力的瞪大眼睛,想要从迅速黑暗的世界里寻找到眼前少女的踪迹。Arrivedfinally, the numbbodydrops downforward, the distressedfumble, touches the shape of cheeksfinally, looks like the person who is drown to death to holdstrawsuch, thenmakes an effort.
到最后,麻木的身体向前倒下,狼狈的摸索,终于触碰到脸颊的形状,就像是溺死的人想要抓住一线稻草那样,那么用力。Difficult, smile.
艰难的,微笑。Wantedto sayanything......
想要说什么……Butthatflickers, hismovementsolidified, is soundless.
可那一瞬,他的动作凝固了,再无声息。Lowering the head of Makidelay, detected that touches the palmoncheeksto fallslowly, brings the trace of blood, thathas not hadanyindignationtranquilfaceuntil death.真希呆滞的低头,察觉到抚摸在脸颊上的手掌缓缓滑落,带着血的痕迹,还有那一张至死都未曾有过任何怨愤的平静面孔。Then, herbodylittlesoftfallsto the ground, lostallstrengths.
就这样,她的身体一点点的软倒在地,失去了所有的力气。Cannot feelanymood.
感受不到任何的情绪。Inthisshortsilence, shestares atthatpairto lose the emptyeye pupil of brilliancefor a long timegradually, diligentlywantsto recognizehimfinally the words that wantedto speak.
在这短暂的寂静里,她长久的凝视着那一双渐渐失去光彩的空洞眼瞳,努力的想要辨识出他最后想要说的话。Butallhave departedwith the deathtogether.
但一切都已经随着死亡一同离去。Traceless.
了无痕迹。
Only the bloodgoesinlittlecold.
只有血在一点点的冷去。Thisis the result that shechooses, thing that shegives up.
这就是她所选择的结果,她所放弃的东西。WhenMakiraised the headagain, thensawdoes not knowwhenstoodoneselfMissKaishi, hergriefquietlook.
当真希再一次抬头时,便看到了不知何时站到了自己身旁的怀纸小姐,还有她悲悯又沉寂的眼神。Wish that shetries hardsmiles, butactually can only squeeze out an emptyexpressionfinally.
她努力的想要笑一下,可是最终却只能挤出一个空洞的表情。
„ Why will MissKaishi...... in the worldhaveso manybrutalthings?
“怀纸小姐……为什么世界上会有这么多残酷的事情呢?Silent, Huai Shiis unable to avoid such lonelylook, madereplied: „Probably, thisworldisthis.”
沉默里,槐诗无法躲避那样孤独的眼神,做出了回答:“大概,这个世界就是这样吧。”Thisworldis never gentle.
这个世界从来不温柔。
The life of persononly thenonetime, may have compared with a lifemore preciousthing, the thing that wantsare too many, thing that mustgive up, toomany......
人的生命只有一次,可比生命更宝贵的东西却还有更多,想要得到的东西太多,必须放弃的东西,也太多……Alwaysisso, has not changed.
从来都是如此,不曾改变。„Is MissKaishialsothis?”Makitrembling soundto ask.
“怀纸小姐也是这样么?”真希颤声问。„Yes.”
“是啊。”Huai Shinods, saidcalmly: „Alwaysneedsto give up, is always very painful, will feel very sad, does not know how to be actually good.”槐诗颔首,平静的说:“总需要放弃,总是很痛苦,也会感觉很难过,不知道究竟怎么样才好。”„Whythat...... why must continue.”
“那为什么……为什么还要继续啊。”Makiis sobbing, is unreadable: „Whyhas also wanted such painfullife, whymustmake the choice is not possible!”真希哽咽着,难以理解:“为什么还要过这么痛苦的生活,为什么就非要做出选择不可啊!”„Probably, for a more importantthing?”
“大概,是为了更重要的东西吧?”
The Huai Shisquattinglower part of the body, is staring athereye, toldherseriously: „ Maki, the personis not livingfor the pain, wetonot give upmaking the choice.槐诗蹲下身,凝视着她的眼睛,郑重的告诉她:“真希,人不是为了痛苦而活着的,我们也不是为了放弃才做出选择。Althoughdiscardsanything is very sad, but if not makeanythingto choose, the personis unable to grow, will not havein the future. ”
虽然舍弃什么会很难过,但如果不作出什么选择的话,人就无法成长,也不会有未来可言。”Sometimes, youwill make the choice.
有的时候,你会做出选择。Discards something, thenobtainsanything. Perhapsfinallywill not have any goodresult, butdoes not make the choice the words, anythingwill not have.
舍弃一些东西,然后再得到什么。或许最终不会有什么好的结果,但不做出选择的话,就什么都不会有了。Stopswill not understandthispitifulness in same placeperson.
停在原地的人不会理解这种可悲。Heputs out a hand, is huggingfrontyoung girl, in a soft voicecomfort: „The reason of everyone alwayshas the difference, perhapsyouwill think that Iwas onlyhaving no immediate concern to oneselfspeaksomeboasts, butone day, youwill understand,will haveownanswer.”
他伸手,拥抱着面前的少女,轻声安慰:“每个人的理由都总有不同,或许你会觉得我只是事不关己的说一些大话,但总有一天,你会理解,会有自己的答案。”„MissKaishi, I...... I...... Iam only......”
“怀纸小姐,我……我……我只是……”
It looks like holdslife-savingstrawsuch, shegrabs the hand of Huai Shi, shivering.
就像是抓住救命的稻草那样,她抓着槐诗的手,颤抖着。Somemanywordswantedto sayobviously, but the throatactuallychoked up.
明明有很多话想要说,可喉咙却哽住了。Completely, could not speak.
完全,说不出话来。Only has the tears, class/flow that is unable to restrain.
只有眼泪,无法克制的流下来。From the beginningweptto turn into the beyond controldistressto crywithchokingto cough, hoarseshouted unable to understand the words that thesesurged the painundericebergto seem like the tide the same as emergesuddenly, are hardto self-restrain.
从一开始的啜泣变成无法控制的狼狈大哭和呛咳,嘶哑的呼喊着自己都无法理解的话,那些涌动在冰山之下的痛苦像是潮水一样忽然涌现,难以自抑。
The instance that is giving upevadingfinally, sherealizedfinallyhugepain that the unceasingrejectionbrings.
就在终于放弃逃避的瞬间,她终于体会到不断的舍弃所带来的庞大痛苦。Comprehension that the painbrings-
还有痛苦所带来的领悟-So-calledshe.
所谓的她自己。Had the elementiumimaginarylightto illuminate the eye pupil of Huai Shi.
有源质的幻光照亮了槐诗的眼瞳。From the Makibody, informationsoulglows the indistinctrayslowly, natural dispositionsublimation.
自真希的躯壳之中,缓缓成型的灵魂之中焕发出隐约的光芒,本性升华。Huai Shi in same place, unbelievable.槐诗愣在原地,难以置信。Unexpectedlyis...... sublimation?
竟然是……升华?Hehas a dreamhas not thought that oneselfthis whole lifecansee that fortunatelyotherperson of sublimationscenes- thisiswhen the firstwisp of sparkwas lit, consciousnessfromSilver Seaunique, casts the spirit the strangescene.
他做梦都没有想过,自己这辈子有幸能够见到其他人升华的场景-这是当第一缕火花被点燃,意识从白银之海中超脱,铸就魂灵的奇异景象。Instantaneously, that magnificentandlonelyrayflashedto pass, completed the transformation, belonged toreserved.
只是瞬间,那辉煌又孤独的光芒一闪而逝,完成了蜕变,归于内敛。Henceforth, allentirely differentthen.
从此,一切都便的截然不同。In the murkiness, the young girl of weeping bitterlyheavygoes offfinally.
在昏沉之中,痛哭的少女终于沉沉睡去。„Unexpectedlyissublimation? Reallyisgood the beautifuljade, never expected thatSatomi Familyalsohassecondgoodendures the ratioto defend the staticthatboy...... not, shouldsay,thisis the change that youbring aboutis right.”
“竟然是升华吗?实在是良才美玉,没想到里见家还有第二个堪比守静那小子的良才……不,应该说,这是你带来的变化才对吧。”InHuai Shibehind, low and deepsoundsigh with emotion: „MissKaishi, youarethisMiracleaccomplishment.”
在槐诗身后,有一个低沉的声音感慨道:“怀纸小姐,你才是这一份奇迹的造就者。”Huai Shiturns aroundinfrightenedsuddenly, the browwrinkles.槐诗在惊悚中猛然转身,眉头皱起。Whendoes not know, hissidepresentedanotherformunexpectedly.
不知道什么时候,他身旁竟然出现了另一个身影。Thathas not seenmiddle-aged man, butactuallyseems to have met beforeprobably, the appearanceis outstandinganddignified, both eyesare jet black, noleast bitwhite, bringsindescribableevilintentanddemented.
那是未曾见过的中年男人,但却好像似曾相识,面目俊逸而威严,双目漆黑,毫无半点白色,带着难以言喻的邪意和癫狂。Is looked, canfeel the strongthreat and anxiety.
只是被看着,就能够感受到浓厚的威胁与不安。Butthisfeeling, madeHuai Shiparticularlyincredible.
但正是这种感觉,才令槐诗分外不可置信。„Are you...... Guo Shouque?”
“你是……郭守缺?”„Lookedunexpectedly?”
“竟然看出来了吗?”
The middle-aged mancracks into a smileslightly, meaning that teasedas always: „Addedobsoletemustgiveyoupleasantly surprisedone...... responserealquick.”
中年男人微微咧嘴一笑,戏谑的意味一如既往:“老朽还说要给你一个惊喜的……反应的真快啊。”Huai Shisubconsciousaccording toaboveMakiFly King.槐诗下意识的按在真希身边的蝇王之上。„Don'tanxiouslybeginning.”
“别急着动手。”Guo Shouquegenialbeckoning with the hand, retrocededslightlyonestep: „Relax, althoughIam a little malicious, butis actually insufficientto indulgewith the fists and feet, does not planto attackyou.”郭守缺和煦的摆手,微微后退了一步:“放心,我虽然有点恶意,但却不至于放纵与拳脚,也不打算袭击你。”Saying, himis mentioningin the handalsoto brave the steam the jar, self-satisfiedsmiles: „Justmadepotgoodsoup, made upobsoletefelt rejuvenated...... was a pityunmannedshare, cancome?”
说着,他提起了手中还冒着热气的罐子,得意的一笑:“刚刚做了一锅好汤,补的老朽都返老还童了……可惜无人分享,要不要来点?”Butsmell sharp aroma , the sweetandstrongly fragrantfresh and tenderauralingersin the tip of the nose, is away fromsmellsfar away, thenmade the personindex fingermovegreatly.
香气扑鼻而至,清甜又馥郁的鲜嫩气息萦绕在鼻尖,隔着老远嗅到,便令人食指大动。Without a doubt, thatis the rareKitchen Demoningredients, rarehigh-quality goods.
毋庸置疑,那是罕见的厨魔料理,不可多得的精品。
When canrepay a middle-agedconditionclose to200-year- old monsterunexpectedly, perhapswasreally the excellenttonic.
竟然能把一个接近200岁的老怪物补回中年时的状态,恐怕是真得绝佳的补药了。But will thisfellowhavesuchgood intention?
但这个家伙会有这么好心?
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