„?” “诶？” Maki stayed the half of the day, vacant looks at Satomi Kyushizu. 真希呆了半天,茫然的看着身旁的里见久静。 The young warrior is also visiting him, the facial expression is sincere. 年轻的武士也在看着他,神情诚挚。 In the short silence, Maki is pondering, said: „ Male cousin, I just am the country girl, moreover is not too intelligent, always also fashionable. Therefore, mother told me since childhood, if did not understand, must directly ask, said directly. Even if queers , the ratio pretends very fierce result to take lightly to be better. 在短暂的沉默里,真希沉思着,开口说:“堂兄,我只不过是个乡下姑娘而已,而且也不算太聪明,总也时髦不起来。所以,妈妈从小就告诉我,如果又不懂的话,就要直接问,直接讲。哪怕是得罪了人,也比装作很厉害结果让人看轻要好。 Some of my actually many issues want to ask, but isn't this really polite...... you should not to mind? ” 我其实有很多问题想问,但这样实在太不礼貌了……你应该不会介意吧？” Kyusei silent flickered, at once nods: „Please say.” 久静沉默了一瞬,旋即颔首:“请讲。” Maki thinks is very long, straightforward asking: „That, the male cousin you are the hope, I betray Miss Kohaku (amber), reverses to your side?” 真希想了很久,直截了当的问:“那么,堂兄你是希望,我背叛琥珀小姐,倒向你这一方吗？” „Even if are not related with me, must say, I am only wish let you far away from this mire.” Kyusei replied, „Maki, you do not belong to here. Did not mean that despised to you, but is you do not suit to step in these dirty things.” “哪怕不和我一起也没有关系,要说的话,我只是想要让你远离这个泥潭而已。”久静回答,“真希,你不属于这里。并不是说对你有所鄙夷,而是你并不适合去涉足这些肮脏的事情。” „Does male cousin you know my situation?” “堂兄你知道我的情况吗？” „Has investigated, has heard.” Kyusei put out one skewer of rosaries from the sleeve, hands over: „Therefore, I had this to give you.” “调查过一点,也听说过一点。”久静从袖子里拿出了一串念珠,递过来:“所以,我带了这个给你。” For many years coral rosary brings the light fluorescence, a vague elementium fluctuation. 经年的珊瑚念珠带着淡淡的荧光,还有一阵隐晦的源质波动。 Treasure from Tiantai sect, is the Buddhist priests is used for the close Buddha-nature, the treasure of awakening spirit. After several hundred years of in addition holds, is not inferior in any Buddhist relics. Sufficiently collected Fubao in any temple. 来自天台宗的宝物,也是僧人们用来贴近佛性,觉醒魂灵的宝物。在数百年的加持之后,已经不逊色于任何的舍利。在任何的寺庙里都是足以被珍藏的佛宝。 The usage is simple, limit that and has no, so long as has its absorption in meditation to contemplate, holds Buddha to present the abstention, was silent. In three years, chanted sutras 100,000 times, can the condensation spirit of little strokes fell great oak. 用法简单,并没有任何的限制,只要带着它禅定冥想,持佛奉戒,闭口不言。在三年内,诵经十万次,就能够水滴石穿的凝聚魂灵。 Every recited one time dedicated own elementium little investment, so long as there is enough dedication with assiduous, certainly not dedicated three years of time, this persevering was pregnant to raise enough anybody to become Sublimator. 每一次专注吟诵都是将自己的源质一点点的投入其中,只要有足够的专注和刻苦,绝无专注的三年时光,这一份持之以恒的孕养足够任何人成为升华者。 What a pity is, not anybody can achieve. 可惜的是,并不是任何人都做得到。 Also not anybody can have such determination and will. The person of the long ascetic practices even if in the devout dedicated Buddhist priest, can complete truly, is still very few. 也并不是任何人都能够具备这样的决心和毅力。哪怕是在虔诚专注的僧人之中,真正能够完成的这漫长苦行的人,依旧少之又少。 However, was still a solution. 不过,仍不失为一条解决之道。 Maki looked was very long, had not received, „male cousin, do you want to buy over me?” 真希看了很久,并没有接过,“堂兄,你这是要收买我么？” „This is not a pricetag, a help that but provides as the elder brother.” “这并不是价码,只是作为兄长所提供的一份帮助而已。” Maki thinks, asked: „The meaning of help, is I can reject, right?” 真希想了想,问道:“帮助的意思,是我可以拒绝的,对吧？” „Accepts or rejects, lies in you, pricetag that this does not recruit, you can actually feel relieved that accepts.” “接受或者拒绝,都在于你,这并不是什么招募的价码,你其实可以放心收下。” „......, although wants very much, but forget about it.” “……虽然很想要,但还是算了吧。” Maki shakes the head: „Sorry.” 真希摇头:“抱歉。” Kyusei nods, „I know that suddenly arrived here to say these words were very offensive, therefore doesn't matter.” 久静颔首,“我知道突然来到这里说这些话很唐突,所以没关系。” „No, does not have what opinion to you, is my own issue.” “不,并不是对你有什么意见,是我自己的问题。” Maki somewhat embarrassed smiling, looked at not far away these to look here relatives: „Static river male cousin, a countryside girl arrived here, in the person facing city, can relax is very in a moment difficult. After being lower than one time, I feared that I not the courage that lifts again.” 真希有些难为情的笑了笑,看了看不远处那些望着这边的亲戚们:“静江堂兄,一个乡下女孩儿来到这里,面对城里的人,能够直起腰来说话就已经很难了。低过一次头之后,我怕自己没有把头再抬起来的勇气。” „......” “……” Kyusei is stunned, after silent for a long time, lowers the head to apologize: „Was I am disrespectful.” 久静愕然,沉默许久之后,低头致歉:“是我失礼了。” „Doesn't matter, the male cousin is also a good intention.” “没关系,堂兄也是一片好意。” Maki said seriously: „Therefore, I must be more honest reply you- thanked your help, but was sorry very much, I will not give up.” 真希郑重的说:“所以,我必须坦白一些回复你才可以-感谢你的帮助,但很抱歉,我不会放弃。” „Really straightforward, Maki.” “真直白啊,真希.” Kyusei sighed in a low voice: „Makes the person slick opportunity not have continually, actually should say stupidly thorny? Cannot do well you to think me must be fiercer.” 久静低声叹息:“让人连巧言令色的机会都没有,究竟应该说愚笨还是棘手呢？搞不好你比我想的要更厉害一些。” Shaking the head that he self-ridicules: „Failure is expected actually, but, following words, although may be regarded is estranging of villain, but I must tell you.” 他自嘲的摇头:“失败倒是在预料之中,不过,接下来的话,虽然有可能被当成是小人的离间,但我还是必须告诉你。” After the short stop, Satomi Kyushizu told her: „Please careful Kohaku (amber).” 在短暂的停顿之后,里见久静告诉她:“请小心琥珀。” „„ Male cousin you said, the Kohaku (amber) older female cousin is using me?” Asking of Maki doubts: „This point I am also know for the time being.” ““堂兄你是说,琥珀堂姐在利用我么？”真希疑惑的问道:“这一点我姑且还算是知道的。” „If only the use, I just used you?” “倘若只是利用的话,我刚刚又何尝不是利用你呢？” Kyusei shakes the head, „ I want to tell you, during that woman...... you have not imagined the tender feeling and pitying, person who also cannot trust. 久静摇头,“我只是想要告诉你,那个女人……并没有你想象之中的温情和怜悯,也并非可以信任的人。 Maki, before you, in all family lord candidates, the competitor who I care about only, only then her. Exactly said, I am afraid about existence of that woman. 真希,在你之前,所有的家主候选者中,我唯一在意的竞争对手,也只有她一个而已。确切的说,我对那个女人的存在感到恐惧。 Present Satomi Family has declined indeed, but if became next Family Head by that woman, perhaps later did not have what Satomi Family. 如今的里见家诚然已经式微,可要是被那个女人成为下一任当主的话,恐怕以后就再也不存在什么里见家了。 Eight years ago I knew, she is nothing sentiment cold blood monster. ” 从八年前我就知道了,她是毫无任何感情的冷血怪物。” „Said that...... was also too much too.” “这么说……也有点太过分了吧。” Maki knits the brows, „is the Kohaku (amber) older female cousin that fearful person?” 真希皱眉,“琥珀堂姐是那么可怕的人吗？” „You know that before my foster father, who is Satomi Family Family Head?” Kyusei asked back: „Is the Kohaku (amber) father.” “你知道在我的养父之前,谁是里见家的当主么？”久静反问道:“是琥珀的亲生父亲。” The young girls are stunned. 少女愕然。 „ Right, Kohaku (amber) is the Satomi Family legitimate princess, truly has the Family Head successor of right of inheritance. “没错,琥珀是里见家正统的公主殿下,同时也是真正具备着继承权的当主继承者。 Eight years ago, everyone sees her, must lower the head, even kneels in her side politely calls one ‚Ji yang’. No, now looks like, actually earlier time...... she is not normal. ” 在八年前,所有人见到她,都要低头,甚至跪在她的身边尊称一声‘姬様’。不,现在看来,其实更早的时候……她就已经不正常了吧。” Satomi Kyushizu dangles a pupil, said in a soft voice: „From very small time, she is different from us.” 里见久静垂下眼眸,轻声说:“从很小的时候,她就和我们不一样。” Always is quiet and refined with the gentle appearance, will not get angry, will not smile, looking like the doll is the same. Once Kyusei was like that group of children, followed in the noble princess behind, longs for becoming her friend. 从来都是娴静与平和的样子,不会发怒,也不会笑,就像是洋娃娃一样。曾经的久静和那群孩子一样,都追随在高贵的公主殿下身后,渴望成为她的朋友。 Even if she has not cared about them. 哪怕她从来都没有在意过他们。 Noble and remote. 高贵又遥远。 Probably illusory image. 好像幻影。 Such happy illusion, has continued for eight years ago. 这样美好的幻觉,一直持续到了八年之前。 Satomi Family made the fatal mistake, General was furious, that cruel strength had no exerting of restraint above the Yingzhou land, just like dark clouds capping such, made everyone in constant anxiety. 里见家犯下了致命的错误,将军震怒,那一份暴戾的力量毫无任何约束的施加在瀛洲的大地之上,宛如黑云压顶那样,令所有人都惶惶不可终日。 Family/Home old all days is quarrelling, was arguing actually this profanes the incurred destruction is whose responsibility, Family Head does not say a word, is hard to make a decision. 家老们整日争吵着,争论着这一份轻慢所招致的毁灭究竟是谁的责任,当主却一言不发,难以决断。 Under is deserted by friends and allies, everyone can only open the arrival of eye waiting dead end. 众叛亲离之下,所有人只能睁着眼睛等待末路的到来。 „Cuts open the belly, father.” “剖腹吧,父亲。” Immerses Kyusei in recollection in a soft voice twittering, „at that time, she said.” 沉浸在回忆中的久静轻声呢喃,“那个时候,她这么说了。” In front of everyone, said let they unbelievable callous words. 当着所有人的面,说出了让他们都难以置信的冷酷话语。 Only 11-year-old Kohaku (amber), kneels to sit in own world in front of most intimate the blood relation, lowers the head, adjuration of the heart. 年仅11岁的琥珀,跪坐在自己世上最亲近的血亲面前,低下头,发自内心的恳请。 „Please cut open the belly, father.” She said, „Satomi Family had arrived at carving of life and death, as Family Head, without other methods can wash clean the shame again.” “请你剖腹吧,父亲。”她说,“里见家已经到了生死存亡之刻,作为当主,再没有其他的方法可以洗清耻辱了。” In that solidification common silence, no one spoke, only then the Family Head complexion was gradually pale, looks the daughter who the front knelt down to request earnestly, could not speak. 在那凝固一般的沉默里,没有人说话,只有当主的脸色渐渐苍白,看着面前下跪恳请的女儿,说不出话。 „Please do not fear, father.” “请不要怕,父亲。” She lowers the head, said in a soft voice: „I will help you mediate.” 她低着头,轻声说:“我会帮你了断的。” This is sound that Kyusei in corridor hears finally, during the delay and panic-stricken, in the hand holds the tea turns to had not detected on the ground. 这是走廊中的久静最后听见的声音,在呆滞和惊恐之中,就连手中捧着的茶水翻到在地上都没有察觉。 It looks like such that she said that again without other means. 就像是她所说的那样,再没有其他的办法了。 Only then this can make to obtain recalling by some chance wrongly. 只有这样才能够令错误得到万一的挽回。 It is said that that does not arrive at the girl who comes of age, conducted a mistake for own father personally. Is grasping the blade, does not have any hesitant, ended father's pain neatly, completed the agreement between father and daughter. 据说,那个不到及笄的女孩儿,亲手为自己的父亲进行了介错。握着刀,没有任何的犹豫,干脆利落的结束了父亲的痛苦,完成了父女之间的约定。 Then, holds father's head personally, has an audience with General. 然后,亲自捧着父亲的头颅,觐见将军。 The final result was Satomi Family had the opportunity of barely managing to maintain a feeble existence. 最后的结局是里见家得到了苟延残喘的机会。 The price suffered the unprecedented shame, becomes the rebel in high-ranking court official, flattered to bow to the outcomer, is despised by the people and takes lightly. 代价是蒙受了前所未有的耻辱,成为了公卿之中的叛徒,向外来者谄媚屈膝,为人所不齿和看轻。 But the matter ended like this. 但事情就这样结束了。 The Satomi Family family lord acute disease dies, then another Family Head takes office again, cleans up the ruined aftermath. 里见家的家主急病而死,然后另一位当主再次上任,收拾破败残局。 But Kohaku (amber), forgot by everyone. 而琥珀,则被所有人遗忘了。 „As the Family Head only heir,......, but that matter that should look after well, does no one have the means to treat as has not happened?” “作为当主唯一的子嗣,原本是应该好好照顾的……可是那种事情,不论是谁都没办法当做没发生过吧？” „Sees her each time, everyone will only remember that the face that blood that is contaminating the father, is hard to be relieved. Only can desolate, marginalization, whatever she runs its own course. Actually, she since please exiles the time, everyone is relaxes.” “每次看到她,所有人都只会想起那一张沾染着亲生父亲的血的面孔,难以安心。只能冷淡化、边缘化、任由她自生自灭。其实,她自请流放的时候,大家都是松了口气的。” „Pitifully, everyone underestimated her.” “可惜,所有人都低估了她。” Kyusei sighed in a soft voice, „ she went to Eastern Xia, she came back...... the appearance that pretended one to cross nothing happened, returned to front of everyone. 久静轻声叹息,“她去了东夏,她又回来了……装作一副什么都没有发生过的样子,回到了所有人面前。 Probably became reasonable was the same, but in fact, who knows that what she is thinking? ” 好像变得通情达理了一样,但实际上,谁又知道她在想什么呢？” „Maki, may there is no ally to her, does not have what members of the same family, if you hope that she is good to your help, is extremely not necessarily naive, you need to consider clearly for yourself.” “真希,对她来说可没有什么盟友可言,更不存在什么亲族,如果你希望她对你的帮助都是善良的话,未必太过天真,你需要为自己考虑清楚。” Maki on the spot. 真希还愣在原地。 Inconceivable staring. 不可思议的瞪着眼睛。 Probably has not responded during the shock. 好像还在震惊之中没反应过来。 „That said Kohaku (amber) older female cousin she, massacres own father personally?” Her delay twittering: „This was also too cruel.” “那岂不是说琥珀堂姐她,亲手杀掉自己的父亲吗？”她呆滞的呢喃:“这也太残忍了。” „Who didn't say?” Kyusei shakes the head: „Felt that the fear is also normal.” “谁说不是呢？”久静摇头:“感到害怕也是正常。” „No, I meant, must kill father matter personally.” “不,我是说,必须要亲手杀死自己父亲这种事情。” Maki raised the head, said earnestly: „I felt, older female cousin certainly compared with anyone sad? After all, in this world, will some people also hate oneself father?” 真希抬起头,认真的说:“我觉得,堂姐心里一定是比谁都难过的吧？毕竟,这个世上,难道还会有人怨恨自己的父亲吗？” Kyusei is silent. 久静沉默。 Was had no eye of haze to stare by that 20 ct. subsidiary coins, many words could not say again. 被那一双毫无任何阴霾的眼睛凝视着,很多话再也说不出来。 Self-ridiculed smiling, he turned away: „In this world also has not the competent father, Maki, exists does not match to obtain the respected person...... but, I said again many, you will not change the idea?” 自嘲的笑了笑,他移开了视线:“这个世界上也有不称职的父亲的,真希,也存在着不配得到敬爱的人……不过,想必我说再多,你也不会改主意的吧？” Maki nods. 真希点头。 „Because has made.” “因为已经约好了啊。” She replied like this: „Promise is more important than the life, mother has taught me...... . Moreover, even if had anything's words, I felt, Miss Kaishi will certainly not drop out my!” 她这样回答:“诺言比生命更重要,母亲一直这么教我……况且,就算是发生了什么的话,我觉得,怀纸小姐也一定不会抛下我的！” When looked to the arena that back, the eye pupil of young girl was full of relieved and faith. 看向了赛场中那个背影时,少女的眼瞳就充满了安心和信赖。 Probably has her not to fear that in side anything is the same. 好像有她在身边就什么都不怕了一样。 Kyusei is silent, the facial expression is complex. 久静沉默,神情复杂。 Is holding one occasionally by chance from the ship of side process, on drifting with the current of wishful thinking, initiates the challenge toward the unknown dark sea, actually this should say that is naive or crude? 只是抱着一艘偶尔碰巧从身旁经过的船,就一厢情愿的随波逐流,向着未知的黑暗海洋发起挑战,这究竟应该说是天真还是鲁莽呢？ He does not know, necessary did not say anything again. 他不知道,也必要再没有说什么。 „, Then takes the opponent, fights it out, Maki.” “那么,接下来就作为对手,一决胜负吧,真希。” After saying goodbye, the young warrior looked at an own enemy finally, set out to depart. 如此道别之后,年轻的武士最后看了一眼自己的敌人,起身离去。