„Is this?” “是这样吗？” What is unexpected, the teacher has not imagined the anger. 出乎预料的是,老师并没有想象中的愤怒。 After hearing the plan of Huai Shi, first has doubts, then startled, finally actually very tranquil expression understanding. That hate it has not struggled anger that unhappy and a painstaking care drains. 在听闻槐诗的打算之后,先是疑惑,然后愕然,最终却十分平静的表示了了解。并没有那种恨其不争的不快和一番心血付诸东流的愤怒。 Instead was Huai Shi is shocked. 反而是槐诗愣住了。 „What's wrong, a face inconceivable appearance.” “怎么啦,一脸不可思议的样子。” The teacher asked: „Although I thought that this decision is a little offensive and is not quite sane, but I can also imagine that you come to discuss with me these things need the big courage...... I to be insufficient to listen not to listen to clash you to get angry.” 老师问:“虽然我觉得这个决定有点唐突和不太理智,但我也能够想象到你来跟我谈这些事情需要多大的勇气……我不至于连听都不听完就冲你发火。” „Teacher, sorry.” Huai Shi lowers the head. “老师,对不起。”槐诗低下头。 „Must say words that is angry truly a little, but I can also understand your idea.” “要说生气的话确实有点,但我也能够明白你的想法。” Ai Ting carried the teacup to drink one, after silent for a long time, sighed in a soft voice: „ Even if the art has the strong attraction, but cannot compare these more direct-viewing eventually and a heavier thing...... Huai Shi, the art flutters in the clouds, but always some people cannot adapt to the life of float, will choose realistically foot treads the land. 艾婷端起茶杯喝了一口,沉默许久之后轻声叹息:“哪怕艺术本身具有着再大的吸引力,可终究是比不上那些更加直观和更加沉重的东西……槐诗,艺术是飘在云端的,但总有人会适应不了漂浮的生活,会选择更切合实际的去脚踏大地。 From your words, I can feel your idea and determination, what since all these years have made most efforts are yourself. How even if I am angry now again, must face this painfully is also you. 从你的话里,我能够感受到你的想法和决心,毕竟这些年以来付出最多心血的是你自己。哪怕我现在再怎么生气,要面对这一份痛苦的也是你。 You made the decision, my takes the teacher, although helpless, but also can only approve. ” 你做出了决定,我这个作为老师的虽然无奈,但也只能赞成。” She stopped, suddenly asked: „But, I as your elder, must ask one Huai Shi again, did you really think?” 她停顿了一下,忽然问:“但是,我作为你的长辈,要再问一句-槐诗,你真的想好了么？” Gives up the cello. 放弃大提琴。 Gives up you since childhood to the present painstaking care and bright future, will be is doomed the magnificent future as for this, chooses the domain that another will not understand. 放弃你从小到现在的心血和光明的前途,乃至于这一条注定辉煌的未来,去选择另一个自己不了解的领域。 Even has not thought where will visit. 甚至还未曾想到将会踏足何方。 The future is indistinct. 前途飘渺。 A person goes facing this world. 一个人去面对这个世界。 Did you really think? 你真的想好了么？ „Has not thought that but wanted to decide.” “没想好,但想要这么决定了。” Huai Shi earnest nodding the head. 槐诗认真的颔首。 Ai Ting asked again: „Doesn't have the leeway of change?” 艾婷再问:“没有更改的余地么？” „Jokes aside, I thought that I will regret in the future mostly.” “说真的,我觉得我将来多半会后悔。” Huai Shi sighed: „ But if I play for a lifetime the cello, I thought that I will also certainly regret in the future? Teacher, two roads I very difficult to walk satisfied-, if before, knows own future can frank and upright entering Vienna, enter the golden hall, I happy having a dream will certainly smile. 槐诗叹息:“但如果我去拉一辈子大提琴的话,我觉得我将来也一定会后悔吧？老师,两条路我都很难走的心安理得-如果是在以前的话,知道自己将来能够正大光明的走进维也纳,走进金色大厅的话,我一定会开心的做梦都笑出来。 But the present words, do not know why...... has a dream actually meets the dream to other things, some...... and cello irrelevant thing. ” 可现在的话,不知道为什么……做梦的时候却会梦到其他的东西,一些……和大提琴无关的东西。” After silent for a long time, the youngster raised the head, is staring at front teacher: „ After waking up, I will ask itself, why cannot feel to satisfy, but I could not find the answer. 沉默许久之后,少年抬头,凝视着面前的老师:“在醒来之后,我就会问自己,为何不能够感觉到满足,但我自己也找不到答案。 If the teacher you thinks that I indulge in fantasy, but is some bored ideas, then I lose these bored ideas to, this whole life did not think these in great disorder things. 如果老师你认为我是异想天开,只不过是一些无聊的想法的话,那么我就把这些无聊的想法丢到一边去,这辈子再不想那些乱七八糟的事情了。 If the teacher felt, my decision has that little truth, my at heart calm and steady many. ” 如果老师觉得,我的决定有那么一点点道理的话,我的心里就会安稳好多。” Ai Ting falls into silent. 艾婷陷入沉默。 Has not spoken again. 没有再说话。 For a long time, shakes the head slowly: „As your teacher, I do not know how should reply your issue, Huai Shi, you also know, in some achievements besides the music, other my aspects has no merit to speak of again, my anything suggested unable to give you, you wanted to decide.” 许久,缓缓摇头:“作为你的老师,我不知道应该怎么回答你的问题,槐诗,你也知道,除了音乐上一些成就之外,我再其他方面一无是处,我什么建议都给不了你,你要自己决定。” „Then...... takes mother, Teacher.” “那么……作为母亲呢,老师。” After the long silence, Huai Shi raised the head suddenly, is staring at front woman, looks at her eye: „In my at heart, when continuously you are a my mother...... I know that said somewhat shamelessly, is, I besides you, do not know that found anyone to discuss again.” 在漫长的沉默之后,槐诗忽然抬起头,凝视着面前的妇人,看着她的眼睛:“在我的心里,一直当您是我的母亲的……我知道这么说有些厚颜无耻,可是,我除了您以外,已经不知道再去找什么人去商量了。” Ai Ting was shocked. 艾婷愣住了。 Looks at front youngster dull, lowering the head of until he frustrates, actually could not bear smile. 呆呆地看着面前的少年,直到他挫败的低下头,却忍不住笑了出来。 Could not bear put out a hand, pinched his face: „So many years, Huai Shi, has not thought that finally can hear you to ask me...... to speak the truth, is really is happy and sad.” 忍不住伸手,捏了捏他的脸:“这么多年了,槐诗,没想到终于有一天能够听到你这么叫我……说实话,真是让人开心又难过。” Is gratified about veneration of youngster. 对少年的尊崇而感到欣慰。 Also has no alternative to his rebel. 又对他的叛逆无可奈何。 „As your teacher, I could not give your answer, if as your mother, I am not able to answer you similarly this issue.” “作为你的老师,我给不了你答案,如果作为你的母亲的话,我同样无法回答你这个问题。” Ai Ting shakes the head slowly, actually could not bear make an effort to hug Huai Shi: „May be mother, has does not support own child decision?” 艾婷缓缓摇头,却忍不住用力地拥抱了一下槐诗:“可作为母亲,难道有不支持自己的孩子决定的么？” She said that „what decision, regardless of you make, I can blessing your, Huai Shi-, even if we do not have the blood relationship, but you have been my family member, with small clear does not have any difference.” 她说,“不论你做出什么样的决定,我都会祝福你的,槐诗-哪怕我们没有血缘,可你早已经是我的家人了,和小晴没有任何区别。” In, Huai Shi closed the eye startled, puts out a hand to hug her gently. 在愕然之中,槐诗闭上了眼睛,伸手轻轻地拥抱着她。 Cannot bear a little wants to cry. 忍不住有点想哭。 „Thank you.” “谢谢您。” He rubbed the eye socket. 他揉了揉眼眶。 Huai Shi has made the decision. 槐诗已经做出了决定。 …… …… …… …… Finally, most is angry is not the teacher, but as Ai Qing of Senior Sister Huai Shi. 最终,最生气的不是老师,而是作为槐诗师姐的艾晴。 After Huai Shi told her own decided to give up the cello, she without to Huai Shi has spoken, every day sooner or later will meet, when Huai Shi did not seem to exist to be the same. 在槐诗告诉她自己决定放弃大提琴之后,她就在没有同槐诗讲过话,每天早晚见面的时候,就当槐诗好像不存在一样。 Regarding this, the teacher has no alternative , indicating that this is your own pot, you want to carry. 对此,老师无可奈何,表示这是你自己的锅,你要自己背。 The teachers in school are also inconceivable, particularly in the high three second half semesters, Huai Shi of decided but not yet announced bright future has thrown down the cello to come back to make up literacy class time suddenly, is unreadable. 学校的老师们也对此不可思议,尤其是在高三下半学期,已经内定光明前途的槐诗忽然丢下大提琴回来补文化课的时候,更是难以理解。 Straightforward, looks that this child's look is looking at a fool probably. 直白来说,看着这孩子的眼神好像在看着一个傻逼。 What thinks? 想什么呢？ Huai Shi does not know oneself damn are thinking anything. 槐诗也不知道自己他妈的在想啥。 But what is done cannot be undone...... good, although also has not become, but he did not prepare to turn head. 但木已成舟……好吧,虽然还没成,但他也不准备回头了。 Endured the headache to open itself to delay for a long time literacy class books. 忍着头疼翻开了自己耽搁了许久的文化课书籍。 Presses down the thoughts preparation facing the book mountain excessive assignments. 按下心思准备面对书山题海。 A half year sprints, the time is so substantial. 半年冲刺,时间如此充实。 What is natural, without making a performance appraisal what. 理所当然的是,没考成什么样。 Reluctant sufficed two lines. 勉勉强强够到了一个二本线。 Leaves with the original result day badly. 和原本的结局天差地别。 Is sending that day of result, Huai Shi has no accident/surprise actually. Fu Yi actually felt that for him was a pity. 在发成绩的那一天,槐诗倒是没有什么意外。傅依却为他感觉到可惜。 „If your honest zither | Jean, now already in Vienna.” “如果你老老实实拉琴,现在早就在维也纳啦。” In the milk tea shop, the young girl uses the cold air/Qi unable to bear, helpless shakes the head: „What kind of, regret?” 奶茶店里,少女吹着冷气忍不住无奈摇头:“怎么样,后悔了吧？” „How do I feel you compared with I also uncomfortable appearance?” Huai Shi is stinging milk tea, lifts the eye to look at her: „It is not right, how I felt appearance that you take pleasure in others' misfortunes specially?” “我怎么觉得你比我还难受的样子？”槐诗嘬着奶茶,抬起眼睛看她:“不对,我怎么感觉你特别幸灾乐祸的样子？” „I am your good brothers, how will you think me?” “我可是你的好兄弟,你怎么会这么想我？” Fu Yi stares the big eye to visit him, a face grief and indignation, but the big eye winks winks, then makes one feel fully cute, is unable to suspect that she has any gloomy thought. 傅依瞪大眼睛看着他,一脸悲愤,但大眼睛眨啊眨的时候,便令人感觉十足可爱,无法怀疑她有什么阴暗思想。 Also starts routine selling to sprout/moe, wants to get by under false pretences. 又开始习惯性的卖萌,想要蒙混过关。 „forget about it.” Huai Shi heaves a deep sigh. “算了。”槐诗摇头叹息。 „But, I really thought you do not go to Vienna to be good.” Fu Yi said in a soft voice, „high mountains and remote roads, you are so young, if struck hard in the red-light district is grasped, what to do good brothers who did guarantee you to come out not?” “不过,我是真觉得你不去维也纳挺好的。”傅依轻声说,“山高路远的,你还这么年轻,万一在红灯区里严打被抓了,连个保你出来的好兄弟都没有怎么办？” „Others there red-light districts are the proper industries, thanks!” Huai Shi shows the whites of the eyes, then discovered that was also brought in into the pit by her: „When I said that can go to the red-light district?” “人家那里红灯区是正经产业,谢谢！”槐诗翻了个白眼,然后才发现又被她带进坑里去了:“我什么时候说要去红灯区了？” „My this is not worried for you.” Fu Yi grinned to smile, changed a topic: „Where prepares to test?” “我这不是替你担心嘛。”傅依咧嘴笑了起来,换了个话题:“准备考哪里？” „This score......, or in Jinling, Jinling Science and Technology University how?” “这个分数……要不就在金陵吧,金陵科技大学怎么样？” „Specialty?” “专业呢？” „Thought, the metallurgy, what kind of?” Huai Shi said. “想了一下,冶金,怎么样？”槐诗说。 Fu Yi gawked the half of the day, cannot feel the mind: „From the cello to the metallurgy, your span was too big a point? How does the brain think?” 傅依愣了半天,摸不着头脑:“从大提琴到冶金,你跨度是不是太大了一点？脑子怎么想的？” „No, does not know report anything in any case, studies to be interested simply.” “没啥,反正不知道报啥,干脆学个感兴趣的呗。” „Ok......” “行吧……” Fu Yi drew a long accent, has not said anything again. 傅依拉了一个长调,没有再说什么。 Time on point of departure, suddenly held his gently. 只是临别的时候,忽然轻轻抱了他一下。 Then she has in the family/home to arrange, Huai Shi went to Jinling, has not known when can say goodbye, she is not cannot help but sad. 接下来她有家里安排,槐诗去了金陵,还不知道什么时候能够再见呢,不由得她不感伤。 Huai Shi also thinks little, in the wicked line of sight delivers her to board after Deputy Director Fu, turns around to go home. 槐诗也不以为意,在傅副局长恶狠狠的视线中送她上了车之后,转身回家去。 Then the day has nothing worthwhile. 接下来日子乏善可陈。 Informing volunteers, the waiting notice, then starts the following preparation. 投报志愿,等待通知,然后开始接下来的准备。 In a while, Ai Qing headed for Vienna. 没过多久,艾晴就启程前往维也纳了。 However the teacher remained, delivers Huai Shi to go to the university report of Jinling specially-, therefore, the complaint of Ai Qing to Huai Shi even more thick- fulfills the duty that all elders must complete after the Huai Shi guardian, the teacher also gave Huai Shi to leave behind 50,000 dollars forcefully. 不过老师却留了下来,专程送槐诗去金陵的大学报道-因此,艾晴对槐诗的怨念越发的浓厚-作为槐诗的监护人履行了所有长辈应当完成的义务之后,老师还强行给槐诗留下了五万块钱。 „Mothers shouted, can't I give you a money?” Ai Ting smiles is visiting him: „Words that you do not want, behind I do not give, how wants to make money as you like, but this money you are receiving.” “母亲都喊了,难道就不许我给你一点钱么？”艾婷微笑着看着他:“你不想要的话,后面我就不给了,想要怎么赚钱都随你,但这点钱你就收着吧。” After saying, does not give the opportunity that Huai Shi reneges on a promise, is driving to depart. 说完之后,不给槐诗反悔的机会,开着车离去。 Leaves behind a Huai Shi person to stand in the school entrance, have mixed feelings stares at this elder to go far away, several times wanted to say anything, may be unable to catch up eventually, did not have opportunity. 留下槐诗一个人站在学校门口,心情复杂的凝视着自己这一位长辈远去,数度想要说什么,可终究追不上,去没有了机会。 Also does not have any words can say. 也没有什么话可以说了。 She completely own effort, has delivered the track that Huai Shi he chose. 她已经尽自己的努力,将槐诗送上了他所选择的轨道。 Then, was the university life that he must face. 接下来,就是他要面对的大学生活了。 This is he choose personally. 这是他亲自选的。 Leeway that has not reneged on a promise. 没有反悔的余地。 Therefore, must have the courage. 所以,必须鼓起勇气。 He deeply inspires, turns around to enter the school gate, prepares to greet the following life. 他深吸了一口气,转身走进校门,准备迎接自己接下来的人生。 Then saw that by person who smokes in the flower-bed. 然后看到靠在花坛上抽烟的人。 „Therefore , university this, is no one managed you healthy, studious, and helpful student.” The named Fu Yi young girl sits in oneself suitcase, is looking at carefully his stunned appearance: „What's wrong, damn appearance.” “所以说,大学就这点好,没人管你是不是三好学生了。”名为傅依的少女坐在自己的行李箱上,端详着他愕然的样子:“怎么了,一副见了鬼的样子。” „You...... you......” Huai Shi could not speak. “你……你……”槐诗说不出话来。 „Franking, I test is not quite good.” Fu Yi tilted the head to smile: „Display abnormal...... can only reduce to the degree that and you act as companion.” “实不相瞒,我考得也不太好来着。”傅依歪头笑了起来:“发挥失常……只能沦落到和你作伴的程度啦。” Huai Shi gawked for a long time, smiled suddenly: „Ok, who called you are my good brothers?” 槐诗愣了许久,忽然笑了出来:“行吧,谁叫你是我好兄弟呢？” „Trades word.” “换个词儿。” Fu Yi waves, shoulders the eyebrow: „I do not like this name now.” 傅依挥了挥手,挑起眉毛:“我现在不太喜欢这种称呼了。” Not far away, in new student/life payment hall, Deputy Director Fu angry poking head, stares at entrance to turn to run wickedly daughter's young seductress. 不远处,新生缴费的大厅里,傅副局长恼怒的探出头,恶狠狠地盯着门口这个拐跑自己女儿的小狐狸精。 Therefore, in embarrassed smiles, Huai Shi can only look at the day innocently. 于是,在尬笑中,槐诗只能无辜的望天。 Prayed oneself will not be killed at the scene. 祈祷自己不会被击毙当场。 …… …… …… ……