„Name?!” “姓名？！” In does not know when starts, Huai Shi heard not the quick knocking table sound, „heard the words that I spoke!” 在不知何时开始的恍惚中,槐诗听见了不快的敲桌子声,“听见我说的话了么！” Bang! 嘭！ The sudden loud sound made his shoulder tremble, awakened suddenly, discovered suddenly, oneself was distracted in the office of own department, regarding own future important talk meeting at...... 突如其来的巨响让他的肩膀哆嗦了一下,猛然惊醒,才恍然发现,自己又走神了就在自己部门主管的办公室里,对于自己前途至关重要的谈话会上…… „Name?” Young in charge of unemotional repeated. “姓名？”年轻的主管面无表情的重复了一遍。 „? Huai Shi!” “啊？哦哦,槐诗！” Huai Shi hurries the smile that hangs to flatter, explained: „Wooden ghost scholartree, said by the character that......” 槐诗赶忙挂出讨好的笑容,解释道:“木鬼槐,言字旁那个……” „Almost resulted, I am literate.” “差不多得了,我识字。” The named Yuan Zhao responsible squint, read file on a table: „Huai Shi, male, 30 years old, are you, right?” 名为原照的主管斜眼,看了一眼桌子上的档案:“槐诗,男,三十岁,是你,对吧？” „Right.” “对对对。” Nod that Huai Shi makes an effort, this secondary reaction was for fear that slow, stirring up the manager is not quick. 槐诗用力的点头,生怕这次反应再慢了,惹得主管不快。 „What has a look at the bulletin that you write is? Name? Age? Sex? Did the children introduce oneself? Several years old?!” “看看你写的这简报是什么？姓名？年龄？性别？小孩子自我介绍么？都几岁了？！” Yuan Zhao laughed at one, grasped the report in hand, ill-humored throws into his bosom: „Makes you write the work summary, nine years, Huai Shi, actually did you come to the company to make what?!” 原照嗤笑了一声,抓起了手里的报告,没好气儿的丢进他的怀里:“让你写工作纪要,九年了,槐诗,你来公司究竟做了什么？！” „......” “呃……” In delay, Huai Shi anxious reply: „Is...... the work?” 在呆滞中,槐诗不安的回答:“就是……工作？” „What works, writes! Don't you write make me ask personally? Asked that what your you can say to come?” “什么工作,写上去啊！你不写难道让我亲自问么？问你你能说出个什么来？” Yuan Zhao is pounding on the table, even more angry: „Asked that is the running performance, the performance is scratching and ruled lines every month pass through, the performance and checking attendance can only assemble your age, is big, the small scholartree, how you do not have on a dedication!” 原照拍着桌子,越发的恼怒:“问就是跑业绩,业绩每个月都是擦着及格线过关,绩效和考勤根本就只能凑合你这个年龄,已经不小了,小槐啊,你怎么就一点事业心都没有呢！” „My certain effort, certain effort.” Response that Huai Shi flatters, but pats table sound, interrupted his words. “我一定努力,一定努力。”槐诗讨好的回应,可啪的一声拍桌子声音,打断了他的话。 After the table, the young manager is pointing at his face, interrogated: 桌子之后,年轻的主管指着他的脸,质问: „Do you know the enterprise culture and atmosphere of our company?” “你知道我们公司的企业文化和氛围么？” „......” “呃……” Huai Shi subconscious backward supine a point, doubts: „Is unity upward?” 槐诗下意识的向后仰了一点,疑惑:“团结向上？” „Unites!” “团结个屁！” Yuan Zhao makes a fist, stares the big eye: Is wolf! Wolf! Does the wolf, you understand? You have a look at you, this listless appearance, just like the dog, but also what to do well business and work? Shows a power and confidence! Power, confidence! ” 原照握拳,瞪大眼睛:是狼性！狼性！狼,你懂么？你看看你,这没精打采的样子,跟条狗一样,还怎么办得好业务和工作？拿出点动力和信心来！动力,信心！” „...... ” “……哦。” Whatever Yuan Zhao what kind of inspiration and spoke, an appearance of Huai Shi as before dead dog, appearing to understand but not really understand looks at him. 任凭原照如何的鼓舞和言说,槐诗依旧一副死狗的样子,似懂非懂的看着他。 Arrived finally, the young manager gave up finally, was disinclined to say these to him again, straightforward asking: „How last Sunday hadn't I seen you in the location?” 到最后,年轻的主管终于放弃了,懒得再跟他说这些了,直截了当的问:“上星期天我怎么没在工位上看到你？” Huai Shi puffed and blew the half of the day, cowers to reply: „Girlfriend...... appointment......” 槐诗吭哧了半天,瑟缩回答:“女朋友……约会……” „Girlfriend? Like your age, but can also think the girlfriend? Girlfriend your enterprise is importantly important, the small scholartree, you 30 several, how a matter did not understand! Your ranking sets the base quickly, set the base.” “女朋友？像你这个年纪,还敢想女朋友？女朋友重要还是你的事业重要啊,小槐啊,你都三十好几了,怎么一点事儿都不懂！你的排名都快垫底啦,垫底了。” Yuan Zhao laughs, pounds on the table to angrily rebuke: „You have a look at your business, has not run several. Recently the company must lay off, when the time comes you went to the floor smelly, when begged for food are not related, do not drag down ranking of entire department to reduce!” 原照嗤笑,拍着桌子怒斥:“你看看你的业务,也没跑下来几个。最近公司要裁员的,到时候你去底层当臭要饭的没关系,可别拖累整个部门的排名降低！” „I, I are running every day, last week I worked overtime every day for eight hours......” “我、我每天都在跑的,上周我每天都加班八个小时……” „Eight hours, do not take saying that disgraceful.” “才八个小时,就别拿出来说了,丢人现眼。” Yuan Zhao impatient waving, is shooting a look at his appearance, „you to the present also useless shim? Does this efficiency, how compare to result in others? If I you, hurry to buy one, the brain chip or is the hormone plug-in unit, is stronger than the present.” 原照不耐烦的挥了挥手,瞥着他的样子,“你到现在还没用过增强件吧？这种效率,怎么比得过人家？我要是你,就赶紧去买一个,脑部芯片或者是激素插件,都比现在强。” „I do not have, not have money......” “我没、没钱……” „Was the quotation of lung so recently good, sells to exchange one not and that's the end? You are not responsible for this business, the mortgage loan, is very convenient.” “最近肺的行情那么好,卖掉换一个不就是了？你不是负责这个业务的吗,抵押贷款,很方便的。” Yuan Zhao looked at his one eyes indifferently: „ Next month, do not let me see you such disgraceful performance again, otherwise, a oneself numb slip point takes the thing to leave. 原照冷漠的看了他一眼:“下个月,别让我再看到你这么丢人现眼的业绩了,不然的话,自己麻溜一点提着东西走人。 You do not want to do, some are the person wants to do! ” 你不想干,有的是人想干！” After several minutes, Huai Shi is drooping the head, probably the good-for-nothing walks equally from the office. 等几分钟后,槐诗耷拉着脑袋,像是行尸走肉一样从办公室走出来。 Hears indifferent laughter that in not far away tea header heard. 听见了不远处茶水室里传来的冷漠笑声。 The rookies of several practice sessions look at his distressed appearance, takes pleasure in others' misfortunes. 几个实习期的新人看着他狼狈的样子,幸灾乐祸。 „Hey, heard that can be dismissed?” “嘿,听说那个要被开除了？” „Gets what one deserves, who lets his waste, drags down the department rank.” “活该,谁让他自己那么废物,拖累部门排位。” „Giving his opportunity him is useless, striving for success does not understand diligently, is patronizing lazily, every month the overtime including for 200 hours not to have, really does not know how he enters the company” “给他机会他不中用啊,一点拼搏努力都不懂,光顾着懒,每个月加班时间连二百个小时都没有,真不知道他是怎么进公司来的” In these eye pupils leads the young people of blood threads to distribute the medicine on market adeptly, the inspiration or is the note *** in the god even more stimulated, empty eye pupil brims with the shining appearance. 那些眼瞳里带着血丝的年轻人们娴熟的分发着市面上的药物,吸入或者是注***神越发的亢奋,空洞的眼瞳里重新洋溢起发亮的神采来。 Saw the living joke passed by from out of the door, laughing that does not restrain. 看到了活生生的笑话从门外路过,就毫不克制的哈哈大笑。 But in office, behind busy location, only then several people looked up occasionally, quick uninteresting reclamation line of sight. 而在办公室里,繁忙的工位后面,也只有偶尔几个人抬头看了过来,很快又毫无兴趣的收回视线。 sound of telephone continuously. 电话的声音此起彼伏。 Even if were the dim light of night has risen the sky, in the office as before, the neon between out of the window tall buildings is glittering as before lively, heavy traffic on high structure, the airship on vault of heaven is still showing the bright advertisement layer upon layer, the billowing sound wave sprinkled from the loudspeaker. 哪怕是夜色早已经升上天空,办公室里依旧热闹如故,窗外高楼之间的霓虹闪烁着,层层高架上的车水马龙,天穹上的飞艇还在播放着鲜艳的广告,滚滚声浪从喇叭中洒落。 „Life is unavoidable, because of today's trough, do not prevent the tomorrow's sunlight.” “人生难免困苦,不要因为今日的低谷,阻挡明日的阳光。” „Investment, finance, rush happily tomorrow.” “投资、理财,奔向美好明天。” „Gospel finance, your good friend ~” “福音金融,您的好朋友~” Huai Shi sits in own location, vacant looks at the ray of out of the window, for a long time, after the airship goes far away, saw on the screen has soon brushed completely work mail. 槐诗坐在自己的工位上,茫然的看着窗外的光芒,许久,一直到飞艇远去之后,才看到屏幕上已经快要刷满了的工作邮件。 Puts down the empty drinking glass, enters earnestly. 放下空空荡荡的水杯,埋头进入其中。 To early morning 1 o'clock time, after today's customer receipt and material process completely, he will look all around, in the office will seem to have no the change as before. 一直到凌晨一点钟的时候,将今天的客户回执和资料全部处理完之后,他环顾四周,办公室里似乎依旧没什么变化。 Busy. 一片忙碌。 He raised oneself coat, out going out of being soundless. 他提起自己的外套,蹑手蹑脚的走出门外。 Innumerable such as under jungle common tall building, in the square of lights flickering, this sparse person's shadow is lifting the sign as before, after seeing he walks, then encircled, is away from the indifferent security, toward his hoarse call: „Gospel finance, heartless!” 无数如密林一般的高楼下,灯光闪烁的广场上,依旧还有这稀疏的人影在举着牌子,看到他走出来之后,便围了上来,隔着冷漠的保安,向着他嘶哑的呐喊:“福音金融,丧尽天良！” „Gives back to our retirement pension! Gives back to our injury on job to compensate!!!” “还给我们退休金！还给我们工伤赔偿！！！” „Also my heart!!!” “还我心脏！！！” May oneself tell that is useful. 可跟自己说有什么用呢。 The executives never care about these, even walked in the parking lot in intermediate-level square directly, how possibly level? 高管们从来不在乎这些,甚至在中层广场的停车场就直接走了,怎么可能到底层来？ Huai Shi pulls up the scarf, shrinks in the shadow, departs in a hurry. 槐诗拉起围巾,缩进阴影里,匆匆离去。 „Acts charitably, Mister, asked you.” “行行好吧,先生,求求你了。” Disregards person's shadow that on the worn-out felt rug went begging, wanderer who in the alley these idle about, he is holding the dinner that buys from the convenience store, moved toward own family/home in a hurry. 无视了破旧毡毯上乞讨的人影,还有小巷里那些游手好闲的流浪汉,他抱着从便利店里买来的晚餐,匆匆走向了自己的家。 But in the slanting thorn, actually jumped out a person's shadow suddenly, caught his hand. 可斜刺里,却忽然窜出了一个人影,拽住了他的手。 Such picture is so familiar, makes him feel: This person has the possibility next flash to fall to the ground to be killed violently, in the blood that vomits also has a goldfish. 这样的画面那么熟悉,以至于让他觉得:这个人有可能下一瞬间就会倒地毙命,呕出来的血里还有一条金鱼。 Goldfish? 金鱼？ Why is the goldfish? 为什么是金鱼？ However, that person has not actually fallen to the ground to touch the porcelain. 不过,那个人却并没有倒地碰瓷。 Under the dim light, he approached, that reminds the dreadful face of dog class lifeform to lift bewilderedly, pulled down sound saying: „Friend, please give me time, making me introduce our Sky Father savior for you, Baja......” 在昏暗灯光下,他凑近了,那一张莫名其妙让人联想到犬类生物的猥琐面孔抬起来,压低声音说:“朋友,请给我一点时间,让我为你介绍我们的天父救主,巴哈……” „Go away, go away! Having no free time” “走开,走开！没空” Huai Shi felt that own heart is beating the limit instantaneously, inexplicable panic-stricken made him cast off that to entrain own person, dashed about wildly. 槐诗感觉自己的心脏在瞬间跳动到了极限,莫名的惊恐让他甩开了那个拽着自己的人,狂奔。 After running to be very far, he turn head looked at the past, actually discovery that person's shadow also stood under the street light. 跑出很远之后,他回头看过去,却发现那个人影还站在路灯下面。 Is looking at him. 望着他。 The smile is strange and ambiguous, lets his heart is twitches. 笑容诡异又暧昧,让他的心脏又是一阵抽搐。 Mother, mental illness! 妈的,神经病啊！ He shakes the head, steps out, moves toward building that the distant place got older. 他摇了摇头,加快脚步,走向了远方老化的大楼。 Passed by one intermediary time, his footsteps stopped slightly, saw the bright smile on advertisement: 42 million, you will have hundred chi (0.33 m) homeland in the Saint. 路过一家中介所的时候,他的脚步微微停了一下,看到广告上的灿烂笑容:四千二百万,您将在圣都拥有百尺家园。 In his subconscious plate forget about it bankbook dry number, can take the staff the loan preferential benefit that attains in the company, after swallowing a spit, no longer looks. 他下意识的盘算了一下自己存折上干巴巴的数字,还有自己能够作为员工在公司内部拿到的贷款优惠,吞了口吐沫之后,不再去看。 Returns to the narrow rented room, after the dinner that will fall coldly forces in the microwave oven hits the heat, he returned among own room partitions, sits on the table, lowered the head to eat. 回到狭窄的出租屋里,将冷掉的晚饭塞进微波炉打热之后,他才回到了属于自己的隔断间,坐在桌子上,低头吃了起来。 In eating meal, dialed the video of girlfriend. 在吃饭的时候,拨通了女朋友的视讯。 In the projection of mirror surface, the after picture of waiting continued for a long time, finally was put through. He saw the familiar silhouette. The women as if have doubts with his communication, turn head looked at his one eyes: „Today goes home early?” 在镜面的投影中,等待的画面持续了许久之后,终于被接通了。他看到了熟悉的侧影。女人似乎疑惑与他的通讯,回头看了他一眼:“今天这么早回家？” „Yes, matter are few.” “是啊,事情少。” Huai Shi lowers the head to eat, saw that she before the appearance that the mirror puts on make-up, gawked: „Can go out?” 槐诗低头扒饭,看到她在镜子前化妆的样子,愣了一下:“要出门么？” „Right, made Ollie Anna they to jump.” “对啊,约了奥利安娜她们蹦迪。” The girlfriend is pasting the latest twinkle tattoo to the face, delighted: „Look, this year's latest, today I must expose to the sun her!” 女友向脸上贴着最新款的闪烁刺青,眉飞色舞:“看,今年的最新款,今天我要晒死她！” „That woman......” Huai Shi cannot bear knit the brows, remembers these not good hearing by rumor: „Is short with them communicates.” “那个女人……”槐诗忍不住皱眉,想起那些不好的风闻:“少跟他们来往。” The girlfriend does not seem to hear, is smudging to the mirror as before, the mouth is still talking over: „Today Ollie Anna boyfriend bought a brand-new necklace for her, that lowly person often lifts the hand to weed out the hair, exasperating...... I saw one few days ago......” 女友好像没听见,依旧对镜涂抹着,嘴里还在念叨:“今天奥利安娜男朋友给她买了一个崭新的项链,那小贱人动不动就抬手去薅头发,气死人了……我前些日子看到一款……” Did not know many times. 第不知道多少次了。 Huai Shi agitated ate, interrupted her words: „Ring earring necklace, a day knows this, I contribute money easily!” 槐诗烦躁的顿了一下筷子,打断了她的话:“戒指耳环项链,一天就知道这个,我攒点钱容易么！” „How says? Your that wages support who!” “说一说怎么啦？你那点工资养活的了谁啊！” The girlfriend was angry, is staring him: „Accumulated so many years, the downpayment of house cannot pay. Was promoted, is promoted, is promoted...... you to say the year before last was promoted, now rose? You rose! Really by enough you!” 女友生气了,瞪着他:“攒了这么多年,连个房子的首付都付不起。升职,升职,升职……前年你就说升职了,现在升了么？你升了个屁！真是受够你了！” Huai Shi gawked the half of the day, wants to speak, but she hung up the communication directly. 槐诗愣了半天,想要说话,可她直接把通讯挂断了。 Silent, he looks down on the table the empty lunch box. 寂静里,他低头看着桌子上空空荡荡的饭盒。 Finally, anything cannot say. 最终,什么都没能说出口。 That shop front that suddenly when recalls goes home frequently to pass by, she read for a long time swirl classical. 只是,忽然回忆起回家时经常路过的那家店面,还有她念了好久了的发饰经典款。 Very long has not given her any nice thing. 很久没有送过她什么像样的东西了。 Clenches teeth, buys one for her. 咬咬牙,给她买一条吧。 But when he dials again, is actually hung up, again before by thorough blacklisted, received the message of bidding good-bye. 可当他再次拨回去的时候,却被挂断了,再被彻底拉黑之前,收到了分手的消息。 „...... Is so quick?” “……这么快吗？” His vacant twittering, threw into the lunch box the trash can, washes the face, finally looked in a terminal workgroup 999 + news, probably was saying that lays off anything. 他茫然的呢喃,将饭盒丢进了垃圾桶里,洗了把脸,最后看了一眼终端工作群里999+的消息,好像在说裁员什么的。 Closes the screen, he lies on the bed, goes off in the next door sharp quarrel and weeping sound obscurely. 关上屏幕,他躺在床上,在隔壁尖锐的争吵和哭声里昏昏睡去。 Next day in the alarm sound wakes up, why does not know, on the face is wet. 只是第二天在闹铃声里醒来的时候,不知道为什么,脸上是湿的。 Probably cries to be the same. 好像哭过一样。 He thinks is very long, thinks. 他想了很久,才想起来。 In the dream, he is probably different from the present. 在梦里,他好像和现在不一样。 He becomes the hero...... 他成为了英雄……