The chief said: „ Regarding ‚the world’, does not have the good and evil and morals, the morals of personnel weighs other existence, deceives oneself and others. 院长说:“对于‘世界’而言,不存在善恶和道德,用人的道德去衡量别的存在,是自欺欺人。 Perhaps It was once good, perhaps It holds what feelings to us , like all vegetation and living creatures like them. Perhaps also has the possibility that what we can live in peace together. 或许祂曾经是善良的,或许祂对我们怀有什么感情,正如同祂对一切草木和活物一样。或许其中也存在着什么我们能够和平相处的可能。 But the result will not change. 但结果不会改变。 It has not spoken the words to us, has not had the true consciousness and soul- facing the unilateral destruction, from the beginning, we have no alternative. 祂不曾对我们说过话语,也不曾具备过真正的意识和灵魂-面对单方面的毁灭,从一开始,我们就别无选择。 Therefore, matter that must handle, that must do, even if earth-shattering. 所以,应当做的事情,那就要做,哪怕天崩地裂。 „This saying sounded was really full of the Survival Institute style.” Yegor sighs with emotion in a soft voice. “这话听起来真是充满了存续院的风格啊。”叶戈尔轻声感慨。 „Because this is our responsibility.” “因为这就是我们的职责。” The chief replied: „ To last, all behaviors should not become the hindrance. In order to preside, all conditions must be utilized. For the ideal, any price can sacrifice. 院长回答:“为了存续,一切的行为都不应成为阻碍。为了统辖,所有条件都必须得到运用。为了理想,任何的代价都可以牺牲。 Astronomy Association from the beginning is such monster, if not turn into the monster, we did not have the opportunity and genuine monster contend. 天文会从一开始就是这样的怪物,因为如果不变成怪物,我们就没有机会和真正的怪物相抗衡了。 But many sins and evil consequences of therefore creating, is natural- ” 而因此而造成的诸多罪孽和恶果,也是理所当然-” He said: „We shoulder the original sin that this morning can fall from the sky to exist.” 他说:“我们都是背负着这一份早晚都会陨落的原罪而存在的。” Yegor is silent. 叶戈尔沉默着。 Has not spoken. 没有说话。 To a certain extent, collapsing of Utopia was it can be said that expected that matter, no, Utopia, Control Bureau or Survival Institute, are the same. 某种程度上来说,理想国的坍塌可以说是预料之中的事情,不,不论是理想国、统辖局还是存续院,都一样。 From the beginning, Pioneer Association has prepared. 从一开始,先导会已经有所准备。 Tracks down the ideal state to welcome the collapse, disintegrating, the organization deterioration of integration myriad things is decayed, guards the Abyss guard to turn into Abyss one point...... 追寻理想的国度迎来崩溃、分崩离析,统合万物的组织变质腐朽,看守深渊的守卫变成深渊的一环…… What when you must protect when is the whole world, must complete the worst plan from the beginning. 当你所要保护的是整个世界时,就必须从一开始做好最坏的打算。 This barrier and difficulty that may present, the reason of not making. 这都是有可能出现的障碍和困难,并不是不去做的理由。 Regarding this, Utopia, Control Bureau or the Survival Institute high level, is well aware. 对此,不论是理想国、统辖局还是存续院的高层,都心知肚明。 „ Similar hypothesis, actually exists. “同样的假说,其实存在很多。 What It is possibly pure wants throwing away human such burden, there is the possibility and Abyss reached some agreement, perhaps, but wanted to clean up this crowd of greedy parasites...... ” 祂可能单纯的是想要甩脱人类这样的负担而已,也有可能和深渊达成了某种协议,或许,只是想要清理掉身上这群贪得无厌的寄生虫……” It seems like the way that uses Survival Institute to be in sole possession to comfort him to be the same, the chief finally said: „Although the result will not change, but so-called ‚truth’ possibly has plants ten million/countless, you completely can choose that you like.” 就好像是在用存续院独有的方式去安慰他一样,院长最后说:“虽然结果不会改变,但所谓的‘真相’可能有千万种,你尽可以选择你喜欢的那一个。” Yegor self-ridiculed that smiles: „I really like having touch of humanity one point that.” 叶戈尔自嘲一笑:“我果然还是更喜欢有人情味儿一点的那个。” The chief turns head, probably looked at his one eyes from the protection mirror, „so intuition will dominate above objective subjectively, initially you really should go to Utopia.” 院长回头,像是从防护镜后面看了他一眼,“如此直觉的将主观凌驾于客观之上,当初你真应该去理想国的。” „forget about it.” “还是算了吧。” Yegor smiles: „Ideal was away from me is too remote.” 叶戈尔笑了笑:“理想距离我太遥远了。” Perhaps, was very once near- 或许,曾经很近- But he has not entered courage, or is unable to go to the haze that faces can have in the future. 但他并没有走进其中的勇气,或者说,无法去面对未来会存在的阴霾。 Perhaps everyone will look forward to the back of pioneer, but is not only will then step onto that road life to be meaningful. 或许每个人都会憧憬开拓者们的背影,但不是只有走上那一条路人生才会有意义。 He has chosen himself to offer the lifetime mission, why also to envy the sea that other fish go to? 他已经选择了自己奉献一生的使命,又何必去羡慕其他鱼去往的海洋？ Then, after the new coffee will drink up, he put down the paper glass. 就这样,将新的咖啡喝完之后,他放下了纸杯。 „Can walk?” “要走了么？” „Un, works does not wait for the person, the words of such outstanding class, the work of decision room must explode again.” “嗯,工作不等人,再这么翘班的话,决策室的工作就要爆了吧。” Yegor anxiety rubbed the forehead: „Good to have a vacation.” 叶戈尔愁苦的揉了揉眉心:“好想放假啊。” „Needs to help?” The chief said. “需要帮忙么？”院长说。 „forget about it.” Yegor hit to tremble. “算了吧。”叶戈尔打了个哆嗦。 The help of Survival Institute, usually refers to undergoing the surgery specially, various surgeries...... the life span continues, the organ replacement, the soul maintenance, thinks to be afraid. 存续院的帮忙,一般都专指做手术,各种手术……寿命延续,器官更换,灵魂维护,想想都害怕。 „I have planned, in any case on this appearance, when the death from overwork, when calculates.” Yegor happily smiles: „Now the progress is gratifying, when the cerebral hemorrhage, can have a vacation.” “我已经打算好了,反正就这个样子,等什么时候过劳死了,就什么时候算。”叶戈尔得意一笑:“现在进度还蛮喜人的,等什么时候脑溢血了,就可以放假了。” No, you will be delivered, the surgery, the complete set, within three days fixes, later continue...... 不,你会被送过来,手术,全套,三天之内修好,之后再继续…… The chief as if wanted to say. 院长似乎想要这么说。 But finally still had not broken the fantasy of this mister. 但最终仍旧没有打破这位先生的幻想。 Who can also not have the fond dream that has a vacation? 谁还能没有个放假的美梦呢？ Before, raised Yegor of briefcase unable to bear turn head just before leaving, „I also had the last issue.” 只是,在临走之前,提起公文包的叶戈尔还是忍不住回头,“我还有最后一个问题。” „You said.” “你说。” „Gaia......” “还是盖亚……” Yegor flexure the endangered sending border line, filled with the doubts: „Since, the homicide deceased person class, to avoid the words of more frigid consequence...... may arrive finally, It was also why softhearted?” 叶戈尔挠了挠濒危的发际线,满怀疑惑:“既然,祂杀死人类,是为了避免更惨烈的后果的话……可到最后,为何祂又心慈手软了呢？” The chief looked at his one eyes, tranquil explanation: „Regarding this, several hypotheses and speculations-” 院长看了他一眼,平静的解释:“对此,也有几种假说和推测-” „No!” “别！” Yegor lifted the hand to break, gave up getting to the bottom: „You said directly I can like.” 叶戈尔抬手打断,放弃了追根问底:“你就直接说我会喜欢的吧。” „It gave up.” The chief replied. “祂放弃了。”院长回答。 „......” Yegor stares slightly. “……”叶戈尔微微一愣。 „Gave up the impractical idea, It chooses to obey this focus.” “放弃了不切实际的想法,祂选择顺从这一份执着。” The chief looks at the projection of Current Realm, saying that does not return to: „The way of if choosing a person, should be the anticipation.” 院长看着现境的投影,头也不回的说道:“倘若用人的方式来说,应该是期待吧。” If, this is your choices...... 倘若,这是你们的选择…… Then, goes facing that world. 那么,就去面对那个世界吧。 Goes facing the future pain and storm. 去面对未来的苦痛和风暴。 Goes facing Hell. 去面对地狱。 Continues all that oneself have...... 去延续自己所拥有的一切…… It chose giving up. 祂选择了放弃。 This then final presenting from Gaia. 这便是来自盖亚的最后馈赠。 „Sounds really good, not?” “听上去真好,不是么？” Yegor smiles finally: „Really, I like such humane answer some.” 叶戈尔最后一笑:“果然,我还是更喜欢这样充满人情味的答案一些啊。” Then, he nods says goodbye, lowers the head to put on a hat, pushes the door to depart. 就这样,他颔首道别,低头戴上了帽子,推门离去。 Goes to own battlefield again. 再度奔赴属于自己的战场。 In the lonely observation room, is only left over the silent chief. His static is watching the projection from search lens, looks at the last fragment to dissipate in the ray. 在冷清的观测室里,只剩下沉默的院长。他静静的观看着来自探镜的投影,望着最后一块碎片消散在光芒中。 Has not turned away. 不曾移开视线。 In long and long silence, when the elegy residual sound dissipates gradually. 在漫长又漫长的寂静里,当挽歌的余音渐渐消散。 As if has illusion common light to sigh in the lonely darkness resounds, such getting over an emotion. 仿佛有幻觉一般的轻叹在寂寥的黑暗中响起,如此的释怀。 The child of going far away, wishes you. 远去之子啊,祝愿你们。 Wishes you to have the brilliance future. 祝愿你们拥有光辉的未来。 In the future. 未来。