Zhang Xiaoqiangturns head, the corner of the eyeglances the bed legshadowplaceto sit there Xu Mengzhu, herbodywears a blackcoat, in the tent the rayis gloomy, does not pay attention, but alsodoes not discoverherreallyeasily, sheis looking atZhang Xiaoqiangpanic-stricken, the drinking glass that near the footalsohasbreaking.张小强扭头,眼角瞟到床脚阴影处坐在那儿的许梦竹,她身上穿着一件黑色的外套,帐篷里光线暗淡,不注意,还真不容易发现她,她惊慌失措地望着张小强,脚边还有一只破碎的水杯。„I? I? Ihow?”
“我怎么了？我怎么了？我到底怎么了？”Lost the controlto the body, did not have the strength, in the Zhang Xiaoqiangheartterrified, makinghimanxious, the anxiousmoodmakes the tone that hespokenot suitvery much, although was inquiring,was more like the interrogationto the Xu Mengzhuear.
丧失了对身体的控制,没有了力量,张小强心中惶恐,让他焦躁,焦躁的心情让他说话的语气很不对劲,虽是在询问,到许梦竹耳中更像是质问。Xu Mengzhuhas a guilty conscience, sheknows that Zhang XiaoqiangthisappearancetorescueMiao Miao, inherhearthas a thorn, shehas harboredto the childguilty, wantsto compensatewholeheartedly, feared that facingthatpureeye, shelooks like the ostrichto bury, in the heartfrequentlyis tighteningMiao Miao, twoextremeskeeptransforminginherheart, shesoonwas compelledinsanely.许梦竹心中有鬼,她知道张小强这个样子是为救喵喵,她心中有根刺,她对孩子一直都怀着愧疚,一心想要补偿,又怕面对那双纯净的眼睛,她像鸵鸟把头埋起来,心中又时刻紧着喵喵,两种极端在她心中不停地转换,她都快要被逼疯。WhenshehearsMiao Miaoto have an accident, onetypeintensesadrips the fragmentherheart, shewantsdeath will settle everything, whileshewants dead, inheart not a relaxedness, a relaxedness of extrication.
当她听到喵喵出事,一种强烈之极的悲伤将她的心撕成碎片,她想一死了之,在她想死的同时,心中未尝没有一种轻松,一种解脱的轻松。Sheknew that mischievousMiao Miaowas rescuedbyZhang Xiaoqiang, Zhang Xiaoqiangactuallycarries the severe woundtime, herhas wavered, at the same time, toMiao Miaoguiltypressesinherheart, besidesthis, more a fear, feartoZhang Xiaoqiang, Zhang XiaoqiangforMiao Miaoinjured, shedoes not know how Zhang Xiaoqiangwill treatMiao Miao, the Zhang Xiaoqiangwomanhowwill treatMiao Miao.
她得知淘气的喵喵被张小强救下,张小强却身负重伤的时候,她的心活了过来,在这同时,对喵喵的愧疚又压在她的心头,除这之外,更多了一份恐惧,对张小强的恐惧,张小强是为喵喵才受伤,她不知道张小强会如何对待喵喵,张小强的女人会如何对待喵喵。HearsZhang Xiaoqiangbecause ofanxiousandswift and fiercepressing for an answer, shewas scared, herfullbrainisMiao Miaois punished by flogging and beatingbyZhang Xiaoqiang that the angerlaunches a psychological attack, they were punishedbyYang Ke'er, Miao Miaoisherone's favorite, ishercrime, shewantsto undertake the penalty that Miao Miaois goingto receivewithoneself, actuallydoes not dareto face.
听到张小强因为焦躁而凌厉的逼问,她慌了神,她满脑子都是喵喵被怒火攻心的张小强责打,被杨可儿她们惩罚,喵喵是她的心头肉,也是她的罪,她想用自己去承担喵喵将要受到的惩罚,却又不敢面对。Zhang Xiaoqianglathered, moodfluctuationis big, the fear in heartjust like the hacksawis sawinghisnerve, seesXu Mengzhutooneselfsilent, onetypeintenserestlessrivulet that tricklefrommoststartsturns into the mighty wavesto be turbulent.张小强本来就焦躁不安,情绪波动非常大,心中的恐惧犹如钢锯在锯着他的神经,见许梦竹对自己沉默,一种强烈的不安从最开始的涓涓细流化成波涛汹涌。„Mother··, did yourthisinexpensivewoman, howyouspeakAh··I?”
“妈··的,你这个贱女人,你说话啊···我到底怎么了？”FinallyZhang Xiaoqiangcannot repress, inquired that turned intoscolding, toawfulaspect that oneselfpossiblyface, to the silence of Xu Mengzhu.
终于张小强按捺不住,询问变成了责骂,对自己可能面临的糟糕局面,还有对许梦竹的沉默。„ThrowsTong···”Xu Mengzhuto kneel downin the bedside, does not dareto speakonlylowers the head, shivers the shoulder that to knowfromherunceasingly, sheinsob····
“扑通····”许梦竹跪倒在床边,不敢说话只低着头,从她不断颤动的肩膀就知道,她在哭泣····Zhang Xiaoqiangno longerscolded, experienceshave been too many, boiledincludingthatall sorts oflife and deathhim, state of mindnature before Doomsdaywas firmer more and resolute, hewas looking at the tentspeechless, was enduringin the abdomen more and more heavyhunger.张小强不再责骂,经历过太多,连那种种生死一线他都熬了下来,心境自然比末世前更加坚毅,他无言的望着帐篷,忍受着腹中越来越重的饥饿。Hedoes not fearby the flesh wound, bodythatstrangeresiliency can always makehimreplyfast, whatloses is only onlysomefood, whathefearsis the bodyis damaged, for example the internal organsandveins have the bone.
他不怕受外伤,身上那怪异的恢复力总能让他快速回复,唯一损失掉的只是一些食物,他怕的是身体内部受到损伤,比如说内脏、筋脉还有骨头。Long time, Xu Mengzhustartsto sob, the sobbingsoundgetting smaller, obviouslysheslowlywas also quiet.
良久之后,许梦竹开始抽泣,抽泣声也越来越小,显然她已经慢慢平静下来。„Howsaid···I?” The Zhang Xiaoqiangtonerestored the tranquil, hoarsevoicewas bringingthicklydreary.
“说吧···我到底怎么了？”张小强语气恢复了平静,沙哑的话音带着浓浓地萧瑟。„Thatdoctorgivesyouto inspect, said·····”
“那个医生给您检查过,说·····”„Said that ···Ilisten to····”Zhang Xiaoqiangto thinkat this timebut actuallyXu Mengzhuis very repugnant, worksto haul, the speechis womanishly fussy, does not haveexcept for the sobagainother, didn't knowreallybeforeDoomsdayisthatmandoes not keep eyes opento marryher?
“说吧···我听着····”张小强此时倒觉得许梦竹很讨厌,做事拖拖拉拉,说话婆婆妈妈,除了哭泣再没有别的,真不知道在末世前到底是那个男人不长眼娶了她？„Doctorsaid that the bone of ···yourwhole bodybroke to piecesmost probably, ···yournerveveinalsohad the problem, ·····”
“医生说···您全身的骨头碎了大半,还有···你的神经脉络也出现问题,还有·····”„Forget about it···youto exit···to makemystatic····to preparefood····the more better·······tome”
“算了算了···你出去吧···让我静静····让人给我准备食物····越多越好·······”Zhang Xiaoqianghears the news that hehas most not wantedto hear, the moodis also agitated, drove outXu Mengzhu, thinks that thiswomanis stayinginhisside, hisheartis bothersomer.张小强听到了他最不想听到的消息,心情又烦躁起来,将许梦竹赶了出去,想到这个女人在他身边呆着,他的心更烦。Xu Mengzhuhad not said,lowered the headto turn aroundto be quietlyleaves the tent, Zhang Xiaoqiangenduredin the abdomen more and more thickhunger, in the heartis still calculating the laterplan.许梦竹没有多说,低头转身悄无声息地出了帐篷,张小强忍受着腹中越来越浓的饥饿,心中还在盘算着以后的打算。Hemustprepare for the worst, heis safe and sound, nobodydaresto revolt, nobodydaresto enragehim, ifhelost the strength, thatdid not saycertainly····
他要做最坏的打算,他安然无恙,没人敢造反,没人敢触怒他,要是他真的失去了力量,那就说不准了····„Ding Luo? Canmassacrehimfirst?” After considerationlong time, Zhang Xiaoqiangshakes the headsecretly. Ding Luois an unstabilizing factor, is in charge ofseveralpeople of basenot necessarilyto be similarly loyal and devoted, beforetheyshared joys and sorrows, after theyare easy and comfortable, they who does not seewill obey a disabled person.
“丁珞？要不要先杀掉他？”思虑良久之后,张小强暗自摇头。丁珞是个不稳定因素,主管基地的几人同样不见得忠心耿耿,以前他们跟着自己同甘共苦,等到他们安逸之后就不见的他们会服从一个残废。Ifsuch, Ding Luoremainsto diverttheiralsono reason why not, the premiseisleaves.
要是那样,丁珞留下来牵制他们也未尝不可,前提是自己走人。
The Zhang Xiaoqiangworstplanbringsto be willingto followhispersonto make one's hometo the missile base, the missile baseis the colonelis responsible for there, more than 20womenhave received the Zhang Xiaoqiangobligation, tothem, saidwithoutthat manycurvedcurves,whois goodtothem, theyare goodtowhom, is sometimes ignorant is also onequality.张小强最坏的打算就是带着愿意追随他的人到导弹基地存身,导弹基地是上校在那儿负责,20多个女人受过张小强的大恩,对她们来说,没有那么多弯弯道道,谁对她们好,她们就对谁好,有时愚昧也是一种品质。
The colonelisrigidsoldier, so long asdoes not bumphis*, hewill not haveanyplanningtooneselfthisside, understood the person who plansdoes not thinkdestroyswith the basetogether.
上校是个刚直的军人,只要不去碰他的*,他就不会对自己这方有任何算计,懂得算计的人是不会想到与基地一起毁灭。
The escape routehad, many peoplewill followtruly, Zhang Xiaoqiangislacks self-confidenceat heart, the human nature is very sometimes complex, but sometimes actuallyalsosimple, with the change of environment, before Doomsdayhumanno longerresembles, so manydesiresanddemand, truedemand, only thentwo, oneisfood, is safe, combinessurvives.
后路是有了,真正有多少人会追随,张小强心里是没底的,人性有时很复杂,有时倒也简单,随着环境的变化,末世的人类不再像以前有那么多的欲望与需求,真正的需求只有两个,一个是食物,一个是安全,合二为一就是生存。Doomsdayworshipsformidable, the worshipviolence, thisdifferencemeans that an alternativeasylum, in the survivors who in the life and deathedgestruggles, askscan'thave a formidablefirsttietheyto struggleto go on livinginDoomsday?末世崇拜强大,崇拜暴力,这两样意味着一种另类的庇护,在生死边缘中挣扎的幸存者们,所求的不就是能有一个强大的首领带着他们在末世里挣扎活下去么？
The group of fishattack, the Zhang Xiaoqiangcourageloses entirely, hedespairs, hedoes not have the confidence, hismembershave not been defeated and dispersed, without the hysteria, in the membersheart, the Zhang Xiaoqiangmilitary force, theirhandweapons, does not havethisdifference, even ifdies, theyalsodo might as wellbe able dead imposingly? A most essentialpointis, the environmentforcesthem to makesuchchoice.鱼群来袭,张小强胆气丧尽,他绝望,他没有信心,他的队员们没有溃散,没有歇斯底里,不就是在队员们心中,张小强的武力还在,他们手中的武器还在,有这两样,就算是死,他们也未尝不能死得轰轰烈烈？最关键的一点是,环境逼迫他们不得不做出这样的选择。Now, tojoy after sorrow, theyactuallyhas not been really possibleto continueto follow a disabled person, the personare selfish, theymustconsiderforthemselves, the networmafter all is minority, Lei Feng? Talked nonsense······
如今,真的到了柳暗花明,他们却不一定会继续追随一个废人,人都是自私的,他们要为自己考虑,网虫毕竟是少数,雷锋？扯淡吧······„Zhang Huai'an, Wang Le, Huang Quan, Chen Ye, Yang Ke'erandYuan Yi·····”Zhang Xiaoqiangis calculatingin the heart, many peoplewill follow.
“张淮安,王乐,黄泉,陈叶,还有杨可儿与袁意·····”张小强在心中盘算着,到底会有多少人追随。Zhang Huai'anandWang Leheisknows that twopeoplebothdo not have the ambition, similarly, theydo not havemoredesires, the probability that these twofollowis very big.张淮安与王乐他是知道的,两个人都没有野心,同样,他们也没有更多的欲望,这两人追随的几率很大。Huang Quanis another situation, Chen YeiswithZhang Xiaoqiang, after allonly thenin the Zhang Xiaoqiangsubordinate, hersisterscanlivepeacefully, changesindividual, shedid not feel relieved, this, Huang Quanwill be pursuingChen Ye.黄泉又是另外一种情况,陈叶是会跟着张小强的,毕竟只有在张小强的手下,她的姐妹们才能安静的生活,换个人,她不放心,这样,黄泉就会追着陈叶而来。Yang Ke'erandYuan Yiare longestwithhim, Yang Ke'ercanaccompanyhim dead, Yuan Yicandieforhim, imperceptibly, the destinies of threepeoplecontinuallyinone.杨可儿与袁意是跟他最久的,杨可儿可以陪他去死,袁意可以为他去死,无形中,三个人的命运连在了一起。
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