AC :: Volume #4

#379: Is your mother the mental illness?

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Xu Mengzhu sits side Shangguan Qiaoyun, frightening that today day of receive are more, gets down repeatedly, she who she receives for a lifetime approached the brink of collapse, she is looking at the flaming bonfire to be lost in thought at present, only then under this warmly flame, her heart slightly tranquil, looks at the flaming flame, she remembers anything suddenly, looks up fiercely to the Zhang Xiaoqiang side. 徐梦竹坐在上官巧云身边,今天一天受到的惊吓比她一辈子受到的还要多,几次三番下来,她已经接近崩溃的边缘,她正望着眼前熊熊的篝火出神,也只有在这暖暖地火光下,她的心才略微平静,看着熊熊的火焰,她突然想起什么,猛地抬头看向张小强的身边。 The Zhang Xiaoqiang left sits holds notebook to look at Yang Ke'er of movie, Yang Ke'er possibly also knows that Zhang Xiaoqiang was pondering, as far as possible arrives at the volume of notebook is smallest, now is seeing the tense place, the entire mind all immerses to the movie. 张小强的左边坐着抱着笔记本看电影的杨可儿,杨可儿可能也知道张小强正在思考,尽量的将笔记本的音量开到最小,现在正看到紧张处,整个心神全都沉浸到电影里。 In Miao Miao that the Zhang Xiaoqiang right sits, Miao Miao has dreaded to his mother now, at that time often bewildered embracing, several times made him leave the attitude to come, for this reason, his subconscious wants to own mother, a side actually good choice of Zhang Xiaoqiang, at least, Zhang Xiaoqiang not bewildered going crazy 在张小强的右边坐的正是喵喵,喵喵现在已经对他妈妈畏惧了,那时不时莫名其妙的搂抱,几次让他出不过气儿来,为此,他下意识的想离自己的妈妈远一点,张小强的身边倒是一个不错的选择,至少,张小强不会莫名其妙的发神经 When safe and sound Miao Miao fell the eyeground of Xu Mengzhu, Xu Mengzhu will relax, immersed the line of sight in the flame, on how long she fiercely will not have gained ground looked many to own child, the Xu Mengzhu difference not brings to other people's attention, except for by own mother was made could not feel the brains Miao Miao. 当安然无恙的喵喵落到了徐梦竹的眼底,徐梦竹才会松一口气,又将视线沉浸在火焰中,过不上多长时间她又会猛地抬起头看向自己的孩子,徐梦竹的异样没有过多的引起他人的注意,除了被自己妈妈弄得摸不着头脑的喵喵。 Miao Miao is manipulating own Type 77 pistol bored, after that only messed with by him the innumerable spatial cartridge clip cards entered the stock, he remembers daytime Zhang Xiaoqiang to say the words, cannot help but throw the line of sight on this he continuously very repugnant man. 喵喵无聊地摆弄着自己的77式手枪,当那只被他把弄了无数次的空弹夹卡进枪柄之后,他想起了白天张小强说过的话,不由得把视线投在这个他一直很讨厌的男人身上。 Miao Miao repugnant Zhang Xiaoqiang, actually does not know oneself are why repugnant, perhaps is Zhang Xiaoqiang first time sees his mother that unscrupulous vision. 喵喵讨厌张小强,却不知道自己为什么讨厌,也许是张小强第一次看到他妈妈那肆无忌惮的眼光。 But along with him and Zhang Xiaoqiang contact, thought actually Zhang Xiaoqiang has not gone bad, at least be only much better compared with on his one year at home dull two weeks of father, although Zhang Xiaoqiang will teach him once for a while, but that only when he has annoyed troublesome meeting, other time Zhang Xiaoqiang are very tolerant to him, he dirty that is hard however to receive, Zhang Xiaoqiang looks but not see, can sit with dirty him to a table on eats meal. 可是随着他与张小强的接触,倒是觉得张小强还真的不坏,至少要比他那个一年只在家里呆上两个星期的爸爸要好的多,虽然张小强会时不时的教训他,可那只会在他惹了麻烦的时候才会,其他时间张小强对他很宽容,就连他自己都难以然受的脏,张小强都视而未见,能和脏兮兮的他一起坐到一张桌子上吃饭。 The Zhang Xiaoqiang behavior makes him feel very surprised, is very surprised, this feeling never has, in his impression, the father is only a symbol, ending in one year in the symbol that speaks to present, in his small head, the father is a stranger, the genuine family/home means him and his mother, even if the father possibly, he also only thought that died a stranger. 张小强的行为让他感到很惊讶,也很惊奇,这种感受是从未有过的,在他的印象中,父亲只是一个符号,一个只有在一年中的结尾才会出现的符号,在他的小脑袋里,父亲是个陌生人,真正的家意味着他和他妈妈,就算爸爸可能死了,他也只觉得死了一个陌生人。 The Zhang Xiaoqiang occasional severity, the Zhang Xiaoqiang occasional tolerance, Zhang Xiaoqiang holds him to escape, is carrying his collar that arm that he rescues, making him feel one type never on mother has felt the feeling, that feeling including him not to explain, as if Zhang Xiaoqiang is when his swaddling clothes lifts him to look into that tall person in distant place. 张小强偶尔的严厉,张小强偶尔的宽容,还有张小强抱着他逃跑,拎着他的衣领将他救回来的那只臂膀,让他感受到一种从未在妈妈身上感受过的感觉,那种感觉连他自己都说不明白,仿佛张小强就是在他襁褓时举着他眺望远方的那个身材高大的人。 Naturally, he is repugnant Zhang Xiaoqiang, is not that pure repugnancy, does not dislike that Zhang Xiaoqiang to look at his mother's of that vision, but is one type? Said? The reverse psychology of child, to Zhang Xiaoqiang requests him to make is making that this cannot that not probably the repugnancy, likely is puberty that repugnancy of child's to severe father. 当然,他还是讨厌张小强,不是那种单纯的讨厌,也不是讨厌那种张小强看他妈妈的那种目光的那种,而是一种？怎么说呢？小孩子的逆反心理,对张小强要求他做着做那,这不许那不许的讨厌,像是青春期的小孩子对严厉的父亲的那种讨厌。 Since was rescued after the family/home, Miao Miao thought that mother changed, changes is very strange, no longer was tightening him like before, cared about him, why he did not know, gradually, Zhang Xiaoqiang replaced his mother's role, this made him very not comfortable. 自从被人从家里救出来之后,喵喵就觉得妈妈变了,变的很陌生,不再像以前那样紧着他,关心他,他不知道为什么,渐渐地,张小强代替他妈妈的角色,这让他很不自在。 Now he remembered Zhang Xiaoqiang daytime to say words, can be packed the bullet by own small pistol is his long-awaited matter, may make him open the mouth to ask Zhang Xiaoqiang, he felt very awkward, always thought that fell the share very much, can ask him really? 现在他想起了张小强白天说过的话,能让自己的小手枪装满子弹是他梦寐以求的事儿,可让他开口去求张小强,他又感到很为难,总是觉得很掉份儿,难道真的要去求他？ At heart repeated is waging ideological struggle, finally, to the hope of bullet has depressed in the heart is not comfortable, he looks up to Zhang Xiaoqiang. 心里反复的做着思想斗争,最终,对子弹的渴望压下了心中的不自在,他抬头向张小强望去。 „Was good, can eat · ·” to resound along with the Yuan Yi chilly words, the dinner completed. “好了,可以吃了··”随着袁意清冷的话语响起,晚饭做好了。 The dinner is very simple, except for thick soup that Yuan Yi cooks specially, other, with different that other members eat, after Zhang Xiaoqiang eats to the full, sit near the fire of high-piled firewood easy and comfortable the digestion supper, only then in this moment, Zhang Xiaoqiang will feel oneself are also living, moreover live good, must know, he sees the survivor who these have been big and hungry, but he has not starved actually. 晚饭很简单,除了袁意特意熬的浓汤,其他的,与其他队员们吃的没什么两样,张小强吃饱之后就坐在火堆边上安逸的消化晚餐,只有在这一刻,张小强才会感觉自己还活着,而且还活的不错,要知道,他见惯了那些饥肠辘辘的幸存者,可他自己倒是真的还没挨过饿。 What does not need to think, here peaceful sitting near the fire of high-piled firewood, is listening to „pyrrole bo” the spark in the slight sound that on dry firewoods blows out, hung an all day heart truly to rest, a thick feeling of weariness raided suddenly, Zhang Xiaoqiang just wants to take a nap taking advantage of this easy and comfortable time, small hand gently has pulled under several on his sleeves. 什么都不用想,就这边安静的坐在火堆边,听着“吡啵”的火花在干燥的柴禾上爆出的轻微声响,悬了一整天的心才真正的休息了,一股浓浓的倦意突然袭来,张小强正想借着这安逸的时光小睡,一只小手轻轻地在他的衣袖上扯了几下。 Zhang Xiaoqiang opens the eye, saw Miao Miao is pulling own sleeves silently is looking at itself, is looking at dirty Miao Miao, the look that Zhang Xiaoqiang reveals the question, seems like this child has looked cold and indifferent to oneself, what wind today blows? Did this boy walk on own initiative? 张小强睁开眼睛,看到喵喵扯着自己的衣袖默默的望着自己,望着脏兮兮的喵喵,张小强露出疑问的眼神,貌似这个小孩子一直对自己爱理不理的,今天刮得什么风？这小子主动找上门来了？ Saw that the Zhang Xiaoqiang attention put own body, Miao Miao has put out his Type 77 pistol to sway when the Zhang Xiaoqiang front, on the face has not asked others for help cautiously, was raising an appearance of his dirty small face debt collection on the contrary. 见到张小强的注意力放到了自己的身上,喵喵拿出他的77式手枪在张小强的面前晃荡着,脸上也没有求人时的小心翼翼,反倒是扬着他脏兮兮的小脸一副收账的样子。 Zhang Xiaoqiang already forgot daytime to say anything to him, at that time is always thinking how to lead the person to kill, who still remembers these. 张小强早就忘了白天对他说过些什么,那个时候老在想着怎么带着人杀出去,谁还记得这些。 Sees Zhang Xiaoqiang unclear, Miao Miao worried, he is waving the pistol once more, under and puts the Zhang Xiaoqiang eye to hide the pistol sways. 见张小强还是不明白,喵喵着急了,他再次舞动着手枪,并把手枪放到张小强的眼皮子底下摇晃。 „Do you want to change the pistol? This spear/gun is not good? Your hand is not big, the big pistol you could not play, first was using, when you grew up, I changed the spear/gun to you.” “你想换手枪？这把枪不是挺好的嘛？你的手不大,大手枪你玩儿不了,先用着,等到你长大点,我给你换枪。” So long as the people eat to the full will respond slowly, let alone Zhang Xiaoqiang now is in one day the easiest most and comfortable rest condition, so far, he has not whitened the meaning of Miao Miao. 人只要一吃饱就会反应迟钝,更何况张小强现在正是一天中最安逸的休息状态,到目前为止,他还是没弄白喵喵的意思。 Miao Miao somewhat worries, but he sees Zhang Xiaoqiang such idleness expression, but also thinks Zhang Xiaoqiang not to mean what he says, worries, he made him not to think the matter, „” threw, has hit the chest of Zhang Xiaoqiang, knocked reaction slow Zhang Xiaoqiang in the place. 喵喵有些着急,可他看到张小强那样一副懈怠表情,还以为张小强说话不算数,一着急,他做出了他自己都没想到过的事儿,“哇呜”一声就扑过去,一头撞到了张小强的胸口,将身体反应正迟钝的张小强撞翻在地。 Zhang Xiaoqiang was knocked down could not have felt the brains, he has not known how to step on to the tail of this kitten, Miao Miao after knocking down the bosom of Zhang Xiaoqiang holds in the mouth on one in the chest of Zhang Xiaoqiang. 张小强被撞倒的时候还摸不着头脑,他还不知道怎么踩到这只小猫的尾巴,喵喵在撞倒张小强的怀中之后就一口叼在了张小强的胸口。 „Oh yo · · · puts · · to put · · to put the mouth, pain · · ·” “哎哟哟···放··放··放口啊,疼疼疼···” The Zhang Xiaoqiang pain shouted, their here farces also brought to the attention of other people, Yang Ke'er saw that among two people turning bit, not only has not come the help, looked at the good play actually the appearance, the mouth is still shouting and wrangling. 张小强痛呼起来,他们这边的闹剧也引起了其他人的注意,杨可儿看到两人之间的扭咬非但没有过来帮忙,倒是一副看好戏的样子,嘴里还在大呼小叫。 Yuan Yi and Shangguan Qiaoyun also saw, they have not spoken, has not acted, they know that Zhang Xiaoqiang will not have the matter, knows that Zhang Xiaoqiang likes this child very much, therefore they saw when has not seen, as before is cleaning a rifle that cleans a rifle, receives the receiving bowl of bowl. 袁意和上官巧云也看到了,她们没有说话,也没有动作,她们知道张小强是不会有事儿的,也知道张小强是很喜欢这个小孩子的,所以她们看见了就当没看见,依旧是擦枪的擦枪,收碗的收碗。 Xu Mengzhu saw own child put the Zhang Xiaoqiang bosom to have a scare unexpectedly at that time, when she noticed that oneself child bit the chest of Zhang Xiaoqiang not to relent like only the puppy, her heart has tightened immediately, unprecedented alarmed and afraid raided the heart, that was for a long time fear to Zhang Xiaoqiang, to guilty of own child, other things of not being able saying that erupted all of a sudden fiercely. 许梦竹看到了自己的孩子居然扑在张小强的怀里当时就吓了一跳,当她看到自己的孩子像只小狗一样咬着张小强的胸口死活不松口,她的心立刻就收紧了,一种前所未有的惊惧袭上心头,那是长久以来对张小强的畏惧,对自己孩子的愧疚,还有其他的说不出来的东西,一下子猛地爆发出来。 „Ah · · · · · · ·” with the Xu Mengzhu rude pitiful yell sound, shouted pain Zhang Xiaoqiang with lose the small temper Miao Miao to stop under has come to see to Xu Mengzhu. “啊········”随着许梦竹失态的惨叫声,呼痛的张小强与正在发小脾气的喵喵都停了下来看向许梦竹。 Xu Mengzhu such as sends the nightmare to live in itself with the both arms tight link, the small head hangs down, the whole body shivers slightly, can hear her indistinctly in a low voice twittering anything, although she separates not far to the people, actually throughout could not hear clearly her to say anything. 许梦竹如发梦魇般用双臂紧紧环住自己,螓首低垂,浑身微微颤抖,隐约能听到她在低声地呢喃着什么,虽然她离众人隔得不远,却始终听不清她到底在说着什么。 Miao Miao forgot to continue to nip, with forgetting to shout pain Zhang Xiaoqiang to look together to Xu Mengzhu, later big young two people looked at each other mutually, the tooth of Miao Miao also hung in the chest of Zhang Xiaoqiang. 喵喵忘了继续咬下去,与忘了呼痛的张小强一起望向许梦竹,之后一大一小两个人相互对视,喵喵的牙还挂在张小强的胸口。 „Is your mother the mental illness?” A few words do not pass through the brain has spurted from the mouth of Zhang Xiaoqiang, Miao Miao has not refuted , to continue to make an effort except for root. “你妈是神经病？”一句话不经大脑的从张小强的嘴里喷了出来,喵喵却没有反驳,除了牙根儿继续用力。 „Is your boy the tortoise? Bites not to relent? Relents by Fuck · ·, pain thoroughly · · · · · · · · ·” “你小子是属王八的？怎么咬上就不松口？靠靠···松口啊,痛痛痛·········”
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