At age 16, Jasmine for his recast Profound Vein, made him retrieval new life. 16岁那年,茉莉为他重铸玄脉,亦让他重获新生。 17 that year, he for Cang Yue, participated in Blue Wind ranking tournament on behalf of Blue Wind Imperial Family, was Blue Wind Imperial Family obtains the unprecedented first place, and a war alarmed the entire state. 十七那年,他为了苍月,代表苍风皇室参加苍风排位战,为苍风皇室取得史无前例的首位,并一战惊动整个国度。 At age 19, he is in a rage, by the strength of a single person, destroyed one of Blue Wind's Four Great Sects Burning Heaven Clan. 19岁那年,他在一怒之下,以一人之力,毁灭了苍风四大宗门之一的焚天门。 In the same year, he represents Blue Wind Nation to go to Divine Phoenix Empire to participate in Seven Nation Ranking Tournament, by the strength of a single person sweeps away other six country all talents, shocked entire Profound Sky Continent. 同年,他代表苍风国前往神凰帝国参加七国排位战,以一人之力横扫其他六国所有天才,震惊了整个天玄大陆。 At age 21, he has supported difficult of profound ark, arrived at Illusory Demon Realm, person of successive fights six on Demon Empress Grand Ceremony, cursed angrily seven clans, and met again the heart of Illusory Demon, crushed the Duke Huai plot, retrieved from the destruction edge Yun Family and Demon Emperor lineage/vein. 21岁那年,他撑过玄舟之难,来到幻妖界,在妖后大典上一人连战六场,怒骂七族,并重聚幻妖之心,粉碎淮王阴谋,将云家和妖皇一脉从覆灭的边缘救回。 At age 22, he returned to Profound Sky Continent, person of rushed to Divine Phoenix Sect, compelling its truce to apologize, saved Blue Wind Empire from the brink of ruin. 22岁那年,他重归天玄大陆,一人强闯凤凰神宗,逼其停战赔罪,拯救苍风国于灭国边缘。 At age 24, he defeated profound strength to step into Divine Dao Xuanyuan Wentian, saved entire Profound Sky Continent and Illusory Demon Realm in the danger, was honored as Number One Person of the Ages. 24岁那年,他击败玄力踏入神道的轩辕问天,拯救整个天玄大陆和幻妖界于危难,被誉为万古第一人。 At age 25, he arrived at God Realm Snow Song Realm along with Mu Bingyun, frustrated Ice Phoenix God Sect all talents in Netherfrost Heavenly Lake, became Mu Xuanyin direct disciple. 25岁那年,他随沐冰云来到神界的吟雪界,在冥寒天池挫败冰凰神宗的所有天才,成为沐玄音亲传弟子。 At age 26, he escaped to Heiya, by the strength of a single person, stirred Heiya Realm King sect Black Soul Divine Sect has great disturbance, but also sent its destruction indirectly. 26岁那年,他遁至黑琊,以一人之力,将黑琊的界王宗门黑魂神宗搅得鸡犬不宁,还间接致其覆灭。 At age 28, he participated in Eastern God Territory Profound God Conference, defeated East Territory Four Divine Children, directed Ninth Level Heavenly Tribulation, shock entire God Realm, directing various Great Divine Emperor to extend the olive branch. 28岁那年,他参加东神域玄神大会,败东域四神子,引九重天劫,震动整个神界,引各大神帝争相抛出橄榄枝。 At age 29 before...... was also short ten days, he rushed to Star God Realm, by the body of Divine King releases taboo power, slaughtered Star God Realm Elder and 1500 hundred Star Guardian. 29岁那年……亦是短短十日之前,他一人强闯星神界,以神王之躯释放禁忌之力,屠杀了星神界一个长老和一千五百星卫。 ............ ………… To profound practitioner, 13 years are very short. But in God Realm, is short to possibly is only several instants that in the cultivation had no intention to pass over gently and swiftly. But is this short 13 years, Yun Che uses for eight years to become one piece of continent first person, used for four years, shook entire vast God Realm. 对一个玄者而言,十三年很短。而在神界,更是短暂到可能只是修炼中无意掠过的几个瞬间。但就是这短短的十三年,云澈用八年时间成为了一片大陆的第一人,用了四年时间,震动了整个浩大的神界。 From Lower Realm to God Realm, from God Realm Low-Rank Star Realm to supreme King Realm, his each step span shocks everybody, every step will certainly a shock side world. Even can say, his each step, is creating a miracle. 从下界到神界,从神界的下位星界到至高无上的王界,他的每一步的跨越都惊世骇俗,每一步都必将震动一方天地。甚至可以说,他的每一步,都在缔造一个神迹。 Evil God, Dragon God, Phoenix, Golden Crow and Ice Phoenix, the Divine Power inheritance of five big Primordial True God, also Creation God of Life, Rage God and Heavenly Wolf Star God Divine Art, these get together in a person of body, is in itself has never had, moreover not replicable miracle. 邪神、龙神、凤凰、金乌、冰凰,五大上古真神的神力传承,还有生命创世神、荒神、天狼星神的神诀,这些齐聚一人之身,本身就是个从未有过,而且不可复制的神迹。 But, these died completely, thorough death, forever death. 但,这些全部都死了,彻底的死了,永远的死了。 On the arm did not have that red sword seal, Heaven Smiting Devil Slayer Sword unable to summon, is unable to see Hong'er again. 手臂上没有了那道红色的剑印,劫天诛魔剑无法召唤,也再无法见过红儿。 also Sky Poison Pearl, as well as just blocked all faith incarnation Poison Spirit He Ling...... 还有天毒珠,以及刚刚才堵上一切信念化身毒灵的禾菱…… As he disappeared in the death of Star God Realm. 都随着他在星神界的死亡而消失。 His body Nirvana Fire came back to life he most basic life reluctantly, actually impossible comes back to life Hong'er and He Ling. 他身上的涅槃之火只是勉强复生了他最基本的生命,却不可能复生红儿和禾菱。 Because I have enough power, was Yue'er preserved Blue Wind Nation, rescued Grandpa and Lingxi, found the parents in Illusory Demon Realm, met Xue'er, was Caiyi (colored clothes) saves Demon Emperor lineage/vein and Illusory Demon Realm, returned to Azure Cloud Continent to find Ling'er and Master...... 因为我有足够的力量,才为月儿保住了苍风国,才救下了爷爷和泠汐,才在幻妖界找到了爹娘,才遇到了雪児,才为彩衣拯救妖皇一脉和幻妖界,才回到了沧云大陆找到了苓儿和师父…… Grandpa...... father...... mother...... Yuanba...... Yue'er...... Lingxi...... Xue'er...... Caiyi (colored clothes)...... Ling'er...... 爷爷……爹……娘……元霸……月儿……泠汐……雪児……彩衣……苓儿…… I came back...... 我回来了…… Now but has become me of disabled person, how should also go facing you...... 可是如今已成废人的我,又该怎么去面对你们…… In God Realm, he wants, but is unable to realize. By Qianye Ying'er, he who the also innumerable God Realm big shot stare, if rashly returns to Blue Pole Star, once were discovered the trail, will certainly to the nearby person, and even entire Blue Pole Star brings the enormous disaster. 在神界的时候,他想要回来而无法实现。被千叶影儿,还有无数神界大佬盯上的他若是贸然回到蓝极星,一旦被发现踪迹,必将给身边的人,乃至整个蓝极星带来弥天大祸。 But now, his return is perfect. Has not left any trace, and in the God Realm cognition, he is death without a doubt. 而现在,他的归来可谓是完美无瑕。没有留下任何的痕迹,且在神界的认知中,他已是毫无疑问的死了。 At the God Realm pressure and crisis, complete getting rid. 在神界的压力和危机,也完完全全的摆脱。 But...... 但…… He lifts the arm, bit by bit...... finally, arm's first complete uphold. 他抬起手臂,一点一点……终于,手臂第一次完全的抬起。 But a piece of withered leaf with the wind, falls gently on his arm, this withered leaf had lost final quiet green, even in the light breeze, did not have moan of life. 一片枯叶随风而至,飘落在他的手臂上,这枚枯叶已失去了最后的幽绿,即使在轻风之中,亦没有了生命的呻吟。 Yun Che silently looks, the vision is confused and soulless. 云澈默默的看着,目光迷茫而无神。 From meeting Jasmine that day, later 13 years, such as a big dream...... 从遇到茉莉的那一天开始,之后的十三年,就如一场大梦…… A waked up dream. After the dream awakes, he as before was in the past that disabled Yun Che, had no merit to speak, experiences suffering to despise indifferently, can only depend upon Xiao Lie and disabled person of Xiao Lingxi asylum. 一场已经醒来的梦。梦醒之后,他依旧是当年那个残废的云澈,一个一无是处,受尽蔑视冷眼,只能依靠萧烈和萧泠汐庇护的废人。 Is hard to accept compared with this dropping variance, is his these year of innumerable efforts, fighting tooth and nail of again and again in life and death edge, also all faith and pursues...... comes to naught completely. 比这种落差更难以接受的,是他这些年无数的努力,一次次在生死边缘的搏命,还有所有的信念与追求……全部化为泡影。 If, but comes to naught fortunately, he can 13 years ago same pursues, strives for success...... 如果,只是化为泡影还好,他可以和十三年前一样重新追求,重新拼搏…… But, he actually linked the opportunity of having a dream not to have. 但,他却连重新做梦的机会都没有了。 Time silent passing, Yun Che's world throughout a gloominess. 时间无声的流逝,云澈的世界始终一片灰暗。 Present I, what also has? 现在的我,还拥有什么？ Life...... 生命…… What is the life? 生命又是什么？ This life, innumerable efforts and breakthroughs, to maintain a livelihood, for better is living, and some people, something, can make me be willing to ignore the life, even rejection life. 这一生,无数的努力和突破,都是为了活命,为了更好的活着,而又有一些人,一些事,可以让我甘愿不顾生命,甚至舍弃生命。 But now...... 而现在…… I regain the life, is living merely...... 我重新获得的生命,仅仅是活着…… „Benefactor Elder Brother!” “恩人哥哥！” Girl's voice/sound transmits from afar, incomparable elusive delightful, but is unable to swing the slight mighty waves in Yun Che pupil. 女孩的声音远远传来,无比的空灵悦耳,但无法荡起云澈瞳眸中的丝毫波澜。 Feng Xian'er light falls...... basically, Sky Profound Realm of every say/way can achieve crosses unreliably void, to Yun Che at this moment, is the forever unreachable expectation. 凤仙儿轻飘飘的落下……最最基本,凡道的天玄境便可做到的玄渡虚空,对此刻的云澈而言,已是永不可及的奢望。 She arrives at side Yun Che, wants to help up him: „You are very here long, waits certainly to catch cold again, we go back now.” 她来到云澈身边,想要将他扶起:“你在这里已经很久了,再待下去一定会着凉的,我们现在回去吧。” Catching cold...... 着凉…… Once he, can in destroying the storm of mountain stands erect motionless. At the present, actually lowly to must guard against the cold...... 曾经的他,可以在摧山的风暴中屹立不动。而今,却卑微到要防备风寒…… „Do not manage me.” He uses the only strength, shoves open the hand of Feng Xian'er. “不要管我。”他用仅有的力气,推开凤仙儿的手。 „Benefactor Elder Brother,” Feng Xian'er supports him: „Is obedient good. Everyone is worried about you well. After you awoke, had not eaten the thing, now is certainly hungry, mother not only cooked the bamboo soup, but also prepared many delicious......” “恩人哥哥,”凤仙儿重新扶住他:“听话好不好。大家都好担心你。你醒了之后一直没吃东西,现在一定饿了,娘不但熬了竹汤,还准备了很多好吃的……” „Do not manage me!” Yun Che's voice aggravates suddenly, the Feng Xian'er gentle words, actually each to Yun Che are ice cold puncture to the utmost, he coldly said: „Do not ask me what benefactor Elder Brother...... that person dead again, now before you, the disabled person but who...... has no merit to speak, understands!” “不要管我！”云澈的声音陡然加重,凤仙儿极尽温柔的话语,对云澈而言却每一句都是冰冷的刺动,他冷冷的道:“不要再叫我什么恩人哥哥……那个人已经死了,现在在你面前的,只是一个……一无是处的废人,懂么！” „......” Feng Xian'er flowery lips opens, beautiful eyes is startled however, is frightened obviously by Yun Che's response , the one mist silent unfolds in her pupil, she bites the lip lightly, was not cried aloud by oneself diligently: „Benefactor Elder Brother,...... like this, you...... you should not be good...... will be certainly good......” “……”凤仙儿唇瓣张开,美眸怔然,显然被云澈的反应吓到,随之,一抹水雾在她眸中无声铺开,她轻咬嘴唇,努力不让自己哭出声来:“恩人哥哥,你……不要这样,你……你会好起来的……一定会好起来的……” „You do not understand,” Yun Che do not glance up: „Your anything does not understand...... you to walk, do not manage me.” “你不懂,”云澈别过目光:“你什么都不懂……你走吧,不要管我。” „Benefactor Elder Brother, I......” “恩人哥哥,我……” „My words you cannot understand!” Yun Che's voice was heavier a point: „Walks!!” “我的话你听不懂吗！”云澈的声音更重了一分:“走！！” „Coughs...... cough cough......” “咳……咳咳……” The mountain breeze pours into the chest cavity, making a he painful play cough. 山风灌入胸腔,让他一阵痛苦的剧咳。 „......” Girl no handling visits him, the waterdrop in beautiful eyes coasts finally slowly. She will never forget that in the past that was temperate and great, finally such as descends from the sky Divine Spirit the form that they saved, after that all of her life, are wanting to approach to him diligently...... “……”女孩无措的看着他,美眸中的泪滴终于缓缓滑下。她永远不会忘记当年那个温和、伟岸,最后又如天降神灵般将他们拯救的身影,从那之后,她人生的所有,都是在努力想要向他靠近…… However, why...... 但是,为什么…… „It is not...... you are not such......” Feng Xian'er shakes the head, the tear stains silent overflow on the elegant face: „In the past, you received that heavy wound, does not fear these evil people...... that difficult Phoenix trial, you without hesitation......” “不是……你不是这样的……”凤仙儿摇头,泪痕在俏颜上无声流溢:“当年,你受了那么重的伤,都一点不惧那些恶人……那么艰难的凤凰试炼,你都毫不犹豫……” „Benefactor Elder Brother......” flowery lips more bites is tighter, finally changes into a vocal cord weeping with grief of brokenhearted sound: „I dislike such you!” “恩人哥哥……”唇瓣越咬越紧,最终化为一声带着心碎之音的悲泣:“我讨厌这样的你！” The girl is covering flowery lips, turns around to fly away, from the sky sprinkles the star mark. 女孩捂着唇瓣,转身飞离,在空中洒下点点星痕。 „......” Yun Che closes the eye, a corners of the mouth miserable mirthless smile. “……”云澈闭上眼睛,嘴角一丝凄凉的惨笑。 ...... To a girl who actually cares about me so wholeheartedly, I actually said such cruel words...... 呵……我竟对一个全心关切我的女孩，说出了如此刻薄的话语…… Originally, I have thought the tenacious state of mind, unexpectedly such being unable to withstand. 原来,我一直自以为坚韧的心境,竟是如此的不堪。 A big form walks gradually, stood in the side of old tree. 一个高大的身影缓步走来,站在了老树之侧。 Feng Baichuan. 凤百川。 „Sorry.” Yun Che weak saying. “对不起。”云澈无力的说道。 Feng Baichuan shakes the head: „Was needless to say sorry, she walked into this mortal world short less than truly for two years, without going through great storms and true destiny fluctuating, therefore, she was not clear.” 凤百川摇头:“不用说对不起,她真正步入尘世只有短短不到两年,没有经历过大风大浪和真正的命运起伏,所以,她不明白。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” „In the past, the ancestor violated big mistake, got down the bloodline curse by Sir Phoenix God, profound strength stopped in Elementary Profound Realm life-long. He leads the entire clan, hidden in this place. In the past, I informed your reason, for atonement and protection clansman,......” Feng Baichuan sighed actually lightly: „Main reason, is completely discouraged under ancestor profound strength completely mourning.” “当年,先祖犯下大错,被凤神大人下了血脉诅咒,玄力终生止于初玄境。他带领全族,隐于此地。当年,我告知你的理由,是为了赎罪和保护族人,实则……”凤百川一声轻叹:“更主要的原因,是先祖玄力尽丧下的万念俱灰。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” „Although, I have not gone through such destiny fluctuating. But, you have reached abyss that the altitude, by far past ancestor, you fell into, be gloomier than the ancestor. Therefore, you withstand, only meets wins hundred times and thousand times compared with the ancestor ‚completely discouraged’.” “虽然,我未曾经历过这样的命运起伏。但,你达到过的高度,远胜当年的先祖,你落入的深渊,又要比先祖还要灰暗。所以,你承受的,只会是比先祖更胜百倍、千倍的‘万念俱灰’。” „Ancestor has not been separated from this nightmare his entire life, being crushed with grief early.” Feng Baichuan transfers the pupil to visit him: „That, you?” “先祖一生都没有从这个梦魇中脱离,早早的郁郁而终。”凤百川转眸看着他:“那么,你呢？” „......” Yun Che is unable to say a word. “……”云澈无法言语。 The weather started to be gradually dark, sometimes near dusk, the mountain breeze transferred coolly. 天色开始逐渐暗了下来,时近黄昏,山风转凉。 „Your so age, then can achieve world biography ‚Number One Person of the Ages’ the achievement, your life must experience innumerable thrilling disciplining it can be imagined. But, perhaps, you face now, is this life biggest test.” “你如此年纪,便能达到世传‘万古第一人’的成就,可想而知你这一生必经历过无数的惊险磨练。但,或许,你现在面临的,才是这一生最大的考验。” „These days of your stupor, has read the names of many. I think, in your heart so many does not abandon and worries, then...... you will certainly not be glad to perishing.” “你昏迷的这些天,念过很多人的名字。我想,你既心中有那么多的不舍与牵挂,那么……你一定不会甘于沉沦其中。” „...... Gives me the time.” Yun Che muttered. “……给我时间。”云澈喃喃道。 Feng Baichuan nods, turns around to leave: „Your matter here, we will not leak...... that day that until, you want to leave on own initiative.” 凤百川颔首,转身离开:“你在这里的事,我们不会外传……直到,你主动想要离开的那一天。” The sky is getting more and more dark, when the bright moonlight does not know raises, everywhere star light sprinkles in Yun Che body, makes his innermost feelings this solitary one cold. 天空越来越暗,明月不知何时升起,漫天星光洒在云澈身上,亦让他的内心更加的孤冷。 No one bothers him again, he is motionless, just like dying generally. Only some both eyes still look at the front. 再没有人来烦扰他,他一动不动,宛若死去了一般。唯有双目依然怔怔看着前方。 „Benefactor Elder Brother......” “恩人哥哥……” Girl timid voice/sound resounds in the ear, her hand holds bowl of soup that brave the steam, eyes is red, obviously cried for a long time: „Sorry, I should not to you say that such words...... you...... do not live me air/Qi are good?” 女孩怯怯的声音在耳边响起,她手捧着一碗冒着热气的汤,眼眸通红,显然哭了好久:“对不起,我不该对你说那样的话……你……你不要生我气好不好？” „......” Yun Che is motionless. “……”云澈一动不动。 The girl forwards, voice/sound supple timid, such as just violated the big mistake child: „You just woke up, hungry one day...... this is the bamboo soup that I and mother cook together newly, do you drink a point to be good?” 女孩向前,声音柔柔怯怯,如一个刚犯下大错的孩子:“你刚醒来,又饿了一天……这是我和娘一起新熬的竹汤,你喝一点好不好？” The Yun Che split lip buzz moves slightly: „I am not hungry.” 云澈干裂的嘴唇微微嗡动:“我不饿。” exit|to speak voice/sound does weakly mutely. 出口的声音虚弱干哑。 His body, no longer does not need the diet Divine Body. Weak woke up, blew day of wind, another day of water and rice has not entered, when this time he, just woke up is weaker, line of sight already a fuzziness. 他的身体,已不再是不需饮食的神躯。虚弱中醒来,吹了一天的风,又一天水米未进,此时的他,已远比刚醒来时还要虚弱,视线早已一片模糊。 Feng Xian'er has not urged again, she kneeling down gently side Yun Che, peaceful is accompanying him. The soup bowl was held by her in the bosom, with profound energy careful is protecting, does not make the night wind the sand dust be involved slightly. 凤仙儿没有再劝,她在云澈身边轻轻的跪下,安静的陪着他。汤碗被她抱在怀中,用玄气小心的护着,不让夜风将丝毫沙尘卷入其中。 ———— ———— ———— ———— 【, Mood thing...... these chapters good difficult well to be in brief difficult to write.】 【唉,心境这东西……总之这几章好难好难写。】 【Welcome to pay attention to this Mars WeChat public number „huoxingyinli99”, or direct WeChat public number search „Mars Gravity”, will have strange Pictures and text and update announcement non-periodically.】 【欢迎关注本火星微信公众号“huoxingyinli99”,或直接微信公众号搜索“火星引力”,会不定期有奇怪的图文和更新预告。】