Phoenix space dim, the pupil of that pair of scarlet Phoenix is releasing the only ray. But this scarlet flame glow falls in Yun Che's eyes, refraction is actually incomparably dim pupil light. 凤凰空间一片昏暗,那双赤红的凤凰之瞳释放着唯一的光芒。但这赤红炎芒落在云澈的眼中,折射的却是无比昏暗的瞳光。 Space quiet, for a long time did not have any voice/sound again. Yun Che dull looks at the front, an eye pupil not turbulence of changing colors, resembled pulls out to the soul. 空间沉寂了下来,许久再没有了任何声音。云澈呆呆的看着前方,失色的眼瞳没有一丝的动荡,似被抽离了魂魄。 Phoenix Spirit has not said a word again, it is very clear, to profound practitioner, becomes the disabled person, is the ratio dies also wants the brutal result. Especially, Yun Che he once was situated in summit of the continent, once had had the innumerable magnificence and honors, once created has never had the miracle...... even the miracle. 凤凰魂灵没有再言语,它无比清楚,对一个玄者而言,成为废人,是比死还要残酷的结果。尤其,云澈他曾立于一片大陆之巅,曾有过无数的辉煌和荣光,曾创造一个又一个从未有过的奇迹……甚至神迹。 Actually after a dream, becomes the disabled person. 却在一梦之后,成为废人。 No one can accept the nightmare that this comes. Even if God Realm profound practitioner...... even if supreme Divine Sovereign Divine Lord, because of it, but will collapse. 没有人可以接受这突然而至的噩梦。哪怕是神界的玄者……哪怕至高无上的神君神主,都会因之而意志崩溃。 Nightmare that especially...... impossible regains consciousness forever. 尤其……是永远不可能苏醒的噩梦。 „Has the method of...... restoring?” He asked, voice/sound is very weak very slow. “有没有……恢复的方法？”他问,声音很弱很缓。 „Not only death, and discussed what comes back to life.” Phoenix Spirit replied: „Present you, mortal but who a mortal...... needs slowly to restore from weak. Once all, have all changed to the mist.” “既死,又谈何复生。”凤凰魂灵回答:“现在的你,只是一个凡人……需要从虚弱中缓慢恢复的凡人。曾经的一切,皆已化作云烟。” „...... That I, but can also cultivation?” Yun Che asked again. “……那我,还可以重新修炼吗？”云澈再问。 „Cannot.” Even the fact is brutal, Phoenix Spirit will not conceal: „Your Profound Vein, as before is Evil God's Profound Veins, but is actually dead Evil God's Profound Veins. In this world, does not have any power can regain consciousness dead Evil God's Profound Veins......, only if, you can find blood of the drop of Evil God again.” “不能。”即使事实再残酷,凤凰魂灵也不会隐瞒:“你的玄脉,依旧是邪神玄脉,但却是死去的邪神玄脉。这个世上,没有任何力量可以苏醒死去的邪神玄脉……除非,你能再找到一滴邪神之血。” „......” Yun Che looks at the front, dull however soulless. “……”云澈看着前方,呆然无神。 Ice Phoenix Girl of bottom of Netherfrost Heavenly Lake has told him, in the past Evil God to leave behind this drop of Indestructible Blood, ahead of time perished own existence. Also means, in the past Jasmine in Evil God Indestructible Blood that Southern God Territory found, is world only Evil God Inheritance. Again the blood of other not possible also Evil God. 冥寒天池之底的冰凰少女告诉过他,当年邪神为了留下这一滴不灭之血,提前陨灭了自己的存在。也就意味着,当年茉莉在南神域找到的邪神不灭之血,是世间唯一的邪神传承。再无可能还有其他的邪神之血。 In other words, he not only lost the all gods strength, but also is unable to cultivate again. 也就是说,他不但失去了所有神力,还再无法修炼。 Forever...... degenerates into the disabled person! 永远的……沦为废人！ „He...... hehe......” Yun Che smiled, smiled incomparable withered: „Do you in...... crack a joke the price that...... this is...... I lives? This is...... so-called...... Nirvana......” “呵……呵呵……”云澈笑了,笑的无比的干枯:“你在……开什么玩笑……这就是……我活过来的代价？这就是……所谓的……涅槃……” Phoenix Spirit: „......” 凤凰魂灵:“……” The so-called Nirvana...... this short several characters, without doubt are to Phoenix dignified offending, but Phoenix Spirit does not get angry, because it is very clear, such reality, regarding Yun Che is how brutal attack. 所谓的涅槃……这短短几个字,无疑是对凤凰威严的冒犯,但凤凰魂灵丝毫不怒,因为它很清楚,这样的现实,对于云澈而言是何其残酷的打击。 „Why did not let my happy death......” the Yun Che hoarse low roar: „Why at least can also accompany her...... I to comply to meet her to go to another world...... not to make me die together...... why......” “为什么不让我痛痛快快的死了……”云澈嘶哑的低吼:“至少还可以陪她……我答应会她一起去另外一个世界……为什么不让我死……为什么……” Few words, after then let him , the air/Qi is difficult , at present the dim-sighted line of sight, making the mirthless smile of his corners of the mouth cold and dreary...... he far more than abandon, including one to get sick radically greatly in the old people of bed was inferior. 寥寥几句话,便让他后气难继,眼前昏花的视线,让他嘴角的惨笑更加的凄冷……他何止是废了,根本连一个大病在床的老人都不如。 That day he rushes to Star God Realm, has never thought can rescue Jasmine......, but at least, can accompany her altogether dead. 那日他强闯星神界,从未想过能救出茉莉……但至少,可以陪她共死。 Although, homicide many Star Guardian, but also killed Star God Elder, but will not hinder „ceremony” completely conducts. Own stupor so many days, by the present, the ceremony decided however has been completed. But as the sacrificial offering of ceremony, Jasmine and Caizhi had also died without a doubt, 虽然,他杀了很多的星卫,还杀了一个星神长老,但完全不会阻碍“仪式”的进行。自己昏迷了那么多天,到了现在,仪式定然已经完成。而作为仪式的祭品,茉莉与彩脂也毫无疑问已经死了, But complies to accompany Jasmine...... actually also to live...... 但答应陪伴茉莉的自己……却还活着…… Is living on dishonorably as a forever disabled person...... 作为一个永远的废人苟活着…… His both hands are being shivered get hold of little, want to hold up, but only holds up the waist, then weak lets fall. 他的双手在颤抖中一点点握紧,想要举起,但堪堪只举起到腰间,便无力的垂落下去。 Present he, even to mediate, is unable to achieve. 现在的他,就算想要自我了断,都无法做到。 „I understand your mood.” Phoenix Spirit said: „Life, is bestowed by heaven each life most precious thing. Even if becomes lowly again, should awe and treasure. Let alone, in your present life, really compared with not dying more important thing?” “我明白你的心情。”凤凰魂灵道:“生命,是上天赐予每一个生灵最宝贵的东西。哪怕变得再卑微,也该对其敬畏和珍惜。何况,在你如今的生命中,真的没有比死亡更重要的东西了吗？” „......” Yun Che for a very long time silent. Pictures, face one after another passes in his inner world, gradually, his gloomy eye pupil starts to shiver, and more and more fierce...... “……”云澈久久无声。一个又一个的画面,一张又一张的面孔在他心海中晃过,逐渐的,他灰暗的眼瞳开始颤抖起来,并越来越剧烈…… Here, was Profound Sky Continent...... he comes back. 这里,是天玄大陆……他回来了。 Person who these he misses day and night, he can see them finally, told them to come back......, but, in the hearts actually exuded heavily terrified...... he was afraid sees them. 那些他日夜思念的人,他终于可以见到他们,告诉他们自己回来了……但随之,心间却又泛起沉重的惶恐……他害怕见到他们。 How such...... should go facing them...... 这样的自己……又该怎么去面对他们…… Long-time silence. 长久的沉默。 „Thank you, gave my second life.” Yun Che makes noise slowly, voice/sound as if restored some gentle, but both hands still grip in the same place. “谢谢你,给了我第二条命。”云澈缓缓出声,声音似乎恢复了些许平和,但双手依然攥在一起。 „Present you, are not certainly able to accept such reality.” Phoenix Spirit said: „Doesn't matter, does not need to force oneself immediately to accept, the time, will make you gradually find second the meaning of life. Perhaps, some day you will discover, belonging to ordinary is not a misdemeanor.” “现在的你,一定无法接受这样的现实。”凤凰魂灵道:“没有关系,亦不必强迫自己马上接受,时间,会让你逐渐找到第二次生命的意义。或许,有一天你会发现,归于平凡并非是一件坏事。” Facing present Yun Che, it can only comfort with this language. 面对如今的云澈,它唯能以此语安慰。 Forever is a disabled person, this result routs any profound practitioner will sufficiently. The Yun Che present life is it gives, it does not hope Yun Che in endless gloomy quiet leaves uncultivated it. 永为废人,这个结果足以击溃任何玄者的意志。云澈如今的生命是它给的,它不希望云澈在没有尽头的灰暗沉寂中将它荒废。 „......” Yun Che has not responded. “……”云澈没有回应。 „you can go.” The Phoenix scarlet pupil narrowed the eyes slightly at this time: „The second life, is not only a gracious gift, can be a test. If can you get through this difficult time depending on own will. You obtain not only will be the rebirth of life, perhaps in also mind...... genuine Nirvana.” “你去吧。”凤凰赤瞳在这时微微眯起:“第二次生命,不仅是一场恩赐,亦会是一场考验。若能你凭自己的意志渡过此难关。你得到的将不仅是生命的重生,或许还有心灵上的……真正涅槃。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” Phoenix eye pupil at this time closed, the world belongs to the darkness, then shining has the innumerable bright lights. 凤凰眼瞳在这时闭合,世界归于黑暗,然后又耀起无数的明光。 The surrounding world silent switch over, Yun Che had returned to the entrance of place of Phoenix trial. 周围的世界无声切换,云澈已回到了凤凰试炼之地的入口。 formation again to seal/confer He, but the front, Feng Xian'er, Feng Zu'er and Feng Baichuan...... the also many Phoenix clansmen there, on each face brings deep worry and anxiety. 结界重新封合,而前方,凤仙儿、凤祖儿、凤百川……还有众多凤凰族人都等在那里,每一个人脸上都带着深深的担忧和焦急。 Sees Yun Che come out, their facial expressions transfer the concern completely, Feng Zu'er and Feng Xian'er first forward, supports him one on the left and other on the right. 看到云澈出来,他们的神情又全部转为关切,凤祖儿和凤仙儿第一时间向前,一左一右将他扶住。 In the Yun Che dim heart raises the one warm current, their worries are concerned from the bottom of one's heart, has not had the slight falseness and contempt because of oneself for the disabled person. He shows a smile reluctantly, said: „Senior Feng, is I makes Xian'er lead me to come, do not blame her.” 云澈昏暗的心中升起一抹暖流,他们的担心关切都是发自肺腑,没有因自己已为废人而有丝毫的虚假和轻视。他勉强露出一丝微笑,道:“凤前辈,是我让仙儿带我来的,不要怪她。” The Feng Baichuan smile shakes the head: „First recuperates body, other matters, are unimportant.” 凤百川微笑摇头:“先把身体养好,其他的事,都不重要。” „Benefactor Elder Brother, we first hold you to go back.” Feng Zu'er said: „Mother just cooked the bamboo soup, you will certainly like drinking.” “恩人哥哥,我们先扶你回去。”凤祖儿道:“母亲刚刚熬了竹汤,你一定会喜欢喝的。” two people brings Yun Che, incomparably careful is walking, Yun Che looks at the front, the vision is startled as before however soulless. 两人带起云澈,无比小心的走着,云澈看着前方,目光依旧怔然无神。 Here is Phoenix Ruins, center situated in Ten Thousand Beast Mountain Range, all in line of sight, with memory in basic exactly the same, only has the sky to hoodwink red...... that to be indistinctly Phoenix Spirit to protect Phoenix Lost Clan, but formation under supposing. 这里是凤凰遗地,位于万兽山脉的中心,视线中的一切,都和记忆中的基本一模一样,唯有天空隐约蒙着一层赤色……那应该是凤凰魂灵为了保护凤凰遗族而设下的结界。 Five years ago when he and Feng Xue'er arrive then has existed...... also or, has then existed early before that. 五年前他和凤雪児到来时便已存在……也或者,早在那之前便已存在。 „Senior Feng,” Yun Che makes noise suddenly: „You have long known that I have abandoned, right?” “凤前辈,”云澈忽然出声:“你们早就知道我已经废了,对吗？” Is supporting by the arm his palm tightly simultaneously slightly one. 搀扶着他的手掌同时微微一紧。 The Feng Baichuan footsteps stagnate, then visits him, gentle saying: „Ten days ago, then when Sir Phoenix God you sent mentioned this matter.” 凤百川脚步微滞,然后看着他,平和的说道:“十天前,凤神大人将你送来时便提及了此事。” Yun Che: „......” 云澈:“……” „Although my Profound Dao cultivation base is mean,” Feng Baichuan continued: „But also understands that this to you surely is not the unacceptable matter. However, to our clan, regardless of you turn into what appearance, you are our entire clan biggest benefactors...... this point, never will change.” “虽然我玄道修为低微,”凤百川继续道:“但亦明白这对你而言定是无法接受的事。不过,对我们一族而言,无论你变成什么样子,你都是我们全族最大的恩人……这一点,永远都不会变。” „Benefactor Elder Brother, should not be discouraged.” Feng Zu'er said with a smile: „All these are only temporary, perhaps, waiting for you recuperates body, will slowly restore. Even...... is really even irretrievable,...... to cultivate at the worst!” “恩人哥哥,不要灰心。”凤祖儿强笑道:“这一切都只是暂时的,说不定,等你把身体养好,就会慢慢恢复了。就算……就算真的不能恢复,大不了……就重新修炼！” „Un!” nod that Feng Xian'er makes an effort very much: „Benefactor Elder Brother is so fierce, is only twenty years old on Unparalleled Under Heaven. So long as benefactor Elder Brother wants, certainly can the quickly changes as before fierce...... not, is fiercer.” “嗯！”凤仙儿很用力的点头:“恩人哥哥那么厉害,才二十几岁就天下无敌。只要恩人哥哥愿意,一定可以很快变得和以前一样厉害……不,是更加厉害。” Feng Baichuan the face, in the heart have not sighed secretly. 凤百川别过脸去,心中一声暗叹。 Yun Che grieved smile: „Thank you.” 云澈惨然微笑:“谢谢你们。” In the past, when this to having eight -year-old brother and sister, in looking to him, what in pupil glittered was the stars different light, that was a look of incomparable respect worship. 当年,这对只有八岁的兄妹,在看向他时,瞳眸中闪烁的是星辰般的异光,那是一种无比敬仰崇拜的眼神。 Even if now, they are pair of ten time passages, when visiting him, in eye pupil as before star light of twinkle worship. 哪怕是现在,他们都已是双十年华,在看着他时,眼瞳中依旧会闪烁崇拜的星芒。 However, they actually do not know, they have respected and yearned , the person of chase starting from eight years old, has degenerated into a thorough disabled person...... forever disabled person...... also to unable to withstand compared with it Profound Vein disabled at age 16. 但是,他们却不知,他们从八岁开始一直敬仰、向往、追逐的人,已经沦为一个彻彻底底的废人……永远的废人……比之16岁前玄脉残废的自己还要不堪。 At least at that time, he also had Elementary Profound Realm First Level profound strength, can glitter weak profound light. 至少那个时候,他还拥有初玄境一级的玄力,能闪烁一点微弱的玄光。 In the murky line of sight, presented a low old tree, a withered crack, crooked wants to fall, such as the old age old man, several pieces of withered and yellow remnant leaves are sending out final moan in the light breeze. 昏沉的视线之中,出现了一棵低矮的老树,枝干枯裂,佝偻欲坠,如垂暮老者,几片枯黄的残叶在轻风中发出着最后的呻吟。 „I want to go to that side to sit a while.” Yun Che finger that old tree, lightly said. “我想去那边坐一会儿。”云澈手指那棵老树,轻语道。 Feng Xian'er and Feng Zu'er are flowery lips slightly opened, seeking help looks to Feng Baichuan, the latter look is complex, nodded slightly. 凤仙儿与凤祖儿都是唇瓣微张,求助的看向凤百川,后者眼神复杂,微微点头。 Two brother and sister support by the arm under Yun Che the old tree. Yun Che is relying on the withered old tree, welcomed the slightly cool mountain breeze to look to the distant place. He wants to calm the mind, wish was accepted the present reality by oneself. But, his will, his soul sank to bottomless abyss probably, could not find exit|to speak that flees. 两兄妹把云澈搀扶到老树之下。云澈倚着干枯的老树,迎着微凉的山风看向远方。他想要静心,想要让自己接受如今的现实。但,他的意志,他的心魂像是沉入了一个无底的深渊,找不到逃离的出口。 „I want to be by myself for a while.” Looks at the front, his voice/sound also wants light vast compared with the mountain breeze. “我想自己一个人静一会儿。”看着前方,他的声音比山风还要轻渺。 Feng Baichuan has not declined, nodded slightly. He compared with Feng Xian'er and Feng Zu'er these two mind also excessively pure people understands what Yun Che withstands is what kind of gloominess. 凤百川没有回绝,微微点头。他远比凤仙儿、凤祖儿这两个心灵还过分单纯的人明白云澈承受的是怎样的灰暗。 „But...... but can only a while, long you catch cold. I and Elder Brother pass the little while to meet you.” “但是……但是只可以一会儿,久了你会着凉的。我和哥哥过会儿就来接你。” Feng Xian'er does not feel relieved „urging”, this in then leaves repeatedly. 凤仙儿不放心的“叮嘱”一番,这才在频频回头中离开。 Hū...... 呼…… The mountain breeze slightly became strong some, before having the Yun Che volume, disorderly hair, but his both eyes delay was still atheistic, cold and dreary in heart had not carried off the half a point by the mountain breeze. 山风稍稍变得强劲了些许,带起云澈额前凌乱的头发,但他的双目依旧呆滞无神,心中的凄冷更没有被山风带走半分。 His vision, has belonged to ordinary, the crushed stone of distant place, he is unable to see clearly slightly. 他的视觉,已归于平凡,稍远处的碎石,他都无法看清。 A bird near the ear chirp, he had not actually detected when it falls. 一只鸟儿在耳边叽喳,他却没有察觉到它是何时落下。 A piece of withered leaf falls on his shoulder, he actually cannot seek the path that it falls gently. 一片枯叶落在他的肩膀,他却寻不到它飘落的轨迹。 Future life, so. 未来的生命,都将如此。