„Involuntary?”
“身不由己?”„Youguesslike thisdid not have the meaning.”Zelinhelplessspreading outboth hands: „Heknowstwokings, their two had importanthelpathislifeenterprise- gavehimto startandhope,gavehisliberalenvironment and support. The formerandhisrelationsare close, intimate, the latterandheis a friend, has had the cooperationata lot. Hepledgedto the former,certainlywill exhausthelpshercomplete the ownenterprisefull power, assistshistimelikeher. To the latter, he pledged to helphimcomplete a desire. But the desire of thisking, protectshischild.”
“你这样猜就没意思了。”泽林无奈的摊开双手:“他认识两个王,他们两个都在他的人生事业上产生了很重要的帮助-一个给予了他启程和希望,一个给予他优渥的环境和支持。前者和他的关系非常亲密,亲密无间,后者和他算是朋友,在很多事情上都有过合作。他对前者发誓,一定会用尽全力帮助她完成自己的事业,就像她协助他的时候一样。对后者,他则承诺,会帮他完成一个愿望。而这个王的愿望,就是保护他的孩子。”„But, one day, amongthesetwokingsappearedcontradictory...... because ofthese not tuneablestandpointissue, whenhehas not detected, sheassassinatedhis son.”At this point, Zelinmade an effortto wipeunder the face, winkedwinking, gave itselfbut actuallyonecup: „Soundsverysilly, right?”
“可是,有一天,这两个国王之间出现了矛盾……因为那些不可协调的立场问题,在他没有察觉到的时候,她暗殺了他的儿子。”说到这里,泽林用力抹了下脸,眨了眨,给自己倒了一杯:“听起来很傻,对吗?”„Yes, reallyquitesilly.”Li Minlickedunder the somewhatdrycorners of the mouth: „Iwantto drink a water...... to continue, Iam listening. After that how does hedo?”
“是啊,真的好傻。”李敏舔了下有些干涸的嘴角:“我想喝点水了……继续说啊,我听着呢。在那之后,他是怎么做的?”„Do youthink?”Zelinhad not replied,insteadaskedone: „Youthink how hewill do? Becauseoneself, no matter howsaiddoes, will run counter to the owncommitmentandpledged, no mattermakesanything, means,hecannotprouddeclaration, henot run counter to the commitment. Therefore, do youthink? Hewill drown sorrowtaking advantage of the liquor, all day longchaoticstiff, loseslow and deep?”
“你认为呢?”泽林没有回答,反而反问了一句:“你认为他会怎么做?因为自己不管怎么说做,都会违背自己的承诺和誓言,不管做些什么,都意味着,他已经不能再自豪的宣称,他绝不会违背承诺。所以,你认为呢?他会借酒消愁,终日浑浑僵僵,失落低沉?”Li Minis a veryintelligentgirl, sheshows the cunningsmile, but a belchsound that does not have the demeanorbroke the happy expression, the magicmasterwas covering mouth, opens the eye, appearance that almostspat, askingin a muffled voice: „But how will hedo?”
李敏是个非常聪明的女孩,她露出狡黠的笑容,但一个没风度的嗝声打破了笑意,魔法师捂着嘴,睁大眼睛,一副差点吐出来的模样,闷声闷气的问:“可他到底会怎么做呢?”„Hetoldher, hedid not wantto seeanyassassinationagain. Twochildren, a boyand a girl, the boywere assassinated, buthedecidedexhausts the lifeto protectthisgirl'ssafety, so long asheis also living, shewill not receiveanyinjuryabsolutely.”
“他去告诉她,他不希望再看到任何暗殺。有两个孩子,一个男孩和一个女孩,男孩被暗殺了,而他则决定用尽一生来保护这个女孩的安全,只要他还活着,她就绝对不会受到任何伤害。”Li Minis waiting, butZelinactuallyshuts up.
李敏等待着,但泽林却闭上了嘴。
The magicmasterfrowns: „Did thisfinish?”魔法师皱起眉头:“这就结束了?”„Do youthink?”
“你认为呢?”„Has no...... the revenge? Contradictionandconflict? Rebukes oneselfandreconsiders?”
“难道就没有什么……复仇?矛盾和冲突?或者自责与反思?”„Has, but why can thesethingsmanifest?”
“有,但这些事情为什么要体现出来呢?”„But........”Li Minis covering the corners of the mouth: „But, he is also at least sad.”
“可........”李敏捂着嘴角:“可是,他至少也要难过吧。”„Works as a wrongproduction, youknow that whatismostdoes not have the significance, sensitive?”Zelindeeplyinspires, somewhatsadlooksis projecting the candlelightonwall: „Withoutsignificance, from resentment, self-penalty. Toldme, the ownhateandregretted,candeadto live? Punishestoown, canlet the crash recovery that creates? No, suchbehaviortodid not have the significanceby the impairer, has no protectiontothem, thisonly then a significance, thatconsoles oneself, quitemakes the owninnermost feelingsfeel better. ButIbelieve,thisis very selfishbehavior, when the victimstillimmersedin the sadness, with the responsibleperson, actuallyconsiders is only comforting the owninnermost feelings, immersesoneselfin the sorrow, evadesreality.”
“当一个错误产生的时候,你知道什么是最没有意义的吗,敏?”泽林深吸了口气,有些忧愁的望着投射在墙壁上的烛光:“最没有意义的,就是自艾自怨,自我惩罚。告诉我,自己的怨恨和后悔,能让死去的人活过来吗?对自己的惩罚,能让造成的损害恢复吗?不,这样的行为对被伤害者毫无意义,对他们也没有任何保护,这只有一个意义,那就是自我安慰,好让自己的内心好受点。可我认为,这是非常自私的行为,当受害者仍然沉浸在悲伤中时,与之有责任的人,却只顾着安慰自己的内心,把自己沉浸在悲痛中,来逃避现实。”„Ido not have...... wú!”Li Min'sexciteddesiresaidanything, both handssupport the desktopto stand upall of a sudden. Then, shebends the waistfiercely, lieson the bench, the bigmouthvomited.
“我才没有……唔!”李敏激动的想要说什么,双手撑着桌面一下子站起身。接着,她猛地弯下腰去,趴在长椅上,大口呕吐了起来。As the firstdrinkingyoung people, drankso manyto spit, madeZelinbesurprised.
作为一个第一次喝酒的年轻人,喝了那么多才吐出来,着实令泽林感到意外。In the airfills a liquorsmellyflavor.
空气中弥漫开一股酒臭味道。
The innbosshas been missing.
旅店老板早就不见了踪影。Crossedsome little time, the Li Minfloodredsmallfacebravesfrom the desktop, hercorners of the mouthstillremain the palewhitevomit, the chest, asseriousbreathfluctuating. Herlittlesitsreturns to the ownposition, is hand-held the head, probablyprevents the seriousmindto fall downto be the same from the shoulder: „......”
过了好一会,李敏泛红的小脸才从桌面另一边冒出来,她的嘴角仍然残留着淡白色的呕吐物,胸口随着沉重的呼吸起伏。她一点点的重新坐回到自己的位置上,一只手扶着脑袋,像是防止沉重的头脑从肩膀上掉下去一样:“呃……”„Howfeels?”
“感觉怎么样?”„Bad, after ruined...... spat, was much better.”
“糟,糟透了……不过吐完之后,好多了。”„Self-sadnesslikevomit, sensitive.”Zelinsaidat the right moment: „Thiscanmake the stomach that youtumbleget back, butyoucannotvomit. Butis wrong, only then a personwill not make mistakes, thatis the person who in the bookfictionalizes, only thentheydo not have the shortcoming, becausetheyarefictionalize.”
“自我的悲伤就像呕吐一样,敏。”泽林适时说道:“这能让你翻滚的胃部恢复过来,但你不能一直都在呕吐。而错误,只有一种人不会犯错,那就是书中虚构的人,只有他们才没有缺点,因为他们是虚构的。”„Hū......”Li Min'slongexhalationtone, without the reply, shelowered the head, probablystillimmersedinsomeuncomfortabledizzinessfeeling.
“呼……”李敏长长的呼出口气,没有回答,她只是低着头,像是仍然沉浸在某种难受的眩晕感中。Zelindid not haveto sayanythingagain, butwaited forherto restore.泽林也没有再多说什么,只是等着她恢复。Approximatelycrossed for fiveminutes, sheputs outfoul airfrom the throat.
大约过了五分钟,她才从喉咙中吐出一口浊气。„Youwantto makemespit, right? Thisis not the means of drinking.”
“你只是想让我吐出来,对吗?这根本就不是什么喝酒的办法。”„Right.”Zelinsimpleacknowledgment.
“没错。”泽林干脆的承认。Lowering the head of Li Minloses: „Youmayreally besly, old man. Youdeceiveme.”
李敏失落的低下头:“你可真是狡猾,老头。你又骗我。”Zelinwas very happy,Li Min can still control the ownanger.泽林很高兴,李敏仍然能控制住自己的怒火。Angryout-of-controlis a personpersonalitychanges the badsymbol, butthisinvolves the soul. In the past two years, helearnedthislesson, oncehediscoveredoneselfmust unable to control the angertime, thenheshouldstop, carefully examined the ownactions.
愤怒失控是一个人性格变糟糕的标志,而这涉及到灵魂。在过去两年的时间里,他总结出这个教训,一旦他发现自己要控制不住怒火的时候,那么他就应该停下来,审视一下自己的所作所为。Only thencarefully examines itselfunceasingly, canavoidin the chaoticway of the world, forgotownoriginalgoal.
只有不断的审视自己,才能避免在混乱的世道中,忘记自己原本的目的。„But how I...... should Ido?”
“可我……我该怎么做?”„Very simple.”
“很简单。”„Un?”
“嗯?”„Calms down, thento continueto go forward.”
“冷静下来,然后继续前进。”
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