To be honest, Ihave the selfishness.
老实说,我是有私心的。Mydestiny, itis organizingmelike the tornado, Ifollowblindlyit, walksstep by stepforward, every stepwill meet the difficulty and trap, eitherisI, eitheris the person who Isee, actuallyIsentwhatinsanityat that time, is anything is seducingme, makingmego to a turbid water, makesthesedangerous the things.
我的命运,它像旋风一样摆布着我,我亦步亦趋的跟着它,一步步向前走,每一步都会遇到困难和陷阱,要么是我,要么是我看到的人,我当时究竟发了什么疯,到底是什么东西在诱惑我,让我去蹚一片又一片浑水,做那些危险的事情。Perhapsis onlybecauseIbelieve,Ihelp others wholeheartedly, others alsowhenIwill encounter the difficultywill helpme.
也许只是因为我相信,我全心全意去帮助其他人,其他人也会在我遇到困难的时候来帮助我。Yousaid,Ido thisright?
你说,我这样做对吗?
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……Oh.
唉。Right that yousaid.
你说的对。
Do Ihave the regretto return to the Asiancedaragain?
我有没有后悔再次回到亚楠?I don't know either. Isawis on the verge of deathpeople who inEuropeanchapel, thereforeIthink,Ishouldgo to rescuethem. Howas forshouldrescue, Iwill die there, truly speaking, beforeIhave not thought oftheseissues. Imustgo into action, the timedoes not wait for the person, Icannotmakeplanfor a lifetime.
我也不知道。我看到了在欧顿小教堂里濒死的人们,于是我想,我应该去把他们救出来。至于该怎么救,我是不是会死在那里,说实在的,在去之前我没想到过这些问题。我必须行动起来,时间不等人,我不能做一辈子的计划。Somethings, oncemisses, missedforever.
有些事情,一旦错过,就永远错过了。ButIdo not wantto losethem.
而我不想失去他们。Youasked why the presentresult and initialestimatedisparitywere so big?
你问为什么如今的结果和当初的预想差距那么大?Iafterobtainingcastle, went toKaerMorhen. ThatplaceisallWitcherknows that theredefinitelyhasto create the newWitcherformula and instrument, after the resultIarrived there, Idiscovered that castlehowdecadent, severalWitcherlivein the ice-coldruinsemptily, onlywarmpossibilityonly thenamongthemkinship. ThereforeIthink,Ihave a completecastle, buttheseKaerMorhenWitcherare the good people, why can't Ihelpthem? Wecanfound the schooltogether. The resultsucceeded, theyare willingwithmetogether. The peopleare more, matteris easier to do, survivor who thereforemyone by onelooks forotherWitcherschools of thought that is the snake, is the bear, cat of meeting by chance.
我在得到城堡后,去了一趟凯尔莫汗。那个地方是所有狩魔猎人都知道的,那里肯定有创造新的狩魔猎人的配方和仪器,结果等我到了那里后,我发现那座城堡是多么的颓败,几个狩魔猎人住在空荡又冰冷的废墟里,唯一的温暖可能只有他们之间的亲情吧。所以我想,我有一个完整的城堡,而这些凯尔莫汗的狩魔猎人们都是好人,我为什么不能帮帮他们?我们可以一起创建学院。结果成功了,他们愿意和我一起。人越多,事情越好办,于是我一个个去找其他狩魔猎人学派的幸存者,是蛇,是熊,还有偶遇的猫。SometimesIsuspected,Ilivein the dream, Iam solvingone by oneto walk , the trouble that oris injust in time, actuallyturned intothisfinally. Thenlook, Ireallywantto ask that past, actuallyhaving a look atyouto makewhat, actually do youhaveto realizewhat are oneselfmaking? ButIthink that Ipossiblyam an incurablefellow, sooner or laterone daydiesonthis.
我有时候怀疑,我是不是活在梦里,我只是在解决一个个找上门来,或者正巧碰到的麻烦,结果却变成了这样。回头看一看,我真想问一问过去的自己,看看你究竟在做什么,你究竟有没有意识到自己正在做什么?但我想我可能就是个无可救药的家伙,迟早有一天死在这上面。Why do when Iseemthatconfidentin the Asiancedar?
为什么我在亚楠时显得那么胸有成竹?Everyoneis afraidtime, musthave the person who is not afraid, right? Iremember a Baron, hehas said that when the bloodthirstyrebel armyraids, the farmerlooks for the village head, the village headseeking helpknight, to the castlewhat to do the knightinquires the Baron, thenthatplacetitlehighestis the Baron, hedid not have others to look, hewas afraidvery much, becausehe might defeat, how a smallcastlepossiblyblockedso manyrioters. Hewill die, hiswife and childrenwill also die, his wifeleads the sonto urgehim, toldhim, hecanrun awaylikeotherNoble, buthesaidto the ownson, ifheand others samewere struck downfrightened, can the person who otherare unable to run awaywhomalsodepend upon?
所有人都害怕的时候,总要有一个不害怕的人,对吧?我记得一个男爵,他说过,当嗜血的叛军袭来时,农夫寻找村长,村长求助骑士,骑士到城堡去询问男爵怎么办,然后那片地方爵位最高的就是男爵,他没有其他人可以去找了,他很害怕,因为他很可能会战败,一个小城堡怎么可能挡住那么多暴民。他会死,他的妻儿也会死,他的妻子带着儿子劝他,告诉他,他可以像其他贵族一样逃走,但他对自己的儿子说,如果他和其他人一样都被恐惧击倒了,其他无法逃走的人还能依靠谁呢?Heis a good person, youare listening, Maria?
他是个好人,你在听吗,玛利亚?Nowwhere is heat?
他现在在哪?Un......
嗯……Died.
死了。Ihad once had a dream, Maria, Iin the nighttime that the stormwreaks havoc, drives a woodenboat, the ocean wavesmustembezzleme, the strong windsmustblow overto turnme, eachtime, theyseemed likealmostmustsucceed. The water surfaceis the black, the skyis the black, canilluminate, only then the inspection lamp of bow, Isee the one by onefamiliarfaceon the ship, actuallycannot see the escape route, cannot see the opposite shore, does not know where thiswoodenboatcanmove. Iknow that thismatterstartsin what way, actuallyneverknows that will finishin what way.
我曾做过一个梦,玛利亚,我在暴风雨肆虐的黑夜里,驾驶着一艘木舟,海浪要吞没我,狂风要吹翻我,每一次,它们都看起来差一点就要成功了。水面是黑色的,天空是黑色的,能照亮的只有船头的一盏提灯,我在船上看到一个个熟悉的面孔,却看不到后路,看不到对岸,更不知道这艘木舟会驶向何方。我知道这件事以什么方式开始,却永远不知道会以什么方式结束。Yousaid before me, hadto saythese? No, no. Witcher that whatmatterseems like to make, lived more than 100years of Witcher, unexpectedlywill have the confusedtime, will be afraid, thisis very laughable, right?
你说我以前有没有说过这些?不,没有。一个看起来什么事情都能做的狩魔猎人,一个活了一百多年的狩魔猎人,居然还会有迷茫的时候,会感到恐惧,这很可笑,对吧?Yes, Iindeedam afraid, Iworry aboutmylover, my brotherfriendbecauseIwill bring was involvedtroublesome, causesanythingto injure, Ido not hope that anybodywas injured, Iknow that thiswill sound likein an innocentyounghuman brainalso the residualstupiddesire. Dislikesmypersonto laugh, is intimate withmypersonto think that thisis an interestingjoke, youdo not needto endure, to ridicule that smiles.
是的,我的确感到恐惧,我担忧我的爱人,我的兄弟朋友会因为我引来的麻烦受到牵连,造成什么伤害,我不希望任何人受到伤害,我知道这听起来像是个不懂事的年轻人脑中还残留的愚蠢愿望。讨厌我的人会哈哈大笑,亲近我的人会认为这是个有趣的玩笑,你不需要忍着,要想嘲笑就笑吧。
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……Thanks.
谢谢。Ok, Maria, losesyourso manytime, thank youcanlisten tometo talk incessantly a meeting.
好了,玛利亚,耽误你那么多时间,谢谢你能听我唠叨一会。
Thanks Maria, Iam very good. This is really the strong liquor, not? Ishould notdrinktonight. Thiscertainlyisdamnmagic, Iwas controlledbyit, certainlyisthis.
谢了,玛利亚,我很好。啊,这真是烈酒,不是吗?我今天晚上不该喝酒的。这一定是该死的魔法,我被它控制了,一定是这样。Forgotthese, Maria, forgotthem.
忘了这些吧,玛利亚,忘了它们。Iwantto rest a meeting.
我只是想休息一会。That is all.
仅此而已。
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