Wooden Hao opens mouth, he does not know completely these matters are Mu Yu did. 木浩张了张嘴,他完全不知道这些事原来都是木羽做的。 He understands suddenly oneself are very weak, even somewhat feels helpless, in his mouth „standing by” Mu Yu made so many for their Mujia unexpectedly in secret. 他忽然明白自己很幼稚,甚至有些不知所措,他口中“袖手旁观”的木羽竟然暗中为他们木家做了这么多。 „To, sorry, I do not know that......” wooden Hao understands own speaking incorrectly words, by the Mu Yu anger daunting. “对、对不起,我不知道……”木浩明白自己说错话了,也被木羽的火气给吓住了。 Each native of Mujia does not dare to speak again, in the wooden glory Xuan's impression stroke wood is a very amiable person, is a little childish, but no one has thought that Mu Yu will send such big fire suddenly. 每个木家人都不敢再吭声,在木荣轩的印象中风木一直是一个很随和的人,有点孩子气,可是谁也没想到木羽会忽然发这么大的火。 „Sir Mu Yu, is the mistake of old servant! The old servants have not taught him, the old servant is willing to be punished.” The wooden day crane wants to kneel, but Mu Yu prevented him as before. “木羽大人,是老奴的错！老奴没有管教好他,老奴愿意受惩罚。”木天鹤想要跪下去,但是木羽依旧阻止了他。 That of wooden day crane „old servant” makes Mujia people understand, present Mu Yu is not they can seek friendships. 木天鹤的那一句“老奴”让所有木家人都明白,眼前的木羽不是他们可以高攀得上的。 Wooden glory Xuan and the others the faces also feel hot, they discovered that oneself are very laughable. Mujia harmed a person, actually wants this person to save Mujia, is really funny. 木荣轩等人的脸也发烫,他们发现自己都很可笑。木家伤害了一个人,却要这个人来拯救木家,着实滑稽。 They are also know that today Mu Yu is an orphan, rushed out the positive result by status of orphan, but all these and their Mujia does not have the least bit to relate. 他们也是今日才知道木羽一直都是一个孤儿,以一个孤儿的身份自己闯出了名堂,而这一切和他们木家没有半点关系。 Mu Yu deeply inspires, after some words in heart spat, he was carefree. 木羽深吸了一口气,心中的一些话被吐出来后,他心里畅快了许多。 „I am static, you close wisely to me Sikong.” Mu Yu walks toward other institute slowly, there is he comes to a wooden mansion day of living place. “我想静静,你们把司空高明给我关起来。”木羽缓缓地朝别院走去,那里是他来木府第一天住的地方。 „Sir Mu Yu, the old servant for the room that you prepare here.” The wooden day crane said scruple. “木羽大人,老奴为您准备的房间在这边。”木天鹤迟疑道。 „Does not need.” “不需要。” …… …… At night, star light, the cool breeze blows gently. 夜晚,星光点点,凉风习习。 Mu Yu sits on the chair in courtyard, is drinking alone. 木羽坐在院子里的椅子上,独自喝着酒。 little commander and dragon Teng stomp on the tree of courtyard, they idle are being all right to do, likes fighting mutually. 小帅和龙藤在院子的树上蹦来蹦去,它们闲着没事干,就喜欢互相掐架。 Mu Yu sees they two forms, thinks that the appropriate idling about dragon and only like the narcissistic craziness that looks to eat are also very good matter. 木羽看着它们两个的身影,觉得当一条游手好闲的龙和一个只喜欢找吃的自恋狂也是很好的事。 At least without so many worry for no reason. 至少没有那么多无端的烦恼。 He discovered that oneself also liked the liquor flavor unexpectedly, the pungent liquid poured into the throat, a whole body hemp, as if what important matter was not worth mentioning. 他发现自己竟然也喜欢上了酒的味道,辛辣的液体灌入喉咙,全身一麻,仿佛什么大事都不值一提。 His heart was gradually tranquil, the daytime matter seems not that bad. 他的心逐渐平静了下来,白天的事情似乎也不是那么糟糕。 Wooden Hao stood in out of the door quite a while, he wanted to knock on a door several times, but the hand always from the sky stops. 木浩站在门外半天了,他几次都想要敲门进来,可是手总是在空中停住了。 Wooden vast is afraid very much, he has wanted to be an Sir, shares the pressure for the family member, the matter that the words that but spoke do is so always weak, even also thinks like that naturally the matter. 木浩很害怕,他一直想要当一个大人,替家里人分担压力,可是说的话做的事总是那么幼稚,甚至还把事情想得那般理所当然。 He understands that oneself wants to become the backbone of Mujia, the road that must take is very long. 他明白自己想要成为木家的顶梁柱,要走的路还很长。 Mu Yu had detected that wooden Hao, he understands that this youth wants to ask itself to apologize, but cannot have the courage. 木羽早就察觉到了门外的木浩,他明白这个愣头青想要找自己道歉,但是一直没能鼓起勇气来。 After all wooden vast continuously in front of Mu Yu indulges in unbridled propaganda in his mind great „Elder Brother Mu Yu”, but keeps disparaging at present „wind wood”, when he knows „wind wood” is „Mu Yu”, he is hard to accept this fact. 毕竟木浩一直都在木羽面前大肆宣扬他心目中伟大的“木羽哥哥”,而不停地贬低眼前的“风木”,可是当他知道了“风木”就是“木羽”的时候,他难以接受这个事实。 Mu Yu shakes the head slightly: Eventually is only a 13-year-old child, where knows so many truth? 木羽微微摇头:终究只是一个13岁的小孩子,哪里知道那么多道理呢？ The child who grows up in the greenhouse does not understand that the life actually does not have him to imagine like that simply. 在温室里长大的孩子不会明白生活其实没有他想象得那般简单。 Mu Yu has not been mad wooden vast, he has not been mad anybody, during the daytime he gets angry is only because that „standing by” bumped into his scabs, he wants to vent the mood in heart. 木羽没有生木浩的气,他也没生任何人的气,白天他发火只是因为那句“袖手旁观”碰到了他的伤疤,他想把心中的情绪发泄出来。 After venting, will be more relaxed. 发泄出来后,就会轻松许多。 The wooden day crane from the darkness, the hand built on the wooden vast shoulder. 木天鹤从黑暗中走了过来,手搭在木浩的肩膀上。 Wooden Hao raised the head to see wooden day crane that thin and pale appearance, felt sad: „Grandfather, sorry, is my mistake.” 木浩抬头看见了木天鹤那憔悴的模样,一阵心酸:“爷爷,对不起,都是我的错。” The wooden day crane sighed: „You first go back! I know that you want to apologize to him, but this matter because of me, does not blame you.” 木天鹤叹息道:“你先回去吧！我知道你想向他道歉,但是这件事因我而起的,不怪你。” „Grandfather......” wooden Hao starts to speak but hesitates. “爷爷……”木浩欲言又止。 „Goes back!” The wooden day crane whole face vicissitudes said. “回去吧！”木天鹤满脸沧桑地说道。 Wooden Hao got hold of the fist, looked at a closed front door, slowly turned around, left here. 木浩握紧了拳头,看了一眼紧闭的大门,慢慢地转身,离开了这里。 The wooden day crane deeply inspires, sounded the gate of courtyard: „Sir Mu Yu, can the old servant come in?” 木天鹤深吸了一口气,敲响了院子的门:“木羽大人,老奴能进来吗？” Mu Yu wields, the gate of courtyard opens automatically. 木羽手一挥,院子的门自动打开。 The wooden day crane limp walks, stands in front of Mu Yu, a complexion awkwardness, appears somewhat likes a cat on hot bricks. 木天鹤蹒跚地走过来,站在木羽面前,脸色一阵尴尬,显得有些局促不安。 „Sir Mu Yu, this is the account book of that 5 million spirit stones, please glance.” The wooden day crane is bending the waist the account book gives Mu Yu. “木羽大人,这是您那五百万灵石的账本,请您过目。”木天鹤弯着腰把账本递给木羽。 Where Mu Yu gives his 5 million spirit stones flowers, each tent/account he remembers clearly. 木羽给他的五百万灵石花在什么地方,每一笔帐他都记得清清楚楚。 The wooden day crane looks at Mu Yu that drinks alone, on the face was full of the guilty facial expression. Does not dare to speak before own grandson loudly, can only shout the Sir, but also says the old servant, this is a very sorrowful matter. 木天鹤看着独自喝酒的木羽,脸上充满了愧疚的神情。在自己孙子面前不敢大声说话,只能喊大人,还自称老奴,这是一件很悲哀的事情。 Mu Yu also looks at the wooden day crane, when this old person's being proud because of young breaks up the Mu Yu parents, causing Mu Yu to become an orphan. 木羽也看着木天鹤,这个老人因为年轻时的自负而拆散木羽的父母,导致了木羽成为一个孤儿。 Mu Yu should hate him, but the wooden day crane was giving up that moment of face countenance, Mu Yu actually forgave him, all that this old person makes are protecting his family member. 木羽本该恨他,可是木天鹤在放弃了颜面的那一刻,木羽其实就原谅了他,这个老人所做的一切都是在保护他的家人。 Compared with fillet star of perishing, this old person makes him respect. 与沉沦的木折星相比,这个老人更让他尊敬。 Wooden day crane life only did a wrong thing, after the fillet star perishes he wants to recall, but the bamboo autumn Qi's death lets the matter already the range that surpassed him to control. 木天鹤这一生只做了一件错事,在木折星沉沦后他就想要挽回,可是竹秋绮的死让事情已经超出了他掌控的范围。 „ “ Called me Mu Yu to be good! ” Mu Yu silent long time, received the account book, places on the table, said, „sits!” 叫我木羽好了！”木羽沉默了半晌,接过账本,放在桌子上,道,“坐吧！” „Sir, the old servant is standing well.” The wooden day crane likes a cat on hot bricks to say. “大人,老奴站着就好。”木天鹤局促不安道。 „Sits!” Mu Yu drank one glass of liquor, redundant say/way. “坐吧！”木羽又喝了一杯酒,重复道。 Wooden day crane hesitant long time, this sat. He takes a look at this to be harmed secretly since childhood by him the grandson of orphan, is that strangely, even does not have actually to pull back Mujia from the destruction edge the by special way. 木天鹤犹豫了半晌,这才坐了下来。他偷偷打量着这个从小被他害得成为孤儿的孙子,是那么得陌生,甚至没有却把以特殊的方式把木家从毁灭边缘拉了回来。 The wooden day crane knows, Mu Yu does , because he is unable to get over an emotion. 木天鹤知道,木羽之所以那么做,是因为他无法释怀。 The grandson is the true God apprentice, and cultivation base is immeasurably deep, he should be proud as the grandfather proud. But he actually does not dare to have this thought that because grandson's achievement and his least bit relations do not have. 孙子是真神的徒弟,并且修为深不可测,作为爷爷他本该感到骄傲自豪。可是他却不敢有这种念头,因为孙子的成就和他半点关系都没有。 The strange master grandson two people have not opened the mouth for a very long time. 陌生的爷孙两人久久都没有开口。 Because they do not know that should say anything. 因为他们不知道该说什么。 Does not know how long sat, the wooden day crane has not moved, Mu Yu is also drinking. The liquor in beverage bottle are many, probably can never drink up. 不知坐了多久,木天鹤没有动弹,木羽也只是喝着酒。酒瓶里的酒很多,像是永远喝不完似的。 The wine business truly cannot drink up, because Mu Yu supposed space Formation Magic to the beverage bottle, installed the countless liquor. 酒业确实喝不完,因为木羽给酒瓶设下了空间阵法,装了不计其数的酒。 Finally, the wooden day crane broke silent, sighed, said: „Sorry!” 终于,木天鹤打破了沉默,叹了口气,道:“对不起！” This is the apology that a sound lag comes, was late fully for 20 years. 这是一声迟来的道歉,整整迟到了二十年。 This apology makes the Mu Yu heart some mood diverge, he knows own grandfather „sorry” is the sincerity. 这一声道歉让木羽心头的某种情绪散去,他知道自己爷爷的“对不起”是真心的。 „Old servant-” “老奴-” „You do not use before me use ‚old servant’ this name, sounds very irritable.” Mu Yu said gently. “你不用在我面前用‘老奴’这个称呼,听起来很别扭。”木羽轻轻地说道。 The wooden day crane sipped to tighten the lip, he does not understand that what idea Mu Yu has to him. Hates as before, is other. 木天鹤抿紧了嘴唇,他不明白木羽对他到底有着什么样的想法。依旧是怨恨,还是其他。 He does not dare to expect that Mu Yu can forgive him, the damage that because he causes to Mu Yu is too big, but Mu Yu actually chooses to lend a hand to help Mujia. 他不敢奢望木羽能够原谅他,因为他对木羽造成的伤害实在太大,可是木羽却选择出手帮助木家。 „Is you tells wooden vast rather stands is refusing stubbornly to be willing to kneel fresh?” Mu Yu asked suddenly. “是你告诉木浩宁可站着死不愿跪着生的吗？”木羽忽然问道。 The wooden day crane stares, he does not understand why Mu Yu asked this suddenly. He remembers suddenly for 20 years ago because of the face countenance issue, making the wooden day crane choice break up the fillet star and bamboo autumn Qi. But Mu Yu to extend the status of mister presents the time, once told him to put down the face countenance. 木天鹤一愣,他不明白木羽为什么突然问这个。他忽然想起二十年前正是因为颜面问题,让木天鹤选择拆散木折星和竹秋绮两人。而木羽以延先生的身份出现的时候,曾经告诉他要放下颜面。 However today, for the strength of spirit and dignity, he chose to make wooden Hao go, this without doubt was the laughable face countenance in the unseemly behavior. 但是今日,为了骨气和尊严,他选择了让木浩赴死,这无疑又是可笑的颜面在作怪。 The wooden day crane is somewhat flurried: „Sorry, I should not teach wooden vast these. I am not a good grandfather, I too took seriously the face countenance, I should to Sikong wise......” 木天鹤有些慌乱:“对不起,我不该教木浩那些。我不是一个好爷爷,我还是太重视颜面了,我应该向司空高明……” Mu Yu shakes the head: „You misunderstood. The face countenance and dignity are different, you broke up my parents at that time time, is the point of honor in the unseemly behavior, that is an inexplicable vanity, you want Mujia people to live in your way. You are not willing to lag behind the face to give the person to be a manager, is your vanity in the unseemly behavior. But the dignity is each of us needs to insist that its irrelevant vanity, is the principle that one type cannot lose.” 木羽摇了摇头:“你误会了。颜面和尊严是不一样的,你当时拆散我父母的时候,是面子问题在作怪,那是一种莫名的虚荣心,你想要所有木家人都以你的方式生活。你不肯拉下脸来给人当一个管事,也是你虚荣心在作怪。而尊严是我们每个人都需要坚持的,它无关虚荣,是一种不能丢失的原则。” Wooden day crane face one red, has flash that he truly wants to abandon oneself dignity whereabouts Sikong Gaoming to beg for mercy, making him let off Mujia people. At that time he thinks that oneself did this was right, making a native of Mujia go on living is the most correct choice. 木天鹤老脸一红,有那么一瞬间,他确实想要抛弃自己的尊严去向司空高明求饶,让他放过所有的木家人。那个时候他以为自己这样做才是对的,让木家人活下去是最正确的选择。 „In brief, regarding wooden Hao, you are a very good grandfather, the son who you teach also has the strength of spirit that does not fear death. Today knelt down in Sikong wise front you, explained that you no longer only consider your face, but considered oneself family member. You have not knelt, then explained person who you have the strength of spirit. Regardless of you do have to Sikong kneel down wisely, you are a person who worth makes me respect.” Mu Yu said slowly. “总之,对于木浩来说,你是一个很好的爷爷,你教出来的儿子也都有不怕死的骨气。今天在司空高明面前你跪下了,说明你不再只考虑自己的面子,而是考虑到了自己家人。你没跪,则说明你是个有骨气的人。无论你有没有向司空高明下跪,你都是值得让我尊敬的一个人。”木羽缓缓地说道。 The wooden day crane discovered that present Mu Yu watches unexpectedly such thoroughly this matter, in that moment, he truly does not know how should choose. He wants to protect the family member, wants to maintain the dignity, finally is the courage of wooden vast not fearing death, makes him decide to choose the dignity. 木天鹤发现眼前的木羽竟然把这件事看得这么透彻,在那种关头,他确实不知道该怎么抉择。他想保护家人,又想维持尊严,最后是木浩不怕死的勇气,才让他决定选择尊严的。 He thinks that Mu Yu will reprimand him to regard as important the face angrily, does not attend to the wooden vast life, did not attend to the Mu Yu life like him initially. 他以为木羽会愤怒地斥责他看重面子,不顾木浩的死活,就像当初他不顾木羽的死活一样。 However Mu Yu does not have. 但是木羽没有。 The wooden day crane cannot completely understand this strange grandson. 木天鹤看不透这个陌生的孙子。 Long time, the wooden day crane self-ridicules smiles, said: „I know that you hate me, you hate me should be, I truly did the wrong thing initially, does not find the excuse to oneself. If you hate me to make me pay the price, I also only had a life. My death can make you feel better, I now will mediate, I am willing to make reparations for my mistake.” 半晌,木天鹤自嘲一笑,道:“我知道你恨我,你恨我是应该的,我当初确实做了错事,也不给自己找理由。如果你恨我想让我付出代价的话,我也只有一条命了。我的死能让你好受的,我现在就会自行了断,我甘愿为自己的错误赎罪。” The wooden day crane lowers the head, like a miserable old person, is willing to make up for the initial mistake with own life. He breaks up the fillet star and bamboo autumn Qi for Mujia, now is willing dead to repay own grandson, for Mujia. 木天鹤低着头,像一个凄凉的老人,愿意用自己的生命来弥补当初的过错。他拆散木折星和竹秋绮是为了木家,如今愿意死来偿还自己的孙儿,也还是为了木家。 The wooden day crane takes out a dagger, under moonlight chilly incomparable. He places on the dagger the table, shows a weak smile: „You hate my words, does not think me to go on living, I will then not go on living.” 木天鹤取出一把匕首,在月光下清冷无比。他把匕首放在桌子上,露出一个无力的微笑:“你恨我的话,不想我活下去,我便不会活下去。” Mu Yu takes up the dagger, a ball, the dagger sends out a resounding gently, reverberates in the courtyard. 木羽拿起匕首,轻轻一弹,匕首发出一声脆响,回荡在院子中。 The wooden day crane looks at Mu Yu, said: „You , if not want to begin, I then begin! I know that my refusing stubbornly will change anything, but at least can make hate in your heart vent.” 木天鹤看着木羽,道:“你若不想动手,我便自己动手吧！我知道我的死不会改变什么,可是至少能让你心中的怨恨发泄出去。” However the dagger in Mu Yu hand actually broke to pieces the powder, with the wind dissipation. 但是木羽手中的匕首却碎成了粉末,随风消散。 „Why you will think that I do hate you? Do I want to hate you to be good?” Mu Yu asked. “你为什么会觉得我恨你呢？我一定要恨你才行吗？”木羽反问道。 „Don't you and you hate me?” The wooden day crane was startled being startled, „I broke up your parents, making you be homeless, not?” “你、你不恨我？”木天鹤怔了怔,“我拆散了你的父母,让你无家可归,不是吗？” Mu Yu shows a faint smile, shakes the head: „ I must hate 木羽微微一笑,摇了摇头:“我要恨 The person were too many, does not want to hate several people again. ” 的人太多了,不想再多恨几人。” When he hates ascends to heaven, hating the day does not need, hating the tertiary palace to defend a person, the people who each he hates are his powerful opponent. He has the person who so many must hate, really does not understand why must hate one not to harm own person truly. 他恨时登天,恨天不待,恨三重宫守阵人,每一个他恨的人都是他强大的对手。他有那么多要恨的人,实在不明白为什么要去恨一个并没有真正伤害过自己的人。 „I am not homeless, I have my master, has own fellow apprentices, has own dead wood father, has the person who oneself like and likes own person, there are several sincere friends. You make me an orphan, may also let the life that I had myself to like, I had been content very much, why I must expect another life that did not have?” “我并不是无家可归,我有自己的师父,有自己的师兄弟,有自己的枯木老爹,有自己喜欢的人和喜欢自己的人,有几个真挚的朋友。你让我成为了一个孤儿,可也让我拥有了自己喜欢的生活,我已经很知足了,我为什么要去奢望不存在的另一种生活呢？” Mu Yu to oneself one glass of liquor, tossed down. 木羽给自己倒了一杯酒,一饮而尽。 Perhaps Mu Yu initially in Mujia, he in the collection favors in every possible way grows up, he can the sumptuous lifestyle, have another worry-free life. 也许木羽当初在木家,他就会在百般集宠中长大,他会锦衣玉食,拥有另外一种无忧无虑的生活。 But this also means that his present life comes to naught, he is unable to meet to like oneself unperturbed and Qiao Xue, is unable to meet scolds itself to care that all day own dead wood father, is unable to meet to teach the master of sword technique, is unable to meet blurry little commander and straightforward dragon vine, is unable to meet to like deifying own Grandpa Village Chief...... 可是这也意味着他现在的生活都化为了泡影,他无法遇到喜欢自己的恬然和乔雪,无法遇到整日骂自己又关心自己的枯木老爹,无法遇到传授自己剑术的师父,无法遇到迷糊的小帅和耿直的龙藤,无法遇到喜欢神化自己的村长爷爷…… Although his life exists regrettably, but he is not willing these who now run into to disappear. 虽然他的生活存在着遗憾,可是他不愿意让现在遇到的那些人消失。 Another life will perhaps run into a better person, but will be perhaps worse. 另外一种生活也许会遇到更好的人,但也许会更加糟糕。 Many things and person, Mu Yu do not like with „perhaps” substituting. 许多事情和人,木羽不喜欢用“也许”来替代。 , therefore he treasures does not expect illusory „perhaps” that life that has now. 他珍惜现在所拥有的所以就不奢望虚无缥缈的“也许”的那种生活。 Life not perhaps. 生活没有也许。 „Thank you can forgive me.” “谢谢你能原谅我。” The wooden day crane nods grateful, he understands that the meaning of Mu Yu, Mu Yu likes own present life, does not like it changing. 木天鹤感激地点了点头,他明白木羽的意思,木羽喜欢自己的现在生活,不喜欢它发生变化。 If many people experience this matter to choose to raise a disturbance, the choice plays various temperament, chooses various accusation complaints, taunts. 许多人如果遇到这种事都会选择大闹一场,选择耍各种脾气,选择各种指责埋怨,冷嘲热讽。 But Mu Yu does not have, after he wooden vast words enrage, actually the choice forgives a native of Mujia. 可是木羽没有,他被木浩的一番话激怒之后,却还是选择原谅木家人。 „Sorry, really sorry very much.” The wooden day crane stood, limp has turned around, „the later entire Mujia is your, you want us to make anything, we will obey your instruction. I asked to be excused.” “对不起,真的很对不起。”木天鹤站了起来,蹒跚地转过身,“以后整个木家都是你的,你想要我们做什么,我们都会听从你的吩咐。我告退了。” „You do not need with I apologize, you do not owe me anything.” Mu Yu, continued saying that „, I do not blame you, Grandfather.” “你不用跟我道歉,你不欠我什么。”木羽顿了顿,继续道,“真的,我已经不怪你了,爷爷。” Wooden day crane body stiff in same place. 木天鹤身体僵在了原地。 „What did you and you call me a moment ago?” “你、你刚才叫我什么？” The wooden day crane transfers fiercely, shiver looks at Mu Yu, thinks oneself misunderstood. Although that two characters are only a name, is actually has special significance to the wooden day crane. 木天鹤猛地转回来,颤抖地看着木羽,以为自己听错了。那两个字虽然只是一个称呼,对木天鹤而言却是意义非凡。 „I will help Mujia, Grandfather.” Mu Yu smiles, gave itself but actually one glass of liquor. “我会帮助木家的,爷爷。”木羽笑了笑,又给自己倒了一杯酒。 Two lines of boiling hot muddy tears flowed in wooden day crane that gray beard following the cheeks. 两行滚烫的浊泪顺着脸颊流进了木天鹤那花白的胡须之中。