STNH :: Volume #7 荒漠绿洲

#508: Dim light of night cemetery


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The bright moon in the sky, illuminated Mujia Cemetery, once for a while gust blows the cemetery, the rows of trees of cemetery has been swaying slightly, exudes the intermittent sharp howling sound, seems very strange at the silent night. 皎月当空,照亮了木家陵园,时不时就有一阵风吹过陵园,陵园的一排排树微微地摇晃着,发出阵阵尖锐的呼啸声,在寂静的夜晚显得十分诡异。 The cemetery is very peaceful, only has several frog croaks continuously, with the breeze, is reverberating in the cemetery for a very long time. 陵园很安静,只有几声蛙鸣此起彼伏,和着微风,在陵园中久久回荡着。 Mu Yu same has actually lived with a native of Mujia in the cemetery for these days, but a native of Mujia had not discovered. He is gazing at that perishing man frequently silently, that drinking eyes dim fillet star. 木羽这几天其实一直都和木家人一样住在陵园里,只是木家人一直没有发现罢了。他经常在默默地注视着那个沉沦的男子,那个喝着酒双眼朦胧的木折星。 He does not know how should regard this perishing man. 他不知道该怎么看待这个沉沦的男子。 After the fillet star goes to the cemetery, is then few and family member in the same place, but has accompanied in front of a tomb, frequently sits is several double-hour does not move. 木折星来到陵园后便很少和家里人在一起,而是一直陪伴在一座坟墓面前,经常一坐就是好几个时辰都不动弹。 This tomb is very crude, the magnificent marble has not written in an ornate style, has no grave tombstone, only then a mound of earth, above was covered with the weed, front set upright the slightly obsolete tombstone, on the tombstone writes three characters together: Bamboo autumn Qi. 这座坟墓很简陋,没有华丽的大理石雕砌,也没有任何庄重的墓碑,只有一座土包,上面长满了杂草,前面竖着一块略显陈旧的木碑,木碑上写了三个字:竹秋绮。 Is the Mu Yu mother's tomb. 木羽亲生母亲的坟墓。 The Mujia ancestors tomb that this tomb and periphery other died is completely different, without the solemn and respectful semblance, seems like builds carelessly, does not have any decoration, seems very towering in the cemetery in Mujia, not seeming like an member in Mujia. 这座坟墓和周围其他死去的木家先人坟墓完全不一样,没有肃穆的外表,就好像是草草堆砌而成,没有任何装饰,在木家的陵园里显得很突兀,好像根本就不是木家的一份子。 Mujia does not have money to buy the liquor to drink for the fillet star, but fillet star would going out every day alone, will come back to hold wine pot to fill itself, no one knows money where he will come will buy the liquor, no one will have free time to manage him. 木家已经没有钱给木折星买酒喝了,但是每日木折星总会独自出去一趟,回来就会抱着酒坛子灌自己,谁也不知道他哪里来的钱去买酒,也没有人有空去管他。 After coming back, he sits in front of the bamboo autumn Qi's grave is drinking, looks that the three characters on tombstone are in a daze, in the evening also rests here, three meals a day most cared that four uncles' wood will deliver joyful. 回来后,他就坐在竹秋绮的墓前喝着酒,看着木碑上的三个字发呆,晚上也睡在这里,一日三餐都是最关心四叔的木欣会送过来。 Mu Yu has no feeling to own father, because among them does not have any happening together. Mu Yu seems like a passer-by the same as look at the fillet star frequently, seems very strange to the man who this should be intimate with. 木羽对自己的亲生父亲没有任何感觉,因为他们之间没有任何交集。木羽经常像是一个路人一样看着木折星,对这个本该亲近的男子显得十分陌生。 In the Mu Yu heart, his father forever is the dead wood ever green, rather than this immersing fillet star. 木羽心中,他的父亲永远是枯木长青,而不是这个沉醉的木折星。 The night wind strokes the shrubbery of cemetery rustle to make noise, heavy and slow sound of footsteps slowly along alley. 夜风拂过陵园的灌木丛“沙沙”作响,沉重而缓慢的脚步声缓缓地沿着小路而来。 The wooden day crane old form appears in the Mu Yu field of vision gradually, his step vicissitudes, every step steps on very much on the ground is feeling sad. Mujia has not existed, for several days, he has become very old, without the past was in high spirits the condition. 木天鹤苍老的身影渐渐出现在木羽的视野中,他的步履很沧桑,每一步踩在地上都让人心酸。木家已经不复存在,短短几天的时间,他已经变得十分苍老,没有往日精神矍铄的状态。 He arrived at side fillet star, sat. 他走到了木折星身边,坐了下来。 The wooden day crane is staring at bamboo autumn Qi that three characters, on the old face presented some unusual looks. Different with the surrounding other tombstones, on the bamboo autumn Qi's tombstone only wrote three characters simply, without other descriptions, does not have the mark status. 木天鹤盯着竹秋绮那三个字,苍老的脸庞上出现了一些异样的神色。和周围其他墓碑不同,竹秋绮的墓碑上只简单写了三个字,没有其他描述,也没标明身份。 Mu Yu lies down on poplar tree trunk and branches of not far away cover, stares at the bamboo autumn Qi's tombstone to be in a daze. 木羽躺在不远处一棵茂密的杨树枝干上,也盯着竹秋绮的墓碑发呆。 The master grandson three people think so that tombstone, no one has spoken. 爷孙三人就这么看着那个墓碑,谁也没有说话。 What in the tomb is lying down is Mu Yu has usually not met mother , what sits in front of the tombstone is the Mu Yu father and grandfather, this is a very strange picture. 坟墓里躺着的是木羽素未谋面的母亲,坐在墓碑前的是木羽的父亲和爷爷,这是一幅很奇怪的画面。 Strange, but seems natural. 奇怪,但是又显得理所当然。 For a long time, the wooden day crane brace was well-grounded, uses energy to stand. Mu Yu thinks that he must depart, but he actually knelt toward the bamboo autumn Qi's tombstone suddenly! 许久,木天鹤手撑着地,费劲地站了起来。木羽以为他要离去了,可是他却忽然朝竹秋绮的墓碑跪了下去! That kneels, even Mu Yu was shocked! 那一跪,连木羽都愣住了! Did the wooden day crane kneel down toward bamboo autumn Qi of dying unexpectedly? 木天鹤竟然朝死去的竹秋绮下跪? That is also looks compared with the life the face countenance heavy person, unexpectedly will kneel down to the daughter-in-law who he won't acknowledge? 那可是把颜面看得比性命还重的人,居然会向他根本不承认的儿媳妇下跪? Mu Yu is looking at that some rickets forms, suddenly thought that has an inexplicable mood from the bottom of the heart. 木羽望着那个有些佝偻的身影,忽然觉得有一股莫名的情绪从心底而来。 That is really the incorrigibly obstinate wooden day crane? 那个真的是顽固不化的木天鹤吗? Folds the star, was the father is wrong.” Wooden day crane whole face listless, „, if not the father cares about own face countenance, you cannot like this. Bamboo autumn Qi was a good miss, the father should not break up you for oneself face in the past.” “折星,是爹错了。”木天鹤满脸地怅惘,“如果不是爹太在乎自己的颜面的话,你也不会这样。竹秋绮是个好姑娘,爹当年不应该为了自己的面子而拆散你们。” The wooden day crane looks up moon of space, heaved a deep sigh: Small vast has worshipped his Elder Brother Mu Yu very much, but he tells me today, he had no longer expected that Mu Yu can help our Mujia, he wants by himself. The little vast that little children understood that gave up the rigid thing, what the father lives the most lifetime also to be good unable to put down?” 木天鹤抬头看着天上的月亮,长叹一声:“小浩一直都很崇拜他的木羽哥哥,可是今日他却告诉我,他已经不再去奢望木羽能够帮助我们木家,他想靠自己。小浩那么小的孩子都懂得放弃自己执着的东西,爹活了大半辈子还有什么好放不下的呢?” The fillet star body is shivering slightly, he is staring at wife's tombstone as before, has not transferred the body to see his father. 木折星身子在微微颤动着,他依旧盯着妻子的墓碑,没有转过身子去看他的父亲。 Looked father who that he did not acknowledge. 去看那个他根本不承认的父亲。 Mu Yu calmly is actually gazing at that two people in the distant place, gazes at family member who that two he is not acknowledging. 木羽却在远处静静地注视着那两个人,注视着那两个他根本不承认的亲人。 The fillet star buries the face in the moonlight shadow, no one knows that at this moment his expression, the wind has stroked his lower hem corner, flap flap makes noise. 木折星把脸埋得在月光的阴影之中,谁也不知道此刻他的表情,风拂过他的衣角,猎猎作响。 The wooden day crane looks at moon of space to be lost in thought that his vision becomes very muddy, like a helpless old person silently for own behavior confession. 木天鹤望着天上的月亮怔怔出神,他的目光变得很浑浊,就像一个无助的老人在默默地为自己的行为忏悔。 Young time always attaches great importance to face-saving, for these unnecessary face countenances, ruined oneself son's happiness personally, makes the son family of three break, that should say that he also disappears without a trace for grandfather's grandson. 年轻的时候总是要面子,为了那些本没有必要的颜面,亲手葬送了自己儿子的幸福,也让儿子一家三口破碎,就连那个本该称他为爷爷的孙儿也不知去向。 That after all is his grandson, but he does not know that is the boy or the girl, does not know his son. This is a laughable crime, because of the face, he eliminated a child should by the right that the parents hugged grow up. 那毕竟是他的孙儿,但是他都不知道是男孩还是女孩,连他的儿子都不知道。这是一种可笑的罪过,因为面子,他剥夺了一个孩子本该被父母拥抱长大的权利。 He knows that the true God apprentice called Mu Yu, might be his grandson, however the past self-respect made him not want to look for this Mu Yu to help. Wooden Hao said right, initially he abandoned that child grandson, why do others help him now? 他知道真神徒弟叫木羽,也极有可能是他的孙子,但是以往的自尊心让他根本就不想去找这个木羽帮助。木浩说得对,当初他抛弃了那个孩孙,人家凭什么现在来帮他? Today all of Mujia are I create, is I regards as important the face, did the wrong things. I apologized to you. I have thought that tomorrow I will look to extend the mister, starts from a manager. I cannot look again you followed I to suffer hardship, I should also study am putting down. Going on living is most important.” “今日木家的一切都是我造成的,是我太看重面子,做了一件又一件的错事。我向你们道歉。我想过了,明天我就会去找延先生,从一个管事做起。我不能再看着你们跟着我受罪了,我也该学着放下了。活下去才是最重要的。” He understood this point, but Mujia has actually perished. 他明白了这一点,可是木家却已经灭亡了。 The wooden day crane stood sluggishly, the time of standing as if spent his many energy, making him even somewhat gasp for breath. 木天鹤慢腾腾地站了起来,站起来的时候似乎花费了他许多精力,让他甚至都有些喘气。 Mu Yu realized suddenly, originally wooden day crane is so old. 木羽忽然间才意识到,原来木天鹤年纪已经这么大了。 The back of wooden day crane dreary and old under the moonlight, the wind of tomb blows on him, making his form seem very frail, as if the next quarter must be blown down in the place. 木天鹤的背影在月光下萧瑟而苍老,墓地的风吹在他身上,让他的身影显得很单薄,似乎下一刻就要被吹倒在地。 This should be a hateful old person, but the Mu Yu heart actually had unusual feelings to him. 这本该是一个让人可恨的老人,可是木羽心底却对他生出了一种异样的情愫。 The wooden day crane that puts down the face countenance made the heart of Mu Yu receive touched. 放下颜面的木天鹤让木羽的心受到了一些触动。 autumn Qi's tombstone is unharmonious, you look for a time to trade autumn Qi's tombstone! According to the way of our people of Mujia sets up the tombstone, must with a surrounding tombstone type.” “秋绮的墓碑太不和谐,你找个时间把秋绮的墓碑换一下吧!按照我们木家人的方式来设立墓碑,要和周围的墓碑一个样。” The wooden day crane voice is somewhat hoarse, then stepped the step of limping to depart, his form towed long to be very long under the moonlight very much, probably a bamboo pole, vanished in the end of alley gradually. 木天鹤声音有些沙哑,而后迈着蹒跚的步伐离去了,他的身影在月光下拖得很长很长,像是一根竹竿,渐渐消失在小路的尽头。 He before because of own face countenance, therefore never acknowledged bamboo autumn Qi this daughter-in-law. Let bamboo autumn Qi bury the cemetery in Mujia, is only because guilty, makes the concession to enable bamboo autumn Qi to bury here. However he actually does not allow the bamboo autumn Qi's tombstone the same as have the mark of Mujia with a native of Mujia who other died, only allowed the fillet star to carve bamboo autumn Qi three characters. 他以前因为自己的颜面,所以从不承认竹秋绮这个儿媳妇。让竹秋绮埋在木家的陵园,也只是因为一点愧疚,做出让步才使得竹秋绮能够埋在这里。但是他却不允许竹秋绮的墓碑和其他死去的木家人一样拥有木家的印记,只允许木折星刻了“竹秋绮”三个字。 Therefore the bamboo autumn Qi's tomb the person who died with Mujia other appears has been incompatible. 所以竹秋绮的坟墓一直和木家其他死去的人显得格格不入。 The wooden day crane thought suddenly is the time rectifies this type is not unharmonious, making the entire cemetery no longer present the special tomb. 木天鹤忽然觉得是时候矫正这种不和谐,让整个陵园不再出现特殊的坟墓。 When the wooden day crane comes, the fillet star is aloof, the flash of until the wooden day crane kneeling down, making his body tremble slightly, when the wooden day crane said the bamboo autumn Qi's tombstone changed into the style of native of Mujia, the fillet star has had tears streaming down the face. 在木天鹤来的时候,木折星都无动于衷,直到木天鹤跪下的一刹那,让他身子微微颤了一下,而当木天鹤说出把竹秋绮的墓碑换成木家人的样式时,木折星已经泪流满面。 He knows, oneself father acknowledged finally bamboo autumn Qi's status, but he and other at this moment, waited for 18 years! 他知道,自己的父亲终于承认了竹秋绮的身份,而他等这一刻,足足等了十八年! The wooden day crane broke up them, 18 years ago bamboo autumn Qi abandons soon a two -year-old Mu Yu person to come back alone, looks for oneself husband, but is soon after crushed with grief. 木天鹤拆散了他们夫妻俩,十八年前竹秋绮抛弃快要两岁的木羽一个人独自回来,寻找自己的丈夫,可是不久之后便郁郁而终。 The so-called unharmonious tombstone, existed for 18 years, for 18 years the wooden day crane is not willing to correct this type is not unharmonious, until today! 所谓的不和谐墓碑,存在了十八年,十八年来木天鹤都不肯纠正这种不和谐,直到今天! The fillet star puts out a hand to stroke the three characters on tombstone gently, the whole body is stopping is shivering freely. He thought aloud probably, seemed like pouring out to the tombstone, his sound seemed that miserable in the tomb. 木折星伸手轻轻地抚摸着墓碑上的三个字,全身止不住地颤抖着。他像是自言自语般,又像是在对着墓碑倾诉,他的声音在墓地中显得那么凄凉。 Before I drank, you angrily will always snatch my wine pot, did not make me get drunk. Once I drink, you will always clutch my ear not to put. Now but I drink the entire 20 years, you have not snatched my wine pot again. I was drunk for 20 years, you do not clutch my ear, no matter you why I?” The fillet star twittering said in a low voice. “以前我喝酒的时候,你总是会气冲冲地过来抢我的酒坛子,不让我喝醉。一旦我喝酒,你总是会揪着我的耳朵不放。可是现在我喝了整整二十年,你再也没有抢过我的酒坛子。我醉了二十年,你也不来揪我的耳朵,你为什么不管我了?”木折星低声呢喃道。 The fillet star was forced to leave the wife two years later, he got drunk for two years. After bamboo autumn Qi comes back, he will think himself to be able forever with the wife in the same place, but bamboo autumn Qi actually soon then passed away, he immersed again for 18 years. 木折星被迫离开了妻子两年后,他喝醉了两年。竹秋绮回来之后,他以为自己将永远可以和妻子在一起,可是竹秋绮却不久便撒手人寰,他再次沉醉了十八年。 He has fantasized bamboo autumn Qi to be able the coming manages he, but that made his beloved miss depart. 他一直幻想竹秋绮会过来管管他,可是那个让他心爱的姑娘已经离去了。 She walked, he can get drunk unscrupulously, actually did not wake again clear. 她走了,他就可以肆无忌惮地喝醉,却再也清醒不过来了。 However when has he been drunk? 但是他又什么时候醉过呢? I have been sober, since you walk, I drink so many liquor, but no has been drunk time. Because you do not make me get drunk. Everyone persuaded me to awake, but I have never been drunk, what to come did sobering say?” On the fillet star face shows the crazy smile. “我一直都是清醒的,自从你走后我喝那么多酒,可是没有一次醉过。因为你不让我喝醉。所有人都劝说我该醒醒了,可是我从来不曾醉过,何来清醒之说?”木折星脸上露出痴痴的笑容。 Has never been drunk, what to come did sobering say? 从来不曾醉过,何来清醒之说? He does not dare to be drunk, because the wife does not make him get drunk. But he must drink, because only then such wife will come to manage him. 他不敢醉,因为妻子不让他喝醉。可是他要喝酒,因为只有这样妻子才会来管他。 However he waited so many years, the wife actually cannot control him again. 但是他等了这么多年,妻子却再也管不了他。 However he actually understands anything today suddenly. 但是他今日却忽然明白了一些什么。 I will not touch the liquor from now on.” Fillet Singapore Station, stroked this that three characters, he acknowledged our two, you now are getting married wife of my fillet star, was the person in my Mujia, a native of Mujia should have the form of Mujia, this tombstone does not need to exist.” “我今后再也不碰酒了。”木折星站了起来,抚摸这那三个字,“他承认了我们两个,你现在是我木折星的过门妻子,是我木家的人,木家人就该有木家的形式,这个木碑就没必要存在了。” The tombstone in fillet star hand changed to the powder suddenly, scatters to go with the wind. He is not willing to forgive the wooden day crane, even the fathers are not willing to say repeatedly. 木折星手中的木碑忽然化作了粉末,随风飘散而去。他还是不肯原谅木天鹤,甚至连声爹都不愿意说出口。 You wait for me here.” “你在这里等我。” The fillet star deeply looked at a wife's tomb, then shot up to the sky to leave the cemetery directly, vanished in the boundless view of night, where did not know. 木折星深深地看了一眼自己妻子的坟墓,而后直接冲天而起离开了陵园,消失在茫茫夜色之中,不知去什么地方。 He must go to rectify names for oneself wife. 他要去为自己的妻子正名。 Mu Yu looks back that the fillet star goes far away, is looking at the wooden day crane increasingly estranged rickets form, in his heart a ridge seemed to have stepped. 木羽看着木折星远去的背影,又望着木天鹤渐行渐远的佝偻身影,他心中一道坎似乎已经迈了过去。 One is the irresponsible father, one is the grandfather of wanting to save face at all costs, he has wanted to find an answer from these two people, an answer that makes him make a move. 一个是不负责任的父亲,一个是死要面子的爷爷,他一直想要从这两人身上找到一个答案,一个让他出手的答案。 Tonight, he found probably. 今晚,他好像找到了。 Mu Yu, was wooden day crane this gives you one to explain?” dragon Teng asked. 木羽,木天鹤这样算不算给你一个交待了?”龙藤问道。 Mu Yu has not replied it, but lies down on the treetop satisfied, the surrounding branch rhythm, is gathering round his body to swing gently cheerfully 木羽没有回答它,只是惬意地躺在树梢上,周围的树枝都轻轻地律动着,围着他的身体欢快地摇 Pendulum. 摆。 He is looking at space bright moon, this discovers the tonight's moon as if especially circle. 他望着天上皎洁的月亮,这才发现今晚的月亮似乎格外地圆。 Transferring, what having is good to explain? 交待,有什么好交待的呢? The bright moon according to the cemetery in Mujia, dispersed haze, making the deathly stillness the cemetery many several points of vitality/angry. 皎月照在木家的陵园中,驱散了一片阴霾,让死寂的陵园多了几分生气。 Mu Yu puts out a hand to touch a withered and yellow leaf, that should the withered leaf of falling gently start to spill over suddenly dark green, like that vitality abundant, is celebrating its rebirth in the night wind. 木羽伸手触碰着一片枯黄的叶子,那本该飘落的枯叶忽然开始泛出青绿,那般地生机盎然,在夜风中庆祝着它的重生。 Mu Yu shows a faint smile, he can make the withered leaf have life again a time, naturally can also make some perishing family stand. 木羽微微一笑,他可以让枯叶再次拥有一次生命,自然也可以让某个灭亡的家族重新站起来。 He has said that when the wooden day crane puts down the face countenance that moment, oneself are an member in Mujia. 他说过,当木天鹤放下颜面的那一刻,自己就是木家的一份子。
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