After paying a big fare . 付了一大笔车费后。 Kitahara Kaede arrived Sawamura home, and according to making a sound doorbell. 北原枫来到了泽村家,并且按响了门铃。 Naturally. 理所当然。 The Eriri parents late at night visit and does not have any complaint to Kitahara Kaede, Kitahara Kaede is rather willing to live in their home for successive two nights, regarding their family/home is one good not able absolutely the good news. 英梨梨的父母对北原枫深夜造访并没有任何怨言,不如说连续两个晚上北原枫都愿意住在他们家,对于他们家绝对是一个好到不能再好的消息。 Lives the last night. 住上一夜。 From the outside is a statement. 在外界看来是一种表态。 Lives the last two nights. 住上两夜。 From the outside is one type attaches great importance. 那么在外界看来就是一种重视。 Very two people also sympathize asked Eriri to him, is hitting the excuse that prepared to sleep, the rest of time will all leave Kitahara Kaede. 两人还十分体贴的将英梨梨拜托给他,然后打着准备睡觉的借口,将剩余的时间全部留给了北原枫。 Stands in the entrance of Room Eriri. 站在英梨梨的门口。 Kitahara Kaede first knocks on a door, then said: „Eriri, I looked at you, now facilitates to meet?” 北原枫先是敲了敲门,然后说道:“英梨梨,我过来看你了,现在方便见面吗？” The Kitahara Kaede sound just now resounds. 北原枫的声音才刚响起。 In the gate transmits a noise, like the voice of innumerable thing falling ground. 门内就传来一阵噪音,像极了无数东西掉落地面的声音。 ! 咔嚓！ The entrance was opened a slit. 门口被打开了一条缝隙。 Eye socket slightly red Eriri shocking saying: „North and Kitahara, how can your your your you here?” 眼眶微红的英梨梨震惊的说道:“北、北原,你你你你你你怎么会在这里？” „In brief first made me go in says again.” “总之先让我进去再说吧。” Kitahara Kaede pushes toward the gate, Eriri made way subconsciously the body. 北原枫朝着门内挤去,英梨梨下意识的让开了身位。 Waited for Kitahara Kaede to enter the room, lagged behind, said hastily loudly: „Who, who makes you come, goes out, goes out to me! Now goes out to me!” 等北原枫进了房间,才后知后觉似的,连忙大声说道:“谁、谁让你进来的,出去,给我出去！现在就给我出去呐！” „Entered comes.” “进都进来了。” Kitahara Kaede asked the god to be easy to deliver the god the difficult appearance, wanted to look for a position to sit. 北原枫一副请神容易送神难的样子,想要找个位置坐下来。 However looked at a room...... 但是看了一眼房间…… „ Eriri...... the mulberry, your room was played handsome by the dwarf “英梨梨……桑,你的房间遭倭耍俊 …… …… Kitahara Kaede remembers in the morning leaves, obviously also clean neat. 北原枫记得早上离开的时候,明明还干净整洁。 This will be full the floor bunch of abandoning drawing papers , the trash can also fell down, the trash in barrel all fell, the done stopping over place did not have. 这会满地板一团团的废弃画纸,还有垃圾桶也倒在地上,桶内的垃圾全部掉了出来,搞的连个落脚的地方都没有。 „You by thief!” “你才遭贼了！” Eriri remembers just now acts difficult with Kitahara Kaede in the morning, does intentionally indifferent saying: „Kicked to turn the trash can.” 英梨梨想起早上才刚跟北原枫闹别扭,故作冷漠的说道:“只是踢翻了垃圾桶而已。” „Was was just opening the door anxiously kicked to turn?” “是刚刚急着过来开门的时候踢翻的？” „Who, who was opening the door to you anxiously in the past!” “谁、谁急着过去给你开门！” Was said by Kitahara Kaede, Eriri argued: „Accident/Surprise, is only accidental/surprised!” 被北原枫说中,英梨梨辩解道:“意外,只是意外！” „In brief first cleans up the room.” “总之先收拾一下房间吧。” Kitahara Kaede takes up the tool, from attending to the start helps Eriri clean up the room. 北原枫拿起工具,自顾的开始帮助英梨梨收拾房间。 „Does not need you to tidy up, I come.” “不用你收拾,我自己来。” Although the mouth is showing off power, but Eriri has not prevented, but helped Kitahara Kaede receive the room. 虽然嘴里逞强着,但是英梨梨并没有阻止,而是帮着北原枫收起起了房间。 „Was then more comfortable.” “这下舒服多了。” Kitahara Kaede sits on the cushion of ground at will: „Now can say how?” 北原枫随意坐在地面的垫子上:“现在可以说下,到底怎么了吗？” „Why I must tell you!” “我为什么要告诉你！” „Also can show off power, it seems like and does not have any important matter.” “还能逞强,看来并没有什么大事。” Kitahara Kaede relaxes, was together such a long time, he also had the preliminary cognition to Eriri, really came under the huge blow, her where also has strength such resentment he. 北原枫松了口气,相处了这么长时间,对英梨梨他也有了初步的认知,真受到了巨大的打击,她哪里还有力气这么怼他。 It seems like isn't the issue serious? 看来问题并不严重？ But this Kitahara Kaede wants to be surprised. 但这次北原枫想诧了。 Regarding Eriri, vainly hoped for that shatter is not the ordinary matter. 对于英梨梨来说,梦想破碎可不是普通的事情。 Just she did not even have the strength to take pen in hand to draw confusedly, even can say, started to be afraid takes the paint brush. 刚刚她甚至迷茫的没力气提起笔来画画,甚至可以说,开始害怕拿起画笔。 Otherwise. 否则的话。 Also not the abandoned drawing paper of room. 也不会满屋子的废弃画纸。 Regarding an artist, the pen is her weapon. 对于一名画师来说,笔是她的武器。 Just liking the soldier is unable to raise the weapon fight to be the same, the pen in artist opponent had the frightened psychology, let alone continues to go forward toward the dream, even wants to turn head, when mangaka not necessarily could accomplish. 犹如士兵无法提起武器战斗一样,画师对手中的笔产生了恐惧的心理,别说朝着梦想继续前进,甚至想要回过头当本子漫画家都不一定办得到了。 Therefore regarding Eriri. 因此对于英梨梨来说。 This is the life's first important matter , is to make her not arrive safely the primary cause of sob. 这是人生第一大事,也是让她不安到哭泣的主要原因。 Why then also has the strength to compete with Kitahara Kaede? 那么为什么还有力气跟北原枫较劲？ When Kitahara Kaede steps into the room. 当北原枫踏入房间的时候。 She as if found the pillar, anxious and confused vanished in this moment completely. 她仿佛找到了主心骨,不安和迷茫在这一刻全部都消失了。 Thinks carefully. 仔细想起来。 Once she to pursue Kitahara Kaede, even forgot the brain , after manga. 曾经她为了追求北原枫,甚至将漫画遗忘到了脑后。 Kitahara Kaede compared with manga more important existence. 北原枫是比漫画更加重要的存在。 Without manga, so long as Kitahara Kaede can accompany in the side, how that does not matter. 如果没有了漫画的话,只要北原枫能够陪在身边,那怎么样都无所谓。 She had lost manga. 她已经失去了漫画。 Also no longer has the courage to raise the paint brush. 也不再有勇气提起画笔。 However Kitahara Kaede is also willing to be responsible for her, she has not lost Kitahara Kaede. 但是北原枫还愿意对她负责,她还没有失去北原枫。 Thinks of here. 想到这里。 In the Eriri eye flashes through the resolution, she looks at Kitahara Kaede saying: „, Kitahara-kun......” 英梨梨眼中闪过决断,她看着北原枫说道:“吶,北原君……” „Called me Kitahara.” “还是叫我北原吧。” Kitahara Kaede hits to block the way: „Eriri one is polite, definitely will not have the good deed.” 北原枫打断道:“英梨梨一客气起来,肯定不会有好事。” „Gives me dead, bastard Kitahara!” “给我去死一下啊,混蛋北原！” Sat Eriri on bed grasps the pillow to pound toward Kitahara Kaede. 坐在床上的英梨梨抓起枕头就朝北原枫砸了过去。 Pounded such. 砸了这么一下。 Eriri smiled the sound suddenly. 英梨梨忽然笑出了声音。 Kitahara Kaede is listening laughter that infiltrates the person: „Eriri...... mulberry? Did you shatter finally?” 北原枫听着渗人的笑声:“英梨梨……桑？你终于坏掉了吗？” „Kitahara, you are intentional?” “北原,你是故意的吧？” „What, how I cannot understand intentionally.” “什么故意的,我怎么听不懂。” „Enrages me intentionally, making me be able to relax, not?” “故意激怒我,让我得以松口气,不是吗？” „No matter.” “没有的事。” Kitahara Kaede denied, but just like in fact Eriri said. 北原枫否认,但实际上正如英梨梨说的。 He sees Eriri with serious expression name ‚Kitahara-kun’, knows that Eriri then must say heavy matter, he does not hope slow that Eriri will press is not panting comes, therefore practical joke, making Eriri relax slightly. 他一看到英梨梨用严肃的表情称呼‘北原君’,就知道英梨梨接下来要说沉重的事情,他并不希望英梨梨将自己压的缓不过气来,因此恶作剧了一下,让英梨梨稍微放松。 „Whether or not, Kitahara you listened to me!” “不管是不是,北原你给我听好了！” Eriri such as arrogant king Nvban, stands to occupy a commanding position to Kitahara Kaede to announce: „I am willing to join to your harem , from now on officially your girlfriend, you have what opinion to raise.” 英梨梨如高傲的王女般,站起来居高临下对北原枫宣布道:“我愿意加入到你的后宫之中,从现在开始正式当你的女朋友,你有什么意见可以提。” „Why is ?” “为、为什么？” Kitahara Kaede was shocked. 北原枫被惊呆了。 He thinks that licks Eriri, will be a long-distance race, 1-2 years have not definitely had no way successfully...... not, should say that will give the much time, the probability of failure will reach as high as 99%. 他本以为将英梨梨舔回来,将是一场长跑,没有个1-2肯定没法成功……不,应该说就算给再多的时间,失败的机率都高达百分之九十九。 The result harassment news sent for 2-3 days. 结果骚扰消息才发了2-3天。 Eriri complied to join his harem, this happiness rather also came extremely sudden. 英梨梨就答应加入他的后宫了,这幸福未免也来的太过突然了吧。 Kitahara Kaede wants to know the reason urgently. 北原枫迫切想要知道原因。 However Eriri is not willing to say obviously: „Where so many why!? So long as you replied that my issue, you are also willing to shoulder the responsibility to me, when my boyfriend?” 但是英梨梨显然不愿意说:“哪里这么多为什么！？你只要回答我的问题,你还愿意对我负起责任,当我的男朋友吗？” „Naturally wants!” “当然愿意！” Kitahara Kaede reply without hesitation, but also denied: „But is not now.” 北原枫毫不犹豫的回答,但是又否定道:“但不是现在。” „Kitahara what do you mean?” “北原你是什么意思？” Eriri was discontented immediately, the eye socket was instantaneously red: „What makes me join the harem is you, now refuses me to join the harem is also you, I had given up the dignity, abandoned the principle, how you also want me!!?” 英梨梨顿时不满了起来,眼眶瞬间就红了:“让我加入后宫的是你,现在拒绝我加入后宫的也是你,我已经放弃了尊严,放弃了原则,你到底还要我怎么样！！？” Weeping copiously. 泪如雨下。 Eriri has choked with sobs. 英梨梨已经泣不成声。 Reason that agrees to join the Kitahara Kaede harem, that is because she knows, from now on will have no way to raise the paint brush probably. 之所以同意加入北原枫的后宫,那是因为她知道,今后大概都没法提起画笔了。 She thinks that oneself life has the difference/two kinds most important thing. 她认为自己的人生有两样最重要的东西。 One is manga, one is Kitahara Kaede. 一个是漫画,一个是北原枫。 Loses the manga words, so long as has Kitahara Kaede, she will not be troubled. 失去漫画的话,只要拥有北原枫,她就不会感到不安。 This is she suddenly the reason that agrees with join the Kitahara Kaede harem. 这是她忽然同意加入北原枫后宫的原因。 So long as joins the Kitahara Kaede harem, Kitahara Kaede will shoulder the responsibility to her, the entire life is accompanying her. When Kitahara Kaede refuses her to join the request of harem suddenly. 只要加入北原枫的后宫,北原枫就会对她负起责任来,一生一世陪着她。但是当北原枫突然拒绝她加入后宫的请求。 In this flash. 在这一瞬间。 She collapsed certainly directly. 她当然就直接崩溃了。 Without manga, without Kitahara Kaede, what in her hand also had? 没有了漫画,也没有了北原枫,她的手中还有什么呢？ Future life, how should also walk? 今后的人生,又该如何走下去？ If the good-for-nothing is the same? 如行尸走肉一样吗？ Such life, she does not want! 那样的人生,她才不想要！ But Kitahara Kaede also has his consideration. 但北原枫同样有着他的考虑。 Originally he also felt, Eriri also has the strength resentment he, surely does not have the multi- important matters. 本来他还觉得,英梨梨还有力气怼他,肯定没有多大事。 However heard Eriri saying that agreed to join the harem, Kitahara Kaede realized in this issue was big! 但是听到英梨梨说同意加入后宫,北原枫就意识到这里面问题大了！ He also responded at this time. 他也是这时才反应过来。 Perhaps before the Eriri normal action, instead was unusual. 或许之前英梨梨再正常不过的举动,反而是一种反常。 Therefore facing this time confession, Kitahara Kaede can comply? 因此面对这时候的告白,北原枫能答应吗？ Complies, he can have Eriri with ease. 答应下来,他可以轻松拥有英梨梨。 However is doomed is incomplete, or was the defect some type of important thing Eriri. 但是注定是不完整,或者说是缺失了某样至关重要之物的英梨梨。 Perhaps...... 说不定…… From now on Eriri because the thing of that unknown defect is unable to show the smile. 今后英梨梨会因为那件未知的缺失之物无法露出笑容。 Without smile Eriri. 没有笑容的英梨梨。 He does not need. 他可不需要。 Therefore he endures suffering to reject Eriri, takes this as the price, wants to force Eriri to say the real reason: „Eriri, first calms down, you can join my harem, I wish for earnestly, but I do not want to take advantage of somebody.” 因此他忍痛拒绝英梨梨,以此为代价,想要逼迫英梨梨说出真正的原因:“英梨梨,先冷静下来,你能够加入我的后宫,我求之不得,但是我不想趁人之危。” „What does not want to take advantage of somebody!” “什么不想趁人之危！” Eriri bursting into tears resentment: „Trivial Kitahara, should not be rampant!” 英梨梨流着泪怼道:“区区北原,不要嚣张了啊！” In a blaze of passion. 盛怒之下。 Eriri takes up the puppet, pencil anything discards toward Kitahara Kaede. 英梨梨拿起玩偶,铅笔什么的朝着北原枫丢去。 Before long just cleaned the clear room, makes into one group of messes. 不一会就把刚打扫清楚的房间,弄成一团乱麻。 ...... …… Kitahara Kaede has not spoken to prevent, whatever Eriri is venting. 北原枫没有出言阻止,任由英梨梨发泄着。 Until loses does not have to lose. 直到丢无可丢。 Eriri then stops, was silent for several seconds saying: „I and my having no way drew manga probably......” 英梨梨这才消停下来,然后沉默了几秒钟说道:“我、我大概没法画漫画了……” In the Kitahara Kaede heart is startled. 北原枫心中一惊。 He knows manga regarding the Eriri development level. 他知道漫画对于英梨梨的重要程度。 If having no way draws manga, can indeed show that Eriri suddenly so will be why unusual, even said is willing to join the action of his harem. 如果是没法画漫画的话,的确能够证明英梨梨为什么会突然这么反常,甚至说出愿意加入他后宫的举动。 Like famous ‚broken window effect’. 就像大名鼎鼎的‘破窗效应’。 Because turned into a salt fish that loses the dream. 由于变成了一条失去梦想的咸鱼。 Eriri then abandons something as beyond redemption, thought that does not matter, planned that joins his harem to punish itself? 英梨梨这才破罐子破摔,觉得怎么样都无所谓,打算加入他的后宫来惩罚自己？ It is not implausible. 并不是没有可能。 It is not smooth like the daytime working life, in the evening subconsciously through staying up late to punish itself with escaping the reality is the same. 就像白天工作生活不顺利,晚上会下意识通过熬夜来惩罚自己和逃避现实一样。 Similar psychology behavior is common. 类似的心理学行为屡见不鲜。 Therefore at this time, Kitahara Kaede has not spoken, but whatever Eriri continued downward. 因此这个时候,北原枫没有说话,而是任由英梨梨继续往下说。 Eriri continues saying: „For some reasons, I have no way to turn in the draft before tomorrow afternoon dead line, just edited to my manga sentenced the death penalty, from now on my having no way may draw manga, thinks here I even have no way to take the paint brush.” 英梨梨继续说道:“因为某些原因,我没法在明天下午的死线前交上稿子,刚刚编辑对我的漫画宣判了死刑,今后我可能都没法画漫画了,一想到这里我甚至没法拿起画笔。” Kitahara Kaede wants to complain. 北原枫很想吐槽。 This is you telephones, well a I cussing out reason? 这就是你打电话过来,好好把我一顿臭骂的原因？ Is cannot turn in the draft obviously for some reasons, unexpectedly calls to scold him, although there is an apology well, but he was also too undeserved, this had no difference from the lying down spear/gun simply. 明明是因为某些原因交不上稿子,居然打电话过来骂他,虽然有好好道歉,但他也太冤枉了吧,这简直跟躺枪没有什么区别啊。 Kitahara Kaede does not dare complaining says. 北原枫没敢把吐槽说出来。 His slightly thinking. 他略微一思索。 Quick had helped Eriri raise the means of paint brush. 很快就有了帮助英梨梨重新提起画笔的办法。 However has not said directly, the tone that but repudiates a debt with for fear that Eriri said: „Eriri, if I help you raise the paint brush, before the dead line completes turns in the draft, the matter that before that complied with join my harem cannot repudiate a debt.” 不过并没有直接说出来,而是用生怕英梨梨赖账的语气说道:“英梨梨,如果我帮你重新提起画笔,在死线完成前交上稿子,之前那个答应加入我后宫的事情可不能赖账啊。” Sees Kitahara Kaede this expression. 看到北原枫这副表情。 Eriri could not bear, titters one to smile: „What is this? Given for nothing you instead do not want, if you really help me successfully complete draft, perhaps wanted not to have again, therefore Kitahara you were a fool?” 英梨梨没忍住,噗嗤一声笑了出来:“这算是什么啊？白给的你反而不要,要是你真的帮我成功完稿,说不定再想要就没了,所以北原你是笨蛋吗？” „I said does not want to take advantage of somebody.” “我说了不想趁人之危。”