Imagines the Harano Seigotragic death the appearance, imaginingYoruhana Natsuyacanhave the response that imaginesall people have the response that......
想象原野清吾惨死的模样,想象万华夏夜会有的反应,想象所有人会有的反应……
After the mindappearsvariouspictures, Watanicalms downgradually.
脑海里浮现各种画面之后,和谷渐渐冷静下来。............Candoreally?
…………真的要做吗?Thatis the murder.
那可是杀人啊。AlthoughtrulyhatesHarano Seigo, wishes one couldhimnot to existinthisworld, maywantto killhim......
虽然确实憎恨原野清吾,恨不得他不存在于这世上,可要自己杀了他……
The expressionsatanicallyretreatsslowly, on the excellentunfamiliar faceappears the puzzledlook.
恶魔般的表情缓缓退去,优等生脸上浮现纠结的神色。Imustgo on living, only thenusesthatthing, thereforeInotwrong, was forced.
我要活下去,只有使用那东西,所以我没有错,是被逼迫的。But...... Does Harano Seigohave the mistake?
可是……原野清吾就有错吗?Hisexistenceis an eyesorevery much, inallmale studentsregarding the class is an eyesore, but...... The fellowis a good person!!
他的存在很碍眼,对于班上所有男生都很碍眼,但……那家伙是个好人啊!!Even ifhatesto hope that the opposite partydoes not existin the world, Ooike Watanialsohas toacknowledgethatHarano Seigoisgood personhandsomeis open, goodschoolmate of being helpful.
即使恨得希望对方不存在于世上,大池和谷也不得不承认,原野清吾是个好人一个帅气开朗,乐于助人的好同学。Thought that heis an eyesorevery much , because hewas too outstanding. Facinghistime, will have the inferiority complex, will give birth tojealousy.
觉得他很碍眼,是因为他太优秀了。面对他的时候,会产生劣等感,会生出嫉妒心。Has killedhim...... Really?
杀了他……真的好吗?
The conscience in Wataniheartwas interrogating.和谷心中的良知在质问。Thisis not the issue that is good! Imustsuchdo! Iwantto go on living! The person who kills the hatredwent on livingbyoneself, whatwrongthishas!!?
这不是好不好的问题!我必须这么做!我想要活下去!杀死憎恨的人让自己活下去,这有什么错!!?Notwrong...... However......
没有错……但是……Notbut! Isthis! Iwill massacreHarano Seigo! Tomorrowwill kill!!
没有但是了!就是这样!我会杀掉原野清吾!明天就杀!!Yoruhana Natsuya will be very sad......万华夏夜会很伤心的……Wantsherto be sadly good! Thiswas happiest!!
就是要她伤心才好!这样最痛快了!!Really...... Was thisOK?
真的……这样就可以了吗?What to dootherwiseI can also!!??
不然我还能怎么办啊!!??Wataniwas roaringat heart, surges the strugglingmood.和谷在心里咆哮,涌动挣扎情绪。
......
……Ooike Wataniasked for leave.大池和谷请假了。It is said was drenchedyesterdayby the rain, caught cold.
据说是昨天被雨淋到,感冒了。At this time the cold, was really bad luck, hopinghim to convalescebeforeValentine's Day...... Knew that the newsSeijithinks.
这种时候感冒,真是倒霉,但愿他能在情人节之前痊愈……得知消息的晴司是这么想的。Thisspecialholidayclose tocausing the atmosphere on classis somewhat subtle. The line of sightjaraidegree that the maleschoolmatesthrowriseslargely, makingSeijismile bitterlyat heart.
这个特殊节日的临近使得班上的氛围有些微妙。男同学们投来的视线扎人程度大幅上升,让晴司心里苦笑。Onlyhecandoisdisplayswithusually is the same.
他唯一能做的就是表现得跟平时一样。Todayrains. Moreoveraccording to the weather predict that in the next few dayspossiblyisthisweather.
今天又下雨。而且根据天气预报,未来几天可能都是这种天气。We hope thatthe day ofValentine's Daycanclear. Valentine's Day that althoughrainshas the flavor, but the cloudless dayis more pleasant.
希望情人节那天能放晴。虽然下雨的情人节别有韵味,但还是晴天更让人愉快吧。On Wednesday.
周三。Ooike Watanistillasked for leave.大池和谷仍然请假。Heard that wantsto visitwiththistop studentfriendshipquitegoodseveralschoolmates, butwas turned down, as ifcatches coldheavily.
听说与这位优等生交情比较好的几个同学想去探望,但被婉拒了,似乎感冒不轻。
When midday rest, Kaoriwas encircledby the female students, consults the hand madechocolatemethod and secret, MikaandChiaki is also involved.
午休时,香织被女生们团团围住,请教手制巧克力的方法和秘诀,美佳和千秋也参与其中。Seijithereforerarelyexperiencedaloneto have the lunch the taste.晴司因此难得地体验到了独自吃午餐的滋味。Laterknewthat after the situationdevelopsis on vacation from school, openshand madechocolateto attend to the classroom, the participantis numerous, including some female students of otherclass...... Veryfierce, TeacherKaori.
之后得知,情况发展成放学后开设手制巧克力料理教室,参加者众多,连别班的一些女生都来……很厉害嘛,香织老师。On Thursday.
周四。Ooike Watanicame to the school.大池和谷来学校了。Hewears the mask, has the dark pouche, does not appearanymind.
他戴着口罩,有着黑眼圈,显得没什么精神。Seijilooks attoWatanitime, the latteralsolooks, two sidesvision to.晴司看向和谷的时候,后者也看过来,两边目光对上。Seijisees the look of thistop studentsecretarybothgloomyandcomplex.晴司见到这位优等生书记的眼神既阴沉又复杂。
The nextsecond, Watanihas taken back the vision.
下一秒,和谷就收回了目光。
The Seijiheartlives the doubts.晴司心生疑惑。Class recess.
课间。Seijigoes to bathroom, saw that Watanialonestandsbefore the corridorwindow, watchesoutsiderain.晴司上厕所的时候,见到和谷独自站在走廊窗前,看着外面的雨。„Ooike-san...... Bodyhow is it?”heapproaches the opposite party, asked.
“大池同学……身体怎么样?”他走近对方,问道。„Fortunately, thankscared.” The top studentsrepliedlightly, stillwatchesout of the window.
“还好,谢谢关心。”优等生平淡答道,仍然看着窗外。Seijialsolookstoout of the window, silent.晴司也看向窗外,沉默了一下。„Ooike-san, whatwords did youhave to say?”Askedin a soft voice.
“大池同学,你是不是有什么话想说?”轻声问道。„...... Whysuchasked?”
“……为什么这么问?”„BecauseIthought that youwantto sayanythingtomeprobably.”
“因为我觉得你好像想跟我说什么。”Watani: „............”和谷:“…………”„IsIhave thought the words, excuse me.”Seijiturns around, mustget out of the way.
“是我多想了的话,不好意思。”晴司转身,就要走开。„Harano-san......”low and deepsoundresounds.
“原野同学……”低沉的声音响起。
The Seiji'sfootstepslive.晴司的脚步顿住。„Tonight, discussesalone, Ok?”Watanisaidin a low voice.
“今天晚上,单独谈一谈,可以吗?”和谷低声道。„...... Ok.”Seijigaze shimmers, replied.
“……可以。”晴司目光微闪,答道。„thanks.” After Wataniexpressed the gratitude, said the time and place.
“谢谢。”和谷表示谢意后,说了时间和地点。„Do not tellotherpeoplethismatter.”Finallyleaves behindsuchone, the top studentsecretarygot out of the way.
“不要把这事告诉其他人。”最后留下这么一句,优等生书记就走开了。Seijigazed afteritsback, thenalsoturns aroundto get out of the way.晴司目送了一下其背影,然后也转身走开。In the evening, the rainstopped.
当晚,雨停了。Seijiarrives in the agreementon time the place, a smallpark.晴司准时抵达约定的地点,一个小公园。SeesOoike Watanito squatinsandpoolinside, is pilingShatta.
见到大池和谷蹲在沙池里,正在堆着沙塔。Wears the jacket and trousers, wearsmask and glasseshigh schoolmale student, squatsinsandpond that ingiving the childplayspile of sand...... Thispicturelooks likea littlestrange.
身穿夹克和长裤,戴着口罩和眼镜的高中男生,蹲在给小孩子玩的沙池里堆沙子……这景象看起来有点怪异。„good evening, Ooike-san.”
“晚上好,大池同学。”„...... good evening, Harano-san.”
“……晚上好,原野同学。”Wataniclapsexcept the handin the sand, has stood, changesSeiji.和谷拍拍手除去手上沙子,站了起来,转向晴司。„Why can youcome?”Hiswatchesopposite party, askedlow and deep.
“你为什么要来呢?”他看着对方,低沉问道。„BecauseIcomplied.”Seijireplied.
“因为我答应了。”晴司回答道。„Why do youcomply? Iandyouare notfriends, in the eveningmeetsalone, isn'tverystrange?”
“你为什么答应?我和你不是朋友,晚上单独见面,不是很奇怪吗?”„Trulystrange, is complyingbecause ofsome.”Seijicalmly said.
“确实奇怪,正因如此我才答应。”晴司平静道。„Becausethinkscurious? Hehe...... The curiositywill kill the person.”Watanihas sneeredunder.
“因为觉得好奇?呵呵……好奇心是会害死人的。”和谷冷笑了下。„Sometimestrulyis the meeting, butIbelieveOoike-san.”
“有时候确实是会,但我相信大池同学。”„Believesme? Hehe...... Whatbelievesmy? Believes that whatmatterIcannot maketo come!?” The Wataniexpressionsuddenlybecomesincisive, „believes that Icould not winyou! In any eventcannot threatenyou! Right!!?”
“相信我?呵呵……相信我什么?相信我做不出什么事情来是吗!?”和谷的语气陡然变得尖锐,“相信我赢不了你!无论如何都威胁不到你!是吗!!?”„It is not.” The Seijiwatchesopposite party, „IbelievesOoike-san, person who will not killmy.”
“不是。”晴司看着对方,“我相信大池同学,不是会杀了我的人。”Watanihas gawked.和谷愣了一下。Then, the complexdarkdeepmoodwell ups, makinghimblurt out
然后,复杂黑暗深沉的情绪涌上心头,让他脱口而出„rubbish!!!”
“放屁!!!”
The calling outsound that nearlyroared, shook the nighttime sky.
近乎咆哮的嘶喊声,震荡夜空。„Iwantedto killyou! Wantedto killyouvery much!! Bastard who yourthissuperis an eyesore!! DiedgoodAhhh”
“我想要杀了你!很想要杀了你!!你这超级碍眼的混蛋!!死了才好啊啊啊”
The words of curseshowdeepnegativeemotion, proceeds from the sinceritywithout a doubt.
诅咒的话语透出深沉的负面感情,毫无疑问是发自真心。Seijifeelsthisevil intention, but the expressionwas still calm.晴司感受到这份恶意,但表情仍然平静。
The scenefalls intosilent.
场面陷入寂静。
The distanceinfourmeters, the watchesopposite partyfourseconds, other people have not seen...... The conditionhas satisfied!
距离在四米之内,看着对方四秒钟,没有其他人看到……条件已经满足!Remainingso long asis holdingexplicitkilling intent, readfourtimes„killing”on the line.
剩下只要抱着明确的杀意,念出四次“杀”就行了。Wataniwantssuchto do.和谷想要这么做。Howevercannot make the soundinexplicably, the throatwas choked upprobablybyanythinggenerally.
但是莫名地发不出声音来,喉咙好像被什么哽住了一般。„Youwantedto killme, butyouwill not killme.”Seijisaidin a soft voice, „, becausesuchdoes, was equal todenyingOoike-sanyourself.”
“你想要杀了我,但你不会真的杀我。”晴司轻声说道,“因为这么做,等于否定了大池同学你自己。”Wataniwas shocked.和谷愣住了。„Ooike-san, youcontinuouslyverydiligently, andtakesthisasproud. Suchyou, trulywhatwantshas won the match, butdoes not eliminate the match.”Seijiwatchesopposite partyeyes.
“大池同学,你一直都很努力,并且以此为骄傲吧。这样的你,真正想要的是赢过对手,而不是消灭对手。”晴司看着对方的眼睛。„Youthought that could not winme, thereforehatedme, wantingmeto vanish, butyouwill not have killedme, becausethiswasacknowledged that yourselfforevercould not winme, totallygave upownpride.”
“你觉得赢不了我,所以恨我,想要我消失,但是你绝不会真的杀了我,因为这样就是承认你自己永远也赢不了我,彻底放弃自己的骄傲。”„Youreffortis notonly thenthisvalue, yourprideis notonly thenthis degree, youshouldbe ableto see clearly...... Even if confusedfor a while, the pain, struggles, youwill clearly recognize finally alsothatandbelieves itself.”
“你的努力不是只有这点价值的,你的骄傲不是只有这种程度的,你应该能看清……即使一时迷茫,痛苦,挣扎,你最终也会认清,并相信自己。”„Isuchbelieve.”
“我就是这么相信的。”
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