WTNRAS :: Volume #6

#539: I wanted to kill you!


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Imagines the Harano Seigo tragic death the appearance, imagining Yoruhana Natsuya can have the response that imagines all people have the response that...... 想象原野清吾惨死的模样,想象万华夏夜会有的反应,想象所有人会有的反应…… After the mind appears various pictures, Watani calms down gradually. 脑海里浮现各种画面之后,和谷渐渐冷静下来。 ............ Can do really? …………真的要做吗? That is the murder. 那可是杀人啊。 Although truly hates Harano Seigo, wishes one could him not to exist in this world, may want to kill him...... 虽然确实憎恨原野清吾,恨不得他不存在于这世上,可要自己杀了他…… The expression satanically retreats slowly, on the excellent unfamiliar face appears the puzzled look. 恶魔般的表情缓缓退去,优等生脸上浮现纠结的神色。 I must go on living, only then uses that thing, therefore I not wrong, was forced. 我要活下去,只有使用那东西,所以我没有错,是被逼迫的。 But...... Does Harano Seigo have the mistake? 可是……原野清吾就有错吗? His existence is an eyesore very much, in all male students regarding the class is an eyesore, but...... The fellow is a good person!! 他的存在很碍眼,对于班上所有男生都很碍眼,但……那家伙是个好人啊!! Even if hates to hope that the opposite party does not exist in the world, Ooike Watani also has to acknowledge that Harano Seigo is good person handsome is open, good schoolmate of being helpful. 即使恨得希望对方不存在于世上,大池和谷也不得不承认,原野清吾是个好人一个帅气开朗,乐于助人的好同学。 Thought that he is an eyesore very much , because he was too outstanding. Facing his time, will have the inferiority complex, will give birth to jealousy. 觉得他很碍眼,是因为他太优秀了。面对他的时候,会产生劣等感,会生出嫉妒心。 Has killed him...... Really? 杀了他……真的好吗? The conscience in Watani heart was interrogating. 和谷心中的良知在质问。 This is not the issue that is good! I must such do! I want to go on living! The person who kills the hatred went on living by oneself, what wrong this has!!? 这不是好不好的问题!我必须这么做!我想要活下去!杀死憎恨的人让自己活下去,这有什么错!!? Not wrong...... However...... 没有错……但是…… Not but! Is this! I will massacre Harano Seigo! Tomorrow will kill!! 没有但是了!就是这样!我会杀掉原野清吾!明天就杀!! Yoruhana Natsuya will be very sad...... 万华夏夜会很伤心的…… Wants her to be sadly good! This was happiest!! 就是要她伤心才好!这样最痛快了!! Really...... Was this OK? 真的……这样就可以了吗? What to do otherwise I can also!!?? 不然我还能怎么办啊!!?? Watani was roaring at heart, surges the struggling mood. 和谷在心里咆哮,涌动挣扎情绪。 ...... …… Ooike Watani asked for leave. 大池和谷请假了。 It is said was drenched yesterday by the rain, caught cold. 据说是昨天被雨淋到,感冒了。 At this time the cold, was really bad luck, hoping him to convalesce before Valentine's Day...... Knew that the news Seiji thinks. 这种时候感冒,真是倒霉,但愿他能在情人节之前痊愈……得知消息的晴司是这么想的。 This special holiday close to causing the atmosphere on class is somewhat subtle. The line of sight jarai degree that the male schoolmates throw rises largely, making Seiji smile bitterly at heart. 这个特殊节日的临近使得班上的氛围有些微妙。男同学们投来的视线扎人程度大幅上升,让晴司心里苦笑。 Only he can do is displays with usually is the same. 他唯一能做的就是表现得跟平时一样。 Today rains. Moreover according to the weather predict that in the next few days possibly is this weather. 今天又下雨。而且根据天气预报,未来几天可能都是这种天气。 We hope that the day of Valentine's Day can clear. Valentine's Day that although rains has the flavor, but the cloudless day is more pleasant. 希望情人节那天能放晴。虽然下雨的情人节别有韵味,但还是晴天更让人愉快吧。 On Wednesday. 周三。 Ooike Watani still asked for leave. 大池和谷仍然请假。 Heard that wants to visit with this top student friendship quite good several schoolmates, but was turned down, as if catches cold heavily. 听说与这位优等生交情比较好的几个同学想去探望,但被婉拒了,似乎感冒不轻。 When midday rest, Kaori was encircled by the female students, consults the hand made chocolate method and secret, Mika and Chiaki is also involved. 午休时,香织被女生们团团围住,请教手制巧克力的方法和秘诀,美佳千秋也参与其中。 Seiji therefore rarely experienced alone to have the lunch the taste. 晴司因此难得地体验到了独自吃午餐的滋味。 Later knew that after the situation develops is on vacation from school, opens hand made chocolate to attend to the classroom, the participant is numerous, including some female students of other class...... Very fierce, Teacher Kaori. 之后得知,情况发展成放学后开设手制巧克力料理教室,参加者众多,连别班的一些女生都来……很厉害嘛,香织老师。 On Thursday. 周四。 Ooike Watani came to the school. 大池和谷来学校了。 He wears the mask, has the dark pouche, does not appear any mind. 他戴着口罩,有着黑眼圈,显得没什么精神 Seiji looks at to Watani time, the latter also looks, two sides vision to. 晴司看向和谷的时候,后者也看过来,两边目光对上。 Seiji sees the look of this top student secretary both gloomy and complex. 晴司见到这位优等生书记的眼神既阴沉又复杂。 The next second, Watani has taken back the vision. 下一秒,和谷就收回了目光。 The Seiji heart lives the doubts. 晴司心生疑惑。 Class recess. 课间。 Seiji goes to bathroom, saw that Watani alone stands before the corridor window, watches outside rain. 晴司上厕所的时候,见到和谷独自站在走廊窗前,看着外面的雨。 Ooike-san...... Body how is it? he approaches the opposite party, asked. 大池同学……身体怎么样?”他走近对方,问道。 Fortunately, thanks cared.” The top students replied lightly, still watches out of the window. “还好,谢谢关心。”优等生平淡答道,仍然看着窗外。 Seiji also looks to out of the window, silent. 晴司也看向窗外,沉默了一下。 Ooike-san, what words did you have to say?” Asked in a soft voice. 大池同学,你是不是有什么话想说?”轻声问道。 „...... Why such asked?” “……为什么这么问?” Because I thought that you want to say anything to me probably.” “因为我觉得你好像想跟我说什么。” Watani: ............ 和谷:“…………” Is I have thought the words, excuse me.” Seiji turns around, must get out of the way. “是我多想了的话,不好意思。”晴司转身,就要走开。 Harano-san......” low and deep sound resounds. 原野同学……”低沉的声音响起。 The Seiji's footsteps live. 晴司的脚步顿住。 Tonight, discusses alone, Ok?” Watani said in a low voice. “今天晚上,单独谈一谈,可以吗?”和谷低声道。 „...... Ok.” Seiji gaze shimmers, replied. “……可以。”晴司目光微闪,答道。 thanks.” After Watani expressed the gratitude, said the time and place. 谢谢。”和谷表示谢意后,说了时间和地点。 Do not tell other people this matter.” Finally leaves behind such one, the top student secretary got out of the way. “不要把这事告诉其他人。”最后留下这么一句,优等生书记就走开了。 Seiji gazed after its back, then also turns around to get out of the way. 晴司目送了一下其背影,然后也转身走开。 In the evening, the rain stopped. 当晚,雨停了。 Seiji arrives in the agreement on time the place, a small park. 晴司准时抵达约定的地点,一个小公园。 Sees Ooike Watani to squat in sand pool inside, is piling Shatta. 见到大池和谷蹲在沙池里,正在堆着沙塔。 Wears the jacket and trousers, wears mask and glasses high school male student, squats in sand pond that in giving the child plays pile of sand...... This picture looks like a little strange. 身穿夹克和长裤,戴着口罩和眼镜高中男生,蹲在给小孩子玩的沙池里堆沙子……这景象看起来有点怪异。 good evening, Ooike-san.” 晚上好,大池同学。” „...... good evening, Harano-san.” “……晚上好,原野同学。” Watani claps except the hand in the sand, has stood, changes Seiji. 和谷拍拍手除去手上沙子,站了起来,转向晴司 Why can you come?” His watches opposite party, asked low and deep. “你为什么要来呢?”他看着对方,低沉问道。 Because I complied.” Seiji replied. “因为我答应了。”晴司回答道。 Why do you comply? I and you are not friends, in the evening meets alone, isn't very strange?” “你为什么答应?我和你不是朋友,晚上单独见面,不是很奇怪吗?” Truly strange, is complying because of so me.” Seiji calmly said. “确实奇怪,正因如此我才答应。”晴司平静道 Because thinks curious? Hehe...... The curiosity will kill the person.” Watani has sneered under. “因为觉得好奇?呵呵……好奇心是会害死人的。”和谷冷笑了下。 Sometimes truly is the meeting, but I believe Ooike-san.” “有时候确实是会,但我相信大池同学。” Believes me? Hehe...... What believes my? Believes that what matter I cannot make to come!?” The Watani expression suddenly becomes incisive, believes that I could not win you! In any event cannot threaten you! Right!!?” “相信我?呵呵……相信我什么?相信我做不出什么事情来是吗!?”和谷的语气陡然变得尖锐,“相信我赢不了你!无论如何都威胁不到你!是吗!!?” „It is not.” The Seiji watches opposite party, I believes Ooike-san, person who will not kill my.” “不是。”晴司看着对方,“我相信大池同学,不是会杀了我的人。” Watani has gawked. 和谷愣了一下。 Then, the complex dark deep mood well ups, making him blurt out 然后,复杂黑暗深沉的情绪涌上心头,让他脱口而出 rubbish!!!” 放屁!!!” The calling out sound that nearly roared, shook the nighttime sky. 近乎咆哮的嘶喊声,震荡夜空。 I wanted to kill you! Wanted to kill you very much!! Bastard who your this super is an eyesore!! Died good Ahhh “我想要杀了你!很想要杀了你!!你这超级碍眼的混蛋!!死了才好啊啊啊 The words of curse show deep negative emotion, proceeds from the sincerity without a doubt. 诅咒的话语透出深沉的负面感情,毫无疑问是发自真心。 Seiji feels this evil intention, but the expression was still calm. 晴司感受到这份恶意,但表情仍然平静。 The scene falls into silent. 场面陷入寂静。 The distance in four meters, the watches opposite party four seconds, other people have not seen...... The condition has satisfied! 距离在四米之内,看着对方四秒钟,没有其他人看到……条件已经满足! Remaining so long as is holding explicit killing intent, read four times killing on the line. 剩下只要抱着明确的杀意,念出四次“杀”就行了。 Watani wants such to do. 和谷想要这么做。 However cannot make the sound inexplicably, the throat was choked up probably by anything generally. 但是莫名地发不出声音来,喉咙好像被什么哽住了一般。 You wanted to kill me, but you will not kill me.” Seiji said in a soft voice, „, because such does, was equal to denying Ooike-san yourself.” “你想要杀了我,但你不会真的杀我。”晴司轻声说道,“因为这么做,等于否定了大池同学你自己。” Watani was shocked. 和谷愣住了。 Ooike-san, you continuously very diligently, and takes this as proud. Such you, truly what wants has won the match, but does not eliminate the match.” Seiji watches opposite party eyes. 大池同学,你一直都很努力,并且以此为骄傲吧。这样的你,真正想要的是赢过对手,而不是消灭对手。”晴司看着对方的眼睛 You thought that could not win me, therefore hated me, wanting me to vanish, but you will not have killed me, because this was acknowledged that yourself forever could not win me, totally gave up own pride.” “你觉得赢不了我,所以恨我,想要我消失,但是你绝不会真的杀了我,因为这样就是承认你自己永远也赢不了我,彻底放弃自己的骄傲。” Your effort is not only then this value, your pride is not only then this degree, you should be able to see clearly...... Even if confused for a while, the pain, struggles, you will clearly recognize finally also that and believes itself.” “你的努力不是只有这点价值的,你的骄傲不是只有这种程度的,你应该能看清……即使一时迷茫,痛苦,挣扎,你最终也会认清,并相信自己。” I such believe.” “我就是这么相信的。”
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