1. Zhao Yanyan wedding() 1.赵颜妍的婚礼() „Chief Liu, do you also attend the Little Zhao wedding? Come, we drink one cup again!” “刘总,你也来参加小赵的婚礼？来,咱俩再喝一杯！” Looks at present the lively scene, I am somewhat absent-minded. Has carried the wine glass simple-hearted, tosses down. Was the several cup, I was not already clear. Even I drank a moment ago is the beer or the white liquor also or is only one cup of plain boiled water, I have not tasted, not clear is the liquor that who urged. 看着眼前热闹的场面,我有些恍惚。木讷的端起了酒杯,一饮而尽。第是第几杯了,我已经既不清楚了。甚至我刚才喝进去的到底是啤酒还是白酒亦或者只是一杯白开水,我也没尝出来,更不清楚是谁劝的酒。 My glassy-eyed sitting on seat, is recalling these years I and Zhao Yanyan tips, once the goddess in mind, now I can only gaze at her silently, becomes others' bride. 我目光呆滞的坐在席上,回忆着这些年来我与赵颜妍的点点滴滴,曾经心目中的女神,如今我只能默默地注视她,成为别人的新娘。 I and Zhao Yanyan from the high school are Student, and shares a table. At that time Zhao Yanyan was the focal point in school, not only the academic record was outstanding, but also versatile, what was most important was the person long attractiveness, was evaluated School Beauty by many Student in secret. 我和赵颜妍从高中就是同学,而且是同桌。那时候赵颜妍就是学校里的焦点,不但学习成绩优异,而且多才多艺,最重要的是人长的漂亮,被很多同学私下里评为校花。 Although I and she share a table, but in fact had said the words are not many, few, moreover is the irrelevanting words. The disposition of my high school is somewhat introverted, naturally, because the study is not good, is not that kind of student who the teacher loves, by many attention, will not be that dispensable type. 虽然我和她是同桌,但实际上说过的话并不多,寥寥几句,而且是无关痛痒的话。我高中的性格有些内向,当然,由于学习不好,也不是老师所宠爱的那类学生,并不会被过多的关注,属于那种可有可无的类型。 Does not know when from starts, I deeply liked Zhao Yanyan, perhaps was only the favorable impression. However actually likes paying attention to her silently, every action and every movement, frown and smile. However I have not told always her, because in her side many pursuers . Moreover the condition of everyone as if compared with on my many. 不知道从什么时候开始,我深深地喜欢上了赵颜妍,也或许只是好感。不过却喜欢默默的关注着她,一举一动,一颦一笑。但是我却始终没有告诉她,因为在她的身边不乏追求者,而且每个人的条件似乎都比我强上许多。 High two dividing into classes time we separate from each other, she has chosen the liberal arts, but I have still chosen the science subjects, that time my science subjects were not the strong point, but my always one type fear to strange environment, therefore remained has drifted along in the original class and grade. 高二的分班的时候我们分道扬镳,她选择了文科,而我依然选择了理科,那时候的我理科并不是强项,但是我总是有一种对陌生环境的恐惧,所以留在了在原来的班级混日子。 After Zhao Yanyan separates, I think that I can forget this presents the girl in my dream every night, but I made a mistake. I to Zhao Yanyan missing, not only does not have the reduction instead actually to increase day by day, she completely has become the goal of my life struggle. 与赵颜妍分开以后,我以为我能忘掉这个夜夜出现在我梦中的女孩,但是我错了。我对赵颜妍的思念非但没有减少反而却与日剧增,她完全成了我人生奋斗的目标。 I know that by the Zhao Yanyan result, inevitably is at the area-wide student examination the national top university, to be able to continue to see her, I must try hard. When this illusory power obligation, throwing of high school last year of my total involvement is in the books, knowledge that has picked up high high two falling. 我知道以赵颜妍的成绩,必然是会考上全国顶尖的大学的,要想能够继续看见她,我必须要努力了。在这个虚无缥缈的动力驱使之下,高中最后一年的时间我全身心的扑身在书本上,重新捡起了很多高一高二时落下的知识。 Finally not let people down at the college entrance examination, has tested into national famous Huaxia University. In the Sir joyful atmosphere, I know at home, this merit should belong to Zhao Yanyan actually, if because to her missing, does not know that beforehand she will register for Huaxia University, I am impossible assiduously so. 终于在高考的时候不负众望,考上了全国著名的华夏大学。在家里大人喜悦的气氛中,我知道,这一份功劳其实应该属于赵颜妍,如果不是因为对她的思念,不是事先知道她会报考华夏大学,我不可能如此的刻苦。 Newborn registration time, I unexpectedly accidental/surprised saw that familiar form. One year does not see, Zhao Yanyan was more attractive, although before present my no longer resembles, feels inferior, but compares with Zhao Yanyan, I know that I could not have been joined to her. Student which isn't in Huaxia University the outstanding person of high school time? I and they compare the proud capital not to have. 新生报到的时候,我竟然意外的看见了那熟悉的身影。一年不见,赵颜妍更漂亮了,虽然如今的我不再像以前那么自卑,但是和赵颜妍比起来,我知道我还配不上她。华夏大学里的学生哪一个不是高中时候的佼佼者？我和他们比起来一点骄傲的资本都没有。 Those who let my accident/surprise has not made a boyfriend as the Huaxia University School Beauty Zhao Yanyan university four years unexpectedly, has not spread a scandal. 让我意外的是作为华夏大学校花的赵颜妍大学四年竟然没有交过一个男朋友,也没传出过一点绯闻。 High school time coming out that looks, Zhao Yanyan affirmed that life in a very superior family, goes to school to be on vacation from school has the private car to send and pick up. This and parents are I of worker compare simply are the differences of heaven and earth. 高中的时候就看的出来,赵颜妍肯定生活在一个非常优越的家庭中,上学放学都有专车接送。这和父母都是工人的我比起来简直是天壤之别。 University four years, my unceasing wants to pull closer with her distance, studies the finance, studies the politics, learns the multi- country foreign language, joins various types of mass organizations to enhance own ability, blue ball soccer swimming Sanda fires without any exception has become the main force of mass organization, participates in the national university students to compete on behalf of Huaxia University many times. It can be said that when I of college days spiritless that Liu Lei from the middle school have developed completely change, became in Huaxia University dazzling Celebrity. Similarly pursues my girl to be also many, but I actually cannot forget Zhao Yanyan. 大学四年,我不断的想拉近和她的距离,学习金融,学习政治,学习多国外语,参加各种社团来提升自身的能力,蓝球足球游泳散打射击无一例外的都成了社团的主力,多次代表华夏大学参加全国大学生竞赛。可以说大学时代的我已经从中学时懦弱的那个刘磊完全拓变,成为了华夏大学里一颗耀眼的明星。同样追求我的女孩子也很多,但是我却始终忘不了赵颜妍。 Perhaps is my disposition makes it so, constantly to Zhao Yanyan confession, I have not been afraid the failure, is afraid is rejected, the fear lost this to be preserved many years of sentiment by me. In my opinion, although not with Zhao Yanyan confession, but actually represents me also to have the opportunity. I do not want to waste this opportunity easily, therefore I still in enhancement of going all out, superego. 也许是我的性格使然,始终没有对赵颜妍表白,我害怕失败,害怕被拒绝,害怕失去这份被我保存了多年的感情。在我看来,虽然没和赵颜妍表白,但是却代表我还有机会。我不想轻易的浪费掉这个机会,所以我仍然在拼命的提高自我,超越自我。 After the graduation, I once more very lucky and Zhao Yanyan takes office in the same company. But I still am single, Zhao Yanyan is also. 毕业以后,我再次很幸运的和赵颜妍就职于同一家公司。而我依然是单身,赵颜妍也是。 The end of the year when I was 31 years old, I climbed to leap the peak of my life enterprise finally, I sat the company Huaxia Region CEO position. I know, the opportunity that I have waited for arrived, I prepare this year since Christmas day to Zhao Yanyan confession, has poured out me continuously to her sentiment. 在我31岁那年的年底,我终于攀跃到了我人生事业的巅峰,我坐上了公司华夏区总裁的位置。我知道,我一直等待的机会到了,我准备在今年的圣诞节向赵颜妍表白,倾诉我一直以来对她的感情。 As the saying goes the life is unpleasant most likely. 俗话说人生不如意十之八九。 Christmas day, I have subscribed one bunch of fresh flowers to flower shop very early in the morning, subscribed one to reserve a room in Maxim Restaurant. I prepare to make Zhao Yanyan to come out tonight to eat meal, then looks for an appropriate time to her confession. 圣诞节,我一早就到花店订了一束鲜花,又在马克西姆西餐厅订了一间包房。我准备在今晚约赵颜妍出来吃饭,然后找一个适当的时候对她表白。 My in high spirits entering office, secretary Xiao Zhang with me big pile of greeting cards, I smiles, when CEO is good, you do not give others to deliver greeting card others also to deliver to you. 我兴高采烈的走进办公室,秘书小张拿给我一大堆贺卡,我一笑,当总裁就是好,你不给别人送贺卡别人也得给你送。 The greeting card uppermost is an invitation, this type of thing almost can see daily. Sits in company Huaxia Region CEO this position, treats with courtesy has almost daily. My lazy Yangyang takes to disassemble it, after I open, the flash I feel dizzily, one type falls into the feeling in icehouse. In a twinkling in my brains a blank, this invitation looks like the bolt from the blue is together same, deeply hit in my chest. 贺卡的最上面是一份请柬,这种东西几乎天天都能看到。坐在公司华夏区总裁这个位置上,应酬几乎是天天都有。我懒洋洋的把它拿起来拆开,当我打开以后,一瞬间我感觉天旋地转,有一种掉入冰窖中的感觉。霎时间我的头脑中一片空白,这张请柬就像是一道晴天霹雳一样,深深地打在了我的胸口。 Can Zhao Yanyan marry?! Feeling that my one types want to cry suddenly, but actually cannot cry. Those who make me not know whether to laugh or cry, bridegroom's name unexpectedly is my assistant Xu Qingwei. He and do Zhao Yanyan want to marry unexpectedly? Beforehand my how news does not know, I am smiling bitterly shaking the head . Since more than one year, I have put at enterprise wholeheartedly, little inquires about to other matters, what is more laughable, this Xu Qingwei is I, when CEO him from the position of public relations manager promoting, originally is Zhao Yanyan of public relations department deputy director has now become the public relations manager. 赵颜妍要结婚了？！我忽然有一种想要哭的感觉,但却哭不出来。更让我哭笑不得的是,新郎的名字竟然是我的副手徐庆伟。他和赵颜妍竟然要结婚了？事先我怎么连一点消息都不知道,我苦笑着摇了摇头。这一年多以来,我一心扑在事业上,对其他的事情很少过问,更为可笑的是,这个徐庆伟还是我当总裁的时候把他从公关部经理的位置上给提拔上来的,原来是公关部副经理的赵颜妍现在当上了公关部经理。 For a long time, I tranquil own mood, since has not started, made it finish. 许久,我才平静了自己的情绪,既然没开始过,就让它结束吧。 I carry the wine glass, sway has arrived in front of Zhao Yanyan and Xu Qingwei, enunciation unclear thin say/way: „Little Xu, Little Zhao. I-- I wished your happy union lasting a hundred years, the early birth of sons!” 我端起酒杯,摇摇晃晃的走到了赵颜妍和徐庆伟面前,口齿不清稀的道:“小徐,小赵。我——我祝你们百年好合,早生贵子！” slow celebrate and Zhao Yanyan also carried the wine glass, Zhao Yanyan have smiled, said: „Thanks Chief Liu!” 徐庆和赵颜妍也端起了酒杯,赵颜妍嫣然一笑,说道:“谢谢刘总！” I cheered the liquor, the liquor table, a heart suddenly sharp pain, I will fall down. 我一口气干了杯中的酒,正要回酒桌,心房忽然一阵绞痛,我倒在了地上。 Xu Qingwei sees me to drop down, yelled hurriedly: „Called the ambulance quickly, Chief Liu has fainted, the head fell in the table corner many blood!” 徐庆伟见我倒下,急忙大叫道:“快叫救护车,刘总晕倒了,头摔在桌角上出了好多血！” Zhao Yanyan also hurriedly squats, is pinching in the person for me. 赵颜妍也急忙蹲下来,不停的为我掐着人中。 The ambulance howls drew the hospital me, was quick I to be advanced on the surgery table. I do not know that my consciousness so is why clear, however my body actually moves cannot move. 救护车呼啸的把我拉到了医院,很快我就被推到了手术台上。我不知道我的意识为何还如此清晰,但是我的身体却一动也不能动。 Puts on the doctor of white coat to look at surgery table nearby measuring appliance, rapid said to another person: „This is excessive the heart function failure that drinks wine to cause, hurries Defibrillator!” 一个穿白大褂的医生看着手术台边上的仪表,急促的对另一个人说:“这是过量的饮酒导致的心脏功能衰竭,赶紧上高压起搏器！” The person of another nurse appearance used the high clamp fast according to my chest. 另一个护士模样的人快速用高压板按在了我的胸膛。 „Enhances the voltage!” The white coat doctor shouts. “提高电压！”白大褂医生喊道。 Nurse once more high clamp according to me. 护士再次把高压板按在了我身上。 The doctor of white coat shook the head, said to nurse: „It is not good, calls cardiotonic him, asks whether the patient has any last words.” 白大褂的医生摇了摇头,对护士说道:“不行了,给他打一针强心剂,问问病人是否有什么遗言。” Outside the operating room, all employees anxiously are waiting, that nurse ran, called out to the crowd: „Did anyone of you call Zhao Yanyan?” 手术室外,所有的公司员工都在焦急地等候,那个护士跑了出来,对人群叫道:“你们谁叫赵颜妍？” Puts on Zhao Yanyan of nuptial dress to stare, but ran immediately. 穿着婚纱的赵颜妍一愣,但是马上跑了过去。 The nurse said to her: „Patient is not immediately good, he had the words to you say.” 护士对她说道:“病人马上就不行了,他有话要对你说。” I opened the eye difficultly, Zhao Yanyan waited for before my body. 我艰难的睁开了眼睛,赵颜妍已守候在我的身前。 „Yanyan, I-- I have a few words, continuously-- has wanted to say to you, Yanyan, I-- I love-- you!” Said that last character, I do not have regrettably any left this world. “颜妍,我——我有一句话,一直——一直想对你说,颜妍,我——我爱——你！”说完最后一个字,我不带有任何遗憾的离开了这个世界。 The instant, Zhao Yanyan has tears streaming down the face, is stroking gently on the surgery table with hand gently that person, is not right, should be the face of corpse, muttered: „Liu Lei, if your early moment spoke these words to me, I reckless will certainly marry you--” 霎那间,赵颜妍泪流满面,用手轻轻摩挲着手术台上那个人,不对,应该是尸体的脸庞,喃喃自语道:“刘磊,如果你早一刻对我说这句话,我一定会不顾一切的嫁给你——”