Chapter 650 wrong is not you 第650章错的不是你 In the crowded crowd, the young girl calmly is shutting the eyes, sandalwood mouth slightly. 拥挤的人群中,少女静静闭着双眼,檀口微张。 The hallucination light dyes dark brown her beautiful hair, hangs loose on the shoulder. 迷幻的灯光将她的秀发染成一片茶色,披散在肩膀上。 The pitch-black eyelash is long and thick, as the eyelid shivers gently, the fair flesh is tender, the excellent nose is lovable and charming. 乌黑的眼睫毛长而浓密,随着眼皮轻轻颤抖,白皙的肌肤柔嫩细腻,秀挺的鼻子可爱又迷人。 The lip lived a piece of pink flower probably, puts out to combine the faint aura of light sweet taste, making one be able not help to kiss. 嘴唇像是生了一片粉色的花,吐出混杂着淡淡甜味的幽微气息,让人情不自禁想要亲吻。 Katou Yusuke is staring at this pretty cute face, only thought that eyebrow is very familiar, the innermost feelings feel low-spirited. 加藤悠介凝视着这张娇俏可爱的脸,只觉得一眉一眼都无比熟悉,内心感到黯然。 His anything has not done, in the hand makes an effort to hold slightly Sayu, then let loose the opposite party. 他什么也没做,手上稍稍用力将沙优扶起来,然后便放开了对方。 Meanwhile, in the stage the boldness astonishing performance also comes to the end. 与此同时,舞台上魄力惊人的演奏也告一段落。 The four young girls of orchestra pant for breath slightly look under the stage, the look sparkles to shine, finally the guitar player who by holding the post to be initiated makes the speech to answer a curtain call. 乐队的四名少女微微喘息地看着台下,眼神闪闪发亮,最后由担任主唱的吉他手做出致辞谢幕。 „Here finished band ~! Thanks everyone today to watch our performances ~ ~ ~! Really, thanked-!!” “这里是结束band~！谢谢大家今天能来看我们的演出~~~！真的,非常非常感谢-！！” The slow racket, the audience erupt the warm applause and cheering. 慢一拍的,观众们爆发出热烈的掌声与欢呼。 In such atmosphere, Katou Yusuke leaves LiveHouse to arrive at outside. 在这样的气氛下,加藤悠介离开LiveHouse来到外面。 This moment night falls, the street in Shimokitazawa is brilliantly illuminated. 此刻夜幕降临,下北泽的街道灯火通明。 Numerous bars, restaurants, store and store are doing business warmly, before shop gate, filled the person. 众多的酒吧、餐馆、商店以及卖场都在热烈地营业着,店铺门前排满了人。 On the street is filling all kinds of music and sounds, is happy to the electron from the rock and roll, from lively noisy laughter to warm talk. 街道上弥漫着各种各样的音乐与声音,从摇滚乐到电子乐,从热闹的喧笑到温馨的谈话。 The entire street seems a giant dance party, was full of the aura of young people and nightlife. 整条街道仿佛是一个巨大的舞会,充满了年轻人和夜生活的气息。 Katou Yusuke enters a secluded alley solitarily, stops before the vending machine of roadside. 加藤悠介只身走进一条僻静的小巷,停在路边的自动贩卖机前。 The machine cold light illuminated his face, screens together the fuzzy empty shadow on the glass. 机器冷冽的灯光照亮了他的脸,在玻璃上映出一道模糊的虚影。 „Yusuke.” “悠介。” The young girls are slower than one step to enter the lane him, the vision stays respectively with the vending machine on him, thinks saying: 少女比他慢一步进入巷子,目光在他与自动贩卖机上分别停留一下,想了想说: „Were you thirsty? I buy the drink to you. You like drinking the Oolong tea is right? Chooses this?” “你口渴了吗？我买饮料给你。你喜欢喝乌龙茶对吧？选这个可以吗？” „...... Almost enough.” “……差不多够了吧。” „Well?” “咦？” Katou Yusuke slightly has opens the mouth to say exhaustedly: „When do you want to follow to arrive......?” 加藤悠介略有疲惫地开口道:“你到底想要跟到什么时候……？” Bang thump and ka. 砰咚、咔啦。 Sayu stoops, brings back the drink and giving change from the vending machine, then extends a hand, „Yusuke, gives you Oolong tea.” 沙优弯下身,从自动贩卖机里取回饮料和找零,然后伸出一只手,“悠介,给你乌龙茶。” Katou Yusuke deeply looks at her one eyes, turns around to walk. 加藤悠介深深看她一眼,转身就走。 „Yusuke!” “-悠介！” Sayu one anxious, follows hastily in him behind. 沙优一急,连忙跟在他身后。 „That, said, I want to give my money also you you......!” “那个,说起来,我想要把你给我的钱还你……！” „......” “……” „, Do you walk the slow point? I am very grateful you to consider for me, but I have not related!” “啊,你走慢一点好吗？我真的很感激你那么为我着想,但是我已经没关系了！” „......” “……” „No matter the Elder Brother or mother, they care about and take care of me now very much, gave me including the going to college school expense and living expenses, this is real!” “不管是哥哥还是妈妈,他们现在都很关心和照顾我,包括上大学的学费和生活费也给了我,这是真的哦！” „......” “……” „In the school is also, no one will bully me again! Before I am not, that no one looks, always needs you to protect to live was slightly pitiful.” “还有学校里面也是,没有人会再欺负我了！我已经不是以前那个没人照顾的,总是需要你保护才能生活的小可怜了。” „......” “……” „Therefore...... I am unimportant, you did not need to be worried about me again. The teacher and schoolmate are very friendly to me, always gives me the special amenities...... you to know that what they did call me? They called my hero......” “所以……我已经不要紧了,你不用再担心我了。老师和同学都对我特别友善,总是给我特殊待遇……你知道他们叫我什么吗？他们叫我英雄呢……” „......” “……” „Aha...... obviously the matter is not such. I am enjoying your payout constantly despicable, obtained love time and time again from your side...... in the world not compared with I more disappointing person......” “啊哈哈……明明事情根本就不是那样的。我只是一味在卑鄙地享受着你的付出,从你那边得到一次又一次的爱……世界上没有比我更差劲的人了……” „......” “……” „Really...... , if no Yusuke, my probably anything cannot achieve. I could not revolt the long-drawn-out moon/month...... unable with mother to reconcile...... have certainly the matter of seed also...... these completely am your merit-!” “真的……如果没有悠介的话,我大概什么都做不到。我既反抗不了悠月……也无法跟妈妈和解……还有结子的事情也一定……这些全部都是你的功劳-！” The voice that raises suddenly makes people unable to bear cast the vision, takes a look at them who go on a trip in a hurry curiously. 骤然提高的嗓门让人们忍不住投来目光,好奇地打量起行色匆匆的他们。 Sayu has no interest in care about these, but pursues the front that form with all one's heart. 沙优无心顾及这些,只是一门心思地追赶前方那道身影。 „ Sorry Yusuke...... harmed you to receive so many injuries, you certainly were very wronged, very sadly was right? “对不起啊悠介……害你受了那么多伤害,你一定觉得很委屈,很难过对不对？ Without me, you do not need to experience obviously these...... sorry, was I seized your life. ” 如果没有我的话,你明明就不必经历这些的……对不起,是我夺走了你的人生。” She said while runs, in the eye was full of the pain with rebuking oneself. 她边说边跑,眼中充满了痛苦与自责。 The bustling crowd hindered her footsteps, harms her often to stop to give way to traffic, however opposite party actually as if slightly not affected, from is gradually pulling open. 熙熙攘攘的人群阻碍了她的脚步,害她不时要停下来避让,然而对方却仿佛丝毫不受影响,距离在逐渐拉开。 Realized oneself soon pursue Sayu that loses to steel one's heart, steps out to pursue again, finally actually does not hit the passer-by who a front surface walks carefully. 意识到自己快要追丢的沙优把心一横,再一次加快脚步追赶,结果却不小心撞到一名迎面走来的路人。 Pū! 啪噗！ „Aiyu! Good thoroughly thoroughly thoroughly painful-!” “哎呦！好痛痛痛痛痛痛痛-！” Has the fashionable short hair, the seemingly young man to cover the right shoulder, the facial features is twisting the hissing pain to shout. 一名留着时髦短发、看起来年纪不大的男子捂着右肩,面容扭曲地嘶声痛呼。 His companion is supporting by the arm his body, inquired kindly: „Hey, all right! You how?” 他的同伴搀扶着他的身体,关切地询问:“喂,没事吧！你怎么样？” Knew Sayu that is in the wrong hurries, is stooping to apologize to the former, „, sorry! I am not intentionally. Excuse me, are you important?” 自知理亏的沙优赶忙走上来,对着前者弯身道歉,“对、对不起！我不是故意的。请问,你要不要紧？” „Hateful, the pain died simply I! Your this fellow what's the matter! Walks has not kept eyes open......-?” “可恶,简直痛死我了！你这家伙怎么回事啊！走路没长眼……呃-？” The short hair male told only half is shocked suddenly, the look stared to stare at Sayu that is keeping apologizing, until was hit under to respond with the shoulder by the companion. 短发男说到一半忽然愣住,眼神直勾勾盯着不停道歉的沙优,直到被同伴用肩膀撞了下才反应过来。 They looked at one mutually, simultaneously to the square features in saw wipes earnest and surprised- " this girl is quite lovable! " 他们互相看了一眼,同时在对方脸上看到一抹热切与惊讶-「这女孩好可爱！」 The look faces one another, two people then reached some agreement. 眼神相望间,两人便达成了某种共识。 „Wú......” “唔……” The short hair male is rubbing the shoulder fiercely, said with the tone of blame intentionally: „How you do? My shoulder was hit to be about to break by you!” 短发男呲牙咧嘴地揉着肩膀,故意用责怪的语气说:“你怎么搞的嘛？我的肩膀都被你撞到快散架了啊！” Side hit the man of ear nail also to follow saying: „Oh, clear(ly) knows that person so many on street must run, aren't you rather careful?” 旁边打着耳钉的男子也跟着说:“唉呀,明知道街上的人这么多还要跑,你未免也太不小心了吧？” „Is...... was extremely really sorry, I apologized to you, sorry.” Sayu stoops to bow guilty. “是的……真的非常抱歉,我向你们道歉,对不起。”沙优内疚不已地弯身鞠躬。 „Ha? Is the light apology useful? I felt that my shoulder must be dislocated! How do you plan to compensate me?” “哈啊？光道歉有什么用啦？我感觉我的肩膀都要脱臼了啊！你打算怎么赔偿我啊？” „Yes, you hit like this, how many should show a sincerity?” “是啊,你都把人撞成这样了,多少应该拿出一点诚意吧？” „That, if asking for money...... on me probably 30,000 yuan, hits you to sorry, did not mind that also please accept.” “那个,如果是要钱的话……我身上大概有三万円,撞到你们非常对不起,不介意的话还请收下。” Sayu said while takes out the wallet, takes completely the money of inside excluding coin, hands over in the short hair male hand. 沙优边说边取出钱包,把里面除硬币以外的钱全部拿出来,交到短发男手里。 The short hair male looked at money in the hand , to continue to cover the shoulder to shriek with pain. 短发男看了眼手中的钱,继续捂着肩膀喊痛。 The ear nail male smilingly opens the mouth saying: „Un- issue is, light/only this money could not treat the dislocation?” 耳钉男则是笑眯眯地开口道:“嗯-问题是,光这点钱是治不了脱臼的吧？” „But on me present only then these, otherwise do you first accept? I can leave behind your telephones, waits 1 : 00 pm certainly to make up money! I currently really have very urgent matter, but also please let me first leave.” “可我身上现在只有这些,不然你们先收下可以吗？我可以留下你们的电话,等晚 1 点一定会把钱补上的！我现在真的有非常紧急的事情,还请让我先离开。” Sayu was saying puts out the cell phone, prepares to take down their telephones. 沙优说着拿出手机,准备记下他们的电话。 How however two men are willing to give up. 然而两名男子又怎么肯善罢甘休。 „Hey, your attitude what's the matter? Hit wants to run? Also was too arrogant!” “喂喂喂,你这态度是怎么回事？把人撞了就想跑啊？也太傲慢了吧！” „Oh, this behavior is not quite indeed good. The words saying that we have stopped up also somewhat are here improper, otherwise finds a peaceful place, chatted well?” “唉呀,这种行为的确不太好呢。话说我们一直堵在这里也有些不妥,不然还是找个安静的地方,好好聊一下吧？” The ear nail male said that while walks, wants to put out a hand to build the shoulder of Sayu frivolously, but was shunted by the master. 耳钉男一边说一边走上来,轻佻地想要伸手去搭沙优的肩膀,但被主人躲开。 „What do you want to make......?” “你们想要做什么……？” Sayu is frowning to retrocede one step, takes back the pocket the cell phone, is vigilant. 沙优皱着眉头后退一步,把手机收回口袋,警惕起来。 In the ear nail male eye flashes through wipes the accident/surprise, on the face hangs up thinks the charming smile, waves in the chest front. 耳钉男眼中闪过一抹意外,脸上挂起自认为帅气的笑容,在胸前挥了挥手。 „You have no need such anxiously, we are this nearby university student, is not the unprincipled person. We want with you to discuss how well this matter must solve. The words saying that you are a student? Can the convenient words know?” “你用不着这么紧张的,我们都是这附近的大学生,不是什么坏人。我们只是想跟你好好商量一下这件事要怎么解决。话说你是学生吗？方便的话能认识一下吗？” He was saying puts out a hand again, takes bearing the shoulder of Sayu, finally was actually on the one hand grasped own wrist/skill by the master, single-handedly holding down shoulder. 他说着再度伸出手,探向沙优的肩膀,结果却被主人一手抓住自己的手腕,一手按住肩膀。 Soughing. 飒飒。 Leans Sayu of body to tread forward one step, in the hand makes an effort under at the same time focus to press, the right foot makes an effort to kick to his left leg. 侧过身体的沙优向前踏出一步,手上用力的同时重心下压,右脚使劲踢向他的左腿。 „Wú-!” “唔哇-！” The ear nail male loses the balance suddenly, these was swept kicks to trample falls down. Has not waited for him to respond, a straight punch hits fiercely in the chest. 耳钉男骤然失去平衡,被这一下扫踢踹得摔倒在地。还不等他反应过来,一记直拳就猛地打在胸口。 Bang-! 砰-！ „- Pū!” “-噗嘎！” The ear nail male was hit the breath to stagnate, has almost chest pains while breathing. 耳钉男被打得呼吸一滞,差点岔气。 „Hey! What smelly 38 you make-!?” “喂！臭三八你做什么-！？” The following short hair male stares the big eye shocking, no longer covered the shoulder, immediately then raised the fist to clash, however the Sayu movement was quicker than him. 后面的短发男震惊地瞪大眼睛,也不再捂肩膀了,当即便扬起拳头冲了上来,然而沙优的动作却比他更快。 The ear nail male who has not managed the ground again, the young girl stands up keenly, lifts the right leg to tread fiercely in the short hair male abdomen, trampled it, sends out „thump!” A dull thumping sound. 没有再管地上的耳钉男,少女灵敏地站起身,抬起右腿猛地蹬在短发男的腹部,将其一脚踹了出去,发出“咚！”一声闷响。 „Pū wú-!” “噗唔-！” The short hair male staggers is falling down, both hands are holding the belly, the body bow shrinks the shrimp shape. 短发男踉跄着摔倒在地,双手抱着肚子,身体弓缩成虾状。 But short two breath, on his step ear nail male footsteps. 只不过短短两个呼吸,他就步上了耳钉男的后尘。 Sayu stands in imposingly same place, the facial expression looks callously is lying down in two people who the ground wails, „I am a high-school student, needs me to ask the police to come?” 沙优凛然站在原地,神情冷酷地望着躺在地上哀嚎的两人,“我还是高中生,需要我叫警察来吗？” „Hateful......!” “可恶……！” Female tyrannosaurus that „where this comes! You remember to us!” “这哪来的母暴龙！你给我们记住！” The short hair male and ear nail male says the aggressive statement with clenched jaws, looked at her one eyes bitterly, ran dingily. 短发男和耳钉男咬牙切齿地撂下狠话,恨恨看了她一眼,灰溜溜地跑了。 The passers-by are looking at this dumbfoundedly, cannot believe that this appearance cute young girl really has the so intense strength, in the mouth expresses the exclamation. 路人们目瞪口呆地望着这一幕,不敢相信这长相可爱的少女竟然有如此强烈的力量,口中发出惊叹。 A Sayu tight shoulder loosen, squinted slightly shy around, leaves the scene hurriedly. 沙优紧绷的肩膀微微一松,害羞地觑了一眼周围,也急匆匆离开现场。 She runs looks, has rushed to the station not to see the form of that person, cannot bear closes tightly the lips unwillingly. 她一路跑一路找,一直跑到车站也没见到那个人的身影,忍不住不甘地咬紧双唇。 At this moment, a light voice from transmits suddenly behind. 就在这时,一道清淡的嗓音忽然从身后传来。 „- Your Self-defense skill and do Mr. forest study?” “-你的防身术和林先生学的？” Sayu first stares, immediately turns head suddenly, the tears one came out. 沙优先是一愣,随即猛然回头,眼泪唰地一下就出来了。 „...... Un !” “……嗯、嗯！” She continuously the nod, crying tears of joy, „Yusuke...... I also think, I lost you.” 她不住点头,喜极而泣,“悠介……我还以为,我又把你弄丢了。” The moonlight sprinkles, her slender form mapping a set silver. 月光洒落,将她纤细的身影映成银色。 Katou Yusuke is looking at that Zhang Chunzhen's face, inserts the double fist in health/guard clothes pocket does not get hold of voluntarily. 加藤悠介望着那张纯真的脸,插在卫衣口袋里的双拳不自觉握紧。 „...... Knows? Changes your life is a matter that my this lifetime does has most regretted.” “……知道吗？改变你的人生是我这辈子做过最后悔的一件事。” His sound is somewhat mute, probably is hoodwinking mist equally low heavy. 他的声音有些哑,像是蒙着一层雾气一样低低沉沉。 Sayu does not understand this saying the meaning, but thought that he at this moment really quite lonely, lonely to letting her throat is depressed. 沙优不懂这话的意思,只是觉得此刻的他真的好孤独,孤独到让她嗓子发堵。 „...... Really, sorry.” “……真的、对不起。” She lowers the head to wipe tears, is saying not too clear sorry. 她低头抹着眼泪,说着连自己也不太明白的对不起。 Although does not understand the reason, but wrong certainly is oneself, Yusuke will not be wrong! 尽管不明白理由,但错的一定是自己,悠介是不会错的！ She owes him, were too many...... 她欠他的,真的太多了…… Silent, slight low nan is riding the breeze together, scatters in the air. 沉默之中,一道细微的低喃乘着微风,飘散在空气里。 „............ It is not...... you.” “…………不是……你。” „......?” “……咦？” The Sayu tearful eyes dance lift the face, whispered to look following that say/way. 沙优泪眼婆娑地抬起脸,循着那道低语望去。 The youngster calmly stand and wait for a long time there, the silver hair flutters with the gentle night breeze gently. 少年静静伫立在那里,银发随着轻柔的晚风轻轻飘动。 He is turning away from chilly moon, in the profound pupil color brings , if there is loneliness that resembles not to have. The moonlight is shining his face, adds several points of disconsolateness. 他背对着清冷的月亮,深邃的眸色中带着若有似无的寂寥。月光照耀着他的脸庞,平添几分惆怅。 The surrounding stream of people from his side process, as if became the fuzzy background board, isolates with the world him. 周围的人流从他身旁经过,仿佛成了模糊的背景板,将他与世界隔离开来。 „...... Long-drawn-out......?” “……悠……介？” Sayu is unconscious finds out forward one step, the indescribable chill in the air flees the spinal cord from the sole, suddenly thought that the opposite party must go to very remote place probably. 沙优不自觉向前探出一步,难以言喻的寒意从脚底窜上脊髓,忽然觉得对方好像要去很遥远的地方。 In order to cast off this incredible thought without foundation, she makes an effort to shake the head. 为了甩开这种毫无根据的荒诞念头,她用力摇了摇头。 „...... My beforehand words have not said. Yusuke, I must once for give back to you who I do you.” “……我之前的话还没说完。悠介,我要把你曾经为我做的还给你。” Katou Yusuke asked peacefully: „...... Also what?” 加藤悠介安静地问:“……还什么？” „First starts from that sum of money, then- is all.” “先从那笔钱开始,然后-是所有。” Short silence. 短暂的沉默。 „These, I do not need.” “这些,我都不需要。” „If you are not willing to accept, I that sum of money Juan to your......, am not in our association!” “如果你不肯收下,我就把那笔钱捐到你的……不,是我们的协会里面！” „We......” “我们……” „Un! Because...... you used my name establishment organization, I will treasure it well.” “嗯！因为……你用了我的名字创立组织,我会好好珍惜它的。” „...... That does not establish for you.” “……那不是为了你成立的。” „That matter I do not do! Even fantasized, I will not change the mind, then- please let me keep in the association to work.” “那种事情我不管！就算是幻想,我也不会改变心意,然后-请让我留在协会里面工作。” Several seconds later. 过了几秒钟。 „Gives me a reason.” “给我一个理由。” „Reason......” “理由……” Sayu is muttering the holding down chest, a deep breath big tone, the look is glittering the firm ray. 沙优喃喃着按住胸口,深呼吸一大口气,眼神闪烁着坚定的光芒。 „ Because I must show that looks to you- “因为我要证明给你看- I no longer am the young female student who that needs you to protect, I am capable of helping others, wants to help others. 我已经不再是那个需要你保护的小女生了,我有能力去帮助别人,也想要去帮助别人。 Ogiwara Sayu can have today, cannot leave your payout, therefore...... you want...... to visit me well! ” 荻原沙优能有今天,都离不开你的付出,所以……你一定要……好好看着我啊！” The Katou Yusuke dangling eyelid, on the face appears light desolate Szo, the silent opens the mouth said: „That matter...... actually indifferent.” 加藤悠介垂下眼皮,脸上浮现出淡淡萧索,默然开口道:“那种事……其实无所谓。” „Does your agrees make me remain? Will not catch up with me to walk-?” “那你肯让我留下来吗？不会赶我走吗-？” „I, no matter the matter of association.” “我不管协会的事情。” „If so.” “如果是这样的话。” Sayu said immediately: 沙优马上说: „ Actually I also had over the two days that side the association help. “其实我这两天也有在协会那边帮忙。 The new strip young lady and celery Miss Ze, the wooden child young lady and hemp beautiful think that I can be competent this work. 新条小姐、芹泽小姐、木子小姐和麻美都一致认为我可以胜任这份工作。 But, I want to obtain your approval. ” 可是,我还是想得到你的准许。” Katou Yusuke lifts the line of sight silent, stares at her to combine in short supply and firm face, then said the sentence calmly: „As you like then.” 加藤悠介沉默地抬起视线,凝视她混杂着紧张与坚决的脸,而后平静地说了句:“随你便。” The language finishes, he then turns around to enter the station. 语毕,他便转身走进车站。 Young girl time not with, but in expressed gratitude and apologizes to him behind. 少女这次没有跟上来,只是在身后向他道谢与道歉。 However- 然而- Wrong what present does Sayu have? 现在的沙优又有什么错呢？ Personally the person who that love crying ghost does massacre...... is not just oneself? 亲手把那个爱哭鬼杀掉的人……不正是自己吗？ Therefore, wrong is not she, but is he. 所以,错的不是她,而是他。 Katou Yusuke footsteps, proceeds to walk with stride. 加藤悠介的脚步一顿,大步往前走去。 So-called recollection, but is a not being able to go back mirage. 所谓回忆,不过是一场回不去的海市蜃楼。 Looked back in the past, what streaming was the assembling and parting meeting and parting and rise vicissitude in life. These had had the brightness, needs to repay with the memory eventually. 回首往昔,纷至沓来的是生命中的聚散离合与起落浮沉。那些曾经拥有过的灿烂,终究都需要用记忆来偿还。 But even so-! 可即使如此-！ Even if everyone in this world has forgotten pitiful, he who slightly that love cries must its engraved inscription, 哪怕这世上的所有人都已遗忘那个爱哭的小可怜,他也必须要将其铭记, This is his sin, he must be responsible for this reason. 这是他的罪孽,他必须为此负责。 Therefore, he is unable to accept present Sayu forever. 所以,他永远也无法接受如今的沙优。 ...... ……