TRSFPUS :: Volume #7

#646 Part 2: Curse that relieves

Although on the mouth not agrees has acknowledged that but she actually takes seriously herself very much and status of opposite party friends from childhood, even is regarded as the innermost feelings pillar/backbone, including only plays the role of friends from childhood in the game. 尽管嘴上一直不肯承认,但她其实很重视自己与对方青梅竹马的身份,甚至当作是内心支柱,连在游戏中都只玩青梅竹马的角色。 If before place, is also willing to admit mistakes on own initiative facing secure skill asks her happily, she probably excitedly. 假如放在以前,面对安艺伦也肯主动低头认错求她,她大概会兴奋到喜形于色。 But now, actually indescribable mood linger in the chest. Cursed like some type unties, her mood as if became transparent. 可现在,却有一种难以言喻的情绪萦绕在胸口。如同某种诅咒被解开,她的心情仿佛变得透明。 Some certain crucial things changed. 有某些关键性的事物发生了改变。 It looks like the photo album of mind deep place to be turned to the new page, the past recollection had been replaced by the new picture. 就像是脑海深处的相簿被翻到新的一页,往日的回忆已被新的照片取代。 Even recalls, something still have turned. 即使回忆起来,有些东西也早就翻篇了。 Let no longer is that friends from childhood that she keeps thinking about, but has accompanied like the Elder Brother in her person. 让她日思夜想的不再是那个青梅竹马,而是一直像哥哥一样陪伴在她身边的人。 Childhood the naive wish in the shrine saying, already by sweet wine warm and covered fragrantly, but also had the name in that sentiment that she circled. 儿时在神社中说出的天真心愿,已被甜酒的温暖与香甜所覆盖,而在她内心盘旋的那份感情也有了名字。 " Even if only well-intentioned, you cannot swing between two people absolutely. " 「哪怕只是出于善意,你都绝对不可以在两个人之间摇摆。」 Near the ear resounds mother's urging suddenly. 耳边蓦然响起妈妈的叮嘱。 Eriri shakes the eyelash lightly, expressed gratitude in the heart. 英梨梨轻抖睫毛,在心中道谢。 „...... Was sorry .” “……抱歉,伦也。” She implored the one breath calmly, retroceded one step. 她平静地吁出一口气,后退一步。 Is welcoming the vision of opposite party as if freeze, she opens the mouth to say clearly explicitly: 迎着对方仿佛冻结的目光,她清楚明确地开口道: „ I thanked your invitation very much, but I am unable to go to that side you. “我很感谢你的邀请,但是我无法去你那边。 I had decided must become the first artist in Yusuke mind, offers all for him. 我已经决定了要成为悠介心目中的第一画师,为他献上一切。 I will not betray Yusuke. 我不会背叛悠介。 Therefore sorry, I cannot promise you. ” 所以对不起,我不能答应你。” As words saying completely, innermost feelings held to read as if also dissipated part. 随着一番话完整说完,内心的执念仿佛也消散了一部分。 On the Eriri face reveals to get over an emotion the sad smile, suddenly felt oneself were probably maturer, can confront that once curse finally. 英梨梨脸上露出释怀又难过的笑容,忽然觉得自己好像成熟了一些,终于能够正视那个曾经的诅咒。 But facing she so naked and decisive rejection, secure Yilun expression also cannot help but one stiff, the facial expression becomes the gloomy as water. 而面对她如此赤裸且果断的拒绝,安艺伦也的表情不由得一僵,神情变得阴沉似水。 „......, Is this?” “……啊啊,原来是这样吗？” He supports the knee to stand up from the ground, the ridicule asked: „Therefore, you really did like Katou that fellow?” 他撑着膝盖从地上站起,讥讽地问道:“所以,你果然还是喜欢上加藤那家伙了吧？” Eriri nods gently, „, I like Yusuke. It is not to the liking of friend or family member, but unique liking to lover.” 英梨梨轻轻点头,“嗯,我喜欢悠介。不是对朋友或者家人的喜欢,而是对恋人的独一无二的喜欢。” „- Wha!” “-—什！” secure skill could not speak suddenly, obviously has not thought that will hear the so frank reply from her mouth. 安艺伦也突然说不出话来,显然没想到会从她口中听到如此坦率的回答。 Eriri is looking at him, holds to smile slightly, but politeness feel alienated. 英梨梨望着他,微微含着笑,礼貌而疏离。 „ In brief, is thank you willing to speak these words to me. “总之,谢谢你肯对我说这些话。 Although I do not have the means to help you as the companion, but I will take schoolmate's status to refuel as you, hopes that you can realize itself once to vainly hope, makes the best game. 虽然我没办法作为同伴帮助你,但我还是会以同学的身份为你加油,希望你能实现自己曾经的梦想,做出最棒的游戏来。 Now, I must return to side Yusuke. ” 现在,我要回到悠介身边了。” The language finishes, she then lifts the foot to walk toward the classroom building. 语毕,她便抬脚往教学楼走去。 secure skill also stares at her back silent, soon enters the indoor when until her, finally cannot bear shout to make noise. 安艺伦也沉默地凝视她的背影,直到她快要进入室内时,终于忍不住大喊出声。 „- As you like then! Eriri, goes to sea she to help in any case my, even without you are still indifferent!” “-随你的便吧！英梨梨,反正出海她会来帮我的,就算没有你也无所谓！” Eriri stops the footsteps suddenly, has transferred the body, shows the beckoning beautiful smile, responds with the pure delightful voice. 英梨梨蓦然停下脚步,转过身体,露出令人心动的美丽笑容,用纯净甜美的嗓音做出回应。 „Un ~ you must refuel .” “嗯~你要加油啊,伦也。” „......?” “诶……？” „Must well, realize own dream ~” “要好好,实现自己的梦想啊~” „brave...... pear pear......?” “英……梨梨……？” secure skill eyes also open suddenly, reflects clearly the shadow of young girl, the lip shivers slightly. 安艺伦也的双眼猛然睁大,清晰倒映出少女的影子,嘴唇微微颤抖起来。 The Eriri smile nods, indoor enters free and easy, golden beautiful hair also vanishes in gate another side. 英梨梨微笑点头,洒脱地进入室内,金色的秀发随之消失在门的另一边。 secure skill also looks at this, clenches the teeth in a flash, in the intense regret fierce pressed the heart, the tears flow copiously from the eye. 安艺伦也怔怔看着这一幕,一瞬间咬紧了牙关,强烈的后悔猛地压上心头,泪水从眼睛里夺眶而出。 He is gripping tightly the double fist, raised the head to look up to unwillingly, finally clearly realizes a matter in this moment. 他紧紧握着双拳,不甘地抬头仰望,终于在这一刻清楚地意识到一件事。 Oneself had lost certain things forever. 自己已经永远失去了某些东西。 ...... ……
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