Chapter 611 selfish psychology 第611章自私的心理 Spent some time to ponder, Eriri soon had the new painting approach. 花了一段时间思考,英梨梨很快有了新的作画思路。 She gave up the pen and paper, changed to several screens to draw. 她放弃了笔和纸,改用数位屏画了起来。 When picture multi- character situated in the lens of same scene, comes the stratified picture with the drawing software is the best processing mode. 画这种多个人物处于同一场景的镜头时,用绘画软件来分层画是最好的处理方式。 This not only revises conveniently, when presents the mistake will also be insufficient to have the tragedy that type of whole piece chart must overthrow comes again, that without doubt will be the nightmares of all creators. 这样不仅修改起来方便,出现错误时也不至于会发生那种整张图都要推倒重来的悲剧,那无疑是所有创作者的噩梦。 Eriri does not want to experience that grief, in addition are unable to guarantee original that draws does not need to revise, naturally must the lamination go to the picture honestly. 英梨梨不想体验那种伤痛,再加上自己也无法保证画完的原画一点都不用修改,自然要老老实实地分层去画。 She takes several pens, the slender wrist/skill movement, the outline of character takes shape in the writing fast quickly. 她拿着数位笔,纤细的手腕飞快运动,人物的轮廓很快就在笔下成型。 Although is also only the outline, but under contrasts of some details, that culture offered a sacrifice to the feeling of anxious anticipating to come out all of a sudden. 虽然还只是轮廓,但在一些细节的衬托下,那种文化祭上紧张又期待的感觉一下子就出来了。 To be honest, has to the game picture original work and her beforehand creation way greatly is very different, did not only draw the cute sprouting/moe chart to be OK purely. 老实说,给游戏画原画的工作和她以前的创作方式有着很大不同,不是只单纯画出可爱的萌图就可以了。 In the game, the anchor point and special characteristics of character must with the story tight conjunction, give the matter that the life is they need to achieve for the role truly. 在游戏里面,人物的锚点与特质要和故事紧紧契合,为角色真正赋予生命才是她们需要做到的事情。 This saying listens to be somewhat abstract. 这话听来有些抽象。 However the game is different from the movie or the novel, takes to people's experience not just to limit to the vision and sense of hearing, but richer feeling. 然而游戏不同于电影或者小说,带给人们的体验并非只局限于视觉和听觉,而是更加丰富的感受。 When the writing, music and picture three fuse perfectly in together, charm that at that moment the role emits, is not a dry sprouting/moe chart can compare favorably. 当文字、音乐、画面三者完美地融合在一起时,那一刻角色所散发出来的魅力,绝不是一张干巴巴的萌图所能媲美的。 With the Katou Yusuke words. 用加藤悠介的话来说。 The game is called the ninth art, represents it transmits to people should not be only the temporary happiness and consumption, but is some more unique things is right. 游戏之所以被称为第九艺术,代表它传递给人们的不该只是一时的欢愉和消耗,而是一些更加独特的东西才对。 Eriri does not understand this saying very much the meaning, but thought purely opposite party then appearance was very graceful, making her a little excited. 英梨梨不是很懂这话的意思,只是单纯觉得对方当时的样子很帅,让她有点心动。 She thinks that here rushes to shake, feels a shyness for the sudden sexual preoccupation, then forces itself to draw with single-hearted devotion. 她想到这里赶忙甩了甩头,为自己突如其来的花痴感到一阵羞涩,然后又强迫自己专心画画。 The time calmly passes. 时间静静流逝。 A morning quick on the past. 一个上午很快就过去。 Eriri takes is drawing the good minute/share of mirror, again makes the youngster glance. 英梨梨拿着重新画好的分镜,再次让少年过目。 Katou Yusuke is carefully examining the moment to the screen on picture, then definitely nods. 加藤悠介对着屏幕上的画面审视片刻,然后肯定地点了点头。 „Un, is very good, you do very well.” “嗯,很不错,你做得很好。” „Snort ~ said me, so long as has a mind to be able to achieve.” “哼~都说我只要有心就能做得到嘛。” „Been able to achieve person before others open the mouth completed the matter.” “做得到的人会在别人开口前就把事情做好了。” „...... Does not want you to be wordy!” “唔……要你啰嗦！” Been speechless Eriri mumbled the complaint saying that Katou Yusuke closed with a smile. 无话可说的英梨梨嘟囔着埋怨道,加藤悠介则是一笑置之。 „Ok, gave this chart really by and goes to sea to do to trace and color, you can continue to draw other.” “好了,把这张图交给真由和出海做描线和上色吧,你可以继续画别的了。” Was selected to the name happy really by goes to sea with the Polish island is wanting to speak, Eriri actually first place opens the mouth. 被点到名字的相乐真由和波岛出海正想要说话,英梨梨却先一步地开了口。 „Yusuke you are really, was said that now is noon, even after must work at least must wait for everyone to have the lunch ?” “悠介你真是的,是说现在都已经是中午了喔,就算要工作至少也要等大家吃过午饭以后吧？” Katou Yusuke looked at clock on a wall, right above the long needle and hour hand just aim, is making clear to noon relaxation time. 加藤悠介看了一眼墙上的时钟,长针与短针刚好指向正上方,昭示着中午的休息时间。 He patted oneself forehead, said apologetically: „Sorry, I have not noticed the time, this is my issue, everyone first eats meal.” 他拍了拍自己的额头,歉然道:“抱歉,我没有注意到时间,这是我的问题,大家先去吃饭吧。” „You did not say we can also go, you?” “你不说我们也会去的啦,那你呢？” „I am late go again.” “我晚点再去。” „This......” “这样啊……” Eriri looked at his one eyes, has not said anything, but is really by and goes to sea to discuss together must eat anything. 英梨梨看了他一眼,也没有多说什么,而是与真由和出海一起商量起了要吃什么。 After discussing, three female students decided goes to the next door " Komeda " coffee shop solves. 经过商量,三名女生决定去隔壁的「Komeda」咖啡店解决。 Not only there the thing flavor is good, the environment is also very suitable to talk, recently had gradually become the preferred place that the work room people dine. 那里不仅东西味道不错,环境也很适合谈话,最近已经逐渐成为工作室众人用餐的首选地点。 After waiting to arrive in the shop, they also bumped into Yoshida and secure that skill are dining here accidentally/surprisingly. 等来到店里以后,她们还意外碰到了正在这里用餐的吉田与安艺伦也。 both sides greet mutually, excessively has not disturbed each other. 双方互相打了个招呼,并未过多打扰彼此。 Although the Polish island goes to sea wants with own also school leader to sit together, but not the good person to act arbitrarily. 虽然波岛出海很想跟自己的伦也学长坐在一起,不过也不好一个人独断专行。 Three people arrive at four people of places by the window under server's leadership. 三人在服务生的带领下来到靠窗的四人座。 Eriri orders own drink and food, then went to the washroom to wash starting. 英梨梨点好自己的饮料与食物,然后去洗手间洗了下手。 When she prepares to return to the seat...... 正当她准备回到座位时…… „Eriri.” “英梨梨。” „!?” “呀！？” secure skill also walked from the corner wall suddenly. 安艺伦也突然从转角的墙壁后面走了出来。 „White, idiot! Why do you stand there are intentionally scary?” “白、白痴！你干嘛站在那里故意吓人？” „I have the words to want with you to chat ?” “我有话想和你谈谈,有空吗？” „?” “诶？” Eriri bewildered blinks, is crooked the head to ask: „...... Chatted with me?” 英梨梨一脸茫然地眨眨眼,歪着脑袋问道:“和我……谈谈？” „Un! I was quickly good, will not delay you is too long.” “嗯！我很快就好了,不会耽误你太久的。” „Even if you said that what...... you do want to discuss?” “就算你这么说……你要谈什么啊？” „Actually, I come to apologize to you.” “其实,我是来向你道歉的。” „Well? To I apologize......? Wait, are actually you saying what bewilderedly?” “咦？向我道歉……？等等,你究竟在莫名其妙地说什么啊？” The secure skill also deep breath one breath, the vision looks at her firmly. 安艺伦也深呼吸一口气,目光坚定地直直看着她。 „Concrete matter went to sea has all told me, refused to accept the book to apologize to her about you for that day, as well as exchanged the book the matter I to know with her completely.” “具体的事情出海已经全都告诉我了,关于你为了那天拒绝收下本子向她道歉,以及和她交换本子的事情我全部知道了。” „Really could not bear...... her really to tell you.” “真受不了……她果然还是跟你讲了啊。” „Un.” “嗯。” „Oh...... do the words that therefore, this and you just spoke what relations have?” “唉……于是呢,这和你刚刚说的话又有什么关系？” When Eriri such a asked, secure Yilun also then affirmed categorically. 当英梨梨这么一问,安艺伦也便斩钉截铁地表示肯定。 „ Naturally has relations-! “当然有关系-！ Actually I have also been engaging in introspection afterward, I had not worried your mood on the conference site on that day, delivered so many not tactful words to you. 其实我后来也一直在反省,我那天在会场上没有顾虑到你的心情,对你讲了那么多不识趣的话。 I want to apologize to you for the beforehand behavior, really sorry-! ” 我想为自己之前的行为向你道歉,真的非常对不起-！” He said thus and such and such, in the sound has the regret and hatred. 他如此这般说道,声音里带着懊悔与痛恨。 „Also......?” “伦也……？” Eriri is muttering, suddenly was shocked. 英梨梨喃喃着,一时间愣住了。 The present development was above her anticipation completely, she has not thought from the start the opposite party will run to apologize seriously. 眼前的发展完全超乎了她的意料,她压根没想到对方会这么郑重其事地跑来道歉。 After a while, she sighed reluctantly. 过了一会儿,她才无奈地叹息一声。 „...... What, originally you for this? You rather made a fuss over a trifling matter.” “……什么嘛,原来你就是为了这个啊？你未免太小题大做了吧。” „What......?” “什么……？” „That matter that you said I have not cared, therefore you do not need the big fee/spent to make these flustered.” “你说的那件事我早就不在意了,所以你不用大费周章地做这些啦。” „? You said that you didn't care......? Are you really Eriri?” secure skill is also asking stunned, a face is incredible. “呃？你说你不在意了……？你真的是英梨梨吗？”安艺伦也错愕地问着,一脸不可置信。 „Your disrespectful expression what's the matter? Doing seems me mean-spiritedly to be very same!” “你那种失礼的表情是怎么回事嘛？搞得好像我很小气一样！” „But...... but, you were angry with on that day obviously sadly......” “可是……可是,你那天明明那么生气和难过……” „Therefore I did not say that did not care.” “所以我不是都说不在意了嘛。” Eriri holds both hands in the chest front, expressed superficially: 英梨梨将双手抱在胸前,轻描淡写地表示道: „To our these creators, was not understood the layman who draws saying that by one in any case 1-2 also superficial, was your self-awareness is surplus.” “反正对我们这些创作者而言,被一个不懂画画的外行人说个1-2也不痛不痒,是你自我意识过剩了。” „......” “……” secure skill also opens mouth, suddenly is speechless unexpectedly. 安艺伦也张了张嘴,一时间竟无话可说。 He silent a while, then said in a low voice: „...... This, you have not cared......” 他沉默了一会儿,然后低声说道:“……这样啊,你已经不在意了么……” „Ehm, therefore do not continue to worry again, let that matter in the past.” “嗯啊,所以你也别再继续烦恼了,就让那件事情过去吧。” Eriri was saying leaves on the preparation, however actually hears such a in the next second. 英梨梨说着就准备离开,然而却在下一秒听到这样一句。 „...... To you, what matter can pass casually?” “……对你来说,什么事都可以随随便便过去吗？” „Well? What meaning is your saying??” “咦？你这话是什么意思？？” „......” “……” secure skill also held under the eyeglasses on bridge of the nose single-handed, „...... no, no matter you do care, I have apologized for my behavior.” 安艺伦也单手扶了下鼻梁上的眼镜,“……没什么,不管你在不在意,我都已经为自己的行为道过歉了。” „Said that you now are very bewildered, I cannot understand you actually to express what meaning.” “就说你现在很莫名其妙了,我听不懂你到底想表达什么意思啦。” Eriri is frowning saying: „Words that let alone, insisted on speaking, I also compared to be angry on the contrary yesterday's matter, why do you want such to speak me and Yusuke at that time?” 英梨梨皱着眉头说:“何况,硬要说的话,我反倒还比较生气昨天的事情,你当时干嘛要那样子讲我和悠介？” „Is sorry......” “抱歉……” „The person who you must apologize is not I, but is Yusuke is right?” “你要道歉的人不是我,而是悠介才对吧？” „Well, do you want me to apologize to Katou......?” “咦,你要我向加藤道歉……？” „What issue has? After all you had not understood the matter at that time clearly, scolded Yusuke, ordinary should apologize?” “有什么问题吗？毕竟你当时连事情都没了解清楚,就骂了悠介,普通来说都应该道歉吧？” „......” “……” secure skill does not get hold of the fist to loosen voluntarily , said: „...... I understood, I later will ask Katou he to chat.” 安艺伦也不自觉握紧拳头又松开,顿了顿后说道:“……我明白了,我之后会找加藤他谈谈的。” „That matter is casual you. If the matter said that I do go back?” “那种事情随便你。如果事情说完的话,我就回去喽？” „...... I said, you are so repugnant with me speak?” “……我说,你就这么讨厌跟我说话吗？” „Ha? I such also had not said that but really by and goes to sea still I discussed the work, moreover I have two role CG to draw in the afternoon, was simply exhausting.” “哈？我又没有那样说,只是真由和出海还在等我讨论工作,而且我下午还有两张角色CG要画,简直累死人了。” Heard the explanation of Eriri, secure Yilun complexion also attractive a point. 听到英梨梨的解释,安艺伦也的脸色好看了一点。 „Originally was this...... is said that you also did have no need to do that laboriously yourself?” “原来是这样啊……是说你也用不着把自己搞得那么辛苦吧？” „This what nonsense? But I doesn't the first former artist, draw to wait for original diligently to run?” “这什么鬼话？我可是第一原画师,不努力画图难道要等原画自己跑出来吗？” „I mean, in any case Katou he is not very fierce, you even are not so laborious he still to handle all finally, doesn't need such reluctant oneself?” “我的意思是,反正加藤他不是很厉害么,你就算不那么辛苦他最后也能搞定一切,没必要这么勉强自己吧？” „Also......” “伦也……” Eriri stares the big eyes startled, „are you...... the present urging me to give up diligently?” 英梨梨愕然瞪大双眼,“你……现在难道是在劝我放弃努力吗？” secure skill also stares, quickly beckons with the hand to deny: „Where has! I listened to you saying that too laborious can offer the suggestion with good intention.” 安艺伦也不禁一愣,急忙摆手否认:“哪有！我只是听你说太辛苦了才会好心给出建议嘛。” „I asked you, did you also look at «Small Fantasy» that I have drawn yesterday this? You thought how with the Polish island I do go to sea to compare to draw?” “那我问你,你昨天也看过我画的《小小狂想》本了吧？你觉得我和波岛出海比起来画得怎么样？” „......?” “……咦？” „You had said before we two works are the different themes, therefore does not have the comparability.” “你之前说过我们两个的作品是不同题材,所以不具备可比性。” Eriri is gazing at him steadily, said every single word or phrase: „But we draw " Small Fantasy » itself/Ben now, you thought that is I draws quite?” 英梨梨目不转睛地注视着他,一字一句道:“但现在我们都画了《小小狂想》的本,你觉得是我画得比较好吗？” „I-” “我-” secure skill also wants to reply subconsciously, however has words on the tip of the tongue cannot say, did not avoid the look of young girl voluntarily, made excuses: 安艺伦也下意识地想要回答,然而话到嘴边却怎么也说不出来,并不自觉避开了少女的眼神,支支吾吾道: „...... This, this, the book of your new picture is also very fierce. “……这、这个嘛,你新画的本子也很厉害啦。 After bright next winter COMI finished, such several days, you can draw the new book, moreover before quality, is equally stable, I really very surprised oh! ” 明明冬COMI结束后才这么几天,你就能画出新的本子来,而且质量还是跟以前一样稳定,我真的很惊讶噢！” „...... ” “……伦也。” Eriri is silent, in the attractive pupil flashes through wipes sadly, „you, do not hope that I do obtain the growth......?” 英梨梨沉默着,漂亮的眸子里闪过一抹哀伤,“你,不希望我获得成长吗……？” „-!” “-！” secure skill pupil also shrinks suddenly, could not speak slow of speech. 安艺伦也的瞳孔骤然一缩,讷讷说不出话来。 The Eriri deep breath one breath, still said downward. 英梨梨深呼吸一口气,兀自往下说了下去。 „Yusuke he has said that must make me the world's fiercest artist, but I also want to become such person, now is trying hard for this reason, therefore...... I will not stop the footsteps.” “悠介他说过哦,要让我成为世界上最厉害的画师,而我也想要成为那样的人,现在正为此努力着,所以……我是不会停下脚步的。” „Eriri......” “英梨梨……” secure skill also looks at the present friends from childhood, a facial expression transformation, actually does not know how should respond. 安艺伦也看着眼前的青梅竹马,神情一阵变换,却又不知该如何回应。 " You cannot accomplish. " 「你办不到。」 " Why can go all out? " 「为什么要那么拼命？」 " Why can arbitrarily decide to forward? " 「为什么要擅自决定向前？」 " Why can run up to me the place that is hard to touch? " 「为什么要跑到我难以触及的地方？」 " Was my once personal servant, who allowed you to make that decision arbitrarily? " 「不过是我曾经的跟班,谁允许你擅自做出那种决定了？」 ...... …… The countless words gallop in the mind, the intriguing mood is also disturbing at heart. 千言万语在脑海中奔腾,错综复杂的情绪也在心里翻搅。 secure skill also tightens pulls a long face, on the double cheek appears faintly the outline of jawbone. 安艺伦也紧绷着脸,双颊上隐隐浮现出牙骨的轮廓。 From Eriri at this moment, he felt an inferiority and sense of distance beyond description, but this has been he in six years the friendship since two people never realizes. 从此刻的英梨梨身上,他感受到了一种难以形容的自卑感与距离感,而这是他在两人六年以来的交情中从未体会到的。 Suddenly, he thinks the young girl had just spoken words. 忽然间,他想到了少女刚刚说过的话。 " You, do not hope that I do obtain the growth......? " 「你,不希望我获得成长吗……？」 secure skill also wants to deny this point very much, but the dark side of innermost feelings seems to be sending out the different calls. 安艺伦也很想要否定这一点,可内心的阴暗面似乎又在发出不同的呐喊。 „...... In brief.” “……总之。” He used the tongue to soak the dry lip, the voice said hoarsely: „, My such reluctant partner, everyone will not play the game together happily is most important......!” 他用舌头濡湿干燥的嘴唇,嗓音沙哑地说:“如果是我的话,我是不会这么勉强伙伴的,大家一起愉快地做游戏才是最重要的……！” Has not continued to stay here again, said that secure Yilun of this saying also turns around suddenly, the stride walked toward the shop outside. 没有继续再留在这里,说完这话的安艺伦也猛然转身,大步朝店外走了出去。 Eriri looks at the back that he leaves, on the face flashes through wipes to rebuke oneself, cannot bear suspect oneself delivered excessive the words. 英梨梨看着他离开的背影,脸上不由闪过一抹自责,忍不住怀疑自己是不是把话讲得太过分了。 Is embracing this worry, her footsteps walk toward the seat heavily. 怀抱着这种顾虑,她脚步沉重地朝着座位走去。 ...... …… Another side, secure Yilun also went to nearby small park angrily, and was punching a fist to trees ruthlessly. 另一边,安艺伦也怒气冲冲地来到了附近的小公园,并狠狠对着一株树木揍了一拳。 Thump! 咚！ The tree trunk is swaying. 树干摇晃着。 Several crows that receives to frighten expresses tall Ming, throws the corner the wing to fly away from the branch, and look gazes at the unexpected visitor who under that is disturbing itself to rest bad. 几只受到惊吓的乌鸦发出高鸣,扑棱着翅膀从枝头上飞离,并眼神不善地注视着下面那个打扰自己休息的不速之客。 „Hateful-!” “可恶-！” secure skill is also drinking to scold to the air in a low voice, still felt insufficiently venting, was lifts the right foot to make an effort to trample a foot on the tree trunk. 安艺伦也对着空气低声喝骂,仍觉得不够解气,又是抬起右脚在树干上用力踹了一脚。 At this moment, the clear voice passed on together suddenly. 就在这时,一道澄澈的嗓音忽然传了过来。 „Well? Also schoolmate? What do your one person make here?” “咦？伦也同学？你一个人在这里做什么？” Turns the head to look, the male student who keeps the lithe brown curly hair heaves in sight immediately. 转头看去,一名留着轻盈褐色卷发的男生随即映入眼帘。 „...... ” “……啧。” Saw that secure Yilun of person is also flabbergasted uncomfortable: „Why am I at which can see you? Yi weaves.” 见到来人的安艺伦也不爽地一咂舌:“为啥我在哪都能见到你啊？伊织。” „...... I want to say on the contrary, facing has fought side-by-side together companion, won't you be desolate to my attitude?” “……我反倒想说,面对一起并肩作战过的同伴,你对我的态度不会太冷淡了吗？” Polish island he/she weaves to hang the injured expression, said while walks. 波岛伊织挂着受伤的表情,边说边走上来。 „Hey, why are you casual by coming up? I may not be in no mood to deal with you now!” “喂,你干吗随便靠上来啦？我现在可没心情应付你！” „Hū ~ what, therefore your one person did make here?” “呼嗯~所以你一个人在这里做什么？” „There is nothing to do with you.” “这跟你无关。” „Don't you plan to go back in the work room? Outside is very cold ~” “你不打算回去工作室里面吗？外面很冷哦~” „Minding others'business, where must stay is being my freedom!” “多管闲事,要在哪里呆着是我的自由吧！” „I trade one type to ask that the law was good, are you using the tree to practice the boxing?” “那我换一种问法好了,你在用树练习拳击吗？” „Wha-!” “什-！” secure skill also opens the mouth startled, „he/she weaves, did your fellow peep in side from the beginning? Really makes the person fire big!” 安艺伦也愕然地张大嘴巴,“伊织,你这家伙从一开始就在旁边偷看了吗？真让人火大！” „Aha ~ I am not idle. I have the matter to look for Katou-kun today, finally actually happen to sees your actions, is this completely the coincidence?” “啊哈哈~我才没那么闲呢。我今天是有事来找加藤君的,结果却正好看到你的那些举动,这完全是巧合哦？” „Preferably! In brief Katou others in work room, since you are look his, vanishes from me a bit faster at present-!” “最好是啦！总之加藤他人在工作室里面,既然你是来找他的,就快点从我眼前消失-！” Facing the action of driving away that he is sick, Polish island he/she weaves beckons with the hand with something else in mind, expressed with a smile: 面对他厌烦的驱赶,波岛伊织则是不以为然地摆了摆手,笑着表示道: „This is actually not anxious, looked that what worry your appearance did seem like meets? Was inferior that we chat ~” “这个倒是不急,看你的样子似乎是遇上什么烦恼了吧？不如我们聊聊吧~” ...... …… secure skill does not want Eriri to grow, has looked down upon this to write very clearly in the original works, don't with my bar. 安艺伦也不希望英梨梨成长,一直瞧不起她这块在原著内写得很清楚,别跟我杠这个。