TMA :: Volume #1

#58: This is the destiny


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It is quite introverted, is not good at the show emotion Lucien, through the piano, through the music, expresses for the first time thoroughly and completely the mood of innermost feelings, that is to the stubbornness of life, to insistence of ideal and sentiment, to difficulty and setback will not compromise and never give up, to the tenacious resistance of so-called destiny. 本身比较内向,不善于表达情感的路西恩,通过钢琴,通过音乐,第一次将自己内心的情绪彻彻底底、完完整整地表现出来,那是对人生的倔强,对理想和感情的坚持,对困难和挫折的绝不妥协、永不放弃,对所谓命运的顽强抗争。 The fierce mood drives surging of music, even in this, because piano skill not skilled, string law incomplete and other influences, lets the Lucien's performance and music has many issues, but there are the music of resonance of heart to cover them completely, each note and each string law as if in the fierce fight, in heroic preying, hearing the mood to be different, mood different five „the audience similarly immersed, in this powerful in the music atmosphere that surged but had the different performance. 剧烈的情绪带动音乐的激荡,即使在这中间,因为钢琴技巧的不熟练、弦律的不完整等影响,让路西恩的演奏和乐曲有很多问题,但有了情感共鸣的音乐将它们完全掩盖,每一个音符、每一段弦律都仿佛是在激烈的战斗,是在英勇的搏杀,听得心情不同、情绪不同的五位“观众”同样地沉浸在这有力的、激荡的音乐氛围中但却有不同的表现。 The Felice emotion is most slender, the both hands mutual junction grasps nearly twists, in the look passes anxiously, is passing anxiously, after the father cannot the inherit title, because and other relatives' the ridicules and contempt from the companions, oneself after hesitant was very long has not given up the future, looks an aristocrat to get married casually, but brought to pace back and forth and bring anxiously and started the study of music anxiously, that intense note looked like the difficulty and setback that often encountered and dreams in recent years, they were relentless, violent storm to well up. 菲丽丝情感最为纤细,双手互相交握地近乎扭曲,神色中透着紧张、透着不安,父亲没能继承爵位后,因为来自同伴和其他亲戚的嘲笑和轻视,自己在犹豫了很久之后没有放弃未来,去随便找一位贵族结婚,而是带着彷徨、带着紧张和不安地开始了音乐的学习,那激烈的音符就像是自己最近几年常常遇到和梦见的困难和挫折,它们毫不留情、狂风暴雨般地涌来了。 „Can I overcome these difficulties? Becoming the true musician?” “我能克服这些困难?成为真正的音乐家?” I can have my position, can choose the companion, rather than chosen?” “我能有自己的地位,可以选择伴侣,而不是被人选择吗?” With the spirit of string law, Felice is more and more anxious, more comes anxiously. 随着弦律的激昂,菲丽丝是越来越紧张,越来揪心。 Rotter and Herodotus as the man, must be much more than Felice in the pressure that in the family bears, cannot they of inherit title biggest possibly evades the pressure, is spending freely the annuity, wallows in the good wine and woman, crosses comfortably cannot actually be seeing a life of hope. 洛特和希罗多德作为男子,在家族中承受的压力要远远大于菲丽丝,不能继承爵位的他们最大的可能是逃避压力,挥霍着年金,沉迷在美酒和女人里,过着舒服却看不到一点希望的人生。 Is repeating, the subject string law intermittent attack of terrifying, making them think after oneself chose the music path, all sorts of difficult and frustrated, satires and attack, contemptuous looks, like they said that this life can only become a musician, is living the ordinary and ordinary life, defeated innumerable difficult and hindrance, climbs that music peak. 重复着的、恐怖的主题弦律一阵阵来袭,让他们想到了自己选择音乐道路后遇到的种种艰难和挫败,一句句的讽刺和打击,一个个轻蔑的眼神,是像他们说的那样,这一生就只能成为一位乐师,过着平凡而普通的生活,还是战胜无数艰难和阻碍,去攀登那音乐的高峰。 Is intense as if can make the note that the person shivers strike their innermost feelings, Rotter both hands surface azure blood vessels is highlighting, probably the front is McCants that hateful face, probably will soon start the own first concert. 激烈得仿佛能让人颤抖的音符敲打着他们的内心,洛特双手表面一根根青色血管在凸显,好像面前是麦坎茨那张可恶的脸,好像即将开始自己的第一场音乐会。 But the character slightly is spiritless a point Herodotus, felt oneself are facing the destiny the turbulent tide to whip, brings the face of intense distortion, will be moving step by step in the future. 而性格稍微懦弱一点的希罗多德,觉得自己在面对命运的汹涌潮水拍打,带着紧张扭曲的面孔,一步步地往后挪动着。 On the Rhine face often had the graceful smile to lose the trail, in the silver double pupil no longer quiet, but rushed with surging of music, his both hands following string law is beating time, in a low voice talking to oneself: „Is this destiny is knocking on a door? Hehe, very long not such fierce mood.” 莱茵脸上常常带着优雅微笑失去了踪迹,银色双眸里不再平静无波,而是随着音乐的激荡而澎湃,他双手跟着弦律打着拍子,低声自语着:“这是命运在敲门吗?呵呵,很久没有这样剧烈的情绪了。” Excitedly and most what wallows is Victor, his both hands grip tightly, the facial expression is demented, as each intense string law, but the body vibrates, as if thinks the first concert that oneself are defeated, thinks under oneself comforted and encourages in the madame to buoy up, asked many people, obtained the innumerable ridicules and supercilious looks, finally had the opportunity of second concert and succeeds greatly ; 最为激动、最为沉迷的是维克托,他双手紧握,神情癫狂,随着每一段激烈的弦律而身体抖动,仿佛想到了自己失败的第一次音乐会,想到了自己在夫人安慰和鼓励下重新振作,求了许多人,得到无数嘲笑和白眼,终于有了第二次音乐会的机会并大获成功; Thinks after the madame passed away, oneself dispirited life, afterward to complete the wish of madame, oneself went out of the mire little, becomes the outstanding musician, won chanted the opportunity that the hall held the concert in the Saint ; 想到了夫人过世后,自己颓废的人生,后来为了完成夫人的心愿,自己才一点点走出泥沼,成为了出色音乐家,赢得了在圣咏大厅举行音乐会的机会; Thinks oneself burnt all enthusiasms for the concert and energy, actually at the last failure, nine years of effort cannot write the work in that mind ; Thought of the Wolf venomous ridicule and retaliation, as well as Baron Othello serious and arrogant...... 想到了自己为音乐会燃烧了所有热情和精力,却在最后一步失败,九年的努力也未能写出那部心目中的作品;想到了沃尔夫充满恶意的嘲弄和报复,以及奥赛罗男爵的严肃和傲慢…… All these turned into were probably intense benefit the note of arrow, one shocked intermittently seems like the string law of hammer, attacked, is striking Victor's mind, making him submit, making him give up. 这一切化成了一个个激烈得像是利箭的音符,一阵阵震撼得像是锤击的弦律,攻击着、敲打着维克托的心灵,让他屈服,让他放弃。 Unyielding meaning that but in the string law contains, that type with the difficulty and setback fight insistence, that type to the stubbornness of destiny compromise, not making Victor ignite the intense fighting spirit: 可是弦律里面蕴含的不屈意味,那种与困难和挫折搏斗到底的坚持,那种不对命运妥协的倔强,让维克托燃起了强烈的斗志: I am defeated so many time have been able to buoy up, can this failure defeat me?” “我失败过这么多次都可以重新振作,难道这一次的失败就能打垮我?” Wants hopefully, unable to give up!” “只要还有希望,就不能放弃!” Winnie, is this you are encouraging me?” “温妮,这是你在鼓励我吗?” When the Symphony of Fate first music movement seven minutes about 20 seconds, were full of the violent storm string law, Lucien plays to five minutes, felt own body becomes tender, in the hand starts to be incapable, understands that this is the injury that have not recovered is causing trouble, was in the heavy rain dashes about wildly to overdraw the physical strength the sequela, in the heart produces played so many in any case, they should be able to listen to the quality, not idea that used to shoot again reluctantly, but idea like this immediately overruled by Lucien and mood of music resonance. 命运交响曲第一乐章七分二十秒左右,充满了狂风暴雨的弦律,路西恩弹奏到五分多钟时,就觉得自己身体发软,手上开始无力,明白这是自己还未痊愈的伤势在作祟,是大雨中狂奔过来透支体力的后遗症,心中不由产生反正都弹奏了这么多,他们应该能听出好坏了,不用再勉强弹下去的想法,可这样的想法马上就被路西恩与音乐共鸣的情绪否决。 Since must shoot, shows completely, how can interrupt to give up?!” “既然要弹,就完整展现,怎么能中断放弃?!” I must encourage Mr. Victor to pursue the hope, how can oneself arrive at the halfway to return?” “我要鼓励维克托先生追逐希望,自己怎么可以走到半路就返回?” Lucien supports is pressing down layer on layer/heavily, the string law seems like in the person who in the steel wire walks, possibly falls momentarily, hears Victor and Rotter and the others is more anxious, is more anxious, even Felice and Herodotus cannot bear with the right hand cover the position of heart. 路西恩强撑着重重按下,弦律像是在钢丝上行走的人,随时都可能掉下来,听得维克托和洛特等人更加揪心,更加紧张,甚至菲丽丝和希罗多德都忍不住用右手捂住心脏的位置。 Luckily is an affable point string law, for the ending upholstery of first music movement, Lucien is not using finally that intensely, can seize the opportunity to restore a point, then erupts the intense note and surging string law again, they repeat to superimpose, the circulation increases, then stops fiercely, making Felice and the others the body shake, the spirit produces exhausted, intense fight always this. 幸好接下来是一段舒缓一点的弦律,在为第一乐章的结尾铺垫,路西恩总算不用那么激烈,能抓住机会恢复了一点,然后再次爆发出强烈的音符、激荡弦律,它们重复叠加,循环增大,然后猛地停止,让菲丽丝等人身体一震,精神产生一丝疲惫,激烈的战斗总是这样。 After short tranquility, Lucien started playing of second music movement, an affable string law spreads, probably sunlight penetrated the storm, dispersed many haze, the strong winds monstrous waves ceased shortly ; In the battlefield of intense preying, the soldier returns own camp tidal, the fight enters the tranquility that is locked in a stalemate. 短暂的平静后,路西恩开始了第二乐章的弹奏,一阵舒缓的弦律传出,像是一道道阳光穿透了暴风雨,驱散了许多阴霾,狂风巨浪短暂停息;激烈搏杀的战场上,士兵潮水般地退回自己的营地,战斗进入相持的平静。 Such string law as if therapy medicament, cured all the injuries of bleeding, probably family member's warm both hands and bosoms, smoothed after the destiny battles the wound of innermost feelings, lets Victor, Felice and the others the look restorations, then no longer demented and distortion, seemed like the soldier to obtain the rest, started to save the strength for the later fight, is pondering the method. 这样的弦律仿佛疗伤药剂,治愈了所有流血的伤势,又好像亲人温暖的双手和怀抱,抚平了与命运搏斗后内心的创伤,让维克托、菲丽丝等人的神色恢复,不再那么癫狂和扭曲,似乎是战士得到了休息,开始为以后的战斗积蓄着力量,思考着方法。 In string law that in gentle and encouraging, encourages to advance boldly, Lucien also obtained the opportunity of restoring the strength. 在平缓而鼓舞人心、鼓励奋进的弦律中,路西恩自己也得到了恢复力量的机会。 The time passes quickly, more than ten minutes under the affable string law and former spirited powerful music contrast, crossed unknowingly, are the short tranquilities. 时间过得很快,十多分钟在舒缓的弦律与之前的激昂有力音乐对比下,不知不觉地渡过,又是短暂的平静。 Then Lucien started the continual performance third and fourth music movement, the string law starts to transform, becomes constrains with gloomily. 然后路西恩开始了连续演奏的第三和第四乐章,弦律开始变换,变得压抑和阴暗。 The sunlight vanishes, the haze reappears, the weather is dim, the sea water is tranquil, seems fermenting bigger strong winds monstrous waves ; But in the battlefield covered entirely the dark clouds, the preying of dangerous and terrifying will start, the soldiers took up the weapon, walks toward the battlefield again. 阳光消失,阴霾重现,天色昏暗,海水平静,似乎在酝酿着更大的狂风巨浪;而战场上重新布满了阴云,危险和恐怖的搏杀又将开始,士兵们拿起了武器,重新往战场走去。 Such string law, making Victor and the others start to worry subconsciously, starts to wait for intensely is fighting a decisive battle finally and arrival of biggest storm, string law upholstery, the mood little accumulation. 这样的弦律,让维克托等人下意识就开始担忧,开始紧张地等待着最后决战和最大暴风雨的到来,弦律一段段铺垫,情绪一点点累积。 The storm attacks finally fiercely, raises the fishing boat high, makes it fall fiercely, fills playing with and despising of destiny ; But in the battlefield, preying starts again, is heroic and fearless, as if must defeat the destiny that is unable to defeat. 暴风雨终于猛地来袭,将渔船高高掀起,又让它猛地落下,充满命运的玩弄和蔑视;而战场上,搏杀再次开始,英勇而无畏,仿佛要去击败那无法战胜的命运。 Attempts, fishing boat already everywhere tattered, will break momentarily, but the storm as if was also near the end ; 一次次的尝试,渔船已经处处破烂,随时都会散架,但暴风雨似乎也接近了尾声; Defeats, have not made the soldier give up desperately, instead is full of the fighting spirit, firmly and compels to retrocede the enemy steady. 一次次的失败,没有让战士绝望放弃,反而更加充满斗志,坚定而稳健地将敌人逼得后退。 The third music movement enters the last part, the string law becomes tranquil, brings the light sadness and melancholy, seemed the soldiers of fight is being sad the companion of dying, in missing own family member, seemed the sailors in recalling beautiful pictures in life, is mourning by the friend who the strong winds monstrous waves swallowed. 第三乐章进入最后一部分,弦律重新变得平静,带着淡淡的哀伤和忧郁,仿佛是战斗的士兵们在感伤着死去的同伴,在思念着自己的亲人,仿佛是水手们在回想着自己人生中的一幕幕美好画面,在哀悼着被狂风巨浪吞噬的朋友。 Before daybreak , the darkest time approaches, brings the extreme unsettled atmosphere, making Rotter, Herodotus and the others again intense. 黎明之前最黑暗的时刻来临,带着极端不安定的气氛,让洛特、希罗多德等人再次紧张起来。 Is the failure, is the victory? 是失败,还是胜利? Defeated the difficulty and setback, strikes down by the difficulty and setback, isn't able to stand up again? 是击败了困难和挫折,还是被困难和挫折击倒,再也无法站起? Blocked the throat of so-called destiny, gave up the hope, whatever it does arrange? 是扼住了所谓命运的喉咙,还是放弃了希望,任由它安排? When Victor, Felice and the others are getting more and more tense, the magnificent and grand string law resounded suddenly, hit their mind, this was the victory music movement, this was the triumphal returning music movement! 就在维克托、菲丽丝等人越来越紧张的时候,辉煌而壮丽的弦律突如其来地响起,击中了他们的心灵,这是胜利的乐章,这是凯旋的乐章! Victor waves the arm fiercely, filled inspired the mood, surging, because the sunlight illuminated thoroughly the haze thoroughly, scattered the storm thoroughly, the fishing boat preserved finally, because the enemy was routed completely, the heroic soldier achieved the final success, because broke the darkness, because defeated the destiny that seems unable to defeat! 维克托猛地挥动起手臂,充满了振奋的、激荡的情绪,因为阳光彻底照透了阴霾,彻底驱散了暴风雨,渔船总算保存了下来,因为敌人被完全击溃,英勇的战士获得了最后的胜利,因为打破了黑暗,因为击败了那仿佛无法战胜的命运! Triumphal returns and win, the ode reverberation in the lounge, Felice put down the right hand that grips the heart, is brandishing the fist with the string law up and down, her performance is like Rotter, Herodotus, brings pleased and excitement that is unable to restrain, probably oneself also obtained the strength, defeated the difficulty and pressure in life. 凯旋、胜利,颂歌回荡在休息室内,菲丽丝放下了握住心脏的右手,跟着弦律上下挥舞着拳头,她的表现和洛特、希罗多德一样,带着无法克制的快慰和激动,像是自己也获得了力量,战胜了人生中的困难和压力。 Is tranquiler than many Rhine them, delicately and prettily to the monster different face reveals heartfeltly, the sincere smiling face, as if also to defeat the destiny is gratified. 比他们平静很多的莱茵,俊美到妖异的脸上露出由衷的、诚挚的笑容,似乎也同样在为战胜命运而欣慰。 The exciting victory chapter finished, Lucien wish stands, actually collapses does not have any strength, because played to put in all sentiments and energy. 激动人心的胜利篇章结束,路西恩想要站起来,却虚脱得没有任何力量,因为刚才的弹奏投入了所有的感情和精力。 But also during is at shocks Victor, the complexion confusedly and looks at Lucien demented, not only seems like asking Lucien, and seems asking itself: „Is this?” 而还处在震撼之中的维克托,脸色迷茫而癫狂地看着路西恩,既像是在问路西恩,又仿佛是在问自己:“这是?” Rhine, Rotter, Felice, Herodotus look to Lucien, is waiting for his reply. 莱茵、洛特、菲丽丝、希罗多德都看向路西恩,等待着他的回答。 This is the destiny.” Lucien struggles to stand, the vision is gazing at Victor. “这是命运。”路西恩挣扎着站起来,目光注视着维克托。 Greeting Lucien's is the resounding applause, this first came from Rhine, he smiles, is applauding sincerely, then Victor comes soberly, the complexion happily and applauds excitedly layer on layer/heavily, Rotter, Felice and Herodotus expression complex and has the respect to applaud. 迎接路西恩的是响亮的鼓掌声,这最先来自于莱茵,他微笑着、真诚地鼓掌,然后维克托清醒过来,脸色欣慰和激动地重重鼓掌,洛特、菲丽丝和希罗多德表情复杂而又带着敬意地鼓掌。 Victor walked from the desk, walks toward Lucien, while is applauding and shivering the sound saying: 维克托从书桌后面走了出来,一边向路西恩走去,一边鼓着掌、颤抖着声音道: This is the music, true music!” “这才是音乐,真正的音乐!” Lucien sees his mood and condition restores, smiles to say happily: Praise thank you, Mr. Victor, I thinks that you certain obtain the inspiration from this string law, certainly can compose the place revision and improvement that is not very good, or is unable to compose me, did why not whereabouts Director Othello and request the replacement music to Princess Natasha? I think that you will certainly have a very good very good symphony music.” 路西恩见他情绪和状态恢复,开心地微笑道:“谢谢您的赞扬,维克托先生,我想您一定已经从这弦律中得到了灵感,一定能够将我谱写不够好、或者无法谱写出的地方修改、完善,那为何不去向奥赛罗理事、向娜塔莎公主殿下请求更换乐曲呢?我想您一定会有一首非常棒非常棒的交响乐曲。” The meaning of these words, everyone understands, this is Lucien finds the excuse, to let way that the person is unable to reject stimulation Victor's inspiration, the glory that gives up earning, on Rotter and Felice and other faces appears rouses with the exciting joy, but Rhine looked to Victor. 这句话的意思,所有人都明白,这是路西恩找好借口,以让人无法拒绝的方式“激发”维克托的灵感,放弃应得的荣耀,洛特和菲丽丝等人脸上出现振奋和激动的喜悦,而莱茵则看向了维克托。 Victor one was startled, was silent, the expression on face has never had splendor and complex, had the joy, had gratified, had greedy, rouses, had the hesitation, struggles, had the recollection...... to seem like the innermost feelings to conduct the fierce fight. 维克托一下怔住了,沉默下来,脸上的表情从未有过的精彩和复杂,有喜悦,有欣慰,有贪婪,有振奋,有犹豫,有挣扎,有回忆……似乎内心在进行着激烈的战斗。 Mr. Victor, I do not give to you, placed the position of second author to be good me, I absolutely did not have the means to improve the music, this was you should obtain.” Lucien continues to relieve Victor's moral guilty conscience. “维克托先生,我不是送给您,将我放在第二作者的位置就行了,我自己完全没有办法完善乐曲,这是您应该得到的。”路西恩继续解除着维克托的道德负罪感。 In the hopeful several vision, Victor long sighed suddenly, the expression returned to normal, has the regret and extrication, smiled: 在充满期望的几道目光中,维克托忽然长长地叹了口气,表情恢复了平静,带着遗憾和解脱,笑了起来: I will not do that Lucien, this is your music, this is your great music, I have been able to notice that a great musician was always remembered in the history.” “我不会这么做的,路西恩,这是属于你的乐曲,这是属于你的伟大乐曲,我已经能够看到一位伟大的音乐家被铭记在历史中了。” Also besides advocating peace Winnie, is supporting my life has own morals, this is my creed, is the biggest merit that Winnie likes.” “除了主和温妮,支撑着我人生的还有自己的道德,这是我的信条,也是温妮喜欢的最大优点。” Lucien felt moral ray a little stabbing pain own eye that suddenly Victor sparkles, appears named moist feeling in the corner of the eye. 路西恩忽然觉得维克托闪耀的道德光芒有点刺痛自己的眼睛,一种叫做湿润的感觉出现在眼角。
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