In the morning 11:20, in the director offices in musicians association three buildings. 上午十一点20,音乐家协会三楼的理事办公室内。 Othello's serious light gray eyes look at front Victor: „Victor, you should make the decision, can't the entire 20 minutes, make you choose your satisfied music? They were in your past more than 20 years the crystallization of music inspiration.” 奥赛罗严肃的淡灰色双眼看着面前的维克托:“维克托,你该做出决定了,整整二十分钟,难道都不能让你挑选出你满意的乐曲？它们可是你过去二十多年里音乐灵感的结晶。” Victor looks deathly pale, expression to be stereotypical, sits on Othello opposite chair, the table before body chocked up was his music, but his eyes looked is a confusedness, without the focal distance, like penetrating these music is looking at other thing, that possibly was the first musical instrument violin in his life, possibly was the gloomy ice-cold graveyard. 维克托脸色惨白、表情呆板,坐在奥赛罗对面的椅子上,身前的桌子摆满了属于他的乐曲,可他双眼看过去是一片迷茫,没有焦距,就像透过这些乐曲在看着另外的事物,那可能是他人生中的第一件乐器小提琴,也可能是阴森冰冷的墓园。 After hearing Othello's words, his lip is trembling slightly, opens the mouth difficultly: „Can make me think again? Director Othello.” 听到奥赛罗的话后,他嘴唇微微颤着,艰难地开口:“能让我再想一想吗？奥赛罗理事。” Sits with him in Othello opposite Wolf has the intense ironic significance to say with a smile: „Thinks again, you can find out a better music? Victor, ok, do not support by hard and stubborn effort again, perhaps you thought that in the mediocre work also has the good music? Do not waste the time of Director Othello, he waits for is having the lunch with the princess.” 与他一起坐在奥赛罗对面的沃尔夫带着强烈讽刺意味地笑道:“再想一想,你能想出更好的乐曲吗？维克托,好了,不要再硬撑了,或许你觉得平庸的作品里面也有不错的乐曲呢？不要浪费奥赛罗理事的时间了,他等待着与公主殿下共进午餐。” Othello nods, puts out a pocket watch to look: „Princess invited me to have the lunch the time is at exactly 1 : 00, the carriage from the association to the time of Latta summer palace was 15 minutes, but the rainstorm has not stopped last night until now, many places had the serious water, needs to detour to pass, at least should ten minutes ahead of schedule, but before then, I will also take a nap for one hour, prevented to make me lose the demeanor wearily. Victor you did not have how much time, final ten minutes, you, if were unascertainable, that made Wolf replace you, he just received the invitation of Lafayette Dubeux nobility to hold the concert, had no issue with the coordination of orchestra.” 奥赛罗点了点头,拿出一只怀表看了看:“公主殿下邀请我共进午餐的时间是一点整,马车从协会到拉塔夏宫的时间是十五分钟,不过昨晚暴雨直到现在都还没停,很多地方有严重的积水,需要绕路通过,至少应该提前十分钟出发,而在此之前,我还会午睡一个小时,防止疲劳让我失去风度。维克托你没有多少时间了,最后十分钟,你如果还不能确定,那就让沃尔夫代替你,他刚受拉法蒂伯爵的邀请举行过音乐会,和乐队的配合没有任何问题。” The Latta summer palace is the palace in Litt duchy is. 拉塔夏宫就是瓦欧里特公国的宫廷所在。 In Wolf's look shows the extreme zeal and hope, by oneself in the relations that in the aristocrat operates, so long as can chant the hall to be held the concert in the Saint, so long as the concert has not had the big problem, oneself can go a step further on the music path, in the future will be very likely to become the director of association, he deeply inspires, looks at Victor: „Victor, I do not want to rob your performance opportunities, but for the association, you must make the decision.” 沃尔夫的眼神中透出极端的热忱和渴望,凭借自己在贵族中经营的关系,只要能够在圣咏大厅举行音乐会,只要音乐会没有出现大问题,自己就能在音乐道路上更进一步,日后很可能成为协会的理事,他深吸一口气,看着维克托:“维克托,我并不想抢走你的演出机会,但为了协会,你必须做出决定了。” Victor takes back the vision, is staring at the music enough two minutes on table, then extends the right hand to point at a music: „It.” 维克托收回目光,凝视着桌子上的乐谱足足两分钟,然后伸出右手指着一份乐谱:“就它吧。” Such a simple movement and such simple a few words, as if found time Victor whole body strength, making him collapse on the chair, once made the decision, although Victor filled was disappointed and unwilling, but had the feeling of slightly relaxing at heart, at least did not need to spend with all one's heart the strength and combustion soul again thinks that the new music, that suffered the music that the nine years had not completed. 这样简单的一个动作和这样简单的一句话,仿佛抽空了维克托浑身的力气,让他瘫倒在椅子上,不过一旦做出了决定,维克托虽然充满了失望和不甘,但心里还是产生稍微放松的感觉,至少不用再费尽心力和燃烧灵魂地想新乐曲了,那首足足折磨了自己九年还没有完成的乐曲。 „Perhaps this is a good deed, will not be suffered every night is unable to go to sleep.” Victor numbly and is thinking desperately. “也许这是一件好事,不会每晚被折磨地无法入睡了。”维克托麻木而绝望地想着。 Othello patted clapping satisfied: „Victor, you can make the decision, I am very happy, your state of mind some issues, if unable to restore before the concert, my some medicament can help you, but will a little affect on your health. Ok, you go out, I must take a nap for one hour.” 奥赛罗满意地拍了拍手:“维克托,你能做出决定,我很开心,不过你的精神状态有些问题,如果在音乐会前无法恢复,我这里有一些药剂可以帮助你,只是会对你的健康有一点影响。好了,你们出去吧,我要午睡一个小时。” Wolf brings the thick disappointment, with as if walks continually becomes difficult Victor together to walk toward the office outside, when the wooden door closes, he was full of the hatred to look at Victor one eyes: „Enjoys your Saint to chant the hall concert well for the last time, do not disappoint your wife in Mountain Paradise.” 沃尔夫带着浓浓的失望,和仿佛连走路都变得艰难的维克托一起往办公室外走去,当木门关上的时候,他充满恨意地看了维克托一眼:“好好享受你最后一次圣咏大厅音乐会吧,不要让你的夫人在天堂山失望。” „You......” Victor cannot accept others to attack itself with oneself wife, looks angrily to Wolf. “你……”维克托不能接受别人用自己的夫人来攻击自己,愤怒地看向沃尔夫。 Wolf shrugged, nose cold snort/hum, caustic said/tunnel: „Why visits me? The one who will disappoint your madame is you, rather than I, Victor.” 沃尔夫摊了摊手,鼻子冷哼一声,尖刻地道:“为什么看着我？会让你夫人失望的是你,而不是我,维克托。” Then, he is sneering departure, Victor seemed like hit the strategic point, covered the face to squat on the ground, making side Rotter, Felice, Herodotus waiting flustered, hurried to help up him. 说完,他冷笑着离开,维克托则像是被击中了要害,捂着脸蹲在了地上,让旁边一直等待的洛特、菲丽丝、希罗多德慌张起来,赶紧将他扶起。 „Makes me go to lounge calm, in the afternoon starts to practice all music.” Victor voice said weakly. “让我去休息室冷静一下,下午开始练习所有乐曲。”维克托声音虚弱地说道。 Rotter, Felice and Herodotus looked at one bitterly and astringently mutually, how now should start to consider to let the issue that Mr. Victor buoys up. 洛特、菲丽丝和希罗多德苦涩地互相看了一眼,现在该开始考虑怎么让维克托先生振作的问题了。 ............ ………… The family/home that leaves Victor, Lucien is lifting the umbrella, is running in the boundless heavy rain, the rainwater blows in the umbrella with the gale, moistens the Lucien's clothes again, making Lucien not restore weak and obvious. 离开维克托的家,路西恩举着雨伞,在磅礴的大雨中奔跑着,雨水随着大风吹到雨伞里,将路西恩的衣服再次打湿,让路西恩还未恢复的虚弱又明显起来。 Like this in the path that was aroused the white mist that fills by the heavy rain, the pedestrian and carriage of communication are few, letting Lucien can run quickly, but does not need to be worried about the barrier, but after the issue lies in running a distance, Lucien has, because body stops to gasp for breath weakly, lies in the gale blows the umbrella to obstruct Lucien to go forward. 这样被大雨激起的白色水雾所弥漫的道路中,来往的行人和马车都非常少,让路西恩能够跑得很快而不必担心障碍,可问题在于跑一段距离后,路西恩就不得不因为身体的虚弱而停下来喘气,在于大风吹着雨伞阻挠着路西恩前进。 „Perhaps to several minutes, can early before the list delivers to Princess Natasha in the hand prevents.” Lucien bypasses the water very deep place, on flooding the avenue of ankle area walks slowly while is gasping for breath, after breathing , to continue to run. “也许早到几分钟,就能在名单送到娜塔莎公主手上之前阻止。”路西恩绕过积水很深的地方,在淹到脚踝的大街上一边慢走一边喘着气,喘完后又继续跑起来。 Moves, the umbrella on Lucien was blown in the future curvingly by the gale, making weak him unable to grasp the umbrella quickly. 跑动中,路西恩手上的雨伞被大风吹得往后弯曲,让虚弱的他都快拿不住雨伞了。 „The clothes were moistened in any case.” Not hesitant, Lucien receives the umbrella, clamps inside the arm, whatever the heavy rain pouring falls, runs swiftly quickly. “反正衣服都被打湿了。”没有犹豫,路西恩将雨伞收起,夹在手臂内侧,任由大雨浇落到身上,快步飞跑。 This time , without the hindrance of umbrella, Lucien to batter in the heavy rain, the speed became quickly. 这次,没有了雨伞的阻碍,路西恩在大雨里横冲直撞,速度变得更快。 Only then makes contribution, can not regret, Lucien insistence and struggle always, rigid and obstinate showed in this moment completely. 只有尽力,才能不后悔,路西恩一直以来的坚持、奋斗、执著和执拗在这一刻都完全展现了出来。 The rainwater of bean size hits on the face, the feeling of slightly pain. 豆子大小的雨水打在脸上,有一种微痛的感觉。 ............ ………… The normal over 20 minutes, can arrive at the musicians association from Victor family/home, but Lucien only used merely for six minutes. 正常二十分钟以上,才能从维克托家到达音乐家协会,可是路西恩仅仅只用了六分钟。 12.4 11, outside the musicians association front door, Lucien both hands according to the knee, the back are bending, the big mouth place is gasping for breath, the wet head posts on the face, the water drop drops following the face on the pattern rock outside front door, clothes completely soaked through, seems very heavy. 十二点四十一分,音乐家协会大门外,路西恩双手按在膝盖上,背弓着,大口地喘着气,湿漉漉的头发贴在脸上,水珠顺着脸庞滴落在大门外的花纹岩石上,衣服被完全淋透,显得非常沉重。 After relaxing a point slightly, Lucien opens the front door, entered the hall. 稍微缓和一点后,路西恩推开大门,走进了大厅。 Ellina noticed that the Lucien's appearance has a scare, after wooden cabinet walked: „Lucien, is outside rain so big? Do you hold the umbrella also to drip wet so seriously?” 艾琳娜看到路西恩的模样吓了一跳,从木柜后走了出来:“路西恩,外面的雨这么大吗？你打着雨伞也被淋湿得如此严重？” „No. Ellina, Mr. Victor where?” Lucien hurries to ask. “没什么。艾琳娜,维克托先生在哪里？”路西恩赶紧问道。 Ellina thinks: „Should in his lounge, I see Felice carried the lunch to go upstairs.” 艾琳娜想了想:“应该是在他的休息室吧,我看到菲丽丝端着午餐上楼去了。” „Thanks.” After Lucien gives the umbrella Ellina expressed gratitude, hurriedly turns around toward the staircase to run. “谢谢。”路西恩将雨伞递给艾琳娜并道谢后,急匆匆转身往楼梯上跑去。 Ellina looks at the Lucien back strangely: „What matter worries?” 艾琳娜奇怪地看着路西恩背影:“什么事情这么着急？” ............ ………… Weak Lucien difficultly and is crawling fast the staircase, after one minute, arrived at Victor's lounge, thump thump thump knocked the door. 虚弱的路西恩艰难而飞快地爬着楼梯,一分钟后就到了维克托的休息室,咚咚咚敲起了门。 What opens the door is Rotter, his complexion is not good, saw that Lucien nods, comes not to have the question to him. 来开门的是洛特,他脸色非常不好,看到路西恩只是点了点头,对他过来并没有疑问。 Lucien enters the lounge, sees Victor to sit after the desk, as if lost all enthusiasms and hope buries the face in both hands, knocks on a door no response to some people, lost the color oil painting like one. 路西恩走进休息室,看到维克托坐在书桌之后,仿佛失去了所有热情和希望般将脸埋在双手中,对有人敲门没任何反应,就像一副失去了色彩的油画。 But Felice, Herodotus, as well as heard Rhine that this matter catches up with, sits on nearby sofa is being silent, the front is suspending the simple lunch is the original appearance, without reducing points. 而菲丽丝、希罗多德,以及听说了这件事情赶过来的莱茵,都坐在旁边的沙发上沉默着,面前摆着的简单午餐还是原来的样子,没有减少一点。 „Mr. Victor definite music list?” Lucien asked to them. “维克托先生确定乐曲名单了？”路西恩向他们问道。 Rotter, Felice and Herodotus are not in no mood to reply, only then Rhine nods: „Yes, with an original music.” 洛特、菲丽丝和希罗多德都没有心情回答,只有莱茵点了点头:“是的,用得原来的一首乐曲。” Lucien gasps for breath, will surge disappointed and frustrates to suppress, arrives in front of Victor, both hands support on the desk, said loudly: „Mr. Victor, I wrote a very good music, hopes that you can listen, I thought that certainly can you inspiration, making you compose the perfect symphony music. Can replace the definite program?” 路西恩喘了口气,将涌起的失望和挫败压住,走到维克托面前,双手撑在书桌上,大声地说:“维克托先生,我写出了一首非常棒的乐曲,希望您能听听,我觉得一定可以给您灵感,让您谱写出完美的交响乐曲。能够去更换确定的曲目吗？” Matter also a little hopes that Lucien anxious, does not have to consider in the tone and expression, seems very weak, some words also said straightforwardly. 事情还有一点希望的,路西恩急切中,在语气和措辞上没有太斟酌,显得很无力,有些话也说得过于直白。 „Did you write the music to come?” Herodotus hears Lucien's these words in disappointed, sad angry the mood, is aerobic also asks funnily, under this type of serious and sorrowful atmosphere, this fellow is actually still going crazy! Without the least bit human nature! “你写出乐曲来了？”希罗多德在失望、悲怒的情绪中听到路西恩的这句话,是好气又好笑地反问道,这种严肃和悲哀的气氛下,这个家伙竟然还在发疯！没有半点人性！ Similarly, Felice's beautiful ruby pupil has the anger to look to Lucien, the obvious surface shows her disaffection and anger, at this time was not deliberately creates trouble! 同样的,菲丽丝美丽的红宝石般的瞳孔带着怒火看向路西恩,明显地表示出她的不满和愤怒,这个时候可不是胡闹的时候！ But Rotter walked, prepares to pull open Lucien, does not make him stimulate to Mr. Victor. 而洛特则走了过来,准备拉开路西恩,不让他刺激到维克托先生。 Victor does not seem to hear the Lucien front a few words, the weak and exhausted sound passes from the palm: „Useless, before ten minutes, Director Othello went to the Latta summer palace to have the lunch with the princess, is unable to replace the program, had no chance.” 维克托似乎没有听到路西恩前面的一句话,虚弱、疲惫的声音从手掌心里透出来:“没用的,十分钟前,奥赛罗理事就去拉塔夏宫与公主殿下共进午餐了,无法更换曲目了,没有希望了。” „Hasn't matter been able to change?” “事情已经无法改变了吗？” Lucien heard Othello to go to the Latta summer palace, immediately raised the huge frustration, was pulled open before the desk by Rotter with ease: „Lucien, do not play with your cleverness in trivial matters again, peaceful, must be peaceful!” 路西恩听到奥赛罗已经去了拉塔夏宫,顿时升起了巨大的挫败感,被洛特从书桌前轻松拉开:“路西恩,不要再玩弄你的小聪明了,安静,必须安静！” Although had the serious feeling of failure, but Lucien always thought that also a little hopes, so long as, should be hopeful again diligently, therefore by Rotter retreat, while urgently, said sincerely: „Mr. Victor, strives again, should be able to replace the program! The rain is so big, may catch up with Director Othello!” 虽然产生了严重的失败感,但路西恩总觉得还有一点希望,只要自己再努力一下,应该还有希望,于是一边被洛特拉着后退,一边急切地、恳切地说道:“维克托先生,再争取一下,应该可以更换曲目的！雨这么大,有可能赶上奥赛罗理事的！” „Useless, is useless.” Victor sleep talking is whispering, has not lifted, as if no strength to support itself, despairs is twining. “没用的,没有用的。”维克托梦呓似地低语着,头也没有抬,似乎已经没有力量支撑自己,只有绝望在缠绕。 Even if thought that Lucien is going crazy and deliberately creating trouble, but he like this is sincere, this to strive diligently, makes Rotter, Felice, Herodotus have a same feeling, but thinks that the matter has been doomed, destiny to arrange, they surged the deep powerless feeling, like Victor, is reprimanding Lucien worn out: 即使觉得路西恩在发疯、在胡闹,可他这样诚恳、这样努力地争取着,还是让洛特、菲丽丝、希罗多德产生一种相同的感受,不过想到事情已经注定、命运已经安排好,他们就涌起了深深的无力感,像维克托一样,有气无力地斥责着路西恩: „Do not presumptuously think again, Lucien, although we also want to strive, but is useless, can only give up.” “不要再妄想了,路西恩,虽然我们也很想去争取,但没有用的,只能放弃了。” „Arrived this time, Director Othello had possibly arrived in the Latta summer palace, useless, Lucien, gives up.” “都到了这个时候,奥赛罗理事可能已经抵达拉塔夏宫,没用的,路西恩,放弃吧。” „Even if Director Othello has not arrived, how long but is new music composition good to need? Perhaps the performance good present program, can succeed.” “即使奥赛罗理事还没有到达,可新的乐曲谱写好需要多久？演奏好现在的曲目,或许也能获得成功。” In atmosphere that a piece gives up disappointedly, Lucien withdraws several steps, only felt oneself very exhaustedly and very disappointed as well as rebuke oneself: ” Perhaps is really the arrangement of destiny, making me be injured to ask for leave, if...... ” 一片失望放弃的气氛中,路西恩退后几步,只觉得自己非常的疲惫、非常的失望以及自责:”也许真的是命运的安排,让我受伤请假,如果……” „It is not my matter, the failure is defeated in any case.” Was infected disheartened, Lucien as if also becomes looks like others in lounge, did not have the color, is only a gloominess. “反正不是我的事情,失败就失败吧。”被感染得灰心丧气,路西恩似乎也变得像休息室内的其他人,没有了色彩,只是一片灰暗。 But immediately, Lucien remembers in Victor these months to own concern and attendance, remembers the three weeks the piano practice that hopeful, does not idle, remembers itself to brave insistence that the storm catches up with and does not give up, sees the Victor as if deceased person general condition of again, saw that Rotter, Felice and the others were disappointed, but the expression of does not have any change result idea, Lucien has a stronger mood to reappear at heart: 但马上,路西恩就想起维克托这几个月里对自己的关怀和照顾,想起自己三个礼拜的、充满期望的、毫不懈怠的钢琴练习,想起自己冒着暴风雨赶过来的坚持和不放弃,再看到维克托仿佛死人一般的状态,看到洛特、菲丽丝等人失望但没有任何改变结果想法的表情,路西恩心里就有一股更强烈的情绪浮现: That is deep is unwilling, have oneself made so many preparations and diligently, feels at ease to accept such result? 那是深深的不甘心,自己已经做了这么多的准备和努力,难道就安心接受这样的结果？ That is the idea that also wants to try, why must complain that matter, but won't strive for now and future?! 那是还想试一试的想法,为什么要抱怨已经发生的事情,而不去争取现在和未来呢？！ That is no matter some big difficulties and puzzles, must go to face, overcome, grasps hope faith, how can the present give up?! 那是不管有多大的阻难和困扰,都要去面对、去克服,去把握住希望的信念,怎么能现在就放弃？！ Lucien deeply inspired, observed the situation lounge one, found that piano, this was because Victor, Rhine transformed piano brand-new musical instrument, that therefore was bestowed by the association, it placed the lounge is only an ornament, was expressing Victor in the role that on this musical instrument played. 路西恩深吸一口气,环视了休息室一眼,找到了那台钢琴,这是由于维克托、莱茵改造出钢琴这全新的乐器,于是被协会赠送的一台,它放在休息室只是一件装饰品,表示着维克托在这件乐器上所发挥的作用。 Worked loose Rotter's pulling, Lucien ran fast, sat on the piano stool, opened zither | Jean Gai. 挣脱洛特的拉扯,路西恩快速跑了过去,坐在钢琴凳子上,打开琴盖。 „Do you want to do?! Lucien!” Rotter and Herodotus exclaimed simultaneously angrily, Felice stood, walked toward Lucien behind, because she was away from the piano to be recent. “你要干什么？！路西恩！”洛特和希罗多德同时愤怒地吼道,菲丽丝更是站了起来,往路西恩背后走来,因为她距离钢琴最近。 Only then Rhine curiously and looks at the Lucien's action funnily, three weeks, what music can have? 只有莱茵好奇又好笑地看着路西恩的举动,三个礼拜的时间,能有什么乐曲？ Lucien has not spoken, having the strong mood, both hands to press layer on layer/heavily. 路西恩没有说话,带着强烈的情绪,双手重重地按了下去。 Ding-dong, ding-dong. 当当当当,当当当当。 Frightening, is full of the impact the powerful note to resound in the lounge, Victor both hands shivers, without supporting the head, a whole person ball, sat fiercely straight, looked at a loss to the direction of piano. 让人恐惧的、充满震撼力的有力音符在休息室内响起,维克托双手一个颤抖,没有支撑住脑袋,整个人猛地一弹,坐直了起来,茫然地看向钢琴的方向。 Felice, Rotter and a Herodotus mind tremor, was staying same place one dull, remembers to prevent Lucien. 菲丽丝、洛特和希罗多德心灵一阵颤动,在原地呆了一呆,才想起去阻止路西恩。 But at this time, violent storm after as if, remarrying law played to start to appear with Lucien's, shocked fast and intensely. Such string law continuously, looks like the misery of being relentless, looks like in the sea the crazy monstrous waves, looks like bugle and tidal enemy who in the battlefield resounds, does not give people any time to regroup to raid. 而这个时候,仿佛狂风暴雨般的后续弦律随着路西恩的弹奏开始出现,快速、激烈而震撼。这样的弦律接连不断,就像是毫不留情的苦难,就像是大海里疯狂的巨浪,就像是战场上响起的号角、潮水般的敌人,不给人任何喘息机会地袭来。 And occasionally the small section affable string law, will actually often bring is more intense and despairs, a more difficult aspect, seemed like died beforehand short tranquil. 其中偶尔会有一小段舒缓的弦律,却往往带来更加激烈、更加绝望、更加困难的局面,似乎是死亡之前的短暂平静。 But facing this huge difficulty, facing this deep setback, actually no one gives up, is struggling firmly, is preying heroically, suspenseful, anxious, in sea that this as if monstrous waves tumble, all sailors of fishing boat are operating the sail oar unitedly, fights the bad environment, does not tilt in the high and low float, as if the blood splash, in the battlefield of corpse, square formations are everywhere unwavering facing the arrow arrow and flying lance of blotting out the sky, the front person drops down, behind person supplemented, maintains the neat formation as before. 但面对这巨大的困难,面对这深深的挫折,却没有人放弃,都在坚定地奋斗着,在英勇地搏杀着,让人紧张,让人揪心,这仿佛巨浪翻滚的大海上,一只渔船的所有水手都在齐心协力地操纵着帆桨,与恶劣的环境搏斗,在上下漂浮而不倾覆,仿佛鲜血飞溅、满地尸体的战场上,一个个的方阵面对铺天盖地的箭矢、飞矛毫不动摇,前面的人倒下,后面的人补充,依旧维持整齐的队列。 Like this string law of vibration will of the people, lets Felice, Rotter and Herodotus stops fiercely, doubtful and looks at side Lucien's at a loss, looks that he is still flowing the face of water drop, but Rhine one stood, seems unable to suppress the mood in heart. 这样震动人心的弦律,让菲丽丝、洛特和希罗多德都猛地停住,充满疑惑和茫然地看着路西恩的侧面,看着他还在流淌着水珠的脸庞,而莱茵则一下站了起来,似乎无法压制心中的情绪。 Lucien with clenched jaws bullet hit: 路西恩咬牙切齿地弹着: Why can give up? Why can give up?! 为什么要放弃？为什么要放弃？！ Also can chase Baron Othello, even if cannot catch up, but can also ask Princess Natasha to request to replace the program, even if she does not comply, can still subdue her with the charm of music, why can give up? Why can give up?! 还可以去追赶奥赛罗男爵,即使赶不上,还能去找娜塔莎公主要求更换曲目,哪怕她不答应,也还能用音乐的魅力去折服她,为什么要放弃？为什么要放弃？！ So long as also a little hopes, cannot give up! 只要还有一点希望,就不能放弃！ The mood integrated in the middle of the music, the Symphony of Fate first music movement is getting more and more intense, lets Rotter and Felice who and the others side stops cannot bear the whole body shiver. 情绪融入了音乐当中,命运交响曲的第一乐章越来越激烈,让旁边停住的洛特和菲丽丝等人都忍不住浑身颤抖。 Actually is the destiny to make you give up, did you give up yourself? 究竟是命运让你放弃,还是你自己放弃了自己？ Actually was the destiny to defeat you, the difficulty and did the setback defeat you? 究竟是命运打败了你,还是困难和挫折打败了你？ One intermittent intense the string law that shocks as if benefitted the arrow to pierce Victor's mind, making him carry subconsciously stiffly, thought that this was main is interrogating itself and torturing. 一阵阵激烈的、震撼的弦律仿佛利箭般刺穿了维克托的心灵,让他背下意识地挺直,觉得这是主在拷问着自己。 Lucien both hands play fast, the mood and music resonance, were infected intensely by the music, remembers bitter experience that oneself in several months changed: 路西恩双手飞快弹奏,情绪与音乐共鸣,然后被音乐感染得更加激烈,想起了自己几个月里跌宕起伏的遭遇: I want the tranquil life, wants the warm family, wants to love own parental family member, but passes through to come inexplicably, loses all, is full of the pain, moreover sees witch to be burnt, was forced the sewer to be risky ; 我想要平静的人生,想要温暖的家庭,想要疼爱自己的父母亲人,但莫名穿越而来,失去一切,充满痛苦,而且还看见女巫被烧死,被逼迫去下水道冒险; I want to study the writing, wants the good life, was actually stopped by the criminal syndicate, was beaten by them ; 我想要学习文字,想要更好的生活,却被黑帮阻拦,被他们殴打; I want to study the magic peacefully, but here is Aalto, is church influence very powerful Aalto, I can only brave the life the danger, keeps walking randomly in the dark and bright edge, places facing death. 我想要安安静静地学习魔法,但这里是阿尔托,是教会势力非常强大的阿尔托,我只能冒着生命的危险,不停地游走在黑暗和光明的边缘,一次次地面对死亡。 Did I give up? Did I give up?! 我放弃了吗？我放弃了吗？！ I have not given up! 我没有放弃！ So long as had not died, I must struggle, I must change my life, changes own destiny! 只要还没有死亡,我就要奋斗,我就要改变自己的人生,改变自己的命运！ The Lucien's mood is getting stronger and stronger, the movement as if heart disease must manifest suddenly demented, in the string law of surging was full of unyielding meaning: 路西恩的情绪越来越浓烈,动作癫狂地仿佛心脏病要发作,激荡的弦律里充满了不屈的意味: Actually is the destiny to make you lose the hope, did you choose gave up hoping? 究竟是命运让你失去希望,还是你自己选择了放弃希望？ Actually is the destiny to enable you to submit, did you obey „destiny”? 究竟是命运使你屈服,还是你自己服从了“命运”？ Actually was the destiny to be doomed your life, did you choose the destiny? 究竟是命运注定了你的人生,还是你选择了命运？ No, so long as I am also living, I can also ponder, I will not choose to give up, I must block the throat of destiny, I must welcome the setback to forward, I must defeat all misery! 不,只要我还活着,我还能思考,我就不会选择放弃,我要扼住命运的喉咙,我要迎着挫折向前,我要打败所有苦难！ In the surging notes, Victor being able to bear stood, the double fist gets hold. 一个个的激荡音符中,维克托忍不住站了起来,双拳握紧。 PS: Destiny these parallelism sentences, come from the good base friend to have Si Mao, accidentally sees him to write these sentences, thought that prepared to carve compared with me well and with, therefore after winning him to agree uses, thanked. PS:命运这几个排比句,来自于好基友起司猫,偶然看到他写得这几个句子,觉得比我原本准备得更好、更锲和,因此争得他同意后使用,非常感谢。 Again PS: 5000 character big chapters, were equivalent! 再PS:五千字大章,相当于加更了！