In an absent-minded feeling, Lin Xue opened the eye. 一阵恍惚感中,林雪睁开了眼睛。 The front is to underground steps channel, is flashing the signboard of color light from the both sides, this is an old underground street machine hall. 面前是一条通往地下的阶梯通道,从两侧闪着彩光的招牌来看,这是一家年代久远的地下街机厅。 „Therefore, the core of this dreamland is a game room?” Lin Xue hesitated, not hesitant, then went down the steps. “所以,这个梦境的核心是游戏厅？”林雪沉吟了一下,没怎么犹豫,便走下了阶梯。 Steps into the game room front door checks, as if stepped into a secluded from the world different space. 踏入游戏厅大门的一刹,仿佛踏入了一个与世隔绝的异空间。 The dim light drags in the compact space, creates a mysterious and depressing atmosphere, in the air is fluttering the light tobacco and alcohol taste, mixes one unique smell, making person some unhappy. 昏暗的灯光在紧凑的空间内摇曳,营造出一种神秘而压抑的氛围,空气中飘着淡淡的烟草和酒精味,混合成一种独特的气味,让人有些不喜。 In the game room a babel of voices, the sound effect of computer game, the bawl of player, the knocking of keyboard...... the noisy sound interwines, was found in hall each corner. 游戏厅内人声鼎沸,电子游戏的音效,玩家的叫骂声,键盘的敲击声……嘈杂的声音交织在一起,遍布了大厅各个角落。 The Lin Xue making way stream of people, steps on is walking into the hall dark, the vision searches for in the crowd. 林雪让开人流,踩着黑暗走入大厅,目光在人群中搜寻。 Vivian had said in person who the dream of person will enter the understanding, Lin Xue not too definite know, who likes coming to this place, in brief presently priority target, the master who first to find the dream. 薇薇安说过会进入认识的人的梦,林雪不太确定自己认识的人之中,有谁喜欢来这种地方,总之当前的首要目标,是先找到梦的主人。 Looking for the dream master has not imagined is so difficult, Lin Xue sweeps at will in the person's shadow of hall, the vision has locked quickly , on a young boy who wears the duckbill cap. 找梦主人并没有想象中那么困难,林雪在大厅的人影之中随意扫过一圈,目光很快锁定在一个戴着鸭舌帽的小男孩身上。 Different from other player three two or three two crowding together, in entire hall only then this small boy come all alone, person lonely sitting of before mechanical games in corner. 不同于其他玩家三三两两的凑在一起,整个大厅中只有这个小男孩形单影只,一个人孤独的坐在角落里的一台游戏机前。 Naturally, the population cannot show anything, more obvious characteristics are actually the style: Other players on the scene will only make that several redundant movement and lines, manufactured NPC that is loaf like the game, only then this young boy is the human player, every action and every movement are disclosing nimble and resourceful of living person. 当然,人数不能说明什么,更明显的特征其实是画风:在场的其他玩家都只会做那几个重复的动作和台词,像极了游戏里制作偷懒的NPC,只有这个小男孩是真人玩家,一举一动都在透露着活人的灵动。 Obviously master unnecessary CPU of dream has not built these background characters, concentration all centralized on lead, this feeling looked like in a black and white cartoon to present only a one by one colored character, wants not to pay attention difficultly. 显然梦的主人并没有多余的CPU来打造这些背景人物,专注力全都集中在了主角身上,这感觉就像是一本黑白漫画里出现了惟一一个彩色人物,想注意不到都难。 „Young boy?” “小男孩？” Lin Xue actually knits the brows, the young boy of this age, she knows, only then childhood Lin Hai, the Lin Family family education is very strict, Little Hai should not have the opportunity to come to this place. 林雪却皱了皱眉,这个年纪的小男孩,她认识的只有小时候的林海,不过林家的家教很严,小海应该没机会来这种地方。 Lin Xue brought to approach curiously. 林雪带着好奇靠近了过去。 The young boy sits cross-legged to sit on the chair, in the hand grabs the handle, the finger presses the key position fast extremely earnestly, the expression is staring at the screen, the small face follows flashing of screen to flicker. 小男孩盘腿坐在靠椅上,手中抓着手柄,手指快速按动键位,表情极为认真的盯着屏幕,小脸跟随着屏幕的闪动而忽明忽暗。 On the way of that Lin Xue approaches had then confirmed this boy possibly is not Lin Hai, but, this looking familiar facial features outline, should not be...... 林雪靠近的途中便已经确认了这男孩不可能是林海,不过,这个眼熟的眉眼轮廓,该不会是…… Lin Xue has guessed correctly anything, by the computer game table puts the book bag of young boy just in time, the license of book bag is labelling his status clearly. 林雪已经猜到了什么,正巧电玩桌旁放着小男孩的书包,书包的挂牌上明白的标注着他的身份。 Elementary school. 松海小学。 Three years eight classes. 三年八班。 Mu You. 沐游。 Really yes...... 果然是…… The Lin Xue corners of the mouth turn upwards slightly, walk to go forward, sat on boy nearby seat. 林雪嘴角微微翘起,走上前,在男孩旁边的座位上坐了下来。 Immerses the young boy in game then detected that her existence, is separated from the game temporarily, turning head surprise looked at her one eyes. 沉浸在游戏中的小男孩这才发觉她的存在,暂时从游戏中脱离,扭头诧异的看了她一眼。 Sees clearly the appearance of Lin Xue, in the boy eyes flashes through a vigilance immediately, quickly set out to look toward about, somewhat afraid took up own book bag, blocked own name, immediately left the position, before changing not far away another unmanned seat . 看清林雪的打扮,男孩眼中顿时闪过一丝警惕,急忙起身朝左右看了看,有些心虚的将自己的书包拿起,挡住了自己的名字,随即离开位置,换到了不远处另一个无人的机位前。 Before boys just before leaving, on the face has fluttered blushing has not escaped the eye of Lin Xue. 男孩临走前脸上飘过的红晕没有逃过林雪的眼睛。 The reappearing happy expression that the Lin Xue corners of the mouth cannot stop once again, she does not like the child actually, but why does not know, suddenly met childhood Mu You, moreover this shy performance, with Mu You compared with the appearance of mature old say/way, this contrast feeling too was usually interesting, she could not bear wants to tease. 林雪嘴角又一次止不住的浮现笑意,她其实不怎么喜欢小孩,但不知道为何,突然遇到小时候的沐游,而且这腼腆的表现,和沐游平时成熟老道的样子相比,这种反差感实在太有意思了,以至于她忍不住的就想去逗弄一下。 Lin Xue set out, is pursuing the boy with the past, once again sat down in small Mu You position. 林雪起身,追着男孩跟了过去,又一次在小沐游身旁的位置坐下。 The young boy looks at her unexpectedly also with, the look is more flurried, but this time has not changed positions actually again, the child also has the self-respect, running again and again, others also think that I feared you. 小男孩看她居然还跟过来,眼神更加慌乱,不过这次倒是没再换位,小孩子也是有自尊心的,三番两次的跑,别人还以为我怕了你。 „How this does need to play?” “这个要怎么玩？” Lin Xue looked that the boy starts to play the game earnestly, watched the present keyboard and game picture seeks help. Just like Lin Hai, she does not have the opportunity to contact this type of thing. 林雪看男孩又开始埋头玩游戏,看了看眼前的键盘和游戏画面不由求助。和林海一样,她也没机会接触这种东西。 „Toward here coin, here starts.” The small boy tone does not bear, very cool direction two, then received to reach behind the back, the entire journey has not looked at Lin Xue. “往这里投币,点这里开始。”小男孩语气不耐,酷酷的指点了两句,便收回手去,全程没有看林雪。 „......” “哦……” Lin Xue did not have the game coin naturally unable to play, has not actually left, sat in the position, turned upwards one leg on the other, decided looks at the small Mu You operation. 林雪没有游戏币自然玩不了,却也没离开,就坐在位置上,翘起二郎腿,定定的看着小沐游操作。 The young boy seemingly looks at steadily is staring at the screen, but can also feel behind vision, suddenly is nervous and uneasy, the movement in hand also distorts gradually, jumping madly of game character convulsion, ten lives was quick eight. 小男孩看似目不转睛的盯着屏幕,但也能感受到身后的目光,一时间如芒在背,手中的动作也渐渐变形,游戏人物抽风似的乱跳,十条命很快死了八条。 Saw that the game coin will soon run out, the young boy a little could not be sufficient fatty, set out to prepare to continue to change positions to set. 眼看着游戏币即将告罄,小男孩有点充不了胖子了,起身准备继续换位置。 Finally at this time Lin Xue opened the mouth suddenly: „Mu You, what desire do you have?” 结果这时林雪忽然开口:“沐游小朋友,你有什么愿望？” The small boy figure shakes, the taking up book bag suddenly, withdrew from the position, was far away several steps, eye of reveal vigilant looks like toward her. 小男孩身形一震,忽的抄起书包,退出了位置,远离了几步,才目露警惕的朝她看来。 „Aunt, should you unable to really be a slave trader?” “阿姨,你该不会真是人贩子吧？” „......” “……” This thinks that acted bashful Lin Xue of young boy, was instead killed by small boy a few words, in the wind, partly makes a sound disorderly recovers. 本以为拿捏了小男孩的林雪,被小男孩一句话反杀,凌乱于风中,半响才回过神来。 „I, if the slave trader, you should now in the gunnysack......” “我要是人贩子,你现在应该在麻袋里……” Lin Xue white his eyes: ’ Changes to the elder sister „‚ aunt, I can help you realize a desire...... not to believe even.” 林雪白了他一眼:“把‘阿姨’改成姐姐,我可以帮你实现一个愿望……不相信就算了。” Small boy complexion doubt looks at her, hesitant moment, is probing the opens the mouth: „That...... do you help me buy ten coins? Elder sister......” 小男孩脸色狐疑的看着她,犹豫了片刻,才试探着开口:“那……你帮我买十个币？姐姐……” Lin Xue then satisfied setting out, walked the onstage. 林雪这才满意的起身,走去了前台。 After the moment comes back, in hand actually not with game coin, but took a plastic keg. 片刻后回来,手里却没拿游戏币,而是拿了一个塑料小桶。 Lin Xue throws the barrel on the table, inside ding-a-ling works as lang is the game coin, at least 7~8 hundred. 林雪将桶丢在桌上,里面叮铃当啷全是游戏币,起码七八百枚。 The young boy looked at the eye to be straight. Usually can the child who comes to the game room to play, who is not the spending money of using, flower that a coin coin plans carefully, where has this type to buy a wicker basket, is this legendary local tyrant method? 小男孩看得眼睛都直了。平时能来游戏厅里玩的小孩子,谁不是用的零花钱,一个币一个币精打细算的花,哪有这种一买一箩筐的,这难道就是传说中的土豪玩法？ „Come, ten opportunities, so long as you can win my one time, makes you play all the way.” Lin Xue sits down in the position, threw ten coins toward two seats respectively, pressed down to fighting the button. “来吧,十次机会,只要你能赢我一次,就让你玩个够。”林雪在位置上坐下,往两个机位分别丢了十枚币,按下了对战按钮。 Plays to start shortly, the young boy also has to rush to return to the position, to rub has the sleeve, the interest spirited preparation demonstrates the true technology to the local tyrant elder sister. 眼看着游戏开始,小男孩也只好赶忙回到位置上,撸起袖子,兴致昂扬的准备向土豪姐姐展示一下真正的技术。 ...... …… After ten minutes, the young boy incredible the screen that looks at to be dim, this is tenth that he loses, ten games, he was hit 10 : 0. 十分钟后,小男孩不可置信的看着昏暗下来的屏幕,这已经是他输的第十场,十局,他被打了个十比零。 Except that the first game, Lin Xue, because not the familiar mechanism, was struggled beyond a while by him, several other games are in a half minute the second kill . Moreover the rapidness of more and more death. 除了第一局,林雪因为不熟悉机制,被他挣扎了一会儿外,其他几局都是半分钟内秒杀,而且死的越来越快。 An expression of young boy face suspicion life. 小男孩一脸怀疑人生的表情。 „How possibly...... you definitely play frequently!” The young boy looks that Lin Xue said assuredly: „I have not seen have played the game such fierce female student......” “怎么可能……你肯定经常玩！”小男孩看着林雪笃定道:“我从没见过玩游戏这么厉害的女生……” „What Xiaohui your is fiercer than?” Lin Xue suddenly interested asking. “比你那个什么‘小慧’还厉害？”林雪忽然饶有兴趣的问。 „Do you, you know Xiaohui?” The boys are somewhat surprised, look unconscious vacillation. “你,你认识小慧？”男孩有些惊讶,眼神不自觉的游移起来。 Lin Xue has not closely examined, swept the dreamland of eye surrounding does not have any dissipation sign. 林雪没有追问下去,扫了眼周围没有任何消散迹象的梦境。 „Said that what desire but also there is?” “说吧,还有什么愿望？” „That...... do you give me again ten opportunities?” Boy cautious asking. “那……你再给我十次机会？”男孩小心翼翼的问。 Lin Xue actually shakes the head: „I can accompany you to continue to play, play 100 games of 1000 games, but, has hidden in this inside evades, the person who you want to see truly will never appear.” 林雪却摇了摇头:“我可以陪你继续玩,玩一百局一千局都可以,但是,一直躲在这里面逃避,你真正想见的人永远也不会出现。” Lin Xue has to read the plan, she understood that a dreamland want to be easier than others, so long as sees the dream master, she can by the representation, see in -depth logic in dreamland with ease. 林雪有读心术,她理解一个梦境要比其他人要容易许多,只要见到梦主人,她可以轻松的透过表象,看到梦境中的深层逻辑。 With several minutes of small Mu You contact, she had read out the boy heart true desire: He has a liking girl, named Xiaohui, is the class flower in class, in the family/home seems like the game room, therefore plays the game to be very fierce. 跟小沐游接触的短短几分钟,她已经读出了男孩心底真正的愿望:他有一个喜欢的女孩子,名叫小慧,是班里的班花,家里似乎是开游戏厅的,所以打游戏特别厉害。 The child of this age has no concept of vindicating, to is only thinking purely hides to practice the games technology, until completing study to finish an apprenticeship, will amaze the world with a single brilliant feat in some day, will then make the girl who he will like hold in high esteem to him, that is all. 这个年龄的小孩子没有什么表白的概念,单纯到只想着躲起来练好游戏技术,直到学成出师,在某天一鸣惊人,然后让他喜欢的女孩子对他刮目相看一下,仅此而已。 Young boy hears word stares, is somewhat vacant: „What is elder sister you saying? I cannot understand......” 小男孩闻言一愣,有些茫然:“姐姐你在说什么？我听不懂……” Lin Xue shakes the head , to continue to raise: „The words that likes, said directly, perhaps had the effect.” 林雪摇了摇头,继续提点:“喜欢的话,就直接说出来,说不定有奇效呢。” Boys silent, does not know that is thinking anything. 男孩沉默了下去,不知在想什么。 The ground trembles suddenly. 地面忽然震颤起来。 Pixel monsters start to flood into from the front door place of street machine hall, in the laughing hall, made a mess a moment ago suddenly, the crowd was screaming scatters in all directions to flee, many people assign/life in the mourning monster mouth directly. 一只只像素怪兽开始从街机厅的大门处涌入,刚才还嘻嘻哈哈的大厅中,忽然乱作一团,人群尖叫着四散奔逃,不少人直接命丧怪物口中。 „It is not good, run!” “不好,快跑！” Extreme towering of scene change, the young boy also had a scare, subconscious carries the book bag to escape to the back door, just ran two steps to remember anything, turn head drew in Lin Xue to run together. 场景变化的极为突兀,小男孩也被吓了一跳,下意识的拎起书包逃向后门,刚跑两步又想起什么,回头拉上了林雪一起跑。 Lin Xue was being drawn by small Mu You, follows the stream of people to charge into the back door, actually showed the smile: Then right! 林雪被小沐游拉着,跟随人流冲向后门,却露出了笑容:这才对嘛！ The dreamland scene starts to crash, showed that he finally starts to face directly oneself innermost feelings. 梦境场景开始崩塌,说明他终于开始直面自己的内心。 These monsters, are in his heart see the hindrance that girl needs to face, the youngster worry in street machine hall, the transformation will be a formidable will break through the obstructions of numerous monster, kills story that in the fiendish person city will rescue the beloved princess, this understood to be many well, was also easy to process to Lin Xue are many. 这些怪物,就是他心中见那个女孩子需要面对的阻碍,将原本街机厅里的少年烦恼,转变为一个勇者突破重重怪物的阻截,杀到魔王城里营救心爱公主的故事,这样就好理解多了,对林雪来说也好处理多了。 Otherwise, she must stay behind to the small boy last puberty emotion class, how teaches him to pursue the girl, this was too troublesome, let alone she has not discussed that how to teach the person? 不然,她还得留下给小男孩上青春期情感课,教他怎么追女孩,这太麻烦了,何况她自己都没有谈过,怎么教得了人？ Small Mu You drew Lin Xue to run the game room, arrived on the street. 小沐游拉着林雪跑出了游戏厅,来到街道上。 On avenue that the dim light of night covers, at this time has also covered entirely various figure giant pixel monsters, is roaring is chasing down the pedestrian. 夜色笼罩的大街上,此时也已经布满了各种身形巨大的像素怪物,正在怒吼着追杀行人。 Lin Xue swept the eye, these monsters basically are the monsters in these street machine games, conforms to ‚game room’ very much subject, but also mixed with some smuggled goods, for example letter beast, work beast, angle gauge beast anything...... 林雪扫了眼,这些怪物基本都是那些街机游戏里的怪物,很符合‘游戏厅’的主题,不过其中还夹杂了一些私货,比如字母兽,作业兽,量角器兽什么的…… And many monsters pursued toward two people, the young boy is holding the hand of Lin Xue, goes all out to dash about wildly in a direction. 其中不少怪物都朝两人追了过来,小男孩拉着林雪的手,朝一个方向拼命狂奔。 This point detail makes Lin Xue very satisfied: Even in such tense time, he of small age has not been thinking throws down itself to escape alone. 这一点细节还是让林雪很满意的:即便在这么紧张的时刻,小小年纪的他也没想着丢下自己独自逃跑。 If expects well, the end of the road the boy brings, should be the position that his ‚unrequited loving’ girl is. 如果所料不错,男孩带的这条路的尽头,应该就是他那个‘暗恋’女孩所在的位置。 Then she only needs to escort side that girl the young boy, gives him to create ‚hero rescues beautiful’ the opportunity again, this dreamland should, even if successfully completed. 接下来她只需要将小男孩一路护送到那个女孩子身边,再给他制造一个‘英雄救美’的机会,这场梦境应该就算圆满完成了。 Saw that the front path also died of suffocation by several monsters, Lin Xue has not hidden again, had to appear the god of death sickle directly, jumped shows the way to the boy front, the sickle waved, monster along the road was all cut the melon to cut vegetable/dish striking to kill by her. 眼看着前方的道路也被几只怪物堵死,林雪没有再隐藏,直接具现出了死神镰刀,跳到男孩前方领路,镰刀舞动间,沿路的怪物全都被她砍瓜切菜般的击杀。 Young boy rare not like randomly calling that the ordinary child makes much ado about nothing, but following silently behind her, but Lin Xue can feel vision of staring behind casts. 小男孩难得的没有像普通小孩一样大惊小怪的乱叫,只是默默的跟在她后面,不过林雪能感觉到身后投来的直勾勾的目光。 Does not need to turn head, she can also guess correctly, the boy is certainly using the vision of surprised additional worship to visit her at this moment...... 不用回头,她也能猜到,男孩此刻一定在用惊讶加崇拜的目光看着她…… Lin Xue has to acknowledge that this feeling is good, in reality she is always led a head by Mu You, one type no matter how pursues diligently, the powerless feeling that cannot catch up with forever, has now finally by the opportunity that he looks, is quite rare, Lin Xue also enjoyed this vision. 林雪不得不承认这感觉不错,现实中她总是被沐游领先一头,有一种不管如何努力追赶,都永远追不上的无力感,如今终于也有了被他仰望的机会,相当难得,林雪也不由享受了一下这种目光。 ...... …… „......” “刺啦……” Mu You opened the front door of village, the obsolete iron gate sends out the coarse wail, seems especially grating in the lonesome and quiet dim light of night. 沐游推开了村庄的大门,老旧的铁门发出难听的哀鸣,在幽静的夜色中显得格外刺耳。 The little girl was frightened one to tremble by this sound, hurried was also closer toward Mu You side, closely was drawing his lower hem corner. 身后的小女孩被这声音吓得一个哆嗦,急忙又往沐游身边贴近了一些,紧紧拉着他的衣角。 Mu You expanded the illumination technique on hand, the warm ray illuminated more darkness, finally made the little girl more relieved. 沐游将手上的光照术扩大了一些,温暖的光芒照亮了更多黑暗,终于让小女孩安心了一些。 The Mu You belt/bring little girl walks into the village, in the entire village the quiet piece, sound of even/including insect the calling does not have, falling the needle may hear. 沐游带小女孩走入村庄,整个村庄内静谧一片,连虫鸣之声都没有,落针可闻。 As two people go down to the village, in all around house, ghost towering reappearing, ghost build of these ghosts on compared with mountain road are bigger, twists. 随着两人深入村子,四周的房屋中,一道道鬼影突兀的浮现,这些鬼影比山路上的鬼怪体型更大,也更加扭曲。 The Mu You condensation fireball as usual, one after another magic does not ask for money loses, first eliminates all the ghosts of appearance. 沐游照例的凝聚火球,一个个魔法不要钱的丢出,将所有现身的鬼怪第一时间杀灭。 This village is really a deserted village, inside no one, is only fishy. 这个村庄果然是荒村,里面没有人,只有鬼。 On the halfway, he had actually guessed correctly a moment ago Little Ya does not want to go home, but he was insisting brought Little Ya to come back to have a look, because he needs to confirm the Little Ya real innermost feelings and situation, otherwise he did not have the means to help her. 刚才半路上,他其实已经猜到了小雅并不想回家,但他还是坚持着带小雅回来看看,因为他需要确认一下小雅真实的内心和处境,否则他没有办法帮她。 Mu You along the direction of Little Ya, soon found her in the village ‚family/home’. 沐游沿着小雅的指引,很快找到了她在村中的‘家’。 However, in her so-called family/home, does not have any family member exists, only then several roguer ghosts, gush out from the windows and doors, making threatening gestures throws toward them, finally was fired the ashes by a piece of hot curtain of Mu You manufacture completely. 然而,她所谓的家里,也没有任何家人存在,只有几只更加凶恶的鬼魂,从门窗中涌出,张牙舞爪的朝他们扑来,最后被沐游制造的一片火幕全部烧成了灰烬。 „Little Ya, are you afraid go home?” Mu You scattered the surrounding ghost, the squatting down body, looked that asked to the girl. “小雅,你害怕回家吗？”沐游驱散了周围的鬼魂,蹲下身子,看向女孩问。 „Because...... goes home to be hit......” “因为……回家会被打……” The little girl teardrops fall, squat on the ground, is covering the arm, trembling that the small body cannot stop. 小女孩泪珠掉落,蹲在地上,捂着胳膊,小小的身子止不住的发抖。 Arrived this, Mu You has thoroughly understood. 到此,沐游已经彻底明白。 In the heart of Little Ya, in her family/home not to her good ‚person’, is very bad to her ‚ghost’. 在小雅的心中,她的家里没有对她好的‘人’,只有对她很坏的‘鬼’。 Therefore will be born the dreamland that frequently leaves home...... 所以才会经常诞生出离家出走的梦境…… Now wants to come, actually the little girl runs into him from the beginning, said was very clear. 现在想来,其实小女孩从一开始遇到他,就说的很清楚了。 „Does not dare to go home...... the day is too black......” this was little girl's reply at that time. “不敢回家……天太黑……”这是当时小女孩的回答。 Mu You thinks subconsciously is ‚because of the darkness, therefore does not dare to go home’, but, these words are to fact separate the understanding, ‚it is too black’ and ‚does not dare to go home’, is not the causal relation, difficult position that but has simultaneously. 沐游下意识以为是‘因为天黑,所以不敢回家’,但实际上,这句话是分开理解的,‘天太黑’和‘不敢回家’,并非因果关系,而是同时存在的困境。 ‚Does not dare to go home’ , because in the family/home in she is a terrifying place. ‘不敢回家’,是因为家里在她内心中是个恐怖的地方。 ‚It is too black’, is because she cannot go out of this mountain. She simply has not experienced the scene outside mountain, is not naturally able to produce outside the way to mountain in the dream, therefore can only be stranded in the mountain edge, vacant sob all night. ‘天太黑’,则是因为她走不出这座山。她根本没有见识过大山以外的景象,自然也无法在梦中生成通往山外的去路,于是只能被困在山的边缘,整夜整夜的茫然哭泣。 Mu You is very difficult to imagine, when should be the family/home of taking shelter from wind harbor, becomes itself in the dream also the place that wants to flee from, is actually how a pain. 沐游很难想象,当一个本该是避风港湾的家,成为了自己在梦中也想要逃离的地方,究竟是怎样一种痛苦。 The care wants to come, Little Ya usually truly few mentioned own parents and family members, all year round almost stayed in the city, only then celebrated the new year time will leave for several days, but will also come back quickly, several time short to letting Mu You felt that she simply has not actually gone back, usually has almost not seen her and family member talks over the telephone. 细细想来,小雅平时确实鲜少提及自己的父母和家人,一年到头几乎都留在城里,只有过年的时候会离开几天,但也很快就会回来,有几次时间短到让沐游感觉她其实根本没回去,平时也几乎没见过她和家人通话。 Regarding this Mu You has not inquired, only considers her is not familiar in the person and family/home relates, but looking back now, all these have the secret facts...... 对此沐游没有多过问过,只当是她不习惯在人前和家里联系,但现在看来,这一切另有隐情…… Looks that the little girl covers the appearance that the arm is bursting into tears silently, Mu You loves dearly suddenly very much. 看着小女孩捂着手臂默默流泪的样子,沐游忽然很心疼。 For these years, he has thought oneself understand Little Ya very much, actually never knows that she also had such grief past. 这么多年来,他一直以为自己很了解小雅,却从来不知道她还有这样伤痛的过去。 But, he is actually incapable of changing. 可是,他却无力改变。 All these that he sees now, was actually the matter, let alone, here was only a dreamland, no matter he changed many in the dream, after Little Ya woke up, the situation in her reality will not have any improvement. 他现在看到的这一切,其实都是已经发生的事,更何况,这里只是一场梦境,不管他在梦里改变了多少,等小雅醒来后,她现实中的处境也不会有任何改善。 But, Mu You still thought even he should leave behind anything. 可即便如此,沐游也觉得他应该留下些什么。 The people in the hopeless situation, gradually will be for a long time numb, until by realistic gauge, was accepted own situation, cannot give birth to the heart of resistance again. 人在长期没有希望的情况下,会渐渐麻木,直到被现实规化,接受自己的处境,再也生不出反抗之心。 Therefore, he must before this dream ended, is Little Ya leaves behind a hope. 所以,他要在这场梦结束之前,为小雅留下一个希望。 Infixes in the innermost feelings, in the future can help her get rid of nightmare the type of hope......( this chapter ends) 一个深植于内心,将来能帮她摆脱噩梦的希望之种……(本章完)