SOM :: Volume #1 Fate/Grand Order (1)

#0: 『Human』


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Person has all kinds of ways of living his entire life. 人的一生有各种各样的活法。 Some people are elated with success. 有的人春风得意。 Some person trembling with fear. 有的人战战兢兢 Some people prosperity. 有的人前程似锦。 Some person anxiety difficult. 有的人愁苦艰辛 But regarding one merely is only two -year-old child, these are actually not able to be realized. 而对于一名仅仅才两岁的孩子来说,这些却都无法得到实现。 Also then, how should describe this child's way of living? 那么,又该怎么形容这个孩子的活法呢? Cautious? 如履薄冰? Fear? 恐惧不已? At least, in bystander opinion, this child should live like this is right. 至少,在外人看来,这个孩子应该就是这样活着才对的。 Naturally, one merely is only two -year-old child, how even is unable to understand the life again these helpless and misery. 当然,一个仅仅才两岁的孩子,就算再怎么样都无法理解到人生的这些无奈和苦难。 Therefore, even if destiny really to him quite unfair, making him live in this manner, this child will still unable to realize. 所以,就算命运真的对他相当的不公,让他以这样的方式活着,这个孩子也应该无法体会。 However, at this moment, this child actually 『Understand』 indeed all of these. 然而,此时此刻里,这个孩子却的的确确的「理解」这一切 aura exhausted of disorder not because of physical body. 气息的紊乱不是因为肉体的疲惫。 Consciousness withering of fuzzy not because of mind/energetic. 意识的模糊不是因为精神的枯萎。 Internal all gradual trend dislocation. 内部的一切都在逐渐的走向错位。 All methods are insufficient existence that will maintain this soon to pass, even is unable to play the tiny bit comfort. 所有的手段都不足以维持这即将流逝的存在,甚至无法起到一丝一毫的安慰。 This is all that this child can feel. 这就是这个孩子能够感受到的一切。 Therefore, he knows. 所以,他知道。 Oneself, already in preparation ———— 『End』 in the true sense. 自己,已经是在准备真正意义上的————「终结」 However, this child has not had any feelings. 然而,这个孩子并没有对此产生任何的感想。 Without the means. 没办法。 Early before then, the boy has known on the day of oneself will welcome sooner or later. 早在这之前,男孩就已经知道自己迟早会迎来这一天。 only, on this day slightly some were too quick. 只是,这一天来的稍微有些太快了。 When the result of if according to the most advanced calculation installment showing, originally, like welcomed 『Stop』, should also take about ten years. 如果按照最先进的演算装置所展现出来的结果,本来,像这样迎来「停止」之时,应该还需要十年左右的时间。 in other words, greets own destiny on this day, is not in 『Project』. 也就是说,在这一天迎接属于自己的命运,并不在「计划」中。 However, what does this have to distinguish? 不过,这又有什么区别呢? In any case, early to and arrives late and is no different.” “反正,早到和晚到并没有什么不同。” Perhaps, trades to make the words of average person, can ten years, can certainly make many glorious memory. 或许,换做一般人的话,能够多出十年的时间,一定能够制造许许多多美好的回忆。 human is this, even if clear(ly) knows oneself will enter the tomb one day, goes all out to live as before, for was only left behind more trails and significances by oneself in this world. 人类就是这样,即使明知道自己总有一天会走进坟墓,依旧拼命活着,只为了让自己在这个世界上留下更多的足迹和意义。 If oneself are an average person, that will certainly also complain that unfair of destiny, unexpectedly arbitrary seizes this precious ten years, even is roaring to God, is cursing to the gods also perhaps. 如果自己是一个普通人,那一定也会抱怨命运的不公,居然蛮横的夺走这宝贵的十年,甚至对着上帝咆哮,对着神明诅咒也说不定。 But, even this only luxury. 可是,连这都只是一种奢侈。 Even again ten years, that anything does not have the means to remain.” “就算再有十年的时间,那也什么都没有办法留下来的。” This not because of anything complex reason, but purer 『having no way to move』. 不是因为什么过于复杂的原因,而是更加单纯的「没有办法行动」而已。 Like one oil completely lamp dry old person, the body of boy is not soon able to support him with the ordinary average person not different activity. 如同一个即将油尽灯枯的老人,男孩的身体根本无法支持他进行和普通的一般人无异的活动。 Taking this into consideration, said with no trace of politeness, ten years, the boy still can only lie on the bed even again, is unable to tread one step toward outside world. 有鉴于此,毫不客气的说,就算再有十年时间,男孩也只能躺在床上,根本无法朝着外面的世界踏出一步。 Even if these step is small, that is also the same. 哪怕这一步再小,那也一样。 Such being the case... 既然如此... then why continue to waste time?” 那又干嘛再继续浪费时间?” This is not because of complaining to oneself in their own grief, not because of abandon oneself to despair, boy only pure draws the 『don't want to go on like this anymore』 conclusion. 这即不是因为自哀自怨,更不是因为自暴自弃,男孩只是纯粹的得出「不想再这么继续下去」的结论而已。 Therefore, at this moment, the boy in welcome of heart no distracting thoughts should own result. 因此,此时此刻里,男孩正在心无杂念的迎接本该属于自己的结局。 The revolution of the world. 世界的运转。 Passing of time. 时间的流逝。 Being at a loss. 迷惘。 Anxious. 焦急。 Frightened. 恐惧。 all of these all, have had nothing to do with the boy. 这一切的一切,都已经与男孩无关了。 Can feel within the body that only then oneself, also gradually collapses. 能够感受到的只有自己,还有逐渐崩溃的体内而已。 , Even this understanding also starts gradually increasingly estranged. 渐渐的,连这一认识也开始渐行渐远。 By words that the time calculates, crosses probably again for several seconds, the body function of boy will stop. 以时间来计算的话,大概再过数秒钟,男孩的身体机能就会停止。 Namely, he will die. 亦即,他会死。 No, should call it 『dying prematurely』 to be right. 不,应该称之为「夭折」才对。 This is the destiny of boy. 这就是男孩的命运。 Properly speaking, should not by the destiny that a two -year-old child the cognition arrives. 按理来说,本来不应该被一个两岁的孩子所认知到的命运。 Can save this destiny the method, does not exist in the modern age. 能够挽救这一命运的手段,在现代是不存在的。 Only if ———— 『Miracle』. 除非是————「奇迹」 Can in the modern age, this type of thing be able to exist? 可在现代,这种东西会存在吗? The boys are thinking like this. 男孩这样子想着。 This second, the boy simply has not thought. 这一秒,男孩根本没有想到。 In the next instance , he obtains the thing that he wanted. 就在下一个瞬间,他,得到了他想要的东西。 If this is the thing that you lack, since the god does not give you, that is given you by me.” “如果这就是你所缺乏的东西,既然神不给你,那就由我给你吧。” mind/energetic that when such a voice resounded, boy that will soon dry up cannot help but stares. 当这样的一个声音响起时,男孩那即将枯竭的精神不由得一愣。 Because only, this sound, not only spreads to the consciousness that boy that gradually drained directly, even it can be said that spread to his innermost soul, by its cognition. 只因为,这个声音,不仅是直接传入到了男孩那逐渐流失的意识之中,甚至可以说是传入到了他的灵魂深处,被其所认知。 This is one is carrying lightly, aloofly and even absolutely it can be said that does not have human of half a point to have the emotion sound that. 这是一个携带着平淡、超然乃至完全可以说是没有半分的人类该有的情感的声音。 Hears this sound, the boy can only stare, actually even understood this what's the matter the ample force does not have. 听到这个声音,男孩只能为之一愣,却连理解这到底是怎么回事的余力都没有。 All that although, the boy's inconceivable understanding in a merely two -year-old age is facing, but the boy also has 『Knowledge』 at best, does not have 『Experience』. 虽说,男孩在仅仅两岁的这个年纪里不可思议的理解着自身正在面临的一切,可男孩充其量也就是有「知识」而已,并没有「经历」 Therefore, boy that increasingly estranged, can only have a question including the weak consciousness that oneself are unable to know. 于是,男孩那渐行渐远,连自身都无法认识的薄弱意识只能发出一个疑问。 Who are you?” “你是谁?” This is only this idea that the boy produces. 这是男孩所产生的仅此一个的想法。 But the opposite party also replied. 而对方也回答了。 And, no longer is that light and aloof, and has not carried half a point human to have the emotion sound that. 并且,不再是那个平淡、超然且没有携带半分人类该有的情感的声音。 I?” “我吗?” To conveniently in extremely complex tone, after partly makes a sound, responded. 对方便以极为复杂的语气,在半响以后,如此回应了。 I'm just a 『Human』.” 我只是一个「人类」而已。” Regarding the boy just like Divine Spirit general existence, is not only will actually call it 『Human』 such individual, even gave the boy a few words. 对于男孩而言宛如神灵一般的存在,却是不但将自身称之为「人类」这样的个体,甚至给予了男孩一句话。 Hope, you can also as ordinary human, continue to survive.” “希望,你也能作为一个普普通通的人类,继续就这么存活下去。” This is the opposite party leaves the last few words of boy. 这是对方留给男孩的最后一句话。 Meanwhile, is heartfelt a few words that from the heart. 同时,亦是由衷的、发自内心的一句话。 These words, follow the life of boy. 这句话,将会伴随着男孩的一生。 Naturally, said these words the sound of Master, similarly will affect the boy future destiny enormously. 理所当然,说出这句话的主人的声音,同样将会极大的影响到男孩将来的命运。 The boys do not know all of these, even refuses all of these privilege not to have. 男孩并不知道这一切,甚至连拒绝这一切权利都没有。 Now, the boy only knows a matter. 现在,男孩只知道一件事情。 That is... 那就是... „Can I... survive......?” “我...可以存活下去了...吗...?” This question, obtained the silent explanation. 这个疑问,获得了无声的解答。 ———— ———— The radiant dazzling brilliance, illuminated the whole world of boy suddenly. 璀璨耀眼的光辉,突然照亮了男孩的整个世界。 Aah...” 啊啊...” Looks at that ray of light splendor, the boy is exuding the cry. 望着那道光辉,男孩发出叫声。 That is moved the sound that peak can make. 那是被感动到极致才会发出的声音。 The instinct has been ahead of time one step to understand. 本能已经提前一步理解到了。 That ray of light, will save itself. 道光,将会拯救自己。 Thinks of here, the boy like wants to be the same to that ray of light extend the hand, consciousness to immerse. 想到这里,男孩如同想对那道光伸出手一样,将意识沉浸了进去。 But last of the last, what the boy sees is the same thing. 最后的最后,男孩看到的是一样事物。 A float in ray, with ray similarly radiant dazzling, appears is quite plain, Mystery and even the attractive ring. 一枚漂浮在光芒之中,与光芒本身同样璀璨耀眼,却显得极为古朴、神秘乃至诱人的指环。 Hence, the boy can as human, continue to survive finally, obtained the new life. 至此,男孩终于能够作为一个人类,继续存活下去,得到了新的人生。 Only pitifully, this life, is actually not able to be ordinary like such ———— that Master of sound said. 只可惜,这个人生,却是无法如同声音的主人所说的那样————普普通通。
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