Chapter 30 【Loses hope】 第30章【心死】 Liu hits the worker snort/hum bent/tune Er, placed on one bunch of things the counter. 刘打工人哼着曲儿,把一堆东西放在了柜台上。 The supermarket banker looked at one, takes up to sweep the code spear/gun to look. After the moment, lifted the eyelid to look at Liu to hit worker one eyes: „Also?” 超市收银员看了一眼,拿起扫码枪一个个瞄。片刻后,抬起眼皮看了刘打工人一眼:“还有吗？” Liu hit the worker look to sweep on the counter to suspend the display window of cigarette: „Comes strip Jinling.” 刘打工人眼神扫了扫柜台上摆香烟的橱窗:“来条金陵。” „Red?” “红的？” Liu hits the worker to think, has the imposing manner very much beckons with the hand: „Gold/Metal! Comes one.” 刘打工人想了想,很有气势的一摆手:“金的！来一条。” Usually in Liu hits the worker naturally unable is so luxurious, before...... today goes out goes shopping in the supermarket, suddenly remembers the supermarket shopping card to be useless. 平日里刘打工人自然不会这么奢侈,不过嘛……今儿出门逛超市前,忽然想起了还有一张超市购物卡没用。 Must trade usually, Liu hit the worker also to pull out skims off some of the money Jinling this type of smoke, what gold/metal cannot pull out, price expensive/noble one time. However today, luxurious, considers Chen Nuo that boy to support. 要换平时,刘打工人也就抽抽红金陵这种烟了,金的是抽不起的,价钱贵一倍呢。不过今天吗,奢侈一把,就当是陈诺那个小子赞助了。 Liu hits the worker to pinch the digit to buy, a supermarket shopping card, just used up well. 刘打工人是掐着数字买的,一张超市购物卡,刚刚好用光。 „In addition smoke, altogether 506. Are you cash or swipe card?” “加上烟,一共五百零六块。你是现金还是刷卡？” Liu hit the worker to pat a shopping card of 500 face value on the counter: „With this, with this.” 刘打工人把一张500面值的购物卡拍在了柜台上:“用这个,用这个。” The bankers have not spoken, took up the card to come to brush drew on the airplane, then before receiving the silver computer struck, lifted the eyelid: „Quota is insufficient.” 收银员没说话,拿起卡来在刷机上拉了一下,然后在收银电脑前敲敲打打了一下,重新抬起眼皮:“额度不够。” „Un, I know, misses six right, I pay the cash.” “嗯,我知道,差六块对吧,我付现金。” Liu hits the worker very happily pulls out ten money to come. 刘打工人美滋滋的掏出十块钱来。 The bankers confiscate, look at Liu to hit the worker: „Misses 504 two hair.” 收银员没收,看着刘打工人:“差五百零四块两毛。” „What?” “啥？” Liu hit the worker to stay, then responded: „Lying trough! How much money does this shopping card have?” 刘打工人呆了一下,然后反应过来:“卧槽！这个购物卡里有多少钱？” The bankers swept a screen: „Balance together eight hair.” 收银员扫了一眼屏幕:“余额一块八毛。” „............” “…………” Is his mother the matter that the person does?! 这他妈是人干的事儿吗？！ Chen Nuo you are individual! 陈诺你做个人吧！ Liu hit the worker mentality to collapse! 刘打工人心态崩了！ The Jinling smoke received in exchange red, again buying one bunch of things picked less than half, Liu hit the worker to clench teeth to pay money, had/left the supermarket dirtily. 金陵烟又换回了红的,再把买的一堆东西摘出来了小半,刘打工人咬着牙付完了钱,灰头土脸出了超市。 Is transporting the air/Qi at heart, suddenly saw on the road a familiar form. 心里正运着气,忽然就看见了路上一个熟悉的身影。 „old Sun?” “老孙？” Liu hits the worker to be just about to greet, shouts one, actually discovered that old Sun is a little scared. Remembered in the morning at that matter of school, hesitant, has not shouted second. 刘打工人正要打招呼,喊一声,却发现老孙有点失魂落魄的。想起了上午在学校的那档子事,犹豫了一下,没喊第二声。 Looks helplessly old Sun entered the repair quite luxurious hotel of street. 眼睁睁看着老孙进了街边的一个装修颇为豪华的酒店。 Well? This big evening, how old Sun ran to go to the hotel...... 咦？这大晚上的,老孙怎么跑去酒店了…… Lying trough? 卧槽？ Is...... opens the room? 难道是……开房？ Suddenly, in Liu Dagong person heart gave birth to the fire of Eight Trigrams (gossip) immediately. 一时间,刘打工人心中顿时生出了八卦之火。 old Sun, looks at the heavy features, cannot look. 老孙啊,看着浓眉大眼的,瞧不出来嘛。 The unexpected happening, Liu hits the worker subconsciously takes a step in the hotel direction. 鬼使神差的,刘打工人下意识的朝着酒店方向迈步过去。 …… ・ Holiday Inn, is the project that in the area introduced last year, has the foreign capital background. Was the region at present an most upscale hotel. 假日酒店,是区里去年引进的项目,有外资背景。算是全区目前最高档的一家酒店了。 old Sun enters the hotel lobby, inquired with the service person, goes to the restaurants in two buildings following the staircase. 老孙走进酒店大堂,和服务员询问了一下,顺着楼梯来到二楼的中餐厅。 Liu hits the worker to stand in the great hall entrance, personally sees old Sun to come up following the staircase, thinks, shakes the head. 刘打工人站在大堂门口,亲眼看见老孙顺着楼梯上去,想了想,摇摇头。 This old Sun, does not know that does...... the evil, I also ate to the full the brace, other does manages matter do. 这老孙,不知道干什么呢……害,我也是吃饱了撑的,管别家事儿干什么。 Takes a step to leave, but the split vision of corner of the eye actually follows side the great hall light, as if saw that a person's shadow flashes past. 迈步就离开,可眼角的余光却顺着大堂侧面的灯光,仿佛看到一个人影一闪而过。 „Chen......” “陈……” Is careful looked, but the person also did not have. How many carefully looked, some where people in? 再仔细一看,可人又没了。仔细又看了几眼,哪有人在？ Liu hit the worker to intertwine: Is air/Qi that boy, misread the person? 刘打工人纠结了一下:难道是自己心里气那个小子,看错人了？ …… ・ old Sun under the influence of service person, arrives at out a passenger compartment, the service eye opens the door, polite asked old Sun to go. 老孙在服务员的引领下,来到一个包间门外,服务眼打开门,客客气气的请老孙进去。 old Sun enters the gate, the service person has drawn back, closed the door. 老孙走进门,身后的服务员已经退了出去,把房门也合上了。 In spacious passenger compartment, splendid of repair. 宽敞的包间里,装修的富丽堂皇。 Before big round table that chocked up the assorted food, a straight eyebrows slanting upwards and outwards star goal middle-aged man sits there, the front is putting cup Buddha jumps over the wall. 一张摆满了各色菜肴的大圆桌前,一个剑眉星目的中年男人坐在那儿,面前放着一盅佛跳墙。 In the middle-aged male manpower takes the ladle, is savoring carefully, looked up old Sun, put down the ladle, smiles: „Did victory, come? Sits.” 中年男人手里拿着勺子,正细细的品味着,抬头看了一眼老孙,放下勺子,笑了笑:“胜利,来了？坐吧。” old Sun hesitant, sat in the opposite of middle-aged man: „Yao Weishan, such late makes me to come, how do you want?” 老孙犹豫了一下,坐在了中年男人的对面:“姚蔚山,这么晚的约我来,你想怎么样？” The middle-aged man, Yao Weishan, looks at old Sun, the smile does not reduce, transferred under the disc on table gently: „Tastes this Australian dragon sashimi, fresh.” 中年男人,姚蔚山,看着老孙,笑容不减,轻轻的转了下桌上的圆盘:“尝尝这澳龙刺身,新鲜的。” old Sun has not moved, looks at one to change to oneself front Australia dragon sashimi, then lifts the eyelid to continue to stare at Yao Weishan. 老孙没动,看了一眼被转到自己面前的澳龙刺身,然后抬起眼皮继续盯着姚蔚山。 „old Sun, victory. We had many years not to sit on a table eat meal.” Yao Weishan fishes out one box of Yellow Crane Tower, extracts in a pivot, extracts one, threw to old Sun. “老孙,胜利啊。我们有多少年没有坐在一张桌子上吃饭了。”姚蔚山摸出一盒黄鹤楼来,抽出一支点上,又抽出一支,扔给了老孙。 old Sun hesitant, was then in a point. 老孙犹豫了一下,还是接着点上了。 „...... Several years, since you go abroad .” old Sun smoked a cigarette, the tone is very complex: „I have not thought, you will also come back.” “……十几年了吧,自从你出国之后。”老孙吸了口烟,语气很复杂:“我是没想到,你还会回来。” „Actually in the second half of last year came back...... Yang Xiaoyi not to tell you.” Yao Weishan smiles: „I come back to invest a project, just somewhat communicated with the Yang Xiaoyi unit.” “其实去年下半年就回来了……杨晓艺没告诉你么。”姚蔚山笑了笑:“我回来投资一个项目,刚好和杨晓艺的单位有些来往。” old Sun raised the head to stare at Yao Weishan, in the vision has the ignition: „ Just? That also was really skillful! „ 老孙抬头盯着姚蔚山,目光里带着点火:“刚好？那还真是巧了！“ „Good all various professions, dozens years of friendship, does not need to speak the words of these empty wraps. „ Yao Weishan nods: „ I acknowledged, I place the local area the project intentionally. Then met with the dawn skill.” “行行行,几十年的交情,没必要说那些个虚套的话。“姚蔚山点头:“我承认,我是故意把项目放在本地。然后和晓艺碰了面。” „Therefore, the snare is also you supposes?” old Sun mirthless smile: „You suppose the conclusion, making dawn skill one plant?” “所以,圈套也是你设下的？”老孙惨笑:“你设了局,让晓艺一头栽了进去？” Yao Weishan shot under the cigarette ash gently: „You said that but executes the language of heart. I directed the dawn skill to sit investment on the finance, making her make a change.” 姚蔚山轻轻弹了下烟灰:“你这么说,可就是诛心之语了。我只是指点了晓艺坐了点金融上的投资,让她赚了点小钱而已。” „Then?” “然后呢？” „Then, she is very interested, I helped her open an account of M country's to be used to invest.” Yao Weishan shakes the head: „I have not thought, she can the courage be so big, one threw so many toward. old Sun, the futures market is treacherous. Understood the skill unconsidered really!” “然后,她很有兴趣,我就帮她开了一个M国的账户用来投资啊。”姚蔚山摇头:“我也没想到,她会胆子那么大,一下往里投了那么多。老孙,期货市场诡谲难测。晓艺是真的欠考虑了！” old Sun trembling sound said: „Is she is brave, you deliberately suppose the conclusion!” 老孙颤声道:“是她胆子大,还是你故意设了局！” , old Sun clenched teeth saying: „She does not understand the stock, you led her to gain one, ate the benefit to her, but also a foot helped her open a bank account, making her own do? That is the stock!! The futures market of M country's!!” 顿了顿,老孙咬牙道:“她不懂期货,你带她赚了一笔,给她吃了甜头,还一手一脚的帮她开了户,让她自己去做？那是期货！！M国的期货市场！！” Yao Weishan did not speak. 姚蔚山不说话。 „Then, she is deeper and deeper, finally before levelling, discovered oneself could not shoulder, asked you to pray for rescue.” old Sun sinking sound said: „ You. Are you ‚ rescuing ‚ her? You use to throw project the account of joint venture, making her get someone to leave several hundred thousand! Yao Weishan! Fine situation that you make!! A name of reserve fund, she can disburse several hundred thousand! Your this manager does not sign, can she receive money?? Now, in the finance she draws out money the person, the reserve fund is she signs to take away! “然后呢,她越陷越深,最后平仓之前,发现自己扛不住了,又找你求救。”老孙沉声道:“你呢。你是怎么‘救‘她的？你用投项目的合资公司的账户,让她支走了几十万！姚蔚山！你做的好局啊！！一个备用金的名义,她就能支出几十万！你这个老总不签字,她能拿到钱吗？？现在,财务上她是支款人,备用金是她签字拿走的！ Then? She just put down the debt of stock money Nong...... 然后呢？她刚把钱弄去平了期货的亏空…… Celebrates the new year, suddenly can your company question the account? 一过完年,忽然你们公司就要盘查账目？ After which company is celebrates the new year, suddenly also wants the stocktaking??? 哪家公司是过完年之后忽然还要盘账的？？？ You step by step, fortify at every step, for her pit?!! ” 你一步一步,步步为营,就是为了把她往死里坑吗？！！” Yao Weishan still did not speak. 姚蔚山依然不说话。 „Understood the skill the temper is reckless, but did not have to make such scoundrel muddled matter to oneself boldly!” old Sun clenches teeth: „ You the root she said initially, you have the straight tip, is matter that wins steadily, does she dare to spend all of a sudden money? She...... she letter/believes you. „ “晓艺的性子是冒进了些,但也没大胆到自己就能做出这么混账糊涂的事！”老孙咬牙:“要不是你当初根她说,你有内幕消息,是稳赢的事情,她敢一下子就把钱都砸进去吗？她……她是信你。“ Yao Weishan pinched out the smoke suddenly, coldly looks at old Sun: „Sun Shengli, without the words of evidence, is not no need to say.” 姚蔚山忽然把烟掐灭了,冷冷看着老孙:“孙胜利,没证据的话,就不必说了。” , On his face appeared to sneer: „You felt why she does believe me?” 顿了顿,他脸上浮现出一丝冷笑:“那你觉得,她为什么那么信我？” Then is one's turn old Sun not to speak, he is nipping the jaw stubbornly. 这下轮到老孙不说话了,他死死咬着牙关。 „ If more than ten years ago, she goes abroad with me, now does not have such complex matter. „ Yao Weishan gave itself to light cigarette. “若是十几年前,她就跟着我出国,如今也就没有这么复杂的事情了。“姚蔚山又给自己点了一根烟。 Two middle-aged men were silent the little while. 两个中年男人都沉默了会儿。 old Sun sinking sound said: „Why since such...... you must come back in the past now!” 老孙沉声道:“既然当年都那样了……你如今为什么又要回来！” Yao Weishan sighed slowly: „Jinling...... has the person who I cannot give.” 姚蔚山缓缓叹了口气:“金陵……有我割舍不下的人啊。” !!! 啪！！！ A old Sun palm of the hand clapped on the table, pounded the table, points at Yao Weishan to shout sternly: „Yao Weishan! Do not be shameless! Understanding the skill now is my wife!!” 老孙一巴掌拍在了桌子上,拍案而起,指着姚蔚山厉声喝道:“姚蔚山！你不要无耻！晓艺现在是我老婆！！” Yao Weishan calm looks at old Sun, said slowly: „ You felt, what I said is the dawn skill? „ 姚蔚山镇定的看着老孙,缓缓道:“你觉得,我说的是晓艺么？“ „ ............ „ “…………“ old Sun gawked, after several seconds, as if thought deeply about anything, his suddenly complexion big change! 老孙愣了一下,几秒钟后,仿佛思索了什么,他陡然脸色大变！ Is pointing at Yao Weishan, old Sun trembling sound said: „You, you...... you said, you said anything...... I, I did not understand you to say anything!” 指着姚蔚山,老孙颤声道:“你,你……你说,你说什么……我,我不懂你说什么！” Was saying old Sun sat. 说着老孙一屁股坐了下去。 On the face of Yao Weishan appears a victor general smile, said slowly: „ You look, old Sun. In the past I said that you are actually a very intelligent person. 姚蔚山的脸上浮现出一丝胜利者一般的笑容,缓缓道:“你看,老孙啊。当年我就说你其实是很聪明的一个人。 Your brain is very easy-to-use, is cultivates the behavior on, always one share foolishness, does not rigidly adhere. 你脑子很好使的,就是做人上,总有一股子傻气,拘泥不化。 Actually, you have understood. Not? 其实,你已经懂了。不是么？ Or...... actually , in your own heart has possibly thought in recent years, but, yourself never dare to go deeply to think, does not dare toward deeply to ponder over, is right? ” 或者说……其实,这些年来,你自己心中可能已经早就想到了,只是,你自己从来不敢去深想,不敢往深了去琢磨,对不对？” „You, you let alone, let alone......” in old Sun pupil, revealed one weak and entreaty: „You let alone, let alone!” “你,你别说了,别说了……”老孙的眸子里,流露出了一丝软弱和哀求:“你别说了,别说了！” „Didn't say?” “不说？” Yao Weishan smiled: „How can not say? old Sun! I wait is so long, wait for tonight , didn't I possibly say? You, cannot escape!” 姚蔚山笑了:“怎么能不说呢？老孙啊！我等了这么久,等来了今晚的这个局面,我怎么可能不说呢？你,逃不过的！” He takes up one bottle of red wines on table, to oneself one cup, tossed down. 他拿起桌上的一瓶红酒,给自己倒了一杯,一饮而尽。 „The year before last, I, when the M country's , a domestic friend, sends a picture to me, I looked, could not put down again. Un, cannot put down!” Yao Weishan self-ridiculed that smiles: „What is the blood is thicker than water? Told you, you have not resulted in elect! I have not resulted in elect! You think, I do come back to rob the dawn skill from your hand?? Ha!! Early more than ten years ago I understand a truth, if the man accomplishes, does not need to look at heavily the woman! At my time position and net worth, will I in the M country, I lack the woman?” “前年吧,我在M国的时候,一个国内的朋友,给我发一张照片,我一看,就再也放不下了。嗯,放不下啊！”姚蔚山自嘲一笑:“什么叫血浓于水？告诉你吧,你没得选！我也没得选！你以为,我回来是为了从你手里抢走晓艺？？哈！！早十几年前我就明白一个道理,男人若要成事,就不必把女人看得太重！以我今时今日的地位和身家,我在M国,我会缺女人么？” „ Why you must come back...... “那你为什么要回来…… „Inadequate. old Sun, I do not come back inadequately!” The Yao Weishan forced smile, as if sighed: „ I a few years ago had. the sickness, after getting better, the doctor said me...... there, could not live Un, in the medicine called anything to come, calling the pathological sperm to be abnormal. “不成啊。老孙,我不回来不成呀！”姚蔚山苦笑,仿佛叹了口气:“我前些年生了场病,病好了之后呢,医生说我……那儿,生不了啦。嗯,医学上叫什么来着,叫病理性精子畸形。 Now, my gadget, can use. However, actually had the non- kid. ” 如今,我那玩意儿,能用。但是,却生不娃了。” „But, the cocoa, the cocoa is my daughter!” old Sun tries in the spoken language to revolt. “可,可可,可可是我女儿！”老孙试图言语上反抗。 „Your daughter?” Yao Weishan sneers: „old Sun, has a look at yourself, has a look at the cocoa again. Which point image you?” He is pointing at oneself nose: „You have a look at my face again!” “你女儿？”姚蔚山冷笑:“老孙,看看你自己吧,再看看可可。哪点像你？”他指着自己的鼻子:“你再看看我这张脸！” , Yao Weishan said slowly: „Initially I, as soon as attains the picture of cocoa, I know, his mother is my type! This is my Yao Weishan type! Mistakenly!” 顿了顿,姚蔚山缓缓道:“当初我一拿到可可的照片,我就知道,这他妈是我的种！这是我姚蔚山的种！错不了！” This saying, a character character, is ordinary like the hammer, pounded old Sun pit of the stomach ruthlessly! 这话,一字一字,如同锤子一般,狠狠砸进了老孙的心窝子了！ One by one, pounded ruthlessly! 一下一下,狠狠的砸了进去！ This middle-aged man more than ten years, cautiously in heart deep place, maintained illusory froth, was ordinary like the glass, breaks! 把这个中年男人十多年来,小心翼翼在内心深处,维持的一个虚幻的泡泡,如同玻璃一般,砸碎了！ „,...... The cocoa is not my daughter will be right.” old Sun is scared. “不会的,不会的……可可是我女儿才对。”老孙失魂落魄。 In brain, like movie same flashes through pictures. 脑子里,如同过电影一样的闪过一个个画面。 Marriage time, full awning guest, a jubilant pair of rookie...... 结婚时候,满棚宾客,喜气洋洋的一对新人…… Two people light happy life, oneself read in the study room after marriage, the wife to the tea that oneself make personally...... 婚后两人平淡幸福的生活,自己在书房里看书,妻子给自己亲手泡的茶…… In warm family/home wife Yang Xiaoyi slightly sticking out lower abdomen time, oneself exciting lying listens on her belly...... 温馨的家中妻子杨晓艺微微隆起小腹的时候,自己兴奋的趴在她肚子上听…… In the delivery room, the nurse binding the child of bed sheet is hugging to oneself looks at the time, oneself not handle the exciting appearance...... 产房里,护士把裹着床单的孩子抱给自己看时候,自己无措又激动的样子…… The child lived to contract the jaundice, oneself hugged the child to sun, snort/hum song while teased her to smile...... 孩子生下来得了黄疸,自己抱着孩子晒太阳,一边哼歌一边逗她笑…… The cocoa goes to the elementary school, oneself tie the young pioneer to her, making her sit on the back seat, sends her to the school...... 可可上小学,自己给她系上红领巾,让她坐在后座上,送她去学校…… The cocoa skips the rubber band in downstairs and schoolmate, oneself are pushing a cart to get off work, child happy runs to jump in the arms with a smile...... 可可在楼下和同学跳皮筋,自己推着车下班回来,孩子开心的笑着跑来扑进自己怀里…… Like all colors froth same picture, seems flashing through at present...... 一个个如同五彩泡泡一样的画面,仿佛在眼前闪过…… The Yao Weishan ice-cold sound resounds: „ I know, you become the life to be the same their mother and daughter. Understood the skill to bring the big trouble, saw that the company must put down the account, she flustered, told you, you have not given up her finger. Family's money had emptied, you entreat everywhere, your grandson more than ten years of manner and good face, was all ready for any sacrifice, asked hundreds of thousands. But, insufficient! Sells the house, without enough time, you can only look for the usury, borrowed 150,000. Collected 300,000 to come out. 姚蔚山冰冷的声音响起:“我知道,你把她们母女当命一样。晓艺闯了大祸,眼看公司就要平账了,她慌了,跟你说,你都没舍得动她一根手指。家里的钱早就空了,你四处求告,把你老孙十几年为人与善的脸面,全豁出去了,求来了十几万。可是,不够呀！卖房子,也来不及,你只能找了高利贷,借了十五万。就这么凑了三十万出来。 But this how? Missed the points. 可是这又如何呢？还是差了点数。 old Sun, you stopped up me in the roadside last night, wants first to give me that money, wants to make me according to getting down this matter in the company......, but, you felt, my meeting? ” 老孙,你昨晚在路边堵我,想把那点钱先给我,想让我在公司里把这个事情按下去……可是,你觉得,我会吗？” „You...... you want to do!!” “你……你到底想要干什么！！” „I want the cocoa!” Yao Weishan coldly said: „I want your daughter...... not, should say, I want my daughter!!” “我要可可！”姚蔚山冷冷道:“我要你女儿……不,应该说,我要我的女儿！！” „Is impossible!” old Sun eyes were red, is clenching teeth: „You died that heart. The cocoa is my daughter!” “不可能！”老孙眼睛红了,咬着牙:“你死了那条心。可可是我女儿！” „Hahahaha! Hasn't lost heart? Wants me to find the person to make the paternity test to you?” Yao Weishan smiled. “哈哈哈哈哈哈！还不死心么？要不要我找人给你做个亲子鉴定？”姚蔚山笑了。 „I do not believe!! I do not believe your nonsense!!!” “我不信！！我不信你的鬼话！！！” old Sun fell into the wild animal in trap like one, weak roaring. 老孙如同一只掉进了陷阱里的野兽,无力的咆哮。 Yao Weishan shook the head, puts out a hand, looks at one to wear Rolex in wrist/skill, sneered: „Ok, that makes you die happy. Un, the time also almost arrived.” 姚蔚山摇头,伸出手,看了一眼戴在手腕上的劳力士,冷笑:“行,那就让你死的痛快点。嗯,时间也差不多到了。” „When?” “什么时间？” „Tonight, I not only made you, made the dawn skill! Three of us, talk clearly the matter.” “今晚,我不但约了你,也约了晓艺啊！我们三人,把事儿说清楚呗。” old Sun stares. 老孙一愣。 At this time, the door shoved open, Yang Xiaoyi walked, sees old Sun, immediately one dull, the complexion was at the scene white: „Old, old Sun?” 就在这个时候,房门推开了,杨晓艺走了进来,一看见老孙,顿时一呆,脸色当场就白了:“老,老孙？” „Came, came well! The people arrived in full.” “都来了,都来了好啊！人就到齐了。” The Yao Weishan stand, the arm of Yang Xiaoyi came up to hold as to draw back in the future, before drawing her to arrive at the table, said with a smile: „Comes, you told old Sun, whose was the cocoa daughter?” 姚蔚山站了起来,上去一把抓住了似乎想往后退的杨晓艺的手臂,拉着她到了桌前,笑道:“来来来,你告诉老孙,可可到底是谁女儿？” Yang Xiaoyi such as was struck by lightning, the instantaneous eye stared the circle, panic-stricken looks at Yao Weishan, eyeful hatred: „You, you...... you......” 杨晓艺如被雷击,瞬间眼睛瞪圆了,惊恐的看着姚蔚山,满眼怨毒:“你,你……你……” „My what I? „ Yao Weishan said with a smile:” I already and old Sun said! He has not believed! Or, did you tell him personally? ” “我什么我？“姚蔚山笑道:”我已经和老孙说了！只是他还不信！要不,你亲口告诉他？” Yang Xiaoyi instinct must dodge in the future, in the future will draw back, she even wants to turn head to turn around to escape from this room. However arm by Yao Weishan stubbornly holds. 杨晓艺本能的要往后闪,往后退,她甚至想扭头转身逃出这个房间。但是手臂被姚蔚山死死的抓住。 She almost looks at Yao Weishan with the entreaty look: „You. Why you must be...... me, I do not know, my anything does not know......” 她几乎用哀求的眼神看着姚蔚山:“你。你为什么要这么做……我,我不知道,我什么都不知道……” Yao Weishan laughs, draws Yang Xiaoyi not to drop. 姚蔚山哈哈大笑,拉着杨晓艺不放手。 „...... You let loose her.” old Sun opened the mouth suddenly. “……你放开她。”老孙忽然开口了。 Yao Weishan knits the brows: „Un?” 姚蔚山皱眉:“嗯？” „I said! You let loose my wife!!!” “我说！你放开我老婆！！！” old Sun jumped suddenly, such as insane same rushed, a hand that opens Yao Weishan, then drew own wife own behind! 老孙忽然跳了起来,如疯了一样冲上去,一把打开姚蔚山的手,然后把自己的妻子拉到了自己的身后！ old Sun raises the hand, a slap in the face hit on the face of Yao Weishan, hit to stagger the opposite party. 老孙扬起手来,一个耳光打在了姚蔚山的脸上,把对方打了个趔趄。 Yao Weishan ate a slap in the face, in the eye flashed through vicious tendencies, later hidden, touches own face, is gloomy the sound: „Good, this palm of the hand, considered you to raise cocoa more than ten years for me, I did not haggle over with you.” 姚蔚山吃了一个耳光,眼睛里闪过一丝戾气,随后隐了下去,摸了摸自己的脸,阴沉着声音:“好,这一巴掌,就当是你为我养了可可十几年,我不和你计较。” old Sun has paid no attention to him. 老孙已经不理他了。 Turns head, sees already the complexion pale wife. 扭头,看着已经面色惨白的妻子。 As to ask anything. 仿佛想问什么。 However those images and scenes, as if...... do not need to ask again much. 但是此情此景,似乎……也不必再多问了。 old Sun drew back several steps, sat met on the chair. 老孙退了几步,坐会了椅子上。 He touches oneself clothes pocket, touched the pants pocket, finally fishes out a wrinkled cigarette case, extracts cigarette, the finger is trembling, gives itself to select on. 他摸自己的衣服口袋,又摸了摸裤兜,最后摸出个皱皱巴巴的烟盒来,抽出一支烟,手指哆嗦着,给自己点上。 First, old Sun choked coughed several. 第一口,老孙呛得咳嗽了几声。 Then, his tone is similar to dies the general tranquility. 然后,他的语气就如同死一般的平静。 Said is very slow, is very slow, very slow...... 说的很慢,很慢,很慢…… „ The birthday of cocoa, was on March 25. The time of living, not full-term......, I have thought is not full-term. Now thinks, originally is I am deceived. “可可的生日,是三月25号。生下来的时候,不足月……嗯,我一直以为是不足月。现在想起来,原来是我一直被骗着的。 She always fell ill in childhood, the dalbergia hupeana was good, starts to spit the milk, the dyspepsia. One -year-old time starts to catch cold. The snowy day, my are holding her running hospital. 她小时候总生病,黄檀好了,就开始吐奶,消化不良。一岁的时候就开始感冒。下雪天啊,我就一趟趟的抱着她跑医院。 At that time, I am always thinking, after all is lived not full-term, prematurely delivered, the body imaginary point, that raised well, made up to her. 那个时候,我总想着,毕竟是生的时候不足月,早产了么,身子虚点,那就好好养,给她补回来。 I have delicious what tasty, is tightening the child. 我有什么好吃的好喝的,都紧着孩子。 A few years ago was popular any strong bonedust, said that was the child makes up the calcium to be good, my barrels of bought toward the family/home. The smoke that I smoke, turned into three one package from eight one package. 前些年流行什么壮骨粉,说是孩子补钙好,我就一桶桶往家里买。我抽的烟,从八块一包变成了三块一包。 Cocoa eight -year-old time, the clothes that on us her maternal family new year's celebration, a room relative's child, she wears are cheapest. At that time, I was poor, the establishment of work succeeded in obtaining, has not been left over money to come. 可可八岁的时候,我们上她外婆家过年,一屋子亲戚的孩子,就她穿的衣服最便宜。那时候,我穷啊,工作的编制才到手,也没存下钱来。 But I am thinking, the girl, must raise richly is right, I am clenching teeth preparing to take to money that the leader gives a present, bought the new clothes of two new year's celebrations for the daughter. 但我还是想着,女孩儿嘛,要富养才对,我咬着牙把预备了给领导送礼的钱拿出来,给女儿买了两身过年的新衣服。 For this, I was transferred to another post to call compared with others slowly enough two years. 为这,我调职称比别人慢了足足两年。 Housing reform time, we cannot spend that sum of purchasing homes money. 房改的时候,我们拿不出那笔买房的钱。 I two years, summer vacation the going out belt/bring supplementary class am going to...... the dawn skill, you know that I do not like handling this matter. 我连着两年,暑假都出去带补习班去……晓艺,你知道的,我不喜欢做这种事情。 I am a teacher, is the teacher! The teacher should heart and soul the teaching student in the classroom. 我是教师,是老师！老师该在课堂上全心全意的教学生。 In that class did not say, the approach that supplementary class spoke...... I could not do. 那种课上不讲,补习班里讲的做法……我做不出来。 I did for two years, in the summer I almost suffer heat-stroke several times. 我干了两年,夏天我几次差点中暑。 Contributes money, bought the housing reform room, thinking, letting your mother and daughter to have a steadfast family/home. We were also steadfast, will be not always hanging. 攒够了钱,买下了房改房,就想着,让你们母女能有一个踏实的家。咱们心里也就踏实了,不会总悬着。 The cocoa learn/study is not good, she is actually not the material of learn/study. In a complete mess that tests. 可可学习不好,她其实不是学习的料。中考考的一塌糊涂。 Originally her score, can only go to the specialized middle school. I sacrifice a face, asked others for help to manage the school register. 本来她的分数,是只能去上中专的。我豁出一张脸去,求人办了学籍。 In our school, gave her a quota. 在我们学校,给了她一个名额。 My this whole life, has not practiced favoritism. But on this matter, I did. 我这辈子,没徇私过。可就这件事情,我还是做了。 For this, behind me stabbed in the back a lot, said that my old Sun for a lifetime hypocrisy, installs the type, one facing own matter, went through the motions to practice favoritism...... I to recognize! 为这,我背后没少被人戳脊梁骨,说我老孙一辈子假正经,对人装样,一遇到自家的事情,就走后门徇私……我认了！ The cocoa, she is my daughter! ” 可可,她是我女儿啊！” At this point, old Sun sees oneself wife eagerly. 说到这里,老孙眼巴巴的看着自己的妻子。 His tone nearly entreated general: „Understands the skill, you told me...... the cocoa, she was my daughter, is right? She is my daughter, is right?” 他的语气近乎哀求一般:“晓艺,你告诉我……可可,她是我女儿,对不对？她就是我女儿,对不对？” „............” “…………” Yang Xiaoyi, looks pale, her body is shivering, looks in front of oneself this nearly desperate middle-aged man, as if carries was bent the middle-aged man. 杨晓艺,面色苍白,她身子颤抖着,看着自己面前这个近乎绝望的中年男人,仿佛背都被压弯了的中年男人。 After the moment, pū passes one! 片刻后,噗通一声！ Yang Xiaoyi, knelt on front ground. 杨晓艺,跪在了面前地上。 Peaceful long time. 安静了良久。 „...... Oh......” “……唉……” old Sun long sighing. 老孙长长的叹了口气。 As if this flash, some part in his heart, died. 仿佛这一瞬间,他心中的某一部分,死了。 …… ・ 【Do not be anxious, a chapter, will turn in the future】 【别急,还有一章,往后翻】 …… ・