Chapter 18 【Visiting】 第18章【探视】 No one knows, Chen Nuo arrives at this world's first Spring Festival evening, stood in the Black Tortoise lakeside the dawn. 没有人知道,陈诺来到这个世界第一个春节的晚上,是在玄武湖边站到了天亮。 People who until light the fireworks diverge, make noise temporary Xuanwu Lake to belong to silent, after the sulfur flavor that even in the air burns has dissipated thoroughly, Chen Nuo leaves. 直到放烟花的人们都散去,喧闹一时的玄武湖归于寂静,连空气中燃烧的硫磺味道都已经彻底消散后,陈诺才离开。 Morning time, Chen Nuo blocked a taxi, reported an address. 早晨的时候,陈诺拦下了一辆出租车,报了一个地址。 This address makes the taxi driver somewhat feel timid, hesitant, ordered. 这个地址让出租车司机有些发怵,犹豫了一下,还是接单了。 The address of Chen Nuo report is, such and such public cemeteries. 陈诺报的地址是,某某公墓。 Lunar New Year's Day early morning, orders to go to public cemetery- sought the trauma area of this taxi driver. 大年初一的一大早,接单前往公墓-求这位出租车司机的心理阴影面积。 This, the Chen Nuo primary, that before youngster his rebirth named Chen Nuo, foster, that old person, buries finally here. 这一世,陈诺的原生,他重生之前的那个叫陈诺的少年,最后的抚养者,那个老人,就葬在这里。 in emotion in reason, occupied others body, must replace others to perform a filial piety. 于情于理,占了人家的躯壳,总要来替代人家尽一点孝道的。 Arrived the public cemetery entrance, Chen Nuo lost 100 dollars to the driver, respected others cigarette: „Troubles you, stops here my little while, I worship to come out, nearby this is not good to take taxi, in the morning I have place to go.” 到了公墓门口,陈诺丢了一百块钱给司机,又敬了人家一支烟:“麻烦您,停这儿等我会儿,我去祭拜一下就出来,这附近也不好打车,上午我还有个地儿要去。” Chen Nuo found the tombstone, melts the paper money that one skewer bought in front of the tombstone. 陈诺找到了墓碑,在墓碑前化了一串买来的纸钱。 Before leaving, Chen Nuo thinks, before turning around to return to the tombstone, kneels, knocked three heads. 离开之前,陈诺想了想,转身回到墓碑前,跪下来,磕了三个头。 „Is I, performs a filial piety for him.” Chen Nuo looks on the tombstone that actually very strange name: „Elderly man, so long as I do not die, later every year I come to kowtow to you.” “算是我,替他尽点孝道吧。”陈诺看着墓碑上那个其实自己很陌生的名字:“老人家,只要我不死,以后每年我都来给你磕头。” Knocked the head, Chen Nuo went out of the public cemetery campus, came out, the driver is smoking in the roadside. 磕完了头,陈诺走出公墓园区,出来的时候,司机正在路边抽烟。 In the Chen Nuo report the next address, the driver complexion was stranger. 陈诺报上了下一个地址,司机脸色就更奇怪了。 Because the address of Chen Nuo report is: Longtan Prison. 因为陈诺报的地址是:龙潭监狱。 Good! In the new year first goes to the public cemetery only, the second list Latvia Prison, your product product. 好么！新年第一单去公墓,第二单拉监狱,你品品。 However Chen Nuo gave 100 dollars, the driver endured. 不过陈诺多给了一百块钱,司机忍了。 …… ・ The visiting is several days ago in the telephone reaches an agreement, Chen Nuo to the prison, put out own ID card and student identity card, in according to the custom enters. 探视是几天前电话里说好的,陈诺到了监狱,拿出了自己的身份证和学生证,按照规矩入内。 He also saw 老孙 office of that in the school has seen guidance. 他还见到了那位在学校里老孙办公室见过的张教导。 Chen Nuo to impression of this guidance also good- was a very earnest responsible person. 陈诺对这个张教导的印象也不错-算是个很认真负责的人了。 Chen Nuo this mother of called Ou Ruohua, the manner was also good, the character, Chen Nuo knew nothing. 陈诺这一世的母亲叫欧若华,为人也好,性格也罢,陈诺是一无所知的。 Ou Ruohua when Chen Nuo is very small divorces, six years ago remarries others, three years went forward prison-, because diverted the public funds to help her husband return the gambling debt afterward, finally the accident, the couples went. 欧若华在陈诺很小的时候就离婚,六年前改嫁他人,三年前进了监狱-因为挪用公款帮她后来那个老公还赌债,结果事发,两口子都进去了。 Ironically, actual author who because Ou Ruohua diverts the public funds, sentenced was heavier than her husband. 讽刺的是,欧若华因为挪用公款的实际行为人,判的比她老公还更重了一些。 Chen Nuo to she naturally does not have the least bit sentiment......, but with public cemetery in that is the same, since oneself replaced the original that youngster , seized others body, lives this, for that youngster completely filial piety, is for the idea conscience of person. 陈诺对她自然也是没有半点感情的……但和公墓里的那位一样,既然自己取代了原本的那个少年,那么,夺了人家的躯壳,活这一世,代那个少年尽点孝道,也算是为人的一点子良心吧。 Reason that drags to come to the present, is actually because Chen Nuo has not thought how is good to face this woman. 之所以拖到现在才来,其实是因为陈诺没想好怎么面对这个女人。 Called mother? 叫妈？ Un, a little called not to export. 嗯,有点叫不出口啊。 Ou Ruohua and Chen Nuo long looks like very much, the five senses are very delicate, particularly the eye is tall and slender, in double-fold eyelid. As can be seen, young time certainly is a beautiful woman. 欧若华和陈诺长的很像,五官很清秀,尤其是眼睛细长,内双眼皮。可以看得出,年轻的时候一定是个美人。 But at this moment puts on the prison Ou Ruohua of number clothing/taking, thin and pale that on the face cannot conceal, even somewhat old feeling. 但此刻穿着监狱里号服的欧若华,脸上是掩饰不住的憔悴,甚至有些苍老的感觉。 Chen Nuo remembers, she should be only 41 years old, but the hair has a little seen white. 陈诺记得,她应该才四十一岁,可头发已经有点见白了。 Visiting in one small compartmented, is away from the window. 探视是在一个小隔间里,隔着窗户。 Ou Ruohua is not a repeat offender, therefore visiting time does not have the shackles and so on, but sees Chen Nuo, the look of this woman immediately excited, the eye socket one was red, choked was shouting after „young”, covered the face to cry. 欧若华不是重刑犯,所以探视的时候没有镣铐之类的,只是一见到陈诺,这个女人的神色顿时就激动了起来,眼眶一下就红了,哽咽着喊了一声“小诺”后,就捂着脸哭了起来。 Some Chen Nuo no handling saw the surrounding female to teach. 陈诺有些无措的看了看周围的女管教。 Taught as if sees this scene, the look was very tranquil. 管教似乎见多了这种场面,神色很平静。 Actually Ou Ruohua is good to own son, although remarries, but not, no matter, left money, moreover before occasionally will have a look at Chen Nuo primary. 其实欧若华对自己的儿子算不错的,虽然改嫁,但并没有不管,留了钱,而且之前偶尔也会看看陈诺的原生者。 Chen Nuo sighed, static and other women cried. 陈诺叹了口气,静静的等这个女人哭完。 The women cried the little while, approximately the mood is vents was similar, gradually is tranquil. 女人哭了会儿,大约情绪是发泄的差不多了,才渐渐的平静下来。 „Young does...... you, you hate me very much?” “小诺……你,你是不是还是很恨我？” Chen Nuo thinks, said in a low voice: „Actually did not have.” He lifts the eyelid, said very much earnestly: „I do not hate you, real soul talk.” 陈诺想了想,低声道:“其实没有了。”他抬起眼皮,很认真道:“我不恨你,真心话。” „You...... are not willing to come, I think you, will not come.” “那你……一直不肯来,我以为你,都不会来了。” „Sorry, I something had not thought before heart.” Chen Nuo at heart was a little actually awkward, thinks, changes the topic immediately on own initiative: „Today lunar New Year's Day, I brought a thing to give you, has given to teach. You......, you attained ate.” “对不起,我之前心里有些事儿没想好。”陈诺其实心里有点尴尬,想了一下,就立刻主动改变了话题:“今天大年初一,我带了点东西给你,已经交给管教了。你……嗯,你拿到了吃点。” The visiting can give a thing to go, so long as not contrary thing. 探视是可以送点东西进去的,只要不违规的东西。 What Chen Nuo delivers is a candy and chocolate, but also a little biscuit anything. 陈诺送的是一点糖果和巧克力,还有一点饼干什么的。 Before this is Chen Nuo, telephone had asked teaches. 这个是陈诺之前电话里问过张管教的。 stretch/open Guanjiao told Chen Nuo, belt/bring these things yes, moreover...... was also most appropriate. 张管教告诉陈诺,带这些东西是可以的,而且……也最合适。 Not valuable eating, after prison inspection, in Ou Ruohua can take, moreover can give to other inmates to eat, is can improve relations, helping her pass in inside day smooth. 一点不值钱的吃食,狱方检查过后,欧若华可以拿到手里,而且也可以送给其他狱友吃,也算是能改善一点关系,让她在里面的日子过的更顺点。 Ou Ruohua like world all mothers, cared about a body of Chen Nuo, asked some Chen Nuo result, life...... 欧若华像天下所有的母亲一样,关心了一下陈诺的身体,又问了些陈诺的成绩,生活…… Basically is she asked, Chen Nuo replied. 基本上都是她问,陈诺回答。 Said the little while verbosely, teaching the reminder time was similar. 絮絮叨叨说了会儿,管教提醒时间差不多了。 The Ou Ruohua complexion is somewhat complex: Good that „you cross, I also felt relieved...... about am our generation of people sin, let your child, but also without growing up withstood these. Chen Nuo...... you, if hates me, I actually am also recognize, is I should hate.” 欧若华脸色有些复杂:“你过的不错,我也就放心了……左右都是我们这辈人造孽,让你一个孩子,还没长大就承受了这些。陈诺……你若是恨我,我其实也是认的,都是我该遭的恨。” Chen Nuo thinks: „Do not think these again, I now really also good......, you also well.” 陈诺想了想:“不要再想这些了,我现在真的过的还挺好的……嗯,你也好好的。” „Un!” “嗯！” Ou Ruohua a little choked: „Young! Mother certainly performance well diligently, I will certainly come out earlier, then...... then we can meet! You and other mothers came out, mother compensates you well, takes care of you well, is good?” 欧若华有点哽咽:“小诺！妈妈一定努力的好好表现,我一定会早点出来,然后……然后我们就可以见面了！你等妈妈出来,妈妈好好补偿你,好好照顾你,好不好？” „...... Good.” In the Chen Nuo heart sighed, nods. “……好。”陈诺心中叹了口气,点了头。 In the eye of Ou Ruohua, as if had a light finally. 欧若华的眼睛里,仿佛终于有了点光。 Near distinction time, Ou Ruohua somewhat is suddenly scruple, she seems hesitant over and over, looks at the eye of Chen Nuo: „I...... I have a matter, I know saying that supports should not...... you definitely have the lump. However young, mother does not have the means that really really does not have the means! This matter, I really worried that...... do not misunderstand, I, I...... in me, you am my child, I...... I......” 临分别的时候,欧若华忽然有些迟疑,她仿佛是犹豫再三,看着陈诺的眼睛:“我……我有个事儿,我知道说出来,挺不该的……你心里肯定也有疙瘩。但是小诺,妈妈没办法,真的是实在没办法！这事情,我心里真的担心……你别误会,我,我……在我心里,你们都是我的孩子,我……我……” Chen Nuo was a little ignorant. 陈诺有点懵了。 „...... I know that said this with you, is inappropriate. But I really did not have other person to entrust! Young, you are bigger, grew up, but she...... her I really did not feel relieved, I often have the nightmare...... the nightmare...... “……我知道和你说这个,不合适。但我实在没有别的人可以托付了！小诺,你好歹大一些,也成年了,但是她……她我是真的不放心,我时常做噩梦……噩梦…… ...... You, if you are convenient, has a look her to be good, although she is not I and your father lives, but after all is also your younger sister. You are the meat that on me falls down...... I, I...... am I sin, I sin!! ” ……你,如果你方便的话,去看看她好不好,她虽然不是我和你父亲生的,但毕竟也算是你妹妹。你们都是我身上掉下去的肉……我,我……都是我造孽,我造孽啊！！” At this point, Ou Ruohua weeps bitterly loudly: „She is only five years old, is only five years old...... young, young I asked you, you had a look at your younger sister, even if mother asked you, you had a look at her, having a look at her to be good, live good, line not?” 说到这里,欧若华放声痛哭:“她才五岁,才五岁……小诺,小诺我求求你,你去看看你妹妹,就算是妈妈求你,你去看看她,看看她好不好,活的好不好,行不？” Although Chen Nuo surprise, but also understood what is heard. 陈诺虽然诧异,但也听明白了。 He looks at front this shedding bitter tears woman, serious nod of: „Good!” 他看着面前这个痛哭流涕的女人,郑重的点了头:“好！” …… ・ After the visiting ended, Chen Nuo and a guidance chatted the little while, is ravels the matter thoroughly. 探视结束后,陈诺和张教导聊了会儿,算是把事情彻底弄明白。 Naturally, he is very careful, without exposing „does not know oneself have a half younger sister” this situation, otherwise could not convince. 当然,他很小心的,没有暴露出自己“不知道自己还有个同母异父妹妹”这种情况,否则的话就说不通了。 In that marriage that the Ou Ruohua also daughter, remarried afterward lives. 欧若华还有一个女儿,是后来改嫁的那段婚姻里生的。 Girl this year is five years old. After the Ou Ruohua two couples are put in prison, the child gave a relative of male Fang Family to foster. 女孩今年五岁。欧若华两夫妻入狱后,孩子就交给了男方家的一个亲戚代为抚养。 „According to criminal's request, we also proposed the criminal in the women's organization of street, sent the personnel of office worker and Women's Federation of street goes to the family visit twice, the news of feedback is normal, the life of child has the safeguard. But more concrete we do not know that...... we after all are the prisons, one spreads own matter.” Opened the guidance the words saying that was very straightforward. “根据犯人的要求,我们也提请了犯人所在街道的妇联组织,也派了街道的办事员和妇联的人员去家访了两次,回馈的消息都还算正常,孩子的生活是有保障的。但更具体的我们就不知道了……我们毕竟是监狱,有一摊自己的事儿。”张教导的话说很直白。 Finally he writes an address and telephone to Chen Nuo: „This is the child host family's address, the telephone is the street women's organization docks this matter the telephone of staff, if you must come to visit, can first contact with the women's organization of street, then communicated with the opposite party family, can.” 最后他给陈诺写一个地址和电话:“这是孩子寄养家庭的地址,电话是街道妇联组织对接这个事情的工作人员的电话,你如果要上门去探望的话,可以和街道的妇联组织先联系一下,然后和对方家庭沟通了,就可以去了。” Chen Nuo has not delayed, on the same day made that phone call. 陈诺没有耽搁,当天就打了那个电话。 The one who connects the call is the street women's organization is responsible for the office worker of this matter, listens to a sound young female, surnamed Liu. 接通电话的是街道妇联组织负责这个事情的一个办事员,听声音年纪不大的一个女子,姓刘。 Liu office worker is very warm-hearted, after listening to the Chen Nuo purpose in coming, immediately expresses oneself can relate the request to raise the family, and voluntarily requested to accompany Chen Nuo to come to visit together in the past. 刘办事员很热心,听了陈诺的来意后,立刻表示自己可以联系托养家庭,并且主动要求一起陪同陈诺过去上门探望。 After making the telephone call one hour, Liu office worker sends in the news, the agreement will visit next noon. 挂了电话一个小时后,刘办事员发来消息,约定第二天中午去探望。 A night does not have the words, next noon, is meeting with the Liu office worker approximately good place. 一夜无话,第二天中午,在和刘办事员约好的地方碰了头。 Liu office worker is seemingly young, should be less than 30 years old, puts on very simply, very popular Bosideng down clothing, the big winter, is riding a battery-powered bicycle in the two years. 刘办事员看上去年纪不大,应该不到三十岁,穿着很朴素,一件这两年很流行的波司登羽绒服,大冬天的,骑着个电动脚踏车。 It can be imagined, the basic unit official of this age, was assigned to the street Women's Federation this type of watery soup place, that definitely is in the family/home nothing with the foot. 可想而知,这个年纪的基层公务员,被分配到街道妇联这种清汤寡水的地方,那肯定是家里没什么跟脚的。 The people are very actually warm, good electric car, very warm attendance Chen Nuo, regarding School Beauty Sun this with schoolmate, asked curiously two, did not talk too much. 人倒是很热情,挺好了电动车,就很热情的照顾陈诺,对于孙校花这个跟来的同学,也就好奇的问了两句,就不多嘴了。 „Child I had looked last year two, felt that also very well, eats meal together, the child is very clever...... yeah, Schoolmate Chen Nuo, your younger sister really grows too cute I and you said, I am really good to like this child.” Liu office worker does not come empty-handed, but also brought two jin (0.5 kg) apple, obviously is the person of warmheartedness: „Because of child's peculiar circumstance, child's parents has not raised the family to leave too much money to requirement, therefore in the street has related Women's Federation and some rights and interests of women and children protection organizations, fought for some funds, every month will allocate 200 dollars to the child, for giving the child improved the nutrition fee of life, before this money, every month arrived at the account to pay to the request on time raises family's assigning account, this you could rest assured that I have been staring.” “孩子我去年去看过两回,感觉还挺好的,一起吃了顿饭,孩子很乖……哎,陈诺同学,你妹妹真的长的太可爱了我和你说,我真的好喜欢这个孩子。”刘办事员不是空手来的,还带了两斤苹果,显然是个热心肠的人:“因为孩子的特殊情况,孩子的父母也没给托养家庭留太多钱,所以街道里联系过妇联和一些妇女儿童权益保护组织,也争取到了一些经费,每个月会给孩子拨两百块钱,用于给孩子改善生活的营养费,这个钱之前每个月都是按期到账支付给托养家庭的指定账户的,这个你放心,我一直盯着的。” The Chen Nuo attitude is very polite: „You took the trouble.” 陈诺的态度很客气:“您费心了。” Liu office worker beckons with the hand: „Work is this. Moreover, your younger sister is very cute, I also like very much her.” 刘办事员摆摆手:“工作就是这个。而且,你妹妹真的很可爱,我也很喜欢她的。” Arrived at the community entrance, Chen Nuo stopped, bought a Wangwang big gift parcel in the supermarket of community entrance, was to „younger sister who” oneself have not met gift. 来到小区门口,陈诺停了一下,在小区门口的超市买了一个旺旺大礼包,算是给自己未见面的“妹妹”的礼物。 Thinks, bought two smoke and two bottles of liquor. 想了想,又买了两条烟和两瓶酒。 Liu office worker watches, in the heart moves...... this big boy, actually thoughts exquisite. 刘办事员看在眼里,心中一动……这个大男孩,倒是心思细腻的很。 …… ・ 【 The new week started! Asked the ticket to clash the list! 【新的一周开始了！求票冲榜！ Nation nation nation ~ 】 邦邦邦~】 …… ・