The dim light of night of out of the window is deep, stretch/open Tan looked up the clock on wall, is 3 : 30 am, he rubs the eyes, puts down the black skin diary. 窗外的夜色深沉,张叹抬头看了看墙壁上的时钟,已经是凌晨3点半,他揉了揉眼睛,放下黑皮日记本。 He looked completely, as if looked at stretch/open Tan a life again, the memory washed out like surging tides, a lot he thought. 他全部看完了,仿佛再看了一遍张叹的人生,记忆如潮水般冲刷,很多事情他都想起来了。 Everyone said right, he and Tang rain are one pair of friends from childhood, that year that but the high school graduates summer vacation, two people bid good-bye suddenly, the reason is white Yuxin. 大家说的没错,他和汤雨是青梅竹马的一对,但是高中毕业的那年暑假,两人突然分手,原因是白雨新。 white Yuxin arrives at Pujiang to work, works in the bar of soup rain, this bar on Chang'an Avenue West. 白雨新来到浦江打工,在汤雨家的酒吧做事,这家酒吧就在西长安街上。 white Yuxin long is very attractive, the lonely girl works in the bar, unavoidably was kept thinking. 白雨新长的很漂亮,孤孤单单一个女孩子在酒吧工作,难免被人惦记。 stretch/open Tan does not know white Yuxin, but rains hard one time in the evening, some of his overhear people prescribe medicine to white Yuxin, he with, saved her, next morning will leave from white Yuxin the family/home. 张叹不认识白雨新,但是有一次晚上下大雨,他无意中听到有人给白雨新下药,他跟了出来,救了她,第二天清晨才从白雨新的家离开。 This matter was known by the soup rain next day, two people quarrelled and bid good-bye, she changed the plan that went to Peking to study, temporarily goes abroad. 这事第二天就被汤雨知道了,两人争吵、分手,她改了去北平读书的计划,临时出了国。 Because likes the example that lives to hate being many, the soup rain is more intense, stretch/open Tanxian at white Yuxin the matter regrets extremely, then to be suffered in the sentiment by the soup rain, has almost not collapsed, locks about soup rain all the cabinet. 因爱生恨的例子很多,汤雨更为强烈,张叹先是在白雨新的事情上后悔万分,接着又被汤雨在感情上折磨,差点没崩溃,把关于汤雨的一切都锁进柜子里。 „I could not remember white Yuxin the appearance, should be has seen that time.” stretch/open Tan thought aloud, but if his feeling right, white Yuxin should hate his. “我都想不起白雨新的样子了,应该就是见过那一次。”张叹自言自语,但如果他的感觉没错的话,白雨新应该是恨他的。 From then on, his university four years had not seen Tang rain again, until recently, two people had a reunion again. 自从那以后,他大学四年也再没见过汤雨,直到最近,两人再次重逢。 Past has passed, Tang rain has put down evidently, as for him, thinks now, except for disappointed, could not live other mood. 过去的已经过去,汤雨看样子已经放下,至于他,现在想起来,除了怅然,生不起其他的情绪。 „little white birthday is in December, day to not on.” stretch/open Tan said in a low voice, probably is telling itself. “小白的生日是12月,日子对不上。”张叹低声说,像是在告诉自己。 Then he gave himself a palm of the hand, when the sea king, involves white Yuxin even now unexpectedly, he does not know how to face little white. 接着他给了自己一巴掌,当海王也就算了,如今竟然牵扯出白雨新,他都不知道怎么面对小白。 To oneself one cup of cold water, stretch/open Tan thinks, that later Tang rain? How to commit suicide? 给自己倒了一杯凉水,张叹又想到,那之后汤雨怎样了？怎么会自杀呢？ He puts out the cell phone, wants to call to inquire Tang rain, but thinks suddenly now before dawn, puts down the cell phone resentfully. 他拿出手机,想给汤雨打电话询问,但是忽然想到现在是凌晨,悻悻地放下手机。 He has the doubts, whole evening loses sleep, next morning after washing, the decision will not be first anxious, first job processing. He goes to " Ambush » dramatic team, stayed one there in the morning, at noon and personnel eats meal, in the afternoon flies back to Pujiang. 他带着疑惑,整晚失眠,第二天一早洗漱后,决定先不急,先把工作处理好。他去《潜伏》剧组,在那里待了一上午,中午和主创人员吃了饭,下午就飞回浦江。 Just the next airplane, some people called him, said that is the deputy manager in skill US Entertainment Company, wanted to discuss the cooperation with him. 刚下飞机,就有人打电话给他,自称是艺美娱乐公司的副总经理,想要和他谈合作。 stretch/open Tan currently where has to discuss that thoughts of cooperation, the smalltalk several, were perfunctory, returns to the small red horse. 张叹现在哪有谈合作的心思,客套了几句,敷衍过去,回到小红马。 This time was 4 : 00 pm, the little red Mayuanzi happy talks and laughters, little white and several melon babies played the rubber ball in the courtyard, Xin Xiaoguang sit on the stair the director slightly run a fruitless errand the position. 这时候是下午4点,小红马院子里欢声笑语,小白和几个瓜娃子在院子里踢皮球,辛晓光坐在台阶上指挥小白跑位。 little white passed Xier, little white knocked down the pomegranate pomegranate, little white charged into toot toot, toot toot looked to sit in the pomegranate pomegranate of ground, frightened the make way hastily, small plop plop jumped heart to heart, she was almost killed by little white. 小白晃过了喜儿,小白撞倒了榴榴,小白冲向了嘟嘟,嘟嘟瞄了瞄一屁股坐在地上的榴榴,吓得连忙闪开,小心心扑通扑通跳,她差点被小白撞死了呢。 little white dribbles to stand before a small goal, the goose goose laughs, is preparing the handle rubber ball to trample the goal network, suddenly saw that Boss stretch/open came back, told him to come to late a point happily, she fiercely was a moment ago miserable, many babies defeated by her, she was simply invincible, world's number one ball. 小白带球站在一个小球门前,鹅鹅大笑,正准备一脚把皮球踹进球网,忽然看到张老板回来了,高兴地告诉他来晚了一点,她刚才厉害惨了,多少个娃娃被她打败了,她简直是无敌的,老子天下第一球。 The millet runs over quietly, before was a goalkeeper the rubber ball to kick to run. 小米悄悄地跑过来,一脚把球门前的皮球踢跑了。 „Pia ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~” “pia~~~哈哈~~~~” little white was shocked, she must score the goal, what's the matter, millet! 小白愣住了,她都要踢进球门了呢,怎么回事,小米！ Toot toot saw with own eyes that the millet is so fierce, robbed the rubber ball from little white foot, crawls rapidly, hiahia laughs, is pursuing Xiaomi's turning circle circle in the courtyard. 嘟嘟眼见小米这么厉害,从小白脚底下抢走了皮球,迅速爬起来,hiahia大笑,追着小米在院子里转圈圈。 Xier: „......” 喜儿:“……” little white catches own watermelon leader, was disinclined to pursue the millet, before she arrived at stretch/open Tan the body, cared that inquired where he went yesterday evening, lang has not seen him. 小白抓了抓自己的西瓜头头,懒得追小米了,她来到张叹身前,关心地询问他昨晚上哪里去了,啷个没看到他呢。 stretch/open Tan said to miss, seeing her whole face was the perspiration, took a paper goods to wipe the face to her, „do not run toward Sun, played to the shade under.” 张叹说出差去了,见她满脸是汗,拿了一张纸巾给她擦脸,“别往太阳底下跑,到树阴下玩。” „Oh, good Boss stretch/open ~ ~” little white raised the small pants, ran speedily and millet toot toot snatches the rubber ball. “喔,好的张老板~~”小白提了提小裤子,一溜烟又跑去和小米嘟嘟抢皮球了。 In stretch/open Tan goes home, raised one bag of iced little bear drink, issues the children. 张叹回到家里,提了一袋冰镇的小熊饮料,发给小朋友们。 Nearby pomegranate pomegranate's first pants to run, does not need her to open the mouth, listening to her gasping for breath sound to know, she is a small carp, soon dies of thirst under Sun, asked Boss stretch/open quickly to bottle little bear, she really must not go on living, her froth could not spit. 榴榴第一个气喘吁吁跑到跟前,不用她开口,听她的喘气声就知道,她是一条小鲤鱼,快要渴死在太阳底下,求求张老板快给给瓶小熊叭,她真的要活不下去了,她一个泡泡都吐不出来了。 „Taking.” Opens sighs gives her one bottle. “拿着。”张叹递给她一瓶。 The pomegranate pomegranate beams with joy, sees him to put out one bottle, immediately smiles to make noise, another small hand extends to meet. 榴榴眉开眼笑,见他又拿出一瓶,顿时笑出声来,另一只小手伸过去去接。 „This does not give you, this is toot toot, toot toot, taking.” “这不是给你的,这是嘟嘟的,嘟嘟,拿着。” Toot toot drills behind from the pomegranate pomegranate, both hands received little bear drink, said to stretch/open Tan: „*......!!” 嘟嘟从榴榴身后钻出来,双手接过小熊饮料,对张叹说:“*……！！” „Ok, you're welcome, plays.” stretch/open Tan said. “行,不用谢,玩去吧。”张叹说道。 Toot toot holds little bear with joy, happily looks to the pomegranate pomegranate, inciting that „*......”, attracts sound. 嘟嘟喜滋滋地捧着小熊,得意地看向榴榴,“*……”,吸的滋滋响。 „Slightly slightly slightly ~ ~ ~” pomegranate pomegranate toward toot toot sticks out one's tongue, she also thinks that Boss stretch/open must to her two bottles, harmed she smile to make noise. “略略略略略~~~”榴榴朝嘟嘟吐舌头,她还以为张老板要给她两瓶呢,害的她都笑出声了。 „* ..................” toot toot is staring her. “*………………”嘟嘟瞪着她。 „Slightly slightly ~ ~ ~” pomegranate pomegranate continues to stick out one's tongue. “略略略略~~~”榴榴继续吐舌头。 Toot toot mumbling several, to the weak pomegranate pomegranate, arrive at side Xier, chatted with Elder Sister Xier. 嘟嘟叽里咕噜几句,离幼稚的榴榴远一点,来到喜儿身边,和喜儿姐姐聊天。 „Cannot open, lang office.” “打不开呢,啷个办嘛。” The young white-collar little bear drink, the sweet and delicate voice said her unable to open, asking Boss stretch/open to help. 小白领了小熊饮料,娇声说她打不开,请张老板帮帮忙。 „Did not need to open, inserts the straw to attract is OK.” “不用打开,插上吸管吸就可以了。” After stretch/open Tan does well, gives her, little white said with joy the sound thanks. 张叹弄好后交给她,小白喜滋滋地说了声谢谢。 stretch/open Tan sits on the stair, chatted several with Xin Xiaoguang, returns to the room, calls Tang rain, said after something, asked: „You know why white Yuxin does commit suicide?” 张叹坐在台阶上,和辛晓光闲聊了几句,回到屋里,给汤雨打电话,说了些事情后,才问道:“你知道白雨新为什么自杀？” „She has the depression, is serious.” Tang rain said in telephone. “她有抑郁症,蛮严重的。”汤雨在电话里说道。 stretch/open Tan also asked: „How will she have the depression?” 张叹又问:“她怎么会有抑郁症？” He remembers that white Yuxin is a very open person. 他记得白雨新是很开朗的一个人。 Tang rain: „This I do not know that after I am also returning to homeland, knows these. However, these things you actually also asked me, you should clearly be more right than me.” 汤雨:“这我就不知道了,我也是回国后才知道这些的。不过话说回来,这些事情你竟然还问我,你应该比我更清楚才对。” If were last night ago stretch/open Tan, definitely did not clarify to these words, but remembered all things after last night, he has been able to find the clue. 如果是昨晚之前的张叹,肯定对这句话又是云里雾里搞不清,但是昨晚想起所有事情后,他已经能够找到线索。 „...... I and she, have not actually related.” stretch/open Tan said that „after that year summer vacation, does not have to relate again.” “……我和她,其实没有联系。”张叹说道,“那年暑假过后,就再也没有过联系。” He has not contacted with white Yuxin, white Yuxin has not contacted with him, they have the tacit understanding not to disturb very much mutually. 他没有联系过白雨新,白雨新也没有联系过他,他们很有默契地相互不打扰。 Tang rain when telephone that silent for a long time, when stretch/open Tan thinks she has made the telephone call, only listens to her saying: „On my not clear that year multi- white Yuxin had anything, to are not many, but you who her death I also know can ask the police station, although she is the suicide, but the police station must investigate, they know definitely many.” 汤雨在电话那头沉默许久,就当张叹以为她已经挂了电话时,只听她讲:“我不清楚那一年多白雨新身上发生了什么,对她的死我也知道的不多,但是你可以问派出所,虽然她是自杀,但是派出所还是要侦查的,他们知道的肯定很多。” „Police station?” “派出所？” The police who in the past handled a case who did not know are, had no way to look directly, but to opening sighed this is not difficult, he can go to the police station to request the help directly. 当年办案的民警不知道是谁,没法直接找对人,不过对张叹来说这不难,他可以直接去派出所请求帮忙。 At this time Tang rain also said: „You can look for Ding Jiamin, I saw her in small red horse Xueyuan on that day, her daughter also in your academy. In the past, she is also one of the case people, I have seen her.” 这时汤雨又说:“你可以找丁佳敏,我那天在小红马学园看到了她,她女儿也在你的学园里。当年,她也是办案的人之一,我见过她。”