„I must confess a matter to you.” stretch/open Tan Su Lan to sofa that head said. “我要向你坦白一件事。”张叹对沙发那头的苏澜说道。 The Su billows look up to him, the eye is sparkling, „what?” 苏澜抬头看向他,眼睛亮晶晶的,“什么？” stretch/open Tan the Adam's apple wriggled two, after the stop moment, said: „Before the network about my negative report, actually truly was I writes, that was I big two time, at that time was extremely arrogant, will say such not to respect the words of person, I want to tell you am, I had profoundly understood that these words were very irresponsible, cannot represent my present true idea completely.” 张叹的喉结蠕动了两下,停顿片刻后才说道:“之前网络上关于我的负面新闻,其实确实是我写的,那是我大二的时候,那时候狂妄无知,才会说出那样不尊重人的话,我想告诉你的是,我已经深刻认识到那些话是很不负责的,也完全不能代表我现在的真实想法。” The Su billows visit him surprisedly, her surprised was not these words is he said that but was shocks him so to be unexpectedly honest. 苏澜惊讶地看着他,她惊讶的不是那些话是他说的,而是震惊他竟然这么坦白。 Actually, she unified stretch/open Tan once wind to comment, many somewhat guessed, these words possibly were not stretch/open Tan said that but was also very possible is he says. 其实,她结合张叹曾经的风评,多少有些猜测,那些话可能不是张叹说的,但也很可能是他说的。 „Then?” The Su billows asked. “然后呢？”苏澜问道。 stretch/open Tan said: „Told you these, was because I do not want any concealment to you, I want to demonstrate most real me to you.” 张叹说:“告诉你这些,是因为我不想对你有任何隐瞒,我想向你展示一个最真实的我。” Su billows: „But you know that you make me think your not good wind comments, these matters that you do, does not have any girl will not mind completely.” 苏澜:“但你知道吗,你让我又想到你那些不好的风评,你做的那些事,没有任何一个女孩会完全不介意。” „Truly, I before was the dregs male, this I did not evade, recalled I have done these matters, truly very dregs, but after the graduation, I was determined and past say goodbye, present I am brand-new I, with past completely different stretch/open Tan, you watched.” “确实,我以前是个渣男嘛,这点我不逃避,回想我做过的那些事,确实挺渣的,但是毕业之后,我就决心和过去彻底告别,现在的我是一个全新的我,和过去完全不同的张叹,你都看在眼里。” The Su billows silent moment, said: „Perhaps, I saw I should see.” 苏澜沉默片刻,说道:“或许,我只是看到了我应该看到的。” stretch/open Tan: „......” 张叹:“……” Su billows: „I know that my was too artificial, actually from falls in love with since your moment honestly, I told myself to admit you completely, admitted brand-new you, admitted your past, because these composed in together, was you, was stretch/open Tan, I am unable to separate them, I think that I can accept these, no longer minded slightly, when I saw these commentaries in network, I discovered that I am not able facing these, I not to harm you confidently, with me in the together words, you will be dug three chi (0.33 m) sooner or later, when the time comes you must suffer possibly. Compared with this time fiercer ten times of hundred times of net storms, you cannot withstand to place carefully examining under magnifying glass, your enterprise will be destroyed.” 苏澜:“我知道我这样太矫情了,其实从坦诚爱上你的那一刻起,我就告诉自己要完全接纳你,接纳一个全新的你,也接纳你的过去,因为这些组成在一起,才是你,才是张叹,我无法把它们割裂,我以为我能接受这些,不再丝毫介意,但是当我看到网络上的那些评论,我发现自己无法坦然面对这些,我不想害了你,和我在一起的话,你早晚会被人掘地三尺的,到时候你可能要遭受比这次更凶猛十倍百倍的网暴,你经不起放在放大镜下的审视,你的事业会被毁了的。” stretch/open Tan the silent moment, said with a smile: „I must thank you, thank you think of me.” 张叹沉默片刻,笑道:“那我要谢谢你,谢谢你为我着想。” „I am earnest, don't be like this good.” “我是认真的,你不要这样好不好。” „How...... do that you decide?” “……那你是怎么决定的？” The Su billows were also silent, some little time said: „I felt, we should probably mutually calmly a while.” 苏澜也沉默了,好一会儿才说:“我觉得,我们应该要相互冷静一阵子。” stretch/open Tanwen said that the disappointment of whole face, nods, had not said again. 张叹闻言,满脸的失望,点点头,没再多说。 Two people sat the little while silent, Su Lan sets out to say goodbye, Yang bead does not know when appears outside little red Mayuanzi, she came the car(riage). 两人又沉默坐了会儿,苏澜起身告别,杨珠不知道什么时候出现在小红马院子外,她把车开来了。 stretch/open Tanzhan on the stair, gazes after Su Lan to leave. 张叹站在台阶上,目送苏澜离开。 The Su billows are turning away from him, walked not so fast but so slow neither, said with the sound that stretch/open Tan could not hear: „Shouted me quickly ~” 苏澜背对着他,走的不快不慢,用张叹听不到的声音说:“快喊我~” stretch/open Tan has not shouted her, she does not have the slight stop or turning head, she went out of the small red horse without consulting anybody, boards in the Yang bead amazed vision, like a water drop, collected in the sea of stream of vehicles. 张叹没有喊她,她也没有丝毫的停顿或者回头,她径自走出了小红马,在杨珠惊诧的目光中上了车,像一滴水,汇进了车流的大海中。 stretch/open Tan is disappointed, sits on the stair, looks that the spooky courtyard is in a daze, in mind confused train of thought that thought many, but anything has not thought, the principle does not have/leave the least bit clue. 张叹失望至极,一屁股坐在台阶上,看着幽幽的院子发呆,脑海里思绪纷乱,想的很多,但又什么都没想,理不出半点头绪。 Suddenly the side resounds the light sound, a small body sits down in his side, he leans first to look, was little white comes. 忽然身边响起轻响,一个小身子在他身边坐下,他侧头一看,是小白来了。 little white wears the sea-blue small sandals, the small foot pulled out from the sandals, the toe keeps moving. Her bottom of pants leg curled, sleeve also to rub got up, the cheek was ruddy, the eye was sparkling, on the forehead had the perspiration. 小白穿着海蓝色的小凉鞋,小脚丫子从凉鞋里抽了出来,脚趾头动个不停。她的裤脚卷了起来,袖子也撸起来了,脸蛋红扑扑的,眼睛亮晶晶的,额头上有汗。 She sits by stretch/open Tan on the stair, the double elbow pillow on the knee, the palm is supporting the small cheek, looked at him, smiles, without the speech, sighed the milk air/Qi, on the ruddy cheek had several gloomy mood. 她挨着张叹坐在台阶上,双肘枕在膝盖上,手掌撑着小脸蛋,看了看他,笑了笑,没说话,叹了口奶气,红扑扑的脸蛋上有了几丝愁绪。 stretch/open Tan also smiles to her, without the speech, two people sits on the stair, looks that the lonesome and quiet small red horse is in a daze. 张叹也对她笑了笑,没说话,两人就这么坐在台阶上,看着幽静的小红马发呆。 The night that is difficult to suffer can also pass, next morning, dawn already greatly bright, the rising sun sets out in the sea level slowly, a bird sound resounds in the little red horse academy, in bedroom that the window curtains draws, is making a sound spookily toot toot the sound, that is hides calling chicken in corner in eyah. Before always disturbs the small insect cry of sleep, stretch/open Tan who last night let losing sleep went to sleep peacefully. 再难捱的夜晚也会过去的,第二天早上,晨光已经大亮,旭日在海平面上缓缓起身,一片鸟声在小红马学园里响起,窗帘拉上的卧室里,幽幽地响着嘟嘟声,那是藏在角落里的叫鸡子在咿呀。以前总是干扰睡眠的小虫子叫声,昨晚却让失眠的张叹安然入睡。 The alarm clock made a sound, stretch/open Tan turned over on the bed, opened the eye, woke up from the sleep. 闹钟响了起来,张叹在床上翻个身,睁开了眼睛,从睡梦中醒来。 He is opening the eye, looks that the dark ceiling is in a daze, side looks to the window, although the window curtains draws solid, but the dawn still did everything possible to fly several several wisps. 他睁着眼睛,看着幽暗的天花板发了会儿呆,侧头看向窗户,虽然窗帘拉的严严实实,但是晨光依然想方设法飞进来了几丝几缕。 stretch/open Tan gets out of bed, opens the window curtains, his eye that the bright dawn punctures narrows the eyes, is obstructing with the hand, after crossing the little while adapted, lets loose, the ear has the auditory hallucination. 张叹起床,拉开窗帘,灿烂的晨光刺的他眼睛眯起来,用手遮着,过了会儿适应后,才放开,耳边产生幻听。 „Boss stretch/open, plays sai.” “张老板,下来耍耍噻。” As if little white appears at present, shouted that he plays. 仿佛小白出现在眼前,喊他下去耍耍呢。 „Boss stretch/open ~ ~ your early sai.” “张老板~~你早噻。” This auditory hallucination is real. 这幻听还蛮真实的。 „Uncle ~ ~ ~ ~ plays sai.” “大叔~~~~下来耍耍噻。” This was also too real, stretch/open Tan looked down to downstairs , really had the lovable melon baby, was supine the small face to look up at him grinningly. 这也太真实了吧,张叹低头看向楼下,啊咧,真的有个可爱的瓜娃子在,仰着小脸笑嘻嘻地仰视他呢。 „little white??? Did you come? Such early!” “小白？？？你怎么来了？这么早！” „Goose goose goose ~ ~ ~ look, I gave you to bring the breakfast, you were about to play sai, I and others you and others discussed miserably.” “鹅鹅鹅~~~看,我给你带了早餐呢,你快下来耍耍噻,我等你等惨唠。” „? When do you come?” “啊？你什么时候来的？” „Came to discuss well.” “来了好就唠。” „You, or comes up? I clean the teeth to wash the face.” “你要不上来？我刷牙洗脸。” „Fine sai.” “要得噻。” little white is raising the breakfast, dá dá dá is stepping the lively small broken step, ran in the building speedily, without a while knocked on a door, opens sighs opens the door, vitality full little white appears at present. 小白提着早餐,哒哒哒迈着轻快的小碎步,一溜烟跑进了大楼,没一会儿敲门了,张叹打开房门,元气满满的小白就出现在了眼前。 „Eats to you.” little white gives stretch/open Tan earlier, is the tiger claw, legume flower and wheatcake. “给你吃。”小白把早点递给张叹,是老虎爪子、豆花、葱油饼。 Opened sighs received, asked: „You? Did you eat?” 张叹接过,问:“你呢？你吃了吗？” little white nodded saying that she ate, sat on her small stool, looked curiously to stretch/open Tan, felt strange how he rests to today is so late. Now is 7 : 30 am, past this time stretch/open Tan ran several in the courtyard. 小白点头说她吃了,坐在她的小凳子上,好奇看向张叹,奇怪他今天怎么睡到这么晚。现在已经是早上 7 点半了,以往的这个时候张叹在院子里跑了几圈。 Opens sighing to make little white sit here, he cleans the teeth to wash the face, then comes back to have breakfast, little white sits in the one side, spoke with his Balla Balla, suddenly asked that his was happy to select. 张叹让小白在这里坐坐,他去刷牙洗脸,然后回来吃早点,小白坐在一旁,和他巴拉巴拉说话,忽然问他心情好点了没。 stretch/open Tanleng gawked, „how did you know me sadly?” 张叹愣了愣,“你怎么知道我心情不好？” „Snort, I am know.” little white shakes shakes the small feet. “哼,我就是晓得嘛。”小白晃啊晃小脚。 stretch/open Tan thinks that last night little white and he sat on the stair together for a long time, in heart one warm, originally this little fellow felt that he was sad at that time, therefore was accompanies his. 张叹想到昨晚小白和他一起坐在台阶上好久,心中一暖,原来这个小家伙感觉到了他那时候心情不好,所以是来陪他的呢。 No trace of words all of a sudden dissipation in his heart these must deny, he laughs in spite of trying not said honestly: „Many, thank you care.” 他心中那些要否认的话一下子消散的无影踪,他失笑坦诚道:“好多啦,谢谢你关心哦。” little white said happily: „You're welcome, you have the breakfast that slightly gives for nothing you to buy quickly, this is little white buys.” 小白高兴地说:“不用谢,你快吃小白给你买的早餐,这是小白自己买的哦。” stretch/open Tan said with a smile: „Real? How you know that I do like eating the tiger claw?” 张叹笑道:“真的呀？你怎么知道我喜欢吃老虎爪子呢？” little white happily rocking small head. 小白得意地晃动小脑袋。 Has had the breakfast, two people arrive in the courtyard, is sunny, dispersed the little while step, little white slid the little while slippery slide, Auntie Huang came, said that today must air-dry the quilt to the children, shouted that they helped. 吃过早饭,两人来到院子里,阳光明媚,散了会儿步,小白溜了会儿滑滑梯,黄姨来了,说今天要给小朋友们晒被子,喊上他们俩帮忙。 Children's quilt is all sorts of strange and unusual and all kinds, is small and lovable. 小朋友们的被子千奇百怪、五花八门,又小又可爱。 little white conducts the shoulder own came out, gives the president aunt to air-dry in the clothesline in courtyard. 小白扛着自己的被被出来,交给园长阿姨晾晒在院子里的晾衣绳上。 „Whose this is?” “这是谁的？” stretch/open Tan inquired a bed full is the meat mountain Mianhai small quilt, the small bai'e goose laughs, said that this is the pomegranate pomegranate. 张叹询问其中一床满是肉山面海的小被子,小白鹅鹅大笑,说这是榴榴的。 Auntie Huang received the quilt of pomegranate pomegranate, dried in the sun to her in the sunlight fiercest place, because this bed small quilt was dirtiest, above full was a watermark, washes that could not wash off. 黄姨接过榴榴的被子,给她晾在了阳光最烈的地方,因为这床小被子最脏,上面满是口水印,洗都洗不掉的那种。