little white is holding journey journey of sob, shortly, Xier looked around in not far away, is soundless also comes. 小白抱着哭泣的程程,没多久,喜儿在不远处探头探脑,蹑手蹑脚也来了。 She stands side little white, stretches out touches journey journey the small head, in those days in often hung, „journey journey who” closely the smile small cheek is stretching 她站在小白身边,伸出摸了摸程程的小脑袋,往日里常挂着笑容的小脸蛋绷的紧紧的,“程程” The pomegranate pomegranate also came. 榴榴也来了。 The millet also came. 小米也来了。 Yingzi brave also came. 小英子谢英也来了。 Several people sit in a circle side journey journey, accompanied the young best friend to pass this difficult sad night silently. 几人围坐在程程身边,默默地陪伴小闺蜜度过这个艰难伤心的夜晚。 11 : 00 pm, Meng Guangxin picked journey journey. 晚上11点,孟广新接走了程程。 journey journey one such as ordinary, is dim in his arms sleepy eyes, if did not say, could not see she cries today. 程程一如平常,在他怀里睡眼朦胧,要是不说,根本看不出她今天大哭了一场。 But she did not say. 但她就是不说啊。 Even the young teachers do not know. 甚至连小老师们都不知道。 If, must mediate were somewhat different in those days, that is tonight's journey Chengbao father's hand is making an effort, Meng Guangxin lets her loosen with a smile, father neck hurts. 如果,一定要说和往日有些不同的话,那就是今晚的程程抱着爸爸的手更加用力,以至于孟广新笑着让她松一点,勒的爸爸脖子疼。 In goes home, journey journey continues to sleep on the bed, Meng Guangxin takes a bath, is still preparing anything under the desk lamp. 回到家里,程程在床上继续睡觉,孟广新洗了澡,依然还在台灯下准备着什么。 Tomorrow must compete to go on duty, he prepared is so long, for was this wrestles. 明天就要竞聘上岗了,他准备了这么久,为的就是这一搏。 Hopes with disappointed is coordinated, hopes that big, disappointment big, but their degrees, depend on for many that it pays. 希望和失望是对等的,希望有多大,失望就会有多大,而它们的程度,取决于为之付出的多少。 Next morning competed to finish, 2 : 00 pm came out the result, the general manager announced in the office district in the presence of everyone, who Meng Guangxin forgot that lucky fellow is, what determined, that person was not he. 第二天上午竞聘结束,下午2点出来了结果,总经理在办公区当众宣布,孟广新忘了那个幸运儿是谁,但确定的是,那个人不是他。 He felt instantaneously oneself crash from the clouds, fallen he was scattered about, broke to pieces place. 他瞬间感觉自己从云端坠落,摔的他七零八落,碎了一地。 The surrounding person comforts him, they know this person, for this position has multi- spelling. 周围的人纷纷安慰他,他们都知道这个人为了这个位置有多拼。 Throughout the afternoon, Meng broad Xindu in ignorance. 整个下午,孟广新都处在浑浑噩噩中。 He made a mistake, the leader forgave comforts him. 他出了一次错,领导体谅安慰他。 He left twice wrong, leader sincere and he „heart-to-heart talk”, urged him to take the larger situation into account. 他出了两次错,领导语重心长和他“谈心”,叮嘱他要以大局为重。 He made three mistakes, leads flings the complexion to him, reproved his. 他出了三次错,领导给他甩脸色,训斥他一顿。 Comes out from the leadership office, Meng Guangxin sobered finally much. He thought, oneself luck has not felt better, this time is also so. But how was made fun of can, the life is this, he also has journey journey, he must continue to clench teeth to insist, the work place is remaining is a king. 从领导办公室出来,孟广新终于清醒了不少。他心想,自己的运气从来没好过,这次也是如此。但被捉弄了又能怎样,生活就是这样啊,他还有程程,他要继续咬牙坚持,职场是剩者为王。 He rouses the spirit, as if restored that workaholic. Colleague said him to be open-minded, the leader commended him to work efficiently. 他振奋精神,仿佛又恢复了那个拼命三郎。身边的同事说他豁达,领导赞许他工作得力。 On this day seems a dream. 这一天仿佛是一场梦。 After getting off work, as usual, Meng Guangxin and surrounding colleague greeted, rode the small electricity donkey, went to the kindergarten to pick journey journey, prepares food to her, delivers to the little red horse academy, then continued to go to work. 下班后,和往常一样,孟广新和周围的同事打声招呼,骑上小电驴,去幼儿园接走了程程,给她做了饭,送到小红马学园,然后继续回去上班。 „How doesn't Wang Chao have to work overtime today?” “王超今天怎么没在加班？” Meng looks all around broadly newly, whose every day works overtime he to know, today lacked several. 孟广新环顾四周,每天加班有谁他都知道,今天缺了好几个。 Colleague hears word, the surprise looked at him, has not spoken. 身边的同事闻言,诧异看了看他,都没吭声。 Quite near colleague who until for a long time, one had walked with him told him, Wang Chao and everyone drank. 直到过了好久,一个和他走的比较近的同事告诉他,王超和大家喝酒去了。 Wang Chao this was not competes. 王超这不是竞聘上了嘛。 Meng suddenly, this remembers broadly newly, this time he lost to Wang Chao. 孟广新恍然,这才想起,这次他是输给了王超。 The matter that during the daytime just had, should not forget that properly speaking, but Meng Guangxin forgot. 白天刚发生的事情,按理说不该这么早就忘记的,但是孟广新偏偏忘了。 It is not he, therefore who elects is not unimportant. 不是他,所以谁选上都不重要。 „Elder Brother, your age is bigger than me, I know that you definitely uncomfortable, working overtime that do not compel painstakingly, had the matter at heart stuffily don't at heart, we also drink.” “哥,你年纪比我大,我知道你心里肯定难受,别苦逼的加班了,心里有事别闷在心里,我们也喝酒去。” Meng newly at this moment like one pile of ash fires, singed annoyed intent is broadly stuffy, moves restlessly anxiously, at this time, so long as the slightest sign of trouble, group of ash fires at heart flaming will a little ignite. 孟广新此刻就像一堆余烬,燎的心烦意闷,躁动不安,这时候,只要有点风吹草动,心里的这团余烬就会熊熊燃起。 His alcohol capacity is big, but after there is journey journey, then rarely drank, occasional he controlled the quantity several times, shallow conceals always stopped, is worried to smoke journey journey. 他酒量不小,只是有了程程后,便很少喝酒了,偶尔的几次他都控制了量,浅藏辄止,担心熏了程程。 Tonight, he incomparably loses, but still the point, does not want to buy wine. 今晚,他心里无比失落,但是依然点到为止,不想买醉。 10 : 00 pm, several colleagues got drunk, he is also standing only. 晚上10点,几个同事都喝醉了,唯独他还站着。 He is defending them, 11 was picked until them. 他守着他们,直到他们一一被人接走。 He stands in the bar entrance of noise, suddenly does not know where should go, in the cell phone has not come the new message consecutively for several days, the telephone does not have one, opens, overwhelming majority are various types of brand advertizing messages. 他站在喧嚣的酒吧门口,忽然不知道该去哪里,手机里连续好几天没来新短信了,电话也没有一个,翻开来,绝大部分都是各种品牌广告短信。 No one contacts with him, he also no one relates. At this moment, he detects suddenly, oneself lost anything probably. 没有人联系他,他也没有人联系。这一刻,他忽然察觉到,自己好像失去了什么。 This low mood, he very early learned the control mood for a while. 这种低落的情绪只是一时的,他很早就学会了控制情绪。 Rides the small electricity donkey, he hurries to toward the small red horse. 骑上小电驴,他往小红马赶去。 He told himself, he did not have a thing in the world, he had treasure together, other had does not matter. 他心里告诉自己,他并非一无所有,他有一块珍宝,其他的有没有都无所谓。 The wind blows, suddenly a disgusting feeling raids at heart, he stopped without enough time, is sideways to spit place, the small electricity donkey was crooked, finally threw down on the street, but also knocked down the electric car of side process. 风一吹,忽然心里一阵恶心感袭来,他来不及停车,侧身吐了一地,小电驴歪歪扭扭,最终摔倒在马路上,还把旁边经过的一辆电动车撞倒。 He does not have to crawl with enough time, listens to the side to resound scolds the sound, that knocked down man devils jump to him in front, cursed angrily him to spit one him, must hit him. 他没来得及爬起来,就听身边响起呵斥声,那个被撞倒的男人凶神恶煞地跳到他面前,怒骂他把他吐了一身,要打他。 He can ignore the abrasion on arm, sets out to apologize, speaks softly, compensated several hundred dollars, settled this matter, is at heart aggrieved. 他顾不上手臂上的擦伤,起身赔礼道歉,低声细语,赔了几百块钱,了结了这事,心里憋屈。 He looked at the time, around 11 : 00 pm, has met journey journey the time to cross. He rides the small electricity donkey to catch up toward the little red horse academy, was blocked by the traffic police in the crossroad. 他看了看时间,已经晚上11点多,接程程的时间已经过了。他骑上小电驴往小红马学园赶,在路口被交警拦下来。 The traffic police in investigates Jiujia, actually smell his whole body accidentally/surprisingly the liquor air/Qi process, the small electricity donkey rides fast. 交警在查酒驾,却意外地闻到他满身的酒气经过,小电驴骑的飞快。 „Does not permit.” The traffic police block him, does not ask him to leave. “不准走。”交警拦住他,不让他走。 Meng keeps thinking about the regulation regulation broadly newly at heart, said: „Must punish how much money, I give.” 孟广新心里惦记程程,说:“要罚多少钱,我都给。” He only wants to walk a bit faster, punishes a money he also to recognize. 他只想快点走,罚点钱他也认。 Just said, the wind blew, he is enduring vigorously, but could not bear, bent the waist and spat place, eats today spat. 刚说完,风一吹,他极力忍着,但没忍住,弯腰又吐了一地,把今天吃的都吐了。 Then the traffic police did not ask him to leave, not only need take away his car(riage), but also wanted him to follow the traffic police brigade. 这下交警更不让他走了,不仅要扣他的车,还要他跟着去交警大队。 Meng newly greatly is broadly anxious, how can he walk??! Who he walked journey journey to meet. 孟广新大急,他怎么能走？？！他走了程程谁接。 He must walk anxiously, the traffic police do not let, he was anxious, stronger to rush, was overpowered by several traffic police jointly in the place. 他急着要走,交警却不让走,他急了,要强闯,被几名交警联手制服在地。 The face pastes in ice-cold Dama Road, arm pressed painful, Meng Guangxin collapsed suddenly, bringing the weeping sound to shout, he wants to meet journey journey a bit faster. 脸贴在冰冷的大马路上,胳膊被按的生疼,孟广新忽然崩溃了,带着哭声大喊,他只是想快点去接程程啊。 Today on this day, to his full evil intention. 今天这一天,对他满满的恶意。 Comes out from the traffic police brigade, is 2 : 00 am. 从交警大队出来,已经是凌晨 2 点了。 Meng newly is broadly exhausted, walked few steps, depends on the mourning cypress of roadside to sit down, cannot stand, endures is rested by oneself, blurry, passed until the liquor vigor, he had some strengths, at this time discovered, is 4 : 00 am, the mourning cypress supported he weakest two hours. 孟广新身心疲惫,走了没几步,靠着路边的一棵柏树坐下,站不起来,又挺住不让自己睡,迷迷糊糊,直到酒劲过去了,他才有了一些力气,这时候才发现,已经是凌晨4点了,身后的这棵柏树支撑了他最无力的两个小时。 He holds the tree trunk to stand up, smells the body to transmit perspiration stink and strong wine taste, blocks the next taxi, goes home to take a bath, changed the clean clothes, rested for two hours, gets out of bed the roadside to buy the breakfast that journey journey most liked eating, 7 : 00 am, he appears in the little red horse entrance. 他扶着树干站起身,闻到身上传来一股汗臭味和浓重的酒味,拦下一辆出租车,回到家洗了澡,换了干净衣服,睡了两个小时,起床到路边买了程程最爱吃的早点,早上 7 点,他出现在小红马门口。 The big door lock, in the little red horse academy a quietness, had not the well-known insect in eyah eyah to call, Meng Guangxin then noticed, in the winter coldest time had passed, spring is arriving quietly. 大门锁了,小红马学园里一片静谧,有不知名的虫子在咿咿呀呀叫,孟广新这才注意到,冬天最冷的时候已经过去了,春天正在悄悄到来。 He looks up to the gray-blue sky, the inter-city line of horizon appeared wiped the tinted ray , indicating this will be new beautiful a day. 他抬头看向灰蓝色的天空,天边的城际线出现了一抹浅色的光芒,预示这将是新的明媚的一天。