Millet since July of last year, has left the home more than half a year. Where in the past she always cannot remember oneself family/home, only knows that in Huang Village, with Ding Jiamin help, finally found today, the small family/home that but that once packed the happy talks and laughters, broken looking awful, has let her sad crying. 小米从去年7月份至今,已经离开这个家大半年了。以往她总是想不起自己的家在哪里,只知道是在黄家村,今天在丁佳敏的帮助下,终于找到了,只是那个曾经装满欢声笑语的小家,已经残破的不成样子,让她伤心的大哭。 She closely holds the small shoe that was once wearing, as to recall to pass through this in the past. 她紧紧地捧着曾经穿过的小鞋子,似乎想通过这个追忆流逝的往昔。 She does not make anybody hug, a young person stands cries at home. 她不让任何人抱,小小的一个人站在家里大哭。 Ding Jiamin following eye socket was red. She helps her pick up another to depend on near the wall small shoe, takes down that dog dog window curtains, folds, the preparation belt/bring goes back to give Xiaomi to keep reads thinks. 丁佳敏跟着眼眶红了。她帮她捡起另一只靠墙边的小鞋子,又把那块狗狗窗帘取下来,叠好,准备带回去给小米留作念想。 She and stretch/open Tanxiang goes downstairs the millet belt/bring, but the millet is not willing, she to seek for mother's picture everywhere. 她和张叹想把小米带下楼,但是小米不肯,她到处寻找妈妈的照片。 Which however here also has her mother's picture. After here since she leaves, had not hired again, because was too worn-out, the landlord is disinclined to reorganize again, then the furniture that can use, when the scrap sold, in remaining rooms these tattered. 但是这里哪还有她妈妈的照片。这里自从她离开后,就再没出租过,因为太破旧了,房东懒得再整理,便把能用的家具当废品卖了,剩下房间里的这些破烂。 „Millet you come with me, I found certainly mother's picture to you, is good?” Ding Jiamin squats in front of the millet, seizes her small body to say. “小米你跟我来,我一定给你找到妈妈的照片,好不好？”丁佳敏蹲在小米面前,捉着她的小身子说道。 The eye that millet hears word, cries to be swollen visits her dull. When Ding Jiamin said again, she responded, nods, goes downstairs with her. 小米闻言,哭肿了的眼睛呆呆的看着她。当丁佳敏再说了一遍,她才反应过来,点点头,跟着她下了楼。 This building is somewhat dangerous, was too worn-out, did not fear that fears 10,000 by some chance. 这栋楼有些危险,太破旧了,不怕万一就怕一万。 Ding Jiamin has the telephone of landlord, initially when investigation has related. She calls the landlord, without a while, an old woman walks from nearby small lane. 丁佳敏有房东的电话,当初调查时就联系过。她给房东打电话,没一会儿,一位老太太从旁边的小巷子里走来。 She is a landlord. 她就是房东。 „Well? Is this millet?” Her first sees near Ding Jiamin foot millet, recognized, in the past she and her mother lived here for three years. “咦？这是小米吗？”她第一眼看到丁佳敏脚边的小米,认了出来,当年她和她妈妈在这里住了三年。 The millet first is blurry, then suddenly, recognized the grandma. 小米先是一阵迷糊,接着恍然,也认出了老奶奶。 She cried to shout a paternal grandmother, ran to inquire cautiously knows where her mother went. 她哭兮兮地喊了一声奶奶,跑过去小心翼翼地询问知不知道她妈妈去哪里了。 How the landlord old woman knows that if knows, has told Ding Jiamin. 房东老太太怎么会知道呢,要是知道,早就告诉丁佳敏了。 „She paid in the future three months of house rent, anything had not said that disappears.” The landlord old woman was said to Ding Jiamin initially. “她交了往后三个月的房租,什么都没说就不见了。”房东老太太当初是这么对丁佳敏说的。 Now, she also told the millet. 现在,她也是这么告诉小米。 The tears that the millet just stopped fall again, little white improves the friend sadly, walks sadly, is red the eye and she hugs in the same place. 小米刚刚止住的眼泪再次掉落,小白见好朋友这么伤心,难过地走过去,红着眼睛和她抱在一起。 Xier has not passed, she stands before stretch/open Tan the foot, silent cries, non-stop wiping tears. 喜儿没有过去,她站在张叹脚边,无声地哭,不停抹眼泪。 Oneself encounter the difficult time, strength that very she can display, but saw that the little friend is so sad, she cannot be strong. 自己遭遇困难的时候,她可以表现的很坚强,但是看到小伙伴这么悲伤,她却坚强不起来。 Opens sighs gives her paper goods, in order to avoid she always wipes tears toward his pants on. 张叹递给她纸巾,以免她老往他裤子上擦眼泪。 „Your does here have the millet mother's picture?” Ding Jiamin asked. “你这里有小米妈妈的照片吗？”丁佳敏问道。 Does not blame Ding Jiamin to look for an apartment the eastern old woman to want the picture, because of according to her understanding, the millet mother contacted one of the most people for these years is the landlord wife. 不怪丁佳敏找房东老太太要照片,因为根据她的了解,小米妈妈这几年接触最多的人之一就是房东太太。 Naturally she also has the work, but according to their understanding, the millet mother comes and goes freely when the unit frequently, inquired colleague said that did not know about her very much. 当然她也有工作,但根据她们的了解,小米妈妈在单位经常独来独往,询问同事时都说对她不是很了解。 She is shy, does not excel at the human relations and expression, spoke to blush with strange everyone, was that type ordinary is very very ordinary, in extremely person who in the crowd has not had the feeling. 她羞涩胆小,不擅长交际和言辞,和陌生人人说话会脸红,是那种很普通很普通,在人群中极没有存在感的人。 The old woman thinks, said that just when rented a room to the millet mother, there are has made the picture to her, with cell phone racket. 老太太想了想,说有,刚租房给小米妈妈时,有给她拍过照片,用手机拍的。 She puts out oneself senior citizen cell phone immediately, turns turns, the picture are too many, is daily of grandson granddaughter, until turning before well early, found a millet mother's picture. 她当即拿出自己的老年人手机,翻啊翻,照片太多,都是孙子孙女的日常,直到翻到好早以前,才找到了一张小米妈妈的照片。 Her whole face in picture is shy, looks that the lens look somewhat moves aside, shows the shy smile. Her is not tall, over 160 cm, body is probably petite, the round face, is a young beautiful woman, seemingly said that is some high-school student people believes. 照片中的她满脸青涩,看着镜头眼神有些躲闪,露出略带羞涩的笑容。她个子不高,大概160cm出头吧,身型娇小可爱,圆圆的脸,是个小美女,看起来说是高中生都有人相信。 In fact, when she is missing is only 24 years old, three years ago , is only 21 years old, calculated again, when gives birth to the millet 19 years old. 事实上,她失踪时只有24岁,三年前,也才21岁,再推算,生下小米时19岁。 Ding Jiamin has investigated, the millet mother is after hight school, all alone arrives at Pujiang to work, has done a lot of work, many are the floor work, for example restaurant attendant and stand entrance welcome...... 丁佳敏调查过,小米妈妈是高中毕业后,孤身一人来到浦江打工,做过很多工作,多是底层工作,比如餐馆服务员、站门口的迎宾员…… Ding Jiamin gives the millet to look the picture, the millet holds the cell phone cautiously, is staring at this picture, as if in recalling her mother is on picture, finally finally confirmed that that is. 丁佳敏把照片递给小米看,小米小心翼翼地捧着手机,盯着这张照片,仿佛在回想她的妈妈是不是照片上的这个,最后终于确认,这就是啊。 The millet inquired the landlord old woman uneasy, she can probably walk this picture. 小米忐忑不安地询问房东老太太,她能要走这张照片吗。 The old woman asked with amazement: „Don't you have mother's picture?” 老太太惊讶地问:“你都没有自己妈妈的照片吗？” The millet shakes the head pitifully. 小米可怜巴巴地摇头。 The old woman sighed, said kindly: „I issue you this picture.” 老太太叹口气,和蔼地说:“我把这张照片发给你。” „Thanks the paternal grandmother.” Xiaomi said. “谢谢奶奶。”小米说。 The old woman wiped tears of whole face to her, said: „You're welcome, this is your mother, originally should give you.” 老太太给她擦了擦满脸的眼泪,说:“不用谢,这是你的妈妈,本来就应该给你。” Must arrive at mother's picture, millet today's goal then achieved. The landlord old woman and they chatted the little while, said the information that oneself know, regarding some once contact fragments, sighed while convenient finally is driving away. 要到了妈妈的照片,小米今天的目的便达到了。房东老太太和他们聊了会儿,把自己知道的信息又说了一遍,顺便谈起曾经的一些交往片段,最后叹着气走了。 Her little building has rented many people, has many many stories, the millet mother and daughter has not calculated most special that but is actually finally that. 她的这栋小楼租过很多人,发生过很多很多故事,小米母女俩不算最特别的那个,但却是最后那个。 „We go to develop mother's picture, hangs in your room, is good?” Ding Jiamin asked the millet. “我们去把妈妈的照片洗出来,挂在你的房间里,好不好？”丁佳敏问小米。 The millet nods to reach an agreement pitifully, thanked Elder Sister Xiaomin again. 小米可怜巴巴地点头说好,再次感谢了小敏姐姐。 Ding Jiamin touches her small head, has not said anything. Now at this time, said that anything does not have an effect, this scar is at heart, the need time therapy, needs the tender feeling to make the medicine. Her mission is very arduous. 丁佳敏摸摸她的小脑袋,没有说什么。现在这时候,说什么都不起作用,这种伤痕是心里的,需要时间疗伤,需要温情做药。她的任务很重。 She looks up at present this hidden two little building under sunlight shadow, here has certainly had many many stories, she thinks that in the picture that shy girl with a smile, how imagines her to work while pulls the millet to grow up, what story her body had, her love is not certainly smooth...... 她抬头看着眼前这栋隐藏在阳光阴影下的两层小楼,这里一定发生过很多很多故事吧,她想到照片中那个羞怯含笑的女孩子,想象她是如何一边打工一边拉扯小米长大,她身上发生了什么样的故事,她的爱情一定不顺利吧…… Thinks of these, Ding Jiamin felt, if trades to do is oneself, she could collapse. 想到这些,丁佳敏觉得如果换做是自己,她可能要崩溃的。 She was suddenly broad-minded, compared with the millet mother's bitter experience, frustration on her emotion converts anything! 她忽然心胸开阔了许多,与小米妈妈的遭遇相比,她的那点情感上的挫折算什么！ She told herself to buoy up strongly, do not lose the confidence to the life, must make own Sun, must make the millet Sun. 她告诉自己要坚强振作啊,不要对生活失去信心,要做自己的太阳,更要做小米的太阳。 In the afternoon, Ding Jiamin has not delivered the millet to go to the kindergarten again, she becomes this sadly, going to the kindergarten is not the good choice. 下午,丁佳敏没有再送小米去幼儿园,她伤心成这样,去幼儿园不是好的选择。 She brought the millet to leave, where without saying must go. 她带着小米离开了,没有说要去哪里。 stretch/open Tan gazes after the police vehicle to drive away, first looked at little white, little white is heavyhearted, she wants the following millet, is good to continue to comfort her. 张叹目送警车开走,先是看了看小白,小白忧心忡忡,她想跟着小米去,好继续安慰她。 He lowers the head to take a look at Xier who near the foot had not spoken again, asked kindly: „Are you good? You cry was also too miserable.” 他再低头打量脚边一直没说话的小喜儿,关切地问道:“你还好吗？你哭的也太惨了吧。” Xier hears word, wiped tears, grasped his thigh, ying chirp said: „I die sadly, the millet is quite pitiful ~ ~” 喜儿闻言,抹了一把眼泪,一把抱住他的大腿,嘤嘤嘤说:“我难过死啦,小米好可怜吖~~” stretch/open Tan saw in her hand to scratch the tears paper goods to soak softly, said: „Discards the paper goods, has traded one.” 张叹见她手里擦眼泪的纸巾都泡软了,说:“把纸巾扔掉,换过一张。” Xier scratched the corner of the eye, toot toot the small mouth, said that this is last. 喜儿擦了擦眼角,嘟嘟小嘴巴,说这已经是最后一张了。 „Did I give you one package of you to use up?” “我给你一包你都用完了？” „My tears bean cannot stop.” “我的泪豆子停不下来呢。” Opens sighs speechless, the heart said that you are really fierce, hold/container paper towel used up, this shed many tears. 张叹无语,心说你真是厉害,一包纸巾用完了,这是流了多少眼泪。 „I quite think the elder sister, I must look for the elder sister ~ ~” “我好想姐姐啊,我要去找姐姐~~” Looked at the sadness of millet, Xier felt suddenly oneself were really happy, she had the elder sister, she had all. 看了小米的悲伤,喜儿忽然觉得自己真幸福,她有姐姐呢,她有一切。