Happiness that Chapter 1354 dream awakes 第1354章梦醒的幸福 Ten thousand years sit in the car(riage), the complexion is gloomy, silent. 万年坐在车里,脸色阴沉,沉默不语。 The atmosphere is very dignified. 气氛很凝重。 The driver knows, boss mood bad to the extreme, he spunks up, avoids to become the undeserved target of anger. 司机知道,老板此刻心情糟糕到了极点,他打起精神,避免成为出气筒。 In ten thousand years of mind was recalling unceasingly a moment ago old ox to these words that he spoke, after was angry, was gradually tranquil, pondered over carefully, what his oneself does not want to acknowledge, old ox said was quite unexpectedly correct. 万年的脑海里不断回想着刚才老牛对他说的那些话,恼怒过后,渐渐平静下来,仔细琢磨,他自己不想承认的是,老牛说的竟然颇为正确。 He does not know how old ox knows his some situations, these situations should be the privacy keep secret were right. 他不知道老牛是怎么知道他的一些情况的,这些情况应该是隐私保密了才对。 He does not know, after he picks ten thousand small tigers, old ox did not feel relieved, with oneself asked Zhang Tan to investigate his situation shamelessly. 他不知道,在他把万小虎接走后,老牛不放心,用自己的老脸拜托了张叹查一下他的情况。 Zhang Tan sold old ox face, in line with ten thousand small tiger responsible attitudes, utilizes the resources, investigated thoroughly ten thousand years of situation carefully, did not say upside down, at least to his experience anything was clear. 张叹卖了老牛的面子,同时也本着对万小虎负责的态度,动用资源,仔细查清了万年的情况,不说底朝天,起码对他的经历什么的都一清二楚了。 Ten thousand years have three females, big have married, small one 16 years old, one 5 years old, without son. 万年有三女,大的已经结婚了,小的一个16岁,一个五岁,没有儿子。 He is operating a publishing house , before is, lamplights of ten thousand families publishing house that on the name card writes, in addition a chain bar, asset over a hundred million. 他经营着一家出版社,也就是之前名片上写的万家灯火出版社,此外还有一家连锁餐饮店,资产上亿。 Young time, he does not care not to have the son, thought that oneself in full vigour, would regenerating a son, as the age grows perceptibly, his lacking the ability to do what one would like even more, last year after the hospital inspected, the doctor told him, he has been unlikely to have the heir again. 年轻的时候,他不在乎没有儿子,觉得自己精力旺盛,总会再生一个儿子的,但是随着年龄见长,他越发的力不从心,去年在医院检查后,医生告诉他,他已经不大可能再有子嗣了。 His sperm lost the vigor. 他的精子失去了活力。 This to ten thousand years, without doubt is bolt from the blue, he thinks various means had not achieved wishes, until receiving Shen butterfly letter/believes, knows that oneself has a son to lose outside, immediately is delighted. 这对万年而言,无疑是晴天霹雳,他想了各种办法,始终没有如愿,直到收到沈蝶的信,才知道自己有一个儿子遗落在外,顿时喜出望外。 ...... …… „Boss, to family/home.” Suddenly, the driver reminded in a soft voice. “老板,到家了。”忽然,司机轻声提醒。 Ten thousand years then found, the automobile has stopped in the garage, he sits in the car(riage) does not know how long thought. 万年这才发现,汽车已经停在了车库里,他坐在车里不知道想了多久。 „Un.” “嗯。” Ten thousand years open the vehicle door, prepare to get out, suddenly inquired the driver: „Amn't I good to the small tiger?” 万年推开车门,准备下车,忽然询问司机:“我对小虎不好吗？” The driver follows to be many in his time every day, for these days he brought ten thousand small tigers to eat and drink, buys various types of new clothes new toys, was the driver is responsible for driving, can say the entire journey testimony. 司机每天跟在他身边的时间很多,这几天他带万小虎吃吃喝喝,买各种新衣服新玩具,都是司机负责开车,可以说全程见证。 The driver gawked staring, the head thought rapidly, finally has to brace oneself saying: „You gave him very good life environment.” 司机愣了愣,脑袋迅速思索,最后不得不硬着头皮说道:“您给了他很好的生活环境。” Ten thousand years of silence, the driver Alexander, worried immediately oneself spoke incorrectly the words. 万年沉默,司机顿时亚历山大,担心自己是不是说错了话。 Is good shows neither approval nor disapproval because of ten thousand years, said you also rest earlier, then got out. 好在万年不置可否,说了一句你也早点休息吧,然后就下车了。 old ox barber shop, after ten thousand years walks, ten thousand young tiger melon babies are jubilant, jump, goes to the kitchen to wash dishes on own initiative. 老牛理发店,万年走后,万小虎这个瓜娃子兴高采烈,蹦蹦跳跳,主动去厨房洗碗。 old ox does not have the helper, whatever he goes, washed the dish, leading him to take a bath, then sleeps. 老牛没有帮手,任由他去,洗了碗,带他洗澡,然后睡觉。 „Grandfather, I must go to the kindergarten tomorrow.” Lies on the small bed, ten thousand small tigers do not forget to remind old ox, do not forget tomorrow to send him to the matter of kindergarten. “爷爷,我明天要去幼儿园。”躺在小床上,万小虎不忘提醒老牛,不要忘了明天送他去幼儿园的事情。 „Good.” old ox should say. “好。”老牛应道。 „Can I go with Xier? Will Xier pass through here?” Ten thousand small tigers said. “我可以和喜儿一起去吗？喜儿会经过我们这里吗？”万小虎说道。 „You can see her to the kindergarten.” “你到幼儿园就能见到她。” „Grandfather, children these days had to think me? Did they ask me?” “爷爷,小朋友们这几天有没有想我？他们问了我吗？” „Asked, many schoolmates call to ask you, you teacher also asked several times.” “问了,好多同学打电话来问你,伱老师也问了好几次。” „Hee hee ~ ~” “嘻嘻嘻~~” „I turned off a light, sleeps a bit faster.” “我关灯了,快点睡觉。” „Wait ~ ~” “等等~~” „Are you doing?” “你这是在干嘛？” old ox sees ten thousand small tigers to tie up the hand of oneself with a towel on iron rod of bedhead, does the melon baby have this hobby? 老牛见万小虎用一根毛巾把自己的手绑在床头的铁杆子上,瓜娃子还有这爱好？ „Haha, Grandfather, in the evening do not pick up me, I bound oneself.” ten thousand Xiaohu said, lay down, relieved many. “哈哈,爷爷,你晚上不要把我抱走哦,我绑住了自己。”万小虎说完,躺了下来,安心不少。 old ox speechless. 老牛一阵无语。 „Grandfather, you told a story to me.” “爷爷,你给我讲个故事吧。” old ox told a fairy tale that oneself wrote to ten thousand small tigers, but without a while, he heard ten thousand small tigers to hear the even breathing. 老牛给万小虎讲起了自己写的一个童话故事,但是没一会儿,他就听到万小虎传来均匀的呼吸声。 He is very tired today, at this moment lies on the bed, going right to sleep. 他今天已经很累了,此刻躺在床上,倒头就睡着了。 Next day, the silly ten thousand small tigers see oneself not to pack off in the sleep secretly, happy, had the breakfast, conducts the back the book bag, must go to the kindergarten enthusiastically. 第二天,傻乎乎的万小虎见自己没有在睡梦中被偷偷送走,乐的屁颠屁颠的,吃了早餐,背上书包,兴匆匆地要去幼儿园。 After Little Red Horse Academy, he shouted little white in the institute entrance toward inside. 经过小红马学园时,他在院门口朝里面喊小白。 little white sees him to appear, pleasantly surprised, two children hug in the same place jump, cheer. 小白见他出现,惊喜不已,两个小朋友抱在一起蹦蹦跳跳,欢呼雀跃。 But they must go to school, can only separate quickly. 但他们都要上学,只能很快分开。 Ten thousand small tigers go to the kindergarten, received the warm welcome of schoolmates, gathers round him in abundance, inquired that his these days did anything. 万小虎来到幼儿园,受到了同学们的热烈欢迎,纷纷围着他,询问他这几天干什么去了。 old ox stands outside the classroom, looks at ten thousand small tiger cocky appearances, in the heart gratified. 老牛站在教室外,看着万小虎神气活现的样子,心中欣慰不已。 He rides slightly electric, on the road of going home, sees an upscale barber shop, stopped observed in the roadside for a long time, after returning to the oneself barber shop, two relativities, thought that the oneself barber shop was lump of excrement, was not strange not to have the young people. 他骑上小电动,在回家的路上,看到一家高档理发店,停车在路边观察了许久,回到自己的理发店后,两相对比,觉得自己的理发店就是一坨屎,不怪没有年轻人来。 He decides, from now on must run this shop well, cannot drift along again. 他打定主意,今后要好好经营这家小店,不能再混日子了。 The life crossed half, suddenly awakens, understood the responsibility on shoulder, had the pursue, starts to strive for success diligently, whether is late? 人生过了一半,突然醒悟过来,明白了肩上的责任,有了追求,开始努力拼搏,是否已晚？ old ox comes to the bedroom, puts out the wooden chest from the bed, turns on the cover, big pile of notebooks of heave in sight. 老牛来到卧室,从床底下搬出木箱子,打开盖子,一大堆的笔记本映入眼帘。 He sits, puts out a itself/Ben conveniently, reads story. 他席地而坐,随手拿出一本,翻看其中的故事。 This is he one by one, writes in these years every single word or phrase, is not only his story, is his life, his dream. 这都是他这几十年来一笔一划,一字一句写的,既是他的故事,更是他的人生,他的梦想。 He looks is very careful, turned one after another, sees the good place that writes, on the face not to hang up the smile voluntarily, sees not good place that writes, can not help frown, oneself scolded oneself two. 他看的很仔细,翻了一本又一本,看到写的好地方,脸上不自觉地挂起笑容,看到写的不好的地方,情不自禁皱起眉头,自己骂自己两句。 The time passes unknowingly, he sits on the floor like this reads the notebook, scattered in the room until the sunlight of out of the window. 时间不知不觉流逝,他就这样坐在地板上翻看笔记本,直到窗外的阳光撒进了屋里。 Looks at the time, already around 2 : 00 pm. 一看时间,已经下午 2 点多了。 Unknowingly, looked at more than six hours unexpectedly. 不知不觉,竟然看了六个多钟头。 But in the wooden chest still also has pressure bottom several notebooks not to look. 但木箱子里依然还有压箱底的几本笔记本没看。 old ox did not plan to look, he looking the notebook returned in the box, both hands hugged, the box somewhat sank, steady body, step by step next staircase, walked was very slow, the left leg stepped on , the right foot followed to fall. 老牛不打算看了,他把看过的笔记本重新放回箱子里,双手抱起来,箱子有些沉,稳了稳身型,一步一步下楼梯,走的很慢,左脚踩实了,右脚才跟着落下。 He depends on the wall, enclasps the wooden crate, finally arrives at a building, shifts to the right, entered the kitchen, placed the ground the wooden chest. 他靠着墙,抱紧木箱,终于来到一楼,转向右边,进入了厨房,把木箱子放在了地上。 He went out of the kitchen, took a trash can come back to the barber shop. 他走出了厨房,到理发店里拿了一只垃圾桶回来。 The trash can is the iron wire, old ox places the ground, found a cigarette lighter, then yearns for touched the wooden chest, clenched teeth to lift the cover, put out a notebook conveniently, looked that has not looked, fires the cigarette lighter, the flame leaps up, slowly lit the notebook. 垃圾桶是铁丝的,老牛放在地上,找到一只打火机,然后留恋地摸了摸木箱子,咬牙掀开了盖子,从中随手拿出了一本笔记本,看也没看,打响打火机,火苗蹿出,慢慢点燃了笔记本。 His hand is pinching the corner/horn of notebook, looks that it burns slowly, the flame meets the paper, the rapid expansion, the ashes fall in the trash can...... 他一只手捏着笔记本的一角,看着它慢慢燃烧起来,火苗遇到纸张,迅速扩大,灰烬落在垃圾桶里…… The flame is swallowing the notebook, until roasts the hand is unendurable, old ox who roasts puts down, threw into the notebook the trash can, whatever it burns through gradually. 火焰吞噬着笔记本,直到把手炙烤的难以忍受,老牛才放下,把笔记本丢进了垃圾桶里,任由其渐渐燃尽。 He puts out a itself/Ben, throws into the trash can burn down. 他紧接着又拿出一本,丢进垃圾桶里烧掉。 He oneself preserved dozens years, writes all over the notebook of story and dream 11 burns down. 他把自己保存了几十年的、写满故事和梦想的笔记本一一烧掉。 His heart intermittent ache, as if the flame fever, is not his book, but is his heart, is his physical body. 他的心一阵阵疼痛,仿佛火焰烧的,不是他的书,而是他的心,是他的肉体。 He feels a confusedness, as if heard a sound of disruption. 他感到一阵迷茫,仿佛听到了一声碎裂的声音。 The thing broke to pieces, the dream also awoke. 东西碎了,梦也醒了。 He is not oneself feels sorrowful, instead felt the unprecedented happiness. 他不为自己感到悲哀,反而感受到了前所未有的幸福。 Yes, happy. 是的,幸福。 He the dream of combustion oneself, that has never completed dream, while feels the unequalled happiness. 他一边燃烧自己的梦想,那从未完成过的梦想,一边感觉到无与伦比的幸福。 Some many people can be so lucky like him, until life more than half, still fortunately the dream of pursue childhood. 有多少人能像他这般幸运,直到人生过半,仍有幸追求儿时的梦想。 They under the heavy pressure of life, had forgotten the initial dream. 他们早已在生活的重压下,忘记了最初的梦想。 The society whets not to have the edges and corners stone them smoothly, does not have the independent ponder, drifts with the current. 社会将他们磨砺成圆滑没有棱角的石头,没有自主思考,随波逐流。 But he is lucky. 而他是幸运的。 At this moment, old ox wants to understand, suddenly sees the light, at present as if opens a leaf of front door, former he was hesitate to press forward before the gate, now, he put down held to read, forwarded with stride, because he believes, after the front door, there is a broader scenery to wait for him. 这一刻,老牛才想明白,才豁然开朗,眼前仿佛打开了一扇大门,从前的他在门前畏缩不前,现在,他放下了执念,大步向前,因为他相信,在大门之后,有更加广阔的风景在等待他。 50 know the destiny. 五十知天命。 He knows finally, the ideal is realized the difficulty, works rigid no longer in the result, but is the learned enjoys the process, the pale actually honor or disgrace, allow nature to take its course. 他终于知道,理想实现之艰难,做事不再执着于结果,而是学会享受过程,淡却荣辱,顺其自然。 Writing a book no longer is his holds to read, his holds to read with these notes is the same, burninged out. 写书不再是他的执念,他的执念和这些笔记一样,被烧尽了。 He has a more important pursue, in his heart has the object who needs to protect, his life is more substantial and is full of the fighting spirit. 他已经有了更重要的追求,他心中有了需要守护的对象,他的人生更加充实和充满斗志。