On this day when class recess rest, the children went out to play, only then a steelyard weight steelyard weight person sat on the seat, he looks at the dried beef of neighboring table army army, the greedy direct-current saliva, wanted to catch the mouth to eat several times, but bore, placed under the small hand of being ready to make trouble the table, did not feel relieved especially, carried behind, like this he does not want to grasp the dried beef of army army. 这天课间休息时,孩子们都出去玩了,只有砣砣一个人坐在座位上,他看着邻桌军军的牛肉干,馋的直流口水,几次想要抓到嘴里吃,但是忍住了,把蠢蠢欲动的小手放在了桌子底下,尤不放心,又背到了身后,这样他就不会想去抓军军的牛肉干了。 However Teacher changed/easy the Chinese rhubarb of family/home walked, ate the dried beef of army army, the steelyard weight steelyard weight makes an effort to dig up, cannot hold on. 但是易老师家的大黄走了过来,一口就把军军的牛肉干吃了,砣砣使劲扒拉,都没能拉住。 army army come back to discover that the dried beef did not have, thinks that was the steelyard weight steelyard weight stole food, told Li sound, Li sound criticized the steelyard weight steelyard weight. 军军回来发现牛肉干没了,以为是砣砣偷吃了,告诉李响,李响把砣砣批评了一顿。 The steelyard weight steelyard weight puts in great inconvenience is also sad, at noon when serves a meal, he disappears. The person who the entrance passed by said, saw the steelyard weight steelyard weight went to the pond, Li sound and Ms. Yi feng same went into the pond finds the person, is here nobody left. 砣砣委屈又伤心,中午开饭时,他不见了。门口路过的人说,看到砣砣去了池塘边,李响和易嫂疯了一样跑到池塘边找人,可是这里空无一人。 Ms. Yi makes Li sound go to the school to shout Teacher changed/easy, Teacher changed/easy learns of the news, cannot attend to attending class, rides the bicycle to dash, on the road almost fall in the field several times. The villagers are salvaging in the pond, Teacher changed/easy the whole body was soaked by the sweat, pants, can ignore the rest, threw into the pond, but fished half-day anything not to fish. 易嫂让李响去学校把易老师喊来,易老师得知消息,顾不上正在上课,骑着自行车就飞奔回来,路上几次差点摔田里。村民们正在池塘里打捞,易老师全身被汗水湿透,气喘吁吁,顾不上休息,也一头扎进了池塘,但捞了半天什么也没捞到。 The sudden villagers run over, shout loudly, said discovered the child under the rivers. 突然一个村民跑过来,大喊大叫,说在河流下方发现了小孩。 As soon as Teacher changed/easy listens, the ghost all braves, insane same ran, in rivers is not the child, but is the weed is twining a dead pig, but has a false alarm. 易老师一听,亡魂皆冒,疯了一样跑去,河流中的不是小孩,而是杂草缠绕着一只死猪,只是虚惊一场。 At this time, Teacher changed/easy the miraculous glow flashed, before he remembered the Yuan root, him told that the steelyard weight steelyard weight sat under the big tree of village frequently, because that was his parents and his separated place, at that time his parents said a while, several days later will come back, but crossed for several years not to come back. 这时候,易老师灵光一闪,他想起元根之前跟他说的,砣砣经常坐在村口的大树下,因为那是他爸爸妈妈和他分开的地方,当时他爸爸妈妈说出去一会儿,过几天就回来,但过了好几年了也没有回来。 The steelyard weight steelyard weight likes sitting under the big tree dull looks at the background, is hoping the parents go home. 砣砣就喜欢坐在大树下呆呆的看着来路,盼着父母回家。 Teacher changed/easy rides the bicycle to run the village, after the big tree, transmitted an uncle, the steelyard weight steelyard weight transferred from the tree. 易老师骑上自行车跑去村口,大树后传来一声伯伯,砣砣从树后面转了出来。 Teacher changed/easy feels relieved, holding the steelyard weight steelyard weight is sitting under the big tree is speechless for a very long time, he at this moment, streaming with sweat, the mental effort is thin and pale.. 易老师如释重负,抱着砣砣坐在大树下久久无语,此刻的他,汗流浃背,心力憔悴。。 After going home, always moderate Teacher changed/easy flies into a rage, interrogated why Ms. Yi has not favored the child, Li Xiangzhan in the one side, rebukes oneself guilty, but she does not have the courage to acknowledge, after all she is also only 16 years old. 回家后,一向温和的易老师大发雷霆,质问易嫂为什么没有看好孩子,李响站在一旁,愧疚自责,但是她没有勇气承认,毕竟她也才16岁。 In the evening, quiet at dead of night, Li sound is using the flashlight, carried sack between-meal snack to look for Teacher changed/easy, between -meal snack eats to the steelyard weight steelyard weight, she told Teacher changed/easy the daytime matter truthfully, was saying was saying cried. She discovered, being the teacher is not that simple matter, she now could not have done, she had reached an agreement with the father, must go back to study, next year will take the pedagogical test, will study the young normal junior college industry. 晚上,夜深人静,李响打着手电筒,拎了一大袋零食来找易老师,零食是给砣砣吃的,她把白天的事情如实告诉易老师,说着说着就哭了起来。她发现,做老师不是那么简单的事,她现在还做不了,她已经和爸爸商量好了,要回去读书,明年参加师范考试,学幼师专业。 Teacher changed/easy is filled with for her was happy, read the book, had the culture, making anything was good. 易老师满心为她高兴,读到了书,有文化,做什么都好。 He pulls out 200 dollars, the stopper to Li sound, making her buy a stationery, gazes after her to leave. 他掏出两百块钱,塞给李响,让她买点文具,目送她离开。 Mondays and Friday children attend class, in the weekend when rest, Teacher changed/easy leads the children to go to the outdoors, thin root drawing the flatbed, on the vehicle is sitting the happy children, they are singing the nursery rhymes, across the golden yellow rice paddy, Teacher changed/easy follows to be responsible for pushing a cart after the car(riage). 周一和周五孩子们上课,周末休息时,易老师就带着孩子们去户外,瘦根拉着平板车,车上坐着开开心心的孩子们,她们唱着童谣,穿过金黄的稻田,易老师跟在车后负责推车。 They play the game, to tell the story on the lawn, entering the weather is cool after autumn gradually, Teacher changed/easy still insisted that the belt/bring children go out to play. 她们在草地上做游戏、讲故事,入秋后天气渐凉,易老师依然坚持带孩子们外出游玩。 That yellow platform trailer, packed the happiness of children childhood. 那辆黄色的平板拖车,装满了孩子们童年的欢乐。 A few days later, Liu Bin and yellow Ji the brave couple comes to the kindergarten to look at daughter show. 几天后,刘斌和黄继勇两口子来幼儿园看女儿秀秀。 Liu Bin works to make money in the shen city, two years had not gone home, she thought of the daughter, therefore gets out to directly soar the kindergarten, including the family has not returned. 刘斌在堔城打工赚钱,已经两年没有回过家了,她太想念女儿了,所以下了车就直奔幼儿园,连家都还没有回。 However show does not know mother, hides does not dare to come out behind the pillar. Liu Bin goes forward to hug her in the bosom, show is not willing to make her hug, keeps struggling, Liu Bin has to put down her, puts out between -meal snack and toy from the bag, but show does not dare to meet, looked that her vision looks like looks at the stranger, but also brings vacant. 然而秀秀已经不认识妈妈了,躲在柱子后面不敢出来。刘斌上前把她抱在怀里,秀秀不愿意让她抱,不停地挣扎,刘斌只好把她放下,从行李包里拿出零食和玩具,但秀秀不敢接,看她的目光就像是看陌生人,还带着一丝茫然。 Sees show family reunion, Teacher changed/easy was happy for them, however a few days , a raining night, Liu Bin took the bag to find Teacher changed/easy, gave him west a sack Zidong, said that asked him to give show. 看到秀秀一家团圆,易老师为他们高兴,然而没几天,一个下雨的夜晚,刘斌提着行李包找到易老师,给了他一大袋子东西,说请他交给秀秀。 But Teacher changed/easy said, show several days has not come to the kindergarten, asked that they had anything. 但易老师说,秀秀已经几天没来幼儿园了,问他们发生了什么。 Liu Bin keeps mouth shut, secretly downcast. 刘斌三缄其口,暗自神伤。 Outside the room the heavy rain downpour, Teacher changed/easy the couple accompanies Liu Bin to sit in the dim light of night, for a long time from now on, Liu Bin said, she and yellow Jiyong divorced, two years that in she goes out to work, yellow Jiyong had other women, show is also sentenced to yellow Jiyong. 屋外大雨倾盆,易老师两口子陪刘斌坐在夜色里,许久过后,刘斌才说道,她和黄继勇离婚了,在她外出打工的两年时间里,黄继勇有了其他女人,秀秀也被判给了黄继勇。 Teacher changed/easy decides to manage this matter, he found him to yellow Ji the brave family/home, but yellow Ji the brave attitude is firm. 易老师决定管一管这事,他到黄继勇家找到他,但黄继勇态度坚定。 Year to year living apart life, has let two people conjugal relation deterioration. 常年的分居生活,已经让两人的夫妻关系恶化。 Liu Bin decides to leave this sadly, she must return to the shen city to continue to work. She does not dare to raise the divorce with the wife's relatives the matter, yellow Jiyong does not make her see show. 刘斌决定离开这个伤心地,她要返回堔城继续打工。她没敢跟娘家人提离婚的事,黄继勇也不让她见秀秀。 She can only start off poor, delivers her people not to have. 她只能孤苦无依地上路,一个送她的人都没有。 In boarding, Teacher changed/easy rode the bicycle to catch up in a hurry, show sat on the cross rod of bicycle. 就在上车的时候,易老师骑着自行车匆匆赶来了,秀秀就坐在自行车的横杆上。 Liu Bin was pleasantly surprised, hugs show to kiss kissed, this walked, does not know when can come back, when the time comes did show also know her? 刘斌惊喜不已,抱着秀秀亲了又亲,这一走,不知道什么时候才能回来,到时候秀秀还认不认识她？ Looks at the Xiuxiu's still strange attitude to oneself, Liu Bin feels like a knife twisting in the heart, the tearful eyes dance. 看着秀秀对自己依然陌生的态度,刘斌心如刀割,泪眼婆娑。 She knows, the absence of oneself makes Xiuxiu's childhood not have existence of mother, but side is the life, side is a child, she does not have the power of choice, gave a thought to the life unable to attend to the child, attended to the child being able to ignore the life. 她知道,自己的缺席让秀秀的童年没有妈妈的存在,但一边是生活,一边是孩子,她没有选择的权力,顾了生活就顾不了孩子,顾了孩子就顾不上生活。 Teacher changed/easy leads show, gazes after Liu Bin to go by car to go far away. He points at the bus service of going far away to tell show, that is your mother, you must remember, do not forget. 易老师带着秀秀,目送刘斌坐车远去。他指着远去的班车告诉秀秀,那個是你妈妈,你一定要记住,千万不要忘了。 show is bewildered. 秀秀一脸茫然。 Returns to the road in village, Teacher changed/easy saw his once student easy literary talent. Easy literary talent at this moment not to have the beforehand high-spiritedness again, he and young wife exchanges flattery and favors, squats cries in the roadside. 回村的路上,易老师看到他曾经的学生易文才。此刻的易文才再无之前的意气风发,他和小媳妇拉拉扯扯,蹲在路边哭哭啼啼。 Originally, after the young wife has a child, crosses to the new vigor of village life, must return to the shen city, even if abandons the husband to abandon the female. 原来,小媳妇生了孩子后,对农村生活的新鲜劲一过,就死活要回堔城,哪怕抛夫弃女。 Teacher changed/easy does not know how to open the mouth to persuade, can only lead show to leave silently. 易老师不知如何开口劝说,只能带着秀秀默默离开。 In goes home, the old schoolmate of Teacher changed/easy is waiting at home, after several exchanged greetings, the old schoolmate indicated the purpose in coming, originally now sets up the kindergarten to have two rigid conditions ; first, must hold the card employment ; second, to send and pick up the child must have the school bus. 回到家里,易老师的老同学在家等着,几句寒暄过后,老同学表明来意,原来现在开办幼儿园要有两个硬性条件,一是必须持证上岗,二是接送孩子要有校车。 Teacher changed/easy smiles bitterly, school bus 40,000-50,000 dollars , he even if sold the house did not have so much money. 易老师苦笑,一辆校车40,000-50,000块钱,他就算把房子卖了也没这么多钱。 The old schoolmate said that the stipulation is this, without means that but Teacher changed/easy does good for the village, he will reflect upwardly, strives. 老同学说规定就是这样的,没有办法,但易老师是为村里做好事,他会向上反映,争取一下。 Then, the Venus kindergarten opened was less than two months, was forced to close down. 就这样,启明星幼儿园开了不到两个月,就被迫停办。 Ms. Yi confessed Teacher changed/easy children's school expense, this/should drawing back drew back, this/should receiving receives. 易嫂交代易老师把孩子们的学费,该退的退了,该收的收回来。 Ms. Yi touches children's head, does not abandon completely. 易嫂摸了摸孩子们的脑袋,满是不舍。 Last delivers the children to go home, Teacher changed/easy oneself flaring out animal-drawn cart. 最后一趟送孩子们回家,易老师自己拉平板车。 That mountain road, that is that stone bridge, beautiful scenery, but the mood is entirely different, the children did not have the past happy talks and laughters. 还是那条山路,那是那座石桥,山清水秀,但是心情已经截然不同,孩子们没有了往日的欢声笑语。 Teacher changed/easy sends home the children, to a guardians confession, he drew back this money of drawing back, but this/should money of receiving says. 易老师把孩子们一个一个送回家,给家长们一个交代,他把该退的钱都退了,但该收的钱却怎么也说不出口。 Children reductions on flatbed, only have show and steelyard weight steelyard weight finally. 平板车上的孩子们一个个减少,最后只剩下秀秀和砣砣。 When delivers show goes home, her family/home front door shuts tightly, Xiuxiu's aunt said that yellow Ji brave several days ago went south the shen city to work, threw show to her. 送秀秀回家时,她家大门紧闭,秀秀的伯母说,黄继勇几天前南下堔城打工去了,把秀秀丢给了她。 Has the kindergarten to act as an agent, she can also accept, but the kindergarten closes down now, she must be busy at the farm work during the daytime, simply does not have the time, is not willing to receive this child in such an arrangement. 有幼儿园代管,她还能接受,但现在幼儿园停办,她白天要忙农活,根本没有时间,不愿意收这个拖油瓶。 At this time Xiuxiu's uncle came back, he received show. 这时候秀秀的大伯回来了,他接下了秀秀。 Teacher changed/easy brings the steelyard weight steelyard weight to leave, has not walked far, broadcasts the sound that Aunt show and uncle quarrelled, two people for being heavily engaged that Xiuxiu's matter struggled. 易老师带着砣砣离开,可没走多远,身后就传来秀秀伯母和大伯吵架的声音,两人为秀秀的事争的不可开交。 Xiuxiu Station in corner, eyeful panic-stricken. 秀秀站在墙角,满眼惊恐。 Steelyard weight steelyard weight in the , Teacher changed/easy delivers proficiently the steelyard weight steelyard weight, in the family/home only has the paternal grandmother, the paternal grandmother lose the sight of both eyes, the life takes care of oneself difficultly, let alone attendance steelyard weight steelyard weight. 砣砣家就在附近,易老师把砣砣送到家,家里却只有奶奶,奶奶双目失明,生活自理都难,更别说照顾砣砣。 The left-behind children lack the love, remaining behind the old person is also poor, in pairs struggles in the life and survival edge. 留守儿童缺少爱,留守老人同样孤苦无依,双双在生活与生存的边缘挣扎。 Looks at present the pitiful old person and child, Teacher changed/easy feels sad, he holds the flatbed the steelyard weight steelyard weight finally again. Since no one looks after the steelyard weight steelyard weight, that he looks. 看着眼前可怜的老人和孩子,易老师心酸不已,最终他把砣砣再次抱上了平板车。既然没有人照顾砣砣,那就他来照顾吧。 Passed by show family/home, show rolls up in the corner is in a daze, Teacher changed/easy called a show, show raised the head, saw is he, showed the smile, shouted an uncle. 路过秀秀家,秀秀蜷缩在角落里发呆,易老师叫了一声秀秀,秀秀抬起头,看到是他,露出笑容,喊了一声伯伯。 Teacher changed/easy also picked show, on gone back road, did show ask Teacher changed/easy, where the father went to? Why no one wants her. 易老师把秀秀也接走了,回去的路上,秀秀问易老师,爸爸去了哪里？为什么没人要她。 Teacher changed/easy said, is not does not want her, but went to the shen city to work. 易老师说,不是不要她,而是去了堔城打工。 show asked that shen city where. 秀秀问,堔城在哪里。 Teacher changed/easy said that shen city in the south. 易老师说,堔城在南方。 show asked that south where? 秀秀问,南方在哪里呀？ This time Teacher changed/easy had nothing to say in reply. 这次易老师无言以对。 He and a thin root person is conducting the back a child, arrived at the mountain top, Teacher changed/easy points at mountain that side saying that the shen city in that side, that side was south, has walked toward south from here, has walked toward south, in the position of horizon, was the shen city, your parents worked there. 他和瘦根一人驮着一个孩子,来到山头,易老师指着山那边说,堔城就在那边,那边就是南方,从这里一直往南走,一直往南走,在天边的位置,就是堔城,你们的爸爸妈妈就是在那里打工。 show also asked, works to do? 秀秀又问,打工干嘛？ Teacher changed/easy replied, worked to make money. 易老师回答说,打工挣钱啊。 show also asked, makes money to do. 秀秀又问,挣钱干嘛。 Teacher changed/easy answered, bought delicious for you, bought the new clothes, making you study the culture. 易老师答,给你买好吃的,买新衣服,让你读书有文化。 show and steelyard weight steelyard weight asked with one voice when the parents will come back. 秀秀和砣砣齐声问,爸爸妈妈什么时候才会回来。 Teacher changed/easy said, the new year's celebration will come back. 易老师说,过年就会回来。 Two children then show the smile. 两个小朋友这才露出笑容。 They hand in hand, look out the south, at present is the continuous mountain ridge...... 他们手牵手,遥望南方,眼前是连绵不绝的山岭…… In the south of horizon, turned into reading of their childhood to think. 远在天边的南方,变成了她们童年的念想。 In goes home, Ms. Yi looks child who these two cannot deliver, helpless loves dearly, finally admitted them. She makes the son buy the meat, in the evening does some to show and steelyard weight steelyard weight delicious. 回到家里,易嫂看着这两个送不掉的小孩,无奈又心疼,最终还是接纳了她们。她让儿子去买点肉,晚上给秀秀和砣砣做点好吃的。 Had the dinner, changed/easy Wencai has hugged a baby to find Teacher changed/easy, said afraid to say a word, he wants to ask to look after to Ms. Yi the child, his wife ran, he must go to the shen city to look for the wife. 吃过晚饭,易文才抱着一个婴儿找到易老师,吞吞吐吐地说,他想把孩子拜托给易嫂照顾,他老婆跑了,他要去堔城找老婆。 Ms. Yi has a mind to reject, but looks baby who in the swaddling clothes the eye has not opened, heart one soft, finally received the child. 易嫂有心拒绝,但是看着襁褓里眼睛都没睁开的宝宝,心一软,最终还是接过了孩子。 The easy literary talent to Teacher changed/easy money, but Teacher changed/easy has not received, urged him to be away from home, the place that must spend money were many, oneself remains. 易文才要给易老师钱,但易老师没有收,叮嘱他出门在外,要用钱的地方多,自己留着吧。 changed/easy Wencai is wiping tears, vanishes in the dim light of night...... 易文才抹着眼泪,消失在夜色里…… Ms. Yi hugs the baby of crying for food to gaze after speechless, Teacher changed/easy shouts toward the deserted dim light of night in: Earlier comes back. 易嫂抱着嗷嗷待哺的宝宝无言目送,易老师则朝空寂的夜色里喊道:早点回来啊。 Earlier comes back ~ 早点回来啊~ Not was only to changed/easy Wencai said that was to is forced to leave native place stranger's affection summon that and went out innumerably to fight. 不仅仅是对易文才说的,更是对无数背井离乡、外出打拼的异乡人的深情呼唤。 PS: To everyone recommends this movie «To look out Southern Childhood» PS:向大家推荐这部电影《遥望南方的童年》