RID :: Volume #8 刀剑神域&阿拉德

#1754: Faced own past


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At night, rides the dragon car(riage) that Rem is driving, before Xie Ming and likes Millie arriving at the graveyard, again. 夜晚,乘坐着雷姆驾驶的龙车,谢铭和爱蜜莉雅再次来到了墓所之前。 Peers, not only has Lods Var and Ram, Djafer is also driving dragon Che, leading Pir Malaysia to come here. 同行的并不仅有罗兹瓦尔和拉姆,加菲尔也同样驾驶着龙车,带着毕尔玛来到了这里。 His expression, as before some indescribable. 只是他的表情,依旧有一些难以言喻。 Is holding the resistance, harbors some anticipations. 抱着抗拒,却又怀着些期待。 Although was always saying that must face the past, spans. But this past , is so can it be that easy to be spanned? Because is unable to span, people want to forget. 虽然总在说要面对过去,跨越过去。可这个过去,又岂是那么容易就被跨越的?正是因为无法跨越,人们才想要遗忘。 May forget, can only solve the problem temporarily. That by the memory that oneself evade, one day will arrive at own front in another way again. 可遗忘,只能暂时的解决问题。那份被自己逃避的记忆,总有一天会以另一种方式再次来到自己的面前。 By that time, can you also escape? 到了那个时候,你还能逃吗? Cannot escape. 逃不掉的。 The people could deceive itself for a while, actually cannot deceive oneself I. 人或许能骗自己一时,却骗不了自己一世。 Because Djafer wants to understand this truth, will therefore arrive at the graveyard , before today again. He wants to have a look, similarly because of the past loving Millie of failure, whether can have the courage to challenge again, defeated... own past. 正是因为加菲尔想明白了这个道理,所以今天才会再次来到墓所前。他想看看,同样因为过去而失败的爱蜜莉雅,是否能够鼓起勇气再次挑战,战胜...自己的过去。 Sir Xie Ming, loves Sir Millie, we arrived.” 谢铭大人,爱蜜莉雅大人,我们到了。” Un, thank you, Rem.” “嗯,谢谢你,雷姆。” Is grasping the green demon crystal stone that presents together the fissure, likes Millie opening the eye slowly. In the beautiful pupil, had had many once nothing. 握着出现一道裂痕的绿色魔晶石,爱蜜莉雅缓缓睁开眼睛。美丽的瞳孔中,已经多出了许多曾经没有的东西。 Rem.” “雷姆。” Yes, Sir Xie Ming.” “是,谢铭大人。” Tonight after I and likes Millie going, outside may be lively.” “今晚在我和爱蜜莉雅进去之后,外面或许会非常热闹。” Xie Ming closes one's eyes, tranquil saying: When the time comes, you do with your idea.” 谢铭闭着眼睛,平静的说道:“到时候,你就跟着自己的想法去做吧。” „...... I understood.” “......我明白了。” As if listened to anything from the Xie Ming words, Rem nodded to reply: Sir Xie Ming please feel relieved, Rem will protect and elder sister Sir.” 似乎从谢铭的话中听出了什么,雷姆点头回答道:“谢铭大人请放心,雷姆会保护好自己和姐姐大人的。” Un.” “嗯。” Opens the eye, is smiling to loving Millie: Ok, we walked.” 睁开眼睛,对着身旁的爱蜜莉雅一笑:“好了,我们走吧。” For the tonight's matter, begins.” “为今晚的事情,拉开序幕。” Doesn't have the issue?” Asking that likes Millie being somewhat worried about. “没问题吗?”爱蜜莉雅有些担心的问道。 Naturally.” “当然。” Two people in tandem go down from the dragon vehicle, shoulder to shoulder toward inducing to trial, since is bright the fluorescent trial to walk. 两人一前一后从龙车上走下,并肩向着感应到试炼者,再次亮起荧光的试炼所走去。 All kinds of lines of sight are gazing after them. 身后,各种各样的视线在目送着他们。 Blessing and anticipation, complex and tranquil...... 祝福、期待、复杂、平静...... Once again after this quiet long stone porch, liked Millie smiling suddenly. 又一次经过这幽长的石廊,爱蜜莉雅突然笑了起来。 „, Scary.” “哇,吓人。” !! Excessively!” “唔!!过分!” Likes Millie staring to Xie Ming: My laughter is not scary!” 爱蜜莉雅瞪向谢铭:“我的笑声才不吓人!” No, loves Millie, you think our present environment.” Intentionally Xie Ming presses the sound is very low: In this lonesome and quiet dark stone porch, suddenly, laughter of young girl resounds from the side.” “不,爱蜜莉雅,你想想我们现在的环境啊。”谢铭故意将声音压的很低:“在这幽静阴暗的石廊中,突然间,一阵少女的笑声从身边响起。” „Don't you feel somewhat absolutely terrifiedly?” “难道你不觉得有些毛骨悚然吗?” Perhaps in our behind, has the ghost of young girl to follow silently we .... “或许在我们的身后,有着少女的亡魂在默默的跟着我们....” ....... “.......” Likes Millie blinking: But we must see now, isn't the dead spirit?” 爱蜜莉雅眨了眨眼睛:“可是我们现在要去见的,不就是亡灵吗?” Also yes.” “也是哦。” The Xie Ming expression returns to normal, asked with a smile: Therefore, why you will smile?” 谢铭表情恢复正常,笑着问道:“所以,你为什么会笑?” Un .... How can I say? Always feels and Xie Ming this is walking shoulder to shoulder, really linked at heart does not have anxiously.” “嗯....怎么说呢?总感觉和谢铭这样并肩走着,心里真的连一点不安都没有了。” Likes Millie saying in a soft voice: Moreover, since Xie Ming you come back, we did not have like this leisurely and carefree has taken a walk, not?” 爱蜜莉雅轻声说道:“而且,自从谢铭你回来后,我们也一直没有这样悠闲的散步过,不是吗?” In the hotel, I must be busy learning the related knowledge of management territory. After arriving here, I had this and that matter. Therefore I suddenly feel...” “在宅邸的时候,我要忙着学习管理领地的相关知识。来到这里后,我又发生了这样那样的事情。所以我才突然觉得...” Present I, am very actually happy.” “现在的我,其实已经很幸福了。” Right?” “是吗?” Front looks at unlatched stone door, Xie Ming smiles: I have a righteousness younger brother, had spoken such words.” 看着面前虚掩着的石门,谢铭笑了笑:“我有一个义弟,曾经说过这样的话。” Happiness, actually looks like the glass. Usually never detected, but it truly exists, angle that so long as the change looks at slightly, the glass will shine upon the ray. Must choke up to depend own existence compared with anything, actually appears the transparent colored glaze color. “幸福,其实就像是玻璃。平时从未察觉,但它确实存在,只要稍微改变看的角度,玻璃就会映照出光芒。比任何东西都要哽住仗着自己的存在,却显出透明的琉璃色彩。 Is only we, rarely will change itself. Therefore, many people have not detected, truly in own happiness.” ”“只是我们,很少会改变自己。因此,很多人都没有察觉到,确实在自己身边的幸福。” Xie Ming your righteousness younger brother, felt that with reciting Poet roaming is the same.” 谢铭你的义弟,感觉和吟游诗人一样呢。” Ha haha... this occupation is very perhaps suitable his.” “哈哈哈...或许这个职业还真的挺适合他的。” Saying, Xie Ming took the lead to step into the stone chamber, like returning to own room same at will. Likes Millie also following he to enter the stone chamber, two people sit in the center of room. 说着,谢铭率先踏进了石室中,就如同回到自己的房间一样随意。爱蜜莉雅也跟着他走进石室,两人在房间的中央坐好。 .... The feeling somewhat was also intense.” “唔....感觉又有些紧张起来了。” Relax, with that Strega (Witch) bad character, when you feel the anxious next quarter....” “放心,以那个魔女恶劣的性格来说,当你感受到紧张的下一刻...嗯。” Looks has depended on own shoulder, loving Millie who enters the trial, Xie Ming helpless shaking the head. 看着已经靠在自己肩上,进入试炼的爱蜜莉雅,谢铭无奈的摇了摇头。 When you feel intensely, then the next quarter is bad Strega (Witch) drags into the time of trial you. 当你感觉到紧张,那么下一刻便是恶劣魔女将你拉入试炼的时间。 Facts showed, understanding of Xie Ming to Aggie Donner is correct. 事实证明,谢铭对艾姬多娜的理解是正确的。 Ok, I should also go.” “好了,我也该进去了。” Let loose own spiritual defense movie screen, Xie Ming closed the eye slowly. In the mind, the tranquil voice starts to reverberate. 放开自己的精神防御障壁,谢铭慢慢的合上了眼睛。脑海中,自己平静的声音开始回荡。 First faces the past that oneself reject.” “首先面对自己拒绝的过去吧。” My past ..... “我的过去.....” Also really made one somewhat fondly remember.” “还真令人有些怀念啊。” ----- ----- Ding ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ “叮~~~~~~~” ....... “.......” Put out a hand from the bedding, switches off to place the alarm clock of bedhead, Xie Ming flexure the head was sitting, looked to own both hands. 从被窝中伸出手,关掉放在床头的闹钟,谢铭挠着脑袋坐了起来,看向自己的双手。 This is a pair of does not have any callus, without experiencing any misery injury, immature small hand. 这是一双没有任何老茧,没有经历任何苦难伤害的,稚嫩的小手。 Silent the moment, Xie Ming crossed the head slightly. 沉默了片刻,谢铭微微偏过脑袋。 By him, is the surface has at the same time the closet of big mirror. The mirror reflected, his present appearance. 在他旁边,便是表面有着一面大镜子的衣柜。镜子倒映出了,他现在的模样。 On Xiaoping facial countenance leads a baby to be fat. 小平头脸上带着点婴儿肥。 The completeness is the appearance of elementary school period. 完完全全是自己小学时期的模样。 On the chair before window, is hanging is light blue and school uniform of white interaction. Putting on to be very comfortable, but actually unusual earth. 窗前的椅子上,挂着的则是浅蓝和白色相间的校服。穿起来很舒适,但却非常的土。 ..... “呼.....” Long puts out the one breath, Xie Ming smiles bitterly was saying: This also is really... makes one fondly remember.” 长长吐出一口气,谢铭苦笑着说道:“这还真是...令人怀念啊。” Wears the school uniform, opens the door. In house quiet, on the wall the clock besides sound that takes a walk, is in another room the snoring sound of man. 穿上校服,打开房门。房子里静悄悄的,除了墙上时钟走动的声音外,就是另一个房间中男人的呼噜声。 Narrowed the eye, Xie Ming entered the bathroom, cleaned the teeth and washes the face by the somewhat fuzzy memory, then returned to the room to tidy up the work of book bag and swayed on table again. 眯了眯眼睛,谢铭走进卫生间,凭借自己有些模糊的记忆刷牙、洗脸,然后再次回到房间收拾书包和摆在桌子上的作业。 While convenient, read. 顺便,翻看了一下。 Un, completed.” “嗯,做完了。” Also explained, this is before that matter, oneself are good the student time. 也就说明,这是在那件事发生之前,自己还是好学生的时候。 Carries the book bag to take the key and breakfast money on bookshelf, changes somewhat weak light blue athletic shoes. Before going out of house, Xie Ming looked on a wall finally the date of electronic watch. 背起书包拿上书架上的钥匙和早餐钱,换上有些幼稚的浅蓝色球鞋。在走出房子之前,谢铭最后看了眼墙上电子表的日期。 June 21. 6月21日。 „......” “......” Not the heavy heavy closing front door, went to three well ventilated staircases, after passing through is sending out some unusual smells alleys, presents in him at present, is a shade alley. 不重不轻的关上大门,下了三层通风的楼梯,走过散发着一些异味的小巷后,呈现在他眼前的,便是一条绿荫小路。 Both sides of path are planting luxuriant green often/common Chunshu, downstairs breakfast shop has opened the door to be busy at work the preparation. Following remembering, Xie Ming slowly walks in the school direction. 道路的两旁种植着绿意盎然的常春树,楼下的早餐店已经开门忙活准备。顺着记忆,谢铭慢悠悠的向着学校方向走去。 He understands, all these are the projections that remember. Even dies American big sickle not needing detail in alley has. 他明白,这一切都是自己记忆的投影。甚至连死在小巷中的美洲大镰这种没必要的细节都有。 Moreover the position of death, but also in the position with impression is exactly the same. 而且死的位置,还和印象中的位置一模一样。 But regarding his type already the traveller who passes through in hundreds and thousands of the journey, this place is always worth fondly remembering. 但对于他这种已经走过成百上千年旅途的旅行者来说,这片地方始终是值得怀念的。 No matter, he has come across anything here. 不管,在这里他遇到过什么事情。
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