RID :: Volume #8 刀剑神域&阿拉德

#1686: False can also really create


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Xie Ming is a sense of responsibility very strong person, this person may live very tired, but will also obtain very sufficiently. Because they will feel, the matter that oneself handle is meaningful. 谢铭一直是一个责任感很强的人,这种人或许会活得很累,但同样也会获得很充足。因为他们会觉得,自己所做的事情是有意义的。 But all sense of responsibility strong people, have one to follow lifetime Villain/enemy: Frustration. 但所有责任心强的人,都有一个要伴随一生的敌人:挫败感。 Elementary school time becomes the class cadres very happily, thinks that can add on teacher busy to be very fierce. Therefore oneself must help busy of teacher with every effort, manages the schoolmate. 小学的时候成为班级干部非常的开心,认为能够帮上老师忙的自己很厉害。所以自己要尽力的帮老师的忙,管理好同学。 But in the junior middle school, the flavor started changes. 但在初中的时候,味道就开始变了。 Flatters the teacher, the rebel of class, informs...... the responsibility from class cadre, is telling to need to manage the good class. May manage the good class, represents must offend the schoolmate. 讨好老师,班级的叛徒,告密......来自班干部的责任,在告诉着自己需要去管理好班级。可管理好班级,代表着要得罪同学。 No one likes some people managing itself all day long, let alone this person is own classmate. 没一个人喜欢有人成天管着自己,更别说这个人是自己的同班同学。 In addition average people so, let alone in class was bad. 普通人尚且如此,更别说班级里的不良了。 Grows up again, the student association learns smoothly, learned appropriate turning a blind eye , the learned bows to the reality. But before that what does the student association encounter? 再长大一点,学生会学会圆滑,学会适当的睁一只眼闭一只眼,学会向现实低头。但在那之前,学生会遭遇什么? Will encounter the repel and mistreatment, will be isolated. 会遭遇排斥和欺负,会被孤立。 Oneself have not made the mistake obviously, oneself are helping the teacher manage the class order, why can oneself suffer this crime? 明明自己并没有做错,自己是在帮老师管理班级秩序,为什么自己要遭受这种罪? Slowly, class cadre type of thing then becomes the model that strenuous does not flatter. Wastes own energy, affects own condition and mood, but also two do not flatter. 慢慢的,班干部这种东西便成为了吃力又不讨好的典型。浪费自己的精力,影响自己的状态和心情,还两头不讨好。 Only then eats to the full was supporting the person, being on duty cadre. 只有吃饱了撑着的人,才当班干部。 Initial ideal, eventually by reality and frustration being defeated. The people, lower the head toward the reality finally. 最初的理想,终究被现实和挫败感给打败。人,终于向着现实低头。 This is one is very pitiful, very helpless matter. 这是一件很可悲,也很无奈的事情。 Dies stubborn insisted that own first thought that is very stupid, needs the courage, very painful matter. Because the world is not simple, ideal did not insist that can realize. 死拗的坚持自己的初心,是非常愚蠢,非常需要勇气,非常痛苦的事情。因为世界没那么简单,理想也不是坚持就能实现。 But, who can deny that initial that is pure how, command present do how envy? 但,谁又能否认当初的那个自己,是多么的纯粹,多么的令现在的自己羡慕呢? Some people past will kill, bury. But some people, then protected through armors layer by layer that pure. 有些人将过去的自己杀死,掩埋。而有些人,则是将那纯粹的自己通过一层一层的护甲保护了起来。 Because wants the first thought also , the path will then not displace. 因为只要初心还在,道路便不会偏移。 Small Origami this matter, to the attack that Xie Ming delivers is big. But if said him, because this matter was struck down, that also underestimated him. 折纸这件事,给谢铭带来的打击还是蛮大的。但若说他因为这件事被击倒,那也太小看他了。 Has no way to defeat his setback thoroughly, will only make him more powerful. 没法彻底击败他的挫折,只会让他变得更加强大。 He does not calculate that is defeated completely. 况且,他也不算完全失败。 What is his goal? Is lets in the life of small Origami no longer only then hates, making her see more things. 他的目的是什么?是让小折纸的生活中不再只有仇恨,让她去看到更多的东西。 Small Origami saw, acknowledged. Just, she these things abandoning. But has looked to come into sight the thing, where can say that abandons abandons? 折纸看到了,也承认了。只不过,她自己把这些东西给抛弃了。可已经看到眼中的东西,哪能说抛弃就抛弃的? Moreover, small Origami innermost feelings also no longer only then hates. Above the hatred, she understood the protection. 而且,小折纸的内心也不再只有仇恨。在仇恨之上,她更懂得了保护。 Regardless of this protection gives a frank and upright excuse, understood the meanings of these two characters truly. But after all, she must handle such matter. 姑且不论这个‘保护’到底是给予自己一个正大光明的借口,还是真正懂得了这两个字的含义。但总归,她是要去做这样的事情。 Since does, then one day own said the line to affect. By that time, is the excuse is important? 既然去做,那么总有一天会被自己的所言所行影响到。到了那个时候,是不是借口还重要吗? If possible, Xie Ming does not think that small Origami makes what danger the matter. But, he is not a little able to refute. 若是可能的话,谢铭并不想小折纸去做什么危险的事情。可有一点,他无法反驳。 Strength. 力量。 If the space shakes is the natural disaster, even if that enlists in the military, grasps the strength not to play anything role. But... the space shakes creates by the lifeform of named elf. 如果空间震是自然灾害,那么就算去参军,掌握力量也起不到什么作用。但...空间震是由名为精灵的生物造成的。 Moreover according to small Origami described .... The so-called elf should be the human form lifeform, is many. Can communicate, he has not known. But if can communicate, he wants to solve through the communication. 而且根据小折纸的形容....所谓的精灵应该是人形生物,是多数。能不能沟通,他还不知道。可如果能够沟通的话,他还是想通过沟通去解决。 But first, what he needs to consider is how should the safe sight elf. 但首先,他需要考虑的是该如何安全的见到精灵。 Since government in mean conceals this matter, explained that they have the reason of concealing this matter. Optional exposes this matter, is equivalent to the entire country, even the whole world is an enemy. 既然政府在有意的隐瞒这件事,说明他们有隐瞒这件事的理由。随意的将这件事曝光,相当于和整个国家,甚至整个世界为敌。 That is the genuine bringing on oneself blind alley. 那才是真正的自取死路。 The space shakes, will then also continue to happen. Therefore matter that he must first handle now, is not worrying seeks for the truth. But has been patient, 空间震,接下来还会继续发生。所以他现在首先要做的事情,不是着急的去寻找真相。而是耐下心来, Prepares. Prepares for with elf exchange, preventing similar matter to appear again. 进行准备。做好和精灵交流的准备,防止类似的事情再次出现。 ----- ----- ....... Did my life, actually make successfully what?” “.......我这一生,究竟做成功了什么?” ........ “........” Looks to lie down Xie Ming on hospital bed, has Sir flavor cold Mi Chuixia a pupil. 看着躺在病床上的谢铭,已经有着大人韵味的凛祢垂下了眼眸。 In an instant, ten years passed by. Xie Ming after small Origami leaves, in a while left the school, starts to exercise itself. Through some channels, becomes one of the DEM society. 转眼,十年过去了。谢铭在小折纸离开后,没过多久就离开了学校,开始锻炼自己。通过一些渠道,成为了DEM社的一员。 Afterward .... Because its splendid physical quality was selected, becomes the test piece. 随后....因为其出色的身体素质被选中,成为了实验品。 To revolt, actually by named Ellen Mila Matthes gives the brutal suppression. 想要反抗,却被名为爱莲・米拉・马瑟斯给无情镇压。 In the assistance of Origami and under small Origami, he escaped finally. But actually the lifelong disability, can only lie down on the hospital bed. 折纸和小折纸的协助下,他终于逃了出来。但却终身残疾,只能躺在病床上。 Let alone communicated with the elf, present he lives to take care of oneself is very difficult. 别说和精灵沟通了,现在的他连生活自理都十分困难。 Elder Brother ..... “哥哥.....” Cold Mi said in a low voice: At that time I had urged you, the Elder Brother you only needed to live the ordinary, simple happy life enough.” 凛祢低声说道:“当时我劝过你了,哥哥你只需要过着普普通通,简简单单的幸福生活就够了。” In fact in the ten years, has not had the space to shake again.” “实际上这十年,并没有再发生空间震。” „...... “......是啊。” Xie Ming is smiling bitterly, sighed in a soft voice: Fact showed, was I have groundless fears.” 谢铭苦笑着,轻声感叹道:“事实证明,是我杞人忧天了。” But I did not regret. Cold Mi, the people of DEM society looked for me couple days ago, said that they have an experiment, wanting me to participate.” “但我并不后悔。凛祢,前几天DEM社的人来找我了,说他们有个实验,想要我参与。” Elder Brother you!” “哥哥你!” If experiments successfully, I then can move again freely.” “如果实验成功的话,我便能够重新自由活动。” That is DEM!” Cold Mi somewhat rude saying: Is they make the Elder Brother you turn such!” “那可是DEM啊!”凛祢有些失态的说道:“就是他们让哥哥你变成这样的啊!” Yes, I know.” “是,我知道。” Xie Ming nods: But .... This is also my opportunity.” 谢铭点了点头:“但....这也是我的一次机会。” I have agreed.” “我已经同意了。” „!!!!” “!!!!” Cold Mi had not answered again, but stood fiercely, left the hospital ward. But does not have after a while, the female secretary of youth and blonde of white hair walked. 凛祢没有再回话,只是猛的站了起来,离开了病房。而没过一会儿,白发的青年和金发的女秘书走了进来。 Mr. Tennouji, you have considered right?” 天王寺先生,您已经考虑好了对吧?” „.” “啊。” Xie Ming coldly looks at these two: But, you must complete your commitment.” 谢铭冷冷的看着这两人:“但,你们也要完成自己的承诺。” To cold Mi Chushou.” “不要对凛祢出手。” „...... I really am some am not clear, Mr. Tennouji.” Vyse Court somewhat curious saying: All, we have explained with you.” “......我真是有些不明白啊,天王寺先生。”维斯考特有些好奇的说道:“所有的一切,我们都和您说明过了啊。” Your younger sister, garden god cold Mi is the elf. She establishes the spirit strength of this package heavenly palace city to tie, has enough over ten years.” “您的‘妹妹’,园神凛祢是精灵。她建立起这个包裹天宫市的灵力结界,已经有足足十年以上。” Her status is false, she and your recollections are false, all are false.” “她的身份是假的,她和您的那些回忆是假的,一切都是假的。” Even this, do you still want to harbor her?” “就算是这样,您也要包庇她?” Naturally.” “当然。” Why?” “为什么呢?” „Very simple.” Xie Ming light saying: Because she is my younger sister, her ten years have not abandoned me.” “很简单。”谢铭淡淡的说道:“因为她是我的妹妹,她十年都没有抛弃我。” But hasn't she prevented you?” “可她也没有阻止你啊?” She has prevented, but I have not listened.” “她阻止过,只是我没有听而已。” Xie Ming closes the eye slightly: No matter cold Mi is what status, she wants to make anything, but is a little only certain, she to me and without any malicious intent.” 谢铭微微闭上眼睛:“不管凛祢是什么身份,她想要做什么,但唯有一点可以肯定,她对我并没有恶意。” Her sincerely treats me, works as Brother Cheng me. Then, she is my younger sister, existence that I must protect.” “她真心的对待我,把我当成哥哥。那么,她就是我的妹妹,我要保护的存在。” Therefore ..... “所以.....” Ellen and Vyse Court had some dangerous feelings, but actually does not know where this dangerous feeling came from. Until, Xie Ming puts out the trigger. 爱莲和维斯考特产生了些许危险感,但却不知道这危险感来自何方。直到,谢铭拿出扳机。 Your this dangerous existences, walks with me.” “你们这种危险的存在,还是和我一起走吧。” „!!!!!” “!!!!!” Ka.” “咔。” Was hidden by Xie Ming in the bombs of various room places, loudly explosion. Entire room, instantaneously by flame filling up. 谢铭藏在房间各处的炸弹,轰然爆炸。整个房间,瞬间被火焰给填满。 Just did not walk far cold Mi hearing explosive sound, suddenly then. Looks that the top layer has become the sea of fire hospital, feels dissipation of Xie Ming life, the spirit attire appears instantaneously. 刚走没多远的凛祢听到爆炸声,猛然回头。看着顶层已经成为火海的医院,感受到谢铭生命的消逝,灵装瞬间显现。 Ominous calamity paradise ( eden )!” “凶祸乐园(eden)!” ----- ----- ........ “........” Felt the icy coldness on face, Xie Ming opened the eye slowly. All memories, with consciousness regains consciousness to start to restore. 感觉到脸上的冰凉,谢铭缓缓睁开了眼睛。所有的记忆,随着意识的苏醒开始恢复。 Knee pillow .... The feeling has not experienced for a long time.” “膝枕啊....感觉好久没有体验过了。” ..... The teacher you are a fool.” “.....老师你是个笨蛋。” Un, is a little stupid.” “嗯,是有点蠢。” Recalled matter that ten years of institute handles, Xie Ming somewhat are also helpless: Fortunately, has not made to violate the conscience the matter.” 回想起自己那十年所做的事情,谢铭自己也有些无奈:“不过还好,没有做出违反自己本心的事情。” What kind of? Cold Mi. The answer that I give.” “怎么样?凛祢。我给出的这份答案。” „0 points!” “0分!” „0 points were too much.” “0分有点过了吧。” Xie Ming selected the eyebrow: I felt that at least is also passes an examination minute/share.” 谢铭挑了挑眉毛:“我感觉至少也是个及格分才是啊。” Passes an examination!?” Cold Mi's wicked saying: Teacher also really has self-confidently!?” “及格!?”凛祢恶狠狠的说道:“老师还真有自信啊!?” That not?” “那可不?” Put out a hand with a smile, erases the cold Mi Yanjiao tears, Xie Ming said in a soft voice: Then, should you understand?” 笑着伸出手,抹掉了凛祢眼角的泪水,谢铭轻声说道:“不过这下,你应该明白了吧?” Paradise, happy, thing that must create personally. But human, comes to create existence of miracle again.” “乐园,幸福,都是要亲手去创造的东西。而人类,重来都是能够创造奇迹的存在。” I can by average person's body, killing am more powerful than innumerable time of Vyse Court me and Ellen. Then present I, have no reason a huge danger that unable to defeat you to say.” “我能以普通人之身,干掉比我强大无数倍的维斯考特和爱莲。那么现在的我,没有理由无法战胜你所说的巨大危险。” Believes my one time ?” “相信我一次,好吗?” „......” “......” Cold Mi the forehead by the Xie Ming forehead, twittering said gently in a soft voice. 凛祢轻轻将额头靠在了谢铭的额头上,轻声呢喃道。 My paradise full is false, my love did not seek the return. From the beginning, I prepared this. So long as the teacher you can be happy, whose no matter you choose me to accept.” “我的乐园满是虚假,我的爱情不求回报。从一开始,我就做好了这个准备。只要老师你能幸福,不管你选择谁我都接受。” Because I know that all are false, since is false, then natural should not be treasured.” “因为我知道一切都是虚假的,既然是虚假的,那么自然不值得珍惜。” But... the teacher you are not so.” “但...老师你并不是如此。” You after knowing this false paradise, in the name of victory and defeat, wants to tell me: Even the false paradise, can still the birth real emotion.” “你在知道了这虚假的乐园之后,借着胜负的名义,想要告诉我:就算是虚假的乐园,也可以诞生真实的情感。” Even, does not hesitate itself to proclaim to remember, receives that big humiliation and suffering.” “甚至,不惜自己自封记忆,受到那么大的屈辱和折磨。” How I possibly do not believe that such teacher?” “我又怎么可能不相信,这样的老师呢?” Then ..... “那么.....” I know that the teacher wants to ask anything.” Cold Mi blocked the lip of Xie Ming with the finger gently: But sorry, Teacher, I cannot tell you.” “我知道老师想要问什么。”凛祢用手指轻轻挡住了谢铭的嘴唇:“但是对不起,老师,我不能告诉你。” Now, has not arrived at the teacher knows this matter the time.” “现在,还没有到老师知道这件事情的时候。” „...... I understood, I believe you.” “......我明白了,我相信你。” Un, thank you, Teacher.” “嗯,谢谢你,老师。” Xie Ming set out slowly, holds cold Mi stands: „, Tied can relieve?” 谢铭缓缓起身,扶着凛祢站了起来:“那么,结界可以解除了吧?” Un.” “嗯。” Cold Mi smiles, stretches out the double bracelet to grasp the waist of Xie Ming, the head by the Xie Ming chest front: False paradise, was the time finished.” 凛祢笑了笑,伸出双臂环抱住了谢铭的腰,脑袋靠在了谢铭的胸前:“虚假的乐园,是时候结束了。” I, was the time with the teacher said that parted forever.” “我,也是时候和老师说永别了。” Cold Mi Chuangzao the ominous calamity paradise, rather the ominous calamity paradise created cold Mi. Cold Mi is a manager, living and dying together relations of ominous calamity paradise. 与其说凛祢创造了凶祸乐园,不如说凶祸乐园造就了凛祢。凛祢是管理者,和凶祸乐园的同生共死的关系。 She and Tohka and the others were different, she does not have mortal body in fact. Present she, is the assembly of spirit strength. 她和十香等人不同,她没有实际上的肉身。现在的她,是灵力的组合体。 Disappearance of ominous calamity paradise, is also representing the cold Mi's death. 凶祸乐园的消失,同样代表着凛祢的死亡。 Regarding the death, cold Mi did not fear. She is afraid, is the person who most care about is incapable of dropping down in the desperate difficult position. But now, she also vanished this only fear. 对于死亡,凛祢并不惧怕。她害怕的,是自己最在意的人在绝望的困境中无力倒下。但现在,她连这唯一的害怕也消失了。 Therefore, can greet with a smile own finally end. 所以,可以笑着迎接自己的终末了。 But she forgot a matter, even if knows that all are false, Xie Ming will bet the life to protect her. Then, present does Xie Ming think so her to vanish? 但她忘了一件事,哪怕知道一切都是虚假,谢铭都会赌上性命去保护她。那么,现在的谢铭会这么看着她消失吗? Answer, naturally whether. 答案,自然是否。 No, does not part forever.” “不,不是永别。” Xie Ming said in a soft voice: Cold Mi you are a my younger sister, where has the Elder Brother to let the truth that the younger sister dies?” 谢铭轻声说道:“凛祢你可是我的妹妹,哪有哥哥让妹妹去死的道理?” Cold Mi, you continuously with me in the same place.” “凛祢,你会一直和我在一起的。” Karbala life tree record starts, had the channel of spirit strength communication with cold Mi Jianli. Instantaneously, the huge spirit strength following flooding into that this channel rushes to be first to the record. 卡巴拉生命树图录启动,和凛祢建立起了灵力沟通的渠道。瞬间,庞大的灵力顺着这个渠道争先恐后的涌入到图录中。 Teacher, you ..... “老师,你.....” Feels this strength, the figure gradually illusory cold Mi Zhengda the eye, showed the smile of feeling relieved later. Originally... is such ..... was good.” 感受到这份力量,身形逐渐虚幻的凛祢睁大了眼睛,随后露出了如释重负的笑容。“原来...是这样的啊.....太好了。” Also were for many several points to my confidence?” “对我的信心又多出几分了吧?” Really is .... Did the Elder Brother you tell me is not good earlier?” “真是的....哥哥你早点告诉我不就好了吗?” Said with you, will you believe?” Xie Ming is innocent: That time you, meeting little darling gives me the spirit strength?” “和你说了,你就会相信吗?”谢铭一脸无辜:“那时的你,会乖乖的将灵力交给我吗?” Should .... Cannot.” “应该....不会吧。” Cold Mi Ganga flexure the face, what condition oneself before is, she is naturally clear. 凛祢尴尬的挠了挠脸,自己之前是什么样的状态,她自然是再清楚不过。 Knocked under the cold Mi's head funnily, Xie Ming said with a smile: „After entering to the record, I want please cold Mi you to help.” 好笑的敲了下凛祢的脑袋,谢铭笑着说道:“进入到图录之中后,我想请凛祢你帮个忙。” In record the corrupt people fond of sleeping are also hating to get out of bed, that is one of the I most important people. Cold Mi you can help, awakens her for me?” “图录里还有一个贪睡鬼正在赖床,那是我最重要的人之一。凛祢你能帮忙,替我叫醒她吗?” She?” “她?” Cold Mi Deng drew out the dead fish eye: Is a female student.” 凛祢瞪起了死鱼眼:“是女生啊。” Un.” “嗯。” Is a beautiful woman?” “是位美女吧?” Un.” “嗯。” Snort ~ ~ ~ long, after seeing the Xie Ming somewhat awkward facial expression that the nasal sound draws, cold Mi Zhanyan smiles: I crack a joke, Teacher. Please relax, I will awaken for the teacher her. Just, probably requires some time ..... “哼~~~”将鼻音拉的长长的,不过在看到谢铭有些尴尬的神情后,凛祢展颜一笑:“我开玩笑的,老师。请放心,我会替老师叫醒她的。只不过,可能需要一些时间.....” Helped busy, cold Mi.” “帮大忙了,凛祢。” That, Teacher.” “那么,老师。” Looked at eye already the body that soon completely vanishes, cold Mi waves to Xie Ming: Bye.” 看了眼自己已经快要完全消失的躯体,凛祢对谢铭挥了挥手:“再见。” Bye.” “再见。” ----- ----- Bang......” “轰......” Surroundings, is burning the ruins of jet black flame. In the sky, is the light and imaginary interlocking. And one, wears Tobiichi Origami of white bridal clothes spirit attire. 周围,是燃烧着漆黑火焰的废墟。天空中,是光与幻的交错。其中一名,是身着白色嫁衣灵装的鸢一折纸 But another, Xie Ming knows her name. 而另一名,谢铭知道她的名字。 Illusory image ( Phantom ). 幻影(Phantom)。 Gives the young girls to crystallize spirit, the chief criminal of creation one after another elf. 给予少女们灵结晶,创造一名又一名精灵的罪魁祸首。 Came late?” “来晚了吗?” Cautious launches the sensation domain, discovered kneels down before the ruins, small Origami that a face collapses. What is strange, Xie Ming had not felt that Itsuwa said and Itsuwa Kotori aura. 小心翼翼的展开感知领域,发现了跪倒在废墟前,一脸崩溃的小折纸。但奇怪的是,谢铭并没有感觉到五和士道和五和琴里的气息。 It seems like, change and not only cold Mi.” “看来,变化并不仅仅只有凛祢一人啊。” The cold Mi Dansheng condition, needs the spirit strength rebellion of enormous scale. This condition can be the adverse current of spirit strength, similarly can also be the firepower of several elves full. 凛祢诞生的条件,需要有极大规模的灵力暴动。这个条件可以是灵力的逆流,同样也可以是数名精灵的火力全开。 But now looks no matter how, battling only then illusory image and Origami. Then, does the surrounding jet black flame come from where? 但现在不管怎么看,正在交战的都只有幻影和折纸。那么,周围的漆黑火焰又是从何而来? Obtains the spirit crystallization in this time Itsuwa Kotori? 是在这个时间段获得灵结晶的五和琴里 Also is not right. 也不对。 Although the Kotori flame is wild, but not this type is sending out the desperate and brutal black always. 琴里的火焰虽然狂暴,但绝不是这种无时无刻都在散发着绝望和残酷的黑色。 In his memory, cannot release this type of flame the elf to exist. 他的记忆里,也没有能够释放出这种火焰的精灵存在。 Takes the flame as the ability, only has one person. This is the most basic matter, is impossible to change. The negativity in addition in the flame containing .... 以火焰为能力的,就只有一人。这是最根本的事情,不可能改变。再加上火焰中蕴含的负面情绪.... Reverse?” “反转?”
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