As the teacher, Xie Ming has been believing a matter. The words, have the strength. Because of teacher professional work, the itself/Ben directs the new generation to grow through the words. 身为教师,谢铭一直相信着一件事。话语,是有着力量的。因为教师这一职业的工作,本就是通过话语去指引新一代成长。 If one-sidedly understands teacher occupation, then it will be the world's most may say fine words professional one. 如果片面的理解教师这个职业,那么它可能是世界上最会说漂亮话的职业之一。 Why? 为什么？ Good that because the teachers always want to train the students, but teachers could not have achieved is better. 因为老师们总是想把学生们培养的更好,但老师们自己已经做不到更好了。 Then ..... you can say the teachers said is the fine words, can't oneself achieve obviously actually requests the students to do? 那么.....你能说老师们说的都是漂亮话,明明自己都做不到却要求着学生们去做吗？ In the final analysis, what is the fine words true definition? 归根到底,漂亮话真正的定义又是什么？ Refers to the words that thinks highly, referring to lets in the will of the people comfortable words that but is actually not able to realize. 是指恭维的话,是指让人心里舒服但却无法实现的话。 If according to this definition, then the teacher is this world's most will not then say the professional community of fine words. 如果按照这个定义,那么教师便是这个世界上最不会说漂亮话的职业群体。 The words that because the sincerity considers for you, will not let your enjoyable words absolutely. 因为真心为你考虑的话,绝对不是会让你舒心的话。 But Xie Ming says now done in ‚did not urge the person to be magnanimous, urging the person to put down’, he wants to tell Origami, should not let hate to become the entirety of life. 而谢铭现在所说所做的也不是在‘劝人大度,劝人放下’,他只是想告诉折纸,不应该让仇恨成为生活的全部。 Urged the person to be magnanimous, the day hit to be struck by lightning. 劝人大度,天打雷劈。 After these words come out soon was used the approvals and many people, but many people do not know that these words the prerequisite is anything. 在这一句话出来之后很快得到了许多人的赞同和应用,但许多人根本不知道这句话的前提条件是什么。 This refers to does not know that what happened, does not know the pain in your heart, likes generous others the indignant person. 这是指根本不知道发生了什么事情,根本不知道你心中的痛苦,喜欢慷他人之慨的人。 The person of speech when ‚urging’, has not considered the feeling of litigant. By oneself so-called ‚morals’ and ‚good’, thinking the litigant should be magnanimous. 说话的人在‘劝’的时候,根本就没有考虑过当事人的感受。只是凭借自己所谓的‘道德’和‘善良’,认为当事人应该大度。 This is not ‚urging’, because of the sarcastic remark that having no immediate concern to oneself to speak. Manifests own goodness using others 's pain, is a use. 这并不是‘劝’,是因为事不关己而说的风凉话。利用他人的痛苦来体现自己的善良,是一种利用。 Your anything does not know, stands in the commanding point of morals comes up ‚urging’. You stand that high, was struck by lightning to refuse stubbornly is also gets what one deserves? 你什么都不知道,就站在道德的制高点上去‘劝’。那你站那么高,被雷劈死不也是活该吗？ This thought that is also the West transmits, now is called ‚white left’ thought. 这种思想,也是西方传来,现在被称为‘白左’的思想。 Is advocating the environmental protection, the proposal that but put forward was makes human return to the primitive man to live. 主张着保护环境,但提出的建议却是让人类回归原始人生活。 Is advocating the sympathetic weak one, but oneself actually anything does not do, instead is also bullying the weak one. 主张着同情弱者,但自己却什么都不做,反而同样在欺压着弱者。 Is advocating the equality of the sexes, but in fact is actually the false feminism. 提倡着男女平等,可实际上却是伪女权主义。 Was saying loving care animal, the human life that the life of animal looks is more important. 说着爱护动物,却把动物的性命看的比人命还要重要。 With two characters described that such person, that is ‚false’. 用两个字来形容这样的人,那就是‘虚伪’。 But sometimes, people in did not understand that these glossaries and sentence meanings in fact, are used for the optional critique, optional getting down conclusion. 可有些时候,人们在根本不了解这些词汇、句子实际上的意思,就用来随意的批判,随意的下定论。 Obeys the law and social rule is called Mary ‚falsely’, advocates ‚after the brain kills’ not to consider to do this, will lead to what consequence. 遵守法律和社会规则就被称为‘圣母’‘虚伪’,崇尚‘无脑杀杀杀’根本不考虑这样做之后,会引起什么样的后果。 Really asked these people, first made clear Mary and ‚the Holy Mother prostitute’ after the definition, was then troublesome you to go to the moral the commanding point to define to be good? 真的拜托这些人,先搞清楚‘圣母’和‘圣母婊’的定义后,再麻烦您老去道德的制高点下定义好不好？ ‚White left’ at least speaks plausibly, has the theory that one set made itself believe. You are booing, the theory has not clarified on ‚governing key’ directly the line. ‘白左’至少振振有辞,有着一套令自己信服的理论。你们倒好,理论都没弄清楚就直接‘御键’而行。 Old ‚Shushan key faction’. 老‘蜀山键派’了。 Returns to the subject. 回归正题。 Urged the person, must be fastidious about the method. 劝人,也是要讲究方法的。 That proverb, you have not experienced others' experience, does not want the sympathize said that ‚I understand me to understand’. You must display sincerely, told the opposite party ‚not to understand’. 还是那句老话,你没有经历过别人的经历,就不要感同身受的去说‘我懂我懂’。你必须真诚的表现出来,告诉对方‘自己不懂’。 Also after not wants self to think to understand 12, urges the opposite party to put down. Puts down does not put down, that is the matter that is decided by party concerned. Regardless of anybody does not have the qualifications to interfere. 也不要自以为了解一二后,就劝对方放下。放下还是不放下,那是由当事者自己决定的事情。无论任何人都没有资格去干涉。 Then can make anything. 那么能做些什么。 Listens attentively, then in view of opposite party, proposes critical objective suggestion. 倾听,然后从对方的角度出发,去提出中肯客观的建议。 Then called to urge, rather than ‚urging’. 这才叫劝,而不是‘劝’。 The speech is an art, contains the sentimental words always to be appealing, making one perceive. But the imperative mood words rashly, will only obtain others 's repugnance. 说话是一门艺术,蕴含感情的话语总是能够吸引人,让人听进去。而不由分说的命令式话语,只会得到他人的反感。 ‚Hopes that you are’ and ‚you need to do’, those who take to the person is the completely different two feeling. ‘希望你去做’和‘你需要去做’,带给人的是完全不同的两种感受。 Even if Xie Ming now as a teacher, as the elder, takes seriously the rank view in Japanese this extremely the country, he can definitely set the order and request. 哪怕谢铭现在身为教师,身为长辈,在日本这个极度重视辈分观的国家中,他完全可以提出命令和要求。 But he often has ‚hope’ in the speech as before and ‚thinks’. 但他在说话的时候依旧时常带有‘希望’和‘想’。 The mutual respect, is establishes the good communication forever the premise. 互相的尊重,永远是建立起良好沟通的前提。 Good intentions and good intentions in view of opposite party of thinking oneself infallible, forever is the clearly opposite thing. Because the former regarding the litigant, with malicious has not distinguished. 自以为是的善意和从对方角度出发的善意,也永远是截然相反的东西。因为前者对于当事人来说,和恶意并没有区别。 Regarding small Origami, Xie Ming wanted the meaning of expressing to transmit. But, transmitted not to represent to accept. 对于小折纸而言,谢铭想要表达出的意思传递到了。但,传递到了不代表能够接受。 Oneself can only do that oneself must do that. 自己只能这么去做,自己必须这么去做。 No one requests her ..... she to force oneself, oneself to request itself or, before completing revenge, oneself do not allow to obtain the happiness. 没有人要求她.....又或者说,她自己强迫着自己,自己要求着自己,在没有完成复仇前,自己是不允许获得幸福的。 The hatred regarding present small Origami, is the pillar/backbone that supports her to go on living. Otherwise, she simply does not have the means to forward. 仇恨对于现在的小折纸,是支持她活下去的支柱。不然,她根本没有办法向前。 She hates, she hates oneself being incapable, hates the destiny unfair, causes existence that all these have ruthlessly. 她恨,她恨自己的无力,恨命运的不公,更狠导致这一切发生的存在。 Then .... What hates to let itself with ease? 那么....恨什么能让自己更轻松一点？ Naturally hates others, hates the chief criminal. 自然是恨别人,恨罪魁祸首。 This instead is worth the lucky matter, because she has not placed on this extremely negative aggressivity oneself. 这反而是值得万幸的事情,因为她并没有将这极负面的攻击性放在自己身上。 If placed itself on, that is the worst case scenario. Because this must endure itself on behalf of small Origami every day, endures is wanting to destroy own hate. 如果放在了自己身上,那才是最坏的情况。因为这代表小折纸每天都要忍受着自己,忍受着想要破坏自己的恨。 Light despondent, heavy self- destruction. 轻则抑郁,重则自我毁灭。 Therefore hates the personal enemy, is last straw to grasp that in her hand grips. Urged her to put aside the hatred, being equal makes her be drown to death in the desperate sea. 所以仇恨仇人,是她手中所握住的最后一根救命稻草。劝她放下仇恨,等同于让她溺死在绝望的海洋。 Can she accept? 她能接受吗？ She is impossible to accept. 她不可能接受的。 Therefore Xie Ming has not made her give up taking revenge, gives up hate in heart. What Xie Ming hopes, making small Origami do not fix the eyes on the straw in hand, but neglected the surroundings. 所以谢铭并没有让她放弃复仇,放弃心中的恨。谢铭希望的是,让小折纸不要紧盯着手中的这根稻草,而忽视了周围。 You can not relax, you may probably give to grip tightly it. But, your line of sight cannot limit on this straw. 你可以不放松,你可要把它给攥紧。但,你的视线不能局限在这根稻草上。 Xie Ming does, is to make her see the surrounding straw, the life-saving jacket and ship. Even .... Became that to fish since by oneself her from the despair the ship. 谢铭做的,是让她看到周围的稻草、救生圈、船。甚至....让自己成为那艘将她从绝望中捞起的船。 Since the small Origami world, is only left over now were dark and despaired. Then, Xie Ming hopes that can try hard through oneself, takes away luminous for that side darkness. 既然小折纸的世界中,现在只剩下了黑暗和绝望。那么,谢铭希望能够通过自己努力,为那边黑暗带去一丝的光亮。 The Xie Ming non- extravagant demands are too many, even if only then, he was content. 谢铭不奢求太多,哪怕就只有一丝,他就知足了。 Because this showed that own effort, many had some achievements. On behalf of after small Origami loses that straw, but also has other hope of going on living. 因为这证明自己的努力,多少都有了些成果。代表当小折纸失去那根稻草后,还有着别的活下去的希望。 But is very obvious, this goal is not to get it done in one action. The accumulation of need time, needs Xie Ming slowly, influences subtly changes. 但很显然,这个目的不是一蹴而就的。需要时间的积累,需要谢铭慢慢的、潜移默化的去改变。 Looks at silent small Origami, Xie Ming smiles helplessly. 看着沉默的小折纸,谢铭无奈一笑。 „Ok, did not say that this, we change a topic. Should not say with you, my family also has a younger sister .....” “好了,不说这个了,我们换一个话题吧。应该还没有和你说过吧,我家还有一个妹妹.....” In, Xie Ming will be saying over the following hour some amusing things that come across, small Origami is listening in side, once for a while because of the delighted Xie Ming expression, but chuckle several. 在接下来的一小时里面,谢铭说着自己遇到的一些趣事,小折纸则是在旁边听着,时不时因为眉飞色舞的谢铭的表情而轻笑几声。 Second meeting, can see the small Origami smile, such progress is quite good. Xie Ming is satisfied, had/left some confidence to the following plan. 第二次见面,就能看到小折纸的笑容,这样的进度已经相当不错了。谢铭对此已经非常满足,也对接下来的计划多出了一些信心。 ----- ----- Said is the plan, but the plan of Xie Ming actually also achieves as far as possible comes to have a look at small Origami every day. 说是计划,但谢铭的打算其实也就是尽量做到每天过来看看小折纸而已。 Sometimes comes with Origami, sometimes is cold Mi, but whole time are Xie Ming come, chatted some trivial matters with small Origami. 有的时候和折纸一起来,有的时候是和凛祢,不过大部分时间都是谢铭自己过来,和小折纸聊些琐事。 At noon today or the morning ate anything, in the school had what amusing thing, Origami did the matter that anything made him unable to bear complain ..... 今天中午或者早上吃了什么,学校里发生了什么趣事,折纸又做了什么让他忍不住吐槽的事..... Wants others' trust, first needs to trust others to be good. 想要得到别人的信任,首先需要信任别人才行。 Therefore most time, are small Origami are listening, but Xie Ming was saying. 所以绝大多数时间,都是小折纸在听,而谢铭在说。 A 20 over teacher, with one ten -year-old over little girl, became the friend of telling one another everything unexpectedly like this. The smile on small Origami face, becomes more and more. 一个二十出头的教师,和一名十岁出头的小女孩,居然就这样成了无话不谈的朋友。小折纸脸上的笑容,也变得越来越多。 Slowly, Xie Ming had not seen that hatred of too small Origami eyeground and despaired. 慢慢的,谢铭没看到过小折纸眼底的那份仇恨和绝望了。 Actually this is a good deed, is a misdemeanor, he did not say certainly. 这究竟是件好事,还是一件坏事,他说不准。 But he hopes, this on behalf of small Origami toward good direction transformation. 但他希望,这代表着小折纸正在往好的方向转变。 He hopes so. 他希望如此。 However, he had not seen that after he departs, facial expression that small Origami that is gradually firm. 然而,他没有见到的,是在他离去后,小折纸那逐渐坚定起来的神情。 That got down some decision, has completed the expression that came to understand. 那是下了某个决定,已经做好觉悟的表情。 On Saturday, Xie Ming walked into the small Origami hospital ward as usual. 周六,谢铭和往常一样走入到了小折纸的病房中。 „Small Origami, I came.” “小折纸,我来了。” „Teacher.” “老师。” „Un?” “嗯？” Looks that has not worn the sickness clothing/taking of hospital again, instead exchanged to have small Origami of army color deep green military uniform, Xie Ming opens mouth, forces to collapse several characters from the mouth. 看着没有再穿着医院的病服,反而换上了一身有点军队色彩的深绿色军装的小折纸,谢铭张了张嘴,勉强从嘴里崩出几个字。 „Small Origami, you are .....” “小折纸,你这是.....” „Through the relations, I entered to SDF.” Small Origami tranquil saying: „Therefore, will perhaps have some time from now on, I did not have the means and teacher you meet.” “通过关系,我进入到自卫队里面了。”小折纸平静的说道:“所以,今后恐怕有相当一段时间,我没有办法和老师你见面了。” „........” “........” Silent for a long time, Xie Ming lifted raised hand the plastic bag, said with a smile: „Eats the apple?” 沉默了许久,谢铭举了举手中的塑料袋,强笑道:“吃苹果吗？” „..... ” “.....嗯。” The scene of seeming to have met before, in the hospital ward only has the tooth to nip the apple the brittle sound, with chewing sound gently. 似曾相识的场景,病房中只剩下牙齿咬下苹果的脆音,和轻轻的嘴嚼声。 With the previous difference. 只是,和上次不同。 On the face of small Origami full is tranquil, but Xie Ming is hanging the eyelid. 小折纸的脸上满是平静,而谢铭则是垂着眼皮。 „Teacher, can trouble you to hand over stretch/open paper to me?” “老师,能麻烦你给我递张纸吗？” „Un.” “嗯。” The routine preparation turns on the drawer of nightstand to put out to pull out the paper, but in the drawer does not have anything. Does not have the means that Xie Ming only to be able from the pocket to put out the handkerchief. 习惯性的准备打开床头柜的抽屉拿出抽纸,但抽屉里面已经没有了任何东西。没有办法,谢铭只能从兜里拿出手帕。 „Thanks the teacher.” “谢谢老师。” Small Origami smiles, cleans the corners of the mouth and hand. 小折纸笑了笑,擦拭起嘴角和手。 „...... Have you, decided?” “......你,已经决定了？” „...... ” “......是的。” Hands over the handkerchief to Xie Ming, small Origami said in a soft voice: „I real, thanked the teacher.” 将手帕递回给谢铭,小折纸轻声说道:“我真的,非常的感谢老师。” „These days, the teacher like my blood elder brother, is sharing with me tip, joy in life. Originally I think, after losing parents, some people will not look after to me again.” “这段时间,老师就像我的亲哥哥一样,和我分享着点点滴滴的,生活中的快乐。本来我以为,在失去了父母之后,不会再有人会对我这么照顾。” „But the teacher told me, has, moreover in your side.” “但老师告诉了我,有,而且就在你的身边。” „I really thanked very much, the teacher you can take care of me, trusted me, gave already my so many things that did not have a thing in the world.” “我真的很感谢,老师您能这么照顾我,这么信任我,给予了已经一无所有的我那么多东西。” „Where you do not have a thing in the world.” “你哪里一无所有啊。” The Xie Ming forced smile said: „Don't you have many things?” 谢铭苦笑道:“你不是有很多的东西吗？” „I and Schoolmate Origami and cold Mi, have your some relatives, this is not you have?” “我、折纸同学、凛祢、还有你的一些亲戚,这不都是你所拥有的吗？” „Un, yes.” “嗯,是的。” Small Origami said with a smile: „However makes me discover all these, is a teacher.” 小折纸笑着说道:“而让我发现这一切的,也是老师。” „Therefore .... I will wait for the teacher you to come here. I want to tell to the teacher, wish make the teacher know the truth.” “所以....我才会在这里等老师你来。我想要将一切告诉给老师,想要让老师知道真相。” „Truth? Doesn't have the confidentiality agreement?” “真相？不是有保密协议吗？” „So long as the teacher did not say, who can know?” “只要老师不说,谁又能知道呢？” Small Origami smiles mischievously, later closed the eye. Does not seem to want to make Xie Ming see oneself when recalling that memory, hatred that in the eye cannot control: „That fire, is not an accident.” 小折纸调皮一笑,随后闭上了眼睛。似乎不想让谢铭看到自己在回忆那段记忆时,眼中控制不住的恨意:“那场大火,并不是意外事件。” „But is the battle between monsters, disaster that initiates.” “而是怪物之间的交战,所引发的灾难。” „Monster?” “怪物？” „Yes, monster.” “是的,怪物。” Small Origami looks to Xie Ming: „The monster of named elf.” 小折纸看向谢铭:“名为精灵的怪物。” „Elf has the strength of destroying human, appearance of each elf, will cause the disaster that the named space shakes.” “精灵拥有着毁灭人类的力量,每一次精灵的现身,都会引发名为空间震的灾难。” „.......” “.......” „No matter the Europe and Asia greatly spatial disaster, is ‚the South Gate Dongda spatial disaster’, or one month ago fire, these disasters are caused by the elf completely.” “不管是欧亚大空灾,还是‘南关东大空灾’,亦或是一个月前的大火,这些灾难全部都是由精灵引起的。” „Each elf, human has to call its code name.” “每一个精灵,人类都有着称呼它的代号。” „However fire one month ago, the elf code name that appears is ‚flame demon ( Efreet )’.” “而在一个月前的火灾,所出现的精灵代号是‘炎魔(Efreet)’。” „But, the flame demon causes merely is the fire. Causes the mass destruction truly, is the battle of flame demon and another monster. Other waves, destroyed the residential district, killed my parents.” “但,炎魔引起的仅仅是火灾。真正造成大规模破坏的,是炎魔和另外一个怪物的交战。其余波,破坏了住宅区,杀死了我的父母。” „Elf, is the monster, is Villain/enemy.” “精灵,是怪物,是敌人。” Saying that small Origami clenches jaws: „Is they, making so many people die. Is they, killed my parents! Is they, accomplished so many tragedies!” 小折纸咬牙切齿的说道:“是它们,让那么多人死去。是它们,杀死了我的父母！是它们,造就了那么多的悲剧！” „I will kill them! I will massacre all elves! I will not let this matter again, again on anybody!” “我会杀了它们！我会杀掉所有的精灵！我不会再让这种事情,再次发生在任何人身上！” „Therefore, I must grow stronger!” “所以,我要变强！” Raised the head fiercely, small Origami tight is staring at Xie Ming: „Teacher you give my happiness, I will collect forever in the heart. But, after this type of thing is me, does not need!” 猛地抬起头,小折纸紧紧的盯着谢铭:“老师你给予我的幸福,我会永远珍藏在心底。但,这种东西是我之后所不需要的！” „Joyful and sad, worry, sad, fears and startled, these will only prevent me to grow stronger! I need, only has a mood.” “快乐、忧愁、顾虑、悲伤、恐惧、惊慌,这些都只会阻挡我变强！我所需要的,只有一个情绪。” „Anger, with hatred!” “愤怒,和憎恨！” „Therefore .... I want to be very precious these me, the emotion of but later not needing, gives the teacher completely you.” “所以....我想要将这些我无比珍贵,但以后不需要的情感,全部交给老师你。” „The teacher your joy , is my joy. Your sadness, is my sadness. Your happiness, is my happiness. But I must do, protects our two people common happiness.” “老师你的快乐,便是我的快乐。你的悲伤,就是我的悲伤。你的幸福,便是我的幸福。而我要做的,就是保护我们两人共同的幸福。” „Teacher, I will stiffen, then protects you!” “老师,我会变强,然后保护好你的！” „.........” “.........” Xie Ming looks at the stubbornness of Origami eyeground, somewhat bitter and astringent saying: „Matter that but, that should not handle at your present age.” 谢铭看着折纸眼底的倔强,有些苦涩的说道:“但,那不是以你现在的年龄应该做的事情啊。” „No, this is I should the matter of doing, Teacher.” “不,这就是我该做的事情,老师。” Small Origami refuted: „Not everyone can have this opportunity, but I have this qualifications inborn. Then, this is I should do, matter that must do.” 小折纸反驳道:“并不是每一个人都能获得这个机会,可我却天生有着这个资格。那么,这就是我应该去做,必须去做的事。” „Protects human, protects the heavenly palace city, protects the teacher you.” “保护人类,保护天宫市,保护老师你。” „I do not think, saw the person who again oneself most treasure is disappearing at present, but oneself were helpless.” “我不想,再一次看到自己最珍惜的人在眼前消失,而自己却无能为力了。” „........” “........” „Hiss ~ ~ ~ ~ shouted ~ ~ ~ ~” “嘶~~~~呼~~~~” Made a deep breath, small Origami rubbed the face. The hand puts down, on the face had turned into such as the stagnant water general tranquility. 做了一个深呼吸,小折纸揉了揉脸。手放下的时候,脸上已经变成了如死水一般的平静。 „Small Origami .....” “小折纸.....” „Teacher.” “老师。” Small Origami invests into the bosom of Xie Ming , the face deeply buried in the Xie Ming abdomen, enclasped the waist of Xie Ming both hands made an effort. Might taking advantage of this movement, oneself all sentiment complete junctions hold to Xie Ming is the same. 小折纸投入到谢铭的怀中,脸深深埋在谢铭的腹部,双手用力的抱紧了谢铭的腰。像是要借着这个动作,将自己所有的感情全部交托给谢铭一样。 „Teacher.” “老师。” Loosened the hand, small Origami withdrew several steps: „Teacher, we are predestined friends say goodbye.” 松开了手,小折纸退后了几步:“老师,我们有缘再见。” „........” “........” Is gazing after departure of young girl gently, Xie Ming by wall. Fist, getting hold of cannot help but. 目送着少女的离开,谢铭轻轻的靠在了墙上。拳头,不由自主的握紧。 The first time, he felt oneself being incapable. 第一次,他感觉到了自己的无力。 Oneself, cannot pull back from the path of that thorn her eventually. 自己,终究没能把她从那条荆棘的道路上拉回来。 Looks the trace of own palm, the youth remembers that dream that every night has suddenly, then suffers own dream. 看着自己手掌的纹路,青年突然想起每晚做的那个梦,那么折磨自己的梦。 „Strength .....?” “力量.....吗？” 【......】 【......】