Nightingalewalksin " dense fog " .夜莺行走在「迷雾」中。Fromhere, worldonlyremainingblack and whitetwocolors.
从这里看去,世界只剩下黑白二色。
The line of constitutionthingno longerwas clear, the boundary between straight line, broken line and curvebecomesslurred, just like the doodle of childwriting.
原本构成事物的线条不再明确,直线、折线、曲线之间的界限变得模糊不清,犹如孩童笔下的涂鸦。Thiswas the type the feeling that was difficultto explain, very muchfor a long timehowNightingalealsospendsto be familiardistinguishes the boundary, so long asutilizedappropriately, shecannot be restrictedbyeverything, went throughin the dense fogfreely. It seems likewall that links up into a single stretch, so long aschanges an angleslightly, thencansee the entrance that in the real worlddoes not haveabsolutely.
这是种很难言喻的感觉,夜莺也花了很长时间才熟悉如何分辨界限,只要运用得当,她就能不受凡物拘束,在迷雾中自由穿行。看似连成一片的墙体,只要稍微换个角度,便能看到现实世界中绝对不存在的入口。In the dense fog, onand, firstandlatteralsono longeris the fixedconcept, theywill transformmutually, evenoverlapsin the same place. For examplenowshedoes, fromguarding the eyelidenters into the castle, followingthatunpredictableline, on, across the ceiling, arrives in the Annaroomstep by stepbaseless.
在迷雾里,上和下,前和后也不再是固定的概念,它们会相互变换,甚至重叠在一起。比如她现在所做的,从守卫眼皮底下迈入城堡,顺着那变幻莫测的线条,一步步凭空而上,穿过天花板,抵达安娜的房间。Toher, thisis a completelyfreeworld.
对她而言,这是一个完全自由的世界。Only thenplaces " dense fog " , Nightingaletrulywill relax, althoughitis silentandlonely, butshelikesthisnotthreatenedfeeling.
只有身处「迷雾」之中,夜莺才会真正放松下来,尽管它寂静又孤独,可她喜欢这种不受威胁的感觉。Most of the time, hereblack and white, butsheoccasionally can also seeothercolors.
大多时候,这里都是黑白的,但她偶尔也能看到其它颜色。For examplepresentAnna.
例如眼前的安娜。witch and average personare different, theyare the magic powerpolymers. Nightingalecanseeflowingandlost/disintegrated of thisstrength, it is also in the dense fog the onlycolor.女巫和普通人不同,她们是魔力的聚合体。夜莺能看到这股力量的流动和消逝,它也是迷雾中唯一的色彩。Sheneverseeshas looked likeAnnato be so full and intensecolor--aquamarineglosssurgesonher, centercloseincandescent, makingpeoplealmost unable to look straight ahead. ThismadeNightingaleconfuse, generally speaking the magic powercolor and abilityperformancewere very close, shesawwhenCooperation Associationhaswitch of operationflameabilitymuch, theymostlywere the orangeor the dark-red, likefireball that onegroupbeat, regardless of the size and radianceare unable to comparewithAnna.
她从未见过像安娜这么饱满又强烈的颜色——碧绿色的光泽在她身上涌动,中心处接近白炽,让人几乎无法直视。这令夜莺十分迷惑,一般来说魔力的颜色和能力表现十分接近,她在共助会时见过不少拥有操作火焰能力的女巫,她们大多呈橙色或暗红色,像一团跳动的火球,无论大小和光亮度都无法与安娜相比。Ifthisis also hardbeyondunderstanding, anotherpointwas then inconceivable.
如果这点还只是难以理解外,另一点便是不可思议了。Sohugemagic powergathersonher, is sheliving why also?
如此庞大的魔力在她身上汇聚,她为什么还活着?InentireWitch Cooperation Association, Nightingalecould not findto have the person of thisgrade of magic power, even if adulthoodwitch, comparesalso the makes one. If otherAnnaadulthood......
整个女巫共助会里,夜莺都找不到拥有这等魔力之人,哪怕是成年的女巫,比起来也相形见拙。如果等安娜成年的话……No, shedid not havethisopportunity, Nightingalesighed, magic powerwas stronger, backlashwas stronger. Shedoes not even dareto imagine, whendemonic bitearrives, Annawill facehowfearfulsuffering. Thattypewill not make the personlose the consciousnessfrom the severe pain of internaltearingoutward, untilgiving upresisting, acceptedthat moment of death, mustbear not the interruptedpainrepeatedly.
不,她没有这个机会了,夜莺叹了口气,魔力越强,反噬越强。她甚至不敢想象当邪魔噬体降临时,安娜会面对多么可怕的折磨。那种从内部向外撕裂的剧痛不会让人失去意识,直到放弃抵抗,接受死亡的那一刻,都得反复承受毫不间断的痛苦。Shegoes out of the dense fog, the lowtrain of thoughtwill receivetemporarily, spunks up saying: „Good morning, Anna.”
她走出迷雾,将低落的思绪暂时收起,打起精神道:“早上好,安娜。”Annatoopposite partybeing unsolicited, the suddenbehaviorhas been familiar with, shenods, does not haveanswer, butcontinuesto practice the controlflame.安娜对对方这种不请自来,突然出现的行为已经习惯,她点点头,没有回答,而是继续练习着操控火焰。Nightingaletouches the nose, arrives atgirl'sbedsideto sit down.夜莺摸摸鼻子,走到女孩的床边坐下。Like thispracticesherto look atmanytimes, mostwill startAnnaalsoto let slipownclothesignition, in the shed in back garden, the clothes that will preparefullonebarrelto giveherto replace. Arrivedafterward, herhas been ableto make the flamebeatin the fingertipskilled, no longersupervisesherto practiceincludingRoland, in the garden the wooden shedtore downto changeenjoyed the place that the afternoon teaandsunned.
这样的练习她已看过很多次,最开始安娜还会失手将自己的衣服点燃,在后花园的棚子里,准备着满满一桶给她替换的衣服。到后来,她已能熟练的让火焰在指尖跳动,连罗兰都不再督促她练习,园子里木棚拆掉改成了享受下午茶和晒太阳的地方。Even so, Annastilldefers to the princebeforehandinstruction, every daywill carry ononetopractice-- of twodouble-hourinownroom.
即使如此,安娜依然按照王子之前的吩咐,每天都会进行一至两个时辰的练习——就在自己的房间里。„Ibrought the fishcake, eats?”Nightingalefishes out a cloth wrapperfrom the bosom, spreads outto handin front of the opposite party.
“我带了鱼饼来,吃吗?”夜莺从怀里摸出个布包,摊开递到对方面前。Annasmelledsmelling, nods.安娜嗅了嗅,点点头。„Washes the hands,”Nightingalesaid with a smile. Fortunately, shedoes not dislike herself, butis not good attalking. Then, shecarestoNanaobviouslyvery much, the wordssaidsimilarly not much. In factbesidesin the Rolandfront, shealmostlittlespoke.
“去洗个手吧,”夜莺笑道。还好,她并不是讨厌自己,只是不善于交谈罢了。说起来,她明明对娜娜瓦很在意,话同样说得不多。事实上除了在罗兰面前外,她几乎很少说话。Butunder the contrast, the Rolandwords were very many. Healwayshad unable to saytruth that ate meal many rules--for examplebefore meals to wash the handscontinually, eats the thing should not be too quick, fellon the grounddo not pickto eatwait/etc....... Eachhecanmention a lengthy speech.
而对比之下,罗兰的话就忒多了。他总有说不完的道理,连吃个饭都有许多条条框框——比如饭前要洗手,吃东西不要太快,掉在地上的不要捡起来吃等等……每一条他都能讲出个长篇大论来。At firstshe is extremely impatient, but the opposite partygood and evilis the master of thisplace, Greycastle'sFourth Prince, sinceeatshisliveshis, thenonpushing someone take on a difficult joblistened. Arrived the present, sheslowlyhas been unexpectedly also used tothesecustoms. Whydoes not know, whenfights forwithAnna, Nana, Roland, Carterand the otherstogetherwashes the hands the lining uporder, sheinexplicablyfelt a pleasure.
开始她是极不耐烦的,不过对方好歹是此地的主人,灰堡的四王子,既然吃他的住他的,那么就勉为其难的听下好了。到现在,她竟也慢慢习惯了这些规矩。不知为何,当与安娜、娜娜瓦、罗兰、卡特等人一起争抢洗手排队顺序时,她莫名地感到了一丝乐趣。Annaput to be filled with the well waterin the pailto rubrubbing the hand, selectedonegroup of firedryingagain, before pinching the fishcakesatreturns to the table, the smallmouthsmallmouthhas gnawed.安娜把手伸进盛满井水的桶子里搓了搓,再点起一团火烘干,捏个鱼饼坐回到桌前,小口小口啃了起来。„Don't yougo backwithmereally?”Nightingaledoes not have the wordsto look for the words saying that „therehasmanysisters, theywill look afterwellyour.”
“你真的不跟我回去吗?”夜莺没话找话道,“那里有很多姐妹们,她们会好好照顾你的。”„Here, you can only movein the castlerange, doesn't thinkstuffy?”
“在这里,你只能在城堡范围内活动,不觉得闷吗?”„Impassable Mountain Range, although the commodityare not many, buteverybodyis a whole family, for the samegoalgathers.”
“绝境山脉虽然物资不多,可大家都是一家人,为了相同的目的聚集在一起。”„Yourstrengthis so strong, theywill welcomevery muchyour.”
“你的力量这么强大,她们会很欢迎你的。”„In the winter of this year, Ifeared that youcannot support......”
“这年冬天,我怕你撑不过去……”
Speaking of behind, the Nightingalesoundlowered, perhaps, shehas thoughtwithout enough time, even ifreturned tocamp, shehugesuchmagic power, almostimpossibleenduredadulthoodnow. Oneselfcando, onlyremainingvisualherwithering away.
说到后面,夜莺的声音低了下去,或许已经来不及了,她想,就算回到营地,她现在这样庞大的魔力,几乎不可能熬过成年。自己所能做的,只剩下目视她的消亡。„Before joiningWitch Cooperation Association, where did youoncelive?”
“加入女巫共助会之前,你曾住在哪儿?”Nightingalestartled, shelittlewill ask the issuetooneself, „I...... Beforelivedin an eastbigcity, was not farfromKingdom Capital.”夜莺怔了怔,她很少会向自己提问题,“我……以前住在东边的一座大城市,离王都不远。”„Crosseshappily?”
“过得开心吗?”Happy? No, thatsimplyis the day that the sectionis not willingto recall, lives under subjugation, was despisedandridiculed. Afterdiscoveringoneselfbecomewitch, safeguardslike the catdog, the chainshitchon the neck, forcingoneselfto handle mattersforthem. Nightingaleshakes the head, askedin a soft voice,„whycanaskthis?”
开心?不,那简直是段不愿去回想的日子,寄人篱下,被人轻视、嘲弄。当发现自己变为女巫后,更是像猫狗一样看管起来,锁链栓在脖子上,强迫自己为他们办事。夜莺摇摇头,轻声问,“为什么要问这个?”„Ilivedin the old estatebefore,”Annatoldownexperiencesimply, „my father, for25gold royalhad sold toChurchme, isyour highnesscarries over the shacklesme. Here, Icrossveryhappily.”
“我之前住在旧区,”安娜简单地将自己的经历讲述了遍,“我的父亲为了25枚金龙就将我卖给了教会,是殿下将我带出牢笼。在这里,我过得很开心。”„Butyoucannot leavethiscastle, besidesRoland Wimbledon, other people are hatingwitchas before.”
“但你出不了这个城堡,除了罗兰.温布顿外,其他人依旧憎恨着女巫。”„Ido not care . Moreover, hesaid that hewill changeall these, not?”
“我并不在意,而且,他说他会改变这一切,不是么?”„Thatis very difficult, so long asChurchnotbut actually, witchthroughoutisevil.”
“那很困难,只要教会不倒,女巫就始终是邪恶者。”Annahas not refuted, silenttimeis somewhat long, as longasNightingalethinks when hernotopens the mouth, sheaskedsuddenly: „YoucrosshappilyinCooperation Association, crossesherehappily?”安娜没有反驳,沉默的时间有些漫长,长到夜莺以为她再也不会开口时,她忽然问道:“你在共助会过得开心,还是在这里过得开心?”„You...... Yousaidanything,”Nightingalewas askedsomewhatunexpected, „works as, naturallyis......”
“你……你说什么啊,”夜莺被问得有些猝不及防,“当,当然是……”IsCooperation Association? To be honestshetoseeking for the Holy Mountaininterestis not big, buttherehas the friend who sheis unable to give up.
是共助会?说实话她对寻找圣山兴趣不大,但那儿有她无法割舍的朋友。IsBorder Town? If not forhearsto havewitchto fall into the danger, shewill not cometohere!
是边陲镇?若不是听到有女巫陷入危险,她根本不会到这儿来!
The answershouldobviouslybe very right, butwhy can't the earliest possible timesay?
答案应该很明显才对,但为何自己没能第一时间说出口?ThisAnnashowed the smiling face, Nightingalelittlesawherto smile, thateyewas producing an inverted imagelikely the Dawnlake surface, thoughtrelieved--inexplicably, even ifhave not placed " dense fog " . „Ilistened toRoland saying that yousought forHoly Mountainin the northhills, ifHoly Mountainmeans that calm and steadyandhome to return, Ithink that Ihad foundit.”
这次安娜露出了笑容,夜莺很少见到她笑,那双眼睛像是倒映着晨曦的湖面,让人莫名觉得安心——即使自己没有身处「迷雾」中。“我听罗兰说,你们在北方群山中寻找圣山,如果圣山意味着安稳和归宿,我想我已经找到了它。”HereisherHoly Mountain, Nightingalerealized,herlifehas been not much leftfreely, buthersoulearlywill arrive in the other shorecompared withmostwitch.
这里就是她的圣山,夜莺意识到,尽管她的生命已所剩无几,但她的灵魂将比大多数女巫都更早抵达彼岸。Onthis time, out of the doorheard the runningsound, Nightingalelistenedrapidlycarefully, unexpectedlylikelywas the Nanafootsteps.
就这时候,门外传来了急促地奔跑声,夜莺仔细听了听,竟像是娜娜瓦的脚步。
The gatewas shoved open, tocome in is really Nana Pine.
门被推开,冲进来的果然是娜娜瓦.派恩。
Her facecriesto throw the Annabosom, „how...... What to do? Elder SisterAnna, my fatherdiscovered that Iwaswitch!”
她一脸哭相地扑进安娜怀里,“怎……怎么办?安娜姐姐,我父亲发现我是女巫了!”
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