Because the house no one has lived, falling the ash are very many. 房子因为一直没人住过,落灰挺多的。 The Li Dong three people cleaned for one hour, cleans the room cleanly. 李东三人打扫了一个多小时,才将屋子打扫干净。 At noon Li Dong asked Meng Qiping couple to eat meal together, finished eating food Meng Qiping then to prepare to return to the school. 中午李东请孟启平两口子一起吃了个饭,吃完饭孟启平便准备回学校。 journey Nan said: „Li Dong, your house does not have the quilt, or we accompany you to buy together, can help you carry the thing.” 程楠却道:“李东,你那房子连被子都没,要不我们陪你一起去买吧,也能帮你拎拎东西。” Or said that the female student is more careful than the male student, Meng Qiping this fellow has not thought issue how Li Dong rests in the evening. 要不说女生比男生心细,孟启平这家伙就没想过李东晚上怎么睡的问题。 Li Dongyuan prepared to decline, but thinks one indeed are not very convenient, therefore thanked: „That troubled you.” 李东原本准备推辞,不过想到自己一个人的确不是很方便,于是谢道:“那就麻烦你们了。” The following several people then started the journey of shopping. 接下来几人便开始了购物之旅。 Must mediate the woman to shop together, is good also to have the fault. 要说和女人一起购物,有好处也有坏处。 The advantage is the female student is careful, anything thought for you, even the toilet paper of restroom had not forgotten, if Li Dong definitely bought several big-ticket items to go back directly. 好处就是女生心细,什么都为你想到了,连厕所的厕纸都没忘记,要是李东自己肯定买几个大件就直接回去了。 Naturally, the fault naturally must have. 当然,坏处自然也少不了。 That hauls, even if buys little thing journey Nan also to compare goods, then gets the first home to buy again. 那就是太拖拉,哪怕买一件小东西程楠也要货比三家,然后才回到第一家再买。 Li Dong said several times, never expected that journey Nan actually speaks plausibly saying: „How does not compare to know the thing to be good, is your men is used, therefore in market some so many profiteers!” 李东说了几次,没想到程楠却振振有词道:“不比一下怎么知道东西好不好,都是你们这些男人惯的,所以市场上才有那么多奸商！” Li Dong does not know whether to laugh or cry, pats Meng Qiping who on the racket hung all over to wrap saying: „Sympathizes with you, how usually you support.” 李东哭笑不得,拍了拍身上挂满包裹的孟启平道:“同情你,平时你怎么撑下来的。” Never expected that Meng Qiping rolls the eyes to despise saying: „Who wants you to sympathize, my has fun! Does not know that you have the girlfriend really or false, accompanying the girlfriend window-shops is a pleasure cannot understand?” 没想到孟启平一翻白眼鄙夷道:“谁要你同情,我这是乐在其中！都不知道你有女朋友是真的还是假的,陪女朋友逛街也是一种乐趣懂不懂？” Li Dong was choked by this saying, feeling that I had nothing to say in reply unexpectedly. 李东被这话噎了一下,有一种我竟无言以对的感觉。 Actually reviews at heart secretly, oneself this boyfriend seems a little does not fulfill duty. 心里却是暗自检讨,自己这个男朋友好像是有点不尽职。 Separated for three months with Qin Yuhan, he except for usually hit to telephone, had not gone to look at her. 和秦雨涵分开三个多月了,他除了平时打打电话,一直都没去看过她。 In Dongping, oneself have not accompanied her to take a walk probably the shopping, Qin Yuhan has not requested him to make anything. 在东平的时候,自己好像也没怎么陪她逛街购物,秦雨涵更是从来没要求他做过什么。 At this moment Li Dong thought of fondly Qin Yuhan suddenly especially. 这一刻李东忽然格外的思恋秦雨涵。 ...... …… Bought the thing to go back already around 3 : 00 pm. 买完东西回去已经下午 3 点多了。 journey Nan also prepares to help arrange, this time Li Dong rejected. 程楠还准备帮着布置一下,这次李东拒绝了。 The relations are intimate with that again are also others' girlfriend, let alone he and journey Nan are also not too ripe, how good always troublesome families. 关系再亲近那也是别人的女朋友,何况他和程楠还不是太熟,怎么好老是麻烦人家。 On journey Nan the face actually reveals light losing, is somewhat regrettable. 程楠脸上却是露出淡淡的失落,有些遗憾。 Walks, when journey Nan went out, Meng Qiping is low and deep: „She wants to have a own hut.” 走的时候,等程楠出门了,孟启平才低沉道:“她是想有个属于自己的小屋。” Li Dong nods, journey Nan the thoughts he looked, let alone was Meng Qiping. 李东点头,程楠的心思他都看出来了,何况是孟启平。 Stopped the moment, Meng Qiping hesitant one will say: „The eastern Elder Brother, can I select again also you taking advantage of your money late?” 停顿了片刻,孟启平犹豫一会才道:“东哥,我借你的钱能不能迟点再还你？” „Is casual is when good, I am not anxious.” Li Dongdao. “随便什么时候都行,我不急。”李东道。 Listened to Li Dong saying that on Meng Qiping face revealed the happy expression, „eastern Elder Brother, thank you!” 听李东这么说,孟启平脸上露出喜色,“东哥,谢谢你！” Actually these days he also deposited a money, originally accurate stocking enough 5000 on also Li Dong. 其实这段时间他也存了点钱,原先准备存够了五千就还李东。 But sees appearance that now journey Nan envies, in Meng start/open is unemotional is uncomfortable, has moved the thoughts, makes journey Nan have the opportunity to decorate own warm hut. 可现在看到程楠羡慕的样子,孟启平心里不是滋味,就动了搬出来住的心思,也让程楠有机会能布置属于自己的温馨小屋。 Li Dongpai patted his shoulder, the man, is not easy. 李东拍了拍他的肩膀,男人啊,都不容易。 ...... …… Meng opened gentle journey Nan to walk. 孟启平和程楠走了。 This walks, the big room was deserted immediately. 这一走,偌大的屋子顿时空寂了下来。 Li Dong paces the balcony to sit on the floor, looks at the setting sun of out of the window, suddenly felt oneself are quite lonely. 李东独自一人踱步到阳台边坐在地板上,看着窗外的夕阳,忽然感觉自己好孤单。 No one accompanies, parents not in side, girlfriend great distance thousand li (500 km). 没人陪伴,父母不在身边,女朋友相隔千里。 But all these are he himself take the consequences for own actions, who makes him unable to put down to money holds to read. 而这一切都是他自己自作自受,谁让他放不下对金钱的执念。 Money, he does not lack now. 钱,他现在不缺。 But money is not sometimes multipurpose, like Li Dong now, he feels is very lonely, money could not fill his void. 可有时候钱也不是万能的,就像李东现在,他感觉很孤独,金钱填补不了他内心的空虚。 Dialed Qin Yuhan the telephone subconsciously. 下意识地拨通了秦雨涵的电话。 In the telephone the clear sound biography hears, Li Dongcai as if lived. 当电话里清脆的声音传入耳中,李东才仿佛活了过来。 „Rain contains, I thought you.” “雨涵,我想你了。” Telephone that side Qin Yuhan yes snort/hum said: „Light knows that on the mouth said that also has not seen you to look at me.” 电话那边的秦雨涵却是哼道:“光知道嘴上说,也没见你过来看我。” Li Dong had nothing to say in reply, yes, oneself have said busily, but was really busy at to looking continually her time didn't have? 李东无言以对,是啊,自己一直说忙,可真的忙到连去看她的时间都没吗？ Although Li Dong does not want to acknowledge, may engage in introspection, is not because are too selfish? 尽管李东不想承认,可扪心自问,难道不是因为自己太自私？ He thinks selfishly the distant place cannot leave him, he thinks all that selfishly now makes for later, he thought him selfishly such diligently for the family member and Qin Yuhan...... 他自私的以为远方离不了他,他自私的以为现在做的一切都是为了以后,他自私的以为他这么努力都是为了家人和秦雨涵…… But he has not thought that is this parents wants, was this Qin Yuhan wants? 可他从没想过,这是不是父母想要的,这是不是秦雨涵想要的？ He was deciding selfishly their destiny, he made the parents close the outdoor shop, opened the convenience store joyfully, the parents really? 他自私地决定着他们的命运,他让父母关了摊子,开了便利店,爸妈真的快乐吗？ He made Qin rain contain all alone to go to Capital City, every month will contain card to take up a collection to Qin rain, Qin Yuhan was joyful? 他让秦雨涵孤身一人去了京城,每个月都会给秦雨涵卡里打钱,秦雨涵快乐吗？ He designed to make Qin Haiyang Yun come the plain, abandoned lived in many years of Dongping, Qin Haiyang was Yun joyful? 他设计让秦海杨芸来平川,抛弃了居住多年的东平,秦海杨芸快乐吗？ Li Dong was silent, this flash he felt all that oneself make lost the significance. 李东沉默了,这一瞬间他感觉自己做的一切都失去了意义。 Did I make the mistake? 我做错了吗？ He is not a sage, why to arrange others' destiny. 他不是圣人,凭什么安排别人的命运。 As if was the feeling Li Dong pacing back and forth, Qin rain contained the supple sound said: „Li Dong, since is the road that choose, then on rigid walks, I will be accompanying you forever!” 仿佛是感受地了李东的彷徨,秦雨涵柔声道:“李东,既然是自己选的路,那就执着的走下去,我会永远陪着你！” These words gave the Li Dong infinite strength probably, she understands me, she understands me! 这一句话好像给了李东无穷的力量,她明白我,她懂我！ Right, since is the road that choose, no matter the process is rough, he must walk firmly! 对啊,既然是自己选择的路,不管过程多么坎坷,他都要坚定的走下去！ On face gloomy diverges gradually, Li Dongxiao is very happy, said loudly: „Rain contains, I love you!” 脸上的阴郁渐渐散去,李东笑的很开心,大声道:“雨涵,我爱你！” Telephone that side Qin Yuhan has not thought obviously Li Donghoi said that immediately said shyly: „Was dying, some dormitory also people!” 电话那边的秦雨涵显然没想到李东会这么说,顿时羞涩道:“要死了,宿舍还有人呢！” „Hee hee, the rain contains, I love you, is quite disgusting!” “嘻嘻,雨涵,我爱你,好肉麻哦！” „Li Dong, I will be accompanying you forever, youth Qingqie intent!” “李东,我会永远陪着你,郎情妾意啊！” „Slightly contains, your boyfriend voice is very big, the entire dormitory heard, hehe.” “小涵涵,你男朋友嗓门挺大呀,整个宿舍都听见了,嘿嘿。” „......” “……” The words that the roommates who indistinct Li Dong heard Qin Yuhan teased, then as if heard Qin Yuhan saying: „I also love you!” 隐隐约约的李东听到秦雨涵的舍友们调侃的话,接着又仿佛听到了秦雨涵说:“我也爱你！” Then the telephone was then hung up, Li Dong does not know that Qin Yuhan did have to speak these words, but he thinks that Qin rain contained definitely says. 然后电话便被挂断了,李东不知道秦雨涵到底有没有说过这句话,不过他认为秦雨涵肯定是说了。 Li Dong seemed poured cardiotonic, the spirit of dispirited roused instantaneously. 李东仿佛被注了一剂强心剂,萎靡的精神瞬间抖擞起来。 No matter how, the parents support him, the girlfriend supports him, this was enough. 不管如何,父母支持他,女朋友支持他,这就足够了。 ...... …… The following day, the familiar Li Dong person felt that he probably changed. 接下来的日子,熟悉李东的人感觉他好像变了一些。 Where changed everyone unable to say specifically, but was felt that Li Dong whole person was more energetic. 具体哪里变了大家说不上来,不过就是感觉李东整个人更精神了。 A while ago Li Dong seems very always exhausted, now seems like actually has high morale, as if the whole person had the infinite energy. 前段时间李东看起来总是很疲惫,现在看起来却是斗志昂扬,仿佛整个人有了无穷精力。 Longhua Plaza that side Li Dong put in more energy, recruitment also formally started. 龙华广场那边李东投入了更多精力,招聘事宜也正式开始启动。 Recruitment work Li Dong of even Chuandian do it yourself, each leadership position is he interviews personally. 平川店的招聘工作李东都是亲力亲为,每一位领导层职位都是他亲自去面试的。 The propaganda work of supermarket, starting doing business activity preparation, shelf arrangement...... 超市的宣传工作,开业活动准备,货架布置…… All these Li Dong participate personally, even usually loathes him who and bureaucrat has to do, this time also runs toward fire industry and commerce these governmental agencies repeatedly. 这一切李东都亲自参与,甚至平日厌恶和官僚打交道的他,这次也频频往消防工商这些政府机关跑。 Because does not need to live at school, sometimes Li Dong is busy at going back to 12 points in the evening. 因为不用住校,有时候李东晚上忙到一两点才回去。 From Dongping Sun Tao who returns to the plain was somewhat worried, feared Li Dong supported by hard and stubborn effort was being exhausted the body, has urged in secret several times. 从东平回到平川的孙涛有些担心,怕李东硬撑着累坏了身体,私下里劝过几次。 Does not think that Li Dong said with a smile: „Do not be worried about me, I feel now oneself can catch a tiger.” 不想李东却笑道:“别担心我,我现在感觉自己能打虎。” This is the truth, since previous and Qin Yuhan through the telephone, Li Dong felt that own heart tied unties. 这是实话,自从上次和秦雨涵通过电话,李东感觉自己的心结被解开了。 Has such woman to support itself in behind silently, encourages to oneself silently, but also there are what him unable to achieve. 有这样的女人在背后默默支持自己,默默给自己鼓劲,还有什么他做不到的。 He must try hard again diligently, striving for success strives for success again. 他要努力再努力,拼搏再拼搏。 He must strive to make enough him to spend several lifetime before age 30 money, then retires, then can accompany Qin Yuhan to visit the world, enjoys the life. 他要争取在30岁之前挣到足够他花上几辈子的钱,然后退休,接下来就可以陪秦雨涵环游世界,享受生活。 This is his goal, is his power. 这是他的目标,也是他的动力。 ( I also pace back and forth well weak, sought the support. This book result not, the eagle some of my vigor dispiriteds, asked everyone to me a confidence. The recommendation ticket, the collection, hits to enjoy, commentary, the more the better, making eagle full blood resurrect!) (我也好彷徨好无力,求支持。这本书成绩不算好,老鹰我精气神都有些萎靡了,求大家给我一点信心吧。推荐票,收藏,打赏,评论,多多益善,让老鹰满血复活吧！)