Chapter 27 electron spirit 第27章电子幽灵 Murphy sees here excitement, this feeling sounds with is quite similar. 墨非看到这里一阵激动,这种感觉听起来和自己颇为相似。 It is not right, should say that also is more serious than soberly, he in him has not at least received the influence of Black Dragon, only then in the dream and game, oneself will unable to distinguish clearly the reality. 不对,应该说比他还要严重一些,至少他在清醒的时候并没有收到过黑龙的影响,只有在梦里和游戏里面,自己才会分不清现实。 Murphy: „Afterward?” 墨非:“后来呢？” The tooth of shadow: „ I was afraid eat the raw meat to fall ill, therefore I went to the hospital, after the inspection , very inconceivable discovery, I digested these raw meat completely, has not presented points to be unusual, even after the doctor got the physical exam, to me said that my body good astonishment, absolutely did not have these work sickness of general office worker, but also asked that I jogged to exercise anything frequently. 暗影之牙:“我害怕吃了生肉会生病,于是我去了医院,检查之后非常不可思议的发现,我把那些生肉全部消化了,没有出现一点异常,甚至医生给我检查完身体之后说我身体好的惊人,完全没有一般的上班族的那些工作病,还问我是不是经常跑步锻炼什么的。 But my actually dwelling, except for going to work is goes home to lie on the bed plays the game. ” 但我其实宅的很,除了上班就是回家躺在床上打游戏。” Murphy: „At that time your what felt?” 墨非:“当时你什么感觉？” The tooth of shadow: „ Fear, is excited, I thought that I am as if having some evolution, perhaps continues, can obtain the superpower also not necessarily saying that but I was also worried own mental whether will be played affecting, finally can really turn into the wild animal and so on. 暗影之牙:“害怕,又兴奋,我觉得自己似乎在发生某种进化,或许继续下去,能够获得超能力也说不一定呢,但同时我也担心自己的心智是否会被游戏给影响了,最后会不会真的变成野兽之类的。 Because I truly can feel, own mental also as if followed to have some changes, I started become have the aggressivity, sometimes went to work sat the elevator the time, I look to stand in my front person neck, imagining to be throwing one to nip to be able suddenly to be anything felt. 因为我确实能感觉到,自己的心智也似乎跟着发生了一些变化,我开始变得更有攻击性,有的时候上班坐电梯的时候,我会看着站在我前面的人脖子,想象着突然扑上去一口咬下去会是什么感觉。 I found the psychiatrist, but is useless, I maintain the habits and customs of human as far as possible, but uncontrolled was actually played to affect, to be honest, I was somewhat afraid, even for sometime does not dare to enter the game. ” 我去找了心理医生,不过没什么用,我尽量保持人类的生活习惯,但却还是不受控制的被游戏影响,老实说,我有些害怕了,甚至有一段时间不敢进游戏。” Murphy: „You now? Also this?” 墨非:“那你现在怎么样了？还这样么？” The tooth of shadow: „, I have gotten back now.” 暗影之牙:“不了,现在我已经恢复过来了。” Murphy: „, How do you achieve?” 墨非:“啊,你怎么做到的？” The tooth of shadow: „Because my role died, Valee Hemet this person does you know?” 暗影之牙:“因为我的角色死了,奈辛瓦里・赫米特这个人伱知道吧？” Murphy: „That legendary dwarf hunter?” 墨非:“那个传奇矮人猎人？” The tooth of shadow: „ Right, is that bastard, this fellow heard that some place presented a powerful black leopard, therefore went into my territory to open one named 【Hunting ‚the tooth of shadow’】 Plot event. 暗影之牙:“没错,就是那个混蛋,这家伙听说某个地方出现了一只强大的黑豹,于是就跑到我的领地开启了一个叫【狩猎‘暗影之牙’】的剧情事件。 Originally I hide also to be careless, who knows that had many adventurers to run to meet hunted and killed the duty, helping that dwarf search for me, searched continuously for three days, I frightened the direct winding, originally thinks that careless 35 days should be safe again, the result got online is stopped up, mother's goods taming technique was useless, I gave to explode on a rifle butt directly, 50 levels of rare elites, can enter step BOSS immediately, did not have all of a sudden. ” 本来我躲着点也能苟下来,谁知道有很多冒险者跑来接了猎杀任务,帮着那个矮人搜寻我,连续搜索了三天,我吓得直接下线,本来以为再苟个三五天应该就安全了,结果一上线就被堵了个正着,妈的这货连个驯兽术都没用,直接就一枪把我给爆头了,50级的稀有精英啊,马上就能进阶BOSS了,一下子全没了。” Murphy: „Were you then good?” 墨非:“然后你就好了？” The tooth of shadow: „ Almost, I dreamed of the tooth of shadow that night for the last time ‚’, I dream of it to stand in a jungle edge, is looking at the distant place jet black forest, I know that at that time this possibly was I sees it for the last time, I think that it will say goodbye with me, rubbed in my arms, or focused attention on staring with me and so on, however no, it stood there, a face has not given me, looks at the forest of distant place. 暗影之牙:“差不多,那天晚上我最后一次梦见‘暗影之牙’,我梦见它站在一片丛林的边缘,望着远处漆黑一片的森林,我那个时候就知道这可能是我最后一次见到它了,我本以为它会跟我道别,在我怀里蹭一蹭,或者跟我瞩目凝视之类的,然而没有,它就站在那里,连个正脸都没给我,看着远方的森林。 When I cannot bear shout its time, suddenly its does not return ran in the jungle, vanishes to disappear, bastard who this does not have the conscience...... 等我忍不住喊它的时候,它忽然头也不回的跑进了丛林里面,消失不见了,这个没良心的混蛋…… From then on I have not dreamed of it again. 从那以后我就再也没有梦见过它。 Later a long time I deserted, feels is very uncomfortable, but afterward my slowly also saw through, if had not died at that time, now I have not known that turned into what appearance. ” 之后很长一段时间里我心里都空落落的,感觉很难受,不过后来我慢慢的也看开了,如果当时没死,现在我还不知道变成什么样子了呢。” Murphy held in the opposite party words keenly a meaning of hidden. 墨非敏锐的抓住了对方话语中一丝隐藏的含义。 „Therefore you thought that ‚the tooth of shadow’ is an independent individual, rather than your own incarnation?” “所以你觉得‘暗影之牙’是一个独立的个体,而不是你自己的化身？” The tooth of shadow: „ Yes, although said is very strange, before I had not thought of this point, but until that moment I realized that suddenly it and I are not a body, perhaps most starts is, but over time, real I and tooth of difference shadow are getting bigger and bigger, gradually turned into two people, or a person of beast. 暗影之牙:“是的,虽然这么说很奇怪,之前我也一直没有想到这一点,但直到那一刻我才忽然意识到它和我并不是一体的,或许最开始是,但随着时间推移,真实的我和暗影之牙差异越来越大,逐渐就变成了两人,或者说一人一兽也可以。 Although usually we overlap in the same place, but that evening, I saw its real shape. ” 虽然通常我们是重叠在一起的,但是那一晚,我看到了它的真实形态。” Murphy: „You thought that what it is? Is your subconscious?” 墨非:“那你觉得它到底是什么？是你的潜意识么？” The tooth of shadow: „No, definitely is not, I start thought that possibly is enters the play is too deep, you know that clown that actor, calling anything to come.” 暗影之牙:“不,肯定不是,我开始的时候觉得可能是自己入戏太深,你知道小丑那个演员吧,叫什么来着。” Murphy: „Phoenix?” 墨非:“菲尼克斯？” The tooth of shadow: „It is not right, what I said is in the dark knight that clown.” 暗影之牙:“不对,我说的是黑暗骑士里那个小丑。” Murphy: „Heath Ledger?” 墨非:“希斯莱杰？” The tooth of shadow: „ Right, is he, because it is said that he entered the play too deeply unable to walk to commit suicide finally, I started to feel oneself also entered the play is too deep, really regarded itself the black leopard. 暗影之牙:“对对对,就是他,据说他因为入戏太深走不出去最后自杀了,我开始觉得自己是不是也入戏太深,真把自己当成黑豹了。 However afterward I discovered is not such matter, I very clear are individual, is not the black leopard, I can differentiate these two clearly, when I act like the black leopard, I was more like by some procedure/program, or the spirit body take possession. This spirit body is controlling me to handle these things, I in fact turned into an observer, feeling that because I can synchronize the feedback of mood and reality of black leopard, therefore I do not have the difference between means clear differentiation both. ” 不过后来我发现不是这么回事,我很清楚自己是个人,不是黑豹,我能清楚的区分这两者,当我像黑豹一样行动的时候,我更像是被某种程序、或者灵体附身了。这个灵体在控制我做那些事情,我实际上变成了一个旁观者,只是由于我能同步的感受到黑豹的情绪和现实的回馈,所以我没办法清晰的区分两者之间的区别。” Murphy more listens is the heart startled, this description was almost just the same as at that time. 墨非越听越是心惊,这种形容跟自己当时几乎一模一样啊。 Murphy: „Are you still playing this game now?” 墨非:“你现在还在玩这个游戏么？” The tooth of shadow: „ Still is playing, without the means that this game was too fun, cannot put down, but I rebuilt a number, a bandits and thieves leader, I discovered, so long as not desirably will conduct the role to act is affected, I now already 30 multistage, will not have the dream to have been to this new role one time. 暗影之牙:“还在玩,没办法,这游戏太好玩了,根本放不下,不过我重建了一个号,一个盗贼首领,我发现只要不刻意的去进行角色扮演就不会受到影响,我现在已经三十多级了,一次都没梦到过这个新角色。 Therefore I guessed that this phenomenon possibly acts related with the role, we deliberately play a virtual role in the game, acted was long, this virtual role turned. ” 所以我猜测这种现象可能跟角色扮演有关,我们在游戏里刻意去扮演一个虚拟角色,扮演的久了,这个虚拟角色就变成真的了。” Murphy nods secretly, this theory can also explain that but actually reluctantly this type ‚virtual life’ condition of birth, oneself have been truly acting Black Dragon feudal lord Murphys, its habits and behaviors, the speech and behavior, is completely different from reality , seems gives in the live broadcast. 墨非暗自点了点头,这个理论倒也勉强可以解释这种‘虚拟生命’诞生的条件,自己确实一直在扮演黑龙领主墨菲斯,它的行为习惯,言谈举止,和现实中的自己完全不同,似乎都是自己在直播的时候所赋予的。 However this cannot explain that Black Dragon was anything. 不过这还是解释不了那条黑龙到底是什么。 Murphy: „You thought that what these thing are?” 墨非:“你觉得这些玩意到底是什么？” The tooth of shadow: „ Who knows that I have conducted many speculations and suspicions actually, possibly is the computer program acts according to some intelligent AI that our beforehand behavior patterns simulate, loaded in our brains like the procedure/program, affected our thoughts, changed our habits and behaviors. 暗影之牙:“谁知道呢,我倒是进行过许多推测和猜想,可能是电脑程序根据我们之前的行为模式模拟出来的某种智能AI,就像程序一样加载到了我们的大脑里,影响我们的思维,改变我们的行为习惯。 Also may be some supernatural electronic spirit...... 也有可能是某种超自然的电子幽灵…… Was awakened the second personality...... 或者是自己觉醒了第二人格…… However these suspicions cannot explain why the body will also follow to change. 但是这些猜想都解释不了为什么身体也会跟着改变。 Talked nonsense some words, possibly was some system, if the tooth of shadow has not died, perhaps I now already awakening superpower anything...... 扯淡一些的话,也可能是某种系统,如果暗影之牙没死的话,没准我现在已经觉醒超能力什么的了呢…… This game was extremely weird, possibly later is impossible to confirm, I did not plan to go into seriously again, I have actually put down to this matter. 这个游戏太过邪门了,可能以后也不可能证实,我也不打算再深究了,我对这事其实已经放下了。 I said so many to you, is this matter has mainly hidden is making me feel at heart is very uncomfortable, can with having the person of same experience tells these, many is also with a reconciliation that past made. 我之所以跟你说这么多,主要是这件事情一直藏在心里让我感觉很难受,能跟有相同经历的人讲述这些,多少也算是跟过去的自己做的一个和解吧。 You, your matter may actually compared with my serious, best careful. ” 倒是你,你这事可比我的严重多了,最好小心一点。” Murphy: „I do not have you to be serious, until now, in my reality had not at least been affected.” 墨非:“我没你严重,至少到现在为止,我现实中还没有被影响到呢。” The tooth of shadow: „ That said that may puzzle at that time my is only a wild animal, a rare elite, puzzles now your is a Black Dragon, world BOSS, although in the reality does not have dragon lifeform, but according to the game official monster introduced, dragon lifeform should not be is good at camouflaging very much slyly very much cruelly very much? 暗影之牙:“话是这么说,可当时困扰我的只是一只野兽,一个稀有精英而已,现在困扰你的可是一只黑龙,一个世界BOSS啊,虽然现实中没有龙这种生物,但是根据游戏官方的怪物介绍,龙这种生物不应该是很狡猾很残暴很善于伪装的么？ Perhaps some supernatural force. 说不定还有某种超自然力量。 You said that it has communicated with you in the dream, wraps your words, perhaps it has been able to control you, but has been hiding itself. 你说它一直在梦里跟你交流,套你的话,没准它早就能控制你了,只是一直在隐藏自己罢了。 Therefore I thought that you best or are careful point good, my experience to you are a reference, but you best do not regard a matter completely. 所以我觉得你最好还是小心一点的好,我的经历对你算是个参考,但你最好还是不要完全当成一回事。 No matter the good deed or the misdemeanor, I feel on you current all compared with my serious many. ” 不管是好事还是坏事,我觉得在你身上正在发生的一切都将比我的严重的多。” ( This chapter ends) (本章完)