Chapter 82 my mother definitely understands that your intention( 2, seeking to subscribe, bill!) 第82章我妈妈肯定明白你的心意(二更,求首订,票票！) Year's end the winter solstice, compared with that summer that accompanies the forest to have heavy rain, this time a person who comes to the graveyard were many. Although accompanies to come one time many years ago, the position that but the plum side regarding having mother is at actually remembers very clearly. 岁末冬至,比起那个陪林有兮淋过雨的夏天,这次来墓园的人多了很多。虽然只是在多年前陪有兮来过一次,但梅方对于有兮妈妈所在的位置却记得很清楚。 Is pouring the stone lion forwards the third row...... not to know also. 倒着的石狮子向前第三排……不知道还在不在。 The volume, this stone lion had not really moved away, the administrators in public cemetery were also too lazy. 额,这石狮子还真没被移走啊,公墓的管理人员也太懒了。 Said what geomancy position view here does have? 还是说这里有什么风水方位的说法？ Gradually well ups about the past events memory scene, Mei Fangshen inspires, starting to walk step stand forth. 关于往事的记忆景象逐渐涌上心头,梅方深吸了一口气,迈开步子向前走去。 In his vision institute and small green plum that the place, he is familiar with is kneeling mother grave that on the ground before she most loves, lowers the head not to say a word. 在他目光所及的地方,他熟悉的小青梅正席地跪在她最爱的妈妈墓前,低着头一言不发。 She sends out several occasionally a sound that attracts the nose, or puts out a hand to rub the eyes. 她只是偶尔发出几下吸鼻子的声音,或是伸手揉了揉眼睛。 Mei side does not have to disturb her anxiously, but stands in not the far position calmly is waiting for her. 梅方没有急着去打扰她,而是站在不远的位置静静地守候着她。 The after split vision of corner of the eye glimpses plum side familiar form, there is a gloomy and muddy eye pupil flashes through wipes the bright color, obviously her appearance to the plum side has no preparation. 眼角的余光瞥见梅方这个熟悉的身影后,有兮暗淡而浑浊的眼眸闪过一抹亮色,显然她对梅方的出现没有任何心理准备。 „You how...... here?” “你怎么……在这里？” Of „reaching an agreement plays the rich person, finally runs such far...... really owes I to look well.” “说好的一起玩大富翁,结果跑这么远……真亏我一路好找。” Mei side arrives at the forest to have slowly side, the fruit that will buy hands over to the forest has. 梅方慢慢走到林有兮身旁,将买来的水果递向林有兮。 „You visit your mother, definitely forgot the belt/bring thing to see her. I am quite sensible, you looks at me-” “你来探望你妈妈,肯定忘了带东西见她吧。还是我比较懂事,伱看我-” „I bought.” “我买了的。” The apple that before the forest has points at mother grave, is placing, „I am not a child, now are also rich, apple much money one jin (0.5 kg) know.” 林有兮指着妈妈墓前摆放的苹果,“我已经不是小孩子了,现在自己也有钱,苹果多少钱一斤还是知道的。” „Eh, this.” “额,这样。” „You truly grew up......” “你确实是长大了……” The plum side is somewhat awkward, is not knowing that which position the fruit of purchase placed, the forest has actually to meet. 梅方有些尴尬,正不知道把购买的水果放在哪个位置,林有兮却一把接了过去。 „Takes away to do, many that my mother the suspicion will not eat.” “拿走干嘛,我妈又不会嫌吃的多。” „......” “……” Mei side looks that the forest has to take cautiously the apple, is placed before mother's grave. 梅方看着林有兮小心翼翼地把苹果拿出来,摆在妈妈的坟前。 She is suspending the fruit, while inquired Mei side, „you have gone to my family?” 她一边摆着水果,一边询问梅方,“你是不是去过我家了？” „Un......” “嗯……” „That...... did you see that aunt?” “那……你见到那个阿姨了吗？” Mei side nods. 梅方点点头。 „You look, the Sir...... is a swindler.” “你看,大人……都是骗子。” After speaking these words, the forest had attracted under the nose, closely is nipping the lip, bore not let in the tears that the eye socket spun remain. 说完这句话后,林有兮吸了下鼻子,紧紧地咬着唇,忍住不让在眼眶打转的眼泪留下来。 Mei Fangzhengxiang said anything, actually saw on the knee pants that the forest has broke a hole, seeps out some dark red bloodstains faintly. 梅方正想说些什么,却看到林有兮的膝盖裤子上破了一个洞,隐隐渗出一些殷红的血痕。 „Your knee was injured, had?” “你膝盖受伤了吗,有兮？” „Does not have the matter.” “没有事。” „Makes me look, wound infection words-” “让我看一下吧,伤口感染的话就-” „Said was all right! Does not want you to manage!” “都说了没事了！不要你管！” The forest has Mei side who will approach to shove open, but the plum side seems very strong, the meaning without made concessions. 林有兮一把将靠近过来的梅方推开,但梅方显得很强硬,没有丝毫退让的意思。 „Does not want me to manage, now who manages you?” “不要我管,现在谁管你？” „Also thinks that you were not a child, how finally to like creating a scene like this?” “还以为你不是小孩子了,结果怎么还是喜欢这样无理取闹？” The forest has does not answer Mei side the words, but keeps dozen of Mei side, renounces shoves open him, but, does not know that is the knee ache or the mood fermented reason, the forest had stops the movement suddenly. 林有兮不答梅方的话,只是不停地打梅方,决绝地把他推开,不过,不知道是不是膝盖疼痛还是情绪酝酿到了的原因,林有兮忽然停下动作。 When her again opens the mouth, her sound already completely torn to pieces. 当她再次开口时,她的声音已经完全支离破碎。 „My father...... he does not love mother now.” “我爸……他现在已经不爱妈妈了。” „He wants to forget mother, therefore in always leads that aunt to come home.” “他想把妈妈忘掉,所以总是带着那个阿姨来家里。” „Grandfather grandmother also passed away.” “外公外婆也去世了。” „Uncle is waste who does not have the conscience.” “舅舅是个没良心的人渣。” „Now in this world, only then I, only then I alone...... still remembered mother.” “现在这个世界上只有我,就只有我一个人……还记得妈妈了。” „You look at next door that grave, because that paternal grandmother grave no one worships, now is also torn down.” “你看隔壁那个墓,那个奶奶墓因为没有人祭拜,现在也被拆掉了。” „If I did not accompany mother...... mother really a person to fall forever alone here.” “如果我不来陪妈妈的话……妈妈就真的永远孤零零地一个人落在这里了。” The forest that the tearful eyes dance has puts out a hand to stroke on the tombstone gently mother slightly yellowing picture, nearby Mei side has not said anything, but routinely pulls out one package of paper goods from the pocket, extracts one to the forest wipes tears. 泪眼婆娑的林有兮伸手轻轻抚摸着墓碑上妈妈微微泛黄的相片,一旁的梅方没有说些什么,只是习惯性地从口袋里掏出一包纸巾,抽出一张给林有兮擦眼泪。 He has not wiped several tears, he pinches the hand of paper goods to have by the forest holds, the forest has pastes the paper goods on his hand to make an effort to blow the nasal mucus. 他还没擦几下眼泪,他捏着纸巾的手就被林有兮抓住,林有兮贴着他的手上的纸巾一直用力地擤着鼻涕。 One after another. 一张又一张。 The mood when the forest has returns to normal slightly, the sound of sobbing became weak, Mei side then bowed the inspection forest to have the wound of knee. 等到林有兮的情绪稍微平复,抽噎的声音变得微弱了些,梅方这才躬身下去检查林有兮膝盖的伤口。 „How does this is fall?” “这是怎么摔的？” „I after the father quarrelled, from the family/home runs, then fell a tumble.” “我跟爸爸吵架之后,从家里跑出来,然后就摔了一跤。” „How to look for us? I and reason reason at home.” “怎么不来找我们？我和缘缘都在家。” „I...... am run on your family road to fall.” “我……就是跑去你家路上摔的。” „This.” “啊这。” The forest had to rub the red nose, „I threw down was at heart uncomfortable, thinks the father abandoned mother, I thought that I at least also had you, but mother was more pitiful than me, I thought that should accompany her, comforted her well. You looked, has not thought originally has been accompanying her paternal grandmother in side, now not.” 林有兮揉了揉通红的鼻子,“我摔倒的时候心里非常难受,一想到爸爸抛弃了妈妈,我心想我至少还有你们,但妈妈比我还可怜,我就觉得该来陪陪她,好好安慰她。你看,没想到原来在旁边一直陪着她的那个奶奶,现在也不在了。” Mei side looked around tombstone, immediately shakes the head: 梅方看了看一旁的墓碑,顿时摇摇头: „This paternal grandmother's grave was not necessarily processed, might move other place.” “这个奶奶的墓不一定是被处理了哦,也有可能只是迁到了别的地方。” „How do you know?” “你怎么知道？” „Tombstone had over 20 years shelf time generally, the disposal cost ratio places the cost where did not manage to be higher, this paternal grandmother's grave surely did not have 20 years.” “墓碑一般有20年以上的保管期,清理成本比放在哪里不管的成本可高多了,这个奶奶的墓肯定没有20年。” The forest has is gazing at Mei side doubtfully, „how you understand so many......” 林有兮半信半疑地注视着梅方,“你怎么懂这么多……” „Ahem, you think that who your toy horse is?” “哼哼,你以为你的竹马是什么人啊？” Actually Mei side talked irresponsibly with the fuzzy related memory. 其实梅方只是凭着模糊的相关记忆瞎掰的。 „Your knee wound, this has been putting, no matter incorrect, does not process earlier will keep the scar, infected must saw the leg.” “你膝盖这伤口,就这样一直放着不管不行的,不早点处理就会留疤,感染了还要把腿锯了。” „Cuts off cuts off, my father does not care in any case.” “锯掉就锯掉,反正我爸已经不在乎了。” „How he possibly does not care, that matter has not decided that he wants to discuss with you......” “他怎么可能不在乎,那个事情不是还没定下来吗,他想和你商量的……” „Impossible to discuss with him.” “不可能跟他商量。” The forest has is biting the lip, „I only have a mother, she now here. The father does not care about mother, will not naturally care about me.” 林有兮咬着嘴唇,“我只有一个妈妈,她现在就在这里。爸爸不在乎妈妈,自然也不会在乎我了。” „Good, you must think that your father does not care about you. You thought that I can not care? Reason reason? Our two won't be worried about you?” “那好,你非要觉得你爸爸不在乎你。那你觉得我会不在乎吗？缘缘呢？我们两个不会担心你吗？” „......” “……” The forest has not directly accordingly, but lowers the head silently no longer speaks. 林有兮没有直接应声,而是默默地低着头不再说话。 Sees her to have the meaning of relenting, the plum convenience hurries to gather up to go, wants to support by the arm the forest to have sets out. 见她有松口的意思,梅方便赶紧凑上前去,想要搀扶林有兮起身。 „Hiss-” “嘶-” The forest has a very painful struggling expression. 林有兮一副很是痛苦的挣扎表情。 „Couldn't stand?” “站不起来了吗？” „Leg hemp.” “腿麻了。” „How long in this you knelt......” “你这是在这跪了多久啊……” Therefore Mei side squatting down body, after own, turns away from the forest to have. 于是梅方蹲下身子,将自己的后背对着林有兮。 „Come, I carry your way to take taxi to go home.” “来吧,我背你去路边打车回家。” „......” “……” After short hesitation, the forest has by approaching the back of plum side, the both arms are encircling Mei side the nape of the neck. 短暂的迟疑后,林有兮靠向梅方的后背,双臂圈着梅方的脖颈。 „I will be slow a point......, if not the careful lane hurt you, you said one.” “我会慢一点……要是不小心弄疼你了,你就说一声。” „Un.” “嗯。” Felt that the forest has presses after oneself weight, Mei side stands up cautiously, was planning that forwards at the back of her, the foot that but the forest has also treads on the ground. 感觉到林有兮都压在自己身上的重量以后,梅方小心翼翼地站起身来,正打算背着她向前,但林有兮的脚还踏在地上。 „Hū...... you to lift the leg, how this wanted me to carry.” “呼……你把腿抬起来一点呀,这要我怎么背。” Is shaming me simply. 简直就是在羞辱我。 „Is unfair to...... me to carry, how can, like this curling up?” “对不起……我没怎么让人背过,要怎么样,这样蜷着吗？” Mei side both hands hold the thigh that the forest has, the forest has also bends/bow the leg to grip Mei side the waist diligently. Although she quite selects high, but has no weight. 梅方双手托着林有兮的大腿,林有兮也努力弓腿夹住梅方的腰部。她虽然比较高挑,但却没什么重量。 Mei Fangzheng plans to set out, before having mother's grave stopped the footsteps. 梅方正打算起身,却又在有兮妈妈的墓前停下了脚步。 „Can under you get down again? I came to come, how to forget to bye-bye your mother.” “你要不要再下来下？我来都来了,怎么就忘了拜拜你妈妈。” „Does not use.” “不用了。” The forest has by the shoulder of plum side, the sound is delicate and temperate. 林有兮靠在梅方的肩头,声音柔弱而温和。 „My mother...... she definitely understands your intention.” “我妈妈……她肯定明白你的心意。” ( This chapter ends) (本章完)