Out of the window, is the rain that the dark day and under non-stop, the pea-sized raindrop flip-flop hits on the glass. 窗外,是黑沉沉的天和哗哗下不停的雨,豆大的雨珠噼啪打在玻璃上。 Xu Qing made one cup of hot coffee, carries the cup to place the window, fishes to lie in the nest is shrinking Winter Melon of claw, ignores its resistance, the puffy meatball will hug on the leg strokes. 许青泡了一杯热咖啡,端着杯子放在窗台,捞起趴在窝里缩着爪子的冬瓜,不顾它的抗拒,将肥嘟嘟的肉球抱在腿上抚摸。 Occasionally a person enjoys the leisure is also good. 偶尔一个人享受闲暇也挺好。 From last year to this year, almost entire one year, Jiang He is gradually familiar with here, to him, the living together life of two people have also become the custom. 从去年到今年,差不多整整一年,姜禾对这里逐渐习惯,对于他来说,两个人的同居生活也已成为习惯。 Different with the normal lover, among them the relations are simple and complex, when not only old father and works as the boyfriend, but must pay attention to her to have frequently, what after all an ancient floor person will turn into the modern age, no one is able to forecast. 和正常情侣不同,他们之间的关系简单而又复杂,既当老父亲又当男朋友,还要时刻关注她有没有走偏,毕竟一个古代底层人在现代会变成什么样,谁也无法预测。 The ideology destruction reconstruction is a very difficult matter, actually must experience, only then the thought changes, the talent can keep up with the time step by step. 意识形态毁灭重建是一件很难的事,却又必须要经历,只有思想改变,人才能一步步跟上时代。 The concept, logic and conclusion passing mind...... do not conform to the modern society revolution rule, for the first time a contact surpasses the understanding the mortal world, is very easy to lose —— is ignorantly happy, but that was in the past, represented the experience to be few ignorantly, has not seen vividly, naturally cannot demand. 过往脑海里的概念、逻辑、结论……都是不符合现代社会运转规律的,乍一接触超出理解的花花世界,很容易迷失其中——无知是幸福的,但那是以往,无知代表着见识少,没见过繁华,自然不会去强求。 At the present of information rapid growth, with the cell phone, can connect rails with the world casually, the disorderly information does not need to understand specially, will flush one after another, passive receive. 在信息高速发展的现在,随便拿个手机,就能与世界接轨,杂乱的信息不用去特意了解,就会一波一波冲过来,让人被动接受。 The expense, anxious, competes not evenly,...... 消费、焦虑、攀比、不平…… The ability that has not walked upwardly, the unwilling ordinary hearts, only will actually feel the pain. 没有向上走的能力,却有一颗不甘平凡的心,只会感觉到痛苦。 Contenting with the status quo is not a derogatory term, Xu Qing thinks like this. 安于现状并不是一个贬义词,许青是这样认为的。 Quite to the contrary, in development in the situation of own ability, this is a very rare merit. 正相反,在正确认识自己能力的情况下,这是一个非常难得的优点。 When 10,000, satisfies 8000 levels of living, 2000 that comes out are happiness —— is natural, some people will say that satisfies 8000 people, gains radically is less than 10,000. 有一万块时,满足八千块的生活水准,多出来的两千就是幸福度——当然,有人会说满足八千块的人,根本赚不到一万。 This was the difference of wise man and average man, Xu Qing felt oneself were a wise man, and made Jiang He also turn into the wise man, was not does not make her have to gain 100,000 abilities actually to want 10,000, but satisfied according to own ability choice 8000 is 80,000. 这就是智者与常人的区别了,许青觉得自己是个智者,并且让姜禾也变成智者,并不是非让她有赚十万的能力却只要一万块,而是根据自身能力选择满足于八千还是八万块。 Controls own **, is simpler than the control life, ** with living both adjusts the perfect proportion, naturally can live with ease. 掌控自己的**,远比掌控生活简单,把**与生活两者调整到完美比例,自然会活得轻松。 Now looks like, Jiang He has been very easy to satisfy, was he thought that but made the preparation, than was always better when the time comes helplessly. 现在看来,姜禾一直都很容易满足,是他多想了,不过做了准备,总比到时候手足无措要好。 Xu Qing is rubbing the Winter Melon chubby body, takes a broad view to look the curtain of rain to the day, was pondering outside the present goes to open the door, can present Zhao He, Zhou He again...... 许青揉着冬瓜胖乎乎的身子,放眼望向天外雨幕,思考着现在去外面打开门,会不会再出现一个赵禾、周禾…… Ok, now lives is very good, do not come some strange things. 算了,现在生活很好,还是不要来些奇奇怪怪的东西。 One cup of thick coffee drink up, Winter Melon by starting struggles to turn sends out sound —— this of snoring snoring to enjoy on behalf of it very much, was served by four foot beasts is more comfortable, is happy. 一杯浓咖啡喝完,冬瓜已经由开始的挣扎变成发出呼噜呼噜的声音——这代表它很享受,被四脚兽伺候的更舒服,心情愉快。 Winter Melon is only Jiang He. 冬瓜是只姜禾。 On the Xu Qing face shows a happy expression, lowers the head light flexure several on the chin of Winter Melon, felt that raises the cat to raise Jiang He to be similar. 许青脸上露出一丝笑意,低头在冬瓜的下巴上轻挠几下,感觉养猫养姜禾都差不多。 Anticipated that day that very much the Jiang He transformation completes. 很期待姜禾蜕变完成的那天。 Like childhood mother, no matter makes anything, he takes it for granted, then drags to make him the ground walk spotlessly barefoot, idea that he has not argued. 就像小时候妈妈不管做什么,他都觉得理所应当,把地面拖得一尘不染然后让他光着脚走,他也没有丝毫争论的想法。 Then after rebel period. 然后经过叛逆期。 Puts the present, will definitely snort contemptuously, then urged her do not do this type at sixes and sevens, did not dislike exhausting...... 放到现在,肯定会嗤之以鼻,然后劝她不要搞这种乱七八糟的,也不嫌累人…… This is awakening of ideology, or disparity. 这就是意识形态的觉醒,或者说差距。 The middle experience rebel period, is the consciousness independent transition, at that time idea also not mature, all are self-centered, looks like somewhat laughable at the present, actually has to acknowledge, that is the life must a stage. 中间经历叛逆期,算是意识独立的过渡,那时候想法还没成熟,一切都以自我为中心,在现在看来有些可笑,却又不得不承认,那是人生必经的一个阶段。 Crossed, then became an adult, cannot cross, then became a mother treasure, could not train the ability of independent thinking, naturally, but also some people talents were quite high, the rebel period had not revealed, had finished this stage. 渡过去了,便成为一个成人,渡不过去,便成为一个妈宝,锻炼不出独立思考的能力,当然,还有些人天赋比较高,叛逆期还未显露,就已经结束这个阶段。 Xu Qing strokes own growth, probably raises the child to be the same, is anticipating the growth of Jiang He. 许青把自己的成长重新捋一遍,像是养孩子一样,期待着姜禾的成长。 Jiang He should be the last type, will not have what rebel period and so on thing......, if must have the words that well probably. 姜禾应该是最后一种,不会有什么叛逆期之类的东西……如果要有的话好像也不错。 The rain hits the window string, the Xu Qing thought diverges, finally collects the same place, suddenly realized own raised ancient that old father's mentality affected. 雨打窗弦,许青思维发散出来,最后收束到一起,忽然意识到自己被养古人那种老父亲的心态影响了。 In the relations, they are the male and female friends, now nearly one year, including greatly flaming has not actually bumped well......, is away from several clothes to bump, therefore was being pressed the arm by Jiang He afterward. 在关系上,他们是男女朋友,现在快一年了,却连大熊熊都没碰过……好吧,隔着好几层衣服碰过,所以后来才被姜禾按着胳膊。 In the evening when sleeps, although in anything has not put on —— is because anything has not put on, he feared that was trampled by Jiang He, moves does not dare to move heedlessly. 晚上睡觉时虽然里面什么都没穿——就是因为什么都没穿,他怕被姜禾一脚踹出去,动都不敢乱动。 If put on fortunately, even if cannot accept the good and evil to have a cushion, at the worst held down by Jiang He again. 要是穿了还好,就算不能接受好歹有个缓冲,大不了再被姜禾按住。 Xu Qing engages in introspection itself, when should make a move acts, cannot be used to her. 许青反省自己,该出手时就出手,不能惯着她了。 When Jiang He comes back, Xu Qing also sits before the window is in to rub Winter Melon. 姜禾回来时,许青还坐在窗前正在撸冬瓜。 She noticed that Xu Qing raised the head slightly, the profile is very peaceful, looked supinely outside curtain of rain is thinking anything, the 20-year-old age, actually appears a senior citizen calm...... is or depressed. 她看到许青稍稍抬头,侧脸很安静,仰看外面雨幕在想着什么,20多岁的年纪,却显出一种老年人的沉稳……或者说是暮气。 „I came back.” “我回来了。” She shakes the umbrella in out of the door, makes great strides forward the room, arrives in nearby keg to wait for air drying the umbrella stopper, then takes off the coat while walks. 她在门外抖抖雨伞,才一脚迈进屋子,把雨伞塞到旁边的小桶里等着晾干,然后一边脱外套一边走过来。 The Xu Qing train of thought was broken, which wants to join actually cannot remember just thought that is shaking the head puts the ground Winter Melon, one pushes toward the Jiang He that side, the Winter Melon little darling runs. 许青思绪被打断,想接上却想不起刚刚想到哪儿了,摇着头把冬瓜放地上,往姜禾那边一推,冬瓜乖乖跑过去。 „Did you feed it?” Jiang He carries conveniently it. “你喂它了没？”姜禾顺手把它拎起来。 „Also no, when you come back to feed.” “还没,等你回来喂。” „Can buy automatic feeding for it that barrel? I on the cell phone noticed that probably is very convenient.” Jiang He has attained the live broadcast this month the income, always wants to add a thing to the family/home. “要不要给它买个自动喂食的那个桶？我在手机上看到好像很方便。”姜禾这个月已经拿到直播的收入,总想给家里添个东西。 The Xu Qing hears word expression becomes very interesting, the line of sight puts in the Winter Melon fat stature, „was inferior that you guess how it does become such fat?” 许青闻言表情变得很有意思,视线放到冬瓜肉乎乎的身材上,“不如你猜猜它是怎么变得这么胖的？” „?” “啊？” Jiang He gawked staring, looks that Winter Melon is somewhat obscure, „can gain weight is not its wrong......” 姜禾愣了愣,看着冬瓜有些费解,“长得胖又不是它的错……” „Is its mistake! Before I have bought the automatic feeding machine for it, making it enjoy the high tech...... the result it to operate the cover, daily puts in the family/home to have the buffet.” “就是它的错！以前我给它买过自动喂食机,让它享受高科技……结果它会开盖子,天天搁家里吃自助餐。” Xu Qing looks at the Winter Melon innocent big eye, looks at each other with it unemotionally, „also fine very much, midnight steals food frequently, I go to bathroom to seize it, now turns into the pig probably.” 许青看着冬瓜无辜的大眼睛,面无表情地和它对视,“还精得很,经常半夜偷吃,要不是我上厕所逮住它,现在大概变成猪了。” Winter Melon turns away, no longer looks at this four foot beasts, jumps from Jiang He, meow meow is calling turning circle before her foot. 冬瓜移开视线,不再看这个四脚兽,从姜禾手里跳下去,在她脚边喵喵叫着转圈。 Came after Jiang He, the matter of feeding was assumed full responsibility by Jiang He, from the beginning wants to look for a matter to do as far as possible, now the person and cat have been familiar with. 从姜禾来了之后,喂食的事就被姜禾包揽过去了,一开始是想尽可能多找点事做,现在人和猫都已经习惯。 Threw the matter of food machine to malinger automatically, Jiang He also feared that Winter Melon had the buffet at home daily, turned into the genuine meatball, even today's cat grain must be short of a point but actually. 自动投食机的事泡汤了,姜禾也怕冬瓜天天在家吃自助餐,变成真正的肉球,连今天的猫粮都倒得少了一点。 „I am teaching Pingping to prepare food, wrote down my preparing food to her.” “我在教萍萍做菜,把我的做菜笔记给她了。” Jiang He said that „, if can learn, I have the confidence to teach others also to prepare food, with plan is the same.” 姜禾道,“如果能学会,我就有信心教别人也做菜,就和计划的一样。” „Why is not the good food blogger directly, making Gong Ping look at your video study?” Xu Qing proposed. “为什么不直接做个美食博主,让宫萍看你的视频学呢？”许青提议。 He stands up drinking the cup of coffee has attained the kitchen to wash cleanly, this is Jiang He attended the course to bring, one set of three, look fine. 他站起身把喝过咖啡的杯子拿到厨房洗干净,这还是姜禾参加讲座带回来的,一套三个,看上去蛮精致。 „Matter must do, my present goal is to contribute money, therefore must move in the future.” “事要一件一件做,我现在的目标是攒钱,所以一切都要往后挪。” „What do you accumulate so much money to make?” “你攒那么多钱做什么？” „Useful.” “有用。” Jiang He, said: „Don't you want to purchase homes?” 姜禾顿了顿,道:“你不是想买房子吗？” „Purchases homes not to use you, relax, your money is saving well.” “买房子也用不到你的,放心吧,你的钱都好好存着呢。” „How can not use my?” The Jiang He hears Yance head, purchasing homes is two people buys certainly together is two people, only then Xu Qing, exclude her, she does not think that can also be able to afford by oneself...... “怎么可以不用我的？”姜禾闻言侧头,买房子当然是两个人一起买才是两个人的,只有许青自己,把她排除在外,她不认为靠自己也能买得起…… Even if can afford, still after must be very long, two people always compared a person to be relaxed, how can Xu Qing exclude her? 就算买得起,也要很久以后了,两个人总比一个人轻松,许青怎么可以把她排除在外呢？ „Although we have not married, but is similar to the marriage.” Xu Qing gesticulates around, explained: „After you came, when I single these money province that spend got down, like eating meal, like going out, you usually weeds out the wool of supermarket...... to say from another angle, money that I deposit has your part, this is our, therefore with does not use your no difference, naturally, you , to contribute is very good, when the time comes has a look at many, we bring the repair.” “虽然我们还没结婚,但是已经和结婚差不多了。”许青比划一下四周,解释道:“你来了之后,我单身时花的那些钱全省下来了,像吃饭,像出门,还有你平时薅超市的羊毛……从另一个角度讲,我存的钱都有你一部分,这是我们两个人的,所以用不用你的没什么区别,当然,你要是想贡献出来也很好,到时候看看有多少,我们拿来装修。” „......” “哦……” Jiang He hear of he explained that immediately falls into intertwines. 姜禾听他这么说明白了,顿时陷入纠结。 She must save the dowry to oneself, if contributes, the house had, but the dowry did not have. 她还要给自己存嫁妆,如果贡献出去,房子有了,但是嫁妆没了。 If not contribute, the dowry had, but the house...... always thought that is not quite good. 如果不贡献出去,嫁妆有了,但是房子……总觉得不太好。 If first married purchases homes again were perfect, the dowry and house can handle with a money. 要是先结婚再买房就完美了,嫁妆和房子用一份钱都能搞定。 Jiang He extends to behind along caressing own hair, wants with the intelligent brains to think that a sure card comes out. 姜禾手伸到身后顺抚着自己的头发,想用自己聪明的脑袋瓜想个万全之策出来。 The rainfall intensity is small gradually. 雨势渐小。 Thinks, Jiang He opened mirror to play to disappear happily, was while convenient small the sound tonality, after all the sound effect of this game was very bothersome. 想着想着,姜禾就打开了mirror玩消消乐,顺便把声音调小,毕竟这个游戏的声效很烦。 „You play this game look very strange.” Xu Qing moves the chair to sit to the one side looks at her to play, a pair of young lover plays the small butter at home...... “你玩这种游戏看起来很奇怪啊。”许青搬着椅子坐到一旁看她玩,一对年轻情侣在家玩小黄油…… Good, but also is very normal. 好吧,还挺正常。 But their two have not had anything very is not normal until now. 但他们两个至今为止也没发生什么就很不正常了。 Regarding Jiang He, is not has certainly not happened, Xu Qing takes her leg to do the strange matter. 对于姜禾来说,当然不是什么都没发生过,许青都拿着她的腿做过奇怪的事。 „I play to disappear happily.” Jiang He wishes one could to take on the character of paper to paste screen, only remains to disappear the happy picture, „can you read to the far point? You stay in side somewhat are being strange.” “我只是玩消消乐。”姜禾恨不得拿纸把屏幕上的人物贴起来,只剩消消乐的画面,“你可以离远一点去看书吗？你在旁边待着才有些奇怪。” Xu Qing sits in side is motionless, „only permits you to play, can't I look?” 许青坐在旁边不动,“只许你玩,不许我看？” „I do not play.” “那我不玩了。” Jiang He thinks that play disappear to while away the time happily, now Xu Qing collects, two people play this to be very irritable. 姜禾本想自己玩一玩消消乐消遣一下,现在许青凑过来,两个人玩这个很别扭。 Practices the yoga like Gong Ping at home, if makes some movements also to have nothing at home, but she always does not feel in side right. 就像宫萍在家练瑜伽,如果是自己在家做些动作也没什么,但她在旁边就总觉得不对劲。 „You continue to play.” “你继续玩吧。” Xu Qing scratches the head, decided that does not disturb her, the young girl plays a small butter...... very normal matter, the side explained that she looked like the modern people more and more. 许青搔搔头,决定不打扰她,年轻女孩儿玩个小黄油……很正常的事,侧面说明她越来越像现代人了。 That Gong Ping, in the computer refers to erratically has the seeds and various game —— of several hundred G he uses the gloomy psychology to guess, if Jiang He can cut to be good to her, when the time comes casts off the hard disk on Jiang He computer again to her trades newly, perfect. 那个宫萍,电脑里指不定有几百G的种子和各种游戏——他用阴暗的心理猜测着,要是姜禾能给她剪切过来就好了,到时候再把姜禾电脑上的硬盘摘掉给她换个新的,完美。 The people always like fantasizing, sits holds the notebook to brush a piece to the sofa on, that side Jiang He always has in a low voice ehm the sound transmits, looks that the picture does not feel anything, but disappears the happy attack, but he has not looked at the picture, in the head automatic will think. 人总是喜欢幻想,坐到沙发上抱着笔记本想刷个片,姜禾那边老有低声的嗯啊声传来,看着画面不觉得又什么,只是消消乐的攻击,但他没看着画面,脑袋里自动就会浮想联翩。 „Can together watch films?” “要不要一起看电影？” Xu Qing turned in the net plate, watches inside movie, took a look at out of the window to think, sent out the invitation toward Jiang He. 许青在网盘里翻了一下,看着里面的电影,瞧瞧窗外想了一下,朝姜禾发出邀请。 „What movie?” “什么电影？” „«Apple»,...... humane big piece.” “《苹果》,一部……人性大片。” „Apple has anything to be attractive.” Jiang He thinks little. “苹果有什么好看的。”姜禾不以为意。 „I look.” “那我自己看。” Xu Qing lies down on the sofa bored, opens the movie to start to watch, Jiang He plays the small butter there, he here looks, because criterion oversized banned film, probably abnormally is the same than whom. 许青无聊地躺在沙发上,打开电影开始观赏,姜禾在那儿玩小黄油,他在这儿看因为尺度过大被禁的片子,好像在比谁更变态一样。 But between two people pure resembles anything resembles. 但偏偏两个人之间纯洁的像什么似的。 Jiang He raises up the ear to listen to Xu Qing the watch films film title music, the puzzled moment has not come to look together, Xu Qing will write the movie criticism in any case when the time comes, when the time comes she looked Xu Qing writes was good, watch films is interesting. 姜禾竖起耳朵听许青这边看电影的片头音乐,纠结片刻没有过来一起看,反正许青到时候都会写影评,到时候她看许青写的就行了,比自己看电影还有意思。 «Apple» is old film, ices the ice and develops greatly, this is the couple who north pair of floats to work, iced the ice sheet boss family/home splendor to get drunk the belt/bring to the bed on, was just cleaned the glass by outside saw greatly. 《苹果》是个老片子,冰冰和大为演的,这是一对儿北漂打工的夫妻,冰冰被老板家辉灌醉了带到床上,刚好被外面擦玻璃的大为看见。 Co-workers: „Buddy, looks at inside.” 工友:“哥们,看里面。” Greatly is: „fuck, stimulation......? How inside that does look like my wife?” 大为:“卧槽,刺激啊……诶？怎么里面那个长得像我媳妇？” The entire piece was deleted many times, before Xu Qing looks at ——, with great interest the young time looks for this resources, to greatly are the back of buttocks and ice ice looks, now looks again, was actually attracted by the plot. 全片被删改了很多次,许青还是看得津津有味——以前年轻的时候找这个资源,是冲着大为的屁股和冰冰的背去找的,现在再看,却被故事情节所吸引。 The metropolis lively back, is many minds of losing. 大都市繁华的背后,是许多迷失的心灵。 Iced the ice that to be pregnant time, the boss family/home splendor thinks that was his type, because his wife cannot live, the child who therefore came to this accident/surprise anticipated, all day encircled in side inquires after the well being, looks in the one side disgustingly, was also helpless, afterward he went to the home of boss family/home splendor, was spoiled one by over the 40 -year-old wife of boss, was the retaliation, next day the coming out leg was soft. 冰冰那一次就怀孕了,老板家辉以为是他的种,因为他老婆不能生,所以对这个意外得来的孩子非常期待,整天围在旁边嘘寒问暖,大为恶心地在一旁看着,却又无能为力,后来他去了老板家辉的家里,被老板的四十多岁媳妇糟蹋了一顿,算是报复,第二天出来腿都软了。 Ices the ice belly to increase day-by-day, the boss promised, if lives is his, gives the young couple 120,000, under then background, this is a great sum of money. 冰冰肚子一天天变大,老板许诺要是生出来是他的,就给小两口十二万块,在当时的背景下,这是一笔巨款。 Afterward the child was born, blood-group is greatly is, is to tremble greatly, spent money to bribe the doctor to change the blood-group, attains great sum of money that the boss promised, must lead the ice ice and child runs, was actually iced the ice stun to throw in the boss family/home, iced an ice person to lead the child to lead money run...... 后来孩子出生,查血型是大为的,大为一哆嗦,用钱买通医生改了血型,拿到了老板许诺的巨款,要带冰冰和孩子跑,却被冰冰打昏扔在老板家,冰冰则一个人带着孩子带着钱跑了…… ...... …… Sees half of times, Jiang He hears the sound is not right, puts down the keyboard to run over, sees the picture on computer, suppressed for quite a while, suppresses the abnormal two characters. 看到一半的时候,姜禾听着声音不对,放下键盘跑过来,看到电脑上的画面,憋了半天,才把变态两个字憋回去。 „Together look?” Xu Qing sends out to invite —— this naturally is the proper piece, is unafraid. “一起看啊？”许青大方地发出邀请——这本来就是正经片,一点也不心虚。 „You are abnormal!” “你变态！” Jiang He could not bear. 姜禾还是没忍住。 „You just also played that game, said that I am abnormal?” Xu Qing is surprised, how will not understand the small cereal crop seedling so double sign. “你刚刚还玩那个游戏,说我变态？”许青非常惊讶,不明白小禾苗怎么会如此双标。 „I play to disappear happily!” “我只是玩消消乐！” „I also look at story that's all.” “我也只是看故事而已。” „......” “……” „......” “……” Jiang He was being drawn sitting down by Xu Qing, watch films, felt like together the development is not quite right. 姜禾被许青拉着坐下,一起看电影,隐隐觉得发展不太对。 How to look at this thing together? 怎么会一起看这个东西了？ „Look, this is a very proper movie, these things can regard as to embellish, is not the main body.” “看吧,这是一部很正经的电影,那些东西可以看作点缀,不是主体。” „Why can that also pat?” “那为什么还要拍？” „Because of must, like the love, the main body is the love, but cannot do without......” “因为是必须的啊,就像爱情,主体是爱,但不能没有……” „Un?” The Jiang He look becomes the danger, reminding his organization is good to express. “嗯？”姜禾眼神变得危险,提醒他组织好措辞。 „......” “……” Ok, tracing the belly rubs the leg is also good. 行吧,摸摸肚子揉揉腿也不错。