Mabel Cheung hears the sound suddenly, has wiped under the eye flurriedly, turns head to see Li He grinning looks at itself. 张婉婷猛然听到声音,慌乱的擦了下眼睛,一回头看到李和笑嘻嘻的看着自己。 He has a fluffy soft hair, the facial features that naivete, is only that eye shiny black shiny black, is that self-confident gentle, he stands in the front smiles to himself gently, making her ice-cold feeling in one's heart receive a wisp of warmth. 他有一头蓬松柔软的头发,五官还是那么稚气,只是那双眼睛黑亮黑亮的,还是那么的自信温柔,他站在面前对自己温柔地笑,让她冰冷的心感受到了一缕温暖。 „How you found this”, Mabel Cheung is a little also flurried, she does not want oneself most awful, the most helpless side demonstration gives anybody. “你怎么找到这的”,张婉婷也有一点慌乱,她不想把自己最糟糕,最无奈的一面展示给任何人。 Li He squatting down body gently is patting Mabel Cheung's back „, I think you, therefore I came. You are so famous in your township, so long as I asked where in the Mabel Cheung family/home lived, who did not know”. 李和蹲下身子轻轻的拍着张婉婷的背“,我想你,所以我就来了。你在你们乡这么有名,我只要问下,张婉婷家里住哪里,谁不知道啊”。 The Mabel Cheung still doubts, „ that you know, I do put on the river? „. 张婉婷犹自疑惑,“那你怎么知道,我在河提上？“。 Li He gets angry and hate this woman such to like getting to the bottom, can the love, the father come well from afar, should you be moved, are moved? 李和恼恨这娘们怎么这么爱刨根问底儿,能不能好好恋爱了,老子千里迢迢过来,你应该感动,感动懂不懂？ „I walked the crossing, saw that in the riverside sits individual, again asked a road, the result was you”, Li He thinks that now those words was right ~, if you ~ scattered one to lie ~ then, ~ you must use the innumerable rumors to conceal this lie ~ endless ~ was not having the end. “我本来走岔道了,看到河沿上坐个人,就来再问个路,结果是你”,李和现在才认为那句话是对的~如果你~撒了一个谎~那么以后~你就要去用无数个谎言来掩饰这一个谎言~没完没了的~在没尽头。 Mabel Cheung's embarrassed lowering the head, „made you look to laugh, thank you, Li He. I have not thought you can look for me”. 张婉婷不好意思的低了头,“让你看笑话了,谢谢你,李和。我从来没想过你会来找我”。 „Doesn't cry? Has anything unable to see through. What matter you look to have, doesn't have me to accompany you?”, Li He sees that moment that Mabel Cheung cries, the heart has broken to pieces, hurries to put out the pancake and teacup from the package, „has not eaten the thing, hurries to eat point”. “不哭了？有啥看不开的。你看有啥事,不都有我陪着你吗？”,李和看到张婉婷哭的那一刻,心都碎了,又慌忙从包里拿出饼子和茶杯,“没吃东西吧,赶紧吃点”。 Mabel Cheung like this depends on the shoulder of Li He, is eating the pancake, while slowly was relating to Li He passing. 张婉婷就这样靠在李和的肩膀上,一边吃着饼子,一边缓缓的向李和诉说着过往。 Had delicious from the small family/home, the Elder Brother also always rushes to eat, afterward had the younger brother, is tightening the younger brother, has such matter each time she is exercising forbearance silently, wants to make mother also praise her time her to be very sensible, but one time does not have. 从小家里有了好吃的,哥哥也总是抢着吃,后来有了弟弟,又是紧着弟弟,每次发生这样的事情她都是默默的忍让,想让母亲也夸她一次她很懂事,但是一次也没有。 For these years, she is such samsara, oneself to obtain the approval of family member, more pay more wants to be approved, more cannot obtain many that the approval more pays. 这么多年来,她就是这样轮回,自己为了得到家人的认可,越付出越想得到认可,越得不到认可越付出的多。 From infancy to maturity was scolded the losing money goods, the dry/does words are heaviest, by hits many, once she took by her father has suppressed, she who the stick is hitting must run, runs runs, the big winter hides in the cowshed in next door village, an old man of benign countenance felt her head to say take pity on, ” unmarried girl, will study in the future well, studies has prospects „. 从小到大被骂成赔钱货,干的话最重,挨得打最多,有一次她被她爹拿着棍子打的狠了,她只得跑,跑啊跑,大冬天躲到隔壁村的牛棚里,一个慈眉善目的老头怜惜的摸着她的头说,”闺女,将来好好读书,读书才有出息“。 Her curious asking, ” master, you have studied „. 她好奇的问,”爷,那你读过书吗“。 The old man sighed, ” I was have read probably „. 老头叹口气道,”我大概是读过的“。 She at that time was also silly, actually had not asked that you have also studied why also lived in the cowshed. 她那时候也是个傻的,竟然没问,你也读过书的为什么还住牛棚。 However ignorant that time, she was actually knows that studied has been able to enter a city to work, can leave here, really also had the fuzzy wish. 不过懵懵懂懂的那时候,她却是知道读书了可以进城做工,可以离开这里,竟然也有了模糊的意愿。 „Li He, my father takes the bowl mouth thick big club to hit me really since childhood, I do not have the complaint. I always feel that I had grown up well. But you looked at me 20, the present is the same life. I go all out also to study, no matter how my father hits me, how my mother scolded me, I must study, I am thinking my prospect, they will not hit me. But you looked, I am silly”, Mabel Cheung was saying has cried, probably some people lean to state, can divulging heartily. If only this she thought that endured to be also good, but must marry daughters of each other's family unexpectedly, at this moment made her heart live really desperately. “李和,真的,我爸从小拿碗口粗的大棒子打我,我都没有过怨言。我总觉着等我长大了就好了吧。可是你看我都20了,现在还是一样的命。我拼着命也要读书,不管我爸怎么打我,我娘怎么骂我,我都要读书,我想着我出息了,他们就不会打我了吧。可是你看,我多傻”,张婉婷说着又哭了起来,好像有人倾述,可以尽情的宣泄。如果只是这样她觉得忍忍也就好了,可是居然要换亲,这一刻真让她心生绝望。 These broken matters, Mabel Cheung has almost talked incessantly for a lifetime, Li He can not be clear, but how really does not know to comfort, gently wipes off the tears with the sleeves to her, „little darling, cries the big tabby cat not to be unattractive, cried unable to solve the problem. Actually you should feel sorry for your parents, at the floor of this society, has not studied to have any vision. They are supplying your several brothers conscientiously, was counting on they have prospects, is a filial son. Their experiences here, on the precious son, they result in the gambling stake to be bigger under the son body, in the future will be disappointedly bigger.” 这些破事,张婉婷几乎唠叨了一辈子,李和能不清楚吗,可是又真不知道怎么安慰,轻轻的用衣袖给她擦掉眼泪,“乖乖啦,哭成大花猫就不漂亮了,哭也解决不了问题。其实你应该可怜你爹妈,处在这个社会的底层,没读过书能有啥眼界。他们兢兢业业的供着你几个兄弟,指望着他们有出息,做一个孝顺儿子。他们的见识就在这里,就宝贝儿子,他们在儿子身上下得赌注越大,将来失望才越大。” Mabel Cheung went to Capital City to experience, thinks that own several brothers, she cannot find out several brothers to have anything to take on really in the future, wiped tears with the sleeve to oneself, said with a smile reluctantly, „where had you to comfort the person like this, you were a male, how to know the hardship of this woman”. 张婉婷去京城见识了一圈,想到自己的几个兄弟,她真想不出来自己几个兄弟将来会有什么担当,用袖子给自己抹好眼泪,勉强笑道,“哪有你这样安慰人的,你是个男的,怎么会知道这女人的苦处”。 Li He now except for loving dearly, only then loves dearly, the degree of this father-in-law mother-in-law rare and beautiful flowers, he personally experiences for a lifetime. 李和现在除了心疼只有心疼,这老丈人丈母娘奇葩的程度,他是一辈子亲身经历。 At this time which had a university student not to think the scenery to be infinite, later came out is the state cadre, didn't work as the treasure to supply? 这个时候哪家出个大学生不是觉得风光无限,以后出来就是国家干部,不当宝贝供着？ This counter- is coming with the person to the parents. 偏偏这对父母跟人反着来。 Frailest is the favor, most drags is the will of the people. 最单薄是人情,最摇曳是人心。 700? 700块？ Also can open the mouth on this to rare and beautiful flowers this, his entire family one year of workpoint adds cannot make 70 together. 也就这对奇葩这能开得了口,他全家一年的工分加一起都挣不到70块。 This, if the parents are reliable, sow can on set up. 这对要是爹妈靠得住,母猪能上树。 „What do you fear? You are the university student, in the household register that are the state cadre. At the marriage the buying and selling by using compulsion state cadre, toward a people's commune report, the fellow in that anything grain distribution station and ensure he could not eat to capture walking.” “你怕啥？你是大学生,户口本上那就是国家干部。婚姻上强买强卖国家干部,往公社一报,那什么粮站的家伙,保证他吃不了兜着走。” Mabel Cheung shook the head, she is not a fool, knows these, shakes the head saying that „like this my parents, my brother, my nephew niece, but also how does the native place cultivate the behavior?”. 张婉婷摇了摇头,她又不是傻子,何尝不知道这些,摇摇头道,“这样我爹妈,我兄弟,我侄子侄女,还怎么乡里做人？”。 Li He wishes one could in Shangcunzi, with mother-in-law, the father-in-law, the gong to the percussion instrument to the drum, fires a gun face to face face to face. But he with Mabel Cheung's relations, has not achieved that step. 李和恨不得上村子里,跟丈母娘,老丈人,当面锣对锣鼓对鼓,当面放炮。可是他跟张婉婷的关系,还没有达到那一步。 Now must hurry to solve the matter, „ your younger brother is not short of money on the marriage, the issue that can spend money to solve is not the issue, just before leaving time, didn't give you pocket to fill money? Gives them directly, isn't also some discusses? „ 现在还是要赶紧把事情解决了,“你弟弟不是就结婚差钱吗,能用钱解决的问题都不是问题,临走的时候,不是给你口袋塞钱了吗？直接给他们,不是还有的商量吗？“ Mabel Cheung hurries to pull out to fill in money Li He, „I have forgotten almost, gives you, this is your money, why I take your money”. 张婉婷赶紧把钱掏出来塞到李和手里,“我都差点忘了,给你,这是你的钱,我凭啥拿你的钱”。 Helpless Li He the forced smile said, „ I did not fear you come back the useful place to be short of money, even if I borrow you, in the future again also I and that's the end. This money is I gains, I can gain, you definitely can also gain in the future. My anything home background, I have also told you. „ 李和无奈苦笑道,“我不是怕你回来有啥用处差钱嘛,就算我借你的,将来再还我就是了。这钱都是我赚的,我能赚着,你将来肯定也能赚着。我什么家庭情况,我也跟你说过。“ Looks that the Mabel Cheung firm expression had a vacillation, Li He hurried in a big way to pull out one to fold money from the package, continued to flicker, ” you looked, I was not short of money, you looked here to have 5,000-6,000, was I gains in Capital City. After you make money, slowly also I and that's the end, is right? Even if later has worked, the wages will not lower „. 看着张婉婷坚定的表情有了一丝动摇,李和又慌忙从包里掏出一大叠钱,继续忽悠,”你看,我不差钱,你看我这里有五六千呢,都是我在京城赚的。等你以后赚着钱,慢慢还我就是了,对不对？哪怕以后工作了,工资也不会低啊“。 Mabel Cheung set firm resolve probably finally, said, ” that Li He, that this money calculates thank you I borrow, my slowly also you „. 张婉婷好像最后下定了决心,道,”那李和,谢谢你,那这个钱算我借的,我会慢慢还你“。 ” That this money not necessarily suffices, you taking advantage of little also borrow, might as well borrow. You think of first, in less than to me „, Li He has filled again a pile in the past. ”那这点钱不一定够,你借少也是借,不如多借点。你先装着,用不了再给我“,李和又塞了一沓子过去。 Mabel Cheung accepts fate probably nod, has selected a money, is divided into two to install to the pocket, deeply inspires saying that ” I taking advantage of you 1000, although does not know when can return you, but I as soon as possible will give back to you „. 张婉婷好像认命似的点点头,点了一遍钱,分成两份装到口袋里,深吸一口气道,”我借你1000,虽然不知道什么时候能还上你,但是我还是会尽快还给你“。 ” When is filial piety father-in-law mother-in-law ahead of time „, Li He also overflowed the brain, spoke thoughtlessly saying that these words came undone, wished one could to clap a oneself palm of the hand, felt that the mouth violated inexpensively, the meaning of probably a little taking advantage of somebody, looked at a Mabel Cheung, feared her to be angry , the hurried say/way,” you know that I was the sincerity to your, sorry, speaking incorrectly words „ ”就当提前孝敬老丈人丈母娘“,李和也没过脑子,随口说道,这句话秃噜出来,都恨不得拍自己一巴掌,感觉嘴巴又犯贱了,好像有点趁人之危的意思,看了一眼张婉婷,怕她生气,又急忙道,”你知道我是真心对你的,对不起,说错话了“ Simply pats itself to consider as finished, does not know really how to speak, more said is more chaotic, „I walked first, I live in an evening in your people's commune boarding house first, you have any matter to look for me”. 干脆拍死自己算了,真不知道怎么说话了,越说越乱,“我先走了,我在你们公社招待所先住一晚,你有啥事就去找我”。 Also does not wait for Mabel Cheung to answer, hurried. 也不等张婉婷回话,慌忙走了。 Mabel Cheung looks smiling that the form that Li He departs anxiously flurriedly, tittered. She can unable to feel that his sincerity, is thinking the tips in school again, she can feel that he to her omnipresent care, at this time she is the honey, happy. 张婉婷看着李和紧张慌乱离去的身影,噗嗤的笑了。她能感觉不到他的真心吗,再想着学校里的点点滴滴,她能感觉到他对她无所不在的关心,此时她心里都是蜜,甜蜜蜜。 The good sentiment, is not moves the corona you all of a sudden, but is taking care of your pennies and dollars will take care of themselves spoils you. 好的感情,不是一下子就把你感动晕,而是细水长流的把你宠坏。 Mabel Cheung thinks, if Li He wants to follow him from the beginning, at that moment will be duty-bound not to turn back, or that ice-cold river water is finally belongs, lives a matter that is vexed. 张婉婷想,如果一开始李和要自己跟他走,那一刻自己会义无反顾吧,要不那冰冷的河水就是自己最终的归属,活着是多么糟心的一件事。 Mabel Cheung was noticing that his moment had the dependence probably suddenly, she is not does not have a thing in the world in this world, was cared, was paid attention, the feeling of been always talking made her sincerity fill liking. 张婉婷在看到他的那一刻好像突然间有了依靠,在这世间她并不是一无所有呢,被人在乎,被人关注,被人叨念的感觉让她真心充满了欢喜。 On the road that Mabel Cheung goes home suddenly has the strength of not being able to cause probably, passing through the gate looks whole family lively is having the dinner, although has been familiar with this type coolly thin, why may not feel better at heart. 张婉婷回家的路上好像突然有了使不完的力气,进门看着一家人热热闹闹的吃着晚饭,虽然已经习惯这种凉薄,可心里为什么还是不好受。 „Your this dead girl, was really the wing was hard, a day family/home. The old ladies said that your several were inadequate”, her mother opens mouth scolds. “你这死丫头,真是翅膀硬了,一天不着家。老娘说你几句都不成了”,她娘张嘴就骂。 Inspiration that Mabel Cheung tries hard, oneself abundant bowl of gruel, dug up to draw several, finally in the feeling stomach comfortable, the connection said, „mother, I thought that that marriage I did not agree”. 张婉婷努力的吸口气,自己盛了碗稀饭,扒拉了几口,终于感觉胃里舒服一点,才接口道,“娘,我想好了,那亲事我不同意”。 Mr. open/stretch sighed, said, „you were positive from the small idea, just knew several characters, wanted the name. You looked that which girl was not the elementary school finished up, you were bent on having on the junior middle school. Which girl is not 16 or 17-year-old married, you are bent on having to attend the high school, sways 20 years old not to marry. Don't I worry with your mother? This also not only for your younger brother, for hello/you good”. 张老汉叹口气,道,“你从小主意就正,刚识几个字,就要自己起名字。你看哪家姑娘不是小学就完事,你偏要上初中。哪家姑娘不是十六七岁就结了婚,你偏要去读高中,晃荡20岁还没结婚。俺跟你娘不操心啊？这也不光是为你弟弟,也是为了你好啊”。 Her mother dislikes the old man to be wordy probably, „that has been short, anything that you hit was coming by her temper, you had a look, which girl like you, visibly tells you today, did not agree that must agree, only if you died”. 她娘好像嫌老汉啰嗦,“那是你打的少了,什么都由着她性子来,你看看,哪家的姑娘像你这样,今天就明着告诉你,不同意也得同意,除非你死了”。 The Mabel Cheung heart pulls out, also has remembered, for on high school, his father takes the surface to roll the weaponry to hit the entire back to hit to be swollen her, that met her is 16-year-old big girl, actually hit cannot go out sees the person, she was suppressing the dim eye, more than drop of tears, said, „father, you were calculating earnestly, hit my high school to study to start, I was first, the school looked at me to be difficult, has not made me pay the school expense. Is the junior middle school, is I gives in the team to graze sheep, raises pigs to make the workpoint, made the school expense a lot, was not spends family's money. Afterward the production team began work, receives the wheat to hit the ridging, I am also not the school ask for leave, came back to work in the same old way, the father, you are calculating which type I did miss?” 张婉婷心抽的很,又想起了为了上高中,他爹拿着面擀仗把她打整个后背打肿了,那会她都是个16岁的大姑娘了啊,硬是被打的不能出门见人,她强憋着朦胧的的眼睛,不下一滴眼泪,道,“爹,你认真算着,打我高中念书开始,我就是第一名,学校看我困难,就没让我交过学费。就是初中,也是我给队里放羊,养猪挣得工分,比学费挣得多了,可不算花家里的钱。后来生产队上工,收麦打地起垄,我还不是学校请假,照样回来干活,爹,你算着我差哪样了？” Mr. open/stretch sees the unmarried girl to be intractable, said, „that you said that how you want, you helplessly to look your younger brother does keep bach, looks at Laozhangjia to become extinct?”. 张老汉看闺女软硬不吃,道,“那你说,你想怎么着,你就眼睁睁的看着你弟弟打光棍,看着老张家绝种？”。 Mabel Cheung air/Qi has smiled, pulls out „father another stack of money in pocket, how to become extinct. The big brother Second Brother may have the child. Before this money is I look for me , the schoolmate borrows, altogether 900, sufficed the little brother to marry to build a house. I do not agree certainly to marry daughters of each other's family, if you are compelling me again, I die really to you look. You wait to lose everything. The mother, you leaves anxiously speech. My anything temper you are clear, I live up to one's words”. 张婉婷气的笑了,把口袋里的另外一沓钱掏出来“爹,怎么会绝种呢。大哥二哥可都有孩子。这钱是我去找我之前同学借的,拢共900块,够小弟结婚盖房了吧。我是一定不同意换亲的,你们要是再逼着我,我真死给你们看。你们就等着人财两空吧。娘,你别急着说话。我什么性子你清楚,我说到做到”。 His mother hurries money Jie to hand, counted the number, saw Mr. open/stretch, said, „whom your this dead girl did ask to borrow? This people's commune who can borrow you these much money, you must break off to me are clear clear/pain”. 他娘赶忙把钱接到手里,数了数,又看了一眼张老汉一眼,道,“你这死丫头找谁借的？这公社谁能借你这么多钱,你要给俺掰扯清楚”。 Mabel Cheung bears the temper saying that ” me do not have the background, you also think that other doesn't have money? Which from borrows, money that you leave alone, borrow I also. I will not send in the family/home in the school subsidy temporarily, I must return others money, after graduating , the wages will also send to the family/home. I was only asking you leave alone I. „ 张婉婷耐着性子道,”咱家没底子,你还以为别家没钱呢？从哪借的,你别管,借的钱我也自己还。我在学校补贴暂时不会寄家里,我要还人家钱,毕业后工资还会寄给家里。我只求着你们别管着我。“ Mabel Cheung looked that the couple have not spoken, knows that they must equal in private, again has not spoken, turns around oneself room. 张婉婷看老俩口没说话,知道他们要私下合计,就没再说话,转身去了自己屋子。 The couple equal in private, Mr. Zhao said, ” this, behind will also work her wages not to be few every month, we did not owe. That grain distribution station girl, is pampered since childhood, I could not get used to seeing, since is rich, at the worst looks for one again. „ 老俩口私下合计,赵老汉道,”这样还中,后面工作了每个月她工资也不会少,咱也不亏。那粮站姑娘,娇生惯养,本来俺就看不惯,既然有钱,大不了再找一家。“ Her old lady also connection said that „ said is also. Yeah, this girl was heart even more was now big, we could not control. „ 她老娘也接口道,“说的也是。哎,这丫头现在是心越发大了,咱是管不了了。“ Mr. open/stretch smoke bowl falls, „ again greatly is also my type, cannot escape from father's palm „. 张老汉烟锅子一摔,“再大也是俺的种,逃不出老子的手掌心“。