Today's matter Li He proficient no one had said that but confessed that Li Long the state of roads good point to ask the person to draw the brick several days later, hurried to have the house. 今天的事李和到家谁也没说,只是交代李隆过几天路况好点就请人去拉砖,赶紧把房子起了。 After Li Long delivered in the afternoon segment Mei walked, all of a sudden lost the spirit, wished one could because of together to be daily good, after a evening's men and women matter, got a taste of blood, knew that two people of world the advantage, immediately gather his thoughts house cover Haocai now. 李隆下午送段梅走后都一下子失了精神,恨不得天天在一起才好,经过一晚上男女事,食髓知味,才晓得二人世界的好处,现在立马把房子盖好才合他心思。 Li He draws Li Long and Li Mei to the room inside lane, „ I will return to the school tomorrow, the lhunze married I not to come back „ 李和把李隆、李梅拉到屋里道,“我明天就回学校了,隆子结婚我也是回不来了“ Li Mei said, „you do return to school early to do? The lhunze marriage good and evil has the father to help, you do not come back not to come back”. 李梅道,“你回学校那么早干嘛?隆子结婚好歹有阿爷帮忙,你不回来就不回来吧”. Li He cannot certainly say that goes to Holland to look for the wife, must hit is returning to the pretence of school , to continue saying that „ I have the matter earlier, after the lhunze house covers, married alone takes 3000 to him. You with Yang Xuewen's matter, I and others will say with the father, you also as soon as possible decide. You also take 3000, remaining keeps in the family/home to do home „ 李和当然不能说去荷兰找老婆,只得打着回学校的幌子,继续道,“我去早点有事,隆子房子盖好后,结了婚单独拿3000给他。你跟杨学文的事,我等会跟阿爷说,你们也尽早定下来。你也拿3000,剩下的留家里做家用“ ” Will the third child I, my this also early, you be worrying. Has married, that money I do not want, is your two brothers makes, I with likely any appearance „, Li Mei suddenly probably said was a little embarrassed, spoke on hurriedly exits from the room. ”老三我会给,俺这还早着呢,你操什么心。还有真嫁出去了,那钱俺也不要,也是你哥俩挣得,俺拿像什么样子“,李梅突然好像被说的有点不好意思了,说完话就急忙从屋里出去了。 Li He looked at Li Long, „ you had anything to say did not have „ 李和看了眼李隆,“你有啥想说的没有“ ” I want to look to do exactly, daily is consuming at home what's the matter „ ”俺就想找点活做,天天在家耗着算怎么回事“ ” If idles hurriedly, goes to the production team to begin work, be not thinking uselessly. When the conditions were ripe, I will lead you to exit. The beforehand words, cannot exit to run back and forth in confusion, do not think that you have married, I cannot punch you „, Li He also understands the child who rebel time had oneself idea, may train is really not a day two days of matters, can only allow nature to take its course, grew by him. ”要是闲得慌,就去生产队上工,别想着没用的。等时机成熟了,我自会带你出去。还是之前的话,不能出去乱晃,别以为你结婚了,我就不能揍你了“,李和也明白叛逆期的孩子有自己想法了,可调教起来真的不是一天两天的事,只能顺其自然,靠他自己去成长。 Li He to old gentleman Li Fucheng That side, old gentleman is weaving the basket in the entrance, sees Li He to come, took a stool to him. 李和到老爷子李福成那边,老爷子正在门口编筐,看到李和进来,给他拿了个凳子。 Li He said own idea, „you seek that Old Master Yang Jia the idea, can become after all” 李和把自己的想法说了出来,“你就寻寻那杨家老爷子想法,总归能成的” Li Fucheng puts down the wicker basket, the thinking said that „on the days of your family is the carpenter to live, the kid I saw coldly, is really has the acting, mind also thin clumsy, but this day his family/home does not feel better. Your mother cannot agree”. 李福成放下箩筐,思索道,“在你家做木匠活那几天,那娃俺冷眼瞅着,确实是个有担当的,心眼也细拙,可这日子他家不好过啊。你娘也不能同意啊”. The paternal grandmother heard the words from the inside room actually, doing right after something else say/way „said resembled me to marry you, you had anything to be the same. According to me, this family/home is better, does not have mother -in-law not to have the father-in-law, so long as passes the day is becoming. Also, Er He walked, the third child divides family property, in the big girl can not look after the household? Also must attend to some families/home, was just good on Yang this family/home, true half stature.” 奶奶倒是从里屋听见话了,接茬道“说的好像俺嫁给你,你有啥一样。按俺说,这种家更好,没婆婆没公公的,只要过着自己日子就成。再说,二和走了,老三分家,大丫头就能不顾家里了？还得顾些家里,就杨家这种家刚刚好,真正的半个儿。” Li He can only sigh that the ginger is old spicy, „the milk has the experience, the work of our mother is you are done. The master, this matter and other Yang old gentlemen come you to raise. That tip anything, when the time comes is an interlude, making Big Sister also bring. Other is not tasteful” 李和只能感叹姜是老的辣,“还是奶有见识,咱娘的工作还是你做。那爷,这事等杨老爷子过来你去提。那礼钱什么的,到时候就是个过场,让大姐还带回去。其他的都不讲究” The paternal grandmother said, „this thread of conversation naturally is your grandfather directs, the truth that but we have not paid a visit, does not marry probably is seeing somebody off anxiously results. If Old Man Yang does not straighten out, I go to her family/home old woman that to come to somebody's aid, old woman young time, compared with monkey also fine”. 奶奶道,“这话头自然是你爷爷去引,可咱也没有上杆子的道理,好像嫁不出去急着送人似得。那杨老头要是不开窍,俺去她家老太太那敲边鼓,那老太太年轻时候,比猴子还精”. Li He provoked laughter by this saying, must hurry to say is. 李和被这话逗笑了,只得慌忙说是。 Li He has resulted in couple's guarantee, returned to the home to pack the thing, early tomorrow morning must go to the provincial capital, went to earlier province's buying a ticket lining up, this time he may not have to buy a ticket ahead of time. 李和得了老俩口的保证,就返家收拾东西了,明天一早还要去省城,去早点省的买票排队,这次他可没有提前买票。 Next morning Li He will have packed under bag casually, on the spring, does not need to bring that many clothes in any case immediately. Before walking, had confessed under family/home, then made Li Long use the donkey cart to ride the automobile toward the county in a hurry. 第二天一早李和随便收拾了下包袱,反正马上就春天,没必要带那么多衣服。走之前重新交代了下家里,便让李隆赶了驴车匆匆往县城去坐汽车。 Waits for Li He to transfer the automobile to arrive in provincial capital, around 9 : 00, today are 2 nd, the train station journey person were not many, enters the ticketing hall not to line up, has bought 11 o'clock in the ticket window directly, bought the ticket to rest to board to the train station entrance stair on, anxious wants to see Mabel Cheung. 等李和转完汽车到省城,已经9点多,今天是初二,火车站出行人不多,进了售票大厅也没排队,直接在售票口买了11点钟的,买好票就到火车站门口的台阶上歇着等上车,急切的想见到张婉婷。 Li He is thinking Mabel Cheung, but Mabel Cheung is thinking Li He, what are actually more is thinking how to process Li He to give her these 670 dollars. 李和在想着张婉婷,而张婉婷又何尝不是在想着李和,其实更多的是想着怎么处理李和给她的这670块钱。 Mabel Cheung's dull sitting in the riverside, she does not know oneself should what course to follow, receive in exchange for itself the money of pocket to the old lady by the destiny of marrying daughters of each other's family, in a stuffy river extricated to finish up thoroughly. 张婉婷呆呆的坐在河沿上,她不知道自己该何去何从,是把口袋的钱给老娘换取自己被换亲的命运,还是一口闷河里彻底解脱完事。 Remembers the family to own look, she thinks very disappointed, for anything. 想起这一家子对自己的眼神,她觉得很寒心,到底是为了什么呢。 Outside makes the cold wind blow, in the eyelid that will give off heat will calm down, to want the class/flow tears to swallow to change one's mind. This drop of tears, she does not plan to flow, main she does not need to use tears certificate anything, but needs with not having tears certificate anything. 外面让冷风吹着,将发热的眼皮冷静下来,将欲流的眼泪吞回心里。这滴眼泪,她不打算流,最主要的她不需要用眼泪证明什么,但需要用没有眼泪证明什么。 In the heart wells up a deserted feeling, probably, is lonely, wants to find a person to speak well. 心中涌上一阵空落落的感觉,好像,非常寂寞,想找个人好好说话。 However, who is can speak? The parental brothers cannot speak, what person do others have to be reliable? 但是,谁是可以说话的？连父母兄弟都不能说话,别人还有什么人靠得住？ She always chooses words conceals in the belly, anything did not say. 她从来选择将话藏在肚子里,什么都不说。 From infancy to maturity she was proving diligently oneself are not the losing money goods in parents mouth, she tries hard to study, the difficult completion junior middle school, the studies of high school, the time is first. 从小到大她都在努力证明自己不是爹妈口中的赔钱货,她努力学习,艰难的完成初中,高中的学业,次次都是第一。 Attained that day of university notice, she is thinking this should make every effort to succeed to the parents, but oneself entire township only university student, but the old lady said that in the future will be competent, has not given others. 拿到大学通知书的那一天,她想着这该给爹妈争气了吧,自己可是整个乡唯一的大学生,可是老娘说了一句,将来再能干,还不是给人家。 According to her parents' meaning, this university did not read, helpless Mabel Cheung put out the notice to say to the father who was literate reluctantly, „ father, you looked, above said every month 27 subsidies, if I did not go to be a pity. I can send 20 dollars every month, in family/home you can also be relaxed. Also I worked the wages to be lowest am more than 70 dollars, but also guaranteed the assignment, father, so long as you made me go, I later each month wages gave in the family/home „. 按照她爹妈的意思,这个大学不读也罢,张婉婷无奈拿出通知书对着勉强识字的爹说道,“爹,你看,上面说每个月有27块补贴呢,我要是不去多可惜。我每个月怎么也能寄回来20块钱吧,家里你们也能轻松。再说我工作了工资最低都是70多块钱呢,还包分配,爹,只要你让我去,我以后每个月的工资都给家里“。 Every month 20 dollars truly makes the couple excited, but can succeed in obtaining, all around village also has the unmarried girl who works. 每个月20块钱确实让老俩口心动,可是能不能到手呢,前后左右村子也不是没有出去工作的闺女。 The heart that but, exiting was flexible, asks a city person to marry, who can also manage the rural parents life. 可是呢,出去的心活泛了,找个城里人一嫁,谁还能管农村爹妈死活。 Let alone the unmarried girl was also 20 years old, guaranteed does not permit not to have other thoughts, a person who also such strove to excel, exited not to come back the couple to grasp blindly. 何况自己闺女也是20岁了,保不准没有其他心思,又是这么要强的一个人,出去了不回来老俩口可就抓瞎了。 The couple discussed finally under reluctantly agreed that also managed a banquet to seize the chance to receive a tip, has given Mabel Cheung 30 dollars, the old lady wiped to focus on the lacrimal, ” mother started also for your own good, is thinking north your alone going, mother always did not give up „ 老俩口最后商量下还是勉强同意了,又办了个酒席趁机收了点礼钱,给了张婉婷30块钱,老娘抹着眼泪道,”娘开始也是为你好,想着你一个人孤零零的去北方,娘总有舍不得“ Mabel Cheung with the help of school teacher, knew the going by car route, buys the ticket, a person has something weigh on the mind goes north lonelily. 张婉婷在学校老师的帮助下,晓得了坐车路线,买好票,就一个人背着包袱孤孤单单的北上了。 Later after Mabel Cheung receives the cost-of-living allowance, every month can first send in the family/home, a semester gets down also 80 dollars, Mabel Cheung comes back to celebrate the new year time is also thinking, this parents should to the good complexion, oneself several brothers be able to look high own. 之后张婉婷每个月领到生活补贴后都会第一时间寄到家里,一个学期下来也有80块钱,张婉婷回来过年的时候还想着,这次爹妈该给个自己好脸色了吧,自己几个兄弟能高看自己一眼吧。 But went home, she discovered, she opportunity diligently does not have, all lucky thoughts annihilate, the realistic heartlessness lies, it can go bad to conceives you are worse, will be forever without limits. 可是回到家,她才发现,她连努力的机会都没有,所有侥幸的念头都湮灭,现实的无情就在于,它能坏到比你设想的更坏,永无止境。 Marries daughters of each other's family, a how absurd word, she does not think oneself attended the university to be great, but did not represent her to be willing to be ruined like this. 换亲,多么荒唐的一个词,她不认为自己读大学就有多么了不起,可是并不代表她愿意被这样糟践。 Mabel Cheung friendly said to her mother, ” mother, I one month mails back 20 now, worked later one month to have 70, if can assign to the good unit, one month had more than 100 „. 张婉婷和气的对她娘道,”娘,我现在一个月寄回20块,工作了以后一个月就有70块,要是能分配到好单位,一个月就有100多块啊“。 ” You had a look at your younger brother to be big, 18, have not subscribed a wealthy family, your elder brothers lived was not spacious, where also had the place to marry to your younger brother, now is engaged must build a house, in addition the tip, did not have 700 dollars to be how good. My anything background, you are not clear. Your junior middle school high school went to school has spent from all sides also that much money. Your one month 20 do, need to gather lord knows when has 700? That family member who , marries daughters of each other's family now is the native place grain distribution station, that is the appropriate good marriage, many cannot strive, others looked that you are the university student are glad. Moreover others also complied, after the marriage, you can continue to go to school, others are supplying on you. You said where comes this good deed? ”, The Mabel Cheung old lady wipes tears, sees a face stubborn unmarried girl, sits down exhausted all of a sudden on the ground, cries saying: „My God, my previous life has made any evil, is not free from worry” ”你看看你弟弟多大了,都18了啊,还没订个好人家,你俩哥哥本来住的不宽敞,哪里还有地方给你弟弟结婚,现在定亲的都要盖房,加上礼钱,没个700块钱怎么行。咱家什么底子,你不清楚啊。你初中高中上学前前后后也花了那么多钱。你一个月20块,要凑到猴年马月才有700块？再说,现在换亲的那家人是乡里粮站的,那是妥帖的好亲事,多少求不着,人家看你是大学生才乐意的。而且人家也答应了,结婚后你可以继续上学,人家供着你上。你说,哪里来这种好事？”,张婉婷老娘抹抹眼泪,看着一脸倔强的闺女,一下子瘫坐在地上,大哭道:“俺的老天爷,俺上辈子造了啥孽哦,一个个不省心” Mabel Cheung air/Qi has smiled, this clearly feels embarrassed itself, calms down on the iron, did not go to school by oneself. 张婉婷气的笑了,这分明是为难自己,就铁定心,不让自己上学了。 „700? The mother don't you snatch? Such is quicker, said again sentence is difficult to be obedient, according to this years quotation, 700 sufficed to marry 5 wives. How much money can you make with our father one year? You go to take a look in an instant, many people also celebrate the new year not to eat including the bean waste”. “700块？娘你怎么不去抢？那样更快,再说句难听话,按这个年月行情,700够娶上5个媳妇了。你跟咱爹一年才能挣多少钱？你转眼出去瞅瞅,多少人还过年连豆腐渣都吃不上呢”。 The old ladies jump to start all of a sudden, „what does your dead girl understand? You studied in an instant, who did your younger brother manage?”. 老娘一下子跳起脚,“你个死丫头懂什么？你转眼读书走了,你弟弟谁来管？”。 Mabel Cheung heard the truth finally, at heart uncomfortable. 张婉婷终于听到了实话,心里难受的很。 In the family/home is to fear her exits, the heart was wild, since then in the intercourse with the family/home, they did not think must suffer a loss. 家里是怕她出去,心野了,从此跟家里不往来了,他们觉得就要吃亏了。 In Zhuangzi, girl that as long as enters a city, truly majority of broke the relations with the family/home. 庄子里的,附近的,但凡进城的姑娘,确实大部分都跟家里断了关系。 Probably is because was squeezed by the family/home was too ruthless. 大概是因为被家里压榨的太狠了。 She looked sat in nearby weak sound younger brother, not uttering a word left the room. 她看了一眼坐在旁边不支声的弟弟,一声不吭的出了屋。 That Sun that in the gloomy and cold cold wind comes out with great difficulty slowly has soon gotten down, sits in the stream bank, she tries hard is not thinking all that this worries, she more wants to cry, more is tells itself unable to cry. 阴冷寒风中好不容易出来的那点太阳快要慢慢下去了,坐在河堤上,她努力的不想着这烦心的一切,她越是想哭,越是告诉自己不能哭。 Suddenly the belly cluck has made a sound, Mabel Cheung thinks finally a day has not eaten the thing, tied tight for day not to be cried by oneself, loudly has cried finally, does not know that was hungry crying, because remembered all sorts of passing, put in great inconvenience wants to cry. 突然肚子咕咕响了起来,张婉婷终于想起来自己一天没吃东西了,紧绷了一天不让自己哭,最终还是放声大哭了出来,不知道是饿的哭,还是因为想起种种过往,委屈的想哭。 Mabel Cheung like this curls up to sponge on or depend on others cries, the weeping sound is bigger, tears below. 张婉婷就这样蜷曲抱腿哭,越哭声越大,泪水唰唰的下。 Probably could not stop all of a sudden. 好像一下子止不住了。 „Hey, the front big younger sister, cried again, cries the big tabby cat to be possible nobody to dare to want”. “喂,前面的大妹子,再哭,哭成大花猫可就没人敢要了”。