The Li He whole body trembles, everywhere surprise is looking at the distant place, then soulless looked at the sky...... 李和浑身一颤,满目诧异的望着远处,然后便无神的望起了天空…… Sinister Sun, the ground had caught fire, resembles cloud non- to say and resemble being nervous and troubled of fog non- fog, the low lowland floats in airborne, making the person think to feel suffocated. 毒辣的太阳,地上已经着了火,一些似云非云、似雾非雾的灰气,低低地浮在空中,使人觉得憋气。 The rebirth, his rebirth, looks at behind that several worn-out hut unexpectedly, he a little cannot believe. 重生,他居然重生了,看着身后那几间破旧的土屋,他还是有点不敢相信。 However what calendar truly demonstration on wall is: On July 11, 1979. 但是墙上的日历确确实实显示的是:1979年7月11日。 This calendar is in the family/home the only brand-new thing 这日历是家里唯一崭新的东西 He exits to meet an old friend, then an onamot young wine, sleeps in the hotel. 他只是出去会个老朋友,然后咪点小酒,在宾馆里睡一觉。 After waking up, does not know how to sit well by the 18-year-old body the old dwelling entrance in memory. 醒来后不知道怎么就会以18岁的身体端坐在记忆中的老宅门口。 His every year physical examination, is very healthy, how possibly like this dead without a sickness. 他每年体检,身体很好,怎么可能这样无疾而终呢。 What to do mother of that world, the wife child what to do, thinks that like stuffy in water, is stuffy he to be respirable. 那个世界的母亲怎么办,老婆孩子怎么办,想起来就像闷在水里,闷得他不能呼吸。 The tears gush out the corner of the eye slowly, dozens years of self- struggle, dozens years carefully, was white reckless. 眼泪慢慢涌出眼角,几十年的自我奋斗,几十年的一步一个脚印,都是白瞎了。 The net worth is rich, 50 years old self-satisfied, the descendant full house, enjoys the family happiness age, usually leads the spouse to grow flowers, dawdles walking with dog, is very satisfied. 身家丰厚,50来岁正是志得意满,儿孙满堂,享受天伦之乐的年龄,平常带着老伴养养花,遛遛狗,好不惬意。 Is this causes and effects samsara? 这都是因果轮回吧？ But he works to cultivate the behavior depending on conscience for a lifetime, has not done by the scourge matter. 可他一辈子都是凭良心做事做人,根本没做过遭天谴的事情啊。 „Big brother, I also fish swamp eel with you”, an emaciated young loli opened the small short leg to throw the body of Li He directly, this was family's youngest sister, was only five years old. “大哥,我也跟你去钓黄鳝”,一个面黄肌瘦的小萝莉开着小短腿直接扑到了李和的身上,这是家里的老幺妹,才五岁。 Li He is rubbing the point the iron wire with the stone, sees him to throw, hurries to put down the iron wire, has placed on him the shoulder conveniently, teases her to chortle. 李和正在用石头把铁丝磨尖,看到他扑过来,赶紧把铁丝放下,随手就把他放在了肩头上,逗得她咯咯笑。 His father Li Zhaokun is neighbor famous bum, the pilferage does not have actually, is only the person is quite lazy, under does not want to make the workpoint, the mouth always hangs „model worker dead of exhaustion to calculate, bum sluggard Chairman Mao provides food.” 他的父亲李兆坤是附近有名的二流子,小偷小摸倒是没有,只是人比较懒,不愿意下地挣工分,嘴里总是挂着“劳动模范累死算完,二流子懒汉毛主席管饭。” Several years ago because also visited one house after another to turn over ratsbane to cut the tail off, did not have learn from experience, was taking the introduction letter of production team, has not fallen the positive result for a lifetime. 前几年还因为走村串户倒腾耗子药被割过尾巴,也没学乖,拿着生产队的介绍信,东晃西晃,一辈子也没有落到名堂。 A person eats to the full entire family not to be hungry, naturally cannot fall the good reputation on the time of production team. 一个人吃饱全家不饿,在生产队的时代自然落不了好名声。 His mother Wang Yulan disposition reaching an agreement point is gentle, coarse is being a scapegoat steamed stuffed bun, is individual can seize her, is in the majority pitifully. 其母亲王玉兰性格说好点是温柔,难听了就是个受气包子,是个人都能掐住她,可悲居多。 The mother who however protects the bastard, for the Li He 3 20 cents high school expenses, the non- care for reputation surface, borrows. 但是个护崽子的母亲,为了李和3块2毛钱的高中学费,不顾脸面,东借西借。 No matter previous life or now, he thinks these feel sad wants to cry. 不管前世还是现在,他想到这些都心酸的想哭。 In his family/home the rank second child, is 18 years old, this year just enrolled the college entrance examination now, the rebirth the second day of 79 years of college entrance examination, if did not remember incorrectly the university notice to get down not long, as the only university student in this village, can be admitted to a university in this home environment, is an alternative. 他家里排行老二,现在18岁,今年刚刚参加完高考,重生在79年高考的第二天,如果没记错不用多久大学通知书就下来了,作为这个村里的唯一大学生,能在这种家庭环境下能考上大学,也是个另类。 Now he thought that previous life is very useless, disregards in the family/home the situation, studied, completely has not arrived at any family responsibility. 现在他觉得上辈子挺没用的,不管不顾家里情况,读书走了,并没有尽到什么家庭责任。 In the family/home five children, has not starved to death is also the miracle, the wild herbs adds the corn to stick the child, emaciation of eating. 家里五个孩子,一个没饿死也是奇迹,野菜加苞米糊子,一个个吃的面黄肌瘦。 On him is Big Sister Li Mei, 21, have not married, puts the age of universal early marriage is also alone, afterward until 26 married, his brother-in-law is also makes every effort to succeed fortunately, has contracted the fish pond with his support, the day is prosperous, reduced his many guilty feeling. 他上面是大姐李梅,也21了,至今没有嫁出去,搁普遍早婚的年代也是个独一份,后来直到26才结婚,幸而他姐夫也是个争气的,在他的支持下承包了鱼塘,日子红红火火,也减少了他不少的愧疚感。 Third child Li Long, 16 years old , the elementary school graduated on below makes the workpoint to go, afterward married the wife in not being able to come up floor, said that her, she withstood/top your ten surely, in the family/home is in chaotic situation. 老三李隆,16岁,也才小学毕业就下地挣工分去了,后来娶了个上不来台面的媳妇,好歹说她一句,她必定顶你十句,家里鸡飞狗跳。 Fourth child Li Bing 12 -year-old, fifth child Li Qin is also only 5 years old, is girl, afterward the Li He condition was good, got up the Medical University technical college to graduate for the fourth child, to old also mixed an associate professor, the fifth child junior middle school graduates has followed side him, although raised was a little fragile, but the business did actually mindful. 老四李冰12岁,老五李琴也才5岁,都是姑娘,后来李和条件好了,供老四上了医学院大专毕业,到老也才混个副教授,老五初中毕业就一直跟在他身边,虽然养的有点娇气,可生意倒是做得顺溜。 The old ladies and Big Sister squatted on the threshold rub the maize cob, the third child lead the fourth child to exit to pick the firewood, the grain must divide, the fuel also scored points. 老娘和大姐蹲在门槛上搓玉米棒子,老三带着老四出去捡柴了,粮食要分,柴火也得分。 The corn straw, wheat straw, the cotton stubble, the bean stalk and sweet potato rice shoot are assigning. Family members are many, but strong labor force workpoint does not have, the straw of assignment, the rice straw affirms the insufficient fever. 玉米秸、麦秸、棉花茬、豆子秆、红薯秧都在分配之列。家里人多,但是壮劳力工分一个没有,分配的麦秆,稻秸肯定不够烧。 Li He looks the hut that several must collapse, wants to cry but have no tears, not having a life to be heroic, courage that the gravity head comes again. 李和看着那几间要塌的土屋,欲哭无泪,没有一点人生豪迈,重头再来的勇气。 Three huts are occupied by seven people, does not know where the Li Zhaokun flow of rural people into the cities to went, now is also leading eldest child Li Mei and youngest on mother Wang Yulan rests one, he and third child and fourth child. 三间土屋住着七口人,不知道李兆坤盲流到哪里去了,现在也就母亲王玉兰带着老大李梅和老幺睡一间,他和老三老四一间。 Li He passed pitiful childhood here, does not fondly remember this childhood recollection, is not full, puts on not the warm memory, that is the brain cramp person can rare. 李和在这里度过了可怜的童年,一点都不怀念这童年回忆,不饱,穿不暖的记忆,那是脑子抽疯的人才能稀罕。 He feels the duty to be arduous, must change the housing conditions, must change entire family condition, must to the Big Sister dowry, the younger brother bridegroom's gift to bride's family, need to make money. One minute is not willing to wait to get down, in family/home chaotic scene, looked that much feels to be vexed. 他感觉任务艰巨,要改变居住条件,要改变全家条件,要给大姐嫁妆,弟弟彩礼,都需要去赚钱。一分钟都不愿意等下去,家里乱糟糟的光景,多看一眼都觉着糟心。 As the saying goes, starves to death the timid brace brave. 俗话说得好,饿死胆小的撑死胆大的。 He decided that cannot sit waiting for death again, Xiaogang Village perhaps secretly system of allowing responsibility to the individual. He must rush, works to make that workpoint in the brigade only, old Li Family impoverished will not have forever the date of turning over. 他决定不能再坐以待毙了,小岗村说不定都偷偷大包干了。他要闯一闯,单凭在大队干活挣那点工分,老李家将永远贫困无翻身之日。 At heart impatient is thinking makes money, even if will no longer eat the corn flour gruel for tomorrow, must urge to go faster runs the running county, look can have the good path. 心里迫不及待的想着去赚钱,哪怕为了明天不再吃苞米糊糊啊,都要去去跑跑县城,看看能不能有好路子。 In the sigh with emotion air is the flavors of money, is regarding him, the bill in hand is truly more important than the fresh air. 感慨空气中都是钱的味道,可是对于他而言,手中的钞票确实远比清新的空气重要啊。 Li He places the ground the younger sister, stands rubbing on the sharp iron wire curved hook string the earthworm, this fishes the swamp eel divine tool simply. 李和把幺妹放在地上,站起来把磨尖的铁丝弯钩串上蚯蚓,这简直就是钓黄鳝神器。 Although will not serve the banker, may fish swamp eel, grasps mud fish to catch a fish by hand, these side doors live, Li He is self-taught, he recognizes second, nobody catches up to struggle first. 虽然不会伺候庄家,可钓黄鳝,抓泥鳅摸鱼,这些偏门活,李和都是无师自通,他认第二,真没人赶出来争第一。 Carries the shovel, in the hand is taking the swamp eel hook, leading the younger sister to go out. 扛着铁锹,手里拿着黄鳝钩,带着幺妹出了门。 „Raises the basket to the elder brother”, looks that behind double carries with the hand the younger sister of basket huh walking, Li He is loving dearly. “提篓给哥呗”,看着后面双手提着篓子的妹妹哼哧哼哧的走着路,李和一张心疼。 „Aguo, I can carry” “阿果,我拎得动” „Em, that walks slowly” “恩,那走慢点” Lowered the head saw several swamp eel holes, this dam boundary ridge between fields soil was quite hard, the swamp eel clasp does not need to use, directly toward importing in the hole choked the water, before long swamp eel from exporting the hole came out startled. 低头就看见了好几个黄鳝洞,这个坝埂泥土比较硬,连黄鳝钩子都不需要用,直接往进口洞里呛水,不一会黄鳝就从出口洞里惊慌的出来了。 He is unhurriedly, the thumb and index finger also make an effort, had swamp eel of three twofold to be pinched fully single-handed. 他不慌不忙,大拇指和食指同时用力,一条足有三两重的黄鳝被单手掐了出来。 The fifth child saw the Elder Brother to catch swamp eel, has delivered the basket excitedly. 老五看到哥哥抓到了黄鳝,兴奋的送上了篓子。 This age does not have the pesticide pollution, eats this thing few, a paternal grandmother bear, each one quickly became the swamp eel immortal, separated later can dig out 672 swamp eel, can on the news, one put in order 78 jin (0.5 kg), the basket calculates that filled. 这个年代没有农药污染,吃这玩意的又少,奶奶个熊,个个都快成黄鳝大仙了,隔以后能挖出一条672的黄鳝,都能上新闻,一会就整了78斤,篓子算满了。 „Grasps real many”, third child Li Long delivers the firewood to go home, came. Li Long does not know why fears Li He from infancy to maturity, never dares to boast in the front. “抓的真多”,老三李隆送完柴回家,也过来了。李隆不知道为什么从小到大就怵李和,从不敢在面前咋呼。 „You deliver to go home these basket, bringing the spatial basket to come back, leads the younger sister, now left Sun, the solar poison”, Li He raised the head to have a look at the day, supposed ten points about. “你把这些篓子送回家,带空篓子回来,也把幺妹带回去,现在出太阳了,太阳毒”,李和抬头看看天,估摸十点左右了。 „Aguo, is not hot”, the younger sister of full sweat is very excited. “阿果,不热”,满头汗水的幺妹还是很兴奋。 „Is obedient, goes home with the little elder brother”, Li Long rubbish, direct hugged the younger sister, raised the basket. “听话,跟小哥回家”,李隆也没废话,直接一手抱起了幺妹,一手提篓子。 Li He blocked a dam nearby Hegouzi, the water platoon has done, inside carp, grass carp, even also some catfish randomly jumped in the thin mud nest, pushed aside the stone seam also to have hairy crab. 李和把旁边的河沟子拦了个坝,水排干,里面鲫鱼,草鱼,甚至还有部分胡子鱼在稀泥窝里乱蹦,扒开石头缝还有毛蟹。 This time really got rich. 这次真是发财了。 „Grumble wha, hurries, picks to deliver to go home the fish first, the big fish water used raises, do not cut the skin the scale”, looks Li Long that runs over, Li He also dislikes his speed to be slow. “磨叽什,赶紧过来,把鱼先捡起来送回家,大鱼用水养起来,不要把鱼鳞刮破了”,看着跑过来的李隆,李和还嫌他速度慢。 „Small fish makes Big Sister boil fish soup at noon, the exposing to the sun fish that could not finish eating does”, Li He looks own whole body the perspiration, the clear hand, took off the shirt simply directly. “小鱼让大姐中午熬鱼汤,吃不完的晒鱼干”,李和看着自己浑身的汗,索性清手,直接把衬衫脱了。 He looks at oneself stature, 18 years old as long as 175 did not calculate short, were atreptic, pitiful several spareribs, but did not have the big stomach intestinal fat of later generation, were satisfying, this whole life must maintain. 他看着自己的身材,18岁长到175也不算矮了,营养不足,可怜兮兮的几根排骨,不过没有后世的大肚腩,还是不禁让人满意,这辈子一定要保持住了。 The big fish could not install several in the basket, used the grass pole to string together simply the cheek help/gang, was leading in the hand, such Li Long back and forth has delivered six basket small fish, twenty big fish, each strip also had one jin (0.5 kg) multiple. 大鱼在篓子里根本装不了几条,索性就用草杆子把腮帮串起来,在手里领着,就这样李隆来来回回送了六篓子小鱼,二十几条大鱼,每条也有一斤多重。 This has not calculated, in line with does not walk absentminded, dug up to draw a basket mud fish of silt bottom. 这样还不算完,本着不走空的精神,把淤泥底的泥鳅也扒拉了一篓子。 Has pushed aside the dam to noon, was insufficient to stop up the channel, the two brothers stopped work for the day directly, goes home to have the lunch. 到了中午扒开坝子,不至于堵了渠道,兄弟俩直接收工,回家吃午饭。 Wang Yulan broken fish maw clean, the fourth child and fifth child are in the haystack lying this way and that exposing to the sun fish. 王玉兰破鱼肚清洗,老四和老五正在草堆子横七竖八的晒鱼。 Li Mei the dining table sweep trace, in front of everyone has suspended one bowl of surface flour gruel. 李梅已经把饭桌收拾干净,每个人面前摆了一碗面糊糊。 fish soup in pot boiled fragrant. Fries in oil, red-roast belongs to the expectation, multi- to spend You. 锅里的鱼汤已经熬得喷香。油煎,红烧属于奢望,多费油啊。 swamp eel mud fish, hairy crab has raised with washbasin, Li He counted on that tomorrow goes to the county to sell. This time not like the former manages was so strict, had the so-called black market in county south gate, he is the high school that the county attended, was the familiar house. 黄鳝泥鳅,毛蟹已经用水盆养了起来,李和指望明天去县城能不能卖。这个时期不像以前管的那么严了,在县城南门已经有了所谓的黑市,他一直都是县城读的高中,也是熟门熟路。 The day heat, the fish cannot raise, even if can raise, has no way to transport, does not have the car(riage), does not have the oxygen stick, was stinking to the county. 天热,鱼根本养不住,就算养得住,也没法运输,没车,没氧气棒,到了县城就臭烘烘了。 Sells the fish to do reasonable, Sun is poisonous, turns several bodies, a afternoon exposes to the sun was hard. 卖鱼干最靠谱,太阳毒,多翻几个身,一下午就晒的硬邦邦了。 „Elder sister, I will enter the county with the third child tomorrow, mud fish swamp eel I sell freshly, the fish sells the fish to do, gives us the melting point pancake, night walks”, Li He said to Li Mei, in the family/home inside and outside basically is the Li Mei members. “姐,我明天跟老三进县城,泥鳅黄鳝我卖新鲜的,鱼就卖鱼干,给我们烙点饼子,夜里就走”,李和对李梅说道,家里里里外外基本都是李梅一把手。 Li Mei does not know where the youngest brother changed, the college entrance examination suddenly has a vacation more than probably the different vigor before and acting, before came back is only knows to hide in the room to read, little cared that in the family/home the matter, occasionally will go to the river to catch the shrimp to catch fish, but never had like this unprecedented has thought the subsidy home. 李梅不知道大弟突然变化在哪里,好像高考放假回来比以前多了不一样的精气神和担当,以前回来只是知道躲屋里看书,很少关心家里事情,偶尔会去河里抓虾捞鱼,可是从来没有这样破天荒的想过补贴家用。 Li He made up to the fourth child in the afternoon has met the work, continued to fish swamp eel on the straightening up third child, grasped mud fish, has stressed twenty jin (0.5 kg). 李和下午给老四补了会作业,就拾掇老三继续去钓黄鳝,抓泥鳅,又抓了二十几斤。 After the dinner, the weather is sultry, he arrives at the riverside, does not need to move the river water, has felt from top to bottom then a cool meaning. 晚饭后,天气闷热,他来到河边,不必碰触河水,浑身上下便已感受到一股清凉之意。 As the boy, does not need scruples, he puts on underpants, overruns, the plump jumps into the water. 作为男孩子,不需有所顾忌,他就穿着裤衩子,冲过去,扑通一声跳进水里。