LISIL :: Volume #4 野火

#343: Staying or going

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Perhaps Ning Yi was afraid Su Family to come to ask two people to trouble again to make the manpower who Wenren Buer arranges already withdraw at this time. Takes the things of this belts, on Yunzhu and Jin'er the carriage, was driven by Kou'er, drives slowly toward Jiangning City outside. The carriage across the dense fog, the willow tree of Qinhuai River shore appears when the line of sight occasionally, in the river is anchoring the pedestrian who the ships, present occasionally are not many also cast off in the rear area. Jin'er lifts the curtain screen to look, yesterday's time, in her heart must get married to be sorrowful and uneasy for Sister Yunzhu, when Sister Yunzhu proposed leaves, in her heart was delighted beyond measure, however to this morning, is going to leave the concept of Jiangning to change into the true feelings to appear in her in the heart, why did not know, looks that many familiar things were thrown after behind, in her heart thought that suddenly a little empty, might do to anything said goodbye forever, was grieved. 原本宁毅害怕苏家再过来找两人麻烦而让闻人不二安排的人手此时或许已经撤去。将一些该带的东西带上,云竹与锦儿上了马车,由扣儿驾车,缓缓朝着江宁城外驶去。马车穿过迷雾,秦淮河岸边的柳树偶尔在视线中出现,河里泊着的船只、偶尔出现的行人不多时也被甩开在后方。锦儿掀开帘子看着,昨天的时候,她心中为了云竹姐要嫁人而凄惶,当云竹姐提出离开,她心中喜不自胜,然而到得今天清晨,将要离开江宁的概念才化为了实感出现在她的心中,不知道为什么,看着那许许多多熟悉的东西被抛在身后,她心中才忽然觉得有点空荡荡的,像是要对什么东西做永远的告别了,不禁酸楚起来。 In fact, in many many such in the morning, made also has another matter that perhaps they were familiar with: They sit on the stair before that small building, looks that the distant place of form of that man in thick fog appears, then running gradually near...... 事实上,在许多许多个这样的清晨,令她们熟悉的或许还有另外一件事:她们坐在那小楼前的台阶上,看着那男子的身影在浓雾中的远处出现,然后渐渐的跑近了…… „Sister Yunzhu, why is actually...... Ah? Ning Yi is not good to you?” “云竹姐,到底是……为什么啊？宁毅对你不好了？” Arrived at this time, her can ask in a soft voice this matter comes, Yunzhu sat in that side seems like thinking the matter, at this time raised the head, Jin'er discovered that her eye socket is sparkling, already had the tears. She attracted the nose. 到得此时,她才能够轻声的问出这事来,云竹原本坐在那边像是在想事,此时抬起头来,锦儿才发现她眼眶亮晶晶的,已经有了眼泪。她吸了吸鼻子。 „When I...... I originally and Liheng acquaintance, some, he already had the wife late at that time, is the status of marrying into the wife's household, Jin'er you are also know.” “我……我原本与立恒相识时,就有些晚了,那时候他已经有了妻子,又是入赘的身份,锦儿你也是知道的。” Jin'er nods: „Knows.” 锦儿点了点头:“知道啊。” Yunzhu said: „I knew him, knew these things. Afterward liked him, to these things. in the heart is also clear. Since I liked him, to these things, did not certainly mind really, at that time I felt, his home person is not good to him, others do not know his talent, I...... I, even if gave him the body, does not want his anything status. So long as in his heart has my position, also enough Ah…...” 云竹道:“我原本认识他,就知道这些事情了。后来喜欢上他,对这些事情。心中也是清清楚楚的。我既然喜欢了他,对这些事情,当然也不甚介意,那时候我觉得,他家里人对他不好,旁人也不知道他的才华,我……我就算把身子给了他,不要他什么名分。只要他心中有我的位置在,也就够了啊……” „But Sister Yunzhu you hope the status Ah…...” Jin'er said low voice. “可云竹姐你还是希望有名分的啊……”锦儿小声说道。 The Yunzhu look is somewhat mournful, in the eye seems like must burst into tears, but on face nevertheless smiled: „I want certainly the status, I am not the female who disregards, hopes that...... the future old some people can in nearby, can have a home to return. I think these, thought for many years......” 云竹神色有几分凄然,眼中像是要流泪,但脸上却是笑了笑:“我当然想要名分啊,我又不是什么都不管不顾的女子,也希望……将来老了有人能够在身边,能够有个归宿。我想这些,想了好多年了……” She is saying these, the tone choked, after the moment, restrained the mood as far as possible: „I think, I am in the world only one by one treat his female like this. But I went to Su Family a short time ago, sees appearance that Young Lady Su cries, suddenly discovered, his wife is also such is liking her, she has a child to him. Likes his mood, not the slightest difference from me. Liheng is not the natural disposition cool thin person. Who is good to him, he is then good to whom. I had then told you before, Liheng he...... in the heart awkward......” 她说着这些,语气哽咽起来,片刻后,才尽量收敛了情绪:“我原本以为,我就是世上唯一一个这样待他的女子。可前不久我去到苏家,看见那位苏姑娘哭的样子,才忽然发现,他的妻子也是那样的喜欢着她,她给他生了孩子。喜欢他的心情,与我一般无二。立恒不是生性凉薄之人。谁对他好,他便对谁好。我以前便跟你说过啦,立恒他……心中为难……” she paused: „People like him, if wants arbitrarily, who can what kind of. At these things, he felt embarrassed, I also because of this, like his. Actually at heart what Liheng thinks is anything, my in the heart also understands that he does not hope before I enter Su Family, is afraid me to be bullied by the Su Family person, after this matter, in his heart thought that can only marry me, but he will worry I and Young Lady Su being together, actually Jin'er, the wife and concubine, where will have to be together very well, but in his heart will also think that does not do right by Young Lady Su. Actually marries him, I...... I was also...... however that thought clarified these, these days I thought that I gave him the own body, then...... has to leave......” 她顿了顿:“他那样的人啊,若是要蛮横一点,谁又能怎么样。偏偏在这些事情上,他心里为难了,我也是因为这样,才更加喜欢他的。其实立恒心里想的是什么,我心中也明白的,他以前不希望我进苏家,是害怕我被苏家人欺负,到得这件事之后,他心中觉得只能娶我了,可他还是会担心我与苏姑娘的相处,其实锦儿,妻子与小妾,哪里会有相处得很好的,而他心中也会觉得对不住苏姑娘。其实嫁给他,我……我也是想的……可是弄清楚了这些,这几天我就想好啦,我把自己的身子给他,然后就……只好离开了……” Yuan Jin'er gawked the long time: „How and how can like this, this not be very selfish, you do not feel better, he will not feel better!” 元锦儿愣了半晌:“怎么、怎么能这样,这样不是很自私吗,你心里不好过,他心里也不会好过的！” Yunzhu smiled: „Who is not selfish, however as the matter stands, Liheng issue at heart did not have, he has not been unfair to Young Lady Su, but in the future I will also come back, perhaps in my belly already had his baby, at that time I came back, the body was his. I am only...... do not want to make him feel embarrassed, does not want to make him feel that...... does not do right by me......” 云竹笑了笑:“谁不自私呢,可是这样一来,立恒心里的问题就没有了啊,他没有对不起苏姑娘,而将来我还会回来的,或许我的肚子里已经有了他的宝宝,那时候我回来,身子还是他的。我只是……不想让他为难,也不想让他觉得……对不住我……” „How and how this......” Jin'er muttered, she was clear at this time, Sister Yunzhu in the heart hoped for the perfect that mood, when Ning Yi will feel in any event when did not do right by a person, she then chose departure. Rather puts in great inconvenience to oneself, is actually not willing to make the boyfriend bear a sense of guilt. However, this matter, although is passable, in her heart still felt some issues, but crosses a moment later, she also no longer thinks. Sister Yunzhu already did in any case decided that she then wants to make the atmosphere in journey enliven. “怎么、怎么这样……”锦儿喃喃说着,她此时才明白,云竹姐心中希求完美的那种心情,当宁毅无论如何都会觉得对不住一个人时,她便选择了离开。宁愿委屈自己,却不愿意让情郎负疚。不过,这事情虽然说得过去,她心中却仍旧觉得有些问题,但过得片刻之后,她也不再多想。反正云竹姐已经做了决定了,她便想让旅途上的气氛活跃起来。 „Then on let's do it like this then, best Sister Yunzhu your already to have that Ning Yi child, like this we can raise him together, later told him, I was his father, you were his mother, hehe......” “那就这样吧,最好云竹姐你已经有了那宁毅的孩子,这样我们就可以一起将他养大,以后告诉他,我是他爹爹,你是他娘亲,嘿嘿……” Said that some smart-alecky words, had/left the Jiangning City gate, the thick fog by fits and starts, they saw that Jiangning City wall vanished in the thick fog, the path flashes one after another. Kou'er that the front drives suddenly „Uh” shouted one lightly, soon after said: „Small, Young Lady...... that and that......” Yuan Jin'er is speaking the joke, at this time lifted the car(riage) curtain to look out: „!” Called, Yunzhu also found out the head, soon after was then shocked. Sees only the roadside of thick fog that head, the form a tree trunk that is dropping down on there sits together, holds the chin, as if already somewhat waited bored for a long time, sees the carriage to come, the talent set out, is frowning comes toward here. Actually isn't Ning Liheng is who? 如此说些俏皮的话语,一路出了江宁城门,浓雾一阵一阵的,她们眼看着那江宁城墙在浓雾中消失了,道路一段一段地闪出来。陡然间,前方驾车的扣儿“呃”的轻呼一声,随后道:“小、小姐……那个、那个……”元锦儿正在说笑话,此时掀开车帘往外看了看:“呀！”的叫了出来,云竹也探出了头,随后便愣住了。只见浓雾那头的路边,一道身影正在那儿倒下的一节树干上坐着,托着下巴,似乎已经有些无聊地等了许久,见到马车过来,那人才起身,皱着眉头朝这边过来了。却不是宁立恒又是谁？ „...... Quick...... overruns in a big hurry a bit faster.” “……快快快……快点冲过去。” Jin'er responded all of a sudden, is directing Kou'er at high speed, Kou'er „Oh”, wielded the whip to make the horse run, however they were used to drive a cart was not the high-spirited horse, Ning Yi already walks near, put out a hand then to hold on the reins: „This actually must do Ah…...” 锦儿一下子反应过来,指挥着扣儿快马加鞭,扣儿“哦”了一声,挥着鞭子就要让马儿快跑,然而她们用来赶车的根本就不是什么烈马,宁毅已经走得近了,一伸手便拉住了缰绳:“这到底是要干什么啊……” The carriage has not stopped, but reduced fast, Ning Yi already moves toward the compartment, said one: „Come.” Extends the hand. Yunzhu was gawking, the tears look like bursts a dike general well up, actually also extended a hand subconsciously, Ning Yi gripped her hand, held her body fiercely area. lets out an „Ah” shouted lightly, Jin'er has not responded, Yunzhu was held by Ning Yi from the car(riage) on already. When the carriage and Ning Yi and Yunzhu wrong body, Jin'er has searched turned the head looked, only hears that side to transmit „pā pā” two, seems like...... hits the sound of buttocks. Ning Yi holds Yunzhu to move toward the distant place, Yunzhu is embracing the neck of Ning Yi, lowers the head to shame not to dare to move. 马车还未停,只是减了速,宁毅则已经走向车厢这边,说了一声:“来。”将手伸出去。云竹原本愣着,眼泪就像是决堤一般的涌出来,却也是下意识地伸出了一只手,宁毅握住她手,抓住她的身体猛地一带。“啊”的一声轻呼,锦儿还没反应过来,云竹就已经被宁毅从车里抱出去了。马车与宁毅、云竹错身而过,锦儿探过头去看时,只听得那边传来“啪啪”两声,似乎是……打屁股的声音。宁毅直直地抱着云竹走向远处,云竹则搂抱着宁毅的脖子,低着头羞得动也不敢动。 „Yesterday such, you walk today, matter passes on, is not very good to my reputation/honorary, very much will make me puzzle......” “昨天才那样子,你今天就走,事情传出去,对我的名誉很不好,会让我很困扰的……” Indistinct within, this seems like the words that Ning Yi spoke. The brain of Jin'er already transferred at this time, loudly is shouting: „Ning Liheng you put down Sister Yunzhu! My!” soon after also called Kou'er to turn around the front. Kou'er to driving by no means is very adept, is thrown into confusion, Jin'er has snatched the horsewhip, turns around breathless, so made that two horses kicked on the path were very long, the ability to the direction, overtook. When discovered when two people forms, sees only Ning Yi to hold Sister Yunzhu to sit in awning of thick fog that head speaks, Sister Yunzhu as to struggle, but Ning Yi grasped her, making her not move. 隐约间,这似乎是宁毅说的话。锦儿的脑子此时已经转了过来,大嚷着:“宁立恒你放下云竹姐！我的！”随后又叫扣儿掉转车头。扣儿对驾车并不是非常娴熟,手忙脚乱,锦儿抢过了马鞭,气急败坏地掉头,如此弄得两匹马在道路上扑腾了很久,才调对方向,一路赶过去。待发现两人的身影时,只见宁毅正抱着云竹姐坐在浓雾那头的一座凉棚里说话,云竹姐似乎想要挣扎,但宁毅抱住了她,让她动不了。 In this this time of the month(year), husband and wife, will not have embraced under the broad daylight even. At present although mist, on the road no pedestrian will walk, but after all has the seen risk. This Ning Yi really has no sense of shame. Jin'er from the carriage, looks from afar, scolded several low voice, but has not gone forward to disturb two people to speak eventually. Idea that Sister Yunzhu left not necessarily firm, at this time met Ning Liheng, let alone, was spanked not to dare to speak, at this time does not know that already was hit under many...... 这年月里,就算是夫妻,也没有会在光天化日之下搂搂抱抱的。眼下虽然一片雾气,路上没什么行人会走,但毕竟有被人看见的风险。这宁毅实在不知羞耻。锦儿从马车上下来,远远地看着,小声骂了几句,但终究没有上前去打扰两人说话。云竹姐原本离开的想法就未必坚决,此时遇上了宁立恒,就更加别说了,被打屁股也不敢说话,此时也不知道已经被打了多少下了…… Jin'er in the heart is angry, but to two people speeches, can guess correctly probably, nothing but is Ning Yi inquired why she must leave, she these words will say a moment ago again, perhaps thinks also to cry. Is thinking like this that side Sister Yunzhu seems like really somewhat crying —— in fact, the reason that Yunzhu that Jin'er knows wants to leave is only part, she just now in the heart also feels the doubts, but soon after has not gone into seriously again, but reason that Yunzhu wants to leave, part, because of her. 锦儿心中气恼,但对两人的说话,大概还是能猜到,无非是宁毅询问她为什么要离开,她将刚才那些话再说一遍,或许想着想着还会哭出来。正这样想,那边云竹姐倒真有些像是在哭——事实上,锦儿所知的云竹想要离开的理由只是一部分,她方才心中也觉得疑惑,但随后没有再深究,而云竹想要离开的原因,有一部分,也是因为她的。 „...... Besides you, also has Jin'er, I, if got married, Jin'er what's to be done. Liheng, do not look that she is usually careless, but in fact, except for me and Zhu's, where Jin'er has no way, she is not the temper that a that person can also be content with one's lot, initially was because I came out from Goldwind House, Liheng, I cannot with you in the same place, Jin'er in my nearby, probably naturally be the same, however I think on that day, my present already had you, Jin'er to me, was very important, I and I cannot drop out her......” “……除了你以外,还有锦儿啊,我若是嫁人了,锦儿怎么办呢。立恒,你别看她平时大大咧咧的,可实际上,除了我和竹记,锦儿哪里都没法去的,她又不是那种一个人也能一直自得其乐的性子,当初是因为我才从金风楼里出来,立恒,我原本没能跟你在一起,锦儿一直在我身边,好像理所当然一样,可是那天我想,我现在已经有了你了,锦儿对我,就很重要了,我、我不能抛下她……” Thinks the thing that will soon lose returns suddenly at present, Yunzhu was saying this, sheds tears. Her natural disposition is gentle outside and firm inside, in the life most important two people perhaps are Ning Yi and Jin'er, perhaps if for Ning Yi that matter, she marries passed merely directly, but Jin'er here consideration, made her get down the decision of departure in addition truly, Ning Yi is hugging her: „That lets her with you to Su Family, I am raising her what kind of......” 原本以为即将失去的东西忽然又回到眼前,云竹说着这个,流下眼泪来。她生性外柔内刚,生命中最重要的两人或许就是宁毅与锦儿,假如说仅仅是为了宁毅的那件事,她或许就直接嫁过去了,但加上锦儿这边的考虑,才真正让她下了离开的决定,宁毅抱着她:“那让她跟你到苏家啊,我养着她又怎么样……” „however her not happy Ah…...” “可是她也不会开心啊……” Ning Yi frowns: „I will not ask you to leave in any case, matter can discuss slowly, at the worst I asked a man to marry her......” 宁毅皱起眉头:“反正我不会让你走的,事情可以慢慢商量,大不了我找个男人把她嫁了……” „I and I do not walk......” Yunzhu to bring the tears, smiles diligently, „I do not want to walk, how now also to get out of the way......” she saying: „Liheng, you raise me outside......” “我、我不走了……”云竹带着泪水,努力笑起来,“我本来就不想走,现在还怎么走得开……”她说着:“立恒,你把我养在外面吧……” Ning Yi knit the brows, Yunzhu closely is hugging him, making the tears fall in his necks, the sound of talking choked: „Liheng, you raise me outside...... I are accompanying Jin'er, handles Zhu's. Someday, Jin'er got married, I and Young Lady Tan'er they were also familiar, you remarried me to pass through the gate to be good...... you and you to raise me outside were OK......” 宁毅皱了皱眉头,云竹紧紧抱着他,让眼泪落在他的颈项间,语声哽咽:“立恒,你把我养在外面吧……我陪着锦儿,打理竹记。也许有一天,锦儿嫁人了,我与檀儿姑娘她们也熟悉了,你再娶我进门好不好……你、你把我养在外面就可以了……” „You raised me outside were OK......” “你把我养在外面就可以了……” Ning Yi raised the head, can understand that what kind of weight/quantity in these words has......, but as the matter stands, already thinks the good matter, as if in suddenly, turned into another appearance...... 宁毅抬起头,能够明白这句话里有着怎样的分量……但这样一来,原本已经想好的事情,似乎在忽然间,就变成另外一个样子了…… ************** ************** Immediately must ride the long-term car(riage), this chapter first sent. 马上要坐很长时间的车,这章就先发了吧。 This month Chapter 16 ^ _ ^ 这个月的第16章^_^
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