LISIL :: Volume #2 暗战之池

#115: Mood (Last Part)

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one by one five chapters 第一一五章 Mood (Last Part) 心情(下) Wakes up again, already is in the morning, the cloudy day seems like must rain, the weather somewhat is slightly stuffy. husband form already before the window, Little Chan already did not rest, traded Juan'er and Xing'er is defending here. According to Juan'er, Old gentleman came previously, saw her to sleep then hints does not need to call waking up, but spoke thoughtlessly to ask that these graphs on table were used to do, knows that was Ning Yi does, then had not asked, only made her rest quite. 再度醒来的时候,已经是上午,阴天看起来要下雨,天气稍稍有些闷。相公的身影已经不在窗前了,小婵也已经去休息,换了娟儿与杏儿在这里守着。据娟儿说,早先一点老太公过来了一趟,见她在睡觉便示意不用叫了醒来,只是随口问了问桌上的那些图表是用来干嘛的,知道是宁毅所做,便也没有多问,只让她好生休息。 Only evening's time, is unable to make the high fever remove, she drank one bowl of medicines, the head is murky, in the mouth full is the bitter taste. in the heart deeply worried also, even if Liheng said such yesterday, but how...... her many already will actually know finally, but in the heart is unwilling, spent big effort. 区区一个晚上的时间,无法让高烧褪去,她又喝了一碗药,脑袋昏昏沉沉的,口中满是苦味。心中的焦灼还在,纵然立恒昨天说了那样的话,但最终会怎样呢……她其实多少已经知道了,只是心中不甘,费了好大的力气呵。 That form is not in this room, in the heart remembers this matter, feels deserted big one piece, but fell into the middle of the sleepiness finally blurry. This time sleep like that time of early morning, various nightmares does not stream, stirring her is unable to be peaceful. Wakes up again, the time passed noon probably, Ning Yi sat on the chair before window, was saying with standing in attendance Juan'er low voice some words, for a last year account situation, Juan'er are explaining the reason probably low voice. 那道身影不在这房间里,心中想起这事,觉得空落落的好大一片,但终于还是迷迷糊糊地陷入了睡意当中。这次的睡眠不像凌晨的那次,各种梦魇纷至沓来,搅得她无法安宁。再醒来的时候,时间大概过了中午,宁毅又坐在了窗前的椅子上,正与侍立一旁的娟儿小声说着些话,大概是为着去年的一次账目情况,娟儿小声地解释缘由。 Little Chan said: „Did Young Lady, wake up?” soon after Ning Yi and Juan'er also turn head. 小婵过来道:“小姐,醒来了？”随后宁毅与娟儿也回过头来。 The body is very weary, does not want to speak, does not want to move, but Chan'er came to raise the pillow for her, Liheng hand extended has made a round trip —— on her forehead except for last night, they have not had such intimate contact before, but felt the nevertheless nature. In has measured the temperature of forehead after the palm, the man nods: „Probably many, called Doctor Sun to come later one.” Then in the mouth said that some „yesterday had 40 degrees probably” and so on significance the words that was difficult to be bright. 身体很疲倦,不太想说话,不太想动,只是婵儿过来为她加高了枕头,立恒的手伸过来覆在她额头上——除了昨晚,在以前他们没有过这样亲密的接触,但感觉却是自然。在用手掌测过额头的温度之后,男子点点头:“好像好些了,待会去叫孙大夫过来一趟吧。”然后口中说些“昨天大概有四十度”之类意义难明的话语。 Little Chan goes out the end to come the gruel bowl, „compelling” she was eating several small rice congees, soon after Doctor Sun also came, asked some situations, Little Chan speaks some words occasionally, Liheng continues to read the account book in the table, recorded the thing, only opened the mouth occasionally. She lies down there looks appearance that one group of people come and go, sometimes is she and Ning Yi is staying in this room alone, near the table that back movement is it seems like rapid and clear, methodical, making one have a very strange feeling, can make the person mind stable. 小婵出门端来粥碗,“逼”着她喝了几小口的白粥,不久之后孙大夫也过来了,问些情况,小婵偶尔说些话,立恒在桌边继续看账本,记录东西,只偶尔开口。她躺在那儿看着一群人来来往往的样子,也有些时候是她与宁毅单独在这房间里呆着的,桌边那背影动作看来迅速而明确,有条不紊,让人产生一种很奇怪的感觉,很能让人心神安定。 At dusk, sky was dark, out of the window rains, the fresh air floats in the room, there is aura of soil. 傍晚时分,天色暗了,窗外下起雨来,清新的空气飘进房间里,有一股泥土的气息。 She goes off occasionally, soon after wakes up, since that night Storekeeper Liao and the others had not entered the mansion, in the curtain of rain does not have the lights that for successive several days moved restlessly like that are they doing, the situation in business changes...... within the heart to think occasionally, only then Ning Yi and Chan'er Juan'er Xing'er is accompanying her in the room, several xuan paper were hung up in the room on the wall, Liheng has a liking for one occasionally, was adds for this peaceful aspect wiped the strange color that the significance was difficult to be bright. 她只是偶尔睡去,随后又醒来,这天晚上廖掌柜等人没有进府,雨幕之中也没有连续几日以来那般躁动的灯火,他们在干嘛呢,生意上的情况有没有发生变动呢……偶尔在心中想着,只有宁毅与婵儿娟儿杏儿在房间里陪着她,几张宣纸在房间里被挂起在墙壁上,立恒偶尔看上一眼,算是为这安静的局面添上了一抹意义难明的奇怪色彩。 Although her bedroom handles the things in some business frequently, compares the bedroom of general lady to appear the atmosphere, the thing and decoration that but many girls like have, at this time added these xuan paper, immediately then that atmosphere breaking. In the room in most situations is peaceful, Chan'er Juan'er Xing'er low voice spoke with her and Liheng, passing in and out was also gently, mixed in the middle of this curtain of rain, Liheng busy and dedicated its methodicalness, only brought the peaceful strength. 她的卧房虽说常常处理一些生意上的事情,相比一般大家闺秀的卧房要显得大气,但许多女孩子喜欢的东西与装饰还是有的,这时候添上这些宣纸,顿时便将那气氛给打破了。房间里大多数情况下还是安静的,婵儿娟儿杏儿小声地与她与立恒说话,进进出出也是轻轻的,混在这雨幕当中,立恒的忙碌与专注有其章法,也只带来了安静的力量。 By this night, she remembers that thought of early morning explicitly: husband is Scholar(egghead), even is Jiangning fiercest talent. 到这个夜里,她才又更加明确地想起凌晨的那个念头来:相公是书生,甚至是江宁最厉害的才子。 Long ago, has not gotten married, is a girl time, is looking forward to these matters, had once fantasized more than once, in the future will marry with some talented great talent, even if oneself is the female of merchant, in the family/home the good and evil is big merchant, by no means does not have the such opportunity. 早些年,还未出嫁,还是女孩儿的时候,憧憬着这些事,也曾不止一次的幻想过,将来会嫁与某个才华横溢的大才子,自己纵然是商贾之女,家中好歹也是个大商贾,并不是没有这样的机会。 Since many understands the worldly wisdom, the such idea was then short, but looked forward to that definitely has. Afterward once these talent beautiful woman story directly from master to disciple happening in Jiangning, Cao Guan, Li Pin that and the others the reputation rose up, at the poetry association banquets compared with fighting hearsay, she inquired very much with interest, even if went mostly to discuss the business to Pu Garden Poetry Association on afterward, but heard other poetry association things, saw the good poetic composition, can still make her feel resources are well used, this seemed thing in another world, but by no means hindered her to like the expectation. 自从多少懂得人情世故之后,这样的想法便少了些,但憧憬肯定还是有的。曾经发生在江宁的那些口耳相传的才子佳人故事,后来名声鹊起的曹冠、李频等人,发生在一个个诗会宴席上的比斗传闻,她都很有兴趣地去打听,即便后来去到濮园诗会上大多是为了谈生意,但听到其他诗会的事情,看见许多好的诗作,也能让她觉得物有所值,这仿佛是另一个世界上的东西,可并不妨碍她去喜欢去憧憬。 Then, the life lives, she gets married according to the scheduled plan, incurred superfluously, said to is Scholar(egghead), but does not make contact with talent, can only say that is bookworm. The life is the life, she can still look forward to these big poems *** talent matter, when own this husband seems like by no means such as dull of like that estimate, when certain things start to superpose, she thought that was somewhat at a loss. 然后,生活还是生活,她按照预定的计划成了亲,招了赘,对上说是书生,但与才子是搭不上的,只能说是个书呆子。生活是生活,她依然可以憧憬着那些大诗***才子的事情,然而当自己的这个相公似乎并不如预想的那般呆,当某些东西开始重合起来的时候,她才觉得有些无所适从了。 own husband, by some people said was Jiangning 1st talent, should oneself what kind of? She actually could not feel great talent big Scholar to have symbol —— here to hear the book in the past, watched the drama, inside was clear, great talent should the affected over-literary style refer to the classics, even if departed from the classics and betrayed principle in a point romance still to speak thoughtlessly slightly to demonstrate the talent, he to where should be the center and sign, that letting the person is unable to be intimate with. She was once looking forward to married great talent, should be „gentleman is laborious” „many thanks wife care” —— to have the distance like the stage in brief like that officially, but if did not have these distances, how should matter? 自己的相公,被一些人称为江宁第一才子了,自己应该怎么样呢？她在这里其实感受不到大才子大文人应有符号——以往听说书,看戏曲,里面都明明白白,大才子应该之乎者也引经据典,就算稍微离经叛道一点的传奇小说里也该随口展现才华,他到哪里都该是中心和标志,让人无法亲近的那种。她曾经憧憬着嫁给了大才子,应该是“官人辛苦了”“多谢娘子关心”——总之是如同戏台上那般正式而有距离的,可若没了那些距离,事情应该怎样呢？ Usually in the simple optional speech, not high-profile does not show off, humorous charming, but the such person, was called 1st talent. That two words she will have a look at times, sometimes among them, like ordinary husband and wife, does not seem like friend —— she never to listen to have the such good friend simply, they go to speak to 2nd floor on every several days, said that anything is good. Between do the man and female possibly become the such friend? In some story-telling script legends common female dressed as man then with artificial friend, but she has not disguised as, does however have such husband and wife? As if has also never heard. 平日里简单随意的说话,不张扬不夸耀,幽默风趣,可这样的人,就是被人称为第一才子了。那两首词她时时都会看看,他们之间,不像普通的夫妻,有时候简直像是朋友——她从未听过有这样的好朋友,他们每隔几天去到二楼上说说话,说什么都行。男子与女子之间可能成为这样的朋友么？一些话本传奇里常有女扮男装然后与人为友的,可她未有假扮,可是有这样的夫妻么？似乎也从未听说过。 She actually likes the such feeling, likes...... not knowing how changes, does not know how to go to go a step further. May regarding husband be great talent the cognition, somewhat is always fuzzy in her here. It is clear until this time. 她其实是喜欢这样的感觉的,喜欢到……不知如何去变,也不知如何去更进一步。可对于相公是大才子的这个认知,一直以来在她这儿也有些模糊。直到此时它清晰起来。 From afternoon to the evening, she hears husband to ask in a soft voice several issues, all was in these years account most key. husband is a smart person, he in earnest does these matters. This matter Su Tan'er was clear quickly, the however talented person is also again helpless, husband is great talent, oneself is the female of merchant, these things, should be oneself are done, is always also completing diligently, does not make husband feel that diligently worrying and disturbances of these things, may arrive at this time, implicate eventually him. 从下午到晚上,她听见相公轻声问过几个问题,皆是这几年账目中最为关键之处。相公是个聪明人,他在认认真真的做这些事。这事情苏檀儿很快就清楚了,可是再有天分的人对此也是无能为力的,相公是个大才子,自己才是商贾之女,这些事情,原本该是自己做起来的,一直以来也在努力地做好,努力不让相公感到这些事情的烦心和干扰,可到得此时,终究还是将他牵累进来了。 Finally how, here anti- unexpectedly will be unimportant, husband is impossible to complete this, he to extend the own heart, saying: „I will certainly complete.” But these things are not the determination can be solved, in any event, after letting he marries into the wife's household, eventually makes these things implicate him...... 结果会如何,在这里反倒是不重要的,相公不可能做得好这个,他为了宽自己的心,说着:“我一定会做好。”可这些事情不是决心就能解决的,无论如何,让他入赘进来之后,终究还是让这些事情牵累到了他…… in her heart is thinking these matters, rest one to awake, by the mid-night, the rain returns below, but at night seems peaceful, the ray of oil lamp is dragging, in the room only then the Liheng back sits when the chair, he is looking at some at this time and regional the letters of Storekeeper communication, detected rear area sound, turned the head around, soon after puts down the letter paper, sets out. 她心中想着这些事,睡一阵醒一阵的,到得午夜时分,雨还在下,但夜晚显得安静,油灯的光芒在摇曳着,房间里只有立恒的背影坐在椅子上,他此时正在看着一些与各地掌柜来往的信件,察觉到后方动静时,回过了头,随后放下信笺,起身过来。 „Woke up? To drink a water?” “醒来了？想喝点水吗？” „Um......” Su Tan'er faint nods. “嗯……”苏檀儿微微点了点头。 Ning Yi raises the pillow, one cup of lukewarm water came from side but actually, feeds her to drink several small mouths: „Xing'er rested with Juan'er, Little Chan is also very tired today, therefore deceived her to rest a moment ago, but takes a drug later, you best are wake up, Uh, you, if wanted......” Ning Yi to visit her to hesitate, soon after set out, „I called Little Chan.” 宁毅将枕头加高,从旁边倒了一杯温水过来,喂着她喝了几小口:“杏儿跟娟儿睡了,小婵今天也很累,所以刚才骗了她去休息一下,不过待会吃药的时候,你最好是醒来的,呃,你如果要……”宁毅看着她迟疑了一阵,随后起身,“我去叫小婵吧。” Ning Yi hesitates its reason, daytime time he has disappeared intentionally several times, is mainly leaves the time to get out of bed to facilitate anything to her, although her cold is heavy, strength some that but actually gets out of bed, by no means as for real paralysis on bed. Matter of these privacy are not good to open the mouth, if on usually, the face of Su Tan'er does not know that must become what appearance red, but this time is only faint embarrassed, seeing Ning Yi must leave, just now opens the mouth saying: „husband...... does not use......”, when Ning Yi stops, just now said low voice: „husband really does not evade......” naturally, if he evades or does not think these matters completely, the uncomfortable most is also oneself. 宁毅的迟疑有其原因,白天的时候他就故意消失过几次,主要是留时间给她下床方便什么的,她风寒虽重,但其实下床的力气还是有些的,并不至于真的瘫在了床上。这些隐私的事情不好开口,若在平时,苏檀儿的脸上不知道要红成什么样子,但此时只是微微窘迫,见宁毅要离开,方才开口道:“相公……不用的……”待宁毅停下来,方才小声说道:“相公真是不避讳……”当然,他若完全避讳或者根本不想这些事,难受的多半也是自己。 Ning Yi smiled: „Many?” 宁毅笑了笑:“好些了？” „Many......” “好些了……” „Brings down a fever must probably 2-3 days.” Ning Yi looked at her several eyes, the words that can speak are many, but shakes the head finally: „You are uncomfortable, did not quarrel you, wants to eat the thing or has other things to tell me again.” “退烧大概还得2-3天。”宁毅看了她几眼,可以说的话是很多的,但最后还是摇了摇头:“你心里难受,不吵你,想吃东西或者有其它事情再跟我说。” He took on the chair that seals the letter in not far away sat, in the room falls into peacefully, outside autumn rain has become the background, Su Tan'er looked at that form for a long time, opened the mouth to say finally: „Why will husband...... comply with this marriage?” 他拿了封信件在不远处的椅子上坐了下来,房间里陷入安静,外面的秋雨早已成为背景,苏檀儿望了那身影许久,终于开口道:“相公……为什么会答应这门亲事呢？” In the past among two people had also had similar speech, but said at this time, the issue was not quite obviously same. Ning Yi puts down the letter paper, is looking at Su Tan'er on bed, good after long time, just now shakes the head with a smile: „Has thought chatted these with you, but...... perhaps several days later, waits for your sober point time? You seem like do not feel better now.” 以往两人之间也有过类似的说话,但这时候说出来,问题显然不太一样。宁毅放下信笺,望着床上的苏檀儿,好半晌之后,方才笑着摇了摇头:“想过跟你聊这些,不过……也许过几天,等你清醒一点的时候？你现在看起来不好受。” „Concubine is all right, wants...... to know.” Su Tan'er said slowly, „original does husband also want to discuss?” “妾身没事呢,想要……想要知道。”苏檀儿说得缓慢,“原来相公也想谈么？” „Why does not comply with this marriage.” Ning Yi put the letter paper one side, before the chair moved to the bed, sits down, „...... actually also already had previously said that I do not know why will comply with this marriage, lost beforehand memory. actually is not that I want to say loses recalls the beforehand some what things, but is...... the later matter.” “不是为什么答应这门亲事。”宁毅将信纸放到了一边,将椅子搬到了床前,坐下,“先前……其实也已经说过了,我不知道为什么会答应这门亲事的,失忆了。我想说的倒不是失忆以前有些什么事情,而是……之后的事情。” „Later matter?” “之后的事情？” Ning Yi looks at her some little time, sighed, soon after smiled: „You determined that you do want to listen to these now?” 宁毅看着她好一会儿,叹了口气,随后笑出来:“你确定你现在想听这些？” Su Tan'er also diligently smiled: „The words that does not listen, Concubine cannot fall asleep......” 苏檀儿也努力笑了笑:“不听的话,妾身睡不着呢……” „Good.” Ning Yi nods, flexibility that because Su Tan'er consciousness at this time perhaps also limited, therefore his language fast is not quick, from time to time repeats, „is actually the simple matter, now does not say, day definitely can also speak of...... had a man named Ning Yi to get married with a woman named Su Tan'er, married into the wife's household, therefore both of us were the such understanding...... these already were the facts, did not go to think him, the fate was also good, the mistake arising out of chance circumstances, in any case on was our two...... this kind of affair, you were part, your did such look?” “好吧。”宁毅点了点头,由于苏檀儿这时意识的灵活性恐怕也有限,因此他的语速也不快,时而重复,“其实是简简单单的事情,现在不说,有一天肯定也会说到的……有一个叫宁毅的男人跟一个叫苏檀儿的女人成亲了,入赘的,所以我们俩就是这么认识的……这些已经是事实,不去想他,缘分也好,阴差阳错也罢,反正就是我们两个了……这样的事情,你是其中一部分,你这么看呢？” Su Tan'er knits the brows pondered, too did not understand that Ning Yi said these implications: „Concubine...... Concubine, very happy Ah…...” 苏檀儿皱眉想了想,不太理解宁毅说这些的涵义:“妾身……妾身,很高兴啊……” Ning Yi racket her hand, paused slightly: „How others said that empty, what talent, marrying into the wife's household Ah…... in brief matter already was this, life simple, as me, regarding marrying into the wife's household no many views, regarding you, I did not dislike you...... not, might as well say directly, I was like your, doing business was also good, the character was also good, you very strove to excel, but was good, the such character, I was like, let alone, you also attractive......” 宁毅拍拍她的手,微微顿了顿:“旁人怎么说都是空的,什么才子啊,入赘啊……总之事情已经是这样了,生活简简单单,作为我来说,对于入赘没什么多的看法,对于你,我不讨厌你……不,不如直接说,我是喜欢你的,经商也好,性格也好,你很好强,但是不错,这样的性格,我是喜欢的,更何况,你也蛮漂亮的……” Ning Yi held the chin in the bedside single-handed, the sentence is indifferent, seems thinks where spoke of there at will. Su Tan'er in somewhat was actually caught off guard suddenly, even in the so weak situation, on the face ripples to blush at present, the shyness of stutter: „husband and do husband, really...... like?” 宁毅在床边单手托了下巴,语句淡然平和,仿佛是想到哪里就随意说到了那里。苏檀儿却在陡然间有些措手不及了,即便是在眼前这般虚弱的情况下,脸上都漾起了一阵红晕,结结巴巴的害羞:“相公、相公,是真的……喜欢吗？” „Um, is likes.” “嗯,是喜欢的。” „however...... however, this is not the character of lady...... A woman's virtue is to have no talent, the woman...... should not this appearance, they said that...... this...... the man will not like like this......” saying incoherently some little time, Su Tan'er in sickness has not forgotten to emphasize with the look something, a moment later, is just now depressed, „I...... cannot be joined to husband......” “可是……可是,这不是大家闺秀的性格……女子无才便是德,女人家……不该这个样子,他们都说……这个……男人不会喜欢这样子……”语无伦次地说了好一会儿,病中的苏檀儿还不忘用眼神强调着一些事情,片刻之后,方才沮丧起来,“我……配不上相公……” „At this time also such liked bickering, puts in others eyes, I am also only live by pimping, you are fiercer than many men......” “这个时候还这么爱抬杠,放别人眼里,我也只是个吃软饭的,你比很多男人都厉害……” „husband has the skill......” “相公不是没本事……” Ning Yi smiled: „At this time, does not need to disparage, these are unimportant, the argument tomorrow will not have the result...... in any case, among us matter nothing more. I do not have nothing to the life satisfied, likes you, likes this courtyard, Chan'er Juan'er Xing'er anything, the surroundings somewhat bored person, handles some bored things all day, but generally speaking, crosses not to relate like this, good. Therefore, wants to say this to you.” 宁毅笑了笑:“这个时候,没必要一直自我贬低了,这些不重要,争论到明天也没结果……反正呢,我们之间的事情而已。我对生活没什么不满意的,也喜欢你,喜欢这个院子,婵儿娟儿杏儿什么的,周围有些无聊的人,整天做些无聊的事情,但总的来说,就这样过下去也没关系,挺好的。所以呢,想跟你说说这个。” He grasped Su Tan'er somewhat to be incapable palm, the five fingers were clear, was very attractive, with is holding appreciatively in the hand, soon after decided: „If your without too many is also discontented, after that we might cross like this......, no matter before , how to arrange, in any case matter already is this, does not need to consider why again it is such, is not in any case repugnant, this and that's the end......” 他握了握苏檀儿有些无力的手掌,五指圆润修长,很漂亮,拿在手中把玩着,随后定下来:“如果你也没有太多不满的话,那以后我们也许就要这样过下去了……不管以前是怎么安排的,反正事情已经是这样,不用再去考虑它为什么是这样的,反正不讨厌,这就是了……” He drew Su Tan'er hand, is waiting for the reply, regarding Ning Yi this perhaps is also a quite important decision. Just woke up he made the preparation that can walk momentarily, afterward also watched changes quietly, but to at this time, something can also determine probably. Does not need to think these extremely romantic factor, since brief had the name of husband and wife, since the Su Tan'er temper he is not repugnant, two people are together are harmonious, changes, that did not matter, then, nothing but is the life. 他拉了拉苏檀儿的手,等待着回答,对于宁毅来说这或许也是一个比较重要的决定。刚刚醒来的时候他还是做了随时可以走的准备的,后来也只是静观其变,不过到得此时,有些事情大概也就可以确定。不用去想那些太过浪漫的因素,总之既然有了夫妻的称呼,既然苏檀儿的性子他也不讨厌,两人相处还算融洽,改不改的,那就无所谓了,接下来,无非是生活。 Su Tan'er is looking at him, the eye winked winking, winked winking, red eye socket, sheds tears, tight purses the lips, could not speak. Ning Yi waited for a long time, to lower the head smiled: „No matter what kind of, must give words......” 苏檀儿望着他,眼睛眨了眨,又眨了眨,红了眼眶,流下眼泪来,紧抿双唇,说不出话来。宁毅等了好久,才低头笑了笑:“不管怎么样,总得给句话吧……” „husband......” the Su Tan'er lips moves, „after this time matter, the Tan'er body many, we......” that sound choked, but the microstrip is hoarse, but in the vision nevertheless is firm, during the rainy night, her paused slightly, attracted the nose. “相公……”苏檀儿双唇动了动,“这次的事情过后,檀儿身体好些了,我们……”那声音哽咽而微带沙哑,不过目光中却是坚定的,雨夜之中,她微微顿了顿,吸了吸鼻子。 „We consummate a marriage......” “我们圆房吧……” *************** *************** Must make her say these words really not easily...... 要让她说出这句话真不容易……
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