Chapter 1196 bone-chilling cold winter ( 10 ) 第1196章凛冽的冬日(十) The time is close to noon, in the city gradually pounds the ice granule that falls changes makes the snowflake to fall gently, the street entirely succeed catches some white. 时间接近中午,城市之中砸落的冰粒子逐渐的变作雪花飘落,将成都的街头染上些许白色。 The southwest this year's beginning snow, on the road bathe Xue the resembles of pedestrian not too embarrassed, mostly displays the novel color. Many person umbrellas do not hit, chat the line ; Also has the child of laughter to pursue to create a disturbance on the street, is the family member summons in the street, is not willing to go back. 还是西南今年的初雪,路上沐雪的行人并无太多窘迫之像,大多表现出新奇之色。许多人伞也不打,谈笑而行;亦有嬉笑的孩子在街道上追逐打闹,便是家人在街头呼唤,也不愿回去。 In square teahouse, in indeed public opinion fields atmosphere warmest time. In, the sound of discussion is passing on. 四方茶楼上,正是舆论场间气氛最为热烈的时候。一个个雅间里,议论的声音正在传出来。 „...... Works as present this grade of current political situation, how many calm means Dai can have?” “……当着眼下这等时局,戴公又能有多少从容的办法呢？” „Present current political situation how? When Jurchen people north, has gone south compared with it several times, must be more loose. You discussed the today sage, two degrees betrayed the oneself person......” “眼下的时局又如何？女真人已然北去,比之几次南下之际,总要宽松些了吧。你们谈论今日圣人,二度出卖了自己人……” „Rival is who that however Dai faces! North has Jurchen, the south has the Huaxia army!” “然而戴公面对的敌手是谁！北面有女真,南面有华夏军！” „Originally Liu Guang world on insufficient and stratagem, he will only escape......” “原本刘光世就不足与谋,他只会逃跑……” „...... This opinion is really shameless! How the brother said that wears Mengwei betrayed the oneself person for the first time, could say that he under many common people for rescuing, this time betrayed Liu Guang shi, was really shameless!” “……这番言论实在无耻！如何兄所言,戴梦微第一次出卖自己人,尚可说他是为了救下众多百姓,此次出卖刘光世,着实无耻！” „...... Do not hold is installing clearly muddled, the Confucianist must end!” “……不要揣着明白装糊涂,儒家就要完了！” „...... Said things just to frighten people, our generation Confucian scholar, can still drink tea, eat meal here and chats, how could to say can end? Although the Huaxia army declared extinguish the Confucian, in fact did does not calculate overdone......” “……危言耸听,我辈儒生,尚能在这里喝茶、吃饭、聊天,岂能说是要完了？华夏军虽口称灭儒,实际上做得不算过火……” „Isn't overdone? His is Ning Yi doing now, everyone/various could it be has not looked clearly, he in the minute/share paddies!” “不过火？他宁毅如今在干什么,诸位难道还看不明白,他在分田地了！” „Minute of paddies how? The Jiangnan fair party starts the internal strife.” “分田地又如何？江南公平党才开始内讧呢。” „How could does fair party place on a par with the Huaxia army? At the present the southwest divides up land, is to attend class, must go to drill. When he attended class, pushes the literacy drive, making everyone put in the school the children in family/home, the peasant household child in countryside entered the school, in the future will then tie up one with the Huaxia army, but divides three before place time to go to drill, he must promote the so-called militia system in each region. The literacy drive made the child with its bundle, the militia system made the Sir listen to its order, Ning Yi was wants to rebound all knowledge people, his extinguishing Confucian, is serious!” “公平党岂能与华夏军相提并论？而今西南分田,是要上课,要出操的。他上课之时,推行识字运动,让所有人将家中的孩子放到学堂里去,乡下的农户孩子进了学堂,将来便与华夏军绑成了一块,而分地之前的三次出操,他是要在各地推行所谓民兵制度。识字运动令孩童与其捆绑,民兵制度令大人听其命令,宁毅是想要跳开所有的学问人,他的灭儒,是在玩真的！” „......, if can make everyone be literate, then everyone like the dragon, how could said is the misdemeanor?” “……若能让所有人识字,则人人如龙,岂能说是坏事？” „Haha! Haha! Holds is installing clearly muddled. Being literate, teaches the person is like that the easy matter? The child who if these know 35 characters really can understand what major principle, I am certainly speechless, but Ning Yi this is only seizes power method, when the Huaxia army establish, he proposes the so-called human rights, to propose the so-called democracy, to the previous imperial civil service examination, he screens the class/flow of accountant Manager, now mobilizes everyone to be literate, each article is rebounding is sitting scholar so. In this world read the person of dozens years of saints and sages book to have many, he won over the person who one group has never studied, making them be literate, and others all abandoned...... you to think that not I was the envy, but was ——, if the such person can improve the way of the world, why these for several thousand years your I also went to study these sublime words with deep meaning......, but Ning Yi really iron core, he must extinguish the Confucian......” “哈哈！哈哈！揣着明白装糊涂。识字、教人是那般容易的事情吗？若那些识得三五个字的孩子真能懂什么大道理,我当然无话可说,但宁毅这只是夺权的手段,自华夏军建立时起,他提所谓人权、提所谓民主,到先前的科举,他筛选账房管事之流,如今发动所有人识字,桩桩件件的都是在跳开在坐这般的读书人。这世上读了几十年圣贤书的人有多少,他拉拢一帮从未读过书的人,让他们识字,将尔等悉数抛开……你们莫要以为我是嫉妒,而是——若这样的人能将世道变好,这数千年来你我还何必去学那些微言大义……但宁毅真是铁了心,他要灭儒……” „The Huaxia army develop the papermaking, wants to make everyone has the book to read, in the two years is expanding the good study and township study vigorously, but naturally can only make some literate initiations from the beginning, these things step by step, I thought but is actually not anything......” “华夏军发展造纸,想让所有人有书念,这两年又在大力扩展善学、乡学,但一开始自然只能做些识字启蒙,这些事情一步一步,我倒觉得不算什么……” „Confucianist does not oppose the initiation, over the past several thousand years was only the papermaking not developed, the natural sciences development was too slow. If Ning Yi is really selfless, is sitting everyone to know, with the mature Confucianism system, the auxiliary village initiation, naturally is first better. Ning Yi is biased, must drag the person who is only knowing several characters, instead hits the Confucianist, on his blade is not stained with the blood, in the hand may be wiser than everyone, laughable and others was boiled the frog by the lukewarm water, resembles unexpectedly has not thought......” “儒家不反对启蒙,过去上千年只是造纸未曾发达,格物发展太慢。若是宁毅真无私心,在坐各位皆知,先用已然成熟的儒学体系,辅助乡间启蒙,自然更好。宁毅就是心存偏见,要拖着只识几个字的人,反打儒家,他刀上不沾血,手上可比所有人都高明,可笑尔等被温水煮了青蛙,竟似未觉……” „Even so, has what relations with Dai......” “即便如此,与戴公又有何关系……” „Dai also has how much time? He and Liu Guang world that and other waste collaborated, what in the future can do? After the southwest war ended, Ning Yi is majestically located Sichuan Shu to rest and build up strength, outside is seemingly lively, who does not know, once the Huaxia army have Sichuan, under the heavens nobody can work as? However Dai this time the step, entire does Central Plains, suddenly see the light? In the bureau of dying, lived a chess eye?” “戴公还有多少时间？他与刘光世那等废物联手,将来能干些什么？西南大战结束之后,宁毅雄踞川蜀休养生息,外头看起来热热闹闹,可谁不知道一旦华夏军出川,天下无人能当？但是戴公此次的这一步,整个中原,岂不是豁然开朗？在将死之局里,活出了一口棋眼？” „I looked that you looked at Zou Xu high, he said actually, was only the Ning Yi disciple......” “我看伱是高看了邹旭,他说到底,只是宁毅的弟子……” „He was the disciple who Ning Yi most had a high opinion in the past, among under the heavens not compared with the person who he understood the Ning Yi way, at the present Dai holds the say/way of Confucianism, Zou Xu understands the technique of natural sciences, the Taoist skill coincides, must fight with Ning Yi, under the heavens not compared with their two people more appropriate......” “他是宁毅当年最倚重的弟子,天下间没有比他更懂宁毅路数的人了,而今戴公掌儒学之道,邹旭懂格物之术,道术相合,要与宁毅争锋,天下没有比他们两人更合适的了……” „But judges by their deeds , not just by their words, Ning Yi the arrangement in entirely succeed, has the Saint king meteorology in the two years......” “但是听其言、观其行,宁毅这两年在成都的安排,有圣王气象……” „Yes, the Saint king meteorology, my does today want to ask your issue —— but actually your home not Ah!? Your doesn't home have Ah!?” “是啊,圣王气象,那我今日倒想问你一个问题——你家里没地啊！？你们家里都没地啊！？” „You and your you...... I and others were discussing the truth, you how can guess dirtily......” “你、你你……我等在谈道理,你岂能如此肮脏地揣测……” „Good, his Ning Yi kills Sichuan Shu, first divides your home place ——” “好啊,他宁毅杀出川蜀,首先分你家里的地——” Rooms, the noisy sound passes on, but in another side small theater box, strict Daolun and Yu Hezhong drinks tea, listens to these tune that the next door is transmitting. The square teahouse takes the core public opinion field in entirely succeed, operated here strict Daolun and the others usually also to listen to some arguments of masses like this, at this time strict Daolun sighed: „Look, this is many people, to the view of wears Mengwei this actions.” 一个一个的房间,吵吵嚷嚷的声音传出来,而在另一边的小包厢内,严道纶与于和中一面喝茶,一面听着隔壁传来的这些腔调。四方茶楼作为成都的核心舆论场,经营这边的严道纶等人平素也是这样听些大众的争论,此时严道纶叹了口气:“看,这便是外界不少人,对戴梦微此次所作所为的看法。” Yu Hezhong drinks tea: „This Tang Qitang Scholar was usually affectedly virtuous, this actually resembles was breathless, how could it not be this was saying, he supported wears Mengwei, to oppose the Huaxia army, but was because in the family/home had the place.” 于和中喝了口茶:“平素这位唐启唐夫子道貌岸然,此次倒像是气急败坏了,这岂非在说,他支持戴梦微、反对华夏军,不过是因为家中有地。” „He said not only also this.” strict Daolun actually shakes the head, „what he said that this under the heavens will have many people to support wears Mengwei...... honestly speaking, in brothers, my Yan also has the place.” “他说的也不只是这个。”严道纶却摇了摇头,“他说的是,这天下会有多少人支持戴梦微……老实说,于兄弟,我严家也有地啊。” „strict brother's meaning is......” “严兄的意思是……” „No interesting, is of no concern to with the general situation, is only among Throughout the night, earth-shaking, in brothers, I somewhat is also chaotic......” “没什么意思,与大局无涉,只是一夜之间,天翻地覆,于兄弟,我也有些乱……” In the morning both sides met, Yu Hezhong was at heart anxious, wanted to look for Shishi directly, who knew by strict Daolun stays behind, whether there is first was chats in the Huaxia army the issue of dragon surnamed Gao level personnel, soon after to listen to the noise of next door, spoke many words about the current political situation verbosely. strict Daolun this person of thoughts are deep, today the past must be more than with the matter that he discussed that but the Yu Hezhong thoughts lost patience, was hard the one by one guess. 这日上午双方碰头,于和中心里焦急,原本想要直接去找师师,谁知被严道纶留下,先是聊了聊华夏军中有无龙姓高层人员的问题,随后又听着隔壁的吵闹,关于时局絮絮叨叨地说了不少话。严道纶这人心思深沉,今日与他谈的事情比往日要多不少,但于和中心思烦乱,难以一一揣测。 He was the relational broker in entirely succeed over the past year, went smoothly. Others are ask him to handle matters, if there is what implication and covering-up, he is naturally disinclined to manage, even if certain people with the sinister intention, cross one round to the Huaxia army, already does not have to hide. 过去一年他在成都当关系掮客,过于顺遂。旁人多是找他办事,若有什么言外之意、藏着掖着,他自然便懒得办,而即便某些人怀着险恶用心,到华夏军这边过得一轮,也已经无所遁形。 At this time in various types talked at random have had the lunch, left when until the preparation, Yu Hezhong just now clenches teeth, asked straightforwardly: „strict brother, actually......, if this matter is not really able to end, whether you have considered, did we...... throw Huaxia army considers as finished?” 此时在各种东拉西扯中吃过了午饭,直到准备离开时,于和中方才咬了咬牙,直截了当地问道:“严兄,其实……若此次事情真的无法收场,你是否有考虑过,咱们……投了华夏军算了？” strict Daolun is staring to look at his moment, sighed: „This matter......, and said again.” 严道纶瞪着眼睛看了他片刻,叹了口气:“此事……且再说吧。” In the snowflake of falling gently, Yu Hezhong leaves the square teahouse, in the direction of propaganda department in the past. 飘落的雪花中,于和中离开四方茶楼,朝宣传部的方向过去。 The day before him goes to the Li Shishi residence, finally cannot see the person, the place that this day goes to the propaganda department work, after notifying the name, was informed, Li Fubu recently by no means in propaganda department work, as for doing, then no comment. Yu Hezhong and Shishi usually are the personal friendship, although asks others for help occasionally the management, but by no means toward the propaganda department belt/bring, is familiar with here by no means. At that moment leaves here, toward dwelling that side in the past. 他前一天去到李师师的住所,最终没能见到人,这日去到宣传部办公的地点,通报姓名之后,又被告知,李副部近日并不在宣传部办公,至于干嘛去了,则无可奉告。于和中与师师平时算是私交,虽然偶尔求人办事,但并不往宣传部带,对这边并不熟悉。当下离开这边,又朝住处那边过去。 Official residence of Shishi in entirely succeed, approaches a yard in Makaike. Here housing is high-level officials of Huaxia army, outside has the unified service, reception and reception room, every day in has many people to come, or for the official business, or is the private affair, first waits outside reception room, when to after the verification or the notification, will be led. Yu Hezhong to here is familiar and easy, has also been familiar to outside reception clerk, at this time had not been the rush hour, the official business busy Huaxia army high level usually in the residence, Yu Hezhong did not find the reception clerk registration, soon after also exchanged greetings, asked: „You said, Li Fubu will come back in the evening?” 师师在成都的正式居所,是靠近摩诃池的一处小院。这边居住的都是华夏军的高层官员,外头有统一的勤务、接待、会客厅,每日里有不少人过来,或为公事、或为私事,先在外头的会客厅等候,待到经过审核或是通报,才会被人领进去。于和中对这边算是轻车熟路,对外头的接待员也早已熟悉,这时尚未到下班时间,公务繁忙的华夏军高层通常不在住所,于和中找到接待员登记,随后还寒暄了一阵,问道:“你说,李副部晚上会回来吧？” „This, generally meeting......” “这个,一般会吧……” „I treated yesterday in the evening, how do not have to see.” “那我昨天待到晚上,怎么没见着。” „Recently which section matter was not busy, for the matter of dividing up land, sending more than 10,000 people to go out, you looked, entirely succeed sent out more than 10,000 people, also has how many of that here work? Mr. Ning recently not in entirely succeed Ah…...” “最近哪个部事情不忙,就为了分田的事,派了一万多人出去了,你看,成都派出一万多人,那这边办公的还有几个？宁先生最近也不在成都啊……” „This my unexpectedly knows, but...... Li Fubu did she, come back last night?” “这个我倒是知道,不过……李副部她,昨晚回来了吗？” „......” Yu Hezhong in came much, to go in those days each time also very simple, but sees him to ask here at this time, reception clerk hesitant, „this, Mr. in, we have the discipline......” “……”于和中往日里来得不少,每次进去也很简单,但此时见他问到这里,那接待员犹豫了一下,“这个,于先生,我们有纪律的……” „Ok, does not ask.” Yu Hezhong beckons with the hand, „she comes back you told her, I had the urgent matter.” “行,不问了。”于和中摆了摆手,“她回来的时候你告诉她,我有急事。” The opposite party nod, complies with a smile. 对方点了点头,笑着答应下来。 Outside this day the flurry fell gently, gathers in the waiting rooms of various person to open the window, by no means was cold, Yu Hezhong sat near the window is listening to the bustling sounds of people, looks visiting who wear varied gathered together and talks in the room, some even mentioned Central Plains „important matter”, on clothes hit the old woman of patch to lead three emaciated countryside children to sit in room corner and the others, two children probably were hungry, Wah Wah crying loudly, the orderly then took some desserts to come in the poverty that coaxed person —— this probably is some Huaxia army senior officials. Shortly after the relative, sees through should comes from Yanmen Pass, stirs such as the market to be the same the room. 这日外头小雪飘落,聚集了各种各样人的等待室开了窗户,却也并不寒冷,于和中坐在窗户边上听着熙熙攘攘的人声,看着一名名穿着各异的拜访者们在房间里聚首、交谈,有的甚至说起了中原发生的“大事”,一名衣服上打了补丁的老妇人带了三个面黄肌瘦的乡下孩童坐在房间的一角等人,两名孩子大概是饿了,哇哇大哭,勤务兵便拿了些点心进来哄人——这大概是某个华夏军高官的穷亲戚,看穿着应该还是从雁门关外进来不久的,将房间搅得如菜市一般。 Similar matter is rarely seen in this waiting room by no means, in those days in Yu Hezhong will arrive at other places to take a stroll, or first arrives around teahouse slightly to think, is calculating the time similar came again. But today does not have the such psychology to be ample, holds both hands to suffer before the window painstakingly, only outside snowscape as bored in slightly whiles away the time. To recite several poems, racks one's brains long time, not obtained. 类似的事情在这处等待室并不鲜见,往日里于和中都会走到其它地方溜达一番,或是先到附近的茶楼小酌,算着时间差不多了再过来。但今日没有这样的心理余裕,揣着双手在窗前苦捱,只将外头的雪景作为无聊之中的小小消遣。想要吟几句诗,苦思良久,并无所得。 In the brain cannot help but remembers nearly 20 years ago Bianliang, at that time the own literary talent was still permissible, knew Li Shishi, often participated in various literary meeting with Chen Sifeng together. Meantime Capital City has the high-end literary meeting seat that the great person participates to be limited, one crowd of Scholar(egghead) often read poems to make the tax in the Fan House inside the main hall, in order to praising, he and Chen Sifeng literary talent was only on, but there is Shishi , will frequently have some wishful thinkings to make them go in together. At that time the prosperous times atmosphere that celebrities cloud Ju, poetry gave a present in thanks, Yu Hezhong often fondly remembered. 脑中不由得想起近二十年前的汴梁,那时候自己的文采尚可,又结识了李师师,常与陈思丰一道参加各种文会。其时京城有大人物参与的高端文会坐席有限,一群书生常在矾楼的大堂里吟诗作赋,以求扬名,他与陈思丰文采只是中上,但有师师在,常常都会动些小心思让他们一道进去。当时名流云聚、诗文酬答的盛世氛围,于和中时常怀念。 That time oneself, in countless celebrities in Capital City, still has to the future imagination, he had even thought at that time, oneself may be that for generations after creates peace and stablity character. 那时候的自己,在京城的无数名人之中,仍旧怀揣着对未来的想象,当时他甚至想过,自己或许会是那个为万世开太平的人物。 In the following 20 years, China's territory overrun and occupied by the enemy, the people's difficulties in the world go through many places, what he sees is various fight and scheme against each other, is bathed in blood to slaughter, what rise is the warlord, is the rascal, is all kinds of barbarians and worldlings, Yu Hezhong has looked for the relations, has knelt down, in the two years sees Shishi in the southwest, just now enjoys the environment of stiff back again. May in the innermost feelings, Yu Hezhong still regard as Scholar oneself, even the posture of person, to the upstream, may make him feel that truly comfortable even intoxicated, was still the past Bianliang environment. 此后的20年间,神州陆沉,人们在世上颠沛辗转,他所见到的是各种的勾心斗角、浴血厮杀,崛起的是军阀、是无赖、是各式各样的野蛮人、俗人,于和中找过关系,给人下过跪,这两年在西南又见到师师,方才再度享受到挺直腰杆的环境。可在内心之中,于和中仍旧将自己视为一名文人,即便中人之姿,到不了上游,可真正让他感到舒适甚至心醉的,仍旧是当年汴梁的环境。 Regarding Huaxia armed forces' administration, place that even to Ning Yi, knows in nobody, he has the unstated criticism. They were extremely practical, lost the grace of cultural worker, loses the beauty of ceremony the language composed a poem in response to one received. 对于华夏军的施政,甚至于对宁毅,在无人知晓的地方,他是有腹诽的。他们太过务实,失了文化人的雍容,失了文辞唱和的仪式之美。 Ning Yi in the past was this, even if can write the great poetry, but he all did not have the awe regarding language in all. Chen Sifeng in had then once said in secret, that is not the true merry person. 宁毅当年便是这样,纵然能写出一等一的诗词来,可他对于文辞上的一切皆无敬畏。陈思丰在私下里便曾说过,那并非真正的风流之人。 Arrives in more than one year after entirely succeed, he has not visited everyone to think that on own initiative pays a call Ning Yi, in the final analysis, in his heart, he and opposite party throughout is two kinds of people. He grows from the atmosphere of Confucianist, wants to write the good poetry, wants to provide relief to save the people, wants to expose oneself in literary meeting, wants to maintain that to make all that one respects and bows the head. But Ning Yi...... 抵达成都之后的一年多时间,他并未主动去拜访所有人都想拜会的宁毅,归根结底,在他的心底,他与对方始终是两类人。他从儒家的氛围中成长起来,想要写出好的诗词,想要济世救民,想要在一场场文会中展露自己,想要维护那令人尊重与俯首的一切。而宁毅…… Ning Yi...... his literary talent is striking, martial arts is remarkable, actually from beginning to end is a frivolous person, he marries into the wife's household, do business, plan and kills people, even Shishi once said that his extremely rash poor character, even the poetry in these elegant articles must criticize unexpectedly, but does this grade in world, why always make these people walk in front? 宁毅……他文采斐然、武功卓越,却从头到尾都是个轻佻之人,他入赘、经商、算计、杀人,甚至连师师都曾说他太过孟浪无行,竟连那些秀美文章中的诗词都要批判,可这等世间,为何就总是让这些人走在前头了呢？ But thinks of Shishi...... 而想到师师…… naturally his heart most beautiful dream. 那是他心底最绮丽的梦。 Clearly recognized that reality by no means is difficult. 认清楚现实并不困难。 But the dream returns occasionally at midnight, even if nearby has the beautiful woman to accompany, but he incomparably thinks annoyingly, Shishi she...... eventually by that rash poor character person wresting away. 可偶尔午夜梦回,即便身边已有佳人相伴,可他还是会无比懊恼地想到,师师她……终究被那孟浪无行的人给霸占了。 During one's lifetime, the 20-year-old time, sees to be magnificent at present, always thought that in the future will be full of the infinite possibility, in the heart also always has the full hope. But, these are possibly then squeezing gradually at present, realizes own to be incompetent in some moment suddenly, realized in the future only then such 12 narrow outlets, naturally darkest time. 人生在世,20多岁的时候,看见眼前瑰丽,总觉得未来充满无限可能,心中也总有饱满的希望。但渐渐的,这些可能便在眼前收窄,在某个关头忽然间意识到自己的无能,意识到未来只有那么一两条狭窄的出路,那是最黑暗的时刻。 Arrives at the southwest, sees Shishi again time, ascended the sky almost gave his second opportunity. If there is such a possibility, Shishi has at heart his, then his arrives at 40 lives gradually, suddenly should have completely how, these more than ten years of drifting about destitute, as if had the full significance at age 20. 来到西南,再度看见师师的时候,上天几乎是给了他第二次的机会。倘若有那么一丝可能,师师心里是有他的,那么他这渐渐走到四十的人生,忽然间该有多么的圆满啊,就连20岁之后这十余年的颠沛流离,都似乎有了饱满的意义。 But these ideas eventually are only the illusions, shortly after reunion, the hearsay between about Shishi and Ning Yi then becomes real, after happily chatting quietly acknowledged in some Shishi ingeniously, life complete left him finally. After that if has Chen Jie, his Yu Hezhong life, nothing but resulted in the favor of Li Shishi to mix several big literary meeting in 20 over ages, then more than ten years mediocre, were disappointed unable to withstand, by almost 40-year-old time , the pity of Li Shishi, lucky in Gaoceng mingled among a mediocre bludger. 但这些想法终究只是幻象,重逢后不久,外界关于师师与宁毅之间的传闻便变得真实起来,在某一次师师在言笑晏晏间巧妙地承认了之后,人生的圆满终于还是离他而去了。此后若有陈结,他于和中的人生,无非是在二十出头的年纪得李师师的青睐混了几场大文会,而后十多年庸庸碌碌、潦倒不堪,到得快40岁的时候,又得李师师的可怜,侥幸于高层混迹了一番的平庸混混。 Without the magnificence of poetry, does not have pleasant and tasty of love. 没有诗文的瑰丽,也没有爱情的甘美。 Matter that his life, is worth writing, does not have. 他这一生,值得书写的事情,一件都没有。 Why does not know, is looking at the floating snow of out of the window at this moment, he remembers these. 不知道为什么,这一刻望着窗外的飘雪,他想起这些。 During the flurry flutters, afternoon skylight gloominess gradually, in being noisy waiting room some people were led gradually, this is lives in the symbol that this piece of Huaxia army senior officials get off work. Yu Hezhong looks at the person who these go out, whose estimating the opposite party is being looks, when estimates the status, position and goal opposite party...... 5 to 7 p.m. ding is resounding, under the eaves between nearby courtyards gradually had the lights, had more people led, the person who this time was directed must eat a meal mostly together , indicating the friend or stranger. The sound of laughter conveys, however and no one called him. 小雪飘飞之中,下午的天光渐渐的灰暗,闹哄哄的等待室里渐渐有人被引领出去,这是居住在这一片的华夏军高官下班回来的象征。于和中看着这些出去的人,估算着对方是找谁的,估算着对方的身份、地位、目的……酉时的钟声响起时,附近院落间的屋檐下渐渐的有了灯火,有更多的人被领出去了,这个时间段被引进去的人多半是要跟人一块用膳的,足见亲疏。嬉笑的声音传来,然而并没有人来叫他。 Shishi has not come back. 师师尚未回来。 5 to 7 p.m. more than half, the reception clerk teaches the person to provide the snack toward here room , when invited Yu Hezhong closed the window, Yu Hezhong then also inquired the Shishi traveling schedule: „Hasn't come back?” 酉时过半,接待员教人往这边房间里送上茶点,过来请于和中关上窗户时,于和中便又询问了师师的行程:“还没回来吗？” The opposite party vision is complex, ambiguous: „Oh, yes, this who knows that...... right Mr. in had not eaten meal, our here has the cafeteria, otherwise goes to eat at will?” 对方目光复杂,模棱两可:“唉,是啊,这谁知道呢……对了于先生还没吃饭吧,咱们这边有食堂,要不然去随意吃点？” „Not.” Yu Hezhong pondered, stands up, „some people, I eat meal, are late come again.” “不了不了。”于和中想了想,站起身来,“有人在等,我去吃饭,晚点再过来。” He is not willing to make people think that oneself meets the idea of Shishi to be extremely urgent, immediately left here, had two food on nearby plain business street carelessly, when 7 to 9 p.m passes little, reorganized a correct manners discipline probably, just now goes back. 他不愿意让人觉得自己相见师师的想法太过迫切,当下离开了这边,在附近古朴的商业街上草草地吃了两口饭,等到戌时过去一点点,大概整理了一下仪容,方才回去。 „Did Shishi come back?” He thought that the time was up. “师师回来了吗？”他觉得时间差不多了。 „Hasn't obtained the letter/believes?” The reception clerks said. “没得到信呢？”接待员道。 Yu Hezhong pondered: „Has not obtained the letter/believes...... not to come back not to call me.” 于和中想了想:“没得到信……是没回来还是没叫我。” „Uh,...... Mr. in your here registration, I have delivered passed in any case......” “呃,反正……于先生你这边的登记,我早就送过去了……” „That...... Xiaoling now in?” Yu Hezhong asked the whereabouts of Shishi nearby personal secretary. “那……小玲现在在吗？”于和中问起师师身边生活秘书的行踪。 Reception clerk pondered: „Uh...... in the daytime has not been seeing.” 接待员想了想:“呃……白日里没见着。” That night, was like the day before bitter experience: Until the night, still no one came out to tell him, he can go. 这天晚上,与前一日的遭遇相同:直到深夜,仍旧没有人出来告诉他,他可以进去。 9 to 11 p.m. completely, the reception clerk will start the persuading somebody to leave waiting room other 35 people, Yu Hezhong goes out scared, the ominous premonition turns to well up finally: Had an accident. 亥时将尽,接待员开始劝走等待室剩余的三五人,于和中失魂落魄地出去,不祥的预感终于翻涌而来:出事了。 The impact that Liu Guang shi downfall has, perhaps compared with big that he imagines, Shishi didn't want see you again(goodbye) he? 刘光世的倒台带来的影响,或许比他想象的更大,以至于师师都不愿意再见他了？ in his heart has the such idea, but thinks carefully, is not willing to acknowledge that Shishi can be the such person. 他心中有这样的想法,但仔细想想,又不愿意承认师师会是这样的人。