Fourth 14 chapters 第四14章 Doubts 疑惑 Road that comes back from Bali Ravine, Zhang Cai has been thinking words that Mister Liu spoke. „My complying makes Qianqian look after Xiaolong│Little Dragon, wants to make the her revenge/report graciousness, the hero rescue beautiful, the beautiful woman permits by the body, that is the story in legend, I may never think, now, since the Xiaolong│Little Dragon injury were excellent, I want to meet several days later Qianqian, always there stays in Brother open/stretch is not being a matter.” 从八里沟回来的路上,张才一直都在想刘先生说的话。“我答应让倩倩照顾小龙,就是想让她报恩,英雄救美,美人以身相许,那是传说中的故事,我可从未想过,如今,既然小龙的伤势已经大好,我想过几天就把倩倩接回来,总在张老哥那里呆着也不是个事儿吧。” What words can Zhang Cai have to say? Own family/home had the disparity with Liu, Xiaolong│Little Dragon is a farmer , compared with the girl who Liu Qian this knowledge book reaches the principle, truly does not match, these days being together, Liu Qian in the Zhang Family person eyes were the Gold Phoenix phoenixes, but Zhang Family did not have Parasol Tree, how to make Phoenix fall? Although Liu Qian likes Zhang Xiaolong, is willing with the Zhang Family person to live together, who knows, lives together truly, what appearance is also? After its upset, was inferior that Present do not arrive at the same place, oh, what a pity Liu Qian this good daughter-in-law, what a pity a foolishness of Xiaolong│Little Dragon. 张才能有什么话说？自己家跟刘家本来就有差距,小龙就是个庄稼汉,跟刘倩这个知书达理的姑娘比,确实不配,这些日子的相处,在张家人眼里刘倩就是个金凤凰,而张家没有梧桐树,如何让凤凰落下？虽然刘倩是真的喜欢张小龙,愿意跟张家的人生活在一起,但谁知道以后真正生活在一起了,又是什么样子？与其以后闹心,不如现在就不要走到一起,唉,可惜了刘倩这个好儿媳妇,可惜了小龙的一片痴心。 Zhang Cai that is walks while sighed, has sighed Guo Village, the brow has not loosened. 张才那是边走边叹气,一直叹到郭庄,眉头也没有松开。 Family's Zhang Xiaolong and the others naturally wait, is hoping Zhang Cai can bring back to the news, but was seeing with own eyes Zhang Cai is cloudy the face to pass through the gate, knows that the matter is not smooth, Zhang Cai entered the room, achieves on the chair, Zhang Xiaolong hurries to give to pour water, Zhang Cai drank water, has rested slightly, said at the matter of Mister Liu. Mood disturbed people do not speak, Guo Sufei asked Zhang Cai: „Did this matter tell mother?” 家里的张小龙等人自然都是翘首以待,盼望着张才能带回好消息,可是眼见着张才阴着脸进了门,就知道事情不顺利,张才进了屋,一屁股做到椅子上,张小龙赶紧给倒了水,张才喝了水,稍微休息了一下,才把在刘先生家的事情说了一遍。心情忐忑的众人都不说话了,郭素菲问张才:“这个事情跟娘亲讲吗？” Zhang Cai has thought said: „First do not say, mother knows that we went in Bali Ravine, if there is a celebration, definitely First will tell her, since did not tell her, thinks that also knows was not the good news. Right, Liu Qian?” 张才想了一下说:“先不要讲吧,娘亲知道我们进去去了八里沟,如果有喜事,肯定第一个就会告诉她的,既然不告诉她老人家,想必也知道不是什么好消息吧。对了,刘倩呢？” Guo Sufei referred to the inside room saying: „Saw you to come back a moment ago, this child is bashful, first hid. My this called her, told her his father's words, making her also pack the thing beforehand.” 郭素菲指了指里屋说:“刚才看到你们回来,这孩子怕羞,先躲起来了。我这就把她叫出来吧,把他爹爹的话告诉她,让她事先也收拾收拾东西。” Zhang Xiaolong said in side: „Mother, I called, I think that Qianqian will not go back, the thing did not need to tidy up first.” 张小龙在旁边说:“娘亲,我去叫吧,我想倩倩是不会回去的,东西也不用先收拾。” Guo Sufei affection looks at Zhang Xiaolong in love, said: „Good, you go, perhaps Qianqian can convince his father.” 郭素菲慈爱的看着恋爱中的张小龙,说:“好吧,你去,也许倩倩能说服他爹爹呢。” not long afterwards, Liu Qian came out from inside room with Zhang Xiaolong, her face is somewhat pale, she has a look at the people, has not spoken, sits on the chair of corner quietly, the people also sat, static looks at Liu Qian. Actually in Liu Qian at heart, overwhelming thinking it over, does not understand father's meaning. From the little fathers following oneself, never runs counter to own wish, takes to adjust husband matter, foundation is own practice of "what I say goes", the person who before visited to discuss marriage were countless, the father always did not say oneself opinion, but depending on own likes and dislikes, this truly has felt strange, oneself have decided that he actually must oppose, is it possible he was feared Uncle open/stretch did deceive him? However, should not, want to make Elder Brother marry really first, then considers itself? Thinks of here, Liu Qian is also a worry, the Liu Kai vision is also extraordinary high, the girl in nearby village he looks does not glance, if he is engaged first, oneself also inadequate unmarried woman? 不多时,刘倩跟着张小龙从里屋出来了,她的脸有些苍白,她看看众人,没说话,悄然坐在角落的椅子上,众人也都坐了下来,静静的看着刘倩。其实在刘倩的心里,正翻江倒海的思来想去,不明白爹爹的意思。自小爹爹都顺着自己,从不违背自己的意愿,就拿调夫婿这件事,根本就是自己的一言堂,以前上门提亲的人无数,爹爹从来都不说自己的意见,但凭自己的好恶,这才确实奇怪了,自己决定了,他却要反对,难不成他是怕张大叔骗他？不过,也不应该呀,难道真的是想让哥哥先结婚,然后再考虑自己？想到这里,刘倩也是一阵的烦恼,刘凯的眼界也是出奇的高,附近村子的姑娘他都看不上眼,要是等他先定亲,自己还不成了老姑娘？ Liu Qian raised the head, looks that everybody looks at own look earnestly, forced a smile was saying: „My not too clear father's meaning, waits several days later, my father meets my time, I asking well.” 刘倩抬头,看着大家都殷切的看自己的眼神,强笑着说:“我也不太明白爹爹的意思,等过几天,我爹爹来接我的时候,我再好好的问问吧。” Then has a look at Zhang Xiaolong, selected nods to him, Zhang Xiaolong showed a smile from the face at this time. 然后看看张小龙,冲他点点头,张小龙这时才从脸上露出一丝的微笑。 This night is doomed is a depressing night, dinner everybody has not eaten, ate in a hurry, has tidied up, Guo Sufei when delivered the food to the grandmother, the grandmother asked whether Zhang Cai had the news, Guo Sufei just wants to make excuses, the grandmother said: „Does not have relation(s), the element poor, the situation of our family/home I know very much, several children are very outstanding, but our family circumstances suspend here, others shut out are also normal. Let the children along with the reason. It is not the whole family does not enter a home, is our wives, sooner or later will marry.” 这个夜晚注定是个压抑的夜晚,晚饭大家都没吃好,匆匆吃了点,就收拾了,郭素菲在给外婆送饭的时候,外婆问张才是否带回来好消息,郭素菲刚想支吾一下,外婆就说:“没关系,素菲,咱们家的情况我很知道,几个孩子是很出色的,但我们的家境摆在这里,别人嫌弃也是正常的。让孩子们都随缘吧。不是一家人不进一家门,是咱们的媳妇,早晚都会嫁过来的。” Guo Sufei listened, is happy and worried at the same time at heart, what is happy is mother looks at who to be clear, oneself this is cares chaotically, what sorrow is mother last wish, perhaps could not complete, oneself were a little unfilial. 郭素菲听了,心里喜忧参半,喜的是娘亲看的比自己都清楚,自己这是关心则乱,忧的是娘亲最后一个心愿,也许是完成不了,自己有点不孝啊。 After the food, everybody has no interest to work, said slightly little while words, respectively has slept, only then Zhang Cai also in a low voice discussed for quite a while with Guo Sufei in the main room, returns to own room. 饭后,大家都无心干活,稍微说了会儿话,就各自睡觉了,只有张才跟郭素菲在堂屋又低声商量了半天,才回到自己的屋里。 The inside room has not lubricated the lamp, Guo Sufei groping got up the bed, she lies down there, but also is thinking a moment ago with the matter that Zhang Cai discussed that at this time, heard not being have a good sleep that Liu Qian also snatched, asked her: „Is thinking your father's words?” 里屋并没有点油灯,郭素菲摸黑上了炕,她躺在那里,还在想着刚才跟张才商量的事情,这时,听到刘倩也翻来翻去的睡不好,就问她:“是不是在想你爹爹的话呢？” „Yes, aunt child.” Liu Qian has complied with one sound fuzzily. “是啊,婶子。”刘倩模糊的应了一声。 Guo Sufei said: „Qianqian, your father is also is actually good to you, you are after all little, has not experienced the matter are too many, the story of life are also few. Your father has oneself idea, hopes that you excessively happy life, we understood that very much, the family like us, can give you not to be indeed many after all. Your father young time , because the reason of family circumstances has not made your mother take care well, has created his regret lifelong, therefore he regards as important to this very much, moreover is most essential, I think that should be he wants to look for a scholar to you, he studies with your Elder Brother, naturally hopes that your Lord Husband also studies, you quite read poems to oppose, such life was you should have. Xiaolong│Little Dragon, my son, I thinks certainly that he is very good, but our past families were not indeed well-off, this has not made him study to be literate, this was also the life compels, didn't which family/home want own child energy prospect?” 郭素菲说:“倩倩,其实你爹爹也是对你好,毕竟你还小,没有经历过的事情太多,生活的阅历也少。你爹爹有自己的想法,希望你过幸福的生活,我们都很理解的,毕竟像我们这样的家庭,能给你的的确不多。你爹爹年轻的时候,就是因为家境的原因没有让你娘亲好好的保养身体,才造成了他终身的遗憾,所以他对这个很看重,而且最关键的,我想应该是他想给你找个读书人,他跟你哥哥都是读书的,自然希望你的夫君也是读书的,你们好吟诗作对,这样的生活才是你应该有的。小龙呢,我自己的儿子,我当然认为他很好,但我们当年家境的确不好,这才没让他读书识字,这也都是生活所逼啊,谁家不愿意自己的孩子能出息呢？” „Knows that the aunt child, my Present also indistinctly understood father's regard, but, I thought, read poems to oppose, the love affair no doubt was happy, you carried water I to irrigate the garden, you tilled the fields the life that I wove cotton cloth are also a happiness, family's two people regard was interlinked, mutually loves and respects, although was somewhat poor, but can change through own both hands, I grew up in the rural area since childhood, does not need my mother's body bone, my body good, although I have not made the farm work in the place since childhood, but I believe that if I have done, certain not compared with others difference..” Liu Qian was not convinced very much said. “知道的,婶子,我现在也隐隐约约懂了爹爹的心意,不过,我心里还是觉得,吟诗作对,风花雪月固然是幸福,你挑水我浇园,你耕田我织布的生活也是一种幸福啊,家里的两人心意相通,互敬互爱,虽然有些贫寒,但可以通过自己的双手来改变呀,我从小就在农村长大,不必我娘亲的身子骨,我身体好的很,虽然我从小没在地里做过农活,可是我相信如果我做了,一定不比别人差。。”刘倩很不服气的说。 Guo Sufei has smiled, said: „Qianqian, you also are really the child who does not concede. Actually, gets married every so often and is not only the matters of two people, you must integrate in a new family, adapts their life, must make them accept you, solely is not your Lord Husband can accept. Moreover, the family's basic kitchen necessities and other goose bumps of minor matters also many much, any minor matter will let your life is not satisfactory.” 郭素菲笑了,说:“倩倩,你还真是一个不服输的孩子。其实啊,成婚很多时候并不仅仅是两个人的事情,你要融入一个新的家庭中,去适应他们的生活,也要让他们都来接受你,不单单是你的夫君能接受就可以的。而且,家里的油盐酱醋等鸡毛蒜皮的小事也多的很,任何的一点小事都会让你的生活过的不顺心。” Liu Qian said: „These matters, the aunt child, I knows that I at home, the father do not understand the housework with Elder Brother, any matter is I am done, I believe that has the preparation regarding these me. And...... Moreover the Time that I live here, felt that family's atmosphere is very good, is very harmonious, I can feel that here in feeling that my family cannot enjoy, I think me to be able very good integration to this family/home.” 刘倩说:“这些事情,婶子,我都知道的,我在家的时候,爹爹跟哥哥都不懂家务的,什么事情都是我来做的,我相信对于这些我都有充分的准备。而且……而且我在这里住的这段时间,感觉家里的气氛很好,很融洽,我在这里能感觉到在我家享受不到的感觉,我觉得我能很好的融入到这个家中的。” She spoke is getting more and more light, seemed embarrassed. 她说话越来越轻,似乎是不好意思了。 „, Is most important, I thought that Xiaolong│Little Dragon is very good, is very good from various aspects, I do not think, because the reason of family circumstances lets my life happy opportunity on losing, actually before , I also hesitant, thought that Xiaolong│Little Dragon was not literate with me perhaps does not have what words saying that I have also thought that I can teach Xiaolong│Little Dragon to study to be literate, he also complied, I think that we living well, making you not worry.” Liu Qian spoke of finally, the sound lowered inaudible, luckily was in the dark night, cannot see Liu Qian already the bright red face, she then can say these words. “还有,最重要的,我觉得小龙很好,从各方面都很好,我不想因为家境的原因就失去让我一生幸福的机会,其实以前我自己也都犹豫过的,觉得小龙不识字跟我也许没有什么话说,我也想了,我可以教小龙读书识字的,他也答应啦,我想我们会好好的过日子,让你们都不操心的。”刘倩说到最后,声音都低不可闻,也幸好是黑夜中,并不能看到刘倩早就飞红的脸,她这才能把这些话都说出来。 Guo Sufei hear at heart is very gratified, she also comforts Liu Qian: „Qianqian, you speak of here words today, the aunt child is very happy, you also saw our family/home also very much likes your, is not only Xiaolong│Little Dragon, I with your uncle sometimes also you, when the daughter-in-law looked, Xiaohua and Xiaohu want to call you Big Sister-In-Law. We will try to marry to get married you, you still remember that previous time in Lu Town, that feudal bully hasn't compensated our silver(money)?” 郭素菲听的心里很是欣慰,她也安慰刘倩:“倩倩,今天你把话都说到这里了,婶子很是高兴,你也看到了我们家也都是很喜欢你的,不仅是小龙,我跟你大叔有时也都把你当儿媳妇看,小花和小虎更是想叫你大嫂。我们会尽全力把你娶过门的,你还记得上次在鲁镇,那个恶霸不是赔了咱们银子吗？” Liu Qian said: „, Yes, this matter did not say that I almost forgot. That actually not small silver(money). „ 刘倩说:“哦,是啊,这事不说我几乎都忘记了。那倒是一笔不小的银子。“ Guo Sufei said: „I discussed with your uncle a moment ago, if your father is really because our family/home is poor, enough silver(money) has not helped you have the auspicious day, we planned that paper money exchanging, has believed this number can certainly satisfy your father.” 郭素菲说:“刚才我跟你大叔商量了,如果你爹爹真的是因为我们家穷,没有足够的银子让你过上好日子,我们就打算把那个银票给兑换了,相信这个数目一定能让你爹爹满意的。” Liu Qian has prevented immediately, she said: „Aunt child, this paper money Present do not use, if the feudal bully has the ambush in the Lu Town money shop, we do walk into a trap? Of without extremely grasping, surely such do not do, otherwise, our normal days have had no way, being far made my father feel relieved. My father is not one sneaks in the person in square hole in the center, he thinks that other ideas, all waited for him to come to say again.” 刘倩立刻就阻止了,她说:“婶子,这个银票现在千万不要动用,万一恶霸在鲁镇的钱庄有埋伏,那我们岂不是自投罗网？在没有万分把握的情况下,千万千万不要这么做,否则,我们正常的日子都没法过,更谈不上让我爹爹放心了。况且,我爹爹也不是一个就钻进钱眼里的人,他想必有其它的想法吧,一切都等他来了再说吧。” Guo Sufei also said: „Is, I also said your uncle, but your uncle sneaked in the insignificant problem probably, lest your father gave to pick you, this no talent thought of this means. Turned head and other father to come, asks his thoughts well. I thought Xiaolong│Little Dragon in any case , if not look for you, other girl he cannot have a liking, perhaps won't he for a lifetime look?” 郭素菲也说:“就是,我也是这么说你大叔的,可是你大叔好像钻进了牛角尖,唯恐你爹爹把你给接走了,这不才想到这个办法嘛。回头等你爹爹来了,好好问问他的心思。反正我觉得小龙要是不找你,别的姑娘他也看不上,说不定他会一辈子不找呢？” Liu Qian said tenderly: „Aunt child, looked at you saying that my where was so good. I can bump into Xiaolong│Little Dragon am also our fate.” 刘倩娇笑说:“婶子,看你说的,我哪有那么好呀。我能碰到小龙也是我们的缘分啊。” Guo Sufei said: „Yes, is the fate, but the fate is the day decides, can the fate changes Cheng Si really in the whole family, must look at the person. This heaven does not manage. We earlier slept, raise fully the spirit, looked after own family/home.” 郭素菲说:“是啊,是缘分,但缘分都是天定,能把缘分变成实实在在的一家人,就要看人啦。这个老天可是不管的啰。我们还是早点睡觉,养足了精神,照顾好自己的这个家吧。” Liu Qian said: „Good, the aunt child, you also earlier rests.” 刘倩说:“好的,婶子,您也早点睡吧。” Liu Qian said to Guo Sufei own concern, at heart the feeling is the greatest relaxedness, has fallen before long asleep, Guo Sufei is listening to Liu Qian snores lightly, at heart is also happy, such girl cannot make oneself daughter-in-law, oneself must wish her to be happy, thinks, fell asleep. 刘倩把自己的心事都跟郭素菲说了,心里感觉是莫大的轻松,不一会儿就睡着了,郭素菲听着刘倩的轻鼾,心里也是高兴,这样的姑娘就是做不成自己的儿媳妇,自己也要祝愿她幸福啊,想着想着,也就睡着了。 Only then in the opposite hut, Zhang Cai and Zhang Xiaolong have been hard to go to sleep, does not know when falls asleep. 只有对面小屋里的,张才和张小龙一直都难以入眠,也不知道什么时候睡着的。