In the gloomy confinement, Qin Xingyan of looking wan is holding the knee, rolling up, in slightly somewhat is moist on the mildewy straw pile. 阴暗的禁闭室内,形容憔悴的秦星嫣抱着膝盖,蜷缩在略有些潮湿发霉的稻草堆上。 In the small room of windowless is flooding the smell of mildewy straw, in matching dry and hot temperature, is more unendurable. 没有窗户的小房间内充斥着发霉的稻草的气味,搭配上燥热的温度,更是让人难以忍受。 Because cannot refer to the time the thing, therefore also has the electricity besides the initial two days of cell phone time outside, present Qin Xingyan had lost the concept of time. 因为没有可以参照时间的东西,所以除了最初两天手机还有电的时候外,现在的秦星嫣已经失去了时间的概念。 How long oneself treated in this gloomy house, one week? Ten days? A month? Straw pile of not far away are the iron gates of guard chamber, puts one bowl has not been moving the food on iron gate following small opening there. 自己在这件阴暗的房子里到底待了多久呢,一个礼拜？十天？还是一个多月？稻草堆不远处就是禁闭室的铁门,在铁门下面的小口子那里放着一碗没动过的饭食。 Looked after her person to trade several times the food, but she has not to go to the chopsticks for a long time. 照看她的人已经将饭食换过了好几次,但她已经有挺长时间没有去动筷子了。 Although has not been in the degree of Inedia, if only several days does not eat, she can also suffer actually. 虽然还没到辟谷的程度,不过如果只是几天不吃的话,她倒是还挨得住。 Qin Xingyan thought that in own brain like filling lead, murky did not raise vigorously. 秦星嫣觉得自己的脑子里就像灌了铅一样,昏沉沉的提不起劲来。 The meridians of her whole body are also at nearly paralysis at this moment the condition, a wee bit supernatural powers cannot extract. 她全身的经脉此刻也处于一个近乎瘫痪的状态,一丁点法力都提取不出来。 Can practice earthshaking she in this time, now is not different from an ordinary mortal woman. 能够在这个时代修行界叱咤风云的她,现在却和一个普通的凡人弱女子没什么两样。 How long, oneself not various weak feelings? 到底有多久,自己没有过各种无力的感觉了？ Qin Xingyan leaned on is plastering a wall with the lime to flake most probably, exposed in the red brick wall, is somewhat staring on the roof lost an egg big leakage of light mouth, although wet weather there will rain is very troublesome, but usually in that was actually in this room the only light source. 秦星嫣倚靠着抹墙用的石灰剥落了大半,裸露出里面红砖的墙壁,有些出神地盯着屋顶上一处鸡蛋大的漏光口,虽然下雨天那里会漏雨很麻烦,但平日里那却是这个屋子里唯一一个光源。 „This soft and weak feeling...... simply with that time same......” “这种软弱无力的感觉……简直就和那个时候一样……” She twittering, the train of thought was also gradually sinking to the recollection in a soft voice. 她轻声呢喃着,思绪也逐渐沉入了回忆之中。 Qin Xingyan was an orphan. 秦星嫣是个孤儿。 As for was her parents abandoned her, the parents had passed away, because the time was extremely remote, Qin Xingyan could not have remembered. 至于到底是她的父母遗弃了她,还是父母都已经离开了人世,因为时间太过久远,就连秦星嫣自己也已经记不得了。 Hits her to record events to start, she lives in the hospital. 打她记事开始,她就住在医院里。 At that time her the body was very feeble, all day long must lie down on the hospital bed, the time of every day taking a walk cannot exceed half an hour. 那个时候她的身体十分病弱,成天都得躺在病床上,每天散步的时间都不能超过半个钟头。 Child who whenever sees other others health, she will be not always able to bear think, this world is really is unfair. 每当看到其他人家健康的孩子,她总是会忍不住想,这个世界真是太不公平了。 Why others can have a healthy body, but she must drag this feeble body, has lain down on the hospital bed? 为什么别人都能有一个健康的身体,而她就得拖着这幅病弱的躯体,一直躺在病床上呢？ Possibly is because does not have parents' relations, Qin Xing beautifully be more precocious than the same age child. 可能是因为没有父母的关系,秦星嫣要比同龄的孩子早熟许多。 She very clear is a useless person, although could not have remembered that sickness name now, then but regarding mortal without a doubt with incurable illness similar thing, regardless of invests much money unable to cure, like the bottomless pit, will only keep swallowing massive wealth. 她很清楚自己是个没用的人,虽然现在已经记不得那个病的名字了,但那对于凡人而言毫无疑问是跟绝症差不多的东西,不论投入多少金钱都无法治好,只会像个无底洞一样,不停地吞噬着大量的钱财。 Fosters her is a reputation also calculates the good charity, but opposite party not because a being terminally ill child will invest large amounts of funds- 1 million could not cure Qin Xingyan, but can actually save the unfortunate child. 抚养她的是一个名声还算不错的慈善机构,但对方并不会因为一个身患绝症的孩子投入大量资金-一百万治不好秦星嫣,但却能够拯救更多不幸的孩子。 The illness bit by bit will swallow her life, making her in 6 or 7-year-old die of the organ failure. 病魔会一点一点吞噬掉她的生命,让她在六七岁的时候死于器官衰竭。 If only this, that this at most can be an unfortunate child's life, but Qin Xing beautiful has with others decisive difference. 如果只是这样的话,那这最多也只能算是一个不幸的孩子的一生,而秦星嫣身上却有着和他人决定性的不同。 She can notice that the average man is unable with the supernatural lifeform that the naked eye sees. 她可以看到常人无法用肉眼看到的超自然生物。 In this parts forever in very common big hospital, this ability brought the considerably large difficulty to her. 在这个生离死别十分寻常的大医院里,这份能力给她带来了相当大的困扰。 „Dr. Chen, this small girl in mouthful nonsense.” “陈医生,这个小丫头又在满嘴胡话了。” „How?” “又怎么了？” „She said that entrance there has a hair to hang on the woman to foot. That side I also monitored adjusted the video recording, simply did not have that person!” “她说门口那里有个头发垂到脚上的女人。我还去监控那边调了录像,根本没那个人！” „Child likes scattering this lying, you make the sleeping pill to her, making her fall asleep earlier.” “小孩子就喜欢撒这种谎,你给她弄点安眠药,让她早点睡着得了。” This dialogue has performed in Qin Xing the beautiful hospital ward entrance more than once. From the beginning Qin Xingyan has not known why there has wear white clothes obviously, the coarse head straightens to hang the foot, without the woman of pupil is smiling to the room in strangely, but others could not see, but also has said that she lies. 这种对话不止一次在秦星嫣病房门口上演过。一开始秦星嫣还不知道为什么明明那里就是有一个穿着白衣服,毛糙的头发直垂到脚,没有瞳仁的女人正对着屋里怪笑,可其他人都看不到,还一直说她撒谎。 Until she understood afterward indistinctly, these things only then she can see. 直到后来她才隐约明白了,那些东西只有她一个人能看到。 Arrived a time, no matter the nurse or the doctor, had thought that she is a manner is strange, the little rascal who the god god talked on endlessly, influenced subtly, they had alienated Qin Xingyan. 只是到了个时候,不管是护士还是医生,都已经觉得她是个举止怪异、神神叨叨的小鬼,潜移默化间,他们都早已疏远了秦星嫣。 Why will I be lived? Do I live in this world really am the good deed? Why only then am I so hapless? 我为什么会被生下来？我活在这个世界上真的是好事吗？为什么只有我这么倒霉？ The lonely little girl will always sit on the hospital bed, looks at the bright between window curtains slits to be in a daze. 孤独的小女孩总是会独自一人坐在病床上,看着窗帘缝隙间的亮光发呆。 Because her sickness is somewhat sensitive to the sunlight, therefore in the hospital ward draws in the window curtains year to year, even to have a look outside scenery , can only while the rainy day or the night time. 由于她的病对阳光有些敏感,所以病房里常年都是拉上窗帘的,哪怕想要看看外面的景色,也只能趁着阴雨天或夜晚的时候。 Until one night, the little girl partly awakes in half dream, hears some people to knock the window in the bang bang bang. 直到有一天晚上,小女孩在半梦半醒之间,听到有人在梆梆梆地敲着窗户。 „Who is?” Because in the hand is also having an intravenous drip, the girl does not have the means to run to tuck up the window curtains. Meanwhile she did not plan that rings the bell to call the nurse...... even if in any case will ask them not to believe own words. “是谁？”因为手上还打着点滴,女孩没办法跑过去撩开窗帘。同时她也不打算按铃叫护士……反正就算叫了她们也不会相信自己的话。 Because of her hospital ward in five buildings. 因为她的病房在五楼。 „Hello, I called azure Mongolia.” Out of the window transmitted one not to know that was the boy or girl's voice: „I and friend of mine come to this nearby to play, but did not disperse carefully.” “你好,我叫青濛。”窗外传来了一个不知道是男孩还是女孩的声音:“我和我的朋友来这附近玩,但不小心走散了。” „I do not know your friend.” Qin Xingyan turned head to look curiously to the window, what a pity window as always by heavy/thick canvas window curtains blocking from. “我不认识你的朋友。”秦星嫣好奇地扭头看向窗户,可惜窗户一如既往地被厚重的帆布窗帘给遮住了。 „Un, I know.” Outside sound sounds somewhat depressed: „They can definitely look my.” “恩,我知道。”外面的声音听起来有些沮丧:“不过他们肯定会来找我的。” „Do you do to here?” Qin Xingyan asked strangely. “那你到这里来干什么？”秦星嫣奇怪地问道。 „Sorry, actually I several days have not eaten the thing,” outside that person of sound sounds like somewhat embarrassed: „This world is too dangerous the iron-covered box that...... is breaking wind to be upon the jump everywhere squarely, I was almost given to hit by them several times, the opportunity of simply not having looked for food.” “抱歉,其实我已经好几天没吃东西了,”外面那人的声音听起来似乎有些不好意思:“这个世界太危险了……到处都是四四方方放着屁跑来跑去的铁皮盒子,我好几次都差点被它们给撞到,根本没有觅食的机会。” Stopped, it continues saying: „I listened to other fellows saying that here had to see our human little girls, therefore came to here to try one's luck.” 停顿了一下,它才继续说道:“我听一些其他家伙说,这里有个能够看到我们的人类小女孩,所以才来这里碰碰运气。” Really, it is also that type of thing...... 果然,它也是那种东西吗…… „What do you want to eat?” Although made her live some even more to become difficult supernatural lifeform contradictions to these, but the little girl hesitated, is probing asking: „First reaches an agreement, eating the person is absolutely not.” “你要吃什么？”虽然对那些令她生活变得愈加艰难的超自然生物有些抵触,但小女孩迟疑了一下,还是试探着问道:“先说好,吃人是绝对不可以的。” „Relax, I am not eat the monster of person. I eat the fruit or the nut, really incorrect words, rice and so on can also assemble.” “放心,我可不是什么吃人的妖怪。我吃水果或坚果,实在不行的话,米饭之类的也能凑合。” The opposite party replied refreshedly. 对方爽快地回答。 Long illness to become Yi, Qin Xingyan looked up eye own point dropping bottle, discovered that in has been not much left, then oneself began to capture the needle, then turned in the drawer of nightstand looked, put out a sunflower seed of packet from inside. 久病自成医,秦星嫣抬头看了眼自己的点滴瓶,发现里面已经所剩无几了,便自己动手拔掉了针头,然后在床头柜的抽屉里翻找了一下,从里面拿出了一小包的葵花籽。 When that is the previous that charity sends people to see her( for organization pat propaganda video to bring while convenient), but that person not only has not eaten, but also forgot it here. 那是上次那个慈善机构派人过来看望她(顺带为机构自身拍宣传视频)时带来的,不过那人不仅没吃,而且把它忘在了这里。 Little girl do not catch cold to the melon seed, after losing to the drawer forgot the brain, until today makes it reappear the daylight...... 小女孩自己也对瓜子不感冒,丢到抽屉里就忘到了脑后,直到今天才让它重现天日…… Author message: 作者留言: Thank dream Jingzhe, ww7235 and some regular script unclear forest, kabuto and hitting of glutton your highness schoolmate to enjoy ~ 感谢回梦惊蛰、ww7235、正体不明的某林、kabuto、吃货殿下同学的打赏~ Later a chapter...... words saying for these days my line ball had not succeeded...... 待会儿还有一章……话说这几天我压线就没成功过……