HA :: Volume #5

#453: Door of the Past 453 rd cannot have again

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Four years ago, just when diagnosed the headache the reason, Jiaming had had many ideas. 四年以前,刚刚诊断出头痛的缘由时,家明曾经有过很多的想法。 The appearance of tumor, somewhat is actually inexplicable, because on the time physical condition of first is good, under the long-term exercise, the cold has not contracted, returns to ten -year-old body, is still a same person, possibly suddenly to be how many a tumor, only explained, naturally is the hands and feet that only Phoenix moves. 肿瘤的出现,其实有些不明不白,因为上一世的时候身体状况良好,长期的锻炼下,感冒都没有患过,回到十岁的身体里,依然是同样的一个人,怎么可能就突然多出一个肿瘤来,唯一的解释,自然便是那只凤凰动的手脚。 then, what is the reason? 那么,理由是什么？ All kinds of ideas can be many, however made him assured the reason of this matter, probably when two, first, oneself returned ten years old, if when baseless were many a life, perhaps in the original world, oneself remaining lives, only then this only several years, therefore Phoenix after was passed these years by oneself stopped the life forcefully, can be passable. If this point is too unreliable, then second point reason is truly ---- He understands the medicine. 各种各样的想法可以很多,然而让他笃定了这件事的理由,大概有两条,第一,自己回到十岁时,等若是凭空多了一段生命,或许在原本的世界中,自己剩下的生命,就只有这区区几年,因此凤凰在让自己过完这几年后强行将生命停止,是可以说得过去的。如果说这一点太玄,那么第二点的理由就是确确实实的了----他懂医学。 If something do not understand, can let one's thoughts wander casually, because just understands the matter in this aspect, shut off luck in his heart exactly, such tumor, even places for 20 years later, hope that perhaps has not cured, when he has checked a lot of materials again, in addition the diagnosis of Kelly that side medical team, this matter does not have the leeway of rotation. He had seen many things, sees has been located in top level of the world person, regardless of their talents how overflow, how mysterious, even like Natalie such Esper, powerful is unthinkable, but in life and death and in destiny the front , the person is actually similar to the ants equality. 有些事情如果不懂,可以随便乱想,但正因为懂这方面的事情,也就恰恰扼杀了他心中的侥幸,这样的肿瘤,即使放在二十年后,或许都没有治愈的希望,而当他再查过大量的资料,加上凯莉那边医疗团的诊断,这件事就更加不存在回转的余地。他曾经见过很多的事情,也见过很多位于世界顶层的人,无论他们多么的天才横溢,多么的神奇,甚至如同纳塔丽这样的异能者,多么强大多么匪夷所思,但在生与死、在命运的面前,人却都如同蝼蚁般的平等。 He once worked as Assassin for a lifetime, has seen too many life and death, it is similar to the black hole between universes general, anything submerges, when you live is what kind of is bright, but after dying, will certainly be silent. Therefore even if yearns, he will not have the impractical luck, perhaps some cancer patients can think me, if insists for day, possibly the medicine came out. But he will not have such idea, if 1/10000 opportunities, he will strive, but if made anything not to have the significance. The people can only accept fate. 他曾经当了一辈子的杀手,见过太多的生生死死,它便如同宇宙间的黑洞一般,任何事物都将在其中淹没,无论你生时是何等的灿烂,但死后必将无声无息。因此纵然留恋,他却不会有不切实际的侥幸,或许一些癌症病人都会想着我如果多坚持一天,可能特效药就出来了。但他却不会有这样的想法,如果有万分之一的机会,他会去争取,但假如做什么都没意义了。人就只能认命。 1 at the beginning of the year, had a headache unable to bear the time leave Yahan again, after that head the pain that because finally this is unable to bear became chaos, returned to normal and sobers by later slowly, after the chaotic memory started to be clear, these questions, seemed to be also explained in the mind slowly, intention of that only Phoenix. Also finally starts becomes bright. 零一年初,头疼到再也忍不住地时候离开了雅涵,此后脑袋终于因为这无法忍受的痛苦而变得混混沌沌,到之后再慢慢平复、清醒,混乱的记忆开始清晰之后,这些疑问,似乎也在脑海中慢慢被解答了出来,那只凤凰的用意。也终于开始变得明朗。 Actually is a gift. 其实是一件礼物。 Peroja is surrounding and capturing Phoenix that is almost Esper completely leaves late, little said that feared also dozens, after afterward these people the Phoenix flame swallowed, does not know stemming from what kind of psychology, while returned to past by oneself. That Phoenix also forced in this huge strength his mind. 裴罗嘉在围捕凤凰地那一晚几乎是异能者尽出,少说怕也有几十名,后来这些人被凤凰的火焰吞噬之后,也不知道是出于怎样的心理,在让自己回到过去的同时。那凤凰也将这股庞大的力量塞进了他的头脑里。 Really cracked a joke, a body of average person, how possibly can withstand such huge strength, for example Natalie like this natural evolution inheritance, is actually not strength generations of weakening that in the body contains, because their physical quality is separated from the Evolver direction. Therefore they can only experience place sleeps to wake up times to make the enhancement ---- Let special ability transform the body, by withstood many special ability after the body of transformation again, the body of Natalie almost starts then to awaken to prepare from the birth, now also just awakens twice, how under Jiaming possibly withstood in several years compared with this higher strength. 真是开玩笑了,一个普通人的身体,怎么可能承受得了这样庞大的力量,例如纳塔丽这样地自然进化传承者,其实并非是身体里蕴含的力量一代代的减弱,而是因为她们本身的身体素质在脱离进化者的方向。于是她们就只能经历一次次地觉醒来做出提高----让异能改造身体,再由经过改造的身体承受更多的异能,纳塔丽的身体几乎是从出生开始便在为着觉醒而做准备,如今也只不过觉醒了两次,家明又怎么可能在几年的时间内承受下比这更高的力量。 Phoenix is not a person, it absolutely does not have the consideration average person to be able to bear ---- Perhaps has considered, but also grasps the limiting condition that this body is insufficient to collapse merely, therefore in recent years, whenever receives the stimulation of special ability. special ability in Jiaming body will also take the response rapidly, oppresses him unceasingly, finally, when the body grows to can withstand this strength reluctantly, it directly erupts. 凤凰不是人,它根本就没考虑一般人能不能受得了----或许是考虑过地,但也仅仅是把握住这具身体不至于崩溃的极限状态,因此这些年来,每当受到外界异能的刺激。家明身体里的异能也会更加迅速地作为反应,不断地压迫他,最终,当身体成长到勉强可以承受这股力量的时候,它就直接爆发了。 If Jiaming is not Assassin. On first has not had such many have withstood experiences and trains painfully. Even if the average people the body can follow. Under a that multi- point can collapse the pain to suffer. Perhaps also died. Now can live. Really is a extremely by luck matter. 假如家明不是杀手。上一世不曾有过那样多地承受痛苦地经验与训练。一般人即便身体跟得上。在那种多一点就能让人崩溃地痛苦折磨下。或许也是死了。如今能够活下来。真地是一件太过侥幸地事情。 However. The Phoenix matter naturally does not have the means confesses with Lingjing and Shasha. He explained probably. Naturally is to make two people know that with emphasis from now on will not have like this matter again. Dim light of night like water. Put down the concern slightly. Tired three people had also returned to the bed finally. Shasha cried. Without the strength. Lies then heavy goes off on the Jiaming chest. Lingjing looked at him some little time. Said in a soft voice: „Later won't have like this matter again?” When Jiaming shakes the head. Also falls asleep finally. 不过。凤凰地事情当然还是没办法跟灵静和沙沙坦白。他大概解释一番。重点自然是让两人知道今后不会再有这样地事。夜色如水。略略放下了心事。早已累了地三人也终于回到床上。沙沙哭了一场。没了力气。趴在家明胸膛上便沉沉睡去。灵静看了他好一会儿。轻声道:“以后不会再有这样地事情了？”待家明摇了摇头。也终于进入梦乡。 Dawn slightly sunlight. The chicken called the sound. The wheel walks from the street. By far. Has in the food market the commerce to shout propaganda at the sound mutually. Is demonstrating in the morning downtowns tranquility and spacious. She opens the eye in this atmosphere familiar. Feeling of another era felt. 晨光微曦。鸡鸣地声音。车轮从街道上走过去。远远地。有菜场中商贩地互相喊话声。显示着早晨街市间地宁寂与空旷。她在这片熟悉地气氛中睁开眼睛。恍如隔世地感觉。 The side is familiar soft the body. Indistinct also has bathing open ground fragrance. She opened the eye to look some little time. The vision and train of thought in focus in this piece suddenly. Lingjing hugs her to rest just soundly. 身边是熟悉地柔软地躯体。隐约还有着沐浴露地香气。她睁开眼睛看了好一会儿。目光与思绪才在这片恍然之中聚焦。灵静抱着她睡得正香。 Jiaming...... 家明…… Once like this warmly in memory. She is the custom hates to get out of bed does not rest to late in the morning every day does not give up that. Remembered had cried last night. Rested late. Today actually earlier wakes compared with Lingjing. For four years Nethersky Lyre remembers that in the environment once was instead living together to live like this appears is less real. But every day every day trained is familiar with stay behind after all. 曾经这样温馨地记忆里。她都是习惯赖床每天不睡到日上三竿决不罢休地那个。想起昨晚哭过地一场。睡得晚了。今天却是比灵静更加早地醒了过来。四年来幽暗天琴地记忆在这样地环境里反而比曾经地同居生活显得更不真实。但每天每天训练地习惯毕竟是留下了。 She sits, on the bed only then puts on Lingjing that the shirt slept soundly, the ventilator whistling is blowing in the bedside, early morning spatial gas range faint trace cool passes from the window, outside is also only dawn, in the swarming, close houses has the orange yellow or creamy white light, as if last night everywhere star light was shaken down, nearby food market and below street have started to operate with early morning arrival, how familiar and strange scene. 她坐起来,床上只有穿了衬衫熟睡的灵静,风扇在床边呼呼地吹着,清晨的空气带着丝丝的凉爽从窗口透进来,外面还只是蒙蒙亮,远远近近,鳞次栉比的房屋间有着橙黄或乳白的光,仿佛昨晚漫天的星光都被摇落下来,附近的菜市场、下方的街道已经随着清晨的降临而开始运作起来,何其熟悉又陌生的情景。 Jiaming is not thinking in...... her these things of last night, in the heart have the terrified of faint trace, being afraid all these is not real, such fear enables her body to have shivering slightly, she from the sides of the bed, wears the slipper, because the body only wore the bra and underpants, she puts on the coat, looked at sleeping soundly Lingjing again, steps onto the balcony. 家明不在……她想着昨晚发生的那些事情,心中有着丝丝的惶恐,害怕这一切都并非真实,这样的恐惧使她的身体有着微微的颤抖,她从床沿上下来,穿上拖鞋,由于身上只穿了胸罩与内裤,她将外衣披上,再看了一眼熟睡的灵静,走上阳台。 The air was cooler, the commerce that is pushing the tricycle is passing through from below streets, not far away has the people of several student appearances to go out of the computer room, played a night probably, in the morning breeze, the spirit was still stimulated, from all sides is speaking, a diagonally opposite shop is opening the door, shows the yellow light. The balcony parapet blocked her lower part both legs naked scenery, by the master bedroom is lying on one's side that she once rested, no one, without light, tranquility silent, lies on one's side nearby small hovel to close, she puts out a hand to shove open, under some lights, quiet four years of room as before deep sleep in darkness, the bedding on small bed has received, the computer top head the white arrange/cloth, in the memory the youngster is liking defending in early morning in the computer handles the matter, the warm yellow light shone still has steam the scene of coffee cup, has not appeared. 空气更加清凉了,一名推着三轮车的商贩正从下方的街道间走过,不远处有几名学生模样的人走出电脑室,大概是玩了个通宵,晨风之中,精神仍旧是亢奋的,前前后后地说着话,斜对面一间店铺正在开门,其中透出黄色的光。阳台栏杆挡住了她下半身双腿赤裸的风光,主卧旁边便是她曾经睡的侧卧,没有人,没有灯光,宁寂无声,侧卧旁边的小杂物间关着门,她伸手推开,些许的灯光下,已经沉寂了四年的房间依旧在黑暗中沉睡着,小床上的铺盖已经收好,电脑上盖着白色的布,记忆中少年喜欢在凌晨守在电脑边处理事情,暖黄色的灯光映照着仍有热气的咖啡杯的景象,并没有出现。 She closes the door, across lying on one's side the living room, enters the similarly dim peaceful kitchen when the darkness, walks again, she stands there has a being at a loss feeling, later, slight opening the door sound. 她关上门,穿过侧卧到客厅,在黑暗中走进同样昏暗安静的厨房,再走出来时,她站在那儿有一种茫然若失的感觉,随后,细微的开门声响了起来。 Some people opened the door, street light light according to his body, that familiar form draws out the key, in another hand is taking the plastic bag, later also looks to arrive in inside person: „Woke up?” Jiaming said one in a soft voice. 有人推开了家门,门外的路灯灯光照在他的身上,那熟悉的身影拔出钥匙,另一只手上提着塑料袋,随后也看到了站在里面的人:“醒来了？”家明轻声说了一句。 „Um.” “嗯。” „Went out to buy the breakfast, after the soybean milk and cruller...... went out , the discovery did not have money, came back with one time......” “出去买早餐了,豆浆、油条……出去后发现身上没钱,又回来拿了一次……” „I do not know......” “我都不知道……” „Hehe......” “呵呵……” Puts away on the table thing, two people approach the kitchen, turns on the light, Shasha puts out the lean meat to chop the mince meat, Jiaming heats the hot water, the rice noodle that the supermarket will buy last night soaks, prepares the breakfast. Makes in the processes of these things, Shasha also asked: „Ah? how you cross in the four years” 将东西在桌子上放好,两人走近厨房,开了灯,沙沙拿出瘦肉来剁成肉末,家明烧热水,将昨晚超市买回来的米粉泡开,准备早餐。做这些事情的过程里,沙沙又问道:“你这四年到底是怎么过的啊？” „Had a headache ran everywhere, just like the beggar, walked many places, Yanshui Road walked randomly upward, most to Yujiang, good point time, made the car(riage) selling candy roasted chestnut.” Shasha puts out a hand to touch his forehead, he smiles, „always thought that remembers many things, but specifically is chaotic thought clearly, not to have the impression to the sugar roasted chestnut, was really......” “头痛了就到处跑吧,跟叫花子一样,走了很多地方,沿水路往上游走,最远到了裕江,好一点的时候,弄了辆车卖糖炒栗子。”沙沙伸手摸他的额头,他笑了笑,“总觉得记得很多事,可具体就是乱糟糟的想不清楚,就对糖炒栗子有印象了,真是……” „Isn't painful?” “不痛了吧？” Jiaming shakes the head, embraces her shoulder: „You, Venice how? Hadn't been bullied? If some people bully you, helping you calumniate somebody to superiors.” 家明摇了摇头,揽住她的肩膀:“你呢,威尼斯怎么样？没被欺负吧？如果有人欺负你,帮你打小报告。” „Trains.” Shasha will arrive on his shoulder, paused, „cried for a year...... not to think you will also come back, must look for other men......” “都是训练。”沙沙将头抵在他肩膀上,顿了顿,“哭了一年……没想过你还会回来了,都要找其他男人了呢……” Has not waited for Jiaming to reply, she smiles, said in a low voice: „Junior middle school graduates is inexplicable with you, the high school was used to it, but...... has not bumped the man in the four years, felt that the good strange appearance, the quickly changes returned to the maiden. „ cough, for these days under review?” 没等家明回答,她又笑起来,低声道:“初中毕业就跟你不明不白的,高中都习惯了,可这四年……没碰过男人,感觉好陌生的样子,都快变回处女了。“咳,这几天多复习下？” „Other then bumped me...... childhood ignorant anything not to know quickly, when knows after anything was a maiden, I, this feelings, do not want to experience...... this saying to be half real , half fake with great difficulty”, after she has said that the forehead arrived as before on the Jiaming shoulder, was silent, under this angle could not see her expression, only in a moment later, hearing her also saying that the sound gently was just like talks during sleep general, „Jiaming, do not have such matter again, cannot have again......” “别那么快碰我……小时候懵懵懂懂的什么都不知道,等到知道什么是处女之后,我就已经不是了,好不容易有这种感觉,想多体验一下呢……”这话半真半假,她说过之后,额头依旧抵在家明肩膀上,沉默下来,这种角度下看不见她的表情,只在片刻之后,听得她又说了起来,声音轻柔俨如呓语一般,“家明,别再有这样的事情了,不许再有了……” „Again what to do if has such matter, four years, if I and Lingjing...... I and Lingjing, when you died, really bumped other men, you came back at this time, that what to do, we also how could say you not to care in...... you together, but I and Lingjing were incorrect, how when the time comes also to cross, person who these belts we are training together, the agent was also good, mercenary was also good, has not basically regarded a matter these matter, for these years...... I want to be afraid yesterday, perhaps on almost, if I when completely you died., When oneself also died, becoming is like them, now finally I...... I fear is this matter you know?” “要是再发生这样的事情怎么办啊,四年的时间,假如我和灵静……我和灵静真的当你死了,真的碰了其他的男人,你这个时候才回来,那怎么办啊,我们还怎么在一起……你也许可以说你不在意,可我和灵静不行的,到时候还怎么过下去啊,那些带着我们一起训练的人,特工也好,雇佣兵也好,基本都没把这些事情当成一回事,这几年……我昨天想起来都害怕,或许就差一点点,如果我完全当你死了,当自己也死了,变得跟他们一样,那我现在……我最后怕的就是这件事你知道吗？” „Cannot have again......” “不许再有了……”
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