Just went from Jianghai to Vienna that time, she had thought many things. 刚刚从江海去到维也纳的那段时间里,她曾经想过很多的事情。 When bids good-bye that to appear in the mind again and again, she was guessing reason, perhaps all kinds of reasons, what kind of difficulty Jiaming encountered, needs and Shasha temporary departure, perhaps meets the matter that anything did not need to participate, also perhaps is really because is not willing to delay her future, what the parents said to him. 分手时的那一幕反反复复地在脑海里出现,她猜测着这其中的理由,各种各样的原因,家明或许是遇到了怎样的困难,需要自己和沙沙都暂时的离开,或许是遇上了什么不需要自己参与的事情,又或许真的是因为不愿意耽误她的前途,父母跟他说了什么。 Some things think that may feel very stupid, just like we looked when some chaotic 7-8 bad romance plays thought that the leading actor and actress is extremely indecisive general, but the family member is any thing, by respect of Jiaming to own parents, if the parents really said anything to him, perhaps his person will really make himself go to Vienna also perhaps. 有些事情想起来或许会觉得很笨,正如我们看一些乱七八糟的言情剧时觉得男女主角太过优柔寡断一般,但家人到底是什么东西,以家明对自己父母的尊重,假如爸妈真的对他说些什么,他或许就会真的人让自己去维也纳也说不定。 This is a reason that she most is willing to accept, naturally also has is not willing to accept, is not willing to think that but, these ideas became were short gradually, why she no longer considered the initial reason, because to certain things was the anticipation is the ponder, the pile built moved even more was also serious. She is thinking: I not wrong, since I handle such matter am you hope that then I first complete it, then I can investigate all these safely. Before then, she is not willing to return to Jianghai, is not willing to understand that related Jiaming anything, she is similar to the ostrich general, is waiting for obstinately bloomy spring a day. 这是她最愿意接受的一个理由,当然也有不愿意接受,不愿意去想的,不过渐渐的,这些想法就变得少了,她不再去考虑当初的理由为何,因为对某些事情越是期待越是思考,堆垒出的伤感也就愈发严重。她想着:我是没有错的,既然我做这样的事情是你希望的,那么我就先做完它,然后我就可以安安心心地去追究这一切。在这之前,她不愿意回到江海,不愿意了解有关家明的任何事情,她就如同鸵鸟一般,执拗地等待着春暖花开的一天。 Four years just like the prison general, she did not go to be too many as far as possible, is waiting for day-by-day past, now finally comes back. The spring arrived, she thought that she also arrived investigated the time, who knew faced with all. In the mother words sound, slid to her most is not once willing to think that direction...... 四年的时间犹如牢狱一般,她尽量不去想太多,等待着一天一天的过去,如今终于回来了。春天到了,她觉得自己也到了追究地时候,谁知道面临的一切。就在母亲的话语声中,滑向她曾经最不愿意去想地那个方向…… „After Shasha has an accident, I and your father find the way to contact with her, then also looked for the beforehand Huang Family remaining some relations, however time of several days cannot relate Jiaming completely, we are thinking he definitely with Shasha in together, who knows several days later, there is police to run over with us said. Jiaming helps Shasha escape, was grasped......” “沙沙出事之后,我和你爸想办法联系她,然后也找了以前黄家剩下的一些关系,但是那几天的时间都完全联系不到家明,我们想着他肯定是跟沙沙在一块儿,谁知道几天之后,有警察跑过来跟我们说。家明帮着沙沙逃跑,被抓起来了……” Regarding the Jiaming sentiment not less than the biological children, remembered these things, Duan Jingxian wiped the flood red corner of the eye, looked at this time to concentrate on, the daughter of waiting as follows, is recalling the matter of the summer of that year. 对于家明的感情不啻于亲生儿女,想起这些事情,段静娴抹了抹泛红的眼角,望着此时正全神贯注、等待下文的女儿,回想着那年夏天的事情。 „...... Shasha had not been held, we look at him to Police Bureau , the Jiaming appearance seems like well, we heard before the police authorities hits the person to adjudicate a case frequently, but he had not been hit. It’s nothing wound, the spirit also seems very good, to us is only smiling, said is all right, but, he was soon after sentenced, five years......” “……沙沙没有被抓住,我们到警察局里去看他,家明的样子看起来好好地,我们以前听说警局里经常打人审案,但他没有被打。身上没什么伤,精神看起来也很好,冲着我们只是一个劲的笑,说是没什么事,但是不久之后,他就被判刑了,五年……” „He......” the Lingjing sound somewhat shivers, „now in prison?” “那他……”灵静的声音有些颤抖,“现在在监狱？” „It is not.” In the eye coasted the tears, Duan Jingxian shook the head, „that little while I and your father plied many connections. But above said that this case is quite complex, specifically how complex, could not say in any event, Jiaming had not revealed the Shasha's whereabouts. During sentence quick...... this, we looked his time he has been saying, do not tell you matter, he understands that your character, Vienna has not begun school, if told you, you must come back, but came back not to help matters...... he to understand your......” “不是。”眼中滑下了泪水,段静娴摇了摇头,“那会儿我和你爸托了很多的关系。但上面都说这个案子比较复杂,具体怎么复杂,却无论如何都说不出来,家明一直没有供出沙沙的下落。判刑很快……这期间我们去看他的时候他一直都在说,不要把事情告诉你,他明白你的性格,维也纳还没有开学,如果告诉你了,你就一定要回来的,而回来也无济于事……他一直明白你的……” mother silent a while, on the face revealed wipes the smile. = continued: „I and your father discussed this matter. Some things you should know, because you are the then good friends. Grows up together, you know that I and your father have regarded the true brother and sister you, you, Jiaming and Shasha......, but at that time you, even if came back, really could not make any thing, we decided that after you began school truly, called to tell you Jiaming to be sentenced, matter that Shasha left, by that time, you, even if hurried back one time from Vienna, at least can still go back again, in the prison can commute a sentence, when he came out from inside, you also happen to can graduate to go home, in September half time, we looked at Jiaming, I remember that on that day Sun was very big, I and your father outside. A while, since later, waited for a while, they said the Jiaming a little matter......” 母亲沉默了一会儿,脸上露出一抹笑容。=继续说:“我和你爸商量这件事情。有些事情你应该知道,因为你们是那么好的朋友。从小一块长大,你知道地,我和你爸一直把你们当成真正的兄妹来看,你,家明和沙沙……但当时你就算回来了,也真的做不了什么东西,我们决定等到你真正开学之后再打电话告诉你家明被判刑,沙沙离开的事情,到那个时候,你就算从维也纳赶回来一次,至少也可以再回去了,监狱里可以减刑,等他从里面出来,你也正好可以毕业回家,九月半的时候,我们去看家明,我记得那天太阳很大,我和你爸在外面等了一会儿,进入之后,又等了一会儿,他们说家明有点事……” „After...... more than ten minutes, he comes out from inside, just the water used flushed the appearance of face, in the hair, face is the water, but sees us to smile is happy, we asked that he recently how, inside person bullies him, we know in that new will always be bullied, especially Jiaming that appearance, also seem very genial. But he said does not have, we do not have the means manages to these thing after all, your father can only ply the connections to deliver some money, making the help look, then we mentioned must tell you matter, you should hurry back one time, we were also ready. But at that time he became very silent, silent was very long, then......” “……十多分钟之后他才从里面出来,刚刚用水冲了脸的样子,头发上、脸上都是水,但见到我们笑得还是很开心,我们问他最近怎么样,里面的人有没有欺负他,我们知道那里面,新来的总是会被欺负的,特别是家明的那个样子,看起来又很和善。但他说没有,我们毕竟也没办法管到这些东西,你爸只能托关系送一些钱给人,让帮忙照看,然后我们说起要把事情告诉你,你应该会赶回来一次,我们也做好准备了。但当时他变得很沉默,沉默了很久,然后……” Duan Jingxian raised the head, is looking at the daughter: „Then...... he said among you relations.” 段静娴抬起头,望着女儿:“然后……他说了你们之间地关系。” In a flash, the Lingjing body as if hemp, hearing the mother sound to make a sound in the room: „Matter that you...... Jiaming and Shasha three people live together......” 一瞬间,灵静的身体仿佛麻了一下,听着母亲的声音在房间里响着:“你……家明、沙沙三个人同居的事情……” In the room is silent, just like in the past that in the prison silent general, at that time how was very difficult to imagine parents' mood to be, but on mother this time face did not have too many reprimanding and discontented, had, was only the light misery. Lingjing is looking at her, at this time she most cares is not four years ago or seven years ago living together that starts was known by the parents, but in heart eventually some mighty waves: „Then......” 房间里沉默下来,犹如当年在监狱中地那段沉默一般,很难想象当时父母的心情会是怎样,但母亲此时的脸上没有太多的斥责和不满,有的,也只是淡淡的凄凉。灵静望着她,她此时最在乎的不是四年前或者七年前开始的同居被父母知道了,但心中终究有些波澜:“然后呢……” „Then...... then he gave our thing, told us you to go to the Vienna reason, you bid good-bye the reason......” “然后……然后他就给了我们这份东西,告诉了我们你去维也纳地理由,你们分手地理由……” On the face of Duan Jingxian reveals one not to know that is what significance smiles, miserably and reluctantly, she handed over that dispatch case in hand, patted daughter's hand. 段静娴的脸上露出一个不知是何种意义地笑,凄凉而勉强,她将手中的那个文件袋递了出来,拍了拍女儿的手。 „I and your Papa...... has not blamed your meanings, that time of although just knowing was very helpless, but did not have the means...... relations between your three people we are sees, from infancy to maturity in the same place, anything has done together, looking like a person was the same, Jiaming that child, he was bullied in childhood, the character somewhat was then extreme, you have said at that time must protect him, afterward he really turned into very good boy. Care of $ $ to the nearby person are looks, I and your father like him, has also thought made you big marry him. Sometimes your three people stay together in the evening does not come back, to lived together afterward, I and your father had also been worried you are young, can unable to dominate to handle anything, but decided goes afterward by you, if only your two people must live in the same place, we will be definitely not accurate.” “我和你爸爸……没有怪你们的意思,虽然刚刚知道的那个时候真的很无奈,但也只是没办法……你们三个人之间的关系我们是看到的,从小到大一直在一起,什么事情都一起做,就像是一个人一样,家明那个孩子呢,他小时候被人欺负,然后性格有些偏激,你那时候一直说要保护他,后来他真地变成了很好的男孩子。$$对身边人的关心是看得出来地,我和你爸都喜欢他,一直还想过让你大了嫁给他。你们三个人有时候晚上住在一起不回来,到后来同居,我和你爸也有担心过你们年纪小,会不会把持不住做了什么事情,但后来还是决定由得你们去,如果只是你们两个人要住一起,那我们是肯定不会准的了。” „Because has thought at that time the reasons of these things, heard your unexpectedly really three people afterward in the same place. I and your father do not have the means that you are the children, but main, was because in at that time, saw this thing, suddenly...... anything felt that did not have......” “因为那个时候想过这些事情的原因,后来听说你们居然真的三个人在一起了。我和你爸也没有办法,你们都是孩子,不过最主要的,还是因为在当时,看到了这份东西,忽然间……就什么感觉都没有了……” She looks at the daughter to pull out from the paper bag these documents, takes up one conveniently. 她望着女儿将那些文件从纸袋里抽出来,顺手拿起一张。 „He should be several years before that starts to be taken bad, I remember that at that time you had said the matter of Jiaming headache, then also asked some medicines, at that time everyone had not cared. But the matter is this......” that medical certificate is placed in the Lingjing front, „in his brain grew a tumor, very greatly, such big geotumor, definitely continuously painful, we were not clear when he knows this matter, what only is clear is...... at least in 99 to two more than one year time, he is enduring such headache, perhaps also knows oneself soon died news, has displayed......” me not to know before us how as if nothing has happened he is with the matter that you raise bid good-bye. Also does not know where he made concrete Shasha sent, but he indeed for you have been considering that...... ” tears flowed, her voice somewhat sobbed. “他应该是在那之前的几年就开始发病了,我记得那时候你就说过家明头痛的事情,然后也问了一些药,当时大家都没放在心上。可事情就是这样……”那份诊断书摆在灵静的面前,“他脑子里长了颗瘤子,很大,这么大地瘤,肯定一直都痛的,我们不清楚他是什么时候知道这件事的,唯一清楚的是……至少在九九到二这一年多的时间里,他都是忍受着这样的头痛,也许还知道自己快要死了的消息,一直在我们面前表现得跟没事人一样……”我不知道他是怎么跟你提分手的事情的。也不知道他具体将沙沙送去了哪里,但他的确一直都在为你们考虑……”眼泪流下来,她地声音有些哽咽。 „Jiaming died, Lingjing......” “家明死了,灵静……” As if the maneuver of time. She returns to that period of living together time, that time they were just like share a soul of body, between innumerable eyesight institutes and slits, she can notice that the youngster clenched the teeth to bear the painful the picture, she had the feeling obviously...... 仿佛时光的回旋。她回到那段同居的时间里,那时的他们俨如共用一个身体的灵魂,在无数个目力所及的缝隙间,她都能够看到少年咬紧牙关忍受痛苦的画面,她明明都有感觉的…… „...... ----” “哈……啊----” The stiff body grasps these thing, bends down slightly, the tears lost the control, can only feel that from the face unceasingly coasting the feeling. She opened the mouth. The air makes an effort to spit, cannot make any sound. The body trembles to continue in the stiffness, just like the soul strategic place to hit the fierce resistance. mother depended to come, grasped her. 僵硬的身体抱住那些东西,微微俯下来,泪水失去了控制,只能感觉到从脸上不断滑下的感觉。她张开了嘴。空气用力吐出来,发不出任何声音。身体在僵硬中战栗不止,犹如灵魂要冲撞出来地剧烈抗争。母亲靠过来,抱住了她。 In a minute, the people who are chatting in living room, heard a rending wail suddenly...... 片刻,正在客厅里聊天的众人,陡然间听到了一声撕心裂肺的哭泣声…… Hotel lobby. 酒店大厅。 „Who that is......” “那是什么人啊……” „It seems like the rampant appearance......” “看起来好嚣张的样子……” „Before is not Fang Yusi, sweetheart......” “不会是方雨思以前地情人吧……” „Perhaps is the younger brother......” “也许是弟弟……” During the much discussion, Fang Yusi squats before that sofa, raises head to look at the eyes of front man. 纷纷议论之中,方雨思蹲在那沙发前,仰头看着面前男子的眼睛。 „Gu...... Jiaming? How did you...... also know me?” Such inquiry has not been replied, from beginning to end, the opposite party looked at her one eyes slightly, then transferred. She comes back to look to Zheng Zepei, Zheng Zepei actually shrugged to express that anything does not know, wants to set out to ask again when several other people, the flashing light shone suddenly. “顾……家明？你怎么了……还认识我吗？”这样的询问没有得到回答,从头到尾,对方只是微微看了她一眼,便又转开了。她回过头去望向郑则培,郑则培却只是摊了摊手表示什么都不知道,再想要起身问其余几人时,闪光灯陡然亮了起来。 As if was stimulated by certain thing, her front man was also raising the hand simultaneously, blocks the own face. 仿佛被某些东西刺激到,她面前的男子也在同时举起了手,挡住自己的脸。 Fang Yusi looked at peripheral that reporter two seconds, later sets out suddenly, holds the hand of man, on the side of the trend crowd. „Here is not the speech place, we go advanced.” Afterward also told that side the bodyguard, „in any event, must take that reporter film.” 方雨思望了外围那名记者两秒钟,随后陡然起身,挽起男子的手,走向一边的人群。“这里不是说话的地方,我们先进去。”随后又吩咐旁边地保镖,“无论如何,要把那个记者地胶片拿下来。” Everyone is somewhat looking at her affectionate movement dumbfoundedly, little fatty, Mu Qingqing and the others looks at the looking blank eyeball , the Momo mood is somewhat excited: „Can we also participate?” 所有人都有些目瞪口呆地望着她那亲昵的动作,小胖、穆清清等人更是看直了眼睛,墨墨地情绪有些兴奋:“我们也可以参加吗？” Fang Yusi stops, shows a smile: „His friend, is the friend of mine...... Chairman Sun, can allow them to attend the party together?” 方雨思停了一停,露出一个笑容:“他的朋友,就是我的朋友……孙主席,可以让他们一块参加晚会吗？” Words latter half a word was to nearby party organizer was saying that she, since said like this, obtained naturally was the affirmative reply. In several people start walks before inside, Jiaming shot a look at this woman who pulls his arm, pulled out the hand later calmly, his movement is not in a big way, in this everyone is gazing in situation, was almost actually looked by everyone in the eye. Too was really rampant, was so held the person who the hand also works loose unexpectedly on own initiative by Fang Yusi intimately, before had not basically seen. Later estimates also not many. 话的后半句是对着旁边的晚会主办人说的,她既然这样说了,得到的自然是肯定的回答。只是在几人开始朝里面走之前,家明瞥了瞥身边这名挽住他手臂的女人,随后不动声色地将手抽了出来,他的动作算不上多大,但是在这种所有人都注视着的情况下,却几乎被所有人都看在了眼中。真是太嚣张了,被方雨思如此亲热地挽起手居然还主动挣脱掉的人,以前基本没见过。以后估计也不多。 As for following in side originally and Fang Yusi hand in hand scandal boyfriend Tan Keqing, at this time is the whole piece face in instantaneous falls black. 至于跟在旁边原本与方雨思手挽手地绯闻男友谭克清,此时更是整张脸都在瞬间黑掉。 Detected that this movement the meaning, Fang Yusi reveals a forced smile slightly. After short flickers changes appropriately and charming the smile, extended putting out a hand: „then...... we go in together......” 察觉到这个动作的含义,方雨思微微露出一个苦笑。在短短的一瞬后又变回得体而迷人地笑容,伸了伸手:“那么……我们一起进去吧……” By party hall, peaceful room. Since later, Fang Yusi makes the sponsor person look for a lounge for them immediately, later one group of people walked, at this time, Mu Qingqing puzzled was inquiring to her is the clear Jiaming origin, however complex of somewhat her look at this moment. Looked one with Zheng Zepei. 晚会大厅旁边,安静的房间。进入之后,方雨思立刻让主办人为她们找了一间休息室,随后一群人就都走了进去,此时,穆清清一脸疑惑地向她询问着是不是清楚家明的来历,然而她此刻的神色的有些复杂。与郑则培对望了一眼。 Perhaps regarding Gu Jiaming this person, others long will forget with the time, but she and Zheng Zepei these people actually cannot. Some matter actually happen before more than two years, at that time several insiders few in met one time mentioned initially „concept”, mentioned Jiaming. Beforehand time he will send several songs to come while the whim lasts to Old Huang and Zheng Zepei they, sometimes are many are few sometimes, but this more than one year, the song was cut off completely. Although knows the opposite party personality, but several people after the discussion, each one conducted the simple investigation. 对于顾家明这个人,或许旁人会随着时间久了而忘记掉,但她、郑则培这些人却不会。有些事情其实发生在两年多以前,那时候寥寥的几个知情人在一次碰面中说起当初的“概念”,说起家明。以前的时候他会兴之所至地寄几首歌过来给黄老、郑则培他们,有时多有时少,但这一年多以来,歌曲就完全断掉了。虽然知道对方地性格,但几人在谈论之后,各自还是进行了简单的调查。 Thinks the opposite party had entered the university well organized. Perhaps might also not enter the university to have the society with his somewhat individualistic character directly, he played the music before, now gave up also being able to understand, who knows after like this simple investigation, unexpectedly each one found out some chaotic 7-8 bad results, is unable to check the present situation of opposite party, information as if somewhat strange appearance that but obtained. 原本以为对方已经四平八稳地进了大学。或许以他那种有些特立独行的性格也有可能不进大学就直接出了社会,他以前只是玩音乐,如今放弃了也可以理解,谁知道在这样的简单调查之后,居然各自都查出了一些乱七八糟的结果,无法查到对方的现状,但偏偏得到的信息又似乎有些诡异的样子。 Seemed this person to come across certain things suddenly, into thin air generally. 就好像这个人突然间遇到了某些事情,人间蒸发了一般。 Achieves the person in this position in the music circle, many that also basically all sorts of people contact, after this, they meet. Afterward used each one to relate toward a deeper level investigates, this discovered, this boy named Gu Jiaming might be involved in the struggles or in the similar of secret events certain political levels, the news that which aspect regardless of must come is telling them partly visible: Do not get down to this person again curiously. But certain related the quite good official also to disclose some thing with them: This matter. Above has the resistance, I did not have the means to check again, the person but who you said that should die. 在音乐圈里做到这个位置的人,基本上三教九流接触的也多,这之后他们一碰头。随后动用了各自地关系往更深的层次进行探查,这才发现,这个叫顾家明的男孩子极有可能是卷入了某些政治层面的斗争或是类似的机密事件中去,无论从哪个方面得来的消息都若隐若现地在告诉他们:不要再对这个人好奇下去。而某些跟他们关系比较好的官员则也透露了一些东西:这件事情。上面有阻力,我没办法再查下去了,但是你们说的这个人,应该是已经死了。 It is difficult to talk clearly each one then mood, Old Huang and Zheng Zepei these people naturally sigh falling from the sky of wizard, but is unable to think, from ancient to present, did the art, if involved in the too complex matter. Does not have the good end mostly. But Fang Yusi. Then feels somewhat moved, she even turned down a plan of concert for this reason. Does not have the announcement is too many outward, her, is by this as holding a memorial service. 很难说清楚各自当时的心情,黄老、郑则培这些人自然是感叹一名鬼才的陨落,但也是无法可想,从古至今,搞艺术地若牵扯到太复杂的事情里。多半都没有好下场。而在方雨思这边。则觉得有些伤感,她甚至为此推掉了一场演唱会的计划。对外没有公布太多,在她来说,算是以此作为祭奠。 The acquaintances of two people are not have happily, actually also understands Fang Yusi, the opposite party some do not like her mostly. This matter you said that was accidental/surprised can also certainly say like this, at that time she because of sad and made venting anger to that Young Lady named Ye Lingjing at will, minor matter that at that time had not cared slightly, seemed you in depressed to have a fit of temper at will, actually caused the damage general to others unknowingly, who knows that they unexpectedly were the true concept orchestras. 两个人的相识算不上有多愉快地,其实在方雨思来说也明白,对方多半有些不喜欢她。这件事你说是意外当然也可以这样说,那时她因为心情不好而随意地对那位名叫叶灵静的小姑娘做了迁怒,当时不过是丝毫没放在心上的小事,就好像你在郁闷的时候随意地对人发脾气,却在不经意间对别人造成了伤害一般,谁知道他们居然就是真正的概念乐队。 His repugnant own reason its has from, oneself are also clear and distinct, this later wants to correct, does not have many leeway, because Ye Lingjing worships to own, Gu Jiaming gave was lucky sufficiently again the song by oneself, even gave for the second time. After this, her reputation position skyrockets, this person regarding her significance, she knows fairly well, she had thought that oneself are not ungratefully the person, therefore Huang Family had an accident initially, she voluntarily requested to do to represent to Huang Family at that time, hopes that can help a point anything, the reason is this: You helped me, now I was good, you need anything, I will also try to help you absolutely. 他讨厌自己的理由其来有自,自己也是清清楚楚,这之后想要纠正,也已经没有了多少的余地,但因为叶灵静对自己的崇拜,顾家明还是给了足以让自己再次走红地歌曲,甚至第二次又给了。这之后她地名声地位扶摇直上,这个人对于她的意义,她心中有数,她曾经想过,自己不是忘恩负义地人,因此当初黄家出事,她当时就主动要求去给黄家做代言,希望能够帮到一点什么,理由就是这样:你帮了我,现在我好了,你需要什么,我绝对也会尽全力帮你。 But he died suddenly, until several years later present, suddenly appears here, looks at this as if the somewhat to become chaotic man, she thinks that is these. 而他忽然就死了,直到几年后的现在,突然出现在这里,望着这位似乎已经变得有些混乱的男子,她所想的,就是这些。 Perhaps he was involved in certain troubles, perhaps met very difficult issue, even if he seemed like has turned into the fool now, what's the big deal...... 他或许是卷入了某些麻烦,或许是遇上了很棘手的问题,即便他现在看起来已经变成了傻子,那又怎么样呢…… Deeply inspires, she looks with a smile to opposite Mu Qingqing. 深吸一口气,她笑着望向对面的穆清清。 „Sorry, his matter, I think that I cannot say......” paused a moment, „, but, now where you live, can I have a look at him tomorrow?” “抱歉,他的事情,我认为我不能说……”顿了一顿,“不过,你们现在住在哪里,我明天可以去看看他吗？”